I accidentally came out to some of my friends in a bar last night and realized that what really bothers me about transitioning isn't the becoming a tranny no, it's the fact that I know I'll be extremely lonely once I do. No one will be waiting for me. And when I transition and get into a relationship? There will never ever be another person thinking the exact same thoughts as me. This is ridiculous but really no one else in the world will fully accept me outside of a person that's a perfect mirror of me.
>>42369927Even my fucking dad whose been married to my Mom "happily" for the past 50 years had a moment of clarity a few years ago where he just stepped away from a family reunion for maybe an hour. My mom was wondering where he went and when we saw him again at the end of the night he just said he was walking around. A few days later I woke up to my parents talking in the other room and my dad was about how he realized at the party that he STILL did not fit in with everybody else, that he felt exactly like he did as a kid when he got bullied at school. My mom tried to comfort him in the way she usually does by being happy but it was obvious that nothing was really getting to him. I suspect my mom is as lonely but doesn't verbalize it. Like am I just fucked? These are people that raised me and I'm also an only child. I'm sure people will love me at some point but I don't think anyone will ever truly match up with me and I can't stand it. I hate it I hate it I hate it. I'm so lonely. The bar last night was also so messed up because the trans people there were sorta helping me out but they weren't really listening to my concerns. Then the cis people could barely talk around me the whole rest of. the night. One of them gave me a hug but it was so hollow. As we were leaving one of the trans women stays behind walking with me and is trying to give me advice and then I ask her if she was trying to continue this conversation because I needed more and she was like "no, I have to go home" and left barely a minute after. Why? Just why?Even this thread is probably going to go unanswered and ignored. Sigh.
>>42369927this is EXACTLY why t4t transbians exist. it seems like you would fit in well there
>>42369927I realized pretty early in life that I was destined to be lonely and angry no matter what, it's not fun, but I've stopped trying not to be and focused on coping.>>42370119If your question is "will my insecurities end when I'm 50", the answer is no, they won't. You'll just get more accustomed to the feelings. Adulthood is the same petty bullshit as childhood except more health problems.
>>42370119Autism maybe? It's hard to ever feel like you belong when you have it.
Dudes be like "I'm gay" and then only exclusively date just the most feminine femboys possible who are basically indistinguishable from cis women
>>42367362>guys be like 'i'm a foodie' and then only exclusively dine at 5 star restaurants
>>42369616that's only because you're not chad thoughbeit
>>42367362Because for years people called you gay for even entertaining femboys traps or trannies, so people just rolled with and owned it. Now people are saying they're not real gays. Classic.
>>42367362Bisexual men don’t know nothing about gay men and this thread shows.
>>42367402Stfu faggot, why don’t you fuck men like a man
Women are hot and make me horny, but sometimes I see a man so beautiful, I want to worship him and make love to him and grow old with him together. He could do anything to me and I would let him. Anyone else know this feeling?t. bisexual
>>42369796I'm not a penissexual despite loving men.
>>42369804Still, their body isn't impotent. Unlike vag-havers.
>>42369539i hope one day i can find someone like you
>>42369658I don’t like polygamy and I don’t think it would work for me but thinking of having a daddy bf and mommy gf both spoiling me and fucking me sounds hot
No not really. I like having sexual relations with males sometimes because women are insufferable, but I've never seen a guy and been like "I would sure like to marry this guy and get a house together and get a joint bank account". No shade if you do that's just not my thing. Men are for pleasure. Women are for porn and occasional dates and then going back to men who are less vindictive than women. Yes I'm going to die alone, problem?
>returns to hometown after years>reunite with weird highschool friends cus I was weird then too>one of them is apparently a trans woman now>arrive at her house to be shown furry inflation porn and flirted with by a non-dysphoric rapehonWhat did I expect?
>>42369538>to be shown furry inflation pornkekand you didn't say anything or something?
>>42369538Are you trans too
>>42369538If she did this to me, I would of let her rape me, not because I'm turned on, but because I'm easily coerced.
