not a tranny (I am a cisgender bisexual male) but I have this sexual fantasy of being a hot woman fucking every man I encounter, I gotta be a hot woman and it gotta be men in the fantasy. DAE
I'm straight but I have two sides. When women are nice to me IRL I turn straight, but when women treat me like I'm a creep or a potential rapist I get extremely blackpilled and just want to troon out and become a fucktoy for lonely men
Would you fuck a manlet, gays?
Yes
>>41031062yes anon it is ok ^___^>>41032049too fast anon :s
>>41032106>too fast anon :smb got too silly :3
>>41030850small men that doesn't try to over compensate are hotnot fetish thing just psych imprint from having a hot manly short hunk as a classmate once...
>>41032032that is his username, no?
Everywhere you look, it’s the same tired script: “find your community,” “build a support network,” “make friends.” It gets preached like gospel, as if constant socializing is the pinnacle of existence.But not everyone has that, and not everyone wants it. Some people are alone. Some people stay isolated. That doesn’t make them broken, and it doesn’t make them lesser. What’s actually pathetic is the forced cheerleading for “community” like it’s the cure to everything.The ones who get pedestalized are always the loud, bubbly types. The ones who look good in group photos, who can smile on command, who play nice for outsiders. They’re easier to digest; but they’re not the whole picture.And let’s be honest: a lot of those “community-driven” types are fake as hell. Plastic smiles, two-faced friendliness, shallow as a puddle. It’s not about connection, it’s about performance. They’re selling an image. Meanwhile the rest of us, the ones who don’t put on an act, get treated like the problem for refusing to be palatable.
I get where you're coming from because social activity drains me too and I find it extremely stressful, but at some point in my life I realized it was necessary for survival, essentially. It's like eating your vegetables or exercising or whatever analogy you find most natural. You have to do it, and the alternative is to get older, weirder, and lonelier. Don't do what I did, which is indulge those feelings. You'll be up at night thinking of your regrets every night.t. old, weird, and lonely
Persistent isolation does make most people broken though. You can enjoy solitude and still come out of it from time to time so as to keep your social needs in check. You know you can do both, right?
make friends with people younger than you?or watch everyone you know die?which way white man?
>>41032176Society hates boring people They’d rather have a loud mouth idiot than a reserved person who keeps to themselves Why? because the former is entertaining the latter is not
If you don't have a fagcent you are a non-intersex dyadic normal male man.
>>41027380>womens voices dont have fagcents anyway faggotwhy do female socialized ftms have fagcents after getting on T then
>>41031750Fagcent is closer to female than male, but still distinct. Plus a bunch of them are literally transitioning into gay men.
>>41030333then you are repressing it otherwise>>41031781fagcent is closer to maleit's an intersex leaning male voice, a feminized male voice
>>41027991trannies often claim to have fagcent but in fact just have autistic voice and believe that to be the same as a fagcent, it's not
>>41027195Yes, I'm a straight male on HRT who occasionally has sex with other menI really believe this bc I don't have a fagcent and I'm not otherwise naturally feminine in any wayPeople will disagree but I think you're right, OPI'm not in denial anymore
Yeah that's it you trannies are FINISHED
>>41029078we're the jews of gender
>>41030580His online footprint is probably much bigger but he’s severed his persona from any connection to his legacy or irl interacting accounts so it can’t get back to him (like I did when I was 14 or 15)
>>41029724These people would fall for a tunnel being drawn onto a brick wall i swear to god
>>41032115>>41029724>>41029041
>>41029164LMAO so true>>41029118Idk where this story of the tranny "turning him in" is coming from but it's not true. All of these articles are playing a game of telephone. Here's what happened: The Dad confronted Tyler over his suspicions and Tyler confessed to killing Kirk. The Dad calls his Youth Pastor. The YOUTH PASTOR is the one to rat to the feds. Not the Dad and not the Tranny. But to your point, yes, the public will always find a way to blame the trannies.>>41029144Ok this is getting rather confusing. He's not even a tranny? Did the Conservatives just invent this shit out of thin air?>>41029362No. This is a journo talking point that's been debunked. That Pepe isn't even the Groyper frog. Why would a guy kill a right wing leader with bullet casings engraved with anti-facist slogans? Fuentes unironically had nothing to do with this.
so i want to be a philosopher-king, but i also desire being feminized, dissolution into the feminine forever, sexually. at first both ideas got along well, now that i'm getting closer to the end it's like i have to pick one. to the poin where i have started to view the latter as a systematic satanic destruction of my male spirit. what do bros...
>>41029903Get a life you weirdo
>>41030349>>41030261is chaos magick satanic i wanna be a good boi
>>41032277its neutral. can be used for good or bad.
>>41029903I feel this ,other than the sexual bitIn the modern day ,transphobia means any sort of philosophikal or politikal signifikanse is borderline impossible for trannies to obtain>>41030349Fix your logo first before asking other people to help with your projekt
>>41029903>dissolution into the feminine foreversalvation, ascension, mokshathis is the way
It’s okay to be gay.
