i hate life as a man but i don't think approximating life as a woman would be any better. i've been a neet for a decade, isolating myself from people even online due to severe issues with social situations (probably caused by dysphoria? being seen as a man?), the last 5 years i've been seriously considering trooning and at this point i'm just ambivalent, i'll probably just keep being a neet until my mom dies and then kms
>>42353707I’m kinda the same, extremely isolated my whole life, but in a moment of weakness I took estrogen and now I kinda regret it. I mean I guess I like some of the effects but it didn’t give me any motivation to improve my situation and I’m pretty confident I’m not dysphoric at all I may have just developed agp due to extreme loneliness. I really can’t imagine myself as a tranny, if I want to be a functional person I feel like I have to be male even if I don’t like it
>>42353996there have been times the effects of hrt have seemed appealing to me but now it feels like i was making it all up
The year is 2043. Troonism has finally been solved. It was true what Powers figured: It was all mostly due to genetic and hormonal anomalies. However, Blanchard was of course also in the end accepted as partly correct: Autosexuality is more common amongst trooners and pooners. This is however not what ultimately caused dysphoria. Similar to how siblings who grow up together don't tend to develop sexual feelings for eachother, most cis homosexuals aren't attracted to just being their sex, or the cultural artifacts associated with it. However, the gynephilic trooners and androphilic pooners had something in common with siblings growing up in separate homes, or even countries: The can develop sexual feelings for the similar other. For the separated siblings, the anomalous object of attraction was the other sibling, but for the troonies and poonies, it was instead the nature and culture that they were "supposed" to have had forced upon them all their life, like normal people, but in the end didn't, because of their actual sex. AGP is what happens most often when a person with both a female identity and attraction to females/feminitity grows up without it, and AAP what happens when a person with a male identity and attraction to males/masculinity grows up without it.
>>42354130>I fully believe the tranny-gene cope.beside this:- i also never could get into straight sex (and I REALLY tried, while trying to date girls to conform while in my shithole of a country where even normie gays came out super late)- fantasized about magically being turned into a girl since i was about 8 years old,- was always uncomfortable with boners as a teenager, was afraid of touching myself, and actually first lost my virginity, then started jerking offso this might seem silly, but i fully believe "i was born this way" and that trannybrain is some in utero brain curse
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>>42354130>you were born this wayDoesn't make sense without further explanation. It sounds like hugboxing. I very much fit a ROGD-AGP in development: Abnormal amounts of feminine behaviours in childhood, but still more masculine/neutral overall. No clear desire to literally be a girl until mid puberty. Sexual fantasies either AGP (aka, simply being female/not explicitly male during sex) or voyeuristic (second or simultaneous second and first person). Dissatified with being male. Some boys consistently show unsympathetic attitudes towards girls. In the end panic about the prospect of virilisation (my puberty was kinda weak and I was apparently tanner 5 at this point already) and troon out at 15. I was lowkey born to be a theyfab lol (or rather, the archetype of autistic girl with mostly male friends in childhood who becomes distanced from them in puberty)Fast forward 10 years & I regret nothing. I can't imagine living as a man, that seems very unfitting for me. I've been an srsoid for 6 years and love it. Dysphoric over my small boobies (runs in the family) and my divine wombenvy.I saw contra's AGP video back in the day. I recognised myself in some things but I didn't care if I was fake or not back then, I was just locked in on trooning so I didn't have to become a man. I was almost always in love with a girl as a teen, and being in love with a lady makes me feel very feminine. Now I haven't been in love with a woman for years and have become quite autosexual as a result. Something I saw as very shameful and denied, until one day I was too horny to do. Yeah whatever bla bla & then Powers gave a more detailed explanation for how people may be born this way. And now I'm waiting for the DNA kit so I can figure out which Powers phenotype I am (I'm exclusively gynephilic but my skeleton looks gynoid in basicly every dimorphic detail which I'm greatly satisfied over, but I need to know why I am like this *neurotic fixation emoji*). Oh God I wish I were androphilic
>>42354190>Blanchard can't explain why HSTS has the same levels of dysphoria as AGP>Powers can't explain the euphoria bonerOnly synthesis anon-ism can fit it all into a coherent system
>>42354467why does powers need to explain someone just being excited?>get boner from the chill of fresh airblanchard: "you are an aeropedophile, you are aroused by young atmospheres"
I transitioned because i believed sissy faggot humiliation was the punishment I deserved for being male. My feminity is actually a performative farce to mock masculinity. I believe that by imitating women and hatefucking men I serve the goals of feminism. For me, having (anal) sex with men is a brutal, humiliating degrading act because I'm being conquered by another male, and I hope to provide some messure of entertainment and smug satisfaction by trying as hard as I can to be female while still being uglier than cis women, and voluntarily going through all the misogyny and comp het they were forced to endure. For me gender is irrelevant since my gender ID entirely consists of a slut humiliation fetishist.For me, transitioning is an irresistible fetish to become weaker, smoother, softer, and more dumb and docile. It's also an erotic punishment i want to inflict on myself for the sins that men have inflicted on women, and i hope to help bring about the end of the male gender entirely. I specifically deserve this punishment because I had indecent thoughts about women and masturbated to them too much, cementing my status as a loser beta and making me fit for castration and feminization. I also see myself as a corrupted vessel and worshipper of satan.
