I transitioned because i believed sissy faggot humiliation was the punishment I deserved for being male. My feminity is actually a performative farce to mock masculinity. I believe that by imitating women and hatefucking men I serve the goals of feminism. For me, having (anal) sex with men is a brutal, humiliating degrading act because I'm being conquered by another male, and I hope to provide some messure of entertainment and smug satisfaction by trying as hard as I can to be female while still being uglier than cis women, and voluntarily going through all the misogyny and comp het they were forced to endure. For me gender is irrelevant since my gender ID entirely consists of a slut humiliation fetishist.For me, transitioning is an irresistible fetish to become weaker, smoother, softer, and more dumb and docile. It's also an erotic punishment i want to inflict on myself for the sins that men have inflicted on women, and i hope to help bring about the end of the male gender entirely. I specifically deserve this punishment because I had indecent thoughts about women and masturbated to them too much, cementing my status as a loser beta and making me fit for castration and feminization. I also see myself as a corrupted vessel and worshipper of satan.
>>42352484>the punishment I deserved for being maleWhy do you feel you deserve this? whats wrong with being male? I've been a sissy since I was 10yrs old but i cant relate to that at all lol
>>42354081Yeah I tried to be a sissy, that was my last attempted cope to avoid HRT, but I don't really want to be that at all. I don't like male body hair or male characteristics, cock cages feel very uncomfortable for me.... there's a lot of reasons that it just didn't work. I really hated having balls... and I hated men treating me as a man in any way. For me the punishment is what I really need to feel good. I was so horny as a guy and i didn't like it, i really just wanted to trade in my penis to the gods. I want to be fierce, beautiful and cute, but i also wanted to discipline my self. For me it was just necessary to become a girl to force myself to do what I wanted, but everything since I had SRS I finally realized that being a feminine male homosexuality is so beautiful. It's still not something I could actually do, but i wish I could have! Being a cis gay man would have been nice. But for me, cross dressing produces dysphoria unless I go all the way.
>>42352484Im I AGP if I got hard reading this?
>>42352484hot, so do you have a man?
>>42354494Yes i do, he ended my brief slut era.>>42354254If you get hot reading that then yes you should go out and let men explore your butt. Let them open it up and teach you about your secret slut button. And if you like that start taking estrogen.
Everyone's always saying brainworms cloud the mind , but im pretty sure im just too masculine to dress feminine look at how bad my upper body is.There goes $34 that could have been spent on anything else.. I think im just going to enby cope now
the style is nice but you look uncomfortable in how you carry yourself
>>42354040Sorry i don't deserve to be a girlmoder
For me is the hands, get nails
I really don't know what you all want me to do about posture
>>42354381It's just coping vagueries. It's like when people tell you that you should practice looking less pissed off when really they just don't like your face
It is my duty to wife a pre-op tranny and pay for her surgeries.
>>42353611I'd pay for my tranny wife to visit me, even. I try to avoid LDRs outside of the northeast US, though. Otherwise it gets time and cost prohibitive.
>>42353628You just had a series of LDRs? What's going on here big guy
I had a LDR with a trans girl from here. Things were good and I was going to fly her out but then she all of a sudden became a weird rightwing tranny that hated the thought of coming to California so I dumped her
>>42353683No. I try to avoid LDRs in general, too. But the couple times I've tried to make them a thing they've been within train distance.
>>42353591ok i asked last time and you STILL havent done it.
Post and give rates
>>42353726nah i disagree theres a few itt that are cute as fuck
>>42353209Wow you look so much better what's up?
>>42351093>>42349989>>42349926>>42344770
>>42354054Bruh. Homies git the balding dude look. What you taking on Nigga
>>42351161Post some pics where you look better then
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>>42351010voix celeste and astrovials are the best known ones currently. lena is always there, but i guess you could say she makes vials in a garage.cypionate and enanthate are functionally basically the same, just get whatever's available
Any injectable testosterone undecanoate DIY in Canada? I have to have long-lasting T due to my job where I will be away for 20 days at a time, flying there and back frequently, can't bring illegal T on the plane
>>42351678Are the pills little squishy gel capsules? Like can you poke a hole in them and stuff will ooze out?
