Bone editionQOTT: Are you a free spirit?
>>38021257old >>38015362
>>38021257yes and nowe're all slaves to some drive or another, after all, whether through our biology or circumstance or willful choice
>>38021257yeah that skull's getting dumped off the next bridge i pass if it says sarcastic shit like that to me, while i'm carrying its ass
>>38021257i locked away and killed my spirit and now I desperately cling on to its decayed corpse
>>38021467real
>>38021467the ghost that chases after you is more beautiful than you are
it's so purple and makes me feel so cool and manly... I need to open it back up and do some real cable management now that I have it working and running cooler
>>38021656what is it
MANMODING MEANS FAG MODING, GAY MAN ON ESTROGEN ZERO SHAME. WE ARE WINNING. WE HAVE TO LIVE. YAOI FOREVER
>>38021938post-quantum shitposting mainframe installationthe glow is cherenkov radiation from the reactor core's output filtering through the liquid internetium the inside is filled with for cooling
>>38021964I wish I was gay growing up.
>>38022026it was pretty fun i just wish i let myself date the boy who chased me for the first two years of high school. mightve even trooned with his support, oh well
>>38021257QOTThttps://on.soundcloud.com/65gNPhUQgCAKSrdn7
>>38021257I'm a woman.
>>38022144This one is good too https://on.soundcloud.com/G8pKPz1vM9nxjNjF6
>>38022148me too pal. now come on over so we can have lesbian sex.
>>38022223so real
yes. ever since ive embraced being a loser as a style, its been much easier to breathe. also people find me more attractive. im not really fucking sure how that worked, but uh. i guess finish your personal journey, anons.
for 50€ I'll send you a pic of my ass
how do I voice train
>>38022223chuddy genuinely need you to stop with this weird kinda of self depreciation
>>38022400don't try to tag posts to users whose style you're not even trying to pay any attention to
>>38022419what is this 1984
>>38022026why, it sucked. at least pre college
>>380225221984? yeah right, hon, that's a typo - blanchwell is here now, he's dichotomizing large
>>38022544i think im in love with you
the only person I'm in love here is vampy and she keeps cheating on me so openly. i feel like a cuck
i have never experienced love
love is a disease
>>38022542Maybe I'd be less malebrained than I am now.>>38022572I love you:)
https://on.soundcloud.com/hiaGmdjEQtYALing6
now watching: Sister Act
GF and I broke up two months ago partially because of my manmoding depression. She came back to move her shit out and since she's still paying rent until the end of the month she's here for a week longer. Apparently she already bonded with some skydiver "friend" she's been facetiming every night. I can't go out since I'm sick so I have to put in noise canceling headphones and close the door to the living room. This is pain. God I want to fucking anhero. I will realistically never be in a relationship or even fuck someone again as a manmoder. god i hate being a fucking tranny
>>38023295It's pain now, but with time the pain an ex inflicts lessens. Just gotta get through this rough time, and you'll come out ok.
>>38023331It's not so much the end of this relationship (I knew it was going downhill the last year out of the four years we were together) but the end of relationships in general I guess? I feel like I'm just gonna keep manmoding and never be able to connect with people again on a deep level since I'm fundamentally lying to everyone I meet.
>>38023350>since I'm fundamentally lying to everyone I meetthen work toward making that not the case, one way or another
just finished this kinoit was kino
god i love being a fucking autistic racist tranny manmoder apexgigarapehon with an above average IQ and just fucking cum in a cup and drink it.with my fucking gorilla rhino skin man hands.holy fuck it feels good to be white
Cumming on public benches and then watching when someone sits in your jizz is so epic! Just getting the timing right and everything so your cum doesn't dry up and hoping they don't spot it is such a feeling of accomplishment. It honestly feels like you climbed mount Everest placed your countries respective flag at the top and asserted your dominance! Its truly the ultimate feeling of power knowing that someone has sat in your meth jizz that you excreted while watching some little Asian girl get pounded by five BBC's on your iphone.
I'm soft and squishy and I want someone to touch me
ill gladly touch you
im woman on ghe inside defjifely not a ma with a mentall ill fetish ON DRUGS
>unfunny posterslarichudette that one stupid mickcheesebeanieflowers>funny postersmethschizojune(when he's not on his period)jessfrenchiethat one nigga(u know who u are)jynxzijohn redcornpolaris????(idk)>dangerously basedtaco belluzi(doesnt post here much but anyways)dakotaif u didnt make the list im sorry ur just not important
>>38025320hi im meth schizo and id like to clarify that im a mentally ill misogynist (i specifically hate young, feminine white women in their twenties, especially the kind that wear women's "jeans" which aren't even real demin) that masturbates in public (nothing feels better than cumming in your pants handsfree while a stranger is looking at you)me and lari should be in the transphobic spammer tier because we both shit up the thread. also im still high on the drug that i smoked in that dream and got me high in real lifeidk what it was but i couldn't sleep at first until the sun rose then i slept for like 16 hours and threw up everything i ate. subsisting off of apple cider rn + worried ill relapse on meth and public masturbation and end up in the news or a sex offender registery
if anime boys were real i would hold them down and suck all the cum out of their delicious penises
tranny manny
>hot posterschudettecheesedakota>gross spammers larimethschizo uzi
>>38025320>that one nigga(u know who u are)wait is that me. thats offensive but i also dont want to say my name. also how am i funny
>>38025564>dakotashe broke poor kotakins' heart, that's not hot.
yuri. is. everything.
>>38025599hurting other people is always hot
>>38025682based and evilpilled
i believe androcide is the only genuine solution to global warming and capitalism
>>38025708https://youtu.be/7Jf7E6zgrA8
I'm gay because of capitalism
>>38025750gay for women (good) or gay for men (bad)?
