Sad gay man here, please tell me about your boyfriends, what you love about themI have been alone for most of my life, I’m a total loser. I dated a guy for around 3 months, he made me feel so safe. Every insecurity I had he comforted me on, he made me feel special. Hearing him call me his perfect boyfriend felt like I was finally healing after an entire life filled with self hate. One day he just left, vanished, no good bye. I found out a month later he moved away. He unblocked me on instagram a while later but didn’t reach out, when I finally noticed i was unblocked I saw he lived in a different state now with a new boyfriend. He looked so happy and his new man was gorgeous. It hurt a lot to see that.I’m asking you to tell me about your significant others because I just want to be assured that love exists. That there will be a day when I can wake up and not look in the mirror and think “there is nothing here for anyone” thank you in advance anons, I hope nothing but the best for you and your partner
>>40926007>I used to be very depressed and miserable at the sight of global issues and I wanted him to be as depressed. I tried turning him into what I thought I should love. I failedbased bf uncucking your mind
>>40926007OP here! very happy to hear this I hope I can one day fall in love like you have, its hard though after that first 3-month relationship I feel like my guard is always up and when I lower it its not gonna be pretty, I’m not very emotive nor do I have a creative outlet so my emotions stay bottled and I’ll probably cry like a baby the next time I let someone in
>>40925506OP here, I am glad you got out of that toxic I wish you nothing but the best, and may that kind of abuse never fall on you again!!!
>>40926182it probably will
>>40926113he didn't even say or do anything specific. he just didn't respond or responded shallowly. It just didn't allow me to keep talking about stuff so I eventually just stopped thinking about it and adopted his rather defeatist or nihilistic additude. >>40926171I understand. Your situation sounds horrible and I would've felt the same seing him being so happy with someone new when he didn't even say goodbye to me. Why don't you look for a diffrent outlet for your emotions? A lot of people turn to sports
so if you psst yourself on here do you get on some sort of tranny list or somethingcrazy that a stranger has probs saved pics of me on his computer
>>40925648pimeyes ?
>>40923052hopefully those weirdos don’t troll like, /cipg/, since that’s the only place i’ve posted myself
>>40925648I always post knowing someone will find out who I am
>>40923545No. It is a honey pot. Make's you sign up and you can't use private tab's. Don't use it. Use lain.la pomf2 or catbox.
>>40926966Also show's IP??? Like wot m8/ my theory is someone from /g/ coded it then promoted it on /lgbt/ so they have a db full of cute twink's and troon's.
I want to see lesbian sex irl
>>40926678If you’re into that I’lol give you the best after care <3 >feet rubs>full body massage>Cook you a nice dinner>>40926689I’m currently living in Oklahoma. Idk how I’m doing honestly, but I’m currently working as a security guard and would like to eventually change careers.
>>40926789omg the guy i was talking about gave me a massage once that was lovely tooi think OP is a security guard too by coincidencewhat do you want to do?
>>40926811>omg the guy i was talking about gave me a massage once that was lovely tooNiiiice >i think OP is a security guard tooOh, lol. That is a weird coincidence.>what do you want to do?Probably flirt with you in these threads until I get the motivation to share contacts and come visit you irl. Do you have a fb? I’m half tempted to give you my number over a pastebin link that’ll expire. I know I should just make a discord account, but I hate discord so much. I know as soon as I do I’ll start wasting too much time on there.
God damn it I’ll create a discord. Just give me a few hours.
>>40926887oh i meant like for work but yeah that sounds good tooi don't have fb.. i have discord but i agree it's a timewaste
https://voca.ro/1kAySyZi2S6VEnjoy my completely un-warmed fagvoice, it will likely improve as the thread goes on. Leave a voca.ro (no scripts) and give some critiques. Don't be an asshole but i'm not gonna be a nazi about calling eachother hons or some shit, this isn't a pussybitch household
>>40925464>>40925231https://voca.ro/1aMp7L9rHgzM
>>40925801you did a pretty good job with that androgynous voice lol it reads a little more masculine to me, i think because of the resonance, but it's really only by a tiny biti'm trying for something totally androgynous, i guess, although i'm not sure that's even really possible. i was born male but i've always had a pretty feminine voice; as i understand my resting voice just reads female to most people so i am trying to even it out a little.https://voca.ro/1lyF3rkGW0yj
>>40926135i was kinda leaning a bit more masculine because - i swear ive only aspergers not fucking full frontal autism but - for rail announcements you want a deeper more notable voice that people listen to (which tends itself to male) but that still seems female (because sexist customer service moment)
>>40926306nona didn't you hear..Pluto's not a real planet anymore and Asperger's IS autism now......
