what is the most /x/ thing you experienced or knew about on sites like discord?
>>42195156unironically the longest garbage schizopost i've seen in ages
>>42195201yeah it’s not a great story but it did happen and was very schizo. long tho? I am currently writing a novel or two, so that’s nothing, you should read more if that was a struggle.
>>42192438Not checking if others have already said this but CIA grooming kids into trannies and suicide
>>42192458100% thismigga is a discord groomer
>meet girl>she likes niche western esotericism >talk some months>she weirdly reveals personal things she knows about me that i never told her>i assume its just a bpd girl thing or that she stalked me from limerence>she turns out to be a literal glownigger trying to spy on spiritual spaces by charming the men like succubi Fml
The predicament which modern man finds himself in is that of a self-conflict, a conflict which, for one, arises from foreign and alien circumstances but, on a more profound level, is that of an intrinsic, innate and incessant battle which each and every one of us faces. The goal of this conflict is that of a reconquest, a reconquest of one's self, a reconquest of one's being and a reconquest of one's essence.As the Age of Vice begins, man is forced to look back, back to his past, back to his ancestors and back to himself for hope, as what lies before him is nothing but a decline and the rotting corpse of the collective, growing and expanding at every moment. This corpse is gross and material; every breath it takes oozes out a sense of despair and anxiety which consumes and traps the individual in a state of fragmentation and inner discord, resulting in the mundane common folk sinking deep into hedonism and degradation, to delude themselves in comfort and a false perception of peace.You must find in yourself a will which is akin to a fire, a fire which burns brighter than the fire around you, a fire which refuses to be consumed and smothered by its surroundings. If you can do this, if you can find this fire nested deep inside you, then you will be able to conquer yourself and, consequently, conquer the world.And the first step in this reconquest is semen retention. Quite frankly, it's pretty obvious that porn of all types is being pushed upon the masses by a group of ill-willed 'people'.[1/2]
>>42195017thanks for the science dr cum
>>42195017>Barely nothing is lost physically during ejaculation, you can look at near a century length of scientific evidence to verify this. The amount of water lost is low, testosterone isn't expelled, choline mass lost is insignificant, and minerals are lost at small amounts. So if you are not on a restrictive diet nor dehydrated the physical loss is null.100% false>When the average male ejaculates, he loses about one tablespoon of semen. According to scientific research, the nutritional value of this amount of semen is equal to that of two pieces of New York steak, ten eggs, six oranges, and two lemons combined. That includes proteins, vitamins, minerals, amino acids, everything. >The semen also contains a great deal of vital energy; therefore, an ejaculation also represents a great deal of lost vital energy. This is demonstrated by the exhaustion felt by the man after ejaculation. Ejaculation is often called "coming". The precise word for it should be "going", because everything-the erection, vital energy, millions of live sperms, hormones, nutrients, even a little of the man's personality-goes away. It is a great sacrifice for the man, spiritually, mentally, and physically.Dr. Stephen T. Chang. 'The Tao of Sexology'
>>42194937There are some clearnet vendors which will ship shrooms internationally from countries where they are legal. But you will have better success from darknet vendors in your own country. You will need Tor browser, and then search on Dread forums. Dread is kind of a darknet reddit
What do you think of using I.A.O to turn the accumulated semen into vapor?
>>42195192>two pieces of New York steak, ten eggs, six oranges, and two lemons combined.I agree that vital energy is lost and ejaculation should not be done frivolously, but your quote is bullshit. If even half that much nutrition was lost, I would've died as a teenager from cooming due to malnutrition.