>>38025796gay for men (good)
>>38025569yes u! u have a good sens of humor
I DEMAND HEAD
>>38025320Sex with rkun
the picrel is how i feel insidehow can i maximize my dysphoria uwu
i have no idea who any of you namefags are
>>38026045that shouldn't be hardjust look in the mirror, my nig
why would i ever admit to my cis white female theraist that:>i want to be an anime girl>i smoke meth>i mastubate in public >i want to be a lesbian >im addicted to weed>im addicted to porn>i steal and sniff panties >i am a danger to myself and others people he like "omg you're so mentally ill get therapy" and then the therapist is like "you can trust me be honest" and then im thinking "damn this bitch is gonna hate me and possibly report me to law enforcement or try to get me institutionalized" and then i quit after a handful of sessions
EVERYONE LOOK AT ME! LOOK DEEP INTO MY EYES AS I SHOOT MY SPERM ON THE BARK OF A TREE IN A PUBLIC PARK!! I AM A RAPIST!!1 I AM THE TRANSGENDER SEXUAL PREDATOR MISOGYNIST ON ESTROGEN!!11 I AM A REAL LESBIAN ANIME GIRL IN REAL LIFE!!!11
>>38026107i got used to it, i need more to get rid of it, it is manageable now, i mean i still feel like shit but is liveable feeling like shit
>>38026129they can t report you unless you have actual concrete plans
it's so gay that you have to try like 6 different antidepressants before you can qualify for electroshock. I don't have the time or patience for all that trial and error. I should be able to walk into a doctor's office and pay them cash to zap me no questions asked.
>>38025320I’m off the list because I dewormed myselfI win
learned a new phrase to describe what you see six seconds after you give your 13-year-old cousin her first hit of meth
why didnt i just stick it out as a gay man though. i want to be a proud man wearing jeans in 2005 maine and gay and near a big lighthouse with green hills and the sky is shining ak bright it blinds me and we’re on a choo choo train
>>38026165okay good because my sex crimes, violent episodes, and suicide attempts are always on impulse and don't typically involve more than 47 seconds of forethought
>>38026273you are not actually doing any of that methschizo, you are just femalebrained and dumb
>>38026272it's not too late to detransition, dumbass
>>38026297why would i detransition. leave me alone
>>38026284>you are not actually doing any of that methschizoyou don't believe me that i walked around my neighborhood on meth with my dick hanging out of my unzipped pants but concealed under a big puffy jacket?or you don't believe i give alcohol to minors? or you don't believe i hit women? or you don't believe i have waited for my friends to use the bathroom or go on an errand when im over at their house then vigorously sniff their underwear while masturbating? or you don't think i've attempted suicide?because i've done all of the above, except attempt suicide i guess because i was way too drunk and hanging myself with a belt was never the best plan. i mean it definitely would've worked if the belt was longer and that metal bar in my closet higher off the ground and i did wake up on the floor scared and confused with a mark on my neck but whatever let's just pretend im not a danger to myself and others hahaha bitch
i guess i didn't even need to touch my dick in public because i felt like i was continuously orgasming just walking around. i kept thinking i was about to cum but then looked down and didn't see any cum but then i was on edge about to cum again. it wasn't even hard but it felt like i was cumming for hours but also having a panic attack because my heart was beating so fast i thought i would die. so i was both scared i would die of am overdose but also scared i wouldn't be able to hold back and would end up raping a stranger i was so horny and whenever i saw someone in the distance it was a real temptation just to walk up to them and ask to suck them off or for them to suck me off. i have never been that high before or since and the experience is like beyond words and i think i have irreversible brain damage because that's when i started hearing voices
hnnnng
fuck now i want more meth but im so scared what will happen if i get that high again but also i need to get that high and this time i better have a victim any volunteers?
>>38026297i have tits
>>38026373DO IT FUCKING DO IT ALREADY, DO THE METH DO IT
>>38026363not reading all of that, it is all the same shit you keep repeatingtouch grass bro
>>38026387Drugs are for failures. Do not do drugs, ever. Get help.
>>38026364i will never have this and i deserve the pain it brings
>>38026383they'll atrophy if you detrans and wearing a binder can help to accelerate that. they'll be skinflaps in no time>>38026387only if you wrap your warm, wet mouth around my cock so i can continuously drip precum from my soft dick into your mouth for nine hours. otherwise i might rape a stranger or suck my own dick in front of a playground
>>38026403real
>>38026410>they'll atrophy if you detrans>they'll be skinflaps in no timei know im already ugly but wishing this upon a lonely gaycel is cruel anon>>38026411me but im not actually autistic or a psychopath
>>38026392i keep repeating it because it's fucking insane that it's real. and that's just the shit i admit to. there's other shit i've done i don't even talk about. i don't know how i keep getting away with it. i would love to down a shot of meth vodka, climb in your window at midnight, and wake you up with my dick in your mouth you dumbass little bitchgirlACCEPT the reality that i am a sexual predator ACCEPT the Lord of Darkness as your savior ALLOW the purity of evil to guide youALLOW my dick to enter your mouth
>>38025320I mog you
>>38026364Me and the girl i’m dating
it's crazy because you actually feel like your cumming yourself on that much meth it feels so fucking good but that only happened the one time i took too much and had a panic attack and i want to cum for 9 hours without having a panic attack or being so disinhibited i walk around with my dick out and post pics of it online but i guess you can't pick and choose which effects you get from meth
>>38025320Explain each ranking
>>38025320Who tf is jess
one day i will finance a large red pickup truck and i will drive it cross country to oregon and after camping in the woods for a week or two i will it drive very fast down a highway and collide with the barrier. it will be a half assed suicide attempt. i’ll go back to my wagie job with more debt and a neck brace
>>38026563Newfag
>>38026574Sorry that u are a manmoder general veteran, must be rough lil bro
>>38026609It's alright. Some good reads:)
how i rizz up trans women
>>38026701king
How i rizz up trans women (i am a punching bag)
>>38026728cute shota. i would cum to this pic for nine hours
>>38026779
seeing a lesbian couple lowkey ruins my day. I hate being male
Seeing a lesbian couple makes me chuckle if they are ugly, or if they are hot my dick firms up a bit
i wish i was a cisf straight tomboy
>>38026847lesbians make me feel nothing. repress it
>>38026847Real..
