nostalgia editionQOTT: what's the last year you remember fondly?prev >>42310135
>>42318658Life's always been rough. But I'll say 2018, i was still depressed but I did well in highschool. I had a passion that I was realty good at and was seen as a prodigy and had lots of respect. Even then I could tell i was using it to hide from something. Now I know what that something is. Also honorable mention for 2023 because I still had friends back then and despite the pain for the first time in many years I had hope. Before it was extinguished. I will say though depression is an acquired taste but its nice. Around 2016 is when I learned how to enjoy pain.
>>42319395If I was gonna kill myself I would have done it when I was younger. I'm old and the damage is already done so I'm sticking it out
>>42319503how old is too old to not grow old
I wish I had a girlfriend :/
I wish I had a girlfriend to cheat on :/
New Year's Editionprevious: >>42044782 >>42079478 (died prematurely)Goal of the thread: Consider the things you want to improve or accomplish, whether long- or short-term. What small steps can you make towards those goals?Daily goals can be repeated. Remember to keep score, it can only go up!>What is this thread for?Getting better is hard, and sucks. A lot. It does not get easier doing it alone.Share resources and experiences with combating depression, anxiety, personal issues, achieving or maintaining a healthy weight, etc.>Why is this thread /lgbt/?Struggles with mental and physical health are an indisputable part of /lgbt/ life, be it from dysphoria, social pressure, heartbreak, or just unfortunate lifestyle choices.>Notes to consider:Please be civil. Shame is your greatest enemy in fighting urges of self abuse (be it sh, drugs, or just self deprecation). Relapsing into bad and unhealthy habits is to be expected, the goal is to increase the average amount of time it takes between relapses. Any improvement is a victory no matter how small. Your worth and right to get better are non-negotiable. And most importantly:WE ARE NOT THERAPISTS, WE DON'T REPLACE MEDICATION>Note on adviceComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
I am so so so sad right now. After midterms, none of my quizzes, lab exams went well. NOT A SINGLE ONE. I keep making silly silly mistakes. Everything is going wrong. My grandma died last week. I worked really hard on a research assignment for CSE340 and I just saw that my AI usage percentage for that assignment is shown to be 60%. I lost like 5 marks for that. I did use notebookllm while doing that assignment now I am so regretful and devastated. Now I can only lose 4 marks in the finals to get an A. But CSE340 is a difficult course and it is almost impossible to lose only 4 marks on the finals. I also had my CSE423 final yesterday and it went so badly that I was solving that question in my dreams today too and I woke up crying. I had such good grades up untill this semester, now I feel like everything is going to go downhill. Maybe I only did well in the past because my course combinations were easy. This semester all 4 of my courses are difficult and I am showing my true capacity. I have 2 final exams left (2 days later) but I could not study at all today. I am just so sad. I'm going to lose my scholarship, and then will have to give up on my dreams of being a student tutor, then I'll never be a faculty, and my parents will forcefully marry me off and I will never be happy.
I went to the gym today but I was only there for 22 minutes. I feel like I can do more.Go to the gym twice today or leave it?
>>42319450Go again but do different stuff
>>42316004>come back in 5 years and say the sameI’ve tried disillusionment already. I’ve told people “I should be happy but I’m not because I want something I can’t have, so let me end my life.” You, of course, want to stay alive, but to surrender to addiction. Here’s the catch. To decide we can only be happy (or fulfilled or satisfied) under certain conditions, is a choice we make. It’s not the only choice we have. Audrey Hepburn wanted to be a ballerina, and did secret ballet performances in Nazi-occupied France as a teenager. But by the time the war was over she was too tall for ballet. Her story is significant because after that she became an actress, started a family, and became a UN diplomat.There are also plenty of people who can say they got everything they wanted, and it didn’t make them feel the satisfaction they expected. But I really do hope you find something better to do with your life than drugs. I don’t know what substance you’d be using, but if it’s addictive you’re eventually going to need more of it to feel the same high, you’re going to experience withdrawal without it, and you’re probably going to end up in situations where you have to figure out how to get more of it while going through the agony of not having it. I have heard many stories of people who regretted developing a drug addiction, but I’ve never heard the story of someone who was happier staying addicted. I don’t see why that’s your idea of the easy way out. It seems like a pretty tough way to go.You don’t have to let anything I say change your mind if you don’t want to, either. That’s another choice you have. But I hope somebody finds what I just wrote here helpful.
>>42319865>>>/r/eddit is that way, kind strangerEDIT: Thanks for the heckin golderino!
what does this image make you think
>>42319649They're hot enough that they don't need to hide.
>>42319649consider the following:one can be trans and not hate themselves for it
>>42319829A healthy outlook on something they can't control?A foreign concept to /lgbt/ards.
>>42318973Mid
>>42319858A niggeredditor on lgbt?A common sighting of an ape on lgbt
Seriously I can’t get an in-person job because i’m trans but i can’t afford to move without any income
From what I've witnessed personally most well off NEET trannies are furry hacker poly cultists who do cyber shit for money. Aside from that I think they just get disability payment and pray.
>>42319875Reselling
>>42319875Yo anybody willing to spot me $10 or something shit's a bit tight this month
>be me>2y hrt>tops mainly>can't orgasm>tries bottoming>can't orgasm>masturbates>can't orgasm>sex feels like an unpleasant chore nowIs it normal for me to lose the ability to orgasm entirely this early? I've been quite sexually active I might add.
>>42317906how are you masturbating slash having sex
>>42317906faketrans
>>42317906That's the consequences of being on Jewish poison as a way to cope with your homosexuality, dude.
