>used to make fun of enbies>now think i may be an enbywow so it really, actually, truly is like that huh
hi nonbiney :)how did you come to this understanding?
>>42354958I forgive you
>>42354988just from interacting with a lot of people who seem very preoccupied with how they're percieved and struggling to understand what it even means to "have a gender"i truly feel like i dont have one, or at least i dont experience one idk>>42354990thank you
>>42355023this is sort of how i figured myself out. i kind of thought that after a few years of transitioning i would understand what it is to feel "like a woman" bc i never felt "like a man" but that time never came.thank you for sharing nonny
I'm curious to see if anyone else transitioned for a fetish. EITHER MtF or FtMBy that I mean transitioned mostly or entirely for sexual enjoyment.Was it one single fetishes or did you have a cluster of fetishes?How far did you go with it, medically, legally, socially etc.Have you developed a fetish for detransition or masculinization/feminization that you never had before and did you detrans because of it? Are you considering detransing for any reason?
>>42354996Not the OP you responded to, out of curiosity what is your height and what age did you transition?
>>42341682And the men likewise gave up natural relations with women and were consumed with passion for one another, men committing shameless acts with men and receiving in themselves the due penalty for their error.
>>42354996Sooo as a former incel was it hard to make yourself accept that you liked men? Like what was it like going from a failed competitor with men to basically trying to please them like a lap dog? What was your first time with a man like? Did you know right away you were going to be making a permanent change or did the realization happen gradually?
>>42354485I'm always interest in hearing what will happen to the surplus women around when transmaxxing/being prison gay becomes mainstream
>>42355059165cm. Started at 23. I will turn 31 in a few weeks.>>42355081No. Did you read my comment? The only thing "god" got right was to make me androphilic. I would've roped if I weren't attracted to men.It's just that pretrans men were nice to me but didn't want me romantically and women wouldn't give me the time of the day no matter what.>what was it like going from a failed competitor with men to basically trying to please them like a lap dog?I didn't go full tradmax, but since my entire socialization in terms of sex happened under HRT, I was surprised myself how easy it was for me to lean into a feminine role. Other aspects were much harder (I did unironic theater classes on mannerisms - I "pass" better than half of the cis women I work with kek).Still, given that bigods are the best dating pool for trannies, I was still competing with men, except now I didn't have a zero score kek>Did you know right away you were going to be making a permanent change or did the realization happen gradually?Yes, I knew it would be permanent.Like any self-respecting chud repper, I had done my research properly. Except I concluded the pink pill is still the superiour option.
I will now post accounts of life on Terf Island
>>42355030holy bait
exogenous hormones do have biological effects yeah
>>42349439Yeah, Chuck here really made a mistake by telling people, nobody would ever have known if he hadn't fumbled that ball
>>42349564In Britain specifically, many of them mount a large dildo on a wooden handle and bring it with them when they go out to public toilets; this is called the "rapestick"
>>42355064>Narcissism is when someone has an issue being discriminated against
previous: >>42297844 • Help, advice, guidance on meds and dosages • HRT related medical experiences and research • Availability and pricing of medications • Rational and scientific discussion See following post for a pharmacy list. Survey: https://1drv.ms/xs/s!AudRJceTA5C9c2G5lCV2Avq0kQ0 ▶ Survey data: https://1drv.ms/x/s!AudRJceTA5C9cyIWo6_X14AvHyM ▶ HRTGen Data Analysis: https://1drv.ms/f/s!AudRJceTA5C9gRLLWnbpdzlIxe4r ▶ HRT Info Sheets: https://1drv.ms/f/s!AudRJceTA5C9gQnyM7wxZcBGWRzW ▶ Pill ID: https://www.drugs.com/imprints.php ▶ DrugBank: https://www.drugbank.com/Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42351678Are the pills little squishy gel capsules? Like can you poke a hole in them and stuff will ooze out?
I am getting the feeling ralox is cope, I just read someone's reddit post about how they low-dosed E, and took ralox, and apparently they wound up with fucking b cups, which is above average compared to another MTF study I read. For fucksake for femboys taking this it really is just gonna be a gamble huh?
>>42353824yeah
>>42354402Genetic Lottery You'll never know what happens till it happens
>>42354535Okay yeah you can push them up your butt
i haven't come out to my boyfriend as trans yet but he referred to me as his boywife todaycan someone explain? is my cover blown? what should i do now?
I suffer a decent amount as a tranny in Australia.QOTT: Have you showered today?
>>42347867Do not make a tttt discord! Humanity is filled with beauty beyond that you and I can imagine! TOUCH GRASS!!!!!!!!!!!
>>42348087I’m so glad you’re doing better :)
>>42348766I’ll be supportive anon! I hope you feel good and I’m happy to hear the news! I’ve heard good things about pellets but they’re so pricy…>>42348867Reading and writing mostly, same as usual. I like baking though, even though I’m terrible at it. >>42349543>>42349553Suspiciously Karter shaped replies… seriously though, I’m not going to make a Discord, so stop getting pedantic about it. There’s really no point in being that terminally online, which I know is ironic coming from a tripfag. >>42350464Thank you anon! I hope you’re doing well too.
>>42351240>I’ve heard good things about pellets but they’re so pricy…If you do the math it's roughly equivalent to DIY with gel. Two pellets cost $300 plus $200 to put them in, that's $500 and that lasts 6-18 months depending on your body. If you're taking oestrogel from an online pharmacy, a 16 day supply is $25, that's $570 a year. So it's about the same, the expensive one is patches when they're not on the PBS.