two guys working out man on the right says bro just picture your perfect body man on the left has thought bubble leading to 5’7 androgynous looking girl
shotamethschizo threw up everything they ate today and can't sleep again. worried i have mental and physical health problems that are worsening and i don't know what's causing them. i've also been thinking about meth constantly over the past three days even though i'm three months clean. it started with that dream and now it's controlling my real life. am i going insane? my eyes hurt>>38026854seeing a lesbian couple makes me cum for nine hours if they are ugly>>38026974i remember that pic
i just want to smoke clear and fuck bitches is that so wrong?
>>38025320fuck you I'm hilarious
>>38026495goals
>>38025320Justice for bee and i wtf!
>>38027041It's actually based
>>38027071bee is june
>>38027098x is june posting never seems to pan out
>no one here knows who i ami win
I kno u
>>38027208nah
i systematically deny myself that which i desire. and destroy that which i love. and lose what brings me happiness
I'm back up to 180 lbs...
>>38027248Is your ass fat?
>>38026553no>>38027047need to work at it>>38027071no refunds>>38027098yup and june is durian too
>>38026701>What can i say, i love bottoming, i love meth and i love crack. god bless america
i really just hate gay people, i don't know maybe that's a me thing
>>38027321Durian is june yeh…. bee is beeAnd i am based wtf
>>38024402i'll do it>>38025320i know
>>38027440june wants you to post more ass and hole
I wish I had a bigger ass, bigger tits and no cock
@june are you a coward that insult me as an anon?
why haven t i kms yet?
to add more rare larries to my collection
>>38027706. coward. don't really want tops did you shave downstairs too?
>>38027724how does he keeps getting uglier
>>38027724>>38027751pls stop
life is too difficulti should just kill myself
>>38027765fuck off>>38027778so real
>>38027767you asked, i gave you two alternatives?two serious ones even though you've behaved as an asshole when i've tried to answer your questions before...
i lost a fucking wood screw and therefore going mad
>>38027848idk abt being a coward, at this point is way scarier to live than die desu, i guess that i just can t feel like doing it for some reason, i wish i was dead, god has abandoned me and my head hurts extremely bad now
>>38027765second puberty
>>38027252yeah but I'm not fit so it's more long and droopy than anything lol I look bizarre
hemorrhoid update: i bought an inflatable donut cushion and my asshole hurts less
>>38027871These young and midshits just don't get it.
it takes a lot of energy to be as handsome and cool as i am
i wish i was nana from nana
I wish I was nana from nana's everyday life
I wish i was madonna
what alcohol makes my stomach the least bloated i dont want a beer gut
moder, sister too, do what you must do; don't trust people you meetthey might promise you that the 'phobia ain't deep
I wish I was Lady Gaga
>>38028156Same
>>38028165she's so based
>>38028153alcohol is a lot of empty calories and isn't great for you no matter what but start by not drinking sweetend liquid bread, that gave me a mandude dadbod beergut pretty fast
>>38028216do you mean not beerive mostly drank sugar free ciders but they get so expensive im drinking vodka now
>>38028230yes beer specifically, also sugary alcohol in general but I drink mostly cider so lol...>im drinking vodka nowthat's a really easy way to accelerate your addiction and get kind of stuck drinking more and more, be careful
>>38028173
Only pre nose job gaga is based.
i wish i were lady gaga but also had a cock like people thought she did 10 years ago
I wish I were me but cooler and hotter and more confident like lady gaga
i wish i didn't have a cock
>>38028262>that's a really easy way to accelerate your addictioni know but what can you domaybe they make weaker vodka or vodka-likes i could drink instead, but i still dont know if its the least caloric one
>>38028422can u show it to me?
>>38028422I wish I had a pussy and a cock
time to make the courage and lift the weight, omfg, i can barely get out of bed for referencehow can i make my dysphoria worse, i am extremely desperate, my mom cries and annoys me on the phone that i still don t feel better
>>38028428>i know but what can you dodrink less and NOT go down the road of optimizing your alcohol intake for caloric efficiencylike bro I used to have a spreadsheet
>>38028431no
>>38028446>drink lessno, not until i can get easy access to other drugs
everybody itt mogs me and it hurts
>>38028437i don't want to have a cock at all
>>38028456no one apart from bee passes itt
>>38028456I look like a man, bro
>>38028517imagine how bad it is>>38028541foid
>>38028216sexooo
>>38028442>i mental illokay > me schizo phre nicokay> hate self okay> am autistic loserokay
someone repost Larry's gay penis hole the bullying must go on
shotamethschizo ive been sober for days except one glass of wine and I can't sleep and my ears are ringing and i feel more schizophrenic than when i smoked weed daily and i haven't eaten in 24 hours except half a Burger I threw up and got addicted to reddit but then reddit downvoted me -10000 for responding "No." when someone asked if trans women get periods
the only thing that will cure my disease is penis water so please come over and jack off into a glass of water for me and really dip your whole dick and balls in there so i can taste all the sweat and juices thanks i am so sick and only penis water can cure me because although i am straight i am temporarily gay due to brain damage from meth and I need to eat penis particles to live or ill rape lesbians in bathrooms
and don't forget to peel your foreskin back before dipping your penis in the water for maximum flavor
but i am not gay brain damage from meth is a very serious and tragic condition and im worried ill rape a lesbian if I can't get my foreskin juice very soon
>>38028669>>38028686you are mentally ill
penis water with a shimmering skin of cheesy oil on top
>>38028764>you are mentally illyou are mentally ill
>>38028470skill (dysphoria) issue
mschizo pls stop with the penis waterthat is one of the nastiest shit i ever heard
>>38028812That's one of her funnier ones though. Gets me to chuckle sometimes.
