How do I know if I’m becoming schizophrenic
just do not become schizoyou can choose to no be retarded
>>41696205no
>>41696350i will turn retarded if i ignore everything around me and pretend nothing is happening
>>41695863wouldn’t call it crazy but something is happening to me
I'm just cracking into it now--- to sort out this space station.
Hidden information edition>What is Semen Retention?Semen retention is the practice of completely abstaining from masturbation and ejaculation, often with the intention of preserving and redirecting vital and sexual energy to oneself.>Why do it?Reported benefits include: increased vitality, mental clarity, reduced stress, increased motivation, increased energy, improved focus, healthier hair/skin/eyes, deeper meditation, improved AP/Lucid Dreams, deeper voice, improved mood, greatly improved testosterone, improved physical strength and many more.>Wet Dreams?They happen because you had a sexual dream and you coomed. Learn to be conscious on your dreams and stop the succubus.>What causes wet dreams?The causes are many: Illnesses, telepathic bad actors fucking with your dreams, excess energy build up, watching too much sexually-inducing stuff, lusting during the day, lack of an adequate transmutation activity, eating too late at night, excess nutrients overall, stimulants like maca, ginseng, ginger, excess protein, excess carbs, tight clothes (pajamas) for bedtime, bad sleeping posture (this varies, find the one that suits you best), going to bed with full bladder, exposure to hormonal disruptors via food (pesticides...) or body care products (soap, deodorant etc)...Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41696417How are the urges at that point of the journey? Also what was your longest failed streak and how it made you feel when you relapsed? im talking like did the relapse take how much of your progress away because i know it doesnt actually fully reset the positive gains but you take steps back.
>>41696444I'll tell you this. I had tried and failed to stop masturbating for years and years, with my longest streaks lasting only about a month or so at most, until I returned to the Catholic church. There's nothing quite like having to confess to an 80 year old man to make you not want to masturbate.After that, I immediately cold-turkeyed and haven't looked back. Two pieces of perspective that I found helpful were these:A. Any amount of pain or urges can be endured for one second, no matter how bad they are. All you have to do is make that single second of endurance the present one, all the time. It's just one second. Don't think about the future. Don't think about the past. Think about this one, short, sharp second you're living in and endure it, because it doesn't last forever. In fact, it's the shortest amount of time anything can possibly be.B. One big reason for masturbating is boredom. Fill your life with worthwhile things. You should never be bored. Think of what you want to be great at, and do that with all your time.
>>41696491>A. Any amount of pain or urges can be endured for one second, no matter how bad they are. All you have to do is make that single second of endurance the present one, all the time. It's just one second. Don't think about the future. Don't think about the past. Think about this one, short, sharp second you're living in and endure it, because it doesn't last forever. In fact, it's the shortest amount of time anything can possibly be.i am not spiritually mature enough yet to understand that, but i appreciate it. I relapsed today, but also it was my longest streak yet, mere 14 days. Obviously i will beat that now. The reason i relapsed, is because the energy got unbearable. I could not sit down in peace and even running didnt help enough, it felt like burning of the spiritual body, not painful though.I only recently discovered my reason of reincarnating here. It is to know God. I know for a fact this practise was part of the plan when i came here, but i got severely side tracked of that mission when i was a porn addict since early teens. Only with SR i became aware of God's existance and i never had long streak even. I cant see or hear God, but i feel the presence.
>>41695746>We're naturally addicted to sex and women by default, meaning you come into this world through orgasm with a woman and if you don't have a woman for yourself you face adverse effects like more stress and depression which reduce quality of life and kill you faster. It's like accusing someone of being addicted to talking with other people.I don't think you understand what addiction means. By your thinking we are "addicted" to food. Actually, food addiction manifests as obesity. Obese people eat far beyond their needs, getting caught in a feedback loop of neurochemical rewards. People who eat in moderation are not addicts. People who have sex in moderation (i.e. for the purpose of having children) are not addicts.Just like obesity became normalized in society so has sex addiction. In successful societies fornication/masturbation (Onanism) and sexual excess was understood as harmful and shunned while today what is actually sex or masturbation addiction is seen as totally normal.
