Autism Editionprevious: >>41025819 >>41164381Goal of the thread: Think of something you are grateful for. Feel free to share it with us, but no pressure!Daily goals can be repeated. Remember to keep score, it can only go up!>What is this thread for?Getting better is hard, and sucks. A lot. It does not get easier doing it alone.Share resources and experiences with combating depression, anxiety, personal issues, achieving or maintaining a healthy weight, etc.>Why is this thread /lgbt/?Struggles with mental and physical health are an indisputable part of /lgbt/ life, be it from dysphoria, social pressure, heartbreak, or just unfortunate lifestyle choices.>Notes to consider:Please be civil. Shame is your greatest enemy in fighting urges of self abuse (be it sh, drugs, or just self deprecation). Relapsing into bad and unhealthy habits is to be expected, the goal is to increase the average amount of time it takes between relapses. Any improvement is a victory no matter how small. Your worth and right to get better are non-negotiable. And most importantly:WE ARE NOT THERAPISTS, WE DON'T REPLACE MEDICATION>Note on adviceComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
wouldn't dying under general anesthesia during minor surgery be ideal? you go in expecting nothing bad, and you just don't wake up again. no pain and no fear. just sleepI don't understand why doctors don't do this more often. single guy comes in with something minor, but him under and cut an artery. it wouldn't even violate the hippocratic oath
>>41248055Hippocratic oath is do no harm.Euthanasia/Execution by lethal injection is done by an overdose of anaesthetic, and the target is expected to be under while they die.
>>41248110If I go in for minor surgery and the surgeon puts me out of my misery, where's the harm
>>41247161>How do you not hate yourself for being autisticI understand the temptation of self-loathing as an autistic person, and I have done my own share of hating myself for being autistic. What helped me feel better was giving up on trying to do the same things a “normal” person would in the same way. Being autistic is not a state of inherent dysfunction or self-sabotage. It’s possible for autistic people to accomplish lots of things they want or need to do by approaching them in a way that suits their abilities and needs, and a whole cottage industry of advice for different ways of doing things that autistic people tend to find more helpful. I keep two pairs of earplugs in my purse, a regular type and a hollow kind that’s meant to block out just some of what you can hear. It’s better to wear earplugs in a crowded restaurant than never go to one, or go to one with no earplugs and crash out because you can’t stand the noise unlike the “normal” people in there. Autistic people love to learn for its own sake, and knowing that, I let myself research things that interest me and treasure the satisfaction it brings. Yes, I’m inclined to be more meticulous and rigid, but sometimes it’s okay to be meticulous and rigid. You can accomplish more if you give up on trying to get things done the “normal” way.And remember that people who aren’t autistic don’t see themselves as a monolithic, homogenous mass of normalcy. There are so many different ways to be “not normal” people tend to take the ways they are normal for granted and focus on whatever makes them “not normal,” whether that’s being adopted, needing glasses, not speaking English as a first language — anything they’ve been convinced is “normal” that doesn’t apply to them. “Normal” is a toxic concept that creates a spectrum of unnecessary misery.
>>41247676Still procrastinating...I'm sorry about it all...
>oh you're a 6'2 troon? I'm 5'6
>>41244979need 6'2 Karlach style mommy frfr
>>41244979im 5'4 i can play this game too anon,,
height and bideltoid now5'6" 15"
>>41247704kys
>>41244979Wow you tower over met. 4'11.5"
Straight transgirls in the comments confirming that they are just a fetish to chasers...video source:https://www.reddit.com/r/StraightTransGirls/comments/1na9a0z/blaire_whites_chaser_fianc%C3%A9e_failed_attempt_at/
>>41248330Pretty trannies get srs cause they get attention for their beauty not for their cock. Blair used to want srs till she started dating this moid
Grand Rising Queensstay work on downlow yakubian chaser tricknology
>>41248304Human beings are not an it.Blaire is smokin hot I get so sick of people demanding that MtF's should pass and then when they do there's always another reason to criticize.Leave Blaire alone!
>>41248382Blair is a hon
>>41248345Fair lmao
GET. OFF. TIKTOK.
>>41248579It really depresses me because I keep seeing really ugly tunapoons and I've deluded myself into thinking I'll look like that
>>41248579I haven't been on TikTok in like 3 years
https://www.erininthemorning.com/p/texas-universities-are-now-banning>Tens of thousands of Texas students, professors and university staff have been subject to an unprecedented anti-trans censorship campaign—one that undermines the very premises of academic freedom and the pursuit of truth itself.>Professors within the Texas Tech University System, which is composed of at least five independent institutions, are subject to new rules that may bar them from the mere mention of the indisputable, biological reality of sexual and gender variance. It marks the first known instance in Texas—if not the country—of such severe bans at the college level.>As the regional news outlet The Concho Observer originally published in September, it began when professors at Angelo State University in West Texas were ushered into a series of ad hoc meetings to discuss supposed new guidelines banning “transgender topics” in the classroom.>Initial reports from a staff member said this seemed to include discussion of transgender, non-binary and/or intersex people; any reference to students by a name or pronouns that differs from that assigned at birth; the use of pronoun signifiers in email bios; or even the presence of pride flags and safe space stickers.