>>38028812i sexually and spiritually identify as an anime girl living in a jar of cum and you're triggering my dysphoria right now by not affirming my delusion. consider yourself downvoted
>>38028812just imagine sipping on it and catching the faintest whiff of dick as the slightly off texture of the slick penis oils and the water both slide along your lips and down your throat
>>38028816penis water isn't a joke i actually smoke meth and wash my penis in water and then jerk off into the water and drink it. come over and ill show you my family recipe for fresh, homemade foreskin juice
fact: i am a cute lesbian anime girl and my mouth is full of warm cum
mogs me
I don't make cum anymore unless I'm really getting all up in there and squeezing it out like maybe a little bit leaks or nothing tall, and when it happens it's just a torrent of thin clear liquid that kind of dribbles out... it wasn't exactly something I'll miss but I think it's cool that I used to be able to shoot a thick sticky white glob across the room and it's weird I can't now
>>38027972if you're the real june see: >>38027682
>>38028872god i hate narcissistic passoids and their rags to riches stories in my repgen, like it was all hard work and not just fucking luck, omfg, imagine being this narcissistic and sadistic>>38028828i hate that you are much more intelligent than me but that doesn t really mean more happy or successful so eh
>it's just a torrent of thin clear liquid that kind of dribbles out...mmm that's the good stuff
>>38027860people and most animals have strong self-preservation instincts/reflexes whatever...>>38028216if i said you have a hot body would you hold it against me?captcha: NAAYVhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=InBXu-iY7cw
>>38028954>you are much more intelligent than mewhy do you think that? i got As in high school but high school is for retards. plus i have brain damage due to dose-dependent neurotoxicity and that one time i took a way too high dose and freaked out and thought i was gonna cum handsfree
nothing comes out at all when i cum personally
will not comment as that would be tmi :(
How can you fix the "boxy" hair line?What about male shaped eyelid? Is FFS the only answer?
>help me... please help me....>no i wont take hrt or go away
>>38028744i can't pull it back much because i have phimosis
>>38029126fuck off
>>38029004the picrel is probably after years of abuse and you didn t do that much to really have any damagesyou have very unique weird personality and a very unique creative original way of expressing yourself, i am not going to get into details but the way you type some replies is very smartyou say dumb shit a lot too but it is not bc you are stupid, it is bc you are emotional, when you say smth not true and stupid, you don t say it bc you actually objectively believe it, you say it bc you subjectively want to believe it and your emotions cloud your judgement, it is a downfall of your emotions and not your intelligence, even very very intelligent people can get emotional and get manipulated by their emotions into believing things that are dumbi guess that a truly truly giga smart person has both high iq + little emotions so they always use that iq in an objective manner thus avoiding believing stupid shit, when i am more emotional, i also start to believe stuff that is objectively not true and then when i feel less emotions i realized how retarded i was for believing that and thinking like thati think the high iq could be the processor and the emotions could be the cooler around it, you need both to be working right otherwise yea, you have a good processor but the cooler doesn t work right so it heats up and overheats so you start talking and believing nonsense which could be perceived as you being dumb but it is more you malfunctioning
>>38029118i will leave one day and that is just my desperate ocd spam
>>38028517Cutie schizo passes better than everyone else, vampy is second and shannon is third.
None of us will ever pass better than Dyl
i wish i was at least smart so i could be rich and not have to worry about money ever again and go and buy whatever i want
>>38029416me behind and to the left of dylan's left foot
iwnbaw!
>>38029493This
>>38029443
>>38029385Fuck you:)
>>38029561>fuck you?I just complimented three people, how is that insulting anyone?
>>38029004brain damage is not a real thing
I just personally don't believe in disease or aging
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OxlH3_kecQ4this is the best versionnot just because i luv grendel
>>38029849i wish i could join you in thatt old diseased rat
>>38029870classic but I'm not sure if I like the layered-up thrashy combichrist-style ebm sound for such a basic party/rave anthem of a song, more refined and totally different vibehttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z5LW07FTJbI
>>38029959or you can reduce it even further back...https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YsorGbKwNlAmaybe it's just nostalgia that makes the "original" so good to me
>>38029959i mean there the main attraction is essentially the lazy jones loop? the rest is really uninteresting?and that video is trash, and not even good trash?!?extra points for knowing the origin! <3got to get my c128 running again...
>>38029431how rich is "not worry about anything" rich
>>38030017oh yeah but I'd argue there was something very directly appealing about techno from that era featuring its gimmick front and center like that and just providing back for it, even forcing it to work when it's atonal or doesn't quite line up with the rhythm or makes an "off" counterpoint - don't get me wrong the grendel version is still very generic 2000s ebm but it also sounds like a much more completely and well-produced track with more going on, it's just the degree of convolution away from something simpler and more direct I guess I'm calling outhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b8qBUza1pO0in similar vein this track has more nuance and a direct hook with the video but it's also still obnoxiously featuring that house-y structure unapologetically at the centerlike I'd just want to listen to them for different moods or as background to different activities, you know?
hey, anon!