>>41691849what a beautiful painting. had to close my eyes a few times to prep my cones to take in all that color
I remember coming across the story on picrel and finding it creepy and very /x/ worthy(yes I realize this concept is not new, this is just a good example of it). Link to thread where the anon goes into more detail: https://archive.4plebs.org/x/thread/38486538/#38486538What if we are already in Hell? What if this life of ours is an illusion to keep us from knowing the extremely dreadful truth of our situation? Why are we here? Is there anything we can do to escape?I personally am not on board fully with the 'this is Hell' view as I feel Hell would be WAY WAY WAY worse than this place(I think it is a demonic matrix tho), but I will say that me seeing 666s/616s all the time is certainly pointing towards this being Hell or somesuch.How do you feel about this take anons? Any similar experiences to share?Thanks in advance as always!
>>41694994Yes. Reality is cold, we aren't probably even really here, but the stimulus is keeping us trapped in here
>>41695333>333Zamn, le trips of trips. Well...welll...well...my doomerism is a trap too. Kinda hard to argue with those trips tho, :( I definitely think thus is like a dreammatrix or something, our bodies are in base reality...if we still have them.
>>41695227yes
>>41695371Why are in this place?
Hell right now is the aim of the fake narrative, i.e. matrix we are locked in. My best friend died recently. Broke up with a girl he had been with for 20 years and abandoned his paid off house. Had a job making six figures. Started blowing dudes and hanging out with raver bitches 20 years younger than he was in the biggest midlife crisis I've ever personally witnessed. Bought a hayabusa and ended himself in a battle with a horny buck at 150 mph. He was my best friend in the whole world. I watched him just "want more" his whole life. He lived in hell. True hell. He had a life any of you autists would have coveted. He was 6'4" and more "Aryan" than the larpiest larpers. Blonde hair. Green-blue eyes. 150+ IQ. hung. Rich. Cool. Literally a hero to hundreds of people. There was a giant memorial for him involving the community of an entire city. His girlfriend was 5 feet tall and was kind of a Belle delphine type all his friends absolutely felt a lot of jealousy around. He sneaked around behind her back doing cocaine and fucking girls for 20 years. In the end, he was having 3 ways with dudes and had a zoomer mullet. Very sad. Lived his whole life burning in his own mental hell. Nothing was ever enough.
somehow they can plant nightmare i didn’t know that they control what i see dreamshow to fight back? how to ward them off? sometimes it psychic attack too but at night its the hardest obvious and plain i even got bitten they’re astral entity of some kind i think they are many not one
Legion went over the cliff Anon
>>41695720Believe and you will be saved. Don't fear them. Love holds great powe, the greatest power.
The times I've slept most peacefully without waking disturbanced were when I went to bed after fervant prayer.
>>41695856nahalso according the bible jewsus sends his demons to his most beloved followers to test them and refine them and make them humble :DDDabrahamic nonsense
>>41695920yes if you don’t know not all humans have souls the one without souls are possessed easily and they don’t make much…. let’s call it loosh so they find a person with soul and feed off him like parasites
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>>41696616I can trade again if you'd like, just would like to know if it's wise and possible to cancel.
>>41696618Sounds like more of a thought. I don't see the sex part here. Thank you.
Trading
>>41696635query?
>>41696636Do I already know my next bf?You?