I’m a 30 yo trans woman and I love getting fucked by 19 year old chasers.
>>41247032based. you deserve it.
>>41247032Based, I like playing mommy for them.
40-50 with 15-20yo twinks would be even more based, being classy cute milf wine trannyaunt "coruptin" (often inebriatingvthem before) beautiful younkers (resulting in them getting even prettier uwu). uppity cunts will be displaying disgust, moral outrage but surely at least half of them entertained such fantasies...
>>41248610Kill yourself
>>41248610Are you having a stroke
General for bottom chasers, top straight trannies, switches, and anyone curious about bottoming/topping to network, discuss and organize how to best live their lives.Qott: What is the oldest OS you've used?Bonus: gender poll is open https://strawpoll.com/e7ZJabqxGg3
>>41245331I mean they still can have fun pegging you. then you'd pleasure before or after that
>>41247266It's nice when the pleasure is mutual, not when it's done like a turn based battle
i dont think ill even enjoy getting toppedi just want to please someone in such a way>>41243076i dont want to transation, i enjoy being a man. i am a bit female brained i think, because of my BPD
>>41247915There is pleasure in watching your partner have fun, maybe I'm weird.
Any top trans girls reading I have some questions. Where do I go to meet you? Do you like masculine guys? What do you like in a bottom?
Not a wonder at all that the only significant tranny space on the internet that harbors chasers is also the most violently misogynistic. Chasers on here seem to love to boast about viewing trans women as sex objects, degrading us for having emotional needs and proudly acknowledging that we are often vulnerable and easy to manipulate and take advantage of. They foster a horrible culture of self hatred and shame and have managed to mindbreak alot of you into basing your self worth on how well you fit into a dumb heteronormative 'HSTS' archetype that alot of you won't achieve, not because you are 'less of a woman', but because it's literally just not the type of person you are. Your transition should be entirely predicated on finding your own happiness, not the acceptance and standards of these people. Pay them no mind, or at most use them for money, emotional satisfaction and support the same way they more than likely planned on using you. Please hold yourselves to higher standards.
lol when you learn the psyche of a woman u learn literally everything is either a joke or part of some social pecking order. sorry if a woman has never brought you into her world of masked spite where you and a group of girls discuss losers and weirdos you dont pass. (they also do it to test if you are fem brained lol - atleast applies to <30s)anyway the general populace's misogyny is more around "what are tinder hoes gonna do when they hit 35" and why the wall has come into the lexicon. declining economy, declining population with the great boomer/gen x die off and a world reset on the horizon nobody wants to play these dumb ass games while being locked away from the nuclear family (which is what most people want now the dust has settled!) bitches aint shit but hoes and tricks. I only know 2 women who love for loves sake, one of them is trans and the other is so mentally broken from whatever relationship that she left the city. its hard being a true romantic
>>41245940They hated you because you spoke the truth. Angry hon transbians and self-hating gay men seethe at that.> TRANSWOMEN ARE WOMEN!!!!> Hi. I'm a straight men who likes trannies.> WOW, YOU'RE A FAGPathetic.
>>41246768See: >>41246043
>>41234587basedtrannies unironically need to detox from cissoids entirely, they dont bleed the same color as us. using them for material gain is fine but it's like when you meet someones who just simple and dumb, theyre not for connecting w/ emotionally
>>41235296stfu faggot go suck some hiv dick
I loathe being an autistic recluse, a man in name though hardly in form. Even to call myself female to male feels unearned. I take testosterone, yes, but make little effort to appear convincingly masculine. My friends vanished one by one, their absence unsurprising. They sought pleasure, abandon, the frenzy of youth. I remained still, inert, with nothing of that world to share.Yet perhaps solitude is not a punishment, but the only space that ever truly fits. To be alone is not a moral failing; it is simply the natural consequence of my being. And perhaps it is for the best.If I am unseen by the world, I am freed from performance. I no longer have to reckon with the body I despise. Within these four walls, only I exist, and so only my own feelings matter. If I refuse to think of my body, if I refuse to look upon it, then in some small way it ceases to exist.In the end, I am only a thought — a shadow of consciousness suspended in silence, untethered, almost dissolving.
>>41245495I’ll be dead in less than a month.
