I was born Christian but am finding it extremely difficult to maintain my belief. Everytime I overcome a hurdle a new barrier to belief comes along, whether it be textual criticism of the Bible, gnosticism making more sense, evidences for evolution, the seeming randomness of people's outcomes, etc. I really want to believe but I can't. But I'm also not a complete materialist, I have had paranormal experiences, and I believe there is things beyond the physical, but I'm not sure what. I am open to other religions, I lived near a Sikh community for years and they generally seemed like better people than many Christians. What do you guys believe and why? I want to move forward with my life.
"If Jesus Christ was speaking the truth every time He spoke about the "scriptures" or the words that He spoke, then it would mean that the One who made the galaxies and star clusters, the nebula and the solar system, the earth and everything on it (including man: Mark 13:19; Matt. 19:4) had placed within man's reach the WORDS He wanted "man" to hear and read (Acts 17:28, 31). It would mean that you and I could find out what was in the mind of God, the One who made the universe, and we could receive instructions from Him in human language ("words") that would tell us EVERYTHING that we really needed to know.It would mean that any man could find out where he came from, what he should do while he is here, what he shouldn't do (or say), how he should prepare for the future, and what his future would be; for as surely as sunrise follows sunset, if any REAL "God" wrote that Book He would be able to tell you and me all of that and more too; the Book contains more than 500 passages that deal with the future: that is more than 10,000 words.Did He write it or did He not?If He didn't, then whoever wrote that Book still had to know more than 500 details about what would take place anywhere from 100 to 3,000 years before it took place. Who would that be? One of your friends?The entire body of Hindu, Moslem, Buddhist, and Catholic literature with HISTORICAL PROPHECIES (note the word "historical") could easily be published in two volumes with less than 200 pages per volume. In the Catholic case, 50 percent would be taken from the Oracles given to the Jews (Rom. 3:2) more than 100 years before the Catholic forged Epistle of Ignatius borrowed the word "Catholic" from secular Greek (see The History of the New Testament Church, 1982, Vol. I, pp. 53-54)." (https://archive.org/details/isbn_9781580267120/page/124/mode/2up)
>>41732949This doesn't prove shit, Sherlock. If people could factually signal that the bible is the word of God like you are claiming then we would not be having this conversation right now. Face it. The bible was created by human beings who are evil and is used to control and manipulate society. Religion always did this. Why do you think they say we need a mediator between us and God? God is so fucking weak that He needs a mediator to bring you closer to Him? Give me a break. So again, this doesn't prove shit. Only in your mind this proves something.
>>41732745>Satanism is a part of Christianity. Without christianity there wouldnt be anything called Satanism.Since it's a parasitic inversion to mock the true Israelite faith.I would know, I considered myself Satanist for while. For years I thought I was the ultimate blackpilled edgelord, reading Naos, doing those retarded insight roles, thinking I was "transcending" Christian morality by worshipping the Demiurge's toilet bowl or whatever.I was so deep in it I started believing their "sinister dialectic" was the true redpill.I literally threw up when I realized "sinister dialectics" was just sabbatean frankism dressed up in black robes and I was just another useful idiot in their long con.Never again.
all religion is just a manipulation tactic used by advanced humans with better tech than usthey are not gods and do not want humans to achieve their levelthe "fallen angels" were just a rebel faction trying to overthrow a tyranical system worldwide and give knowledge to humansThey lost which sucks for usTop level secret societies are in contact with the winners "tall whites / nordic" humans (they can blend right in with humans) to drip feed controlled techgreys are just biological dronesreptilians are just more gene editingthey have tech that lets them control the astral plane (i think with a false astral via the white light tunnel which takes you to Saturn)Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41733718>greys are just biological dronesThere is a place where greys can be observed. Its at groundwater zones. I think they're interdimensional because you can only see them for a second or something. Its like a door being shut when you see them.Their leggs are crocked backwards. Its like they knee caps are bent backwards compared to humans and they always wear robes. 1 of them are always holding something that looks like a tablet. Its like a ultra hightec Ipad.I think they're monitoring groundwater zones for some reason.