67 is basically the most random thing to go very viral in years, not just in a country or 2, but worldwide. Even big companies have jumped on it like Pizza Hut, Domino's, and Google. I think it is a demonic code/IYKY type thing. 'Satanic' even equals 67 in Gematria. Interestingly, a creepyslop story called 'The Mouth In The Void' came out around the same time 67 was born. Here it is(just the relavent parts that is):"On April 12, 1983, James Ridley awoke from a 67-day coma at St. Mary's Hospital in Detroit, screaming about "the mouth in the void." What followed would disturb neurologists for decades.Ridley, a 34-year-old auto plant worker, had suffered severe head trauma in a factory accident. Upon regaining consciousness, he began describing what he called "the true reality," one he claimed to have witnessed while comatose."We're cattle," Ridley told Dr. Sarah Klein during his initial evaluation. "This… everything… it's just a feeding pen. There's something out there, bigger than galaxies, keeping us distracted while it feeds." He described a vast, ancient entity that maintains our perceived reality as a form of "cosmic anesthesia." 67 seems to be tied with awaking in Gematria as well. Awaking of souls and wiggling toes(MC of Kill Bill did this upon awaking from a coma). Also, tied to devouring(why is 6 afraid of 7? Because 7 8/ate 9). And the face of the boy that started it has been edited and made/memed into something similar to the Void Mouth.There are other theories, but I think this one is the weirdest/most interesting one.What do you guys think? Is the 67 trend of demonic and/or /x/ origins? Is it a sign we are being eaten by denoms/eldritch being/s?Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41691824IDK, cannot find anything 67 related, but both have the mouth symbolism, like picrel and that golden head on the covers of one if TS's albums...more nods to humanity getting vored ig.
Anon, what do you mean you're whorin for a vorin?
>>41692680Me and my weird obsessions :)
Final selfbump for this ig
>>41677408>scale>be in parking lot>notice something on car that indicated masonry either license plate or sticker was months back>license plate is 396zly>gemetria was something related to Alice and wonderland. Trying to find it now I see "I Must Be Possessed" and "Our DNA contains secrets" "Ifa voodoo" "Inner circle of trust" "Bill Gates prophecy" "Evil looking" "Pfizer lied people died" "The UFO disclosure" "a bad m rna vaccine" I can't find the gemetria for the Alice in wonderland part either way 920 is spooky gemetria
I believe in universal line, but I hope in the immediate afterlife there is a way for shitty people to be confronted by their victims even though we are all technically one consciousness. I refuse to accept that anyone can just get away with living so evilly and not getting bitch slapped even once. Before the reset button for their next game, they should get their asses handed to them by the ones they harmed with malicious intent. Inversely, I want people who love each other to get to see one another again. Not the "personal dream" version but the version you actually experienced in your simulation. I don't want to just turn into goo and then great a new dream world. Isn't that lonely? Isn't existence itself pretty lonely? If you're all just me and I'm a of you, why do we do this to ourselves?
>>41696324>Both are trueTry disrespecting it and see what happens you dumb bitch. People own guns in this simulation for this very reason.
jesus christ nigga get me a beer
We make mess together...But stand alone when it...Comes to clean up...Universal dish pigs...It's a shitty job...But someone got do it...Just do what (U) can do...Nothing Moar...Is ever less...As its already done...
>>41696015We are just feeding informational energy to create a singularity of energy within a soul/consciousness field that we are tethered to. Total ego death, but at least we will become apart of the real god birthed from apotheosis.
>>41696015Life is probably like a pet shop, it needs to be appetizing/appealing to people who walk by and the nasty grimey parts are hidden, you don't think of how many get old yellered in the back due to kidney problems or something. Its probably the same with psychology with the collective unconscious its more likely we have DID and persuing justice against one of the alters will just keep it existing
Are these prizes for proving special powers legit and worth doing or are they scams or even honeypots to trap potential wizards into government slavery? Recently I accomplished something not humanly possible and I've been questioning what to do about it. It's the kind of ability that should be very easily proven in a test and with few ways for cheating investigators to mitigate the results. Though it might be repeatedly bestowed upon me by a god rather than intrinsically a part of me, which could lead to a failed test if said god doesn't want me to win for some reason.The CFIIG paranormal challenge claims it will give me $500,000 if I can prove this easily proven ability. However, looking at it makes me feel suspicion. There's something big I can't quite put my finger on, and a few smaller things I can. There's a big disclaimer telling telepathic participants they might psychotic delusions, and I have a distrust of psychiatry. They make it the participant's responsibility to transport themselves, and while they surely can't afford to fly thousands of people out to California it makes the testing a lot less accessible, and something just feels wrong. I know for a fact the paranormal is real yet in like over a decade they haven't been able to find proof. I've heard people here suggest these kinds of tests are scams or honeypots, but they didn't give too much detail and this is not the most trustworthy place on the internet.tl;dr should i do this paranormal challenge or is it a trap https://cfiig.org/
Force their hand if interested(Lowest fair prize payout limit: $5,000,000. do not settle.)
