Is it possible to develop a female self as a cis man?I'm certain that being a cis man is a sinking ship for me, and that I will be sure to live an empty and depressing life as one, so I need to be able to make being a woman work if I ever want to be happy, even though I am a cis man.
>>42318674My measurements are only this big because I have a wide back. That doesn't change the fact that I've had significant growth for 6 months, as they're already almost a handful, and I do need either tape or a sports bra so that they won't be visible even in baggy hoodies
>>42318634Nta, but personally I find this really hard to determine. First and foremost I want to be treated as a worthwhile person. Whether I'm a woman or a man feels secondary to me, but in most cases I really dislike the social expectations imposed on me due to being a man, but I'm also sure I'll dislike some social expectations women experience if people perceived and treated me as one
>>42312264here we see transphobia in actionif you remove the trans flag and saw this post in a different context with different text, believe me, you'll just think she's an ugly old cis woman
>>42318634if its just a question of passing if i were to transition at this point in my life i would feel pretty lucky. regardless i do feel like i would probably be happier. i do also agree with >>42319915
>>42321358Kinda same, except I have no certainty that I really would be happy, even though I deeply dread such an outcome
New Year's Editionprevious: >>42044782 >>42079478 (died prematurely)Goal of the thread: Consider the things you want to improve or accomplish, whether long- or short-term. What small steps can you make towards those goals?Daily goals can be repeated. Remember to keep score, it can only go up!>What is this thread for?Getting better is hard, and sucks. A lot. It does not get easier doing it alone.Share resources and experiences with combating depression, anxiety, personal issues, achieving or maintaining a healthy weight, etc.>Why is this thread /lgbt/?Struggles with mental and physical health are an indisputable part of /lgbt/ life, be it from dysphoria, social pressure, heartbreak, or just unfortunate lifestyle choices.>Notes to consider:Please be civil. Shame is your greatest enemy in fighting urges of self abuse (be it sh, drugs, or just self deprecation). Relapsing into bad and unhealthy habits is to be expected, the goal is to increase the average amount of time it takes between relapses. Any improvement is a victory no matter how small. Your worth and right to get better are non-negotiable. And most importantly:WE ARE NOT THERAPISTS, WE DON'T REPLACE MEDICATION>Note on adviceComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42162119i started college today, over 3 years after graduating highschool. being around all the normal, pretty cis women made me wanna kill myself. everyone at my school is so beautiful. just walking around i feel like such a freak. i just wish i was normal. i just wish i was a normal girl. i didn't say a word to anyone all day except at the end of my classes i waited for all the other students to leave so i could ask my teachers a question. they were both nice. just within my first tiny 60 second interaction with my first teacher she found a chance to give me a sad look and tell me that i apologize too much. just like everybody else does.
twinks are beautiful
>>42319421First, breathe. 4 counts in, hold for 2 counts, 6 counts out. That's it.I'm sorry for your loss. From what you wrote, you were close to your grandma, and her passing broke you.From what I'm hearing:> You're AFAB (Assigned Female At Birth)Or else your parents wouldn't be marrying you off> CSE340 is Computer Architecture> CSE423 is Computer Graphics> The university is Brac university; Dhaka; Bangladesh> Coherent with the practice of marrying girls off.Those subjects when I myself attended a similar university were killer subjects intended to halve the student population.With your grandma's passing, it's obvious you cannot concentrate.Maybe you could get preferred treatment (ie. taking exams slightly later) to mourn your grandma? Western universities do that after a plea to the dean, and they tend to be granted as a one time deferment.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
I love you all, stay safe.
i am starving myself so that maybe men will like me one day
Should white people (including white tranners) be able to own brown boymoders to keep them safe?
My white tranner GF is 10 years younger than me, shorter than me, and weaker than me. She straps me the fuck down and laughs while striking my tits with a flogger I made out of large zip ties from work. It's great.I fuck her husband while she watches sometimes so it evens out.
>>42323513what
>>42323513>a flogger I made out of large zip ties from workdownright peculiar...
