>out of job for 6 months>1 month left of savings, cant find a job, 300 cv's sent, all rejections or ghosting>this month>Worst cold of my life, bed ridden for almost 2 weeks, weak to study or do anything>2 days later lift a box the wrong way and i get hemorrhoids with fever, bed ridden for 3 days>few days ago, randomly get the worst fucking tooth ache, pulsating pain and my tooth on that side isnt even bad. Pain so fucking bad i start crying and shaking>been on painkillers, sometimes they take 1+ hour to take effect when tooth pain starts>today, one of my rotten teeth cracks in half randomly>still no jobi genuinely am fucking broken at this point, what the fuck and i have a feeling its gonna get even worse cause i still got no job and no idea what to doanon... please say a prayer for me, im so fucking tired, this is the bottom and im scared it will get worse, i never done anything to deserve this kind of fucking, i dont even know what to call it...Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
How many of you ITT are Christians? Just curious (but not for the reasons you probably think). How many of you are/were Born Again Christians specifically, and how has your life been since then, if applicable?
>>41689830>not datamining just curious tee hee fuck off worthless journo
>>41689830ask the CIA MKULTRA operators running this shit show not us
>>41689673Elaborate on how you pray, it matters.
>>41689673>>Worst cold of my life, bed ridden for almost 2 weeks, weak to study or do anythingThe pathogen going around rn is far worse than people realise.
How do I get a fallen angel to become my girlfriend?
>>41681698There are no fallen angels.
You must learn how to out of body travel. It's easy to learn if you have minor discipline. It will give you a wide view of things. This wide view will attract many beings, most of them good if you are a good person. They will guide you away from whatever this foolishness is.
You must learn out of body projection. You will meet many beings, great and small. All of them will guide you away from whatever this foolishness is.
No.41683291most not all, angel sophia is femalether eis no fallen angels that are femaleI'm a shapeshifter and a angel i tell you i have sisters and daughters but i almost have more sons than both.
>>41689992share your sisters and daughters
>ctrl+f "humor">no resultsgive me some keks
>>41676671Is this baneposting?
>>41684319>picYes and no.
In occult lore, the Moon isn't a natural satellite but an artificial or engineered construct; per Blavatsky's Secret Doctrine echoes of Atlantean tech or Phoenician Anunnaki implants; acting as a frequency gatekeeper. It receives the raw wavelengths from stars and planets (those plasmic toroids emitting astrological influences), then "modulates" them: amplifying, dampening, or phase-shifting to suit our realm's vibrational tolerance. This ties to Vedic astrology's lunar mansions (nakshatras), where the Moon divides the zodiac into 27/28 filters, syncing celestial energies with human cycles; emotions, tides, fertility. Crowley, in his Thelemic invocations, hints at this: the Moon as "the veil of the Aethyr," softening the harsh Saturnian rays to prevent overload, much like a radio tuner preventing static overload.Pop culture reveals echo this: in The Matrix, the Oracle (lunar archetype) modulates choice, filtering the Architect's (Saturnian) code.
I'm on a fucking roll today anons.>>41686988Checked. Praise kek.
>>41686911Alright. This is absolutely fucking nuts. >911Alpha 5 is tasked by Zordon to recruit the rangers and serves as their communications tech that alerts them when there is trouble! LMFAO
>digits itt
>>41684169>Qliphothic Venus manifests as A'arab Zaraq (translated as "The Ravens of Dispersion" or "The Ravens of Death"), the inverted sphere opposing Netzach.>In Lurianic Kabbalah, this Qliphah embodies the "unbalanced force" of Venus: uncontrolled passion, greed, covetousness, and stormy dispersion; where divine love devolves into lustful chaos, false desires, and relational scattering, like ravens fleeing a tempest.