I like having a fat feminine ass
>>38030051pay rent on time every time
same lipidestie
I want to have sex with MEN
>>38030228thats rough
>>38030417yeah. it’s crazy that the easiest way to get that is to be a MAN
>>38030496or a cis woman
I want fuck-you money
How important stretching for manmoder?
>>38030617extremely, I mean I sit all day and get muscle cramps and shit so I'm constantly making myself get up and do small chores or dedicate time to stretching and relaxing or massaging the muscle knots I get... even if it's not much the changes to your fat distribution and your soft connective tissue can leave you kind of sore or more prone to injuring something if you don't
>>38030617you should stretch every day because eventually you will be an old man with no children to take care of you and if you don't stretch now you won’t be able to take care of yourself
>>38030051i dont know, i guess just having enough to live anywhere i want in a sizeable apartment and be able to get stuff i'd need or want
>>38030051I wish I was "don't check the price on food" rich
>>38030617veryi dilate daily and can barely maintain 5.5"s on orange ;- ;i get 6" on purple and blue. green is like 5.75"
>>38030617Yes stretching is important for everyone
>>38030717?
Ew the girl im dating is texting me about her hot tranny ex i want to dieIts OVER
If i could afford ffs i would mog everyone so hard. i don’t mind being a guy on hrt but god it sucks i will never be good enough for ANYONE wtf
>>38030066while not in my regular listening list i absolute love that! eh... it's in my second ring, i don't expect you to understandi think i understand what you mean and kinda agree, but even 2k techno could be kinda complex...at that time i was mostly into trans while coding so i discovered most techno from that era much later sadly, well i listened to trans and gabber for some reason idk>>38030417hello i man>>38030617very important!just look at me i never stretched and now i'm an old man shouting at clouds!!>>38030661i'm at that stage :( don't be me ppl,be cute and hot!>>38030926maybe we could arrange something... :3jk am not rich enough for you...
What's your hair care routine?Any supplements?
>>38030987Oribe makes the best styling products. i use olaplex shampoo and conditioner and the hair mask, although i think it might be drying out my scalpWash once or twice a week and condition maybe 3 times tooBlow dry with the diffusion end on the dryer, low heat for anti-damageAn heat protectant is a good idea too if you do heat styling
someone into freaks (or pretending to idc) should post something to make me not kms... ik u all hate me and want me gone, but look into your boymoder hearts?!?on a shitload of f-phenibut and 3/4 bottle of vodka and i've promised best fren to meet in 10 h wtf... i'll hopefully be dead then lol
get help
8 h i mean>>38031064what kind? idk
i shouldn't have told my friend they don't care at all and still sees me as a mankilling myself soon
we have got to be gay men again
>>38031086Boo hoo nigga
>>38031103why? isn't that just gincel repper shit?
>>38031131manmoding is just femcel repper shit
for the anon above i am under treatmentand will soon meet psychologist... second to last time one wanted me to be committed, but me and last visit (senior psych) didn't think sosuicidal thoughts and self medication is normal for me>>38031115don't be insensitive anon! and i mean that seriously, noobs to this feeling might actually try something dumb
also I was never gay I was at most bike-curious and love pussy, speak for yourself faggot>>38031137what does that mean? what are you even trying to say?
i just wish june would fist me...just girly things
>>38031103>gayerm... not me
desu anyone here could(no i'm not serious... unless you're really hot)
>decently attractive twinkish guy>take hrt>it makes me more emotional, touch starved and in need of a man>it also makes me grow breasts, atrophy dick and smell like a girl so no gay man will ever be with me>in pain because no bf>no bf because of hrt>hrt makes the pain even worseWell well well. If it isn't the consequences of my own actions
>>38031177
>>38031139>might actually try something dumbNatural selection babyyyyy
>>38031103I'm a gay woman
i'm a 21th century digital freak... i don't know how to read but i have a lot of "toys"my daddy is dead as nails, my mommys so caring, so ineffecuat ah ah aoisn't manmoding a mysteriaaa(rhyms with diarrhea)
I'm so ugly lol.
same worstie
everyone on lgbt knows who i am now i think?nobody relpies to meso death it is fuck you too, meet u in hell||still gonna try it to meet best fren tomorrow||>>38031544post hot d**k?
>>38031542At least you're not fat, right?
maybe I'll skip eating today
>>38031605do it
https://www.youtube.com/shorts/U2LIHL-P2csbeen listening to this for like 20minutesthey all look ooooldlike mewant to diebut not before some a qt fist me||not srs, not srs, srs!!||>>38031575am ugly + fat but you already know
Walking in the dark in tight jeans and over ear headphones =D i hope someone murders me honestlyGetting raped would be so nice, at least then someone would treat me like a woman
>>38031873>rapeyou don't watch or read gore do you?
therapy is a scam
>>38031897No. my friend showed me videos of babies drowning once and thought it was funny though
>>38031913what do your rhommanian ass know of that?
>>38031914i want to torture you and i would find i funny i bet
>>38031936i have been two years in therapy and look at megod my head feels so weird
ngl i think i am a nice social sadistalmost kms when finding some stuff hotwant to cutam to disgusting for someone to find it cool or hotlmao
>>38031964wgat meds are you on?ttok 15 years before they found something effective,and look at how i am now lmao
>>38031945I have been tortured my entire life, what is one more person i guessI can take it
>>38031978i don t take meds, i will never take meds again, they won t help me
i like larry tho i hate it too>>38031986:(i'm sorryi more wish i could heal you ngl
>>38031997what did you take before you goatfucker?no judgement, goates are kinda cute
>>38032000Buy me a womb and a new skull mommy =D
>>38032014just normal ssris and a few antipsychotics. nothing special
I will never be transIt’s overI’m just a sissy fetishistA real one :)GenuinelyForever. It doesn’t matter what other cope exists within meThis is truth I cannot denyI exist to die in my bathtub cutting my veins open and letting the pills undo meGod what a fantasy. It would be better if someone did it to me.