Christianity and all Eternal Torture as Hell punishment religions and belief systems seem beyond demonic to me in level of evil. They made God look like the most brutal tyrant in eternity. I don't care what sins people do, I think short-long term punishments that are not eternal are probably what God does until souls behave right if God is actually fair.The level of pain inflicted by Eternal Torture is millions upon millions of years of constant pain from fire. It's not a just level of pain to give out to anyone. Especially if God is all powerful and can imprison people with out cellmates instead so they can't corrupt the Universe.Then there's the weird amount of submissiveness to authority figures and government in Christianity.It seems possible to me Christianity is just demons or fallen angels or fallen gods tricking people into obeying human authority figures after literally just saying common sense good and evil>dont murder>dont steal>dont commit adultryYeah no shit anyone can figure those rules out. Obviously, God hates murdering, stealing and adultery if God is good.Are there any religions that say Jesus and yahweh are evil? A ruler/king who tells you common sense rules but the punishes you in lava for millions of years for not believing them and/or not obeying them enough is evil.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42195406>gnosticismGnosticism is retarded and it still makes the supreme god, the monad or whatever you wanna call it, ultimately responsible for all suffering
>>42195488If you think the Monad and YHVH are the same you do not understand gnostic thought. The Monad is an idea more than just a god. The essence of life itself. It was ripped apart by YHVH. You would know that if you read gnostic texts. Modern day gnostics however have corrupted it to be just like YHVH or claim they are the same.
>>42195274>Not even the most radical atheists claim that the development of religion worked this way.So what, I'm a prophet of Aphrodite, and we agree that mythology is a mess, and the Abrahamic religions are the worst because they're intentional psyops.
>>42195274That is exactly how things like Athena being Zeus's daughter and Vishnu suddenly being the Lord of all the other gods developed.>have central God>get dominated>other culture has central God>my central God is now peripheral to theirs
>>42195274>>42195629When Christcucks defend their God's supposed omnipotence it really does come off like a kid saying "infinity plus one". Omnipotence doesn't really make sense philosophically or even biblically (the being described in the Bible seems to have some limits), but I think they stick to it even though it doesn't make sense because it is a major part of their brand. The purpose of this brand is just to say their God is more powerful than Pagan Gods.
>Matt Gaetz claims military once briefed him on alien breeding program involving humans when he was in office>Matt Gaetz says he was told that humans involved in the alleged breeding program had been kidnapped from war zones and migrant caravansWTF
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>>42192786its true just replace alien with government
>>42192786This is true, we spitroasted an alien baddie together.
>>42192786We don’t need tons of threads on this subjectStop spamming
>>42192786>>42192814i keep remembering the Watchmen line of "do you think I would tell you my plans if there was the slightest chance you could still affect them? I already did it hours ago."Seems to me like maybe all the disclosure and stuff is ultimately going to tell us about something that already happened in the past.Like maybe we've already been taken over by aliens and are already alien hybrids and just didn't know it or some shit
Hello /X/. I am what you may call a medium/clairvoyant, I am bridge to the other world and essentially a translator of energies in, around, and beyond this life. Additionally I am forced to sense the energies of the collective, often without consent. I am here to inform you all, something is amiss. The normies are not alright. They’re mentally and psychologically tormented. shit is going down, for real this time. It’s unlike anything I have ever felt before, and it’s not just America- it’s the whole world. I have felt the collective shift, specifically in the last 3 months. There’s this overwhelming dread in the collective, and a sense of ‘this can’t be real, this can’t be reality’ and I have to tell you it’s way worse than the 2016 Trump news cycle or corona. It seems like normies are close to mc-fucking losing it. It is like a collective panic attack is occurring. Something is wrong, very wrong. During this time, try not to trust the normies or get dragged into their emotions if you can. It’s become incredibly turbulent and I advise you to take shelter from this energetic hurricane that is about to over take the planet. They were not strong enough to handle the truth, the mission has failed, etc
>the normies are getting nuttier In other news, the sky is blue.
