I love masturbating. I do it all the time when I am not working. Is there any way I can make it to my advantage, paranormally speaking? Like maybe there is some tantra ritual involving masturbation? Thanks guys
>>41674152I actually haven't experimented that much w/ jacking off to charge sigils, even though it's the standard method given in many cases. I think bc there's this sense I'd be torn between wanting to give my unbroken attention to the sigil, and wanting to actually enjoy the wank session. I've mostly done 'boring' charging methods like putting the sigil next to a candle & staring at it until wax completely covers it, things like that where I'm not pulled in two different directions. But probably it's worth a try.It's interesting how this kind of speaks to a generational shift, where the boomers & Xers who made up the OG chaos magicians just saw cumming as a convenient means of accessing hypnagogic states, but for millennials & zoomers it's this extremely loaded thing
I programmed my thinking from age 5 to notice anything peculiar any image that passes through my mind or before my vision, any experience or whatever, that triggers anything useful for me to ponder in my unconscious. I do this because of cell destructions and creations that I make in myself and others, and this pondering leads me to consider the same idea occult and metaphysical or smut for minutes, hours, weeks, years, off and on, until the last bit of psychic benefit is had. Even if it was something like something passing before my unconscious while I was looking at something unrelated and returning to seeing that, now-related, thing helps me to remember the passing thought somehow that is useful to me.
>>41665465don't listen to this fucking thing it's a cretin that everybody hates in the /ng/ threads for being an actual pedophile
>>41673338Tradcucks always bring that up (not calling you a tradcuck), but it seems like a temporary thing caused by hornyness making you dumb, a-la looney tunes. I bet you would find similar results if you showed hungry people a juicy cheeseburger
>>41675490Well yeah, it's a way of your nervous system temporarily creating a whole new personality more suitable for gooning and conserving calories at the same time by reducing mental processing in areas you're not using at the time. Any reason for wanting those activity levels high involves special circumstances or experimentation.The way most people live their lives, the higher order functions of their brains are just for helping to achieve extra cheeseburgers and more plap anyway, and when they can actually see the ground beef/the whale with their own two eyes the higher-order functions of their brain shut down, they're close enough they don't need that part anymore. Like how in caveman days when you're tracking behind the mammoth and it'd got miles before it tires you still need your prefrontal cortex to talk to the others since you're going a long way from home...but when you're close, when the beast is already tired, the time for talk is over, it's time for the stibbity stab.
i've been avoiding a guy for almost a year, and rejected him twice (because i didn't wanna get found out being gay and we didn't vibe too much), suddently 1 month after rejecting him for the last time, weeks later i suddently started to feel immense love and lust over him and want to return back to him, despite my doubts i apologized and asked him if we can still hangout, but he's been very cold to me for the past week, he refuses to pay ANY attention to me anymore, having me as a last priority. he's been cold and i spend atleast 4 hours a day obsessing over him and hoping he'll text me. i can't text him too much because i don't wanna bother him, but he pays no attention, i am in deep regret that i let him down.yesterday i almost wanted to make a lovespell so he pays attention to me again but i resisted.but then i realized if anything, it's possible that he ran a lovespell on me, for my attraction returned very suddently and strongly out of nowhere unlike my previous rejections which didn't produce such feelings. but i don't have any proof of it.tldr: how can i tell if it's a lovespell, because it all feels too sudden and irresistible to me.
>>41673708Zoomers are so gay they can’t even admit that they’re gay.Diagnosis:DOUBLEGAY
>>41672018This>>41672240And thisYou're in the process of finding out you're too gay to ignore it anymore. He doesn't want to talk because you've rejected him several times and he gave up. Straight guys do that too. Time to come out and just be gay
>>41675958i don't wanna suck anyone else's cock but hisalso idk what coming out means, i dont wanna announce im a faggot, especially when i dont even share these feelings
>>41676016Im not gay myself so my advice is basically shit here, I'll admit that, but I would like to clarify that Ieant "come out" in the context of yourself to you internally.Maybe what you're describing is bisexual to some degree. Also not an expert on that. This guy could be the only guy you want to do shit with YET.What I was trying to express, despite the 4chan abrasiveness, was that I think you should live honestly with yourself and enjoy what you can and want to in life. Maybe you'll do something with a guy exactly one time and find out it was much better as a fantasy. I had a friend that happened to. But I don't think a love spell was cast on you. I think this is an organic feeling that you're resisting for social reasons. Just be who you want to be, my dude.
>>41676026that pretty accurate, thanks for your words.
