hatsune miku editionPrevious thread: >>41502198QoTT: What's your fav miku song?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LIApVV8soQ0best screamo ep of all time btw
>>41508625I’m serious l fucked up for months now I prolly masculinised a lot
>>41508567man, emo purists would hate this take lol. i think they don’t even say screamo, they say skramz now for some reason
>>41508704youre probably fine desu just be more careful from now on
>>41508716ik but i think there are great bands and songs in all of the variants so i dont get the elitism
spooky general for intersex people! Previous bread>>41444350~•PASTE BIN•~>what is INTERGEN?INTERGEN is a general for intersex people to talk to each other about their experiences or just to hang out>what is an intersex person?Intersex people are those born with any of several sex characteristics, including chromosome patterns, gonads, or genitals that do not fit typical binary notions of male or female bodies>am I intersex?We are not doctors, please seek medical advice, but dont be afraid to ask questions here to maybe understand things better >are trans people intersex?Trans people are not inherently intersex, however an intersex person can transition if they wantComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41507960your dad is retarded and knows nothing about genital surgery lolclitoral reductions are a lot easier than trying to turn a clit into a dick. if it's not big enough, there's very little that can be done to achieve a penis that can penetrate, become erect naturally, etc. vs. you can make a hole to fuck pretty easily, and can expand existing ones more easily as well. if the dominance is already towards masculine genitals, it may make more sense to remove small vaginal structures and seal any remaining unfused genital stuff, but in truly ambiguous/middle cases or feminine leaning ones, it is much harder to make a boy than it is to make a girl.
>>41508111Oh I agree he’s an optical satellite technician not a Dr but it’s just weird imo that he says stuff like that and I can’t get a straight answer from either him or my mom. Like I just have a microphallus (about 1.5”) and it’s not really able to do much of anything aside from pee, testes were inside me, but even now decades later I wish I had some information ya know and not a weird statements from them like that, like they finally acknowledged that clearly there was something off but nothing more. Maybe im just wanting more than I’ll ever get :/
>>41507960Older brothers are great for quotables but I was told exactly the opposite of this.Growing up I was watching some show about intersex kids who rejected their assignments and I was asking questions. The medical bias towards assigning female came up. My brother chimes in: "It's easier to dig a hole than build a pole."And that remains true for consensual surgeries on adults today. Look at where MTF surgeries are vs. FTM.>>41503806I think I've knowingly met exactly one intersex person in person, and that was only through activism. Our paths almost certainly would never have crossed otherwise.I've met two intersex people in person if you count someone who one of my friends outed to me (yeah, I know) decades after I'd met the person.Not really a representative sample.
>>41501496Ooof I remember that struggle.
>>41508491The struggle is real >>41508471True
>debilitating baby fever>born a boy only into guys There's worse things than death here.
>>41508468It’s genuinely so bad. I wanted to be a mom since before I even knew what being trans was. And as a kid I used to insist on playing the mom when we played house. All I actually want in life is a boring ass life with a husband and two kids but instead I’m a fucking tranny, what shit luck
>>41508468let me let u in on a secret: if ur cute and feminine enough, god has made it so that if you find a strong masculine man to pump his virile semen inyou on a near daily basis, you'll actually become pregnant. just look really cute and act girly and itll happen trust
>>41508522Pretty similar here. To even get to a place where adoption is even a possibility, I need $40K to even enter (it's that expensive), which means I need a good job, and given the current job market I have many sleepless nights over the fact that even this clumsy solution really doesn't seem feasible.>>41508662Epic posts like these are just masturbatory, because they do nothing to address the reality of the situation. It's still excruciating.I pass, I'm cute, post-surgery I can actually look at myself in the mirror for the first time in my life. And yet such a basic thing effectively permanently evades me.
>>41508693>post surgeryyou got SRS? I just take the point of optimism. the unfortunate truth is that such procedures are preeetty far off from being real. ive heard of some theoretical stuff where a uterus is implanted in another body to allow pregnancy, but its only hypothetical. there's always surrogacy.it can be a nice alternative to all the doom and gloom. and a partner doing the 'act' of making their partner pregnant can certainly help the psychological aspect
>>41508468If that's the case then I think this might interest you >>41496229
Apparently in India, a lot of the trans women are basically glorified sex workers as "hijra" but somehow they only serve the domestic community whereas over in Thailand ladyboys are often prostitutes, but serve a wide variety of foreign visitors as well.Why is trans female prostitution so much more internationalized in Thailand than India? Do Indian tranny hookers get international customers, just from countries maybe I wouldn't think about, or is the juice not worth the squeeze?