>>42353638no when you release your inhibitions the incongruence you speak of will be burned up like rocket fuel.
>>42352484>the punishment I deserved for being maleWhy do you feel you deserve this? whats wrong with being male? I've been a sissy since I was 10yrs old but i cant relate to that at all lol
>>42354081Yeah I tried to be a sissy, that was my last attempted cope to avoid HRT, but I don't really want to be that at all. I don't like male body hair or male characteristics, cock cages feel very uncomfortable for me.... there's a lot of reasons that it just didn't work. I really hated having balls... and I hated men treating me as a man in any way. For me the punishment is what I really need to feel good. I was so horny as a guy and i didn't like it, i really just wanted to trade in my penis to the gods. I want to be fierce, beautiful and cute, but i also wanted to discipline my self. For me it was just necessary to become a girl to force myself to do what I wanted, but everything since I had SRS I finally realized that being a feminine male homosexuality is so beautiful. It's still not something I could actually do, but i wish I could have! Being a cis gay man would have been nice. But for me, cross dressing produces dysphoria unless I go all the way.
>>42352484Im I AGP if I got hard reading this?
>>42352484hot, so do you have a man?
Is the fate of reppers to turn into maskers?
>>42351705
Its better to be a hon than a masker
>>42351375hey me too, was fascinating, also sad since the author was a retard but understandably so (she was still a kid, still an egg, first irl guy to give her attention in "the right way", etc)
literally just that one guy from Repo
>>42354401I don't understand how the character was able to compartmentalize that the man she liked also gets off on wearing a silicone body suit of a woman. The story made my heart pound, especially the last scene #_#
Are trans women still buying pixel phones, or something else? Looking to upgrade and you nerdy dolls are the best at picking phones so tell me what you currently have or want.
>>42351805i just use an old phone to get around that. anyway why would you take your nice main phone with all your stuff on it to some hookup
>>42354353I've only ever had one phone at a time before so that was never a question
>>42354377now it is. you can have a nice fancy pixel, and your old phone to use for grindr hookups that dont have to worry as much about losing.
>>42352750Really? I have a 10 IV and I think it'll be my first & last Sony phone.
>>42353908Yep that and twist 2x to open camera. Motorola feature that makes my life easy. Yeah iPhone is 2 swipes but sometimes it's easier to twist/shake my whole phone
I've been in denial of it for too long, and now I'm completely unable to accept it. I was never actually trans, all my dysphoria was fake and something I've gaslight myself into feeling, my desire to be a woman was fake, and I can't not perceive myself as a man, but I keep denying the only reasonable conclusion. That being me being cis.
>>42343447>hey momMore like hey dad, it's usually the mom who troons out the kids
>>42351200Pretty sure mental illnesses are actually real
>>42344641thank you, anon
It’s okay to be a man
FACT: 99% of reppers troon out right before they are about to get used to it.
>chaser bf has had insomnia all week long>ask him what's up>we haven't had sex in a while because I've been extra busy lately>he says it's hard to sleep next to me without having sex because his body compels him to wanna fuck me all the timehe is not the type to lie and sounded very serious, what do I do? it's not like I don't mind sex, I just get physically exhausted easily...
>>42351207>what do I do?Give him to me, clearly you can’t keep up with him like I will
>>42351207fuck like rabbits I guess?who cares if you get tired, just let him do the work
>>42351207>it's not like I don't mind sex, I just get physically exhausted easily...you get tired of laying there and taking it like a good bitch? it's not like you even have to do all the hard work
>>42353175Yeah that sucks, like you wanting to drain your balls once or twice a day makes you not love them or something.
>>42351207just shove a pocket pussy between your legs when get too tired
All real women want to be muscle bottoms
>>42348620There's nothing hotter than having a duck and choosing not to use it
>>42347462Gross
>>42351525>nothing hotter than having a duckIf I had a duck, I would walk my duck everywhere and make an Insta account for my duck and adore my duck, and I wouldn't let zoophiliacs like you touch my duck with a 10 ft pole, you disgusting pervert!
>>42347462boy am I the man for you>weird>nerdy>oldish>fat>man
>>42348620>when being a woman isn't degrading enough for your womanbrainmaybe it's time to try fujos
How fat can destroy one’s body
>>42353641>it just makes less of it which is the whole pointlol,
>>42352784I eat so little it hurts and my arms look like the picture on the left but my tummy is still fat and disgusting should I kill myself
>>42352784oh wow did you retards fall for fatfetish anon's lies?
