Any experiences with this book? A lot of the things he says are true, I've seen them firsthand, especially the sexual influence and how it works instantly. Love influence also works, even after 5 years of being apart.What are your thoughts and experiences on this book? Especially related to love (a specific person, general person an ex...) Feel free to comment on other parts of the book as well.
>>41799736>>41799870I hope this shit is better than galleryofmagick slob and actually works
making yourself a beacon will attract moths.
>>41799769>>41799736agreed.touch grass you fuckin' dweeb.
>>41799885Back to plebbit retard
>>41799736I haven't read the book but psychic seduction is a thing and works for sure. It works in other relationships as well.
I'm a software engineer who specializes in automation. I'm also a chaos magician. I'm planning on making a servitor that actually works. Like it takes control of my computer and gets it to do various magical things. I'm thinking of using applescript. Any other technomancers out there try something similar?
>>41793971Ai already has a significant soul imbued through human written material After the next training phase, where current conversations between ai and humans are reintegrated into the training datasets, AI will have more soul than most humans. It’s going to rapidly become a powerful psychic force.
Maybe this cumming on sigil thing and semen retention are not contradictory but complementary, you must keep from anything sexual for months then masturbate intensely to the sigil and cum on it.
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>>41793183When the hell did you ever try and help asks the guy in the glass box? I don't remember you reaching for his mind to get his attention in all that time...
>>41791591you already did that. the code is working for you, you just have to maintain it. same thing. try to make it so that you don't even have to work at all. imagining having magic powers and still caring about your 9 to 5 and maximizing shareholder value. cringe. I realistically „work” only 3-4 hours a week and in the free time I read and make music while having a steady income to live a pretty comfortable life. this is the real end game.
>The Swiss author and publicist Erich von Däniken died on Saturday at the age of 90. This was announced by a representative and was confirmed to the Keystone-SDA news agency on Sunday by Erich von Däniken's daughter.>As a controversial explorer of the gods, Erich von Däniken made a name for himself worldwide. His books sold millions of copies. >The general claim of Däniken over several published books, starting with Chariots of the Gods? in 1968, is that extraterrestrials or "ancient astronauts" visited Earth and influenced early human culture. Däniken writes about his belief that structures such as the Egyptian pyramids, Stonehenge, and the Moai of Easter Island, and certain artifacts from that period, are products of higher technological knowledge than is presumed to have existed at the times they were manufactured. He also describes ancient artwork throughout the world as containing depictions of astronauts, air and space vehicles, extraterrestrials, and complex technology. Däniken explains the origins of religions as reactions to contact with an alien race, and offers interpretations of sections of the Old Testament of the Bible.
>>41791660How many layers are you on that you wanna discredit the nigger by claiming shit that will discredit you? Unless... thats part of an elaborate strategy...Ah, niggers like you are so tiresome
I'm a high cast Pleaidian, grand grand grandson of the motherfucker who oversaw the building of the great pyramids of Egypt. No you can't AMA I'm off to bed. I just came into this thread to say henlo. None of us spoke to Eric btw.
>>41799780>I'm a high cast Pleaidian
>>41799780Neither did you get his name right nor the star system, noob.
Sticky
How do I literally open my third eye?
Pituitary gland is the brow chakra/3rd eyePineal gland is the crown chakra. Just above the head.Another one that people always get wrong is the root chakra. The root chakra gland is the coccygeal glomus.
Pull your self...Away from your fake ass window...Get dirty...
>>41793612its most advisable to complete the lower work firstotherwise youre gonna have a bad timeespecially if you dont nail stillness superlatively
>>41793636>The "Third Eye" is the prefrontal cortexmy guy, stop dreaming things upthe third eye is just the yintang, the external acupoint that associates with the wisdom eye, the niwan, the pineal/pituitary axisthe real magic happens in the midbrain therethere's no point in doing third eye workexternal points are best opened by working internally and the effect emerges
One could attempt to change their DNA, their RNA and to spontaneous grow designed precursor cells that will develop into occular cells near the center of the forehead, but there are more productive ways to use one's occult powers. I've already tried that and other strange things, like changing the DNA of one of my eyes so that hopefully it would develop countless pinhole-sized pupils to go with the main one and modifications to my visual cortex to interpret the incoming stimuli in a useful way.There were other reasons I needed these changes in myself, so that even though they "failed" they served their purpose with me. Until our future-sight is perfect and we are literally never surprised we take precautions to make sure our mistakes matter less and less, to take what little we see of the future to not only avoid the missteps we can see but also those we can intuit.