>>42353446Fuck. Maybe I should invest in that. Saves me injecting myself with placebo juice every week…
I'm a weird artist that makes weird art, my whole life revolves around it not only that I'm transbian as well.
Do tall trannies want to give short kings snu snu?
>>42354730I can just lift you up and you can wrap your legs around me. I have dignity, a man shouldn't have to beg like this.
>>42353643yes i do. i love short men more than they'll ever know>>42353660sure, you need facial hair tho. no shotamaxers!
>>42354713well yes since thats me. but im not american, so i wonder if thats a whole thing.
>>42354758Where are you from then?
>>42354995southern hemisphere
The year is 2043. Troonism has finally been solved. It was true what Powers figured: It was all mostly due to genetic and hormonal anomalies. However, Blanchard was of course also in the end accepted as partly correct: Autosexuality is more common amongst trooners and pooners. This is however not what ultimately caused dysphoria. Similar to how siblings who grow up together don't tend to develop sexual feelings for eachother, most cis homosexuals aren't attracted to just being their sex, or the cultural artifacts associated with it. However, the gynephilic trooners and androphilic pooners had something in common with siblings growing up in separate homes, or even countries: The can develop sexual feelings for the similar other. For the separated siblings, the anomalous object of attraction was the other sibling, but for the troonies and poonies, it was instead the nature and culture that they were "supposed" to have had forced upon them all their life, like normal people, but in the end didn't, because of their actual sex. AGP is what happens most often when a person with both a female identity and attraction to females/feminitity grows up without it, and AAP what happens when a person with a male identity and attraction to males/masculinity grows up without it.
>>42354433>troon out at 15gwitwm
>>42354433>troon out at 15it's kind of ironic how zoomers are so lucky to have all these resources and information about trannydom, they were teenagers at an unprecedented time when trannies were starting to get accepted, they didn't have to repress...and then they have these breakdowns and sometimes even detroom (I'm hoping you're smarter than this though)Millennials that had to go through full puberty and years of repression don't do this because they actually know what the alternative is, how damaging it is to repress.Im hoping you'll get through this without doing anything stupid
>>42354616Eh as a zoomer who did rep until 25 it's still easy to get these kinds of moments.
>>42354616I would never detroon, I'm very autoandrophobic and have a fully female ego, or whatever people say nowadays. No worry
i'm glad the blanchardites are hanging out and and having a fireplace chat again
This isn't what was supposed to happen. I knew it would, but I hoped it wouldn't.I never wanted to feel reverse dysphoria. I wanted to be able to enjoy the effects of estrogen.But now, I constantly feel as if my skin is melting off and I'm constantly in a state of panic because of the effects.I really don't want to be a man, but it's what I always was and always will be. My regular dysphoria was fake from the very beginning.I cannot ever be a woman, simply because my very own brain refuses it against my will.I really hate, really despise being a cis man, but I will need to accept it.
>>42349383I probably will but I need to make sure that they don't become visible for a while. I'm one of those uberfucked trannies.
>>42339427i was on 10mg/week een for years did i ruin myself lolas far as i can tell i'm doing fine but maybe that's why gaining weight does not work for me
>>42354861not ruin but it isnt good, you may have stunted your effects.
>>42339138>create a poor imitation>art requires practice and experienceImitation is the beginning of practice and experience. Writers compose pastiches of writers they admire. Graphic arts students sketch copies of old paintings.The best way to start being more artistic is to figure out which artists speak to you and then do a version of their work. Eventually, a version becomes your version. And after that, it's just yours.>>42342174It is true that a bit of chaos can help to be creative. Creativity is in how you react to things, be it something random, like a dice roll, or something that restricts you from reacting like you normally would, like trying to follow a weird set of rules.
>>42354914that is a bummeri am on a lower dosage now maybe i'll look nicer in another five years
for some reason i imagine adult luz noceda as a trutrans nb who is a mtf chaser.
>>42352611she really has a chaser phenotype>latina>bi with a preference for women>futch>short hair>autistic in a charming wayif she hadnt met amity she would grow into a chaser
Do you think Eda dicked her down in owl monster form?
>>42352764kys
>>42352764yes
How do you tell whether you really have dysphoria or not?
I want to top a chaser with my thick tranny cock.
>>42354916Because it feels good.>>42354932There are chasers lined up from here to Timbuktu all waiting to ride my cock. You'd just be shitting up the queue.
are you white?
>I want to top a chaser with my thick tranny cock.
>>42354981Yes>>42354987I don't look like that
>>42354987The honnier they are the hotter it is, in my humble opinion.
How do trans girls make up for me not being able to touch them down there, do they have some edge over regular girls or is it a worse experience in every way?
>>42352941I guess so. You can always just stick to cis women if you prefer that
>>42352801Thanks for the advice. I'd also want to try to make her feel loved and desired, that she's not "wrong" like >>42352698 thinks. How she sees herself is not necessarily how others see her and I would want to prove it to her, also it and her prostate are a powerful combination to blow her mind.But someone like me is clearly not suitable for a lot of them it seems and I'm aware of that.
>>42352941It's a big concern for sure, the juice being worth the squeeze. A lot of it would depend on how I feel about her as an individual but I have some hard boundaries I'm not willing to give up.
>>42352881yes you retard
>>42354585nta but explain
being male is awesome get off the fucking internet bro
