...fuck.previous: >>40836388Goal of the thread: I will not be fucked with that today.Daily goals can be repeated. Remember to keep score, it can only go up!>What is this thread for?Getting better is hard, and sucks. A lot. It does not get easier doing it alone.Share resources and experiences with combating depression, anxiety, personal issues, achieving or maintaining a healthy weight, etc.>Why is this thread /lgbt/?Struggles with mental and physical health are an indisputable part of /lgbt/ life, be it from dysphoria, social pressure, heartbreak, or just unfortunate lifestyle choices.>Notes to consider:Please be civil. Shame is your greatest enemy in fighting urges of self abuse (be it sh, drugs, or just self deprecation). Relapsing into bad and unhealthy habits is to be expected, the goal is to increase the average amount of time it takes between relapses. Any improvement is a victory no matter how small. Your worth and right to get better are non-negotiable. And most importantly:WE ARE NOT THERAPISTS, WE DON'T REPLACE MEDICATION>Note on adviceComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
Alright, I think I need to take a break for today. Managed more posts than I thought I would.>>40902581I don't know if it helps to hear but remember that you are permitted to lean on people.>>40902007Do you have someone you could contact for a bit of body doubling?>>40902104This is still such a glow-up! Really impressive work, Anon. I'm happy for you.>>40906926What is it about your circumstances that is so nightmarish?>>40897848>>40908691Assuming you are the same anon.. what led you to detrans? I understand you refuse to transition but I am trying to better understand your circumstances.
>>40917489ok bottom
>>40917560Uh, no. Maybe my mom, but she's not the best at... being a mom. God, I haven't started yet. It makes me feel dread.I'll start tomorrow, I'll clench my teeth and do them tomorrow or help me god I'm not a woman.
HEY HEY Thread STAY ALIVE!!!! Or get ready to go to sleep too totally fine.Extra:Remember not to keep your phone beside you while sleep, and try to see sun before your phone screen when you wake up even for a second if ya can!>>40917560>>40917028Eyy glad got some water in ya from it, gotta keep thread's heart in gud shape.
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>>40919441https://voca.ro/1kw5YO1DcXiDYou aren’t even human so it can’t be called a fagvsfag fight. It’s more like me butchering a wild pig.
>>40919540https://voca.ro/1mfSzbpTaLpnnice try pedobait
>>40919221*gives*
I win
HAHHAHHAHAHAHAHA I WIN
Seeing transition timelines and media of trans people being happy is so surreal. I'm on HRT, but it doesn't feel like it could happen to me. I could have a voice that feminine? Actual thighs and hips and breasts, even if mediocre by cis standards? Live without facial hair? As long as I'm on HRT and put in the work?It feels like I'm stuck in purgatory world and need to work my way out through hard labor.Sorry if this is your picture, btw, it's just the first picture of a happy trans person I found.
Would you, hypotherically date a chaser who used to be a transbian, but gave up on transitioning because he was way too masculine for it, and now will cope with his dysphoria by being the best and sweetest boyfriend ever, pleasing your every whim and just generally treating you as a queen? Just curious!t. transbian
>>40918854if he never touched estrogen and looked good as a guybut like what makes transbians gross isn't being a transbian, it's down to their souls
>>40919794>it's down to their souls
>>40918854Isn't this just the plot of detransition baby?
>>40918854no, because for me to be satisfied in the relationship they'd have to be torturing themselves .t androphilic tranny
>>40918854I dont think most straight trannies wanna date someone like us (im a manmoder) its definitely an ick for them. Focus at finding stability and confidence as a man first, and once you have that, you might be able to attract girls without being a doormat or skinwalking them.
Ever since i got raped by a tranny (am tranny too) the very idea of meeting trans ppl socialising with them etc scares me so much. When I meet someone that looks cool or even friends I've known for a while online I just freeze I'm so afraid of everyone not only trans ppl ofc but it especially sucks I can't meet ppl like me :((I wanted to try again to socialise and add someone from there on discord which seemed safe (compared to meeting ppl irl) and I had a panic attack and cancelledIt's been more than 5y I thought it'd be okay by now :(((I whore myself out here but the very idea of just meeting ppl for real triggers me like crazy Kms
>>40920549Dw you didnt feel dryIts past 5am here lol I should have been sleeping if I didnt panic like an idiotSorry your life is this way too i hope you can make it too
>>40920480>>40920500well, it sounds like a hard hand regardless of where it sits in the overall world wide all time trauma rankings.Wishing you the best anon, take care!
>>40920571Cis people are the source of 99.9% of the bad shit that's happened in my life. And all before I transitioned lol
>>40920587Thx I'll try i sometimes need to vent idk i still struggle accepting the stuff I went through is real and not imagined I've been called a manipulative liar since I was a kid lol...
>>40920593cis people are also like 99% of the global population, so it kinda makes sense that most of the interactions in your life would be with cis people. both positive and negative.
I'm straight but1. 5'6, clear skin2. nearly done losing weight3. long curly hair4. 22 and look 16how do i /twinkmaxx/I have a necklace of a cat and one of a unicorn, what is essential twink core?
>>40920350You sound like you're already there
>>40920350what does TWINK mean to you? what does FEMBOY mean to you? What does a normal guy mean to you? in terms of aesthetics, i mean.
fall editionconfess your feelings, secrets, or get something off your chest
>>40917812if we live in a just world, someone will do the same to you <3
>>40919739I know. But I don't hate you. I probably should, but... I just can't. I could never feel that way about you. I love you. Even now, after everything.