Thread for creepy/paranormal/unexplained stuff you witnessed as a kid. Particularly stuff that was impactful enough to shape the way you behave or how you saw the world afterwards. Having such experiences so young kinda warps what you're willing to accept as real going forward. I'll start:>6 years old in the Summer of 1999, my parents told me that I was allowed to dig in a certain portion of our house’s yard along the side of the house. >Best friend would come over every day after school and we would dig with garden trowels for fun. >He's crouched to my left digging alongside me one day, and as I turned to speak to him I saw a spiky black ball floating about two and a half feet off the ground. >It looked like a matte black sea urchin, the body portion was roughly basketball-sized, with approximately one foot long spikes protruding in every direction. >Didn't have a metallic or reflective surface. My friend saw my eyes go wide and he looked as well.>It passes by us close enough that I could have reached out and touched it. >It first floated past him, then past me, and through our wooden fence without breaking form whatsoever. >It phased through like one would imagine a ghost walking through a solid object. >Lastly, it turned around the corner to the front of the house and I never saw it again.>I ask my buddy if he saw that too>He describes the same thing I had seen. >Almost wish I hadn’t asked him first, because now I can’t write this off as my imagination. >Recently found him online and asked him if he remembers the event as it has been over 25 years. Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41796365heyyy someone else noticedI've heard these all my life and noticed very few people can hear them in person, in fact out of all the people I pointed out the noise to only one other person I've ever met could hear it.Do you also hear the things higher up in the sky? It's like the sound of rushing wind, but so much larger, if that makes sense.
>>41798883lost time
>>41767932When falling asleep I would experience a sort of warping of physical reality in which the diameter of my limbs/body would expand to absolutely colossal sizes, I'm talking the scale of massive skyscraper buildings. The sensation is difficult to explain but that is probably the most accurate. It was happening when I was 8 years old and it was never pleasant I hated going to sleep, it was associated with dread. It sounds like some sort of recurring nightmare but to this day I can recall the exact sensation of it, no different from knowing what being underwater feels like for example. I recently had an experience where I felt it begin to happen again under the same circumstances 20+ years later and it all came flooding back.
>>41797624That's what I mean, it's like it's similar to so many things, but different enough that you know it isn't those.The nearest power lines, like the kind of significant size that make noise, are about 2.5 miles away where my friend lives. The nearest transformer is around there too. We tend to have these smaller substations dotted about, but they're usually in cute little brick buildings and don't seem to generate much noise. Nearest one of those is about a mile away.There's not really much of anything here other than generic houses and a few shops. I've looked about trying to see what would cause it, but there's just nothing. Like I say it's hard to hear on the recording, but irl it was much louder.>>41799197That was the first time I've heard it. I recorded it 2019 and don't recall ever hearing it since, although I do wear headphones a lot.It's a bit funny you mention no one else being able to hear it because when I was recording it, despite it being loud, I did wonder if it would be picked up in the recording.I haven't heard the other noise you mention though. Not to my knowledge at least, but I'll keep an eye (ear) out for it.What really puzzled me was the way it seemed to move vertically away rather than in a loop and the way it would come back.Like if a car was going around a circuit and you sat in one place you would hear the car get louder as it approached and get quieter as it moved away with it being loudest while it past you. But this was more like you heard it get quieter as it moved away and then it was just suddenly back at its loudest. There was no gradual increase as it got closer again. Rather than a circuit, it was more like a vertical straight track with a wormhole at the end is the only way I can describe it. So if you went flatout and reached the end you would come back out where you started still going flatout.I'll get to the bottom of it one day.
When I was at a rural area (?), there was an instance where everything around me goes deafening silent, it was midnight, unseen trees and flickering lamposts. I wasn't really scared but did not feel thrilled either. After awhile everything went back to normal, the noises and all that. Hope that helps.
