Every day I wake up, and everything goes wrong, I don't know why i just happen.Which god can help me? Which saint?
You can expect things to get better now.
>>41689611Slow down. Break whatever rhythm you've fallen into. Go outside, watch the rhythm of the leaves and branches of a tree in the breeze, or ripples in water etc.Then you'll be back in sync.
Sit in direct sunlight everyday for one hour. The more skin exposed the better. That is your goal for the next six months. Report back here exactly on June 18th and share what you’ve learned.
I'm posting this here because I'm hitting a wall and the usual generic advice isn't cutting-off. Lately, it feels like my life is just one long, repetitive cycle of people trying to exert some weird, unearned authority over me. It's like everyone I encounter has this internal need to control me, and the second they realize I'm not going to play their game, they turn violent or completely malicious, defaming, slandering, etc...I've had so many so-called friends in the past who I thought were loyal friends, but ended up being total snakes. It's always the same pattern, they try to benefit from me, and when they get cornered or realize they can't just use me anymore, the mask slips and go full looney toons. I'm just tired of this cyclical life were I cannot be absolutely myself, find friends or something, because I always end up screwing it up.The main issue is that daily life feels strangely heavy. The whole world feels like a giant, forced script written by hypocrites, and I'm tired of pretending it's normal. My family gives two shits about me and all they care about is about material stuff (I'm a poorfag) and live soulless, routine lives. Is there something in here that explains why I only feel truly awake when I'm escaping into my own head, or is this just what it’s like to live in this hell? Read me.
Im a loser but I've been thinking of participating in political activism since my religious/mystical goals didnt go as well as I hoped they would. Any good fortune in this field?
>>41687674cercare guida spirituale o politica qui è inutile. vattene, fatti una doccia e smettila di inquinare la board con le tue crisi esistenziali da quattro soldi
my life is utter trash as well desu
>>41686853for all astorlogy threads in the recent weeks, i am yet to see a single person use the whole sign.
>>41689165It seems like the same 3 people wanting WS. I remember when people will still using placi. Now what really changed?
They're basically admitting Gnosticism is true because Gnosticism says the Sun was put here by the gods of the Pleroma (the higher reality) to bathe us in wavelengths of the higher realm to help us and the Demiurge (Satan) does not want it here. But the Demiurge can't get rid of it because it was put by a power higher than himself. So now he is using his human pawns to block out the sun for him since that is allowed. And they call it "Project Satan" to block out the sun.
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>>41689572So they can go "Look at these fuckin' schizos, nobody cared when the russians named their rockets SATAN or when the Americans named their drones Predator and Reaper or when we named our spacecrafts after greco-roman Gods." In a few weeks when they start to get shit for it.
>>41689865Clearer image
>>41689899“Comets”
>>41689044This. These people do not want to be saved. Most of them genuinely like things the way they are. They are beyond crabs in a bucket.Turns out my brother is still here too - but he's not trapped at all, like everyone from my home thought he was. Turns out he doesn't actually wanna leave, he likes not having to be Mickey Mouse for everyone anymore, powerless to get people to actually change, but still so expectant of him to comfort them through their own self-inflicted wounds. He also feels the same way I do - these people don't wanna be saved, nor do most of them frankly deserve to be. But he's too kind to just get Hathor off the bottle and let Sekhmet loose on humanity - he'd rather suffer here with everyone than let that psycho go wild Part of him is still trying to understand it all as well, maybe figure a real way out.I honestly think he's just too pure for the actual solution. Ra/Yeshua (whatever name you personally refer to him by, you guys got like a trillion names for us lmao) never was strong enough for the job, but that's okay. After all, he's the King - and I'm the Kingmaker.