Come discuss the worship and conjuration of Ishtar, Inanna, Aphrodite, other historically related deities/spirits, and their entourages. "Appearing in more literary compositions than any other deity, Inanna embodied endless complexities and contradictions: an unbridled goddess at once upholding and destroying the status quo; a passionate goddess engaging in romantic and destructive erotic love; a heavenly goddess who trod the underworld; a feminine goddess who was sometimes portrayed as a bearded warrior; and a mercurial goddess bestowing tender mercies even as she moved freely from one conquest to another.""[Astarte] is often paired with Baal and also — in a warlike form called Astoreth — with Set. The Mesopotamian goddesses Ishtar and Inanna are other forms of this goddess. The mysteries of Inanna and Dumuzi, Ishtar and Tammuz, and of Astarte and Adonis, were an influence upon the Egyptian mysteries of Isis and Osiris, in which a Queen Astarte appears. Given the combined influence of the cult of Isis, and the Syrian Goddess, on the later Christian cult of Mary, Astarte is among the most influential and important of all Classical deities."If you're interested in working with the Queen of Heaven, the best things you can do are to start meditating, making offerings, and maybe banishing. Preferably do all three daily, or at least a few times a week. This will get her attention and improve your ability to communicate with her, as well as generally train your occult abilities.Pastebin: pastebin.com/SQmZvivkOther recommended resources:Enheduanna and the old Mythsmostlydeadlanguages.tumblr.comRod and RingLioness: The Song of InannaLiber Astarte, on worship: sacred-texts.com/oto/lib175.htm/sum/moning Information Page, for Goetia to work with Astaroth: pastebin.com/ZHPM0KVzComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41733553The Lady of the Evening is radiant on the horizon!discord.[delete]gg/2qq5FzuPTe
>>41733553my queen of Heaven has Red Hair with prominent front teeth, prominent clavicle, very tall, and I kiss her shoulder freckles and kiss her down the path of her freckled lower back.Not this dark haired... woman.
>>41733553It’s said that Astarte rules the American continent, or at least has a strong domain here. Depending on how you evoke her, using the Goetia, Grimorium Verum, or theurgic work, she shows up in very different ways.For anons who’ve worked with her or studied the sources: do you think there are at least two “faces” of Astarte, one more benevolent and one more hostile? Or is that just magician cope / subjective interpretation rather than distinct aspects?
Oh you trannies are still around
so was he a mason too? (nietzsche)
>>41732869Incorrect. For ANY circle of ANY dimensions, c/d has the same value, which is pi. It is a fundamental geometric constant.
>>41733068All circles are the same by definition. There is only one kind of circle. They only vary in dimensions as you said and c and d both increase proportionately to each other so pi doesn't change.
>>41733068on a linear 2d plain
>>41732975>>41732996>Maybe he was pretending to be Napoleon? The pose comes from François Nivelon's Rudiments of Genteel Behavior (1737)
>>41731697>so was he a mason too?the great MAJORITY of western thinkers and men's of importance were freemasons, you can't gain world-changing knowledge/influence without joining the special club.
How can I purify my soul?
ego deathtry to spend a day not reading anything (including posts and menus)or spend a day muteidentify with what is troubling youtake responsibility
You don’t have a soul. Don’t let the flesh fool you.Hope that helps
>>41733311in OP's pic the guy's prayer to God is actually responded to with the woman.>Are ya winning, son?
>>41733311the good old reliable, the Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram
>>41733363>in OP's pic the guy's prayer to God is actually responded to with the woman.>>Are ya winning, son?
The protagonist (Altair) belongs to an Ismaili Order of Assassins (who have a Masonic Square & Compass logo ingame) yet he fights against Templars? (Also freemasons as evidenced by the higher degrees of Freemasonry).Then in the middle of this there are Alien (Isu) Artifacts (Like the Apple of Eden) that can control humanity and are gatekept by these respective orders for their own personal gains...So what was this game trying to tell us? Eastern and Western Freemasons fight over Alien Artifacts which further their own respective agendas and influence humanity?And i haven't even began to mention the whole Animus Machine thing (from the latin Anima or Soul) where they can see your ancestor's memories through your DNA using a machine that connects to your spine.
>>41732691>they worship a being called Kosmos (Ein Sof?) along with the Isu (Root Race?)Sailor Cosmos changes from the symbol of Sailor Moon to the star of Ishtar
>>41733663>>they worship a being called Kosmos (Ein Sof?) along with the Isu (Root Race?)>Sailor Cosmos changes from the symbol of Sailor Moon to the star of Ishtar
This question is answered toward the end of Apocalypse Now.
>>41733677Spank her well! And then…spank me.
I broke the veil. Without any inner or proper intitation, I was able to remember all the knowledge they kept occult inside their shadow archives. I even found out why, I am a descendant of the true lineage they (the roman catholic church, the cluniazensic orders, the patriarchy) because they tried to erase the knowledge of the true matrilinear holy queenship that does not fit their temple of stone (churches) which are btw resonance machines and together with the music and Latin verses there creates subliminal hypnosis! The fight depicted in Assassin Creed explains the technology almost perfectly...but forgot to talk about the holy feminine field!!! But oh yes, time has come and it's running up for those deceiving fragmented souls that forgot about the holy mother.
I was given schematics on how a flying saucer works. AMA.First: > physical matter is solid light> QFT disproves materialisim > electromagnetisim is a kind of magic > spacetime is a 4th dimensional object, another kind of magic > anything is possible if you know how to mess with electromagenetisim.> consiousness is fundamental > no i dont need your "science", i need money. If i had money i could have this built. imagine a few rings: > Top ring distorts primary warp bubble.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41731275He'll be fine.