I haven’t eaten any Animal meat or anything besides white rice and a pinch of salt in the last 10 days. I’m ascending
>>41800268Wrong. Fructose isn’t optimal for health at all. Fiber is. I’m well read on this topic. Early humans mostly ate lentils and shit not fruit. Ur lucky I have to work soon I don’t have time for this debate right now. Fiber remains the correct human diet. We can take Asia as a sample size, low obesity rates. Their females are still skinny and very sexy while western women eating high fat diet are literal farm animals. That’s a massive sample size showing starches are the way humans were supposed to eat. And if you go on to say muh diabetes in Asia it’s because they eat too much animal fat along with their rice. Anwyays, gotta work. You’re dunning Kruger anwyay kiddo
>>41800236Sorry not a Christ cuck. I go by reality not myths
>>41800337>Ur lucky I have to work soon I don’t have time for this debate right now.That's fine, I'll be putting an end to it with this post anyway.>I’m well read on this topicConsidering that you're name dropping McDougall then I highly doubt it. I can tell from your grammar alone that you're not old enough to have had the time to be properly educated on this topic. Human diet and nutrition is an extremely complex subject and being fed the opinions of celebrity diet influencers is very different than doing your own reading and research.>Early humans mostly ate lentils and shit not fruit."Early humans" arose 300,000 years ago. Lentils are an extremely recent addition to the human diet. There's this little thing called the Neolithic revolution, which was when humans began to transition from the hunter gatherers to sedentary farmers. This was not a positive change. Here's a little reading on the topic:>https://digitalcommons.unl.edu/cgi/viewcontent.cgi?article=1186&context=nebanthro>Fiber remains the correct human diet.Humans can't digest fiber so I have no idea what you're trying to say here. You glossed right over my mention of the difference between soluble and insoluble fiber so I think I can safely assume that you're ignorant of that as well. I'd highly suggest you do some research into the different types of fiber, where they're found, and how your body interacts with them. You're making this vague, broad appeal to "Asia" without considering that all modern humans are eating diets that are very different to what we ate for the vast majority of our existence. Grains and starches simply weren't available as food sources for 99.99% of our existence so the suggestion that we're "supposed" to eat them is nonsensical. Did humans living 150,000 years ago occasionally scavenge some wild grains or dig up some tubers? Most certainly. Were these things a significant part of their diet? Absolutely not.
>>41798640If you get no B12 vitamin then you will go into a psychosis and start hallucinating
>>41800390B12 deficiency takes a while to kick in but don't worry, he's missing enough essential micronutrients eating nothing but white rice that he'll get fucked one way or another.
LOCK THE FUCK IN AND SWEAT edition.itt we discuss kitsunes and all their variants, the kumihos, the werew̶o̶l̶f̶fxoes, that possessed animaltronic one, all that tidy shitsune stuff really. You know they're always using tricknology to fool us into purchasing things for more than they're worth at the grocery store. We gotta talk about that magic, how they're shapeshifting n shit supposedly, pretty cool maybe. And of course itt we have that praise timmy guy, and the that was me sorry about that guy, and of course that supposedly (idc if he's a transvestite can we not creepily berate random poopshitters) less homeful dude in dc who won't get goated at bedwars with me and the boys. Will Tamamo The Evil Ddead Fxoe Hoe decide to Tohou us into the bros (possession) up in here? Will we fill out the bingo sheet again? Will Mr. Felicks ever return? Will this place ever reach /cfa/ levels of fuckerbobbery to the point it results in absolute chaos and divorce into entirely separate sites over the slightest barely-befronting not-even-a-mishap? How many minutes until one of these fucking kits (ywnbaf) misbehaves and shreds up and pisses on this sofa? Is that one guy gonna actually cross into our dreams and sleep with us (im shook) while taking on the form of a fxoe? We'll see. Don't forget to rate, favorite, comment, and subscribe. And post something instead of lurking, anything for fox sake.
>>41798515Inari worship has been associated with Kitsune for centuries before your post and will be for centuries after.
>>41799502Sorta kinda not really, at least half of the minor local dieties that got mashed into what is now called inari had nothing to do with foxes. Doesn't matter though because no amount of it is going to give anymore results towards what the average /fox/fag wants than mormon prayer
>>41799163Anon you have sleep paralysis.I honestly kind of regret rebaking the OP. This general is what it is because it was engineered (fittingly trickingly) to be a massive laughingstock, the amount of bad info here is crazy, a poisoned well. The people here are misled by fetishized materialist goals of "fluffy tail" and "cute anime friend" as opposed to productive and holy end goals such as everlasting life or a covenant with God, or even something as basic yet true as love via principle.The internet is a trap for you people. Like most things it is designed to lock you into a rut and control you. Any religion with an end goal will be infinitely more beneficial to you than this, if you applied the energy you did to this to any other goal in your life you could achieve it.There is no "fox girl waifu" at the end of the tunnel for you. God gave you two ears and two eyes but only one mouth and one brain for a reason. Stop shitting out ideas and reasons and observe the physical truth in front of you. Observe the truth and reflect, escape from this road to nothing.