>>41245495Well this all depends on what you look like now doesnt it
>>41245716me too, man. i hate myself for becoming this.
>>41245448pass
>>41245716you should at least wait for the new year though
So I'm already injecting OTC stuff but I don't know how to use this vialIs there a lid that I have to unscrew? Do I just stab the metal part at the top with the needle?What's the liquid inside supposed to look like? Pla help I don't want to break it
smoke that shit homie
>>41248607Fuck off
>>41248600You pop the cap off, then there's a rubber stopper that you stab. The cap doesn't go back on because the stopper closes itself over time
>>41248641I tried to unscrew it and I don't think it comes off Am I supposed to do it with a specific technique? There's a circle in the middle of the metal, is that the part that I'm supposed to pop off?
Most 4chan posters like vidya, anime, manga, TV, film, music, comics, cartoons, weeb shit, etc. as interests and hobbies.Why not specify what kind or your favorites in your post? It says more about you and will likely net you better adds than just posting "I like /v/, /a/, /tv/, /mu/, /co/, /jp/, etc." in the bio.For example:Video Games: Silent Hill, Bloodborne, Mother, Dark Souls, Metal Gear, Legend of Zelda, Metroid, Deus Ex.Anime: Fullmetal Alchemist, One Piece, Hunter x Hunter, Cowboy Bebop, Spirited Away, Princess Mononoke, Haruhi Suzumiya.Music: Radiohead, Pink Floyd, The Beatles, The Velvet Underground, Nirvana, My Bloody Valentine, Arcade Fire.>DISCORD: discord.gg/mtf>ASL (biological sex, or gender)Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41244950I feel like any person who is able to get into irl relationships should unironically not be able to post on this thread
>>41187062> ASL21 mtf France> primary interestsdrawing, writing, music, politics, minecraft> looking forfriends, french preferred, mtf> tag4everneet
>>41248217I'm far from being hot I'm afraid
>>41248253I think ik who you are haha>>41248465are you a twink
>>41248604>I think ik who you are hahaoomfie??
being almost 30 and never having had sex or a relationship or friends is a fate worse than death
>>41247112I'm 30 and haven't had sex since 2015Unironically
>>41248138>DND, look at local queer groupsDND doesn't interest me anymore than an RP server does. I don't know if there are queer groups here or how I'd find them, which is one of the most common issues I run into. If you're not already in you don't know how to get in and end up outside of everything.>>41248164>It is genuinely physically completely impossible to play XIV or WoW for a few years and not end up with friends, and very common to have met up with someone in real life.Well I've done neither in playing regularly from SB to DT. I quit after how bad DT was and apparently so did everyone else.>>41248231Honestly this is a truth nuke that I'm willing to accept. Clearly even they have something about them that I do not.
>>41247380>>go outside to events>>cant talk to anyone because its weird to go up to people without already knowing someone in the groupLiterally just ease into the conversation with a joke and try to find something in common early on. Been my tactic for years and it works.
>>41247912that's not exactly true...i have zero self-esteem but i still have a bf who tells me i matter a lot and am cute (i don't and am not)
>>41248552Female privilege.
why are some mtfs able to attract high quality men while others are seemingly forced to settle for the absolute bottom of the barrel?
>>41247515i met my boyfriend on a gay furry thread on /b/ in 2014. he was a prolific shitposter and i was an aliceposting faggot. turned out we lived in the same city so we met up, and it kinda went from there.>>41247892>>41248532this isnt me btw
>>41244004no literally my first thought was>damn you sound like a sperg talking about pokemon
>>41248560>i was an aliceposting faggotDamn, I forgot that Alice is love!
i just hope i find someone who controls my life completely. im nothing but a worthless slave
>>41248613i mean aliceposting in the broad sense of making "hi anon how are you doing? tell me about your day" threads. ive never actually spoke to any of the actual alicefags.
>cis girl>18>feels impossible to find a femboy that's actually cute and into girls>not talking about old looking fugly dudes in skirts, I mean actual boyish cute femboys>why are the good ones always gay>can't even find a bi femboy>maybe a major skill issue on my part but I'm losing hope </3>tfw just want a cute boyish femboy bf
>>41247751There is not a lot of women like that.
>>41247751>There are plenty of cis women who don't even like other women and have mostly male friends.so pick me girls? >Are they fakefemale skinwalkersthey usually grow out of it
>>41239201I know a bi one. You should be prepared to peg them, though.
>>41248234>>41248317>no true scotsman falacyTick tock roasties.
>>41248575There are more men who hang our with women than other way around
poon her the fuck out
She hot ngl. Love a dumbass bimbo
no pooning greta. nukes will fly salud kim
Holy shit she's got such potential
t. the same mfs that complain about there not being any tomboys anymore