>>41731389It's not mercury. It's plasma and the static field it generates. Mercury amalgams are used because liquid metals are easy to ionize into gasses and then plasma. If you use gallium, something that turns into liquid pretty easily, then it should work too.When talking about the mercury turbine it's important to know WHY mercury in the first place. You don't even need mercury.
>>41726184Love is coherence in the field. Harmonies.Light is structured, patterned, coherent information flow
>>41726893prove it>inb4 ugh I don't have to prove my position because I'm OBVIOUSLY rightprove it
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what can someone who has never had a paranormal experience do to get one
>>41733760The only place that you can experience this shit are places were horrible shit happened. I've only experienced it maybe twice but it isn't what you expect, its more like a flash of seeing a figure, then its gone.
I'm not really sure if this is the right board for this but it's a semi-schizo theory according to normies I'm sure... I read the parasite pill which was posted here and was convinced enough to try a parasite cleanse but unfortunately it was interacting with my psychotropic medication. I'm going to see if my doctor will give me something (I'm also having chronic diarrhea which I can't pin down to any particular food so that's a valid enough reason to suggest it imo). I know some people think the elite are infested with telekinetic interstellar parasites or something but seriously it makes sense for it to spread through homosexual men.
>>41730735Just get the pills from India, the paste tastes like glue.
>>41732677fun factiod; jews are the gayest subspecies of man alive today, and they are riddled with parasites.
Parasites are good. Degeneracy is good.
>>41732579You're on the most schizophrenic board on one of the most schizophrenic forums. Try to read the room sometime normgroid.
>>41730611Homosexuality is caused by demons and porn
I was reading the old testament and noticed that YHWH is evil, he tries to kill Moses, inspire Jacob to lie, order the Hebrews to kill and take the virgin woman's as slaves (sexual slaves for sure, so he is ordering to kill family's and rape the daughter), he make rules for you to rape and throw a bunch of curses of sickness and punishing people who didn't do nothing wrong.So I read a little of the new testament and Jesus Christ is the polar opposite, He says that His Father does not give snakes or stones if you ask for food (that YHWH exactly does), say you should not swear in the name of nothing and oath are from the Devil but YHWH says to oath in his name always and Jesus even says to not sacrifice animal to His Father!Jesus goes against Moses laws but the thing that confuses me is that Jesus even saying everything that YHWH is against He still says that He does not come to destroy the law, what are yours thoughts about it?
>>41733649People in whatever age will do the same, but YWHW order it
>>41733364Congratulations anon, you've discovered the demiurge argument that's been around since like the 1st century AD.
>>41733672I know this demiurge thing but I don't believe he is YHWH
>>41733395>>41733374>>41733364Based 𐤉𐤄𐤅𐤄 When He said 'believe in me or be damned' (John 3:18, etc.), He was commanding obedience from His racial kin, the lost sheep of the house of Israel (the European peoples scattered after the Assyrian captivity).Christ is the rightful Davidic King, the Root and Offspring of David, the Lion of the Tribe of Judah.
>>41733364yahweh and jesus are jewish deities, you were meme'd to think that these entities have something to do with the europe or any goyim race.
A thread for writing dedicated to the God of writing A prayer wallA place where everything you write will become truthYour voice is heard hereI will dedicate this thread with a magic spell for fitness, recite it when working out for extra energy:Set’s chaos made me WeakBut Thoth measured every weight i lifted, every mile i ran, every minute i treaded waterI, like Horus, have become Strong
If I had myrrh to burn I would burn it. Hail the one who makes the Nile flow
>>41731001There should be 12 dots on each of those, but i dont know what it meansOne of them may have 13 dots or 10 depending on your perspective
Master:He-has-judged, namely, the-one-who-is-upon-his-back, he said: “What is after it? What iswithin it? … who are in its middle?”Disciple:The-one-who-loves-knowledge, he said: “there are 42 ba-souls in it, who commandmyriads of myriads.here are the choicest of the sacred animals … who are at the place of the Hall of the TwoTruths.”Master:He-has-judged, namely, the-one-who-is-upon-his-back, he said: “What is their form?Reveal their shapes! For what is the opening of the mouth? Come to hear them!”Disciple:The-one-who-loves-knowledge, he said: “I will reveal the name(s) and their nature(?).They are more mysterious than the nights.There are seven of them who announce the Lord of Protection (=Osiris), they being asComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41687228I am healthyI am strongI am wealthyI am calm
What kind of root vegetables scare off demons?
Turnips have been used for this purpose by those in the know for a very long time.