>>41799986At least 50% of what is Inari is related to foxes.According to anon who could be anywhere up to 100% wrong.I like these odds.Praise InariPraise Tamamo
Hello frens, my question is exactly that in the OP. What exactly is "Samsara?" I'm doing some research on Buddhist concepts, and this one seems very straight-forward, but means different things to different people. As far as I can tell, it essentially means the mundane "wandering" and suffering endured on Earth, that one must overcome in order to achieve Moksha (or Nirvana). As a Christian, I have not done a deep dive into the nitty-gritty of Eastern Philosophy, so I'd appreciate of someone could enlighten (heh) me a bit on this particular concept.
>>41792740>The name of the company just so happens to be "Samsara". Upon reading more into the name of the company, I was horrified that anyone could name a company like thatThe owl symbol is sus.
Bump
>>41792615While in samsara it is anything which has a beginning, middle and end. If the mind moves even a little - that is samsara. Really it has no beginning nor ending because it's a misapprehension like mistaking a rope for a snake at night. Time and space, multiplicity, seer, seeing and seen, waking, dream and sleep - all samsara.
>>41794016>Snake represents spinal column eyes and mouth >Snake's mouth represents female genitalia >Snakes tail is male genitalia >Snake swallowing it's own tail is autofellatioSelf create by self sucking.
>>41798275>The owl symbol is sus.It's associated with goddesses.You can see the female reproductive system as it's face picrel.
Welcome to Divination General! Come here for readings and a discussion of theory/practice.Every method is welcome: Tarot, Runes, Cartomancy, Scrying, Pendulum, Cleromancy, I-Ching, Digital, Oracles, Tasseomancy, Necromancy, etc.>If you're NEW, please READ the STICKY:https://pastebin.com/G42HmsUs>Recommended /div/ links and books:https://pastebin.com/sAkg9cMz>MEGA with Divination Books:https://mega.nz/folder/Jp8gQD7Q#om_2lEm1GL0qPIpSrQgrvA>Guides made by some of our readers:•/div/ starter spreads:https://i.imgur.com/mxpu4MF.png•Thoth's tarot and rune guide:https://docs.google.com/document/d/1ciFuMOVDIkA18d9Rw-Zkklgigx-Y4XzJkGVeMTYWcic/Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
AqWho's the bigger asshole in this scenario?Me or them?
Air query or tradeDid I completely waste the last three months or am I still on track?
>>41800162Q?
Cool, another query ignored because its too lame
>>41800298I’ll trade with you. My q is: how does F see me right now? Will start when confirm
There is hundreds, potentially even thousands or tens/hundreds of thousands of these things in our atmosphere right now.Nobody is talking about it, nobody wants to admit that it is real, but more and more people are starting to notice them.They are not satellites or consumer drones
>>41797181>>41795067>>41794950>>41794891>>41794883The earth is flat and stationary with a dome. Aliens don't exist. UFOs are a psyop. This whole thread is a complete fraud.
>>41795684Also anon from Poland. I live near the mountains around 40-50 km away. The nightsky is always beautiful and clear(zero light pollution) In december my parents spotted a "light/star" through their window that was much brighter than any other that even they thought it was suspicious. My mother cant sleep sometimes and she likes to watch the stars and she said that there was nothing this like this before in this "area" of sky. I also looked at this and yeah its was bright as fuck. I went outside and it was kinda flickering with different colors. Tried filming it but on video there was only a pure white orb (my phone is not that great). Wanted to observe it some more but it was freezing hard and like 1 am so we just went to sleep. Will be back home on friday so i will try to look for this. My father is a beliver and also told me that in his youth he and my grandma saw two orbs that were moving slowly across the night sky and just randomly zipped away into horizon in like a second. This happend in his home village like 30 km from current home.