>>42369538>be me>have job in a cool city and job in hometown that is way cheaper>what do I doooo>ask fren>fren says to big city, its basically a part of growing up>I say nah I will stay in my hometown and buy a house cause it’s so cheap here>friend from Highschool comes back from Boston>says im not allowed to hang out with him in Boston because I was too weird and autistic in Highschool and still am to him>I can literally talk to anyone and come off as normal>this convo was pre transition too>get resented by poor tranners in hometown too for having moneyI hate how stupid and shallow people are. Im just going to go to Chicago and live with an ex I am chill with
>>42370100how about sendin somea that money my way schweetiepups? i sure could god-damn well use a littlebitofit
Exercise Editionprevious: >>42162119Goal of the thread: Go out for a walk, or try to get any other form of small exercise (walking stairs for 5 mins for example)Daily goals can be repeated. Remember to keep score, it can only go up!>What is this thread for?Getting better is hard, and sucks. A lot. It does not get easier doing it alone.Share resources and experiences with combating depression, anxiety, personal issues, achieving or maintaining a healthy weight, etc.>Why is this thread /lgbt/?Struggles with mental and physical health are an indisputable part of /lgbt/ life, be it from dysphoria, social pressure, heartbreak, or just unfortunate lifestyle choices.>Notes to consider:Please be civil. Shame is your greatest enemy in fighting urges of self abuse (be it sh, drugs, or just self deprecation). Relapsing into bad and unhealthy habits is to be expected, the goal is to increase the average amount of time it takes between relapses. Any improvement is a victory no matter how small. Your worth and right to get better are non-negotiable. And most importantly:WE ARE NOT THERAPISTS, WE DON'T REPLACE MEDICATION>Note on adviceComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
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>>42365368idk, im trying to accept ill never have a partner. nobody wants a depressed tranny. i got told "ill fuck you but i'd never want to date you" and it just makes me feel so miserable. some people just live alone for their lives and i guess i need to be okay that im one of those people. hell ig being trans was signing up to be isolated from the world. this is my fault.
I miss what we didn't become, so much potential squandered and for what, this reality is not good for either of us now. I will probably love you forever my dummy.
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>>42341787I am in hell againI thought I had escaped but it turns out i was just walking in circles and found myself right back in it again
/lesgen/ is the lesbian general for all cis women and trans women (MtF) to discuss lesbian relationships and topics.Be kind to each other and report/ignore trolls who attempt to divide trans mtf lesbians and cis lesbians as a community. This includes transphobic bigotry, femmephobia, butchphobia, racism, and anti-c4t/t4t slop. This is nice thread. :)QOTT>Are you or your gf good at making others laugh? What never fails to make you laugh?>Are you a vengeful person? Favorite incident in which you’ve gotten revenge on someone? Are you forgiving?tagmap: https://tagmap.io/tag/%2Flesgen%2Fdiscord: https://discord.gg/bAnVMAGPNRold thread: >>42335213
>>42360438i thought her and charlotte dated?
>>42366235it's pretty popular in my generation. not ubiquitous but not uncommon
>>42369294Home
countless years of all my knowledge of life and culture coming from the internet has made me very insecure about my music taste. i was listening to birds of a feather since it came out before i even knew that it was one of the biggest songs of 2024, i just though that it stood out the most to me on that album that it was a pretty little song. i feel like i have to bring up that qualifier whenever i talk about it or similarly popular songs so people know that i'm not a basic bitch who lets the charts decide my taste, despite the fact that real people don't actually care and honestly probably do let the charts decide their music taste because they're not autistic about music.