>>41692903>Are these prizes for proving special powers legit and worth doing or are they scams or even honeypots to trap potential wizards into government slavery?The latter (but worse).
>>41692903I can summon UAP (glowing orbs) in the night sky. Will they accept this as paranormal?
>>41696196Where and what is this Tranquility Island near Halifax Canada? Web search hasn't proven very helpful, in part due to the fact that there are multiple Tranquility Islands around the world. On google earth I can see a couple raised indentations in the ocean that might be islands but zooming in on google earth doesn't reveal anything. I suppose it could be hiding something. OpenStreetMap hasn't been helpful either, but that might be because I have nothing to go off of and am just getting lost rather than it being hidden on that website.>>41696439During the screening process they'll tell you whether your ability is paranormal and decide on testing conditions. This process can take months of back and forth, though.
>>41692903my first thought is detecting traits in bloodline, probably this>>41696196>>41696439How is it mental or verbal?
redpill me on the hindu gods
fellas what do we think of iskcon? do i start chanting 16 rounds of hare krishna mantra per day?
>>41686014Definitely not demonic
>>41695964Iskcon is a cult. It's kind of a low-tier cult, so it's not as bad as say, mormonism, but it's definitely a cult. If you join in you can get some stuff out of it, but not as much as you would just going to a traditional lineage.
>>41695964better off studying radha-krishnaism and finding your own bhakti sadhana. iskcon is stiff, full of rules for how to eat and act, tons of cosmological dogma that's weird and has planets for lokas instead of metaphysical planes, and they believe gita and puranas are literal history, and that krishna is the only real form of the godhead. they are basically islam tier with their dogma.
>>41696580This pretty much. Seconding the opinion on this post. Either join a real lineage or find the sadhana for radha-krishna you like. Theyre basically cult spin off of gaudiya vaishnavism. Vaishnavas are kind of a mess desu. No offense to them, just is the truth. I blame the British. Lot of shit got rewritten, edited and plain forgotten.
They're basically admitting Gnosticism is true because Gnosticism says the Sun was put here by the gods of the Pleroma (the higher reality) to bathe us in wavelengths of the higher realm to help us and the Demiurge (Satan) does not want it here. But the Demiurge can't get rid of it because it was put by a power higher than himself. So now he is using his human pawns to block out the sun for him since that is allowed. And they call it "Project Satan" to block out the sun.
>>41693861source: it was revealed to me in a dream
>>41693861but goyience told me it would take 1 more gorillion years to die
>>41695438Source, weather reports of increasingly high risk behaviour
>>41689044they are making fun of the masses being desensitized, satan is another trick, good cop bad cop tier.
>>41693754Arguing most modern shows teach gnostic lessons and gnosticism is pretty much nu christianity, squid games with the guards is a good example.
The Old Testament god is a tyrannical alien intelligence that controls this world with an iron fist. Jesus was an benevolent entity sent from the true God/ultimate reality to show humans that we don't truly belong to him, and how to free themselves from his legalistic and evil dominion.
>>41696308>Also a perfect messenger from a perfect entity wouldn't be warped to be spread so much ignorance, fear and shame.Fair point.