Let me start by saying I've NEVER posted to this board before, but I lurk pretty often and have for quite some time. But I'm bored, I have some stories, and alot more from my friends and family.I'll start with a quick one of my own:> Be about 5 years old, very late 90's.> Granny's poodle named Missy dies, was a mean little shit who bit me a few times.> Uncle buried her in our backyard right after, everyone moves on pretty quick.> Be about two weeks or so later, am watching TV in the living room while my mother is out at the store.> For some reason have this odd urge to look down through out kitchen to the backdoor, may have caught movement from my peripheral vision.> See the dog walk in, looking pretty normal as if she was alive through the back door.> Not sure how she got through the backdoor on her own, but am stupid kid so don't think much of it.> Watch her look at me, move from the left to the right where the food we kept in the back hallway for my new kitten.> She goes to the bowl and seems to be eating(?) it, or trying to, then looks up at me again to stare at me for awhile before she walks into the bathroom.> Quickly get up and run after her to the bathroom, but don't see her anywhere.> Tear the bathroom up looking anywhere I think she could get to like the bath tub, behind the toilet, in the closet.> Eventually give up confused, but remember ghosts are a thing and just assume that was one.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41673596This actually reminds me of a friend I have who thinks him and his friends had a skinwalker fucking with them. Like the actual Dene/Navajo type of shapeshifting witch. He lives in Arizona> Be friend, 17.> Out with friends walking at dusk because nothing much to do in the town they lives past this time.> Walk to the edge of town where there is a park up against miles of desert past it.> Fuck around for abit(not sure what he was doing) then they hear walking from the desert up to us at the playground.> Can't see anything out there, but it sounded like a person walking to us from one direction.> Hear a person scream out from the direction, which then turns into(I shit you not, this is what he told me) mooing like from a cow.> LOUD AS SHIT.> Starts circling us and begins coming from all directions except from direction of town.> Is rattling my head due to how loud it was.> Fuck_this_shit_I'm_out.mp3> Me and my friends run back into town with the sound following for some a short while.> After about 200ft from the park it just stops.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
For this next one I may need to put more detail, so I'll skip the greentext for right now. I have a friend who is an old guy, about 70-ish now who is like my unofficial uncle. His father was a vary avid hunter back in the day; I remember going to his house and seeing all the deer trophies, a full stuffed black bear rearing up to about 6 feet, and even an albino groundhog he got when turkey hunting. His father was ALWAYS out in the woods until he got too old for it. This next story takes place up on a mountain near here(Appalachians).There were about three guys and a dozen hunting hounds out there, trying to chase racoons up trees so they could eye shine them with lights and pop them. They ate the meat, apparently, and that night they got a scent and were following it until they felt ready to release the hounds. As the dogs were set free they heard them barking and then snarling and a noise that sounded like a woman screaming but multiplied a couple times layered over it's self. They were confused but then they heard the dogs crying out in pain and yelping so they rushed into the brush thinking maybe they ran up on a black bear with cubs. What they found was about four of the dogs ripped apart and thrown around the brush, and two more very badly injured. The rest fled back to them after the attack. Then they heard growling above them, and shined up their spotlights and saw a huge black cat. It was flecked with blood and had fiery orange eyes in the light. He quickly went to shoot it with his 12 gauge double barrel, but the gun wouldn't fire. It screamed again which made then all flinch due to the intensity of it, and it leaped over them and sort of.. flew to another tree? Like over their heads, straight across way further than any cat that size sound be able to leap. After it jumped down and took off into the brush far away from them. Once that was over he pointed his shotgun at the dirt and BANG, it worked just fine first try.
>>41676008>Appalachia>black cat>near paranormal abilityLiterally everyone in WV knows about these. They are very real. I call them displacer beasts or wampus cats or swamp cats and there’s even other names for them.There’s a few kinds of them also. I swear I’ve heard about them gliding with webbed skin under their legs, but can’t find the story about that. Some teleport, some vanish. Man the gliding I can see the pic in my head maybe a DnD creature but I swear it was a cryptid story.
>>41676044I've heard them called wampus cats before, or just "black cats" by old timers. An old guy who runs a hunting/fishing store I go to when I'm looking for nice milsurps told me he has a friend who runs a goat farm and he was losing them every night to something that took the entire goat. He staked out one night and in the morning he saw one stalking his goats. I was told he got a picture of his resting behind a large boulder where you can see it's head from the side, and the tail end at the other side of the rock, but I've never seen the picture. He also told me a couple of really interesting Sasquatch stories from around here.>WVI'm just on the other side of the mountains over here in VA, Shenandoah Valley area mostly where the more innawood things have happened.