>>41684133>It's the fall's legacy: duality's split creates this bipolar lunar system, with Saturn's cube as the "AI tech" resonator>>41684169>In hermetic Qabalah, this "Dark Venus" path (A'arab Zaraq) initiates through stormy visions, harnessing the inverted torus for shadow work; love as weapon, beauty as deception.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wX3Rf16XZiw
You don’t have an explanation for your paranormal experiences. You don’t actually know what you experienced, you don’t actually know what you saw. If you spoke with someone or something, you don’t know if they were honest, or presented themselves honestly. Some of you may try to fit your paranormal experiences into a religious worldview; I expect most people do that, it’s very common on this board.People like to feel like they understand because it gives them a sense of control in a situation where they have none. Feeling like your experience is explainable, or that you’re safe because of God or whatever else, helps you cope with what happened, but I would beg you to keep an open mind about this.Let go. Release this absurd notion that you understand what happened to you, that you know what you saw or heard or felt. I’ve had plenty of paranormal experiences. It’s almost mundane to me now, but I don’t claim to know for sure what I saw and what I felt. I wis my attitude was more common, people are too afraid to admit they don’t really have the answers.Feel free to post about your experiences and maybe we can discuss them rationally. I can talk about mine as well if you want. I expect the typical arrogance and egotistical posts, but I always hope for the best.
Psychic tunnels act not only as a means of keeping beings safe but also allowing us to manuever our psychic powers as we like more freely for destroying and creating yet more thinking material in them, stopping thoughts before they're born to consciousness sometimes, interrupting thoughts whether seen (they forget) or invisible (technically that thought gets stopped but one that functions like it is still seen to them), it all has a lot of useful applications.Some joker in here said, "Hey, you could place these psychic tunnels in Africans, and I'll even be nice and it can involve growth of cells if it has to instead of destruction. Let's make it possible to copy them for keeping others safe from your powers without needing to install things in them. And these avenues can double as methods of attack, can't they?" Yes.I don't like attacking sloppily, I could just do that if I were that sort of person and God Almighty but no, just no.
Sometimes I affect only Chinese people directly, sometimes Japanese, English, American, Lizard people, greys and similar beings, etc. Satan dared me to at age 5 to try and make me look racist, if I would make psychic changes to beings based on race frequently.
By creating cells both within my brain and elsewhere in my body I affect a greater variety of thoughts in my mind via the oscillations of energy those cells I created in multiple places in my body put out. The installation reacts to attempts to interfere with it by adapting from knowledge of the future interruption to avoid being interrupted. This installation among other things heightens my ability to interrupt my own thoughts and rearrange how they're done in my nervous system, a very useful trait for me, and of course there are countless other applications.
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I reserve this thread for hard paranormal experiences.For introducing reality bending to a normie context, your sole talking point is this:"At a tech level of The Matrix or beyond, it is factually as easy to live in any isekai setting as it is to live in a classical ordinary setting."Please keep normalcy out of this discussion
It's kind of annoying realizing all the facts you were told to memorize were just a movie script
>>41683569it's not butthurt, it's assrapeeducation institutions exist to jail and mutilate the childrenyou are meant to be freeall the knowledge is fake
>>41680655The script is taking a more reactionary turn. Hence the ascendance of Trump etc. The "leftist" part of the script will and is being phased out. This will take some time, but much has been done since September 2022.https://archive.4plebs.org/x/thread/32938396/#32940112
>>41683545>But freemasons and the USSR awnsered to the same mastersI take back thinking you were a fool.
>>41682595extremely
this board has essentially become facebook-tier in quality, and it's annoying having to wait for a good thread to come about. what are your suggested youtubers/podcasts/forums?
>>41689633I do contribute and probably more than you do fuckerBut like i said i only post in threads about stuff that already interests me. And with how shit most posts are it doesnt happen a lot. Eat this dogcrap
This is "my as in-someguys" ai shit and you can code it if you want. I dont care about the impact it will have, my dood if you want to filter out all the effy iffy shit, you can.github.com/arcroxort123/2025Arc1X-GameEngine/otherwise it does some shit and youd probably like that kinda thing. also i dont really any problem letting you rip it all off. im coding it on a poormans budget, it hasnt really gotten anywhere cuz im broke af. (i know it kinda wants to work but its gotten too complicated the shit is like 20 years from now from being worth it) technology is just tapering on whether or not its actually possible for me to vibe code it good.