>>42319304I dunno bro. I could still get it up and get off even with castrate levels of testosterone.
>>42317906I'd love to put your gock in chastity and penetrate your bussy daily, till you squirt. I just want to make you feel good, I just pray to god, that you are under 6ft.
Should bisexuals be allowed to use unisex restrooms?
this would never have been a question before transgenderism
why would bisexuals use unisex bathrooms when my mouth is literally right here
>>42319587Legendary reply, kudos.
Is it possible to develop a female self as a cis man?I'm certain that being a cis man is a sinking ship for me, and that I will be sure to live an empty and depressing life as one, so I need to be able to make being a woman work if I ever want to be happy, even though I am a cis man.
>>42318641nah, if you quit you'll drop a cup size and most cis men are a cups
>>42318651I'm saying B cup to compensate for my male torso. Measuring them as one normally would gives me a size of 33DD
>>42318668hush newbie please dont embarrass yourself. alternateky post your "ddd" tits lmao. u are not a bra manufacturer so i think you are bad at it
>>42318674My measurements are only this big because I have a wide back. That doesn't change the fact that I've had significant growth for 6 months, as they're already almost a handful, and I do need either tape or a sports bra so that they won't be visible even in baggy hoodies
>>42318634Nta, but personally I find this really hard to determine. First and foremost I want to be treated as a worthwhile person. Whether I'm a woman or a man feels secondary to me, but in most cases I really dislike the social expectations imposed on me due to being a man, but I'm also sure I'll dislike some social expectations women experience if people perceived and treated me as one
I wish I had cancer
>>42319491Fuck off
>>42319491wishing you had cancer because you dont know anyone had cancer.like how anyone who is truly transphobic dont know anyone close to them who is actually trans. it's only when you see their suffering and it becomes real for you that you realise it is an existential, emotional and biological and legal and bureaucratic nightmare
SSRI eyes
>>42319491Every time I go to /lgbt/ I see you... I want to marry you, but you fucking grew up on 4chan. I wouldn't allow you to post yourself on 4chin anymore, if I marry you.
Do tomboy enjoyers date theyfabs? Do tomboy enjoyers date femreppers?
>>42319861>theyfabtomboy enjoyers usually want to make their lives easier, not harder>femreppersi dont see why not
>>42319872How would theyfabs make their lives harder?
>>42319889Not the other reply, but most tomboy enjoyers want a muscle mommy to nurture them I feel, which makes theyfabs a less than ideal option since most of them aren't that.
>>42319889theyfabs are women who bandwagon on the trans movement and that comes with baggage of both the ideological and psychological kind
Have you ever posted your bussy online? Did you receive a special badge or accolades for doing so?
>>42319821I posted my bussy to a guy who hit on me in counter strike
Who else is transitioning just cause they're bored?
>>42318414I transitioned to destroy my mother's bloodline. I do not even care how I am perceived or which gender people identify me as. I do not care about the pass/hon lookism of gay cannibals. I only care that I have successfully destroyed my bloodline.
>>42318414im transitioning because im a loser so i guess so
>>42318414I'm not bored, but i'm transitioning because it's funny.
>>42318706Who wants to drive to work? That's even more boring than being bored.
>>42319705Kinda same, but with my father's bloodline instead
>refuse to use my penis>the whole world hates me for itwhy?
>>42318187>the whole worldnobody's thinking about you if they can help it at all
>>42319405so would this actually work in stopping involuntary erections and atrophy my penis?i still don't know if i could get over the cringe to actually purchase this but
>>42319797Your estrogen should prevent involuntary erections nona, the cage will just prevent it from getting hard in sexual situations, I dont actually wear it all the time
>>42319831not for me though and my t levels are practically nonexistent
>>42319853And you still get nighttime erections?
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>>42317505Oh that's cool.
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Will I die if I take all this?
I know this is probs a meme.But don't do anything silly friend :)There are social supports that can help you
>>42319675highly doubtful, it's very hard to hurt yourself too badly by overdosing on medications, assuming you are a healthy person and such, outside of a few classes.
>>42319795What if you try it with fentanyl?
>>42319795What should I try then? im afraid of other methods
>>42319815well, yes obvi that would very dangerous (although these days if the police find you they almost definitely have naloxone). I meant like classes of medications, but I don't really wanna list them ittt. pharmacy grad student
What was your dechudding process like? At a certain point I realized that the hatred I had for gay people was because I was an enormous faggot myself and not prepared to deal with that. So even though I'm doing the things I want to do now there's still a huge culture shock and I feel like an outsider, even though I mostly don't hold my previously held beliefs since they were built on denying that I like penises.
>>42319448I used to really dislike women and feel very resentful towards them, to the point that it concerned my family. After a long period of introspection and growing up, I realised that much of my resentment came from disliking male gender roles and feeling upset that I was being forced into them by the world around me. I realised that a lot of the content I'd been consuming was just built on a seething resentment that certain unsuccessful men felt towards women, who they believed had an easier ride. For me, this eventually led to exploring the possibility of being trans. That was almost 10 years ago and I've been transitioned for a long time. I think I probably do still have some right-wing biases in a lot of areas, but for the most part I'm now a committed feminist and happier for it. I also used to be virulently anti-trans, to the point of losing friends over it. I had to eat my words a lot once I came out.
>>42319615>Troon>FeministTrying to be their pet won't make you pass. Embrace your chudiness, sister.
>>42319448i'm a chud and yet i hold no hate in my heart(You) issue
>>42319448i think i've become more of a chud over time. not rightwing, i just hate women and flamers. well, basically heteros and their chattel. i do hate men too, i just find them too cute to feel that often.