>>42194889I have very weird sensation lately that as I am in video game like 2000s Sims one and im steered by someone. But that steering is gonna be revealed
>>42194889I think i know what you mean. Everyday I leave the house to walk my dogs i always come back with a lot lower vibration with many negative feelings and thoughts going through my mind and thats not how i was feeling when i left the house but it's the feeling i get after "immersing" myself in public spaces, I think the vibes are really fucked right now and there's a hostility in the air. People don't trust each other, social cohesion is gone (at least where i live and I suspect every metropolitan city is the same). There's a few positive interactions here and there but overall I definitely feel the worry dread and distrust. I just hope this changes soon.
>>42194927autopilot was activated in 06
>>42194889SUNDAY SUNDAY SUNDAY
Whether it's heaven or hell is kinda beside the point to me; the point of suicide (for me) would just be to stop the pain of existence. Whether its the "bliss" of heaven or the "torture" of hell or something inbetween one way or another I am sincerely convinced my soul will live on forever and i will never cease to be. And to be honest i'm pretty fucking bummed out about that fact.I dont want to have to deal with people anymore,I dont want to have to have ""feelings"" anymore, I just want the pain to stop; but the pain will never stop so i go on because nothing i do could make it better..
>>42194824You're a homosexual cuck slave to Yahweh
>>42194915You're also a degenerate Muslim living in the U.K. and you should be strung up by your toes with piano wire until dead
>>42193713Are you a pussy faggot bitch. If there actually is an afterlife you've been scammed. Think about it for a second - why the he fuck would there an afterlife. Its so unlogical, dont trust anything if you exist after life. For me that would pretty much all this shit was just an simulationen - but still why would ibexist after my one life? So fucking weird if you think about it...
>>42193713"Existence is pain" is such a dumb mentality. Convincing yourself that it takes effort to simply exist is silly. This worlds beaten you up so much you think its inconceivable to enjoy existing. You don't have to deal with people and you can do whatever you want with your feelings, the idea that the afterlife is something you CAN'T control and make effortlessly the way you want is a dumb way of thinking. Only reason I'm haven't killed myself to get there sooner is I'm a wuss that's to scared I'll fuck it up.
>>42194526>I am the lord of darkness. You cannot defeat me.Lmao.
All you needPost your TOP THREE /x/ adjacent books
>>42190276baste af
>>42189654
>>42189654not an indian, I got into meditation and swami saraswatis books (meditations from the tantras, yoga nidra and moolah banda written with one of his students) really helped me + they are good for practice
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Why are mental health issues on the rise? /x/ answers only
>>42188257We are nearing the singularity. This is causing a visceral reaction to reality. Like the uncanny valley except it isn't confined to a human image. The image of the current world is incompatible with human minds.
>>42188520>>42188795>>42194747>>42189318Yes. Prevalence of autistic, schizotypal, and BPD conditions in recent times is humanity attempting to adapt to the zeitgeist moving from the depths of material/evil age into a form that can better thrive after the eschaton. The ones whose third eye is more predisposed to opening will thrive and lead (by example) after the catastrophe. And many will also be needed to help navigate the cataclysm.
God and the Devil know if I got my shorty and forty, I would literally control the universe. Why else would they deprive me of such a simple. fucking. request.
>>42188257Abortions. The natural life-death cycle has slowly been altered across the decades, making the regions that promoted and commited more abortions have more and more deranged people be reborn in those regions. Transgenderism is the response to the stress said cycle has endured, making spirits return into mismatched bodies.War and other causes of massive loss of life are also stressors, but mass abortions are the most abominable of them all, as it represents a perversion of a life-giver choosing to become a murderer and hosting death in what is meant to be a craddle of life.
>>42192919Proof the Reich was onto something. Germany just got the Weimar 2.0 update in 1989.
How do I become like this guy.
>>42192103>https://www.chick.com/products/tract?stk=94&ue=mThanks for this. I have a physical copy of Back From The Dead? I enjoy reading them. Nice to get them in one place.