>>42318868i wish my white tranny best friend would own me...shes so much more sociable and successful and smarter then me
no instead as a brown guy, I should be given a white tranny to adopt and own as a housepet
I went to a eastern European shop, a shop that caters to eastern europeans.. it was nice... they have nice turkish delights and baklava.. I thought, id try some borek... so i boughta cheese borek.. and i thought id try buying some meat, so i bought a lamb heart because they had no liver... then i arrived home, and bit into my borek...it had beef... i do not eat cows or pigs.. i have been defiled... now i wonder... how can i even know i truly bought a lamm heart? Maybe its a pig heart. This is whu i prefer shops that cater to western europeans, we value honesty, we value ingredients. We value everything. In fact, the whole worlds wants to be like us.So now an ambiguous heart .. not surr to eat it or not.....I learnee my lesson, to never buy baked goods from eastern shops, or meat. Ill simply make my OWN borek. They even sell the borek sheets.. it cant be that hard... it probably tastes better freshly made anyway...tsk
>>42319996i’m so western european im american
>>42321689good luck anon
>>42322937she not rapey >:(
>>42323234idk on the concept of compatibility and locks and keys i am bad at avoidant ppl and i think she needs someone to respect her space more
>>42319996wasn't this the plot of The Tell-Tale heart?
How can someone claim to oppose 'gender ideology' while also believing in a strict system of rules and ideals corresponding to gender.Why do we tolerate chuds using words so irresponsibly?
>>42322368passing is a myth, admitting that passing isn't real destroys your entire ideology, it is the foundational myth of your cult
>>42322368The mental gymnastics required to believe this pig shit makes you sound schizophrenic. No one argues that a flower is only a flower because humans placed a social construct on what it means to be a flower. Or substitute any noun in place of 'woman'. It's only this one subject that earns this type of schizophrenic wrangling that has created an entire industry of authors and quack male scholars to attack women and what it means to be a woman.
>>42323772The subjective relationships between subjects and objects is foundational to dialectics and the fact that you are only aware of subjectivity when it comes to "woman" shows how little you actually understand the shit you're trying to assert your comprehension of.
>>42323820Do actual women believe you're gibberish? I would assume that it is only geared towards the male audience lol>subjectivity when it comes to "woman" There is no subjectivity when it comes to what a woman is. Women are objectively classified and no loser tranny theory changes what a woman is. I would respect you more if you admitted that this is all cope for your male sexual fetish.
>>42321050>Probably 1% of society beliefs a trans woman is a woman. Which means that the difference is not arbitraryGenuinely hilarious thing to say after getting called a parrot
>QOTT: What's your breakfast beverage?I'm now strictly black coffee in the morning. I don't eat breakfast until late morning so I can intermittent fast. Hopefully I'll either lose weight so I feel less disgusted by myself or be in better shape for when I inevitably troon out as a disgusting lateshit.Previous thread: >>42285773
>>42322161I'm not sure. My mother did not love me and obviously preferred my sister and her other children over me. Maybe that subconsciously did something. I was born prematurely too so maybe that had something do with it. Who knows? The grass is always greener on the other side. I like to believe I'm a freak fuck up regardless of the situation.
ya know who aint got de blues? you aint even got an itty bitty morsul o' de blues, ya def wont ever häve de smallest smidgin o' flayvuh, buoy you gwine down befour i leve dis lonesum town, ya hird dat? ya know i get reel määääd wen i meet wunn-o-dem scoundrels widdout de blues like ye umpromptid, i get de knowshum to pull awl my här away off ma heddi am unwell
>>42322161I'm pretty sure it's from my dad's side of the family actually.
>>42321643Black coffee for me too, and occasionally fancy Starbucks coffee on the weekends, like a mocha or a blonde espresso. I used to pound energy drinks all day, but the effects got unhealthy and weening off of them drove me insane. Coincidentally the tranny thoughts became unavoidable after that.>>42322161My mom didn't do shit wrong, other than only having boys, and being too good of a mother
>>42323896For me both sides have assburger tendencies and extreme ocd, cant blame anyone too much
>>42323720idk why theres a faker
>>42323714Your cute, stop being a fag about it.
>>42323798Are you 5' 2" like Joe?
>>42323953
anna are you gd or bd
what's the least painful way to kill yourself?hanging? ODing? i don't have access to a firearm because europe i'm pretty tired of being ugly, iwnbaw, and waiting for hrt to do the very little it does is driving me insanei'm dying a khhv virgin, which i'm sad about, never got to feel the touch of a man before i go, which sucks, but happiness is for the more fortunate anyway
>>42322945metaphorically kill yourself for thinking you should actually kill yourself in this situation. what the fuck nona
>>42323744don't listen to this grump, people are allowed to kill themselves for whatever reason they want!
>>42323313i managed 13 years im sure you can manage 5. just stop comparing yourself to people with rich parents and prostitutes that sucked 500 dicks to afford bolivian bone carving rituals
>>42323008post face. i really doubt it’s unfixable
>>42323971
Anons on this board make fun of ftms being into weird, fucked up shit a lot and I used to be like that. But I figured out that what I actually want is gentle vanilla sex with a man, kissing his balls and generally making love to his penis with my mouth. It took half an ego death to admit this to myself.