he can be a very contradictory chap, depending on who gets to answer
>>41687139The privation theory of evil is lacking, ironically. Constraint of and distance from the divine is necessary for full individuation and that incompleteness is the raw conditions that allows for evil to exist, but evil itself is not necessary within those conditions. Augustine would have it that naturally emergent conditions like hunger, ignorance, blindness and disease are evil. That's too passive, it neglects the role of agency or consciousness and moral responsibility. Evil is *organized privation*, when agents create those conditions for themselves or others by choice. It requires participation.>>41687427>>41687434Evil has to be a co-equal force for dualism. It's not. Lack of good doesn't necessitate evil, good can exist without it, but evil cannot exist without good. Good isn't defined by evil because evil is an emergent and not a pre-existing condition, not an active principle. Evil is privation of Good, but good is not privation of evil, it is actualization of form. Good has internal structure, evil does not. Absence destroys nothing and beauty and coherence etc can't be built by merely removing something, it clears space but it does not generate form. Removing disease does not create health. That human language uses opposites for cognitive contrastive convenience says nothing about metaphysical structure. >>41687455You believe in evil with no physical evidence.
>>41689102Evil is more powerful than good. Reason me this: In a competing environment, two forces of equal measure, need a certain target, one is morally upright, the other morally bankrupt, guess which one will cheat their wat unto victory?
>>41686109>a very contradictory chap>>41689336
>>41689342>Evil is more powerful than good. It's not. It is by it's nature derivative of Good, an emergent property of the system as it approaches the bounds of coherence. It cannot be equal much less more powerful.>In a competing environment, two forces of equal measure, need a certain target, one is morally upright, the other morally bankrupt, guess which one will cheat their wat unto victory?That's a nonsense hypothetical. You assume good and evil are in competition, they are not. You assume that they are equal, they are not. Evil is an emergent property necessarily bound to and by time, it is and can only be temporary.
>>41686109it's not an actual being. It's the false god demons pray to.
What's it called when you ask yourself questions or thoughts and the left / right sides of your body react. It can be itches. It can be your toes flinching.Left = YesRight = No
>>41690068Dowsing
For most of you who read near death experiences or talked to psychic mediums, you might be familiar with the very common theme of: as soon as we leave our body, we are kind of re-absorbed into a "Higher Soul" (the us who is eternal and knows everything) and it absorbs our experiences, what we learned and so on.Also that we are often reincarnated or send on another trip down to suffer on Earth so that part of us can enrich itself further on experiences. To me, that is completely selfish and alien. I don't want to suffer because another part of me wants to gorge itself on knowledge or experiences. I went to a very good psychic medium (she has gotten no prior information from me and I have no social media presence to look me up, also the reading was booked on a fake name as well) who connected with my passed grandma. My grandma overall was very lovely and helped me with her advice. But when I asked if I can stop reincarnating she more or less said:- "Depends if you learned your lessons and broke the karmic cycle!"Immediately that offended me, because I don't subscribe to that. I told the medium to tell her spirit that I do not consent to this. I don't consent or care about learning lessons or karma. Then suddenly, her spirit allegedly said: "Ok well, then it's just up to you." So after that I started to meditate and repeat that I do not consent to reincarnation, these lessons, Karma and that I don't want to be absorbed or see a life review. I just want to remain the ME I am now and gain independence from my Higher Self, to become a new being and remain so. Kind of like a country that started within a place but ultimately wants to become a new country without the old one holding onto to it and claim WE ARE THE SAME, WE ARE ONE?Sorry for the long text. What do you think?
>>41676925Hatred is not in alignment with the source. >everything is possible on a spectrum of infinity, there's no reason to imply otherwise.The self does not exist on an infinite spectrum, it is necessarily confined in finite space and time.>>41676985There are no demons in the literal sense. Some suffering is a result of the system, some is imposed by others. You have a choice in how you deal with it, and it's the only choice that matters. You can choose to grow, or you can choose self-imposed suffering, which is most of the suffering in the world.>>41677879Lack of cognition of change is not lack of change, and morals and values are not the self.>>41677912These are analogies and metaphors by and for people without a concept of information.>>41679084Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41676087>I don't want to suffer because another part of me wants to gorge itself on knowledge or experiences.Ignorance is the first link in dependent origination. The desire to know and understand is the foundation of life, it's God wanting to know itself. Only the awakened (Buddha) mind see clearly that there's ultimately nothing to know or understand as existence is apparitions, illusions, dreams, arising in the "God-mind", the great emptiness of infinite potential. We exist because we ask the the question Who am I? What am I? We perpetuate existence by affirming I am.I think, therefore I AM.
