have you ever gone with your mom to a nail salon anonnette?
>>42315956when i was a wee little boy my mom took me to get foot massages at this vietnamese place while she got her nails donei one day told her i wanted to get mine done but she said boys dont do that
yes
>talk with guy>send photos sometimes (no nudes, just tummy and face at most)>they call me hot>fap>delete and blockcis guy btwI think I have AAP somehow. I like being called prince and boy
Man I'm not even attracted to guys but you can't be treating people like that. It hurts their feelings
>>42315521now why would YOU like that lolI would’ve dropped contact, but I’m too paranoid someone would post my face in this thread>>42315525it’s not like I do it on purposeIn the moment, I really feel like taking it further, but then I come to my senses and don’t want to be in a situation where I get myself raped yk
>>42315579>Now why would YOU like thatMind your business that’s why! But seriously idk & wasn’t even fishing for an add, there’s just a small part of me that likes a timed fling, if you can call it that
>>42315486>cis guy btwomori avatarfagging is too fembrained THOUGH i doubt it
>>42315742hmmmm like a fleeting moment of intimacy with an angelI kind of understand it although the separation seems brutal. Very masochistic of you>>42315940I get called woman, ftm, mtf a lot due to my typing, images, or people’s wishes for a cute girl to pop into their lifeI however have a thick cock and balls
Last thread died early edition>QOTT: What's your favorite cancelled TV show?Last thread: >>42271435
>>42306877That's never ever over
i deserve to be pretty
I remember the beginning of last year, and how I kept telling myself "this year will be different, I will do something about my life!", only to completely waste 2025 being barely aware of my own existence. At the very least, I have come to a conclusion. My life is not worth the effort.If I troon out, I'll just become a defective man who kind of looks like a woman at best, my dreams will be crushed and my efforts will bear no fruit.If I repress and try to become a "man", I'll just end up with a life I hate. What's the point of being fit and rich if you get no pleasure from the results of being such? There's simply no path for me to be fulfilled with my existence.Is suicide actually the only way out of this?
>>42315924>If I troon out, I'll just become a defective man who kind of looks like a woman at best, my dreams will be crushed and my efforts will bear no fruitYou don't know that!ANY option is better than roping.Life is worth living, nona!
>>42315322it won’t change how you feel, sorry. :( I still recommend it though. a gf is the best why to get some femininity in your life without people judging you. be careful though, straight women will pick up on the fact that something is different about you pretty quickly. every now and then, you might find one that will like your feminine side, but with most of them, you have to keep yourself in check. it can be exhausting, but it’s way better than being alone.
Is it too late? Im turning 29 next month and it really took me this long to accept it, but i find it hard to continue living as a male anymore. I have a naturally thin frame and delicate face with a weak chin and excellent hairline genetics(men in my family dont go bald). The main downside is being too tall(~178cm). idk shits fucked what do you think, be honest
it's late, but you're not going to get younger and repression will fail so you might as well
>>42313666well unc 29 is too late for many things, might as well start getting back on track from the things that you want most. However even if you look quite feminine already, becoming truly feminine looking is going to be an uphill battle. The struggle might be worth it eventually, or you might get a fatal (though unlikely) deep vein thrombosis instead as a side effect of the girl hormones. Anyways going forward the person that you need being the most honest with you is yourself, not us.
>>42313666if you're finding it hard to continue living as a male then troon out.you want to just keep going and try and firm it for fifty years?it's going to get worse and you're going to john50 unless you troon.
>>42313666who cares man one day you'll be dying and eventually dead, you'll be miserable if you do and miserable if you don't, just in a different way
>>42313666I'm starting soon at 30, I'm not sure if it's the only option, but the idea of going through another dysphoria wave sounds unpleasant, really if we do not transition we will never be happy, if we do we might be one day, lets just hope the best for each other
Do diaper transbian puppygirl servers actually exist
>>42313979yes but they are also suicide cults. beware nona, beware.
>>42313995isn't the desperate running from ones childrape, the grooming, druguse, ageplay/littlerape fugging as a substitute for any love, bpdemonism, drugpsychosis, cancellation and ruining your life when the relationships built on being either evil, obscenely raped, mentally ill or escapism making the fun fall apart awesome tho
>>42315458i dont like how the less or un raped ones with social clout get to violently ostracize and hurt the very raped ones. makes me sad, its too much like normal life
>>42315458Grooming ageplay server would be fun. I don't hang out with enough mentally ill people to find any of those sadly
It’s been 9 months and in the beginning, the thought of stopping HRT was scary because of how much progress I made over the years but as time has passed, I’m now developing an urge or feelings again that I felt before I started HRT; that are happening now. I need to know if this is possible to avoid and escape. I have Jesus in my life, I pray everyday, and I don’t present feminine anymore, I deleted all platforms that encourage femininity and influence, and i dropped supporting friends about it. If you have any supplements, strategies, sources, or anything that can help me rid of these feelings permanently.. I would be very grateful.
