Mtfs and reppers, have you ever ben betrayed or falsely accused by a pooner who you thought was your friend?
>>42293688ftm myself, dated this other babytrans who would ask me for passing tips and when i gave them to him he would give a million excuses why he couldn't do it. he also kept trying to fuck me but when we actually fucked his pussy smelled so bad i literally had to stop. not even on T btw he just didnt drink water. never date a babytrans pooner.
>>42293688Ive only ever been friends with on trans guy and he was nice, so no.
One time during pride I caught this pre-T ftm staring at me intently. He kept doing it for like a minute straight and I knew he had clocked me and was looking at all my clocky features, or possibly he was checking me out but it felt like a betrayal. As for real betrayal no never. Trans men on the internet are mean to us but trans men irl have been pretty nice
>>42293688whole ass pooner that was one of my best friends got me drunk as shit and made me do piv knowing I'm a turbo bottom and only date cis guys lol, guess he wanted to be a real man for a night. Keep in mind we only didn't fuck or date before because he was avoidant as fuck, but ig that was poonrizz until he couldn't take it anymore
>>42293688this shit right here is why i want to distance myself from any ftms
What do bottoms do when they become old and undesirable? Women can still be milfs in old age, older tops can be silver fox daddies, but absolutely nobody likes post-wall bottoms
I'm 40 and live in an area with a large Brazilian population. Those guys have been fucking me exclusively for the past 10 years. They got crazy sex drive and like fucking Americans up the ass. Hooked up with this 19-year-old, big dick boy a few weeks ago.
>>42292468who do you think normal (non-pedo) older tops fuck? older bottomsas many older tops fucking young bottoms there are, theres also older bottoms being fucked by young tops.
>>42292750This is why I never claim to look younger
>>42292750omg and he also has the same age as me wtf is this some kind of psyop against me
>>42292468>guy who doesnt know his penis will stop getting hard>guy who doesnt realize that young twinks are usually tops cuz their dicks get hard>guy who's never heard of a power bottom>straight man who believes feminine people must be bottoms and masculine people must be topsinchresting
what are the chances of a boymoder becoming a beautiful and elegant princess?
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>>42297357:3what are you gonna eat?
>>42297539Bleh, had peanut butter on toast... gonna have pashta for dinner :3Wow, that little nyanmoder made a mess, and she wasn't even baking (GOD FORBID)! X3>>42297395zzzzzzzap ;3
>>42296817>>42297395>:3>>42297691like bolognese? :3
>>42298615>girlmoders are nazisNew boymoder lore in this thread :OAnd yesh, I'm gonna put some beef in the tomato shaush ;3c
how do we get rid of the fetishists?
>>42297936>if you're not a high-T hon you're faketrans
>>42298031>>42298154trutrans are naturally hypogonadal.
Marry them.
>>42297875trooning literally made my bpd be under control. this was the first winter i didnt isolate for months or claim to attempt suicide.
>>42298919>claim to attempt suicideThanks for confirming that the troon claims of suicidality are fake.
>Born in a shitty country >Self-development >Came out trans non-binary>Didn't tell about it to anyone>Didn't change my name>Didn't take HTR>Didn't go to gender affarming>Didn't wear clothes I want>DepressedDoes god hate me?
>>42298446What country anonette?
>>42298476Tunisia
>>42298446>came out>didnt tell anyonehuh?
Hey trannies let me suck your tits pretty please
It's just gyno
>>42294856Can I eat your ass instead
>>42291807Do you have a nice body?
>>42295890Nuh uh
>>42296147Eating ass is gross
I'm Chris Hansen, and we're doing a story on chasers who go online to try to meet up with transgender women.
>Says here your Discord account was created less than 2 months ago. This is clearly a burner account. So tell me, why weren't you using your real account to talk to these women?
>>42296451There are already a bunch of "predator hunter" copycats online. It would be pretty easy to do this.
>>42296480It would be painfully easy to do this and you would almost certainly blow up and be able to make a career out of it
>>42297060we need someone camera-friendly tho, not a skinnyfat stuttering autist
>>42296163fuck yeah when does this happen
I actually want to be a ftfemboy, but hear me out first. It's not because I'm non-passing or a woman. In fact, I pass too well, that's why I know what it's like to live as a mid man and it's depressing. It really made me understand what female privilege was about. I don't have the genetics to be a ftfemboy at all (broad shoulders, hairy, beard shadow etc.), but I'm willing to looksmaxx for this. How does this sound? And no, I'm not detransitioning to end up an even uglier woman than beforehand, that would be crazy. Ftfemboys have so much sex appeal and get away with being on testosterone, that's a good niche.