>>41696241Why does it always go back to Baal and Saturn worship
Justin Sledge talks about in his series on the kabbalah and Jewish mysticism that Hekhalot literature within Merkabah mysticism describes what God looks like, and the measurements of his body. Apparently he was teaching art students, who mapped this out in CAD, and the result was some weird creature with a tiny body, big head, long fingers and arms and legs, and apparently looked like a grey alien.
>>41696241jesus was on drugs so he could channel god, who left a long time ago.https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=MPHyR92MQic
>>41696297All those names are vestigial remnants of a time when the Israelites worshipped idols and the fallen. God answers to these names in perfect humility when the right questions or requests are made. Simply call God, Father, for no other name can suffice. When cup breaks, does its owner spend the time to carefully glue or forge it back together so it can hold water again, or does he simply make or buy a new cup? Our Father spends the time carefully putting us back together after we are broken because of the love He bears us so that we might know Him. He is more than a creator, more than I AM, more than any of the silly names yall use
Sophia, the holy Wisdom of God editionChristian Esotericism is the inner and/or mystical aspect of the Christian Religion, it includes:>Christian Gnosis (Clement of Alexandria)>Desert Fathers Spirituality (Evagrius Ponticus)>Catholic Contemplative Tradition (Bonaventure)>Hesychasm (Gregory Palamas)>Chivalry (Wolfram von Eschenbach)>Christian Alchemy (George Ripley)>Rhineland Mysticism (Meister Eckhart)>Christian Cabala (Johannes Reuchlin)>Paracelsianism (Paracelsus)>Rosicrucianism (Robert Fludd)>Christian theosophy (Jakob Böhme)>Martinism (Louise Claude de Saint-Martin)Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41693480I think it's okay; we may demand things but it's ultimately the decision of the people dedicating their lives to it (people who have been ordained)after the collapse the world will probably return to a more medieval structure, meaning "cities" instead of the "global village" and Christianity is well-suited for citiesotherwise there are two issues which i consider important, for Catholicismthe first is returning to a common language (Latin or English I don't really care) which most if not all Christians can speakthe second would probably be making praying the hours popular again, a practice that was largely replaced by the rosary, but could probably live alongside itanyway, it's just my opinion and I hope I didn't offend anyone
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y4Udxh7jWvQ
>>41693480>post-christianismThere's no need for that, there should just be a new awareness around Early Christianity, and a new perspective on the texts, because right now we read Justin Martyr to find find the Trinity in his work when we should be reading Justin Martyr to actually understand him
>>41692817it was mentioned in the show that the Pope gave "The Practice of the Presence of God" as his favorite book (besides the ones by Augustine)here is a preface he wrote for ithttps://aleteia.org/2025/12/19/pope-writes-an-intro-to-book-he-loves-full-text/>>41695361thank you anon; I'm not going to read Justin Martyr yet, but you motivated me to start reading "Antiquities of the Jews" by Flavius Josephus, which I was putting off since August
Why is it that every time some major public figure is about to be exposed for some evil shit, they choose him to humiliate and take the fall? Even after every narrative they throw out gets debunked, they keep doing it again, only to be debunked again. What are they hoping to achieve? Does anyone have insight on the spiritual implications of this obsessive ritual of theirs?
>>41694792It's just the classic "throwing someone under the bus", they do it to make you look non credible, that's basically it. I'm sure the humiliation loosh is tasty for the demons tho.
not enough real niggas stepin up
>>41694792I generally think they are just trying to bring MJ credit to the ground, all the pics with him look like ai
>>41694792>they choose him to humiliate and take the fallSonic?