ONLY if you take estrogen
>>41032255yeah I know
How can I know if I hate being a man because of dysphoria and not because of some other elusive reason?Maybe I don't actually hate being a man, but I'm just approaching it from the wrong angle. An angle which hurts without cause.
>>41030694How would you describe your mental image of yourself? Is it clear or fuzzy and weird? If you've never taken the time to imagine yourself as a woman (like realistically what you'd like) you should do that and see how it feels mentally. If it feels clearer or more comfortable when you do, start to try and picture the girl you doing things you do day to day and see how they feel mentally. Personally, I had a lot of conflict with how I perceived myself until I just accepted I was a tranny. Being seeing as a dominant or parental man seemed awful and disgusting but being seen as a dominant and motherly woman feels amazing
>>41030544FUCK
>>41030836Getting bonepilled is... ahem... very typically trans. Especially to the degree you are.
>>41032234>How would you describe your mental image of yourself? Is it clear or fuzzy and weird?I know how I look like and how I'm perceived, but when it comes to a mental image of my "self", then I have none. There's just an empty white room without doors. >If you've never taken the time to imagine yourself as a woman (like realistically what you'd like) you should do that and see how it feels mentallyI've tried, but my imagination is so insanely weak that I can only think in emotionless and detached abstract concepts. I've tried to gleam any sort of emotion from this, but I simply can't. All I know is that I don't like imagining myself as the person I am now, and that includes being a man.>Being seeing as a dominant or parental man seemed awful and disgustingThis is very relatable. It's stomach turning whenever someone implies this is how they see me
>>41032251Dunno. I got bonepilled only because I wanted to remind myself that I am a man no matter what
>transbian top>small penis (4in)>look like a rapehonI want to kill myself
you have no real problems-.-
>>41032292but im ugly and have a small dick
i wish i could ask this to the trannys i know on discord but i hate feeling like an agp gorillarapehon only thinking with his rape stick when i think of asking to compare hrt effects with them, especially related to sexual characteristics.i want to list my hrt effects i guess and just have someone to talk about it with who i wont feel judged by. for reference my stats are: 140ish lbs, ab 5'11 and ive been on hrt for just under 2 months. i was kind of twinkcoping a bit before taking hrt i guess but i got on diy before like, anything forced me to.my effects:>skin is paler>hair is fuller, my hairline wasnt receding but ive gained some baby hairs on my crown + sides>nipples constantly hurt, breasts are perkier>lesser appetite (ive lost weight on hrt)>body + facial hair is thinner, takes longer to regrow>bruise and cut easier>less spontaneous erections, never had morning erections before but still dont get them now>infinitely more of a bottom than before, idk if this is honscience but i definitively know im attracted to men>my arousal is concentrated more in an indescribable abyss in my lower stomach, theyre stronger too and make my heart race (arousals) but i dont get it as often>my face doesnt feel more feminine but it looks younger, and features are more sharper -- i look more like a twink than beforeComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41030906you are in a very awkward stage right now, but you won't even remember it eventually. I maybe had 1% of the total changes my body has been through in the first 2 months. I'm 5 years in now and JUST developed cellulite, still changing
>>41030930thank you, its really really nice to just openly be able to discuss things like this. thank you again for sharing ur experiences its comforting. hearing you had that much change in 5 years is pretty crazy to me, when you scale it like that -- seeing it continuously develop too must be really exciting. im super happy for you :)
>>410309062 months is almost nothing girl, just relax and take your time. for me that time was mostly mental changes (like being more emotive?) and zero libido
gn femboygen<3
>>41023249rare case of femboys being actually cute. love to see it
amab femboys suck. ugh
>>41028860They're the best
>>41025919how tall are u? whats ur weight? gotta look the part if u wanna be a femboy.
Saturday Morning Editionprevious: >>40884987 >>41014692 Goal of the thread: Take some aspect of self care you are procrastinating and try make a game of it, keep score! Tell us what it is you struggle with, too.Daily goals can be repeated. Remember to keep score, it can only go up!>What is this thread for?Getting better is hard, and sucks. A lot. It does not get easier doing it alone.Share resources and experiences with combating depression, anxiety, personal issues, achieving or maintaining a healthy weight, etc.>Why is this thread /lgbt/?Struggles with mental and physical health are an indisputable part of /lgbt/ life, be it from dysphoria, social pressure, heartbreak, or just unfortunate lifestyle choices.>Notes to consider:Please be civil. Shame is your greatest enemy in fighting urges of self abuse (be it sh, drugs, or just self deprecation). Relapsing into bad and unhealthy habits is to be expected, the goal is to increase the average amount of time it takes between relapses. Any improvement is a victory no matter how small. Your worth and right to get better are non-negotiable. And most importantly:WE ARE NOT THERAPISTS, WE DON'T REPLACE MEDICATION>Note on adviceComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41030442>>41030571Thank you for the detailed advice. I should probably focus less on my looks. Just hard when I'm finally putting effort into my appearance transitioning. It was easier to ignore my appearance when I was a doomer who took HRT and thought I'd never pass and that's it. I need to build my self-worth in general, probably.I don't feel like I can trust my own perception on how I look.
