how i imagine all the chuds making transphobic threads on /tttt/
>>42197642are you jewish? you look jewish as shit
>>42197655im not, but what if i was
>>42195051Bronya looks the printed thing
>>42197663no big deal, im just training my phenotype identification skill. this has been an educational exchange.
>>42197674>>42197655>>42197242so funny that the chud still scared to show his face. i wonder how orgish he is
For me it was just sheer guilt and fear and knowing I was some kind of freak and not being able to tell anyone about my issues because my only exposure to trannies was fucking terrifying + no knowledge of HRT until it was too late. t. lateshit HRTrepper here who is unfortunately spending his New Year's frustrated about not being a youngshit.
>>42194815Knew at 7. Youngshits weren't a thing. In fact, I didn't even hear the word "trans" until 19. But even then it was still not an option in my country.Then the thoughts stopped at ~22. Genuinely thought I "grew out of it" as the studies said (that most gnc kids grow out of it).But then the thoughts came back with a vengeance at 30. Repped harder because I already had a family. Each year got worse. Then far worse.Now 39, starting this Monday.I could not have been a youngshit no matter what. Born too early. But I could've started 8-9 years ago. Oh welp. I'm done complaining but I'm also done repping. I have to at least try.
>>42194815i thought that if you had low probability of passing(height) it meant you werent trans. i would literally joke about being trans to my cis gf and actually convinced myself i was joking. took 10 years to figure out its not a choice then i didn't want to be tied to pharma/job/insurance for life and get osteoporosis if i got fired so repped for another 5 years until i lost about one mm of hairline then learned about monotherapy and diy and started a week later
>>42194815i didnt know i could just diy
i had no idea diy was even a thing. my parents were super strict and christian so they heavily surveilled and restricted my internet access. whenever they caught me talking to other lgbt people i'd get grounded for weeks. eventually i figured out how to sneak onto trans reddit but ofc they don't talk about diy. by the time i was able to crack their shit to get full internet access and come here it was too late. i diy now tho.
I knew what was up with me only at 14 because nobody ever explained trans people to me and my parents are republican and I am a failson who only moved out within the past year.I’m 25 btw
QOTT:What's your favorite movie monster>Reminder: This gen is for cis homosexual females (ie lesbians). All trans-related or bisexual posts are considered off-topic and should be directed to other generals or threads. No discussion of male (XY) anatomy.Discords (you will never ever ever get in):>OG Discord: https://pastebin.com/P644WESi>clg2 Discord: https://pastebin.com/1ct1Fcag>clg3 Discord: https://pastebin.com/emrpgWM8Previous threat:>>42086524
>>42197324I feel like this too, but then I feel embarrassed by it. like, there's no way I'm that much of a unique snowflake. I think a lot of people walk around feeling like this, even if it seems like they're well adjusted.
jenny was so pretty.
I'm in my mid 20s and this is ruining my life. Ever since i was about 12 i masturbated to the idea of being a woman. It was like a daily ritual. I crossdressed ocasionally and masturbated in women's clothes. I know this is autogynephilia. I didn't know the word at the time but once i did it made sense to me. My life up to this point is a blur to be honest. I can't remember anything else about my childhood or teenage years or even up until a couple of years ago. I think i'm bi as well but i've never kissed anyone or had sex. All i can think about now is how much i hate being a man but i feel like it's all because of my autogynephilia and lack of a sex life. The idea of being a woman is on my mind every second of every day. I hate seeing myself in the mirror. I don't get my picture taken. Being called handsome or compared to other men makes me cringe. I know this all stems from autogynephilia but how do i move past it? I take finasteride to stop hair loss and i take antidepressants but i'm still miserable. I can't go on dates and struggle to keep jobs. Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42196947I wanted to experience sex as a woman
>>42196826I feel like i'd be taking resources away from people actually suffering from gender dysphoria
>>42197058if you DIY, you aren't taking resources away from anyone. there isn't a hormone shortage, if producers see a spike in demand they'll just buy more raws.the only place this concern makes any kind of sense is for like NHS waitlists, and those are already so long that i would not recommend anyone go through them anyway
>>42196738So how do i stop my agp getting worse?
>>42197623Strict limits on "girly time," for example dressing up and fapping once a week if that's your thing.Don't putter about the house cross-dressed all day. Build and maintain a connection to male social life.Nut regularly. Post nut clarity is what you want.
