>be me, bored straight guy>meet some semi-cute slim trans girl on Grindr>"anon do you want some cocaine? I can invite you">"nope thanks">"you are handsome">proceeds to send me dick pics>doesn't send me ass pics and doesn't even have boobsWhat the fuck I'm doing here? I'm only here for the dolls.
>>40932858you'll pay for it one way or the other if that's all your going for.>>40932457"i can invite you." oh, you would have ended up in a trap house with random guys fucking him and stealing your wallet lolyou would have been the atm machine for the next few balls.
>go on gay sex app>people try to have gay sex with mesomeone needs to do something about this
grindr troons are malebrained because grindr is malebrained. get on hinge if you want fembrained bottoms with big tits and fat asses, but expect nearly the same amount of competition and effort as you would with cis women. if you want easy you will pay in quality
>>40932930>go on Hinge to fuck feminine trannies>expect nearly the same amount of competition and effort as you would with cis womenLol what's the point then. I like pussy not the dick.
>be straight guy>download grindr
I am an unloveable failure, I cant take care of myself, I have no will left in my body to even bother doing anything, I failed school. couldnt get a job, cant even eat properly. everynight I cry myself to sleep and beg to nothing for someone to save me, i have no freinds , and I hate everyone
real... i just sleep all day and do nothing
Same but IM NOT ON ESTROGEN >>40932279
>>40932546nta but why arent you?
>>40932589Because e very expensive here My government want me to repress
it's over editionlast >>40900830
>>40932733After half a year, I'd expect there to be some visible change. I assume fate dealt them a bad hand as far as genes go or something, hence why I say I'm doubly fucked. I took my injection just a few minutes ago, but felt even more demotivated to do so than usual.>>40932513Sir, this is an Arby's.
did hrt remove your libido
>>40932799>I'd expect there to be some visible changeNope. You wont see much change at all from HRT alone until 18months typically. Took me 3 years to get gendered correctly when wearing neutral clothing. Took like 5 years to start passing 80% of the time. Took FFS to full time pass.
>>40932851>tfw 41
>>40932851>Took FFS to full time pass.Post results or you obviously don't ackshully pass.
>that time my best friend's dad looked at me for a really long time and said, out of nowhere, "y'know, you remind me of my son. he also doesn't seem to want a girlfriend."d-did...did he know...?
>>40933070Everyone knows you’re gay
There are countless rapists and pedos out there but why does Elon only try to use it as tool of demeaning minorities? Oh this one tranny in Canada raped someone and she is representative of millions of other people who identify as transgender. Especially when you take into consideration that this guy is supposed to be scientific and rational
>>40932720If you really want an answer:Imagine someone builds a robot that rapes one person a month. It has little to no other functions or benefits. Even though there are WAY bigger contributors to rape—one person a month is statistically negligible—I think we would all agree that the robot should be shut down. At bottom, people like Musk believe that allowing trans people to transition has no real benefit. Maybe it’s because he thinks it’s a delusion, maybe it’s because he thinks they’re intentionally faking. The details don’t really matter. But if you believe that there is basically no benefit on one side, then even a relatively small cost on the other isn’t outweighed. It’s a totally rational cost-benefit analysis, but the inputs are faulty. That’s how a brain like his gets to this endpoint.
>>40932720>Trans sex hormone drugs (estrogen) are driving extreme violenceok
>>40932869We can all agree that grooming gangs are bad and so is any sort of sexual violence but Elon uses sexual violence as a tool of dehumanizing certain groups. He doesn't actually care about victims but uses them to further his political interests. If Elon did care about pedophiles and rape why hasn't he made any statements on Epstein release? But he'd rather focus on some random trans person in Canada than the actual powerful people who get away with rape. >>40932895Is he actually retarded
>>40932920>"Is he actually retarded"Yes
>>40932883If he’s a nazi why hasn’t he moved Tesla production to Germany?
Which city on earth has the most HSTS per capita?
>>40931943>São Pauloi would say rio de janeiro. sao paulo has more pop but its also tech and financial capital of the country so you have more agp coding trannies too
Definitely no city in the Midwest US. It’s almost 100% AGPhons here
>>40931061Going by what I see on taimi it's more AGP than HSTSI think it has got to be some red state shit hole like miami or houston desu. AGPs have money to get out that's why places like seattle and berlin are full of them
>>40933025>taimiyeah of coursereal hsts pretend to be cis women
>>40933025I fear there is no Western city that has a majority of hussies. This is how it should be. They are meant to be beautiful and rare, and much maligned and annoyed by association with their gynephilic peers who also want to have sex with them. Even rarer is the down to earth, low maintenance hussy, the even rarer wife material among the divas. Hussies are just too precious to ever be as common as the rest.
Can you really be religious and gay?
>>40933052So their problem is they're all bottoms? That's the same for everyone, what a nothingburger
What caused your gay/bi awakening?