>>41506677i think its the first explanation
Hijras are really disgusting, they're not on HRT and if you want prostitutes there's enough poor girls for thatAlso Hijras live within their own communities where they support each other, they dont need to whore out themselves
>>41506783This is a serious thread bitch. Go talk your shit
>>41506677didnt you see that pakistani movie where the fag tries to get the tranny to fuck his ass bt larping as a masc dude but his pregnant wife (10/10 irl btw) finds out and leaves him but he convinces her to come back and she kills herself and the baby and then he is all alone no hijra, no wife, no child, useless. moral of the story is that being a gay bottom and libinf a fake life is bullshit, and he should have just been brave enough to make his own fate and become a hijra himself, it was like chaser->tranny pipeline captured in surprisingly well shot pakistani film.
>>41507172maybe some take hrt?
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so where is this general gonna go once the last few trans people using this board stop
>>41508516Stop what?
>>41508516not gonna happen
I’m running low on my vial, but it’s been so long since I ordered hrt that I’m not sure if I should go with the same vendor I went with last time. Is Otokonoko still the main vendor that people in the U.S. go with for enanthate?
yay hrtgen :)i have questions about pio if you would answer>dosage>regimen (timeline/cycles/calories/idk)>can i exercise while on it? if i exercise (like for building muscle) will the lessened fat development impact the efficacy of pio?>are there known best practices for pio?>anything else i should know idkthank you kindly all
St4t couple where both see each other as basically a guy friend they can fuck.Realistically this can only happen between a gigapasser ftm and a tomboy mtf.Truly think about it. Mtfs are hot because they’re women with autism and personality. Ftms are hot because they’re a guy you can fuck. They would go so well together
>>41508255Im cis male
man idk I just wanna get fuckeddo I have to start injecting my pre-everything poon bf against his will or something? his libido is dead and he claims to be asexual
>>41508439If youre cis you shouldnt know what st4t is lol
>>41508502I have been on this board longer than you
>>41508439Take estrogen
You can see it coming from years away and yet that never meant you could do anything about it. Dying isolated and despised is like a cancer diagnosis where you can only wait for the time the doctor gave you to live to run out and hope you spent your life correctly until then. The suffering you go through will be mocked and celebrated.
>>41507079I a >40yo virgin
My parents think 35 year olds are "kids", life drags on for much longer than 40.
>>41507418unf, hey bb
why don't you guys find someone to have sex with?
>>4150707927 and a virgin here6 years hrt im just volcel atp tbdesu gonna die a virgin
cozy/cursed evening editionget it off your chest
>>41505488Actually I regret not going for longer because now I’m bored
>>41505335Flirting with like 3 people, might empty my hefty balls into one later idk kinda wish they were readily available.
>>41505649is it viable?
I want her.But she's married.She gave me these feelings I can never do anything with.She has feelings for me, too.But I could never be the kind of person she needs.I hope she fixes her relationship and lives a long happy life. Ill find someone, maybe.Actually maybe not, since Ive settled on being single forever.But man, does it hurt to admit thatJust stream of consciousness ig
>>41505335Genuinely the only thing that keeps me going day to day is daydreaming about having a husband/bf. Everyday I look forward to going home so I can take an edible, hug my pillow and pretend it’s my husband. I like to imagine him saying he’s proud of me. It’s the only thing I want in life at this point. It’s so pathetic, I’m 25 and still never had a bf, only got my first kiss a year ago. I know I could probably get a bf too but I’m too mentally ill and don’t think I deserve one yet. I feel like such a loser. >t.ranny
i dont like having friends. spending time with people doesnt make me feel better, maybe i have fun at the time but ten seconds later its like it never happened. i used to want friends so badly and hated being alone but now its all ive known for so long i just want things to stay isolated forever. i have my computer, i have books and music and movies and shows and people on twitch and twitter and youtube to be parasocial towards, im fine. ill be fine.
bump
Schizoid
>>41507255doubt it
>>41497601Life has taught me the only thing worse than no friends is shitty friends.
SAME
Hello voice posters. Instead of the usual resources that ain't nobody use I will give some advice that I think helps everyone.Practicing alone in your room is helpful but the ultimate passage to a trained voice is being able to actually use it. You'll never "find" your voice if you aren't practicing it in real conversation.If you're not out irl maybe try chatting on discord VC or something like that.