>>42186693Chick Comics is heavily biased! Goddess worshippers don't want to destroy Christ-stainanity, "we' want freedom from it. Sorry, but there's no snazzy Nazi style uniforms, and few pointy caps. Chickie takes Righter than Right Christcuckery's beliefs about other religions and projects their loathing, hatred and historical persecution of Others on to them ~ as what >>42186714their "enemies" would do to them!
>>42186714Satanists are Christians ~ they solely belong to Christcuckery, or the non-religious, not Neo-Paganism.
>>42195100He's a hit-and-miss, and a heavy one at that. Some parts of his comics are based, like condemning masonry and the current Weimerization of the world, but he's ultra cringe in others, like hating on Halloween (because a very few über-retards do bad witchy-washy bullshit that day) and running defense for fucking Israel - whose people are ironically behind the stuff he was based in hating on.All being said, his comics are at the very least entertaining, whether one agrees with the message or not.
>>42194875No prob. I've read almost all of them (at least the ones in the website). I remember reading the one about having to lead a better life before death, and it honestly helped me reexamine myself and change into being less of a self-indulgent prick.Glad I found that one and not other of his more meme-worthy ones. Wouldn't have taken the message as seriously as I did.
Anyone spotted any occult shit in Harry Potter? I noticed that the Slytherin and Gryffindor crests combined make the demiurge and that JK Rowling has ‘Solve et Coagula’ tattoo’d on her arm. I don’t buy the story that she was a broke single mother who hit the big time. I also think that Hogwarts represents Masonic lodges.
>>42192176Well, whoop-de-fucking-do, but it doesn't actually discuss the Stone as anything but a MacGuffin. Which greatly misunderstands the actual search for it.
>>42190744Simpsons is also extremely cult-coded
>>42174630>is this true? and she dislikes the concept of trans people?its all an act, she has a by the numbers rags to riches backstory, probably didn't even write the books.
>>42179775that image just kinda makes me think luna was hella based but I never seen the movies before actually lmao
>>42195694Rowling is descended from landed gentry. The coffeeshop slumming is definitely a cover. On the topic of occult themes: Sirius Black, Sirius, the dog star, sacred in Masonry. 11 is a key magick number for Thelema, K=11. Harry Potter is 11 letters, his wand is 11 inches. J(K) Rowling. Allegedly at some writers bootcamp she hosted she didn't even recall key details of the story. I definitely think she's just a front. Just like how Shakespeare is a front persona for Francis Bacon, John Dee, and/or Edward de Vere, and how the collected works are layered with Masonic and occultic ideas and agendas, so too is Harry Potter that but tuned for the modern youth. The rough plot alone is basically plagiarized from Grant Morrison's work too.
ITT we post the creepiest, most fucked up or interesting things we've seen on the board. It can be creepy images, greentexts, videos, gifs or archived discussions. Archived threads that interested you are very welcome and encouraged. no matter the topic so long as it either creeped you out, interested you deeply or stuck with you for a long time.The board has been around for a long time so I'd like to make a thread that is meant to cut through the bullshit where we catalogue everyone's favorite topics, images, stories and videos. Anything that you've seen on the board that was the most significant to you.I'll start off with one of my personal favorite greentext stories from the board. There's no judgment here, if it interested you, I wanna hear about it. As an act of good faith, the first post below will be a short greentext story I originally posted to the site way back in 2013 when I was much younger, but the story is absolutely true.