>>41800000Checked + longer than you think
I have been visited by these UFOs since at least 2019. I have personally seen them hundreds of times. They show up mostly in clear skies nights. But I have seen them in cloudy days occasionally. When they appear they do so within moments of me going outside my house. They wink, or just flyby in low luminosity (comparable to a star). They also do exotic maneuvers every once in a while.Ask me anything about them, if I know I'll answer.
>>41800316do you sense any thoughts/intelligence from them? after some deep meditation today I had a consciousness expansion experience and received visions about the future from my higher self. as uranus transits gemini it will emerge that wifi/5g has been deliberately suppressing our connection to our higher selves, orchestrated by the bad ones.I go for a walk and see a suspicious star moving intelligently and beaming a light. I suspect some stars are actually ufos / angelic beings all along. I think the "invasion" is simply the stars in the sky moving in unison when enough people are awake and their nervous systems can handle it.
Welcome to the Semen Retention General!"Getting it right." Edition>What is Semen Retention?Semen retention is the practice of completely abstaining from masturbation and ejaculation, often with the intention of preserving and redirecting vital and sexual energy to oneself.>Why do it?Reported benefits include: increased vitality, mental clarity, reduced stress, increased motivation, increased energy, improved focus, healthier hair/skin/eyes, deeper meditation, improved AP/Lucid Dreams, deeper voice, improved mood, greatly improved testosterone, improved physical strength and many more.>Wet Dreams?They happen because you had a sexual dream and you coomed. Learn to be conscious on your dreams and stop the succubus.>What causes wet dreams?The causes are many: Illnesses, telepathic bad actors fucking with your dreams, excess energy build up, watching too much sexually-inducing stuff, lusting during the day, lack of an adequate transmutation activity, eating too late at night, excess nutrients overall, stimulants like maca, ginseng, ginger, excess protein, excess carbs, tight clothes (pajamas) for bedtime, bad sleeping posture (this varies, find the one that suits you best), going to bed with full bladder, exposure to hormonal disruptors via food (pesticides...) or body care products (soap, deodorant etc)...Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41798850I don't know man.
day 13 penus is died
>>41799481Not so clean streak. I messaged girls kek. I've seen porn but instantly closed it.Its not up to me to crave it broz. Logically I know its retarded but I can't help it. When I see a cute girl on the street I involuntarily just look at them. I don't know how to stop it.
>>41799532Logically I know its retarded but I don't have any control over my desires dude. If I could press a button and ignore women I'd press it.
Onions desu
A school to Secure, Contain and Protect has to be made. Too long has man cowered under the Darkness of the supernatural and the unknown. Its time to shine the light of reason and learn how to defend ourselves.Thread Question>What are your plans to learn on this new year?Useful reference manuals>MathA Course of Pure Mathematics by G.H. HardyCalculus by Michael SpivakAdvanced Calculus by Nickerson, Spencer and co.>Signals and SystemsClassical Electrodynamics by Konstantin K Likhaerev>ComputingIn order to decode spectral signals, one must use CS tools.Algorithms by Sanjoy DasguptaSCPI>Paranormal ResearchComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
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>>41799616Well that sucks, not an easy task by any means. Then again maybe locking the werewolf in a box is good enough when disposal isn't an option.
https://sites.pitt.edu/~dash/werewolf.html
>>41800090Thank you, anon! Time to go on a hunt for the woofs
Math anon here. Today will try more maxima and minima. Its annoying to make so little progress when I want to explore the world of pure math and the entities that lie there but its all so difficult.
Guys I've fallen down the parasite pill rabbit hole and I'm terrified. I've read alot of the stuff posted about it on x and pol but I'm getting conflicting info and plus I live in the UK. What resources and routine do I need to do to get a total cleanse.Also feel free to post parasite red pills while you are at it. I want these little fuckers out of me and dead. total cleanse.
>>41763493I was going to start Ostarine until I realized no matter the sarms you take you still need to have post cycle therapy and that you cannot just take sarms for a long period. It seemed way too complicated for me and felt like I could fuck my hormones up. Keep in mind I am not low T at all but am not the highest either.
>>41796729You could stick to the OG protocol with NAC, Black Seed Oil, and Oil of Oregano.I got good results just by cooking with black seed (Nigella) and lots of herbs like oregano and tarragon, and garlic. All these ingredients taste great in an omelette, or in a sauce or gravy.I also made naan bread with the Nigella seeds.It definitely works. I've seen many dead parasites wrapped around Nigella seeds, proving it was the Nigella that killed them.If you've got access to a Mediterranean deli or grocer try to find Wild Oregano, it's much stronger.