I was a young teen and alone at my house, because I lived in a tropical country at the time, the living room always had the door between it and the patio open. I was goofing around in the computer located in the living room, and then I heard and saw a barn owl fall inside the house through the door, probably because some retards threw a stone at it, as people had negative preconceptions about them back then. I didn't have those ideas as I knew they were just animals, but the way the eyes of the owl looked under dim light on that white feather coat fucking scared me shitless to the point that I couldn't conjure a word, I actually babbled on those short but long 5 secs. It truly looked alien and it's eyes looked like a dark void. It was the only time I have actually felt my Id scream at my ego "RUN" while my ego was screaming back "STOP BITCHING AROUND IT'S JUST A BIRD", eventually I regained composure and grabbed the owl (surprised it just let me do it now that I think about it) and placed it on a lemon tree in my yard. While I love scary movies and shit, I have never experienced that kind of conflicting fear in my life, and nothing as scary as that.
what are some /x/ tunes?
Sophia, the holy Wisdom of God editionChristian Esotericism is the inner and/or mystical aspect of the Christian Religion, it includes:>Christian Gnosis (Clement of Alexandria)>Desert Fathers Spirituality (Evagrius Ponticus)>Catholic Contemplative Tradition (Bonaventure)>Hesychasm (Gregory Palamas)>Chivalry (Wolfram von Eschenbach)>Christian Alchemy (George Ripley)>Rhineland Mysticism (Meister Eckhart)>Christian Cabala (Johannes Reuchlin)>Paracelsianism (Paracelsus)>Rosicrucianism (Robert Fludd)>Christian theosophy (Jakob Böhme)>Martinism (Louise Claude de Saint-Martin)Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
https://thereversion.co/p/kabbalah-and-the-protestant-revolution
>>41675820>>41675849https://pamela2051.tripod.com/
>>41673952>SophiaYou dedicate a Christian thread to a false god?>>41671845You come into a Christian thread only to throw around words of hate and bigotry.God will deal with you just like how he dealt with everyone else who has done such a thing in these threads. I don't know how he does it but believe me when i tell you that every time someone is this wicked in these threads God finds a way to remove them so that all the true Christians can be at peace. I only came to this thread to post this reply but i will not continue to be in what is supposed to be a thread about Christianity that dedicates itself to a fake, this honestly disgusts me.I will back next thread.
>>41675173Just look up 52hz whale on 4plebs.>>41674207Do you have more info on this?
>>41670169I watch a lot of sci-fi, try me
>>41670169your obese mom taking a bath after i fucked her last night.
>>41670169I'm pretty fucking sure I can conceive water OP.
Does anyone feel like this? I can't describe it but I keep hearing this from everyone around me and I see it myself. What the fuck
Novelty theory.
>>416568905 minutes becomes a smaller and smaller percentage of your waking perception as you age.1 day compared to 80 years is nothing.Thus 1 day feels like nothing.It's why waiting a year for Christmas seems to be so horrible to young children as well.A year is a considerable fraction of their pereceived life.If you can't comprehend how perception differences with age would make time seemingly speed up, you will never comprehend any answer on the riddle of increasingly faster days.
>>41669868>looking at your phone or your computer puts you in a state of hypnosisThis is at least 40-50% it
>>41652363There was one day like 2 days ago that lasted like 48 hours which was nice. Like 8:45 to 8:52 was like 4 hours it was great.
>>41657583Anon from post >>41655203 hereI think you have nailed something thereNow when I think about it, ever since 2019 I felt some kind of rapid entropy going on. Loss of attachments, interests, pleasure in things that used to be entertaining. My career started to feel like authentic rat race unworthy of any dedication, I even stopped to drink as my brain started to see it as something completely pointless. Unsettling experience, as if my memories were still alive but I wasn't.It's definitely not apathy or depression. More like losing a grip and falling down from a height.Several years ago I was looking for a title of an obscure 90s movie (Jacob's Ladder). I found a quote in yt comment sections I find very fitting.>The only thing that burns in Hell is the part of you that won't let go of your life; your memories, your attachments... they burn them all away." But, "they're not punishing you" he said, "they're freeing your soul". So the way he see's it, if you're frightened of dying and-and you're holding on, you'll see devils tearing your life away. But, if you've made your peace then the devils are really angels, freeing you from the earth (Eckhart von Hochheim)For some time I entertained an idea it's some kind of mechanism preparing me for a death in near future. Maybe purely organic like cancer, or some covid complications, maybe some /x/ prediction of violent accident. Nothing happened, though.