I am getting the feeling ralox is cope, I just read someone's reddit post about how they low-dosed E, and took ralox, and apparently they wound up with fucking b cups, which is above average compared to another MTF study I read. For fucksake for femboys taking this it really is just gonna be a gamble huh?
>>42353824yeah
I’m an HRT femboy and I’d love to settle down and get married one day. I know that a lot of men find femboys sexually attractive, but is that the same for romance as well? Are boys like me boywife material or is that just a fantasy? I’d cook and clean, take care of him and the house and maintain my beauty and femininity into old age as long as he marries me and fully commits but I’ve never seen a boy like me in a loving marriage, is that actually possible? Would you guys ever settle down with a femboy or are we just fuckmeat? And are there any real examples of these kinds of marriages?
eventually femboys age into femmen and no one wants that
>>42347669This has no replies because femboys all want to be some stupid moids property instead of being with another cutie who is verse and treats them like an equal grrr
>>42350262>>42350522>>42350535>two virgin femboys post right after a virgin guy Somebody start flirting with somebody or advertising themselves for god's sake
>>42354446I’m a virgin femboy if there’s any virgin guys out there like >>42350262 then heyy ;)
>>42354332as a femboy, id marry him if we met irl, id much prefer to date another femboy since masculine moids are all loud, obnoxious, mean, stupid, and brutish. however i dont really think its possible for any lifelong relationships to form online. 99 percent of all online relationships i see never work out. Its a waste of time to look for love on the internet, especially on 4chan of all places.
What is up with pooners liking twinkhons? Is twinkmaxxing the strat to get a poon bf?
>>42353550afabs love tall and twinkhons are tall/lanky
>>42353550Absolutely, in fact I've only dated pooners because I'm a twinkhon and I'm not quite feminine enough for most but not all transbians and definitely not masc enough for cis girls or straight trans girls. Pooners also get off on mogging you if they do which is hot.
>>42353550i love my pooner he plaps me good :3t.girl
>>42354169>>42354309Noted. I really gotta start to work myself tho I'm a huge blob of mass (not really, but still overweight) and I hate it
>What is up with pooners liking twinkhonsthey're gay (straight), see unpassing trannies as men they can get with because cisgays dont want poon, and most trannies even offer some some free piv
Anyone here doesn't really have a sexuality? I want to be a girl sexually and I know that's AGP but neither men or women really appeal to me most of the time.
>>42345094Relate to this 100%. The idea of being a girl is the only thing I ever got off to. The fantasies are almost never even about actual sex, but more about dressing hyperfem (e.g. skirts, dresses, pantyhose, heels, cute piercings), often in the context of being "ordered" to do so in a D/s relationship. The other person in the relationship is only there for their dominant function, not for emotional or bodily intimacy. Their gender or looks doesn't really matter either.Also I often present are some specific fetishes: Everything pantyhose / nylons (cringe af). Or being made to wear heels to be more vulnerable, less capable or running.Have been on HRT for the past 3 months. Intend to go off it now because I've understood that "being my own girlfriend" might be my sexuality, but is not necessarily my identity.And I guess after this little trial run I've decided that being sexually unsatisfied and seeing "my girlfriend" slowly rot away, but preserving my identity, is still better and healthier than giving up my male identity to fully indulge into a fantasy.I hope I'll make it.
>>42345094no. im all over the board. I get off to me fucking women, women fucking me, men fucking me, men fucking me as woman, me having sex with women as a woman...
>>42345094my sexuality is whatever gets soft pale reptwinks in my bed tbdesu
Idk I was mostly AGP but after transitioning my meta-attraction turned to attraction lolFeels so dumb why do men make me feel like this I thought I'm an agp pervert??
>>42351641>The other person in the relationship is only there for their dominant functionYou don't think you would catch some feeling eventually if he satisfied you in that regard?
beat off to a trans girl farting again. why is it so hot? i mean i also like cis girls farting but there's something extra hot about trans girl farts
would any trans girls into this be friends with me?