I love eating ass
>be me about 3 months ago>severely mentally broken and riddled with zebra stripes>really depressed and takes me longer to do most things>fckn 1am in the mornin at the waterfront park cuddling a girl i matched with on taimi>we both trans>she makes an odd joke about injecting estrogen and essentially asks if a square (i am)> I say that I used to abuse meds and shrooms (both lies)>she follows up with if its okay to take her medication >ok>she takes out a needle and a couple of other things wrapped in something shiny>Im not a complete idiot and can tell its not medication>squeamish but genuinely trying not to care im too afraid of being alone again>were laying in the folded back rows of her car>she isn't looking so good>she asks me if I want to take a hit Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42369506sounds basedin my hometown we girls used to slam poppies down our lungs, like the best you have ever smokednot any opium either, it was fermented for years and the smoke had such a unique smellit would fulfill our rooms and we would be in a opium haze all day long, me and the girls, cuddling and trash talking all day, laying around in this gigantic bed and even on the floor with a nice carpetthen i met a girl at the poppy fields one day, she was enchanting; a little insane but in a good way; she would smoke fresh opium in her pipe like a madwoman, slash pods and latex fresh in the pipe, i was intantly in lovewe spend days in those fields, laying around and smoking fresh latexoh good days. good days...it fucking hurtseverything is grey nowback then, even the sky was bluer, the poppies redder...
>>42369506default human face
>>42369506will never cuddle a corrupted qt and eat her ass
>>42369686no one is that based, i don't believe in you
>>42370019why would i lie bitch?i'm one of the most based girls that have fallen in this trash worldeven more than my exmy girls can't wear my coat better than me... yet
>gock in my srsussy anon hasn't posted for an entire monthI miss her.
i missed those threads, were they good?
>>42368252she usually posts in other people's threads, flirting with them
I'm a chaser and I've lost every trans girl I've ever talked to because I'm unironically pic related.
>>42369735men with bpd aren't real, transition now
>>42369735>i'm a chaser and i'm a bpd anime girlyou're a repper and that's why we run from youwe're good at sniffing out reppers
I never understood why people romanticize this behavior, know a woman that behaves like this and it's a nightmare
>>42369754You're a fembrained chaser I think they left you because they don't want to get another skinwalker as a "bf"
>>42369809>tfw no one will ever love a repperKms
Why is sympathy for trans people singled out lile this? Is it any less tragic if a twink gets raped? Why should taking hormones give you special protections?
Because I'm irresistible, dumb motherfucker. God gives his sexiest angels his most devoted sexual harassers. Male and female!!! Yes I am very aware I look good with very minimal effort. Clear skin, cinched waist, fat ass, minimal stomach fat, and exercise. Taking hormones should give me special protections because I make these heifers look special ed.
>>42369533>>42369550because prison rape is basically legalized anyways in America bc America is a barbaric country and its just that trannies are especially vulnerable to that.
>>42369533america loves it when amabs are raped. they're just reading them as male. i think it's like "that's what you get for breaking the law!" and then there's the added aspect of like, 'cosmic justice', where they think you're getting what you wanted as a punishment, so it's also "heh, but i thought you wanted to be a degenerate faggot who dresses up like a woman and gets fucked by men?"to answer this retarded ass question though, it's because trans people are at higher risk of rape. but there's the converse of the above happening too with liberals where because trannies are read as women, they're given more sympathy as victims. god i love gender roles.
>>42369981just wanted to comment to let u know ur based.
>>42369533Any prisoner being raped is bad, but trans people (transfems especially) are a particularly vulnerable demographic.
>I want you to hurt me!>I want you to degrade me!>I want you to use me and make me feel worthless!Just once I'd like a tranny to say "I want you to perform an act of great bravery in my honour!" or "I want you to hold me and let me cry a lifetime of tears into your chest!". Y'know. Why are you all devoid of light in your souls?