>>41030832I’m glad I can help. I know from firsthand experience that something small like getting your eyebrows done is both a constructive act of self-care, and this hugely symbolic and intimidating process of moving forward with your transition. Working on your appearance is definitely something you should do, and taking pride in the effort you’re making is good also. Like I’ve heard about research showing that it’s better to encourage a kid by saying “You worked hard” instead of “You’re smart,” because being smart isn’t thought of as strictly the result of effort, and that can have negative effects like impostor syndrome (“They think I’m smart, but am I really?”) or complacence, where you think you don’t have to work hard if you’re smart.
>>41031005TL DR, you need to take pride in what you do rather than what you “are,” especially if what you are is something that’s based on how other people perceive you and other things you can’t fully control.
>>40997827>What I need to know is the things that scare you/that you struggle with.When talking to people, I have a near-constant fear of being judged for what I say, what I do, how I behave, etc. I also tend to set very high standards for myself, such that I often give up on tasks prematurely. Another thing is that uncertainty paralyzes me, like if I don't know the exact procedure for something I panic.(If that isn't the information you were looking for I apologize, I'm not the best at intuiting such things)>I suggest looking into itI think I found something good via my therapist, I still have to figure out details but it could happen in the next week or two.
alright sweethearts I promised myself not to stay awake until 3 am anymore so keep this thread bumped OR SO HELP ME I'LLmake a new one. Don't worry. But I WILL frown, so I am counting on you!! I have faith.
no, because i don't like the way it feels and i always looked really ugly when girls did my makeup in high school. i like my natural face and i want to look like me :)
>>41031803No because it feels like lying. If I don't pass without make up then I don't deserve to feel pretty
>>41031837this. i bought some starter stuff like foundation and concealer but im too ugly for that
>>41031803>>41031926Aren't the requirements for trans women and crossdressers fundamentally different? Males have slightly darker skin, have to conceal beard shadow, generally have to accentuate feminine traits and conceal masculine ones etc.
>>41031803of course? i'm a human woman living in the modern world. what are you talking about?
4 days with no /clg/ thread edition>Reminder: This gen is for cis homosexual females (lesbians). All trans-related or bisexual posts are considered off-topic and should be directed to other generals or threads. No discussion of male (XY) anatomy.>OG Discord: https://pastebin.com/P644WESi>clg2 Discord: https://pastebin.com/1ct1Fcag>clg3 Discord: https://pastebin.com/emrpgWM8previous thread: >>40938847
>>41029349I’m really sorry because I know first hand how awful dealing with councils and the government is, in fact I have come to really hate civil service people. In my case there wasn’t much of a fight, my grandma claimed he was being abusive (fyi my grandpa was devoted to her and a few good inches shorter) and nobody in our family really buys it. She claimed he had wandered off and he was found near their old home like a 4 hour walk away and none of the timeline from when she said he went missing made any sense, like everyone in our family knows it was bs and she dropped him off in the car so she could claim she couldn’t keep him safe anymore. It’s the tip of the iceberg with her really >reasonable forceand that’s the stuff they ADMIT. In the old place they drugged everyone there out 24/7 to zombify them >3rd world immigrantsare you in the uk as well i’m guessing, or maybe this is a problem in many places but yeah, can’t speak english, just want them drugged out, clearly a young asian man had punched my grandpa and was standing there sheepish when my dad came to check on him. Don’t even get me started on nhs / hospitals with this shit… I will say the second place we went had some muslim women who were way better and actually did their jobs properly in fairness >youngerthere was a lady there who was in her 40s with relatively young kids with really early onset. She died a few months ago. It makes me feel a little better about our own situation but I dread this happening to my dad when he’s in his 70s>>41029418In my experience of dealing with those people, talking to them about anything related to that is like trying to disarm a bomb. I would just say a lesbian bar is a place for women and not transgenders but idk if saying that might make them flip the fuck out on you.
oof
>>41030314should pull out this move in the olympics when forced to fight male boxers
>>41027132Think about all of the money that you're gonna spend on bills instead of yourself
>>41031081Low blows allowed kek
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>>41030037i mean yeah it still helps to reduce whatever levels of t are in your body to a cis woman level especially if you're on pills
Hey is estradiol enanthate or valerate better? if one is not better than the other what is the difference?
>>41031105Enanthanate has a longer half-life than valerate. It lets you do injections weekly instead of every 5 days or less.
anyone with spray experience here?do you need to add an AA to its regimen?
does anyone know a good place where i can get crypto with a credit card but no id/ssni just need to get crypto so i can buy een and start diying