New Year's Editionprevious: >>42044782 >>42079478 (died prematurely)Goal of the thread: Consider the things you want to improve or accomplish, whether long- or short-term. What small steps can you make towards those goals?Daily goals can be repeated. Remember to keep score, it can only go up!>What is this thread for?Getting better is hard, and sucks. A lot. It does not get easier doing it alone.Share resources and experiences with combating depression, anxiety, personal issues, achieving or maintaining a healthy weight, etc.>Why is this thread /lgbt/?Struggles with mental and physical health are an indisputable part of /lgbt/ life, be it from dysphoria, social pressure, heartbreak, or just unfortunate lifestyle choices.>Notes to consider:Please be civil. Shame is your greatest enemy in fighting urges of self abuse (be it sh, drugs, or just self deprecation). Relapsing into bad and unhealthy habits is to be expected, the goal is to increase the average amount of time it takes between relapses. Any improvement is a victory no matter how small. Your worth and right to get better are non-negotiable. And most importantly:WE ARE NOT THERAPISTS, WE DON'T REPLACE MEDICATION>Note on adviceComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
checking in on sig in the middle of the night, brushing its hair to the side, and giving it a kiss on the forehead
new year's greetings from page 8
sleepy
>>42162119i started to think about what i was proud of this past year and the main thing is cleaning. i used to be a slob as a teenager, then something clicked for me and i kept my stuff clean and all. but then i moved out to a dorm and had been moving a few more times and every time it just got back to being a slob. i never cleaned the floor, had stuff lying about, food wrappers, dust, trash, etc. everything was covered in dust and it was quite gross. that was for like 5 years. i moved to my own apartment this spring and shockingly have kept everything clean and tidy since. i clean weekly, pick up stuff and dont have trash everywhere. i mean i did start hormones a few months prior, but this has been a huge improvement in my life. i actually like living at my home and im not embarrassed to invite people over which is crazy.i guess the next thing is to get my hygene in order as well. probably should shower more than just once a month.
bump
Is this app still hot garbage? I deleted it a few months ago when they added a bunch of new paywall features that even paying the premium subscription wasn't enough for and kept shitting up the UI with constant "tests to see how users respond" that were obviously just looking to see how much shit the users would put up with before deleting. But grindr gives me AIDS just from looking at it and the other apps are either botted to hell or too cishet.
>gaydenmy life is over. all i wanted was to marry and have kids. any man that would marry me would probably see me as a woman the moment i reveal im trans and i would never marry like that. i refuse to be a single father and adopt kids that probably wont even want me to be their dad and would be grossed out or confused by me. im doomed. im also gonna live until 50 because of testosterone or something.
>>42197282You mentioned marrying a man, so I thought you were gay and would get pregnant by the man. Sorry if I misunderstood.
>>42197314dude…
>>42197334its probably the route im gonna take when im older and desperate, but i also have to take into account that most adoption agencies would probably deny me>>42197335being gay doesnt lead to wanting to get pregnant. being pregnant is extremely femenine and would make me dysphoric. it is also painful
>>42197202Wait for ivg and you can be the father and your husband can be the mother
>>42197513you mean someone can make me have sperm?
are there any relatively cold countries that dont despise trannies and have a good demographic outlook anons?
>>42196007i worry that they will keep importing modern slave labor, howeveralso i have heard they are perpetually like miserableotherwise it seems very nice and id like to at least visit sometime to wander around in the woods
>>42195757>LOLcanadian here, youd have good luck if you live in southern ontario or bc. otherwise its hick town or frenchies
>>42196024finland is stricter on immigration than most european countries. to an almost stupid degree sometimes; there were a couple cases in the news recently where people had come to finland to get educated and then when they graduated they were booted out of the country instead of letting them stay and work when they wanted to work and had a job.the miserable thing is just a meme. finland has been the number one in happiness polls for so many years in a row i lost count.i wouldnt live anywhere else.
>>42196132i am pretty sure you can at least extend your stay in finland while looking for a jobit is mostly family reunification, cheap labor, and refugee stuff which contribute to unsavory types of immigrantsalso, im pretty sure the happiness thing is based on like some weird metrics that do not actually include how finns feel, just how good their social services and qol areagain i do not care about other people too much anyway and as long as it is relatively cold and has good demographic outlook i think id manageits really about which countries are poised to decouple themselves from the infinite growth model which makes constantly increasing populations a necessity (see every country's pension system)
bumpu
Ftm bodyshaming needs to stop.
>>42197376Idk I'm a cis woman and I always take a sniff of my panties after poop/pee and bidee. Its honestly such a nice sweet smell, or maybe not if one has bacterial vaginosis. My discharge is like top 5 of my fave scents.