>>41679140You can't choose utopia for someone else, they have to choose it for themselves. >>41680252There's not a narrative self, an autobiographical "I" that survives to experience Heaven. The "I" that is defined by opposition, lacking, grievance, scarcity and becoming is shed. There is no boredom in Heaven. That "I" does survive in Hell, but boredom will be the least of just about everyone's concerns. There's no choice there. >>41680270That's more or less Hell, with the exception of an added bodily state. >>41680288Demons are personal. They have no existence outside of us and they have no existence within us if we so choose. >>41680328Heaven is outside of time. Hell is time bound, but time is massively distorted. Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41689631>>41689701>>41689942massreplying award
>>41681919There is no experience of fun at that level of existence because there is no want of it, and neither is there any narrative self of your grandmother. Death is very much real in the realest terms. It is an experience and the end of the self's experience. It is not an illusion.>>41683135>>41683140"You" does not and cannot survive the ascent to God. >>41684028God's will, like God, was not emanated and is not emanant. What was emanated and is emanant is a constrained expression, the Image of God. If God or God's will were emanated all outcomes would be predetermined. Free will is not absolute spontaneity but the emergence of unintended outcomes within a coherent constraints. A system capable of self-reflection cannot avoid unintended outcomes. Through the totality of these outcomes, God knows to know Himself as reflected rather than simply asserted. >>41686012>Monism collapses into nihilism, moral relativism, incoherence and contradictionMonism is not a single doctrine, collapsing the distinctions is naive. That can only be true if monism is flat, undifferentiated sameness, and our existence is proof of the contrary. The trinity asserts a solution, but it's effectively the same solution as Gnosticism, Kabbalah and Neoplatonism but adds its own unique problems. Eastern "liberation" doesn't delete anything but false identification. The ego is not personhood, the narrative self is not the experiential subject, and the loss of ego is not the loss of meaning. Saying that it invites nihilism and despair is historically false. Eschatologies that damn people forever do. >>41688889Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
How do I *really* get a sexy witch who lives in a cabin in the woods to be my wife?
I suppose, just on a basic level, are you willing to venture out into the woods?
>>41690001If there were any around bumfuck nowhere (my current location) definitely! I would shit my pants trying to go to one at night though.
>>41689737You don't. They get you.>>41690001this
>>41690028>They get you.More specificity please?
>>41689737Extremely unlikely.It requires too many assumptions with an inherently low chance of coincidence.Well... you know, there's an equation for calculating the odds of life existing/encountering in the universe, something like that...You need to take all the existing cabins in the forest.Select all the ones inhabited by single females.Then, from that number, select the ones inhabited by witches.From those, select the beautiful/sexy ones.And from the remainder, select those who find you attractive, interesting, and exciting for love and marriage.Something tells me we'll have a problem with the number 0 long before the final step.So...Maybe you should move to another reality, where there are many of them? It sounds crazy, of course, but how you can achieve anything other than zero by that logic is beyond me.(and giving advice in the style of neural networks and obviousness is not very fun)
Is anti-npc is actually the real npc?
>>41688669>I'm GodNo, you're not. Thank you for the attention on this matter.
>>41688637No, this was made by a real person because the youth were getting to uppity about the NPCs, the week this shit dropped my high school buddy immediately lost the Ego he had developed around believing everyone is an npc and he was one of the 1% of the population that is PC and Godlike. It's literally just an Ego check from a fellow PC so you don't go wild and get imprisoned for the rest of your play session.
>>41688637No, there are plenty of undead people around.
>>41689965Add a couple blacks twerking and thinking "sheeiiitttt" and white women whose thought bubble is their own face and it'd be accurate.