>>40926595i still cling to the name for dear life i hate just being lumped in with the retards
/Big/ - bisexual general : the end of the summer edition>QotT #1: How was your summer anon ?>QotT #2: Any plans for fall ?>optional QotT: what's your favorite autumn activity ?Previous Thread: >>40766952Tagmap: https://tagmap.io/tag/%2Fbigen%2FFAQ:>Am I bi if I like women and femboys/traps?>Am I bi if there's this one member of the same-sex I'm desiring, but normally I like the opposite sex?>Am I bi if I sexually like both sexes, but only interested in romance with one of them?Yes, sexual attraction to both sexes is bisexuality.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>40926390u dont like trannies?
>>40926395As it that what I said is reasonable or...?
>>40926592Nah
>>40849413picrel reminds me of an h&e stain no thanks>>40871516cute clothes i love wearing skirts like this
>MOVIE NIGHTMOVIE NIGHT>MOVIE NIGHTMOVIE NIGHTA reminder that tomorrow at 21 GMT we will vote for the next two movies for Movie Night! If you want you can also give your recommendation by replying to this post>what the hell is "movie night"its a special night where bigen comes together to watch on Discord two movies chosen by the community>when will movie night take place?its FRIDAY at 22 gmt>where do we watch the movies?on the Bigen Movie and Game Night Discord server:Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
I don't get the racist trannies of ttttScenario = You have conversation with racist tranny and their enabler.The racist tranny is completely incorrigible and lacking any self-awarenessThe enabler is low in IQ, an Aunt Alexandra type. Defends anything the racist does.I don't get these types. what makes it weirder is the Aunt Alexandra is not white herself; maybe its self hatred. And the racist gets pissed when anyone calls them out for their racism.they spend all waking hours on tttt, but equally claim nothing that happens on the board is serious. literally every waking hour the racist is spamming the board.
>>40925649bite the curb!
>>40921283>>40921283>giwtwmits a matter of clothing and confidence. thats all that is required.
>>40921804>Centrists used unironically though it encompasses the moderate and non partisans. And like that you're a demagogue retard.
>>40926866the brotha was high or drunk posting man, give him a bit of space.
>>40926898No, kicking the soap box out from underneath them is a civic duty in this age of people abusing platforms.
I got clocked
>>40926942good
QOTT: what are your hobbies?last thread: >>40883421
>>40926761god isn't real
>>40926761Some religions believed that being a tranny was a sign of being blessed or touched by the gods. Perhaps it's less that Yahweh hates you and more that Inanna loves you.
>>40926761Which god?
>>40926361stop giving a fuck... i even wear skinny jeans and move kinda like tweaked faggot. whatever.
ngl I was a flaming faggot boymoder for years and no one really said anything>tfw several cute guys hit on me then but I didn't process it rip
l33t h4xx0r editionold >>40902155QOTT: Do you engage in safe hardware practices and remove your clothes to reduce the risk of static discharge when working on your computer?
if ffs can save you then you where always a fakemoder. a bbl would fix me tho
i'm going to seek ffs in thailand starting next year i can easily get a 15-20k loan from my bank with low interest cuz i'm a low risk loan.
nobody and nothing will ever fix meI won't let it
>>40926784ffs probably wont save me though
a million dollars would fix me>ummm a million really isn't that muchi could make it work
21 bi mtf, started hrt at 19i actually dont have that much experience with autosexuality, i would confidently say that my sexuality is mostly allosexual, but i actually do have experience from both sides and im curious if there are any ppl like me on this cesspool of a websitewhen i was 14 i discovered snapchat, chatroulettes and the trend of sending nudes and while doing this i would discover that i am able to derive some pleasure from masturbating to my pics while thinking how attractive i am as a guy (i wasnt). i would measure my penis and get excited abt the number. i was also very much attracted to the smell of my own genitals and i would just randomly smell it during fapping sessions. i even had at least 1 instance of masturbating to a mirror and 1 instance of getting blackmailed for pics by some pedo. and also, yes, i did already experience some dysphoria at the time, but dysphoria is temporarily forgotten if you are horny while on androgens. during later stages of my puberty my dysphoria abt voice, face shape, facial hair, body hair, fat tissue distribution etc. would grow and thats probably why i didnt really engage into AAP any further. only at 17 i would discover that i have some attraction towards guys and adopt the bisexual label.when i was 19, shortly after i started my transition, i discovered ewhoring on instagram and while doing this i would discover that i am able to derive some pleasure from masturbating to my pics while thinking how attractive i am as a girl (i wasnt). in all of this, getting external validation was the most important thing, but the AGP component still played some role. i would still be attracted to the smell of my own genitals. but after some time, hrt would make my sexuality more lowkey and i didnt really feel the need to act out on my exhibitionistic urges anymore.