>>40932927prison
When I was in high school I jerked it thinking about both my male peers and my female peers. I thought it was normal and had nothing to do with gay because gay was leather and dog mask shit and fagcents and I either disliked those people or had nothing in common with them
>>40933013how...how old are you?
>>40932994I was also 10 at the time
>>40933021I don't want to answer that but I'll just say when I see you kids crying about how it's ogre because you're in your 20s, I don't even laugh, it's too abstract for me
https://voca.ro/1kAySyZi2S6VEnjoy my completely un-warmed fagvoice, it will likely improve as the thread goes on. Leave a voca.ro (no scripts) and give some critiques. Don't be an asshole but i'm not gonna be a nazi about calling eachother hons or some shit, this isn't a pussybitch household
>>40925231yeah very monotone and weak sounding, i assume you're early on in this. its not bad for just starting out, just keep doing exercises so you feel more comfortable raising the larynx and be more relaxed while doing it (voice training is like weight lifting, you just have to keep doing it to get better for the most part).what helped me was doing whisper siren into whispered speaking for ~2weeks whenever i could/remembered to. you should have plenty of opportunities to do this since nobody will hear you unless they're very close by and even then, its just whispering so it wont sound too sus. then slide from whispering into speaking and you'll be surprised at the differenceexercise is something like this: https://voca.ro/15MnYzMjgu9i>>40925464no, not an actual book lol. just stuff i've read online.this is closer to androgyny than your last one. try weightier speech. could also speak more monotone and end sentences with a lowering pitch to come off more masc.i agree, i dont think its the overall pitch thats the issue. maybe you could try to go to the most extreme end of masc you can and then work back from there?
Maybe not the place to post but im wondering if people here think my voice reads as gay? Sorry about the short clip I don’t want to share other people talking.https://voca.ro/1z960gnJ6q0i
>>40930850i totally forgot to respond to this earlier omgi think you do sound mostly okay! your voice is a bit nasal and your resonance might be a little low, but i think that's really all there is to change. the tricky part, i guess, is to raise your larynx without constricting the back of your throat>>40931780>try to go to the most extreme end of masc you can and then work back from there?this is a good idea! i will work on thattoo bad there's no book, though........>>40932064i think everyone should feel welcome to post here! i do think your voice sounds gay. hopefully this is not a bad thing.
>>40932097Thanks>hopefully this is not a bad thingNo it’s all good, I guess it would be comforting if people could tell right away so that there’s no big reveal
Just thought this would be funny https://voca.ro/1iVK6PNoNSKf
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>>40932581If you really want to be feminine and take HRT forever but don't want breasts, you should plan on getting top surgery later.But yeah, microdosing isn't really a thing. You can't pick and choose what happens. A low dose only slows everything down, but everything still happens simultaneously.
>>40932607Ok, thanks but what are the blood tests for? Do I need to monitor my e levels or something? also how low should the doses be? And do I need an AA? I really don't know anything about diy hrt sry
Prog makes me smell awful. what do i do? up my E? change from oral to anal prog? dump prog altogether?
>>40932911If you are new to this, I know this might sound a bit unhelpful, but it’s on you to read through all of the resources available and take in the important information. https://transharmreduction.org/blood-tests - this is a good site DIY hrt requires a lot of research so do be patient and just read through as much as you can. With your two questions, yea you need blood tests to make sure the hrt is working and it is not too low or too high, for pills start low and work your way up, and if starting on tablets you will most likely definitely need AA to reduce T levels to below 50 ng
>>40932911Yes, you want to monitor your testosterone and estrogen levels. A trams woman wants them within cis female ranges. Testosterone being too high masculinizes you. Estrogen being too low prevente you from feminizing. If both are too low, you may develop osteoporosis and anemia.Your other questions are answered by the thread infographic. You can technically do estrogen monotherapy to suppress your T, but to be safe, I'd recommend using an AA in the beginning.
>don’t you know that being a woman is more than long hair and dresses and makeup?>why didn’t you ask us what we thought about this first?>think about what your father will think, you’re going to give him a heart attack!>you will always be (deadname) to us>you’re focusing too much on this, this whole thing might blow over when you get on adderall and receive ADHD therapy>being transgender is supposed to be really difficult, society is welcoming to that sort of thing right now and I worry about you>you transitioning is like having a death in the family. What happened to that boy we all used to know
>>40933034>don't start before we can drug you
There are specific things I'd like to change about my appearance if I ever have the money and the luck, but at the broadest level I love being a tranny like I always dreamed of being as a kid. I love having mixed sex traits on my body. I love making my body into a sensory toy I can experience at all times. I love being an aesthetic, sensual thing. Taking hormones was the best decision I ever made.
>>40930816>I love making my body into a sensory toy I can experience at all timesyou turned yourself into a fidget dodecahedron?
I wish I was taller.
>>40930816What specific things would you change? Why dont you get the money and means to change them if they matter to you?
I'm gonna stop pretending I don't want to receive oral.
>>40930899Are you a tranner? Don’t they hate having their hocks messed with at all?
need gf to 69 with
>>40930943thats the idea
>>40930899Same. Any takers for my first gock sucker?