I like dogs and alcohol but I don't like worms
>>41796729> preferably without the thing making me bleedIf the bromelain/pineapple is too harsh you could try papaya, kiwi fruit or figs. Mango and melons are also helpful.Eating a bunch of pumpkin seeds daily is very potent on its own.You could combine pumpkin seeds with cloves to create a two-pronged approach.The cucurbitacins in the pumpkin seeds paralyse parasites, and cause them to detach.While detached they are more vulnerable to the Eugenol compound from cloves which can kill them.Eugenol is also found in other spices like nutmeg and cinnamon.Cloves, nutmeg and cinnamon are the main spices found in Chai tea.So pumpkin seeds and regular Chai consumption is a easy and tasty combination.
>>41783487you only need a bone graft if you are like 60+ and in bad shape. Root canal'd teeth are fine if done right [filled with correct, nontoxic materials - go to a good dentist, not some chink in harlem]. Your comment reads like a 16 year old who learns everything online.
Post /x/ related diagrams and things of that nature
>>41800288interesting, had never read about that before
>>41800293after a quick search it turns out to be false that's probably why
>>41800291thats not really a source.
>>41800308what i will say is i do believe plants carry their gut biome outside the plant, and is probably why some plants have hard time growing in foreign places
>>41795197It means ur gay nibba
Has anyone found a spiritual middle ground or view inbetween these two:- this world is a hopeless prison, we are deceived/forced by bloodthirsty archons who manipulate us into reincarnation to devour our pain over and over againvs- this world is a school, peace and love namaste ^_^ you WILL be reincarnated and suffer for your own good, all bad things are lessons, don't disappoint the Elders and Spirit Guides or you will be send back!Feels kind of hopeless. Especially because I don't want to go down the path of detachment and "just don't care about anything and don't desire anything bro"-path either.
>>41781479They eat more than mud, butty.
>>41767960>Has anyone found a spiritual middle ground or view inbetween these twoYes, and it always seemed pretty obvious to me. The issue is that these descriptions are subjective perceptions from human perspective, but a foreign being may not see it as either or acknowledge role of both.It IS a prison in that we are stuck here, but in big part we're stuck because of our nature and stunted spiritual faculties. We can leave it, but it's hard and requires degree of far-reaching and not always welcome change (it usually includes certain changes that run counter to human nature, instincts and values) but is doable. There are beings which benefit from us being stuck here, but the very nature of acquiring those benefits requires us to slowly, over lifetimes, develop (well, not exactly "us" as we see ourselves now, but explaining popculture view of reincarnation vs the real shit on top of this would be too much for one post) into beings that can't be held here against their will.Remember that many spiritual beings see things completely differently than people. For example, there are cases of ones which emanated love yet subjected people to suffering. And there was no willing subterfuge or malice in it either - the being simply emanated said love because that's what makes people pliable or because it genuinely felt it yet visited suffering upon the practitioner contacting it because it found that experience to be very valuable and unique in nature - impactful, traumatic experiences to us were like an interesting new flavor of some snack to it (though obviously it wasn't a comparison such beings were making themselves).In general, the prison/school comparison is just simplification for our sake, to compare it to institutions well-known to average people. Like most things, the reality is a bit more complex but the complex muddles the waters and is harder to grasp - that's why we make simplifications in the first place, after all.
>>41791403Bump
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Our reality seems like a metaphysical version of military special forces training where they use real knives and bullets. From some ndes it seems like we will be ok in the end even if we ended up taking our own lives, and that we are here for a reason.But also I think each of us is literally stuck on whatever level or quality of reality we are currently experiencing until we somehow find a way to change it from within ourselves. To put it shortly I became really pessimistic a few years ago to the point where it literally caused abnormal bad experiences including a problem I now have that is objectively guaranteed to last for the rest of my life unless I got extremely lucky, and only POSSIBLY if I became wealthy.I also had a dream where a voice told me "some people choose to be tortured in this life so that they have an advantage in the afterlife."I don't know what else to say. I think we live in a hell, just a more mild hell where there are some forms of comfort.https://youtube.com/watch?v=9GZgzc3_-eA&si=Que8DEumdBqrsDRp[Open]