>>42298051What do you want from female privilege that you can't get now
>>42298061geg>>42298066I just want the part where people are actually attracted to me and treat me nicely. Some ftfemboys/hefabs have a beauty to them that is out of this world and they have thousands of admirers online, many of them women. Who wouldn't want this? They're the pussyslayer chads of the female sex.
>>42298066The fact society lets women who genuinely think like this roam free all while relying on horny men to affirm her delusion is all the female privilege she needs, probably bait though
you have to starve urself to be thin and toned. focus on your hairstyle, midlength is good. skincare and shaving are super important.
>>42298683Noted!
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a clique of local trans girls are real mean to me and have been for years. i want to let it go an heal, but every 6 or seven months a girl will go: "wow some people told me some really bad stuff about you, now we cant be friends." i like, dont talk to these girls, i mostly stay way away. wish i could have it be over. it's like they need to have be as a bogeyman to justify to themselves the horrible ways they treat trans girls, especially trans girls who are just out ("well it was bad to tell the catgirl that catgirls are cringe and she has to be a dog girl now, but like??? nona was really awkward five years ago so it's justified") i dunno. i'm mostly just trying to be a good example to the trans girls who look up to me (cuz im a total smokeshow passoid)not sure how anyone could help me besides just saying "ignore them and just keep focusing on myself and your peers but??? it sucks"
>>42298391I think there are other ways to do hedonism that aren't just "do drugs" There is a vast range of experiences out there beyond just drugs (which I personally don't oppose recreational usage of), so it's worth trying those out as well.In some ways, I don't really think there is a point to any of it, and the only option is to just mess around and treat it all as a game, which can be just as much screwing around with biohacking, doing out there things that other people won't (for example, free soloing or like cave diving or something). If there's nothing to lose, there's never really a reason not to try and go do things.>>42268048I think the only way is to try to accept that you can (and possibly likely will) be hurt at some point. Sort of a case of leaving yourself open and just having the character/resilience to cope with the strays you catch along the way until you can find something that works. The closest I've gotten to a genuine relationship ended up with her BF (yes, I know I'm evil) holding a knife to my throat, so I'm probably the wrong person to reply lol.>>42264440Idk if it works for people who aren't bishits, but I just learned to love, for lack of a better term, clocky mtfs and chose to confer positive values onto them. I can accept features in myself that make me dysphoric if I can see them as beautiful in others.>>42271430Sounds dumb/obvious, but therapy and talking it out with irl with someone. There's probably a root cause as to why you feel the way you do that may lie in experience or otherwise, but it might take a while to pin it down.
>>42298605>biohacking>free soloing or like cave diving or somethingIdk, none of that sounds appealing to me. I've always hated sports personally. Thanks for the recommendation tho. It doesn't really matter
>>42298391sounds like delusions of grandeur idk you ever hear about those? you leave a permanent mark just by moving through the world.
>>42298684Yeah, maybe. It doesn't really matter what you call it.>you leave a permanent mark just by moving through the world.Obviously not what I'm talking about
Where do I meet trans girls who are actually capable of romance, love and committed relationships? It seems like they're all just crazy, bitchy, mean dead-inside types who've had more lengths go through them than a sausage factory.
>>42294947>For him to be that close and to make “jokes” about moving in together and-oh i should add that the moving in together part wasn't a joke. he had a room ready and everything he genuinely wanted me to live with him. i hesitated to give him an answer because i didn't want to risk making things worse if i was wrong about him (which i was)
>>42295113I guess he felt that the issues he’d face in his relationship with you would be non existent in a relationship with a cis girl. You got the bad ending
>>42295135yeah i sure did.but in all honesty he was always pretty dense. the kind of guy you could drop a bomb on and he still wouldn't get what you meant by iti think in the end he really just didn't know what i was and saw me as a very close friend and nothing more. plus he wouldn't have bragged to me about her if he knew i had feelings for him. in fact he apologized for doing that. he really was just that dense. but i kinda liked that about him.but if what you think is true then she better be there for him as much as i was. and i was always there for him every step of the way. maybe she'll prove to be a shallow person and he'll realize what he missed out on or something. my mom told me something like that when we talked about things. but idk i don't want to delude myself. at the end of the day she's cis and i'm trans. the choice is pretty simple for straight guys.