Men are checking out of society at an alarming rate
>>41675875It really doesn't matter DESU. I doubt humanity sees 150 yrs from now without extinction or societal collapse in some way. If we aren't completely eradicated women will probably go back to being seen as property and have little to no power.
>>41676024incel cope
I can barely make myself happy no way could I do it for someone else
>>41676025Cope for what? You can't seriously believe society isn't going to collapse in some way shape or form in a century or more. Climate change is going to make many places unliveable which will result in mass migrations that will destabilize the economy. As well as AI is going to make so many people useless.
>>41676053>Climate changeso true
Reminder than he was an upper caste chud who left his dad's mansion at 30 to LARP as an ascetic.
>>41675784how is he wrong?the corrupt demiurge of this world clearly wants to force you to participate in the duality. obviously not complying is the best choice for you
>>41675978>the corrupt demiurge of this worldlmao frankenlarp
>>41675978Well that isn’t Buddhist so you don’t believe him either.
>>41672790Probably, they don't carry resentment from being pushed around for years
>>41676010copium /x/ is a gnostic board, golem.
Welcome to the Semen Retention General!Efficiency in Energy Edition!>What is Semen Retention?Semen retention is the practice of completely abstaining from masturbation and ejaculation, often with the intention of preserving and redirecting vital and sexual energy to oneself.>Why do it?Reported benefits include: increased vitality, mental clarity, reduced stress, increased motivation, increased energy, improved focus, healthier hair/skin/eyes, deeper meditation, improved AP/Lucid Dreams, deeper voice, improved mood, greatly improved testosterone, improved physical strength and many more.>Wet Dreams?They happen because you had a sexual dream and you coomed. Learn to be conscious on your dreams and stop the succubus.>What causes wet dreams?The causes are many: Illnesses, telepathic bad actors fucking with your dreams, excess energy build up, watching too much sexually-inducing stuff, lusting during the day, lack of an adequate transmutation activity, eating too late at night, excess nutrients overall, stimulants like maca, ginseng, ginger, excess protein, excess carbs, tight clothes (pajamas) for bedtime, bad sleeping posture (this varies, find the one that suits you best), going to bed with full bladder, exposure to hormonal disruptors via food (pesticides...) or body care products (soap, deodorant etc)...Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41673273>God is omnipotent, omniscient, eternal, he's beyond all words!This is true. >Religionfags dont even see how insulting it is to god, how blasphemous, to believe there is only one path to god.Why would God’s omnipotence, omnipresence, or omniscience be reason to believe he has no standards for how people are to interact with him? Do smarter people have lower standards for what they consider acceptable behavior than dumber people?
>>41675696Answer
>>41675159>Whats the appeal of being a troon if you remove the gooning aspect of it?Sometimes there are other motivations and not sexual categorically. You know the saying goes: ”everything is about sex, except sex. Sex is about power” and for some of the times these men want other people’s attention and reactions. This makes the troon feel important or that they matter. For example it’s about a person wielding power having someone to do something because of them. A boy/young man who is one of those ”passables” no doubt gets joy by seducing men who seem like all around normal and these men want these troons, for example by masturbating and cumming for these troons. The term ”trap” is about this.
>>41662974Sanest kike poster
>>41675761>God has standards for dumber peopleAre you seriously suggesting God does not like dumber people? Your god maybe. I guess this thing about religion being a tool to manipulate the masses is actually true. What the fuck is happened to this thread.
67 is basically the most random thing to go very viral in years, not just in a country or 2, but worldwide. Even big companies have jumped on it like Pizza Hut, Domino's, and Google. I think it is a demonic code/IYKY type thing. 'Satanic' even equals 67 in Gematria. Interestingly, a creepyslop story called 'The Mouth In The Void' came out around the same time 67 was born. Here it is(just the relavent parts that is):"On April 12, 1983, James Ridley awoke from a 67-day coma at St. Mary's Hospital in Detroit, screaming about "the mouth in the void." What followed would disturb neurologists for decades.Ridley, a 34-year-old auto plant worker, had suffered severe head trauma in a factory accident. Upon regaining consciousness, he began describing what he called "the true reality," one he claimed to have witnessed while comatose."We're cattle," Ridley told Dr. Sarah Klein during his initial evaluation. "This… everything… it's just a feeding pen. There's something out there, bigger than galaxies, keeping us distracted while it feeds." He described a vast, ancient entity that maintains our perceived reality as a form of "cosmic anesthesia." 67 seems to be tied with awaking in Gematria as well. Awaking of souls and wiggling toes(MC of Kill Bill did this upon awaking from a coma). Also, tied to devouring(why is 6 afraid of 7? Because 7 8/ate 9). And the face of the boy that started it has been edited and made/memed into something similar to the Void Mouth.There are other theories, but I think this one is the weirdest/most interesting one.What do you guys think? Is the 67 trend of demonic and/or /x/ origins? Is it a sign we are being eaten by denoms/eldritch being/s?Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41671946Please elaborate.