>>42314067hurt and defeated how, what happened?
>>42314992I was just going through termination and on top of that, I reached days where I felt stuck and regretful and about transitioning so I put myself in a limbo state where i didn’t fully present male but didn’t present fully female and rather, I boymoded instead for the 3.6 years I was on E
>>42313385>>42313487This is such a bittersweet interaction. >>42315162So, to be clear, you detransitioned due to external factors and stress? What would you stand to lose from transitioning? What would you stand to gain? Nothing religious, as that's subjective.
I boymoded for 16 years until ffsDo not die unhappy for jesus
>>42302779You are deaf to the message of Christ if you really believe he would want you to pointlessly debase and deny yourself like this. Jut accept that god made you a fucking tranny and try to live in accordance with the will of Christ, which has a lot more to do with actively doing right by your fellow man than whatever bullshit exercise in self destruction that this is.
Is it possible to develop a female self as a cis man?I'm certain that being a cis man is a sinking ship for me, and that I will be sure to live an empty and depressing life as one, so I need to be able to make being a woman work if I ever want to be happy, even though I am a cis man.
>>42313765There's more to consider than just going bald or not. I'm genuinely afraid of the possibility of developing reverse dysphoria, even if there's no reason why I woul
>>42313337im an idiot arent i
>>42312033YWNBAW faggot
>>42315306Yeah but who cares lol. I can be more happy and feel better which is probably a step up on you lol.>>42315117Maybe a little bit but aren’t we all?
>>42315972I am happy though. I am also not delusional
How come trannies never choose ethnic names?
>>42315377how many samoan or tongan trans people have you ever seen the names of though?
>>42315377I would without a doubt change my name to david smith if that was the name my bastard parents gave to me
>>42315388I live in Auckland NZ and most samoans/tongans usually have a western (christian) first name. Lots of them are bottoms too lol
>>42315377>24>looks 47Grim
>>42315419aww cute, i want one
i miss having sex it’s been a whole fucking month my chest feels so hollow i wish this guy i was seeing didn’t dump me i miss his warmth i dreamt that we fucked i could hook up with a stranger if i wanted but i can’t act casual like that he thinks i got too attached too fast and doesn’t feel the same about me i don’t know how to be friends or date like a normal person because i’m either a mega autist or my parents fucked me up really bad if i become close friends with someone i’ll unconsciously start thinking about fucking them as the next step in the relationship even though logically i know not every friendship leads to dating and that dating and having sex are not the same thing but to me they are i wish sex didn’t exist i wish sex actually worked i rarely orgasm anyway i tried weed once with an ex-girlfriend but it was so shitty that we didn’t even get high and we broke up because she was a schizo doomer bitterhon i was going to say something that began with “i wish i was…” but actually i wish i wasn’t i just wish i wasn’t real i don’t even want to die i just want to turn this fucking thing off i don’t feel anything i wish i could stop i wish everyone could stop i wish i had someone i wish i wasn’t so alone i wish i had someone to stick some needles in my skin burn me with cigarettes electrocute me anything i want to feel pain i want to feel alive i can’t take it anymore i can’t keep on not existing why do i feel like i only exist when others perceive me why do others perceive me so rarely it’s like even when they’re “perceiving” “me” they’re just looking at i don’t fucking know something else entirely like a ghost maybe or some bullshit like that like if a curtain was draped over me at all times and people could only make out the outline but they think that outline is the real me and i’m too scared to take that curtain off because i feel (no, i know) that it will make them hate me
>it’s been a whole fucking month
>>42313915Indeed. I am a cis m who has never had sex, my human rights are being denied. And people wonder why people are rising up.
Who's the best fictional trans character?
>>42308420i feel like the problem today is that you cant really do that because of the touchy political climate. the target audience would tell others to avoid your work like the plague while the right parades it as an epic optics win for TTD
>>42306247>Who's the best fictional trans character?The MC from Cybersix probably.
>>42306247>Who's the best fictional trans character?Dil from The Crying Game (1992)If you can withstand the one scene of her character being revealed as trans, and the one terrible plot device of her detransing, she's probably one of my favorite characters in any movie. She actually feels like a real trans person in a way that media really fails in depicting.