>>42364038>Ok, but what am I supposed to do about that?it really depends on what kind of encounter this is desu. if the girl is just seeking casual sex/hookups, there's really not much you can do, and you shouldn't force it bc i think that kinda crosses a boundary. but if this is someone whos actually interested in entering a RELATIONSHIP with you...this might sound fucked up but to an abuse victim, willingly allowing someone to hurt you is a sign of love and trust. it is a way of offering a connection. this might sound kind of generic but you could try roleplaying it. having a safe word gives her a sense of control and helps build trust. if you dont want to do that then you could try doing something more mild that might scratch the same itch. like, playful teasing or even slight bullying, so long as you're both "in on it" (ie its consensual) pretty much anything is fair game so long as it doesnt cause lasting harm. >These people push you away when you try to helpthis is also fucked up but lmao, sometimes kindness feels more dangerous than cruelty, hell, sometimes it actually straight up IS more dangerous. "kindness" can have all kinds of strings attached, can be revoked at any time, can have unseen conditions, and can be used to make someone let their guard down. these girls dont just feel unsafe to receive your assistance, they feel unsafe to even WANT your assistance, as it ironically places them in an even more vulnerable position where you can later deem them unworthy once theyve started depending on you, in which case she will be made to feel extremely foolish for trusting you. it's a really dangerous gamble from her perspective to allow you to break down her walls. honestly my advice would be to respect a girl's boundaries and try not to "help" her more than she wants you to. allow her to set the pace when it comes to opening up and trusting you. patience is key. when she needs your help, and trusts you enough, she'll let you know.
>>42363925>Trannies and women are mercenariesvery true
>>42363827i want you to hold me and let me cry a lifetime of tears into your chest is pretty close to what i want actually
>>42365852trannies are leeches
>>42363827>Just once I'd like a tranny to say "I want you to perform an act of great bravery in my honour!" or "I want you to hold me and let me cry a lifetime of tears into your chest!".I would do this
QOTT:Were you also lonely with no thread fOR 3 DAYS???>Reminder: This gen is for cis homosexual females (lesbians). All trans-related or bisexual posts are considered off-topic and should be directed to other generals or threads. No discussion of male (XY) anatomy.Discords:>OG Discord: https://pastebin.com/P644WESi>clg2 Discord: https://pastebin.com/1ct1Fcag>clg3 Discord: https://pastebin.com/emrpgWM8Previous thread:>>42163750
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>>42368085>Spider-Man's Girlfriend
Not as cold as yesterday but still chilly out. Almost wish it would snow.
>felt stressed, anxious and uncomfortable last night>had a hard time falling asleep>when it finally happened, the sleep was shallow, and i woke up after a few hours>nightmare and racing heartbeat too>fell asleep again, but this new try didn't work out any better>about 4-5h of fragmented restThis'll be a rough day.
fell pretty hard for a bishit avoidant girl who only speaks to me about her ex boyfriends. it's so over for me
I’ve been dating a conservative guy for like over 4 years. I honestly never even considered it to be odd until someone brought it up (it just felt natural to me). So now I’m wondering are any other trans women our there in relationships with conservative guys?
>>42369834Why are you ok with homophobia>>42369858There's lots of people who would genuinely disown their kids for being lgbt, and most of the time even a gay couple just being in public is "forcing their beliefs"
>>42369858No they don't. They really don't. It's why they like legislating rights away.
>>42369858why are conservatives so fucking stupid and braindamaged?
>>42369878i find it more unnatural than transsexualism. i do get that gay ppl exist & i dont want them to be eradicated but if i see a faggot in public i think its funny.
>>42369977So you think people's worth are based on their looks? And what's wrong with liking the same gender
what are the most common crimes that boymoders commit?
>>42369720>>42369726I'm glad we both immediately thought about cat management!
death to pisstint AI slop
>>42369720>>42369726>>42369769
>>42369816aw bb ;~;Meanwhile, while the cat's away, the mouse will play >:3
Ok time for a cat nap ;3*jumps in basket*
i wish a big alien mommy abducted me and force me to transition
>>42369077i ended up in the hospital 3 times last year over attempts, each time i saw people, tried new meds, asked for new advice and opinions and got nothing except "im sorry"Life's just the way it is.
>>42369099god love is always healing
>>42359130I wish the original story didn't end so soon, I liked the feral escapee that got re-domesticated and wanted to see her dynamic with the one affini
>>42369391lots of people grow old and die broken
This is a good fetish desu>>42359233Like this>>42359626>>42359676Hot>>42359772Yep>>42359774Ok this is a classic too>>42359819Ha there is the fucked up thing>>42359841Yep>>42359858Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