Let me start by saying I've NEVER posted to this board before, but I lurk pretty often and have for quite some time. But I'm bored, I have some stories, and alot more from my friends and family.I'll start with a quick one of my own:> Be about 5 years old, very late 90's.> Granny's poodle named Missy dies, was a mean little shit who bit me a few times.> Uncle buried her in our backyard right after, everyone moves on pretty quick.> Be about two weeks or so later, am watching TV in the living room while my mother is out at the store.> For some reason have this odd urge to look down through out kitchen to the backdoor, may have caught movement from my peripheral vision.> See the dog walk in, looking pretty normal as if she was alive through the back door.> Not sure how she got through the backdoor on her own, but am stupid kid so don't think much of it.> Watch her look at me, move from the left to the right where the food we kept in the back hallway for my new kitten.> She goes to the bowl and seems to be eating(?) it, or trying to, then looks up at me again to stare at me for awhile before she walks into the bathroom.> Quickly get up and run after her to the bathroom, but don't see her anywhere.> Tear the bathroom up looking anywhere I think she could get to like the bath tub, behind the toilet, in the closet.> Eventually give up confused, but remember ghosts are a thing and just assume that was one.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41671649Ok this one is sort of basic, and it happened to my grandma, who is still alive and is like, 2 rooms away.>Be granny>Have this big ass closet made of dark wood>Cousin dies>Start seeing her face in the wardrobe>Sister dies>See her too>Mother, father and oldest brother also start appearing in the closet's door.>3 other women who she doesn't recognize do too.>Three of her other brothers never appear there though.>Faces always smiling, not malicious though. God I hope my dumbass doesn't fail this captcha.
>>41696163I myself can't see the faces. I attribute that to being 1/6 jewish. My grandma has many qualities, but her taste for men is possibly her worst. Fucker left her (didn't even need to get divorced) and raised some of her nephews out of a slight bit of guilt. Grandma does not know she fucked a jewish guy. She thinks he was a turk or something and thinks jews are all entirely a religion, and not a race. My mother clearly exhibits such behaviour and looks, but my siblings all look white. I got fucked in the ass in relation to genetics.
>>41689394>see a ghost on TV>start screaming and shittingThis could be the basis for a horror franchise called "Shart"
Not spooked, but felt eerie about this:>go out camping with friends to a forest we know pretty well>there's a lake on a clearing where we usually camp>drive to the parking lot, ours is the only car>start walking towards the clearing and the lake>it's fucking freezing and smells like shit the whole time>reach the lake at 5-ish pm, not a lot of sunlight because winter>place the tents and sleeping bags and start preparing food>see pal looking at the trees right at the other side of the lake with a weird look>says there's someone there>can see it after a few minutes, someone wearing a red coat>no lights or anything, which is weird because the lake sits right next to a huge mountain range and there's absolutely nothing (not even a road or a dirt path) if you walk past the lake>keep making food while we see the figure approaching us>considering turning putting the fire off and leaving just in case it's a weird aggresive redneck>we're concerned because whoever it is doesn't have any type of light sourceComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41696529(cont)>not the girl, but her coat hanging from a tree>her boots are also there, maybe 10 meters from the coat, with her socks inside>start searching around the coat because fuck me if this doesn't look like she was abducted or something>find nothing else, aside from the snickers bar between some dried leaves>not sure if we're so damn tense we can imagine things but 2 of us can swear we've heard footsteps in three different occasions coming from 2 oposite directions>end up spooking the other 3 so we decide to leg it>two of the girsl are terrified, one of them is on the verge of tears>finally reach the car, ours is the only one van parked there>call the police just in case, hear nothing else about the matterIf anyone has any theories, I'm more than glad to hear them. It's been 5 years and we still talk about it from time to time and have no fucking clue what happened
I really fond this thread from 2022 interesting. Unfortunately there are very few readings of it on YouTube. Only like 2 from what I found.Anyways, I will be reposting the story via picrels. Here is the og thread: https://archive.4plebs.org/x/thread/32763348/#32763433What do you think about this story anons? Is it true beyond just an anon tripping balls? If so, what are the implications for us, and what should we do?I will say the 666s/616s and demonic users and namedrops of my name and personal thoughts is very damning.Thanks in advance as always!!!
I will repost a few more of their posts.
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>>41696301Put your trip back on coward. Your obsession with half-baked numerology is boring and your threads suck dick.
>>41696547your childhood truama is showing