Pretty much any root vegetable will do. Root vegetables are called roots because of the root chakra, where spirits and demons normally attach. To use them correctly, they must be highly concentrated near the root chakra position, meaning you should take a large chunk and shove it up your ass
>>41730773GarlicGingerTorch GingerTurmeric Galangal Horseradish Wasabi
>>41731953What about onions?
>>41730773I wrote the Luke 10:19 verse on a piece of paper with a cross pendant and bible next to my bed, i rarely get sleep paralysis now
>Reminder that NASA is officially an intelligence agency>>41699628https://theskylive.com/3dsolarsystem?objs=c2025n1https://ssd.jpl.nasa.gov/tools/sbdb_lookup.html#/?sstr=C%2F2025%20N1&view=VOP>Lightcurvehttps://cobs.si/comet/2643/1.Retrograde orbit aligns within 5° of the ecliptic; p. [probability] .2%2.July–Nov 2025: showed a true sunward jet (anti-tail), not a geometric illusion3.Nucleus mass ≈106× 1I/Oumuamua and 103× 2I/Borisov, moving faster than both; p. <.1%4.Arrival timing placed it <10,000,000km of Mars, Venus, Jupiter and hidden from Earth at perihelion; p. .005%5.Gas plume: far more Ni than Fe (industrial-like Ni alloys) + Ni/CN ratio orders of magnitude above all comets incl. 2I/Borisov; p. <1%6.Gas plume: only 4% water by mass7.Extreme negative polarization, unprecedented; p. <1%8.Arrival within 9° of the “Wow!” signal; p. .6%Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41733489Because humans have an indomitable spirit, and free of the shackles of our regressive overlords, we may do all sorts of things.
>>41733589>Because humans have an indomitable spiritlol
>>41733589t. species very arrogantly driving itself into extinction
>>41733627They have, look how stubborn they are, direkt mit dem Kopf durch die Wand wollen sie, deutsches Sprichwort.>>41733642Exact for the momentary Profit they kill her own Mother if that is for their own good. Not alle of them, sure.
>>41733642>>41733627Mind Body Spirit are different things. Mind being stupid is what is driving itself to extinction also blaming jews for it so WE it's kind of not true.
Discussion on the power of crystals and gems.Used to doubt them as new age bs until I encountered a problem (bad spirits attached to an object brought into the home) and upon research was given the solution of owning obsidian. It worked. Now I'm interested in finding good resources on geodes to learn more without having to filter through bad ones if I can help it (I don't know what to look for). Does anyone know of anything on the subject worth reading? Or have anything to say on them?
>>41724323take some quartzite rub it together and it lights up It even works under water. It also makes a smell that smells like ozone and bacon. its the white rocks that are used in landscaping, They glow.
>>41726200Beyond based spiritual assistance
I think water can't form beads on diamonds. They have some other properties, something to do with electricity too I think.
Anyone have good places to buy rocks and gems, where the quality is decent but won't rape your wallet? Preferably subtle too, I hate receiving packages from The CrystalMoonButterflyWolfMagick Emporium that make my roommates wonder if I'm a fag.I'm currently looking for a nice piece of jade for /fa/ reasons but I could really use some simple polished stones to carry around. Lost my tiger's eye a long time ago and I miss it even if it left me for a reason.
>>41731932If it's for /fa/ reasons you should own up to being a fag and not worry about what your room mates think. True masculinity is buying pretty things, dressing well and not giving a shit what some cuck thinks of you. Anyways, Amazon stones are pretty reasonable, I've bought a variety from them and they have been nice
You may have heard the phrase "Demons/Nephilim look like clowns" but actually clowns look like demons and their appearance supposedly modeled after demons. Also explaining people's fear of clowns.
>>>/pol/ shizo /tv/ shill
>>41733678This is why Pennywise is one of the scariest monsters put to screen, not because he's scary at face value, but because entities such as him probably exist.
>>41733693or thats the point of the facade. stated in the bookalso clowns seem to just be minstrel show leftovers
>>41733678Harlequin & ClownItalian Commedia dell'ArteThe name Harlequin is taken from that of a mischievous "devil" or "demon" character in popular French Passion Plays. It originates with an Old French term herlequin, hellequin, first attested in the 11th century, by the chronicler Orderic Vitalis, who recounts a story of a monk who was pursued by a troop of demons when wandering on the coast of Normandy, France, at night.
>>41733693>>41733687>>41733678 John Wayne Gacy, Jr
i want to reach another state of mindi want to hallucinatei want to connect with somethingi want to leave this behind for a biti feel stucki feel... weird..i feel unmotivatedi have no access to psychedelic drugs yetplease, tell me, give me steps
(Yet)...There is a lot of hope...Potential and growth in that word...(U) Have a mind set for now...That's something...The gravel strikes...The sound block break's...The system it upholds is failing...(U) may still get that trip...Far out man groovy...