>>40919812lol
>>40918551hmmm
>>40917156then why did you you stop talking to me
Is /tttt/ prepared for peak oil?
>>40920574nigga that shit aint my problem hope yall solve it so i don't die in some war because i can't fight, steer, or even influence this leviathan
man 2020 era memes are getting stale as shit
Is it too overly zesty as a guy if I have a lot of earrings? I got 6 rn, studs and rings.
Gay teacher onizuka lol
Are magnet studs/earrings cringe? My ears were pierced (nonconsensually) but they healed and I don't like wearing ear piercings.
>>40920018Depends on the look you want
>>40919738I think trannys are dumb and ugly, but I love "The Great Teacher Onizuka."
>>40919738Can never be too zesty, don’t let normalfags convince you otherwise
What makes FtMs so breedable?
day 75184 without a ftm twink getting me pregnantday 0 without a ftm twink shoving themselves into my mouth
>>40920506you're supposed to impregnate them
Society family friends lovers if you have nothing and nobody loves why not kms?Everyone hates me for being a troon faggotI can’t hold a job and it’s not helpingOther trannies are disgusted by meWhy bother?I’m tired of everything
Don't do it OP, you'll never know what's around the corner that's why you have to get up everyday and enjoy the small things in life.
>>40914952You aren't able to handle your current relationship with social media. Get off the internet and try becoming good at something. Try learning how to make friends in real life by becoming someone you would want to be friends with. Keep trying things until you find something that makes life worth living.
>>40914952me too poggy me tooi have no idea why i am still going
>>40914952I don't understand why people care about "love" so much. You should just make friends. Like, you can at least make friends online, like on Discord and stuff. If you have a hobby like drawing or whatever, just hang out and make friends or go to a hangout server or whatever. Just try. And don't sperg out if someone "misgenders" you, especially if you're not good at voice faking.And of course, you could always try detransitioning. If you are actually suicidal and looking for solutions, and not just suicide baiting narcissist.
>>40914952just become an alcoholic or do ketamine like the other transbians do. find a kingpin tranny to fly you out to seattle and be her slave
it's crazy how being stopped from transitioning at 15/16 really was the end. like, i just masculinised so fucking much in the time it took for me to get released from the psychiatric hospital that even if i had restarted after then around my 17th birthday (instead of after i turned 18) i still wouldn't have been able to make it. i kept fighting but it was over the day i got institutionalised
>>40920057ok by 4 months out do you have the appointments booked? i would tell you to diy so 4 months doesn't turn into 6 months or longer with blood tests but if you're committed then i guess it's fine
>>409200724 months is when I would make appointments or order troonshine. I need to come up with a few dollars, rn I am a retarded community college student but there is a job I might be able to work weekends to get money for this. I might ask them if I can start work honestly and just get this over with sooner.
>>40920118you need $50 to $100 max you can make that this weekend on craigslist
>>40920131you have inspired me, it still might be T- 4 months but at least thats a much more active 4 months now. The good news I am wasian and I seemed to have masculinized early and (but weakly) as we do, but better to not chance it.
>>40918401>saved a thumbnail it didnt even begin
how the fuck am I supposed to bottom with crohns disease? or am I doomed to only top for the rest of my life. If anyone can give good advice let me knowt. trans girl
>>40919173No dont eat spicy food especially just before our date.
>>40916399im tgirl with crohns and i shit blood everyday for the past 2 years at least, i just gave up on the thought of bottoming before SRS :/
>>40917845There are no interactions that I know of. I'll say that if you're diy, you wanna make sure youre going with a decent provider (so no otokonoko or Lena) because your immube system is now less capable of dealing with whatever impurities their product has.Ive been in remission (apart from slight arthritis lately) for 5 years and also on hrt for a similar duration. Hope you can get it under control, Crohn's is not the end, and you can live a basically normal life with a bit of luck. Take care nona!
>>40916399find someone like me who isn't bothered by a little poop :p
>>40918911I'm sorry about no remission :(. Afaik there are no limitations for srs, but my gastro told me of an example where one trans patient had srs using a part of her colon ... and then she had a flare there. So that particular technique is out of question.
has anyone tried girlmoding in lucid dreams?
>>40916018I sometimes do
>>40915997My dreams are genderless, just in first person and i usually just fly around in my lucid dreams. My last one i went to a bakery and wanted to get sweet things but i got too excited and woke up
>>40915997That is how I've spent the majority of my time for the last 20 years of my life. My favorites are>Succubus summoned by a wizard>Angelic paladin on devoted to a god who fucks his paladins>Big fat babymaker on a farm with a big inheritance>Sex trafficked minor>Reverse Harem of nerdy boys and we all play games and DnD together. >Captain of an Armoured brigade>The Ai of a revolutionary high tech battleshipEven when I have a normal dream I'm either female or monster.
>>40920091not even mossad could torture this out of mewhat tf is wrong with you freak
>>40915997the whole reason I got into lucid dreaming as a teenager 15 years ago, before inception came out, was to be able to be a girl in my dreams.it worked a couple of times then I eventually had a breakdown and trooned.>>40915997>>40916126>>40917423Why are you still here mefmoder? Can't you just detroon, get a guy haircut and stop it with this pathetic shit?