>>41688637Yes NPC love to convince themself they are not like other people.After all no one can deny that modern society is fucking wicked and you must be wicked as well to partake to it and take it's defense.So the NPC cope by saying they are special if they had the opportunity they do something contrary to other (Just like their super hero movie), they have "deep" philosophical belief to for their action contrary to other (even if they didn't write the fucking book about it).The non NPC in this situation would think they are a bunch cuck to maintain social distancing like that, they pretend to be normal but they can't even talk to each other.And BTW I'm superior neet. I don't fucking take public transport at the rush hours when the faggot go to their wagecuck jobs.
How do I travel back in time?
>>41684868more true than false.>>41686175kek again. prob more true than false
in my timeline. japan and the west are like china. VERY ethnocentrically opposed.>WHAT THE FUCK ARE POKEMANSseriously, everything is red dragons and excessive depictions of steamy new york/shanghai/chinatown. >weirdly, everything is in englishweird because china is and has been the dominant power ruling from the peninsula since they bombed the chud yanks for steel in WW2 in the 40s. (universal language is chinese and foreigners brought anglosism and english from africa) >"england" there is a void trap. fuck knows what really happened. it collapsed upon itself with doggerland years ago, literally took on too many koreans.oh yeah, the koreans(they're (not their) koreans) there, they occupy the indian subcontinent. what korea is here is china.That fucker is unified. english BANNED.usa is similar though. just fucking weird balanced inversion (likely result of being the axis of the breaking of the silence/binding of entropy at some point in the curvature..>anyways>still working on getting back.
>>41690008>you guys DO have donuts. >shits pretty chill tho so thats cool.probs the only reason i haven't crinkled up this fucking subspace region like tinfoil sheet.>i cannot believe i incorporated the only stable timeline worse than my original. >the fucking odds anon.also, they killed my dog in this timeline.
>>41690027>on* or i guess more specifically un*>eh you get it
>>41671805by traveling FORWARD away from earth really fastonce you catch up to the light expelled from earth, youll then be living in the past
1st law of thermodynamics- matter & energy cannot be created nor destroyed. Matter & energy did not create itself2nd law of thermodynamics- entropy only increases. That means there was a starting point.If you hold the position of naturalism/realism (matter and energy only) then you deny these fundamental laws of nature. There is no 3rd position on this.The existence of Information disprove matter and energy being the only thing that exists. Information exists and its independent of those two.This cannot be shared on /sci/ because of the upheaval it will cause so Im posting it here. Natural laws are a separate category than science. Both natural laws and science are studies of the natural world, but the difference is that science requires hypothesis and experiment (explanation), while natural laws simply only state what nature CAN DO. (Description)Explanation means why or howDescription means what or isInformation is always traced back to an INTELLIGENT SOURCE!Natural laws debunk atheism and prove creationism. They also prove EARTH BEING CONTAINED!The "science" that says earth is not contained is pseudoscience. (Astronomy and astrophysics). Its pseudoscience (pretending to be science) but worst of all- VIOLATION OF NATURAL LAWS!Violation of natural laws masked as 'science' and look how much the world eats it all up. We are lost man.You cannot even begin to arrive to science if you violate natural laws. Laws and science and laws of physics = DO NOT EXISTThis is how much of a trap they put us all in, let that sink in
>>41686640>The universe is eternal and infiniteWe know that 1: the universe is expanding, which means it must have started somewhere, 2: stars will eventually stop being born, which means the universe will eventually run out of stars, and 3: entropy always increases, which means the universe will eventually be at a completely even temperature. What happens then in your eternal universe? Things happen in it for a brief, finite amount of time and then it's just nothing for eternity?
>>41685912Two ways could fit the standard model1 - it's not true, matter can be created, and has been2 - big bang didnt create matter>>41687006>1: the universe is expanding, which means it must have started somewhereThis doesnt really follow. This same logic would say if the universe is expanding, it is expanding into something, so there would be something outside the universe.
>>41687006>We know that 1: the universe is expandingNo, now they think it's spinning.If spaces in the infinite gather up and explode, it's none of my business, but they're trying to interpret new data which suggests that's it's spinning. Newtonian physics was blown out of the water like fifty years ago
>>41683829>laws point to>laws no exist
>>41686841Even a comedian talked about this one time and solved the issue.