>>38032068weird cope buddy ngl
>>38032031if i somehow gotthe cash i would fr fris srs 1000%but as i can't i should kms>>38032045i hate antipsychoticsmakes me feeel weird af and at best tiredbut there are other antidepressants than ssrisfirst combo that worked for me was venlafaxine and lamotrigineand i got that after decades of trying shit, after some quack diagnosed me with bpd lmao... i'm the least bpd person existing, some professionals laughed at it nglbut i mean you should try other things?...otoh just look at me self medicating alcohol and feeling shit lmao>>38032068i don't have a bathtub but come over? i want company, any company... even larry :P
detransing TONITE>>38031303same
>>38031575I actually was skinny fat this year. Just recently got skinny. Still some more to go.
>>38032089Shit the fuck upCome over where?????? nigger
>>38032154meeeeeeeee
Literally me except hairless
>>38032154literally me
kill me pls i beg you so much
>>38032154Holy fuck me but I laser my face (can’t do body I have fungal infection)
I cannot kill the man i amYou cannot kill truthOopsAll male fetishist who takes hormones cause lmao why not? Completes the fantasy and allNo more copesNo more larpOnly truth.
I should detroon and kms
nah
What ifI’m not ttrans? Them it’s perfectly valid>Mfw I gaslight myself into thinking I’m trans for the last 5 yearsI was right to repress and then kms
>what ifevery time one of you retards asks this and actually walks through why you think you are you're just having a bad day or dooming over something and you're still just as much a tranny
>what ifYou end up more masculine, and more over.
>>38032391Actually you are rightI’m kms without detrooning thenIwnbawI got gd at some point it doesn’t matter whenI’ll never connect with an other human being because of gd ocdBoom
Chudette was right desu my transition was a total failure The fact that i thought i even had a chance is sooooo funny kek
At least you tried
shut the fuck up retard I never said your transition was a failure, I said you were saying it was because you were crying in some vocaroo about how trans women aren't women because you think you can't ever pass
PLEASE GOD PLEASE STOP WITH THIS PRANK IT IS NOT EVEN FUNNY ANYMORE BROTHER
Trans women are womenExpect for meIm not trans ergoI’m just on hrt and pretending otherwise. To what end Im not sure.Yep kms
Chuddy doesn't need to tell me to know my shits a failure:)
>>38032540that's a gay retarded double standard stop that
>>38032520It’s fine dw you were right
>>38032163wya? i promise to shut upand i don't think i can holm my promise to best frenlowkey pushing me towadrds thinks my ex therapist said was bad... i guess my psychologist said it too but they always talk crapok i'm really a normie i think my talk tho truthful makes me seem weird and sick
>>38032556yes, I was right, when I called you out for being a doomer retard AND throwing other trannies under the bus with one shitty statement and for acting like your transition failed (and you literally did "the thing" again AGAIN again where you don't read what someone says and instead go off vibes)
>>38032540i expect you to suck my dick and stay on hrt, you tranny bitch woman
how can i get the courage and motivation to lift wights?i can t even brush my teeth most of the time but i need to push myself to feel better
>>38032566Nobody will ever love me or respect me… my dad even said its my own fault that i ended up this way. i guess i should have just listened to people instead of thinking i knew better idk
>>38032547Yep I’m trans I trans my brain on the last 5-7 years of my life hahaWhat are trannies or dysphoria even hahaCopeI don’t remember myself from last yearCopeCopeCopeI’m going insane as we speak :)I should be dead and yet I exist what a fucking massive e joke
>>38032580niggah brush your teeth or you'll end up like mei mean w.t.f.?!?>>38032588imagine listening to an old wrinkled man lmaoiwhat does that freak knows about being a woman?except the complaining ig
>>38032580Realize how ugly you are. Use as fuel to workout and not be ugly.
>>38032579IwnbawThere were no signsI never wanted it before adulthoodI’m just playing out my sexual fetish to it’s logical extremePlease kill me
>>38032601you'll just make him khs
>>38032600have you never been that depressed before?>>38032601oh jesus thanks, i love living
>>38032616>>38032635I'm being serious. This is what I do. It can get me really down sometimes, like this past week tbqh. But for the most of the past year and half it's made me lose a lot of weight and improve my cardio, fitness health as well.
I can’t even cut properly, the knife is too dull LMAOSkill issue skill issue skill issue
Imagine cutting like some femalePathetic
I love pushing away potential friends cause they always interact with me in the middle of my mental breakdowns
>>38032693Imagine being an ugly man with d cup tits and hair everywhere
>>38032728almost literally me (a 36C seems to fit best)
>>38032740Smaller is better if you look like a literal monkey desu
I want to have sex with a guy but I don't pass right now so I'd have to settle for a bisexual, but one day when I get FFS and SRS I'll want to dump him for someone better
>>38032772If you are going to post bait make it funnyNobody straight man will want your cronenbergussy btw
can't wait to have a cronenbergussy under my mock and still never have sex with anyone ever again
Can’t wait to get dumped once she finds someone hotter
>>38032862>pre-self-sabotaging
why couldn t i have been born cis hot rich intelligent funny and famous, why some people are blessed with having it all and i am cursed with having nothing and dysphoria on top of that too, existence as a whole is sad sadistic meaningless and awful, god is extremely evil
>>38032869Same buddy. whats worse is i have the brain of a rich woman but i am stuck in a poor mans body, its like double dysphoria desu
>>38032880existence sucks so bad that even blessed extremely lucky people suffer sometimes, happiness is not guaranteed but pain and suffering is, we all lost just by being born more or less but we as trannies lost big time..