>>41507062Lol. Try it! Thanks, good luck. It helped my consistency. You sound good already.
I'm not trans but do you like my voice? People usually make fun of it.https://voca.ro/1etCTGKE18zS
>>41507803>https://voca.ro/1etCTGKE18zSyou just sound like a gay male so if ur one ur good tbdesu
https://voca.ro/1gxi6D4yv2lp
>>41508694>https://voca.ro/1gxi6D4yv2lpyou go king
no one here passesinb4 angle lying
No trans women pass from the backside. Except youngshits
>>41506307I jacked off to this
>>41506307
>>41508524omg
>>41507068ive seen trannies who pass from the back but then as soon as they turn around its like LOL thats a man back passing is actually the easiest temporary pass
sorry to kill a thread for this but i'm trying to get a better idea of what i look like: does my body look the same in these two pictures? taken literally four hours apart with nothing eaten or drank between. how come i look like left at work but i look like right when i'm naked? my shoulders even look way broader at home...it is possible that it is a trick of the mirror (my mirror at home is resting on the floor and angled slightly upwards unlike the perfectly vertical mirror at work) but i feel like i should look at least mostly the same. these don't even look like the same person to me. am i stupid? am i delusional? do i actually look terrible at work too?
>>41502245looks male in both
>>41508436Nah, it's not bait, it's just mostly nit picking about specific things that are "on average" (sometimes not even on average, just things that are portrayed differently in media) differently between men and women, because people here try to pass as hard as possible (sometimes going to extremes too). For example, a lot of women have an adam's apple, it's not exclusive to women, and a lot of men don't have an adam's apple. It's just that people here use the average, and if you differ from that, you don't "pass". Also sidenote, transvestigators are dumb and stupid and they're just so icky and ughhh.Honestly it's why a lot of trans people get brainworms from this site and end up thinking that they'll have to body/girlmode for the rest of their lives, even though they'd pass just fine and could do better with some fashion sense/self care.But yeah TL:DR, imo you look fine, and a lot of it is just chronically online nit picking (food for thought, but don't let the dysphoria kick in because of it).
>>41508436>ask for opinion>gets opinion>head explodes in nuke level rageYou are 100% NOT stealth please tell me you don’t actually believe this. You are visibly transgender and that’s without even seeing your face or hairline.
>>41508457thank you again :)i am in the US but i'm sure i can figure it out. i really appreciate your patience>>41508574oh friend you are preaching to the choir. i'm sorry; i think the way i formatted that last post was weird. i hadn't meant to imply that you were also trolling. the intent was more that i was speaking to you about the anon but i see that was lost lol>>41508594i don't know if i really believe it myself desu but lived experience tells me that i'm stealth even if i think i'm a freakazoid lol.anyhow i don't mean to come off as upset. it's just that what i was being told was so far from sense that i couldn't parse it as anything besides trolling, which i do still think this is.
>>41508676You are not stealth, people are being polite or they don’t want to cause any disturbance. I mean you see people everyday that go “Oooh, ok” with their eyes when they see you. Never assume you have any insight into complete strangers mental processes, it will lead you to unsafe situations.To reiterate: you are visibly transgender and we haven’t seen your face or hairline.
Halloween edition>QOTT: What are you doing for Halloween? What costume will you wear?Previous thread: >>41467682
>>41508367why? if you don't have dysphoria then there's no reason to be
i wish i never saw warmfreshpaint transbian sexo 10 years agomy mental health would be so much better
>>41508385I’m envious of those who have what I never canI’m a fake human with no identity and the trans people I met are all better than me for the fact they self actualiseThey get to be cute or at least are allowed to do anythingBut I’m just a depressed subhuman
Just do 3 pullups, 10 push ups, and 60s planks every time you have a troon thought. This will encourage rewiring the brain in a masculine way.
>>41507222You know you can express yourself femininely in public without being obscene.
Hey this is a pic my friend drew of glegle
>>41507535It's beautiful anon
>>41507596He's a talented artist
Bumlp
is this actually true?
>>41507665Yes they are over-convicting for sexual offences because women are not believed unless they are accusing a tranny. As stated a trans woman was arrested for giving a blowjob because the guy was ashamed later and said he didn't know she was born male.
>>41506000>>41506032>>41506044>>41507123>>41507650
>>41506000Actually trans women rape at exactly the same rate as cis men....because they're the same thing.
>>41507853By that logic indian and black men rape at the same rate as cis men.
>>41507970Indian and black men exist, trans women do not.