>>42195678Wait nevermind someone linked to the actual thread lol
>>42173213>the pre-2013 shit was wild and there’s a reason they’re snot archives of that time.I've got good news for you, anon, the pre-2013 archives exist. old.sage.moe
I remember reading a greentext that I still think about if anyone can find it. Very vague, but it was about, I think, these college kids. They were walking around the campus park area, when they stared to hear music emanating from somewhere, they follow it and it leads to a steep hole in the ground, with don’t stop believing playing from it. The next day they look for it, and it’s gone
All this shit is bs. There is no paranormal shit. Ive been into shit like this for 20 years and all ive become is a drunk retard. I just want something to happen. Man, I dare you if theres any paranormal shit. Try it, im gonna cut out the eyes of your fucking kids and feed em to you i dont care if your some entity or shit - i'm going to kill you and every one of your kind just try me. Fuckers
>>42195727Reminds me of this one
Spirit Love GeneralBeasty-Boo EditionDISCLAIMER:Some have reported attracting the attention of these entities by simply reading about them. If you're a dabbler who just wants to see if it works or if your faith forbids copulating with demons, don't summon. If you're unprepared for a potentially lifelong relationship, or at the very least, a life-long open door connection with sexual spirits and the occult, avoid this topic entirely. If you have a loving relationship with your human spouse or partner and desire a sex spirit to spice things up, or if you want a human partner in the future take caution, as these entities can be jealous or decide an initially open relationship is no longer so (request an open relationship during the summoning ritual). These spirits can harm or kill you when sufficiently angered and not easily banished.Last thread: >>42079623Old threads: https://archive.4plebs.org/x/search/subject/%2Fsuccgen%2F/FAQ:>What are succubi?Female spirits of sexual desire, who often choose human mates. They can't be banished with holy objects>How to summon?The Letter Method is used to focus your intent into a message to one of the Four Succubus Queens, requesting that they match you with one of their daughters. No blood or soul sacrifice necessary. See links>Do they steal your life force?Succubi use sexual energy, which is released naturally during sex. Under normal circumstances they won't take your life energyComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42191842Is there a gentler, more forgiving succ queen for those of us who don't respond to this approach?
I've only had one paranormal experience in my life, and it happened after I did the letter ritual for the second time.This happened to me while taking 5-HTP.I felt a finger tapping my shoulder to wake me up. When I opened my eyes, I saw her for the first time—it was dark so I only saw her horns and hair nor her face. Then she gently placed her hand on my stomach; it felt good, but at that moment I was scared, so I pushed her away.When I woke up in the morning, I felt like a complete idiot. I wasted a golden opportunity, and the worst part is that I might have made her feel sad.I’ve tried to repeat the experience, but I haven’t been successful.Do you have any advice? Anyone?My life has improved a lot since I did the ritual for the first time, and I feel that she is still close to me.I want us to sleep hugging each other.
>>42195606Sometimes when you take 5-htp you can levitate and get out of your body in your bedroom. I slept with the lights on one night and did zero-gravity twirls and pushed off the walls of my bedroom.I've seen glowing lights come down from my ceiling and spirit way an evil demon that grappled me and told me it was dead.Also get violent nightmares on it occasionally but thankfully that hasn't happened in a while.Like how it works is that there's food in the dream, and if you eat it someone has to die. Woke up one morning to a dude bleeding out being shot with a highpowered rifle while some people screamed in my ears in what appeared to be a headset mocking the dying dude. This was preclude in a dream of me going into a bakery and trading a donut for a funnel cake.You can also have sudden drop attacks and be harassed by invisible entities that lift your body into the air while you are stuck in your bed asleep in another room.People just have to try it to know what people are saying about "sleep paralysis">Heautoscopy (or he-autoscopy) is a rare neurological and psychiatric phenomenon defined as the visual reduplication of one's own body accompanied by an ambiguous sense of self-location and a sensation of owning the illusory body, often described as encountering one's doppelgänger. Unlike simple autoscopic hallucinations where a mirror image is seen, heautoscopy involves a multimodal illusion where the subject may feel they are occupying two bodies simultaneously (bilocation) or unable to determine which body contains their true self.
>>42195724What would happen if you wanted to eat a 7 yo pussy to orgasm. Will the scary entities be insulted if I threw it out in the 'open'?