>>38032880>i have the brain of a rich womanlol what the fuck does that mean
>>38032915It was half a joke but also there is some truth…. idk i just like nice things and appreciate good quality is all. i try to be masculine but desu i am so feminine and it hurts to not be able to express myself without getting treated horribly
being a human is overrated anywayi am so tired of my emotions
I think I'll try begging my mom and aunt next year for ffs.
>>38032635yes i did for a long time and i got the "scars"brush your fucking teeth even if you don't want to get up from bed or eat or whatever!bruh trust me!!>>38032672please cut me?kinda wish i told that attention whore bpd girl at the ward to cut me and lick my bloodlarping for entertainment ofc
i'm not a real girl as i never had an eating disorderkinda want to go to the ward even though i'm totally mentally healthy and don't want to take the place of someone genuinely needing iteveryone thinks i'm a normie, ugly and stupod and should die (unofficially as that's npt kosher to say outright=i just wish u my "frens" would be honest about it?ig june is my only real fren, hating my fat ugly shit fermented old guts
I love the antichrist I love special military operationsI love classified documentsI love paying taxesI love politiciansI love euphemismsI love censorshipI love billionaires I love CIA blacksitesI love our allies in the Middle EastOur elections are so DemocraticOur great leader is always right Our enemy has no childrenThey are barbarians, animals, and terroristsGod promised us the worldI love fascismI love killing tens of thousands of civil in mechanized warfareI love raping women and children and torturing people to death without trial
>>38033129everyone living is a child of someone elseso rape me and torture me? :3
>>38032902Realest post you’ve ever made lol
>>38033129GOD BLESS AMERICAU S AU S AU S A
did you know that occult endometriosis or ectopic mullerian epithelial tissue growth may occur in transgender women taking feminizing gender-affirming hormone therapy? I just thought that was interesting
If I had access to a gun I think I'd ve long dead by now.
it’s over
Two dubs of truth.
having a gun and knowing I can pop myself any time on my own terms makes me a lot less suicidally depressed
Walking down the middle of the road in traffic hoping to be hit and wanting everyone to see
stop larping you dumb manly freaks!i have a hard time reading your dumb shit and that's no fucking larpi still want to cuddle you all
>>38033215I can see how that might work actually. Maybe I will get a gun.
>>38033254if you think you are a suicide risk it's probably a bad idea
>>38033252I'm not larping. I look like a man, I'm ugly, I won't make it unless I get 80k+ ffs work, and even then it's not guaranteed. I'm depressed and want to die.
>>38033252Not a larp baby i did this >>38033229high on painkillers on my way to A&W around midnight when i was 20
hrt REP REP REP REP FOREVER
i will be a man forever
I think if you treat manmode as repression then you're doing it wrong
I am going to be the best man with tits i can be just to spite everyone i think, i am too vain to die..
>>38033363manmoding is reprression lmao
>>38033393Not really. try girlmoding for a few months and see how you like it...
pls kill me
never honmode, ever.
>>38033471can't wait to socially transition
>>38033484jfc social transition is humiliating
>>38033471Do it if it makes you happy, a lot of non passing girlmoders are apparently living happy lives
>>38033274come hug grandpa?and unlike the freaks on this fucking channel thinks i don't mean sexually>>38033356without hrt? 10000% yes>>38033454it's a diy thing, hon
how do I get bigger tits
>>38033517Thank you mom
>>38033517>diyhaha
>>38033536implants is the sure thingothwer than that... when i cycle hrt on/off boobs start hurting again so it might do something?stimulating pregnancy with lactation might do it, i know my sister grew a lot after having two children>>38033552<3 and i mean it. please take care!>>38033572please stop being so pathetic, that's my thing :(also did you really drop out?
>>38033595yea, i fucked up, i can t function, it is master though so not that important anyway.. i did a bit of exercising now, at least i feel a bit better abt my completely hopeless situation.. i just idk i hope to feel functional soon cause i really need to fix a lot of stuff in my life..
gd is an awful disease
true
It's actually fucked up.
it is a curse
Winter depression is real. Fuck I was doing so good. I hate daylight savings.