>>42354000Yeah
>>42354229If you're trans
>>42351066I could share maybe, Disc = colentri
>>42354511Sent!
malebrained buy but i really need smth to get rid of a shadowany tips to have a super smooth shave?i don’t have a thick beard or anything, my shadow is very minor but it’s there and it’s frustrating as hell
>>42352299do i HAVE to buy the expensive 90-110$ one or can i buy the one that costs 20$ snd have it work just fine?
does anyone know if the laesir device is good? it’s diode but idk i found this great deal but idk if it’s worth it if it’s not a good device
>>42353896I found a similar deal when I lived in Dallas so idk what your area is on about. Maybe check areas a little further out?
>>42352277let it grow for like 2 or 3 days, then shave with a safety razor with the grain, across, then against. Finish off with a gilette mach 3 repeating those 3 passes, going crazy on the mustache area. And then color corrector concealer, powder, foundation (high-coverage), powder.
>>42352444don't use bb cream it's low coverage, it's not going to fully hide your beardshadow at all. My dumbass bought bbcream because I was kpopfaggot-coping, but it's not high coverage. bbcream would be peak after laser or electro though.
I've been in denial of it for too long, and now I'm completely unable to accept it. I was never actually trans, all my dysphoria was fake and something I've gaslight myself into feeling, my desire to be a woman was fake, and I can't not perceive myself as a man, but I keep denying the only reasonable conclusion. That being me being cis.
>>42343447>hey momMore like hey dad, it's usually the mom who troons out the kids
>>42351200Pretty sure mental illnesses are actually real
>>42344641thank you, anon
It’s okay to be a man
FACT: 99% of reppers troon out right before they are about to get used to it.
>chaser bf has had insomnia all week long>ask him what's up>we haven't had sex in a while because I've been extra busy lately>he says it's hard to sleep next to me without having sex because his body compels him to wanna fuck me all the timehe is not the type to lie and sounded very serious, what do I do? it's not like I don't mind sex, I just get physically exhausted easily...
>>42351207>what do I do?Give him to me, clearly you can’t keep up with him like I will
>>42351207fuck like rabbits I guess?who cares if you get tired, just let him do the work
>>42351207>it's not like I don't mind sex, I just get physically exhausted easily...you get tired of laying there and taking it like a good bitch? it's not like you even have to do all the hard work
>>42353175Yeah that sucks, like you wanting to drain your balls once or twice a day makes you not love them or something.
>>42351207just shove a pocket pussy between your legs when get too tired
All real women want to be muscle bottoms
>>42348620There's nothing hotter than having a duck and choosing not to use it
>>42347462Gross
>>42351525>nothing hotter than having a duckIf I had a duck, I would walk my duck everywhere and make an Insta account for my duck and adore my duck, and I wouldn't let zoophiliacs like you touch my duck with a 10 ft pole, you disgusting pervert!
>>42347462boy am I the man for you>weird>nerdy>oldish>fat>man
>>42348620>when being a woman isn't degrading enough for your womanbrainmaybe it's time to try fujos
boymoders deserve to be abused
>>42352675true
>>42352675
>>42352946can u draw more boymoder abuse,,,
>>42352675is it really abuse if they like it so much?>>42352946you’re unfathomably based for your drawings nona
>>42352675I want my boyfriend to abuse me sexuallyt.moder
I know trans woman flirt with each other alot but I see her jokingly flirting with girls a lot especially every time I look at her social media profile. I mentioned that I didn’t like this already (maybe she just didn’t process it I don’t know, she’s autistic) but, earlier she mentioned fantasizing about a scenario with one of them that she apparently jokingly flirts with and me. And I feel like it stops becoming a joke when you start having genuine sexual fantasies. Is this a normal reaction for me to feel hurt by this? I love her a lot and I know she didn’t mean to hurt me or make me feel uncomfortable but I’m not overreacting am I? Does flirting sexually with your friends consistently count as cheating? I’ve seen some people say it does I already said it’s alright and just not to do it again and talked about it with her I just still feel unsure if I’m overreacting or not.
>>42353821That's a normal boundary to have and it's not an overreaction to not like itI think you're on the brink of being emotionally destroyed by her to be honest
>>42353839this she’s probably gonna cheat on op sooner or later
>>42353839She said she'd tell the other person to stop it’s just it feels really weird
>>42353821you should have a threesome with your gf and her friend, and then leave her because she will most likely end up cheating on you in the future. Most profitable outcome