>>40932711Pick me!
/Big/ - bisexual general : the end of the summer edition>QotT #1: How was your summer anon ?>QotT #2: Any plans for fall ?>optional QotT: what's your favorite autumn activity ?Previous Thread: >>40766952Tagmap: https://tagmap.io/tag/%2Fbigen%2FFAQ:>Am I bi if I like women and femboys/traps?>Am I bi if there's this one member of the same-sex I'm desiring, but normally I like the opposite sex?>Am I bi if I sexually like both sexes, but only interested in romance with one of them?Yes, sexual attraction to both sexes is bisexuality.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>40929162I often fluctuate between a super high sex drive and no sex drive. Kinda annoying.
>>40849413Trying to make the most of the last two weeks together with my gf before going abroad for half a year. I already told her that the idea of long distance sounds horrible to me. I even miss her much after just two weeks apart, but I simply couldn't bring myself to break up with her. I told her I would try and we'll see. I know I am being selfish. I don't know what will happen.
>>40931758Unless you are somewhat older (mid to late twenties) and have been together for 5+ years, shit ain't gonna work. Just rip the band-aid off man.
Finally a weekend to get back to the real things that matter in my life. Drawing hentai poorly and trying to understand manga backgrounds.Once again sad no art/writter bf/gf to struggle with.
>>40923699Oh hey that's me I'm in this picture and I don't like it or something like the young folks say
...fuck.previous: >>40836388Goal of the thread: I will not be fucked with that today.Daily goals can be repeated. Remember to keep score, it can only go up!>What is this thread for?Getting better is hard, and sucks. A lot. It does not get easier doing it alone.Share resources and experiences with combating depression, anxiety, personal issues, achieving or maintaining a healthy weight, etc.>Why is this thread /lgbt/?Struggles with mental and physical health are an indisputable part of /lgbt/ life, be it from dysphoria, social pressure, heartbreak, or just unfortunate lifestyle choices.>Notes to consider:Please be civil. Shame is your greatest enemy in fighting urges of self abuse (be it sh, drugs, or just self deprecation). Relapsing into bad and unhealthy habits is to be expected, the goal is to increase the average amount of time it takes between relapses. Any improvement is a victory no matter how small. Your worth and right to get better are non-negotiable. And most importantly:WE ARE NOT THERAPISTS, WE DON'T REPLACE MEDICATION>Note on adviceComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
I genuinely think I might end up roping by the end of the year. My entire life has devolved to walking all day then coming home and seeing my fat ugly disgusting body in the mirror and wanting to die and going on infinite ''restrict food -> binge ->compensate by not eating the next day or doing even more walking (sometimes up to 20 miles a day) -> binge -> repeat''. Im way past the point of no return with twink death; even if i lost the rest of the fat (ive gone from 290lbs to 185~ish off the psych meds that caused the weight gain), id still have extra skin/stomach and be hairy and ugly and masc. Ill never look good cosplaying or dancing and I'll never be cute.Lately Ive been having nightmares about the pedo that groomed me and idk, his body was much better than mine is now, he got to have a good life, if I was cute enough for him at the time I could have moved in with him and avoided getting stuck in my house where my abusive uncle called me a faggot and pepper sprayed me.My stomach will always be a ''that'' and I genuinely don't believe I'll ever be good enough after meeting someone and having every limb and body part pointed at and being rated as ''good'' or ''bad'', i am literally an object and nothing more.If i wasnt good enough for a pedophile when I was a minor and still a (ugly) twink, how am i supposed to ever be good enough now?Ironically enough when my dad sui'ed it was because some cheating slut left him because he was too fat, so I think it makes sense that I ended up down a similar path, like father like son and all that. My mind and body are both irreparably broken and I don't see the point of doing anything when I look like thisAll I ever wanted to do was be myself but that is not allowed in this disgusting body(pic very much related).
>>40916758>Since the details of the setup depend on your router etc I forward you to the right keywords to look up if it's alrightThat'd be pretty handy.>The term you are looking for is DNS filteringOkay, I understand now.>It's something many routers can do, you can even block devices based on the time of day a lot of the time. A more sophisticated alternative is getting a small raspberry pi and hooking it up. Pi-hole is a project dedicated to exactly that, and I believe is well documented.Awesome, I'll make a few notes for all these things so I can get some of this down over my weekend.>Sadly I don't know tracker apps and the like very well, people mention them from time to time but I don't have any particular ones on record, sorryNo worries, I'm sure it's something I can find around If I pick out some key phrases first.
>>40932841sleep usually helps me recover, but that might just be me
>>40928105>Tell me about your ambitions, Anon!There would be no point. I must overcome my delusions of grandeur. I will aspire to aponia and ataraxia: live a quiet Epicurean life according to the tetrapharmakos. A desire for worldy achievement is an unnatural and unnecessary one.
>>40932943>SleepIf only I had time and didn't need that.