i feel better during winter because more people are like me
>>38033749>>38033749
>>38033604niggah your situation isb't completely hopeless, even if not perfectexercising is good so please continue with that
sexual dimorphism is a curselike being an agnostic atheist I'm not a supertitious type but I also think we definitionally can't know so if I were prone to deriving creation myth from my observation of the world's woes I would say that the existing historical ones where god or some tricker split humans and other life into male and female as some kind of punishment are barking up the right tree and there's a reason stuff like alchemy and other manifestations of the divine being androgynous or of both or superceding sex and gender are so common (occult or of course biological as a common pattern of coping that's probably based on mechanisms going all the way back in our genetic family tree to the first living things that fucked)
when i was a pre-teen, I would wake up from cumming and peeing my pants after sex dreams of the other kids or even older women Falling on me, heart racing, not understanding the feeling and feeling ashamed yet so good yet afraid.maybe it isn't the meth. it's my sexual nature. this is what i mean when i say im a sexual predator. my ultimate victim is me. my own sexual feelings have been destroying me psychologically starting at around 8 years old with my irrepressible urges and sex dreams. before i first masturbates in public (which started underage as well) I would do it around my stuffed animals imagining in a childish way that they could see me. I felt so good and so guilty. i didn't even know what sex was yet. why am i like this? what is wrong with me? i had other kids show me their parts and I showed mine to other kids. idk maybe that's normal but I feel scared and shake when I think about it
>>38034555>i had other kids show me their parts and I showed mine to other kids.this happened to me a lot, boys and girls always seemed to want to with me lol
it isn't the meth that change my life. that is a damn lie. I tried to tell a therapist about it but she just concluded I was sexually traumatized. the problem is that isn't true. no adult ever victimized me. once one accidentally touched me in my sleep while i was sleeping next to him but honestly it felt good when his hand accidentally brushed against me. I feel super turned on just thinking about it. i only moved his hand away because I felt guilty I was enjoying it and getting hard. i didn't want him to wake up and be horrified. i moved his hand away for his sake. but I wanted it so fucking badly i could barely find the strenth to move his hand away. im getting fully hard just thinking about it sweating and panicking. i feel bad for the adult he just rolled over in his sleep and his hand inadvertently brushed my crotch but it felt so good it was unreal . im breathing harder and getting harder remembering this than the methholy fuck. it isn't meth. it's me. meth just allowed me to remind myself what do i do? feeling turned on but scared and anxious and guilty right now help me im breathing really hard and sweating I feel like im having a panic attack but it feels good and im not even on meth. hyperventilating and it feels good in my crotch remembering this incident. I let his hand linger there for just a couple seconds before moving it. i remember I felt shocked when it happened but then really good. help im shaking and addicted to this memory but i had to move his hand away because if he woke up it would hurt him and i never wanted to hurt him
it isn't the meth that change my life. that is a damn lie. I tried to tell a therapist about it but she just concluded I was sexually traumatized. the problem is that isn't true. no adult ever victimized me. once one accidentally touched me in my sleep while i was sleeping next to him but honestly it felt good when his hand accidentally brushed against me. I feel super turned on just thinking about it. i only moved his hand away because I felt guilty I was enjoying it and getting hard. i didn't want him to wake up and be horrified. i moved his hand away for his sake. but I wanted it so fucking badly i could barely find the strenth to move his hand away. im getting fully hard just thinking about it sweating and panicking. i feel bad for the adult he just rolled over in his sleep and his hand inadvertently brushed my crotch but it felt so good it was unreal . im breathing harder and getting harder remembering this than the methholy fuck. it isn't meth. it's me. meth just allowed me to remind myself what do i do? feeling turned on but scared and anxious and guilty right now help me im breathing really hard and sweating I feel like im having a panic attack but it feels good and im not even on meth. hyperventilating and it feels good in my crotch remembering this incident. I let his hand linger there for just a couple seconds before moving it. i remember I felt shocked when it happened but then really good>>38034563maybe i regret not showing my penis to more of my friends it was fun staring at my balls until they fired up and started subtly moving on their own like a little lava lamp or something. maybe my psychological problems are causes by sexual repression? then again, my urges are so taboo i feel like I need to repress them.
>>38034563i am so jealous of you right now literally shaking with jealousy. i am LITERALLY the most disgusting horny pervert. how come i never got to have fun as a teenager like other teens did? why does everyone hate me? why do i hate myself? society broke me with sexual shame. fuck all of you im LITERALLY insane
>>38034593that was pretty young and I didn't ever really mess around with them or with people in general as a teen, just my ex and one time trying things out with a friend when we were broken up for a while
i have concluded i must be an autopedophile shaking right now m why am i shaking??? should i take a video as proof why am i shaking? you believe me that im shaking right? please respond saying you believe im shaking and what causes this mysterious effect
help i am panicking and it is making me sweat even though i turned the fan on and am sober m am i withdrawing from weed or something what causes this i am sweating and shaking
fuck all kf yiu it's all yourndault you didnthis fonme yiunshamed me you brikenme you rejected me tyiynmade me thusnway you forced mr tongenday fuxknsll ofnyiu intayenyou sonkuch rifht now i fucking hatebiy sonkuch inhaye iunitnisn dsir
byou made me gay you forced me to be gay you sre implanting thoughts into my brain yiu are controlling my thiughts you sick fucking demons.yuybsrenxinfrollijgnmy thoughts. it's unnatural and i need to he executed
TRANS = METH= GAY = PEDO = RAPE = PSYCHO= AUTISM= ADHD= mental illness = porn= weed everyone look st me inam the porn addicted male SEXUAL predator i am evil and i deserve to fuckin die
weed turned me gay ineas gsy before i smoked weed and I was a pedophile when I was a kid can kids be autopedophile? because i kept thinking about sex with adults is that so wrong? i clearly should've bren executed at age 9 when i was showing signs if being an autopedophile because i wanted sex eith adults fhat mesns inam a gay demon having my though comtrolled by Satan and must be kiled
if i vugrnmy dick abd halls off will the surgery cure me of ecil sexual feelings? will surgery cure me even thiugh in asexual oredator? should i cut fhem idf and he castrated eill that dude unwanted sexual thoughts?
i was never raped and neve rapes anyone ehy arebtiu inserting thoughts inti my head and forcing mr to feel this way? therapists did this to me. kt must've been watching too much porn on an ipad when I was a kid or something because i know ehen ineas ankid and grandma git me an ipad I would shake snd sweat snd felt this way the first times I looked st oorn and eventually became desensitized snd stopped shaking. now
i blame religion because if it was sex positive i would've had a healthy relationship with sexual feelings instead if hating myself ebery fime i have constant sexual feelings snd i blame religion for making me hate myself
who is deleting my posts? just ban me already then. fuck all of you im spamming the threads for years. you should've rangebanned me forever years ago. please ban me from this website permanently im begging you. clearly you did this ti me you sixk demon