>>40926929I don't know. A lot to unpack here. I wish you hadn't spent so much time sending pictures to pedophiles. AGP is not real is Blanchard is closely associated with real deal fascists. Stop coming to this website.
still, i am able to get off to a fantasy where there's only me masturbating while being in a body that is just like mine but with bigger boobs and female parts and i dont feel any guilt from it. but i kind of hope that when i actually get bigger boobs and female parts, it will become new normal for me and i wont be weird about it.i dont really resonate with the stereotypical agp experience, i never watched any agp-coded porn, i never indulged into any fantasies about being feminised or transforming into a female, i'm not at all into being degraded, i actually find some male bodies attractive, i never got aroused from crossdressing, dysphoria came long before sexual fantasies about being a girl etc. but theres one thing typical for jeeps that i can totally resonate with, which is this weird thing abt struggling to tell apart attraction and envy. idk why am i this way. if there are any blanchardist pseudointellectuals reading this, i consent to getting brutally psychoanalized. if you ask me, AAP was probably repressed androphilia and AGP could be a lot of things, but i dont think its the root cause of me being trans and surely it was not something that directly drove me to transitioning. but whatever i am, i know that i am ok this way bc i'm being very lowkey with my sexuality, i'm not harming anyone and i'm at peace with myself, not having any inner conflicts anymore.testosterone poisoning is the worst thing a girl can experience
>talking to tranner gf>she says that if i ever cheat on her she will keep me locked up until i start to love her again or she has to kill me>ask what would happen to the theoretical person i cheat with>"they would have to watch me rape you atleast once"
>>40926883sounds like a typical edgelord discord user. what's the profile picture, kuromi but fucked up?
Well now you know what not to do I guess
>>40926901needy streamer overload
>>40926883Lucky bastard
>>40926913fucking run
Anyone else here shunned by their family for being gay?
my dad was pretty upset for like 10 years.>>40922656>men don't hate uslol
>>40925947men hate gay people because women direct them to - same reason men don't show emotions other than anger or hold hands in public - it's not their own decision, they do it to impress females and fit into society that expects it - but it's not in their nature and they would stop doing it if females went away or stopped hating gays
>>40925960Do they do all of this because women tell them too?
>>40926329women aren't prosecuted for the things they do wrongcriminal justice is a way of patrolling male behavior, the rules don't apply to women
>>40923564very weird to admit, even weirder to tell those shunning you
Living in the UK is becoming increasingly difficult.People are now openly threatening to attack me just for walking near them. How are things in your country, are you safe on a daily basis?
>>40922264Energy drinks should be banned from life tbf
>>40921732You don’t pass at all then, I’m sorry
>>40916575based?
>>40921732bongs got a bad case of the TDS after TPTB brexited things a bit too hard and needed to figure out the next bogeyman (with cishons being all too happy to be useful idiots, I mean TERFs)
>>40923011I'm OP. No, don't be stupid.How can I go to Muslim countries, albeit as a tourist, and be treated with more compassion and respect than the country I was born in.How can i get the eurostar, "excuses me madam, how can I help you", "The toilets are on the left miss", etc, then two hours later I'm getting misgendered, on occasion. Terf Island has been mind raped, people thought Daniel Radcliffes pregnant wife was trans, Katie Ledecky received years of abuse online, and she's the most successful female swimmer of all time.It isn't us. It's British people.
Femboy/twink here not on any drugs or medications. Should I have such a high sex drive at 20 years old? I fap at least 3-6 times a day. Hell, even in classes I get horny and excited randomly. Should I get a cage? Do they help? Would starting HRT slow it down?
>>40926283I jog and bike a lot. I’m not trying to sound weird but most of the time in the gym I get worked up on the bike or jogging. I don’t know if it’s the blood flowing or whatever.
>>40926283Demeaning?
>>40924516Its normal.Enjoy it as much as you can because it will go down. When you're 40, you'll miss these days.Just don't hurt yourself with death grip or to the point your dick heador your skin hurts. I remember 3 times a day was good for me back then. Now I'm lucky if u can jack off 1 a week
>>40926248NTA, I could make you cum 6 times in one session. It's not that hard.
>>40926291You just need to find something that keeps your mind focused too.
It never gets old edition.Previous thread>>40747275Comics we know of, all of which are named Kaito Shuno:https://www.webcomicsgeneral.top/Other archives and lists:https://tagpacker.com/user/lgbtwebcomicshttps://webring.gay/list.html?id=0Feel free to recommend new webcomics that are not in the lists, but don't be lazy, please include:>Name of comic>Link to itComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
https://yaoi.biz/Lucid is doing a kickstarter for a print version of her patreon comic featuring Gannet's gay dads from Avialae:https://www.kickstarter.com/projects/misslucid/occultus-an-avialae-prequel
>>40925346This is quickly going to turn into another comedic moment, isn’t it
https://tapas.io/episode/3645358
>>40925920Truly one of the greatest arcs in gay webcomic history, Sammy bless~