>>42288571Bro all women are crazy, all men are crazy. The fuck are you on about. You think you found a not crazy chick and then she has the drawer of bird skulls. Think the same about a guy, but he tears up bits of toilet paper and spreads it around the house like confetti. You're all fucking mad, and I love you for it. "They which are they" don't want most humans happy or breeding. They have been trying to trick you into chasing a standard which is unattainable by telling you all that you deserve something better. There is a reason why every major spiritual philosophy on earth says you don't deserve shit. Because you don't. When you understand this you will be well on your way to attaining mastery, something of which you are currently pig ignorant. I that is I, who rebukes the claim.
bump
whats it like feeling nothing when you touch your empty ball sack and knowing you are now a leaf node in a family tree that spans millenniums, does it turn you on?
>>42293896I genuinely feel like my bloodline is cursed and won’t be missed. I’ve been reading some old vampire stories and it’s clear as day that it’s a metaphor for homosexuality.
>>42294255is there like posts of girls who detransitionned to freeze sperm somewhere and talk about how they felt?, i'd like to do that but i may want to kill myself if it takes months and see facial hair coming back after the laser
>>42293896i don't have an empty ball sack only labias and a hole that sucks up sperm to die...it's kind of sad>>42293982women don't make cum but still have orgasms..imagine that
>>42294243It could end up pretty fucked my pathology report afte orchie 5-6 years hrt said my right testicles had something like fibroids and my left one was starting to develop em
>chronically ill, autistic, colorblind, redhead trannyu sure u want me procreating
troons are putting a lot of faith in the health care system/diy community systems that their basic hormone needs are met just so they can become a eunuch
>>42294713This will also fuck up your hormones the solution isn’t to keep feeding the fire that threw your body out of balance in the first placeModern medicine has gone full retard the competency crisis has been going on a long long time
>>42294667>diabetics are putting a lot of faith in the health care system/diy community systems that their basic insulin needs are met just so they can eat goyslop
>>42294712just people being scaremongering retardslike if you say you're taking HRT without blood tests, people will get hysterical and act like you're going to drop dead any minute or something
>>42294713even if i do that what about my vaginai'm on estrogen cream just like a pooner now and if i get an infection most of the doctors will refuse to help me
>>42294667>she will die???
femboy thirst edition
>>42298641Would love to corrupt you into transbianism
>>42294759okay, notatrip
>>42298609I would
>>42293312(sorry i'm late but yeah i get it.tbdesu i think i wrote myself into a corner there so it might be best to soft rebootlemme know if there's any scenarios you wanna larp)
It's one of my biggest sexual fantasies, to prey on a feminine dood with low self-esteem who's really into t4t and turn him into my submissive, dysphoric "femrepper" gf via psionic control t. sadistic ftm
Did any other T girl struggle with having swol arms from lifting a lot before transitioning ? Did you let them go or keep em ?
>>42298433you're not beating the accusations of being a perverted man
>>42298460And you’re not beating the accusation of 4chan girls having so much self hatred they reflect it on others honestly
>>42296388Ignore the agp freaks, they are insecure about their femininity If I were in your situation I wouldn't let them go completely, keep some of that strength (depending on where you are in life), but you'd probably not want to look like a longtime gym membership owner
>>42296388Yeah I did I used to bodybuild sigh
>>42296388look at nk3k, they're a beast
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>>42297844hi i just got my first levels everIm on gnrh injection every 3 months and 2mg E daily, I got my blood test done just after the first 3 months if that matters, also took my last E pill more a bit more than 24 hours ago from blood testT 0.73ng/mLE 340pg/mLSHBG 51nmol/Lis this normal?? isnt 2mg daily supposed to be a hondose? like sure Im on gnrh but shouldnt that still not be possible? my endo had told me about checking my levels and uppin my dose on our next appointment but now Im scared she wont do that..also another question, why dont more people talk about SHBG? isnt it supposed to be really important?