>>42315364foothold situation
surprised no kiriko mention
>tfw exhibitionist kink w bottom dysphoriai just wanna be caught/forced naked and embarrassed but i'll just feel like a pervert man cause i still have a pen15
I'm ftm and 5'7", I don't feel bad about my height but I'm underweight, I'm 24 and I pass well but I get jealous comparing myself to men with a healthy amount of muscle who look like fully developed men and not a 16 year old with type 1 diabetes and cancer. I am working out now and I actually have good upper body strength RELATIVE to my weight for a BEGINNER but what does it matter if I'm a teeny tiny skeleton and I don't eat enough to gain weight. I gained a couple pounds recently so let's see if I can keep it up. My current goals are 120lbs, then 125lbs, then 130lbscope: at least I'm not fat. I'm also very cute and have beautiful hair
>>42314403oral minoxidil will also help with body hair. it's not really practical to apply topically if you want all over body hair
>>42314417dood youve been on T 6 years and havent started weightlifting yet?
>>42314069I like food and cooking but yeah I don't always have the strongest drive to do so>>42313636That would take what, 250 extra calories a day? I'm maybe getting that now>>42314417I have really hairy legs but basically no upper body hair. The idea of having dark hair on my upper arms or back is kind of sickening
Omg it's Maynard. Wow he was a twink
>>42314458I'm on and off with it. Depression sucks
I've noticed that in tiktok comment sections people always have more of a problem with trannies than gaysPeople who speak out against homophobia more, and also don't get offended by them so much, but transsexuals are far more disliked, and stuff yeah basically Does anyone have good lgbt spaces recommendations
>>42315727No this creator specifically doesn't have transphobia in his commentsIt's not bait
>>42315749ok yea youre right what shuichi said in that first vid is actually kinda based...
>>42315351>>42315390i already knew about that, i just thought there were some and i saw one muslim trans girl posted here. i knew an ex muslim woman that my mom used to be friends with and she hated religion so much it was funny as fuck.
>>42315506I think you're right but i also do think there really are a fair amount even if small of accepting cishet people. Especially chasers lol But yeah, it is called the "third gender" in some countries, and it does make sense, cause there is still hatred from cis men and cis women even if it's not all of them. I think the way westerners do everything also makes it worse cause compared to what i know about asians westerners have to make an annoying patronizing circus and performative spectacle of everything and cant do things quietly and sensibly like asians. westerners have to have handshakes, forced/strained/awkward eye contact, patronizing and infantilizing/weirdly fake emotional ways of discussing or explaining things in professional settings, unnecessary verbal communication instead of intuitive simple body language in certain instances, etc. asians know how to do things normally and not be over the top and discomforting in every single form of communication. I'm mostly talking about americans, it's like how in school they think you're a school shooter if you're quiet and in workplaces it varies but you get pressured into reciprocating uncomfortably personal small talk. maybe its "autism" but i am much more comfortable with the way asians conduct themselves in general.
>>42315514I love tumblr but i dont socialize on it at all, i just scroll through old blogs with aesthetics i like for nostalgia (2012-2014 tumblr for that old era tumblr overly color saturated style photography and early 2010s era weeb and koreaboo stuff, lol, and 2015 era tumblr sometimes cause i like those old "dark pale grunge" blogs, and the "asian babygirl" style blogs like tumblr.com/clhoa) I dont really have internet friendships anymore because my life is too unstable for it, i only have 2 irl friends as well who i also cant see often because of it so ive given up socializing for the most part. it just annoys me that i have to have a job and cant be a hikki (bad domestic situation and other things) when im basically cut off from being able to have a social life whether digitally or irl because of my abnormal circumstances. i like talking to random people here all the time though.
>"if you don't like where the US is heading, leave for a safer country">government deletes your passportwat nou
>>42305966>government deletes your passportThat's not what happened though.What happened was that her privilege of being fast-tracked through the bureaucracy was revoked.She can still get a new passport, but will have to go through the usual hassle that a lot of normies go through as well.Also, you don't even need a passport to cross into Mexico. And EDL is enough to walk/drive into Mexico perfectly legally.OP is fake and gay. Probably a glownigger as well.
i want to be objectifieddddd.. u_uunsee cc/album#gbBcWvmvB8R6
>>42311117Fascism is rising worldwide. You will leave the US and find the US was just ahead of the curve. You have to oppose it where you are.
>>42315816>US was just ahead of the curveLike I said, can all of the Anglo saxons remain in your containment zone. You are all hilariously delusional.
every aspect of maleness is wholly acceptable for all
>>42313417List the species that handle their shitting in a sanitary way with running water and washing afterward
>>42315788dugongs
>>42313417Most apes and monkeys. Canines
>>42313145i kinda wish i was a teenage girl in a changing room with "male-sexed people"
>>42315896ICE needs 2 deport u