>>42353641nobody wants to be pear shaped. we need a drug that gives hourglass shape
Prog and starving please save me from my love handleshttps://litter catbox.moe/yju935m68ksroz51.jpg
boymoders deserve to be abused
>>42352675true
>>42352675
>>42352946can u draw more boymoder abuse,,,
>>42352675is it really abuse if they like it so much?>>42352946you’re unfathomably based for your drawings nona
>>42352675I want my boyfriend to abuse me sexuallyt.moder
Please Get Soft And Fat
>>42351302>>42351900>>42353547>>42353685You're doing god's work nona. I hope someday to find one like you in real life. Ty for bringing more fat tgirls to the world <3
>>42353739If you make a burner twitter or something I could couch you there. Whatever you'd want.You read like you just need some motivation, someone to tell you what to do and praise you for doing it so you don't have to waste energy coming up with it and praising yourself
I LOVE eating phat pussy.
>>42353739I love their art. Everyone looks like me.
Are there any decent fat comics that have humor in them?
why does it seem like so many transbians aren't REAL transbians? being transbian out of desperation seems way too common>know plenty of cute mtf transbians>as soon as a decent guy shows interest in them they disappear from transbian spaceshow do we prevent hussies from infiltrating transbian spaces?
Why can't people just say bisexual
Because most people are naturally bisexual but due to cultural neurosis repress that. When you transition you're basically speed running different ways of being in the world (sorta like cis lesbians in college who will marry a man in 5 years) and most people lack the self awareness to develop a true will of any kind. There's also a very strong component of opportunism, desperate people do desperate things and while there are particular exceptions cis men have far more money and resources than transbiens. Many of us, and I won't say I'm exempt from this, are just power sexual and aren't really invested in overcoming patterns of suffering.trans buddhism is the only way to overcome all this nonsense. Join me nona.
>>42352920bishits who will cheat on you with a man on the dl
>>42349466call me a volcel but desu i don't think i'd get with another tranny.
tbhoneston prison transbiens prove blanchard was wrong
I will now post accounts of life on Terf Island
>>42354230Girl trump is literally voldemort and we are like the avengers
>>42354238Im Rogue from X-Men, everyone i touch dies (of embarrassment)
>>42354230you can feign ignorance as much as you like, but that won't change reality.Since 2013-14, the "community" became shit-tier and got inundated with theyfabs and weirdos while functional people were slowly driven out. It happened almost simultaneously in both Europe and North America. Every single oldfag remembers it, knows it and points it out.So you're either too young or part of the problem. Stop pretending you don't know what I'm talking about. You know damn well.
>>42354336The Council has been convened, we put the sign in the sky. Instead of a bat, its a blahaj.Unfortunately we're all shut ins so it will take a while...
>>42354336Communities =/= demographicsDo you think every tranny can police the behavior of the weirdos?
I know trans woman flirt with each other alot but I see her jokingly flirting with girls a lot especially every time I look at her social media profile. I mentioned that I didn’t like this already (maybe she just didn’t process it I don’t know, she’s autistic) but, earlier she mentioned fantasizing about a scenario with one of them that she apparently jokingly flirts with and me. And I feel like it stops becoming a joke when you start having genuine sexual fantasies. Is this a normal reaction for me to feel hurt by this? I love her a lot and I know she didn’t mean to hurt me or make me feel uncomfortable but I’m not overreacting am I? Does flirting sexually with your friends consistently count as cheating? I’ve seen some people say it does I already said it’s alright and just not to do it again and talked about it with her I just still feel unsure if I’m overreacting or not.
>>42353821That's a normal boundary to have and it's not an overreaction to not like itI think you're on the brink of being emotionally destroyed by her to be honest
>>42353839this she’s probably gonna cheat on op sooner or later
>>42353839She said she'd tell the other person to stop it’s just it feels really weird
>>42353821you should have a threesome with your gf and her friend, and then leave her because she will most likely end up cheating on you in the future. Most profitable outcome
QOTT: What are the worst and best things you do to pass time?QOTT2: Anything you regret not doing?Ignore trollsIgnore spamPrevious: >>42306807
>>42352566you probably aren't who i think you are, but i hope you're well since the last time we interacted
https://youtu.be/W1dTYpx4Rys?si=x5X-COKauBa8pKuV
>>42353206Oh yes, im doing well! Im finally on hrt
Anyone else have weird friends? mine want to get a stripper but have jokingly said "midget stripper" and now that has stuck. >https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qdk6xLbpHGEnot this chick in particular but they just want the tiniest stripper they can find. they want to hire one for another friend's birthday as a surprise.
gooned to futa on fem award