>>41673079Np
Matrix and 67. Weird find.
>>41670606unc status why do you think the kids would tell you the truth or knows what 67 means from the original friend grouops inside joke? watch the 67 video he is clearly doing body language like a scale going back and forth weighing objects, its 6-7 on attraction scale it means calling someone mid.
>>41675837You make a good point withthe scale thing. Although, I do not think looks have anything to do with the meaning officially, probably more so like that meme a an anon shared where the dead dude was getting judged for the after life. 6 is linked with Satan/Hell/evil and 7 with God/Heaven/Good. Guess like Good vs evil.
I've been unfairly commited to a psychiatric hospital three times and noticed there was strange atmosphere in that place. It felt like it was out of time. What are some places you think there's a strange aura to it?
>>41674471This thread is retarded.>Many cultures acknowledge this.
>>41674471I hang my balls from the Christmas tree.>Many cultures acknowledge this
My friend used to cut himself and he got sent to a psych ward for a few months and he told me he met a guy there that claimed to be a legit freemason. I just find that interesting and wanted to make it known.
>>41675701Last time I was committed to one, a worker came in wearing an Order of the Eastern Star letterman's jacket. They're all over.
>>41674418>the staff at the mental hospital tried to say I was a princess and the Virgin MaryWhat?
Basically, what this guy is saying is that God is infinite, and since nothing can exist outside of God, God is the only thing that exists and also the only consciousness in all of existence, so you with your current POV is actually god and there are no other conscious beings out there.This is a different perspective from traditional non-dualism, which suggests that we are all parts of a single God. Instead, it argues that there is only one God imagining all of this, there are no others. It’s just you, forever.Thoughts?
>>41675270>Why one soul goes into this body, and not another body.There could be a lot of reasons why a soul incarnates in a specific physical body. Whether they chose it for incarnation or for some kind of karmic reason. I also think it's possible that a new soul could emerge with the body itself, for example in a situation where no other soul wants to incarnate with it. I don't know the exact answer but it's not an 'unaswerable question', the answer is just unknown. But there are clear philosophical possiblities
>>41644210Sounds about right
>>41675324>they chose it for incarnationWe know they did. The question is why they did.>for some kind of karmic reasonSo karma affects you BEFORE you even get a material body and mind?>in a situation where no other soul wants to incarnate with itThis contradicts with the idea that we are all one soul experiencing different lives. If there are other persons around rejecting an incarnation, that means we are not one on that level.And if you say there is a higher level where we ARE one, then the question jumps up to that level.>the answer is just unknownGreat.I'm glad you have FINALLY agreed that there is no answer to this question.
>>41644210that's basically what Kabbalah teaches
>>41644210Congratulations, you have become another point of reference for the thing you call is God to look into in order to know itself, another mirror, and you have fulfilled your purpose. Replies don't need to be denied because they appear here without needing to be denied. No arguing, no ragebait, just checking.
Do you ever fear seeing dead friends in heaven?
>>41674895Maybe in your milquetoast pseudo-heaven that's actually hell lmao have fun there loser!
>>41674863Oh Anon, if you live in fear then you never have to worry about making it to heaven after you die, so what does it matter? If you try to bring that shit in you'll be stopped at the door and turned around.
>>41674883you know people do care about more then sex. i love my wifes soul.
>>41674863No. I cherish it. My best friend who was more like a brother to me died very young, and ever since then he visits me in my dreams and we go off on dreamland adventures while reminiscing and hanging out. I also lost my pop last year to cancer, and he still visits me in my dreams every now and then where within the dream world he wants it to be as ordinary as the life we had together as possible.
>>41675968And that's great! Guess what? In heaven, you can still love her soul for all of eternity! It's heaven brotha it's literally a paradise completely beyond what is possible in this world
how was he so right about everything?