>>42197498I'm a cis man and I like to smell my fingers after shoving them up my anus and I also love the smell of my own farts, but at least I don't try to cancel people who think my farts and shit smell like farts and shit
>>42197535Your anus and ass smell like shit while my pussy smells nice and sweet, its almost like you cannot compare the two. Sorry you only have one stinky hole chud
>>42197558>a vagina (any vagina) smells like anything other than a pile of rotting fish mixed with 6 day old blood soaked wound stuffing gauze from the hospitalCome on lady, even a 2nd generation chatbot can create better bait than this
>>42197593>pile of rotting fish mixedSorry if you have only smelled vaginas with bacterial vaginosis but a clean and healthy vag smells delightful. Go sniff your inferior poopy hole if you like it so much, I keep enjoying my own pheromone scents
I'm genuinely curious, this is the question that always lead to the downfall in the debate.The question is asked "What is a woman?" and most of the time the pro-trans debate falls apart.The trans community is large and has significant places like reddit to for their Echo-chamber. Why haven't they come together to create a strong answer to that question?Why haven't they made some sticky thread on the biggest sub-reddit so they can create an answer that they can all use when asked in a debate?
>>42197060Do you like cuntboys?
>>42197355Ftms are most definitely women. are you kidding? Never met an ftm that could beat me in arm wrestling and they still have those prey eyes that get me going
>>42197508I mean amab cuntboys
>>42195188>what is a mother>you're adopted mother isnt REALLY your mother
>>42197526you mean post srs detroonies? 100% women as well >make life changing decision>regret choice >flip flop Can't make up their mind like the fucking women they are
i want to keep my transition from my family as secret for atleast 2 years. i live with them. if i just eat how i normally eat will that screw my transition over? realistically how long would it take for me to end up with female fat redistribution? also could it effect breath development
>>42188915well anamaxxing will keep you more androgynous as you wont gain much bodyfat. i dont know if you will fuck up your breasts tho
>>42188915Remember how hungry you were during puberty, match or exceed that
It takes ten years for every single fat cell in your body to regenrate. So right now your fat is 100% male. A year on hrt it's 10% female 90% male and so on.The only way to affect the speed of this is either to be young enough for your body to still be producing completely new fat cells or by going giga obese.Weight cycling is a meme. HRT is rarely effective enough for people to notice quickly.You can ana and definetly keep it hidden better, but you'll also feel like shit and maybe fuck up your transition long term.You should be good just eating normally.
>>42196487that makes sense. at this moment in my life i do want my transition to be slow so i guess this is a good thing.>>42194367i am naturally androgynous face wise but idk body wise it is male
i don't top.
>>42197428WHATAYA MEAN YOU DON'T TOP???
Put your huge, veiny penis in my hairy male assholeDO ITGIVE ME YOUR TRANNY GOCK(i will be suckin it first)
>>42197428I suck at everything so fucking bottoms was my only chance of being at the top at something
Well someone's gotta top and it ain't gonna be me 'cause I don't have a dick.
because you are a faggot alright
do i just give up at this point
>>42197082whatever this means>>42197257im alr on hormones
op 2 months is literally nothing, i stg do ya'll even read the paperwork before you inject estrogen? feminization takes years
>>42197318yeah its time to finally give up and keep taking the hormones, OP
>>421967992 months is literally nothing plus it looks like u would pass with confidence anyway rn so keep going
>>42196799Is that xaviersobased
Im sick of the dishonesty of cis people, their treacherous ways.... i am turning into a curse.... the way i feel about the new year, is that i want to make the lives of cis people demonstrably worse. Whether it's sowing seeds of discontent amongst each other, or simply spreading rumours about people. No one is innocent. I am justice. I am the purification upon this impure world. All that is touched by me shall become pure
>>42197243nuh be nice and don’t give the nonsense power best you can do is not let those who want to get to you and be happy with what you have and other endeavors
>>42197243my sister is giving a speech on autism in a week and i want to show her office retard posts to prepare her. maybe she can use them on the slides when talking about certani symptoms
>>42197243If you wanna inflict REAL pain, you know what to do. Get a high score, let the cops take you alive, then laugh in court
>>42197243You should purify through loving kindness like Sailor Moon :)
foamer editionq what are your favorite transit vehiclesq2 if you could drive any transit vehicle what would you drive>>42144666
I have become so incredibly not feminine
I was sick recently and the dysphoria was completely gone thanks to the fatigue and brain fog of the illness, I can feel it creeping back now.
>>42194510relationships eventually end and then you are left with yourself againwe're all forced to live with ourselves
>>42196094Will it really? I was hoping I could offload my transsexual thoughts on my gf, e.g. by buying her clothes and such.
>face looks somewhat okay from the front, some potential>have an autistic, masculine side profile w/ a yakubmaxxed foreheadhow does this happen