>>42323674meet a nice boy irl somewhere
>>42323651god speed brother
>>42323701Probably not happening
>>42323674location?
>>42323956Germany
germany is so ass when you try to find a cute bf, especially in the southhow does one even find such peoplemost people here are either cringe or total npcsi want someone who is cute but also confident and fun
>>42323918german guys are not very sexy
>>42323962i hate it how true that is….
thred dead make sure (you) delete the old ones http://lena.kiev.ua/voice/ https://sys.4chan.org/derefer?url=https%3A%2F%2Fbuymeacoffee.com%2Falyssavt%2Fno-explanations-instructions-feminizing https://wiki.sumianvoice.com/wiki/pages/voice-examples/ >pasta:•Tool for visualizing pitch and resonancehttps://acousticgender.space/▶ Resources MTF:--- Full MTF Course ---•L's GuideComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42320823really great; maybe just a little strained/nasal, but every time i listen back to this i feel less sure.>>42320826i think i'm really confused...i can't follow where this conversation came from or has gone it feels like we are out of sync
whump
>>42318387nice voice>>42318875your voice is very very cute>>42319005passes u doomerim ftm so judge me off that, im only 2 weeks on T but i've gotten no changes so far, diying so i may or may not have bought saltwater.https://voca.ro/11JaULgIjIZ9
>>42318353me: https://voca.ro/1lfzUFPDREqL>>42319233pass but sounds like a bit of a weirdo>>42320823see above>>42323784gigapassoid but sounds like someone has a gun to your head
https://voca.ro/1aGYxVXqnFF1
Girlremoving FTMs: how does one go about it?
that's not an ftm though. she's just a lesbian
>>42322974i am not seeing any issues with this video
Ngl I feel like I wouldn't hate myself for being male every day for 1.5 decade if I didn't hang out at online trans spaces since childhoodLike every trans space is just an echo chamber of hating their AGAB, and praising the fairer sex for having a prettier bodyAlso I studied the effects of HRT + tranny typologies + read forcefem stories + hung out here for so long, I am literally devoid of other interests, and have the music taste, mindset, and lexicon of the stereotypical trannyHow do I reintegrate into society like a normie? I don't want to meme myself into becoming an estrogenised, emasculated eunuch that would be terrible
>>42321262u r trans confirmed
>>42321250Yeah I don't wanna rant about politics and economics all day longI wanna have the hope of having breasts of my own someday, and the convos I have here rekindle that hope whenever I see the void on my torsoBut it is a pipe dream, I can't possibly give up my dream of having biological kids if I wanna be a feminised eunuch
>>42320832I think you need to cultivate confidence and resilience to anxiety and doubt.Social circles like this naturally just reward or encourage participation in their norms, naturally if you're a cis guy you're kind of low on the totem poll in these situations, and I think if you want to break out of that, you have to just be like, I am who I am, and I don't care how many social points I gain or lose for that, not going to anxiously overthink how much other people like me. Just have to learn to be able to stand on your own like that, and get your self-worth from within, not from other people, because if you lean on that too hard, that's how you end up betraying yourself, becoming a eunuch like you say.Not trying to say like "be a man" but you know what I mean, don't let some chick fuck with you.
>>42321552You ain't a tranny are you
>>42320832Spent more time on human interest websites like rdrama.net that have just enough of a tranny population to make you feel at home without it being the focus
tranny playing cringe horror games
>>42323191i just looked it up it looks incrediblesadly not available on ps5 :(now we ended up playing roblox
>>42323541oh shit youre right its not on ps5yeah its actually the best horror game ive played in years, everything from the sound design/aesthetics/use of atmosphere and the themes the story explores is kinda peakanyways play parkour reborn on roblox if you like mirrors edge
i know someone who got cancelled on garten of banban twitter for drawing garten of banban dadson shotacon
>>42323621i’m so hyped to play it, i’ll play it on the pc when i have the time for it, it looks sooo interestingparkour reborn is stupid fun, thanks
>>42323863yeah if you can play routine at some point my only tip is read everything and pay attention to context clues, the game wants you to think about what you would do if you were in that situationalso im glad you like parkour, even just the ost for the game is soooo good imo
is 22 years old too old to be calling my gf "big sis"?
Idk if you should ever be calling your gf big sis that sounds really weird
>>42323698but I love her
>>42323693Dont mess with the Xiu well kill ourselves.