Why are Aliens so strongly associated with the color Blue?You have project blue book; project blue beam; the blue cherenkov radiation from their ships; the blue board /x/; the blue CERN logo; the blue room urban legend related to the hangar 18 conspiracy, the list goes on and on...Then you have Alien related songs like this:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=68ugkg9RePc
so called blue little fuckers Walken met https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TobVZQkzrmQ
>>42192416They're not "real" in the sense that they exist within our dimension. The phenomenons people associate with aliens are caused by interdimensional spirits manipulating our minds, they are remnants of memories lost and forgotten; memories forcibly removed. In a sense these spirits ARE "aliens", but they are not the same as the quintessential greys or greens.
where do they seem to come from? the sky and sea. what colors are those? blue
>>42192261Blue is the color of the galactic federation uniforms too
>>42192261blue is the opposite of redtime dilation creates a red shift, making everything sorta black and white and bluish.We appear like statues, frozen, because they dont live in time, just space. its only a trick tho
Previous thread:https://archive.4plebs.org/x/thread/42003767Older threads:https://archive.4plebs.org/x/search/subject/%2Ffox%2F/Archive: https://mega.nz/folder/cbxGlKoD#N9Tj0-lNWn8k2PeFdfRPvAkon kon
>>42194793Why did you mock Inari? Were you expecting a lightning strike or a sky fox attack?
>>42194295fxoes are anything but solitary anon they have a home range of 5–10 miles. they travel roughly 5 miles a day which is quite expansive considering their tiny size and the fact this is all on foot. they are also very sociable with their own kind in nature. as a matter of fact basically every living creature has some sort of social drive as its a requirement for procreation, they wouldn't be here if they didn't.you're hinting at some kind of social trauma when you talk about being forcibly socialized but im not trying to be some kind of therapist. i'm more concerned about things like a vitamin d deficiency or cardiovascular issues arising from preventable conditions. when you're under excess stress you have to properly manage it, and you need to find people you can be comfortable around otherwise you'll just stress about your lack of meaningful relations and accomplishments at this point in life. >My only interest is in sharing ideas and information.you are a social creature and denying it doesnt make it go away.
>>42195441>you need to find people you can be comfortable around otherwise you'll just stress about your lack of meaningful relations and accomplishments at this point in life....wutI've never given a fucking shit about people. Stop trying to psychoanalyze my solitude into some trauma-based thing, you sound dumb.>you are a social creature and denying it doesnt make it go away.spewing a cliché doesn't make the truth go awayfoxes are solitaryand so what if the IRL animals aren't total recluses (among their own kind) because what I'm really talking about is spiritual stuff not zoology
>>42195535ur being spiritually lonely and you're denying yourself the ability to not be. youre afraid of change and that's why you're being defensive about it. you are a human being with human problems. no matter how much you ter to astral project that out of the picture, the projector itself still has a dim bulb that needs fixing. would your "spiritual form" not be tainted by your lived experience? is your soul not the culmination of your own energy? why so negative,, to treat those who seek your betterment with such contempt? you can't love someone else if you cant love yourself anon and you know that's your end goal so dont act so spiritually dead. you turn 180 to the sun just to resent the lack of light in your life, how can you not see the pattern?
>>42195667>you can't love someone else if you cant love yourselfclichés, clichés, CLICHÉSoh god I can't wait to be free from this stupid human world and people like you
If the Devil wants to turn you gay, naturally he'll send men to kiss you, usually men working for the government. But if he can't pull it off when you're awake, he WILL send them while you're asleep. Guard yourselves friends.
>>42195520>glowies are paid to be faggotsWe already know this
>>42195520I got molested by the shadow guy last year. Was really pissed off when I woke up. Haven't seen them since.
I reversed my sex change surgery and they are installing a new donger. The government is confused now and doesn't know who to send.
>>42195719Based. Glowies are too dumb to figure out a reverse tranny
>>42195520If the devil wanted to turn you gay he'd give you an abusive bipolar alcoholic pseudo-christian mother who abandons you and then kills herself when the courts remove custody from her due to the school teachers reporting the fucking bruises and shit