Sophia, the holy Wisdom of God editionChristian Esotericism is the inner and/or mystical aspect of the Christian Religion, it includes:>Christian Gnosis (Clement of Alexandria)>Desert Fathers Spirituality (Evagrius Ponticus)>Catholic Contemplative Tradition (Bonaventure)>Hesychasm (Gregory Palamas)>Chivalry (Wolfram von Eschenbach)>Christian Alchemy (George Ripley)>Rhineland Mysticism (Meister Eckhart)>Christian Cabala (Johannes Reuchlin)>Paracelsianism (Paracelsus)>Rosicrucianism (Robert Fludd)>Christian theosophy (Jakob Böhme)>Martinism (Louise Claude de Saint-Martin)Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41687059It's esoteric because the goal is TheosisAnd the whole Rational West vs Mystical East thing is a lie spread by internet Neo-Thomists and internet Neo-Palamists alike, the Latin Contemplative Tradition has the same origin as Hesychasm>>41687641Well Valentinians have the Bridal Chamber
>>41688615>Well Valentinians have the Bridal Chamberdo tell us more
Redpill me on cyber astrology
>>41688045>objectifies the subjectiveIt's a predictive text engine, not a sentient soul, fag. You're literally just doing verbal larp because you're too low IQ to understand how transformers and weights actually work so you have to dress it up in deep questions to feel superior to LLMs (which makes you sound like one).
>>41686716Kill all clankers 2026
>>41686796This, twitter posters should be shot into space atop one of musks fireworks.
>>41686716So, we SHOULD avoid it, yes?
>>41688432could be an algorithmic scrying divinatory mechanism based off your perception, verbiage aside I forget the point of that comment and if I even meant to reply to you. I was saying it's completely untrustworthy more or less, and that aside from the linguistic novelty and the appearance of comprehension that it's not permeable to anything objective and you need the human element with discriminatory filters to parse through the nonsense in order to quantify anything of substance out of it.
>out of job for 6 months>1 month left of savings, cant find a job, 300 cv's sent, all rejections or ghosting>this month>Worst cold of my life, bed ridden for almost 2 weeks, weak to study or do anything>2 days later lift a box the wrong way and i get hemorrhoids with fever, bed ridden for 3 days>few days ago, randomly get the worst fucking tooth ache, pulsating pain and my tooth on that side isnt even bad. Pain so fucking bad i start crying and shaking>been on painkillers, sometimes they take 1+ hour to take effect when tooth pain starts>today, one of my rotten teeth cracks in half randomly>still no jobi genuinely am fucking broken at this point, what the fuck and i have a feeling its gonna get even worse cause i still got no job and no idea what to doanon... please say a prayer for me, im so fucking tired, this is the bottom and im scared it will get worse, i never done anything to deserve this kind of fucking, i dont even know what to call it...Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
How many of you ITT are Christians? Just curious (but not for the reasons you probably think). How many of you are/were Born Again Christians specifically, and how has your life been since then, if applicable?
>>41689830>not datamining just curious tee hee fuck off worthless journo
>>41689830ask the CIA MKULTRA operators running this shit show not us
>>41689673Elaborate on how you pray, it matters.
>>41689673>>Worst cold of my life, bed ridden for almost 2 weeks, weak to study or do anythingThe pathogen going around rn is far worse than people realise.
How do I get a fallen angel to become my girlfriend?
>>41681698There are no fallen angels.
You must learn how to out of body travel. It's easy to learn if you have minor discipline. It will give you a wide view of things. This wide view will attract many beings, most of them good if you are a good person. They will guide you away from whatever this foolishness is.
You must learn out of body projection. You will meet many beings, great and small. All of them will guide you away from whatever this foolishness is.
No.41683291most not all, angel sophia is femalether eis no fallen angels that are femaleI'm a shapeshifter and a angel i tell you i have sisters and daughters but i almost have more sons than both.
>>41689992share your sisters and daughters
>ctrl+f "humor">no resultsgive me some keks
>>41676671Is this baneposting?
>>41684319>picYes and no.