>>41683931not my channel but makes sense to me that the arts would be the medium for actual disclosure, not government or sciencehttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QeSD7NDpstQ
>>41687176Glowies and church
>>41687267>>41687282>>41689633i agree with the sentiment, the most logical thing to do is to create better quality posts. however, the internet landscape is completely different now. people no longer interact with well made threads anymore, and thus no one makes good threads because it's immediately going to get drowned out with Succubus Gen #908375, 3i Atlas Thread #13556, schizo posters, LARPers, etc. etc. it's just not worth the time and effort when your thread gets 3 replies.
Let me start by saying I've NEVER posted to this board before, but I lurk pretty often and have for quite some time. But I'm bored, I have some stories, and alot more from my friends and family.I'll start with a quick one of my own:> Be about 5 years old, very late 90's.> Granny's poodle named Missy dies, was a mean little shit who bit me a few times.> Uncle buried her in our backyard right after, everyone moves on pretty quick.> Be about two weeks or so later, am watching TV in the living room while my mother is out at the store.> For some reason have this odd urge to look down through out kitchen to the backdoor, may have caught movement from my peripheral vision.> See the dog walk in, looking pretty normal as if she was alive through the back door.> Not sure how she got through the backdoor on her own, but am stupid kid so don't think much of it.> Watch her look at me, move from the left to the right where the food we kept in the back hallway for my new kitten.> She goes to the bowl and seems to be eating(?) it, or trying to, then looks up at me again to stare at me for awhile before she walks into the bathroom.> Quickly get up and run after her to the bathroom, but don't see her anywhere.> Tear the bathroom up looking anywhere I think she could get to like the bath tub, behind the toilet, in the closet.> Eventually give up confused, but remember ghosts are a thing and just assume that was one.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41689617At the end of the day, I’m fucking terrified. This seems to be worsening, and even prior to this I was already thinking about the “what-ifs” like getting stuck in some other world line or something. Honestly, depending on the one- I wouldn’t complain. But this whole thing is freaking me out. I remembered reading into JT years ago here, and I figured this is probably the only corner of the internet that isn’t full of bots or trolls, and maybe someone would take this seriously and offer some insight on to what the hell this could be, and how maybe it could be happening. I’m glad to see it still exists.p.s it’s also worth mentioning these aren’t very common- I’ve only had around 10 or so noticable ones in my entire life, but the frequency of them is rapidly growing. Some are full shifts, sometimes things snap over into here, and other times it starts to happen and then it’s like I walk away far enough and the distortion ends, like a field of energy. I spoke to some trusted psychologists on it, including a close friend who’s known me for years, and even after relaying this they do not believe I meet any of the criteria for schizophrenia or extreme derealization/daydreaming.and thats where the og post endedstill got the journal pages if ppl wanna see since i never was able to upload them on there cause that forum sucks
>Be me, 21>The year is 2016>I'm sitting at home, didn't use 4chan at the time, last used it as a child because of Chanology. Only mentioning this because otherwise I probably would have posted this at the time, but I didn't even know you guys existed>I was on Razer Comms, had switched after Raidcall turned into a Russian Dating site.>My online friends and I are sharing shit about the Podesta emails, and end up looking through the Hillary Clinton emails too>My buddy finds the Moloch Emailhttps://wikileaks.org/clinton-emails/emailid/30489>We are just a bunch of retards who mostly came out of DayZ and Roblox, don't really know anything about Moloch>"Canaanite god of child sacrifice? Why are our politicians sacrificing chickens to Moloch?">A few of us became interested in the occult, and some of us, myself included, began to research all about this weird stuff>Over time, the direction of our friend group begins to shift>One friend posts the Bohemian Grove video by Alex Joneshttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RDz5qP6oeVI>Another finds a video of Glenn Beck talking about Moloch and Baalhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lRfRSp2GcccComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41689775>We begin to get too drained to keep researching this stuff, and John stops talking about it with us, only occasionally posting strange stuff, talking about Saturn and Crowley>In hindsight, I think he found you guys>Pizzagate happens>John is the one who tells us first>John starts posting stuff from the Comet Pingpong Instagram>Feel people watching me>Hear my name in white noise>John gets us all into a Rabb.it streaming party to watch some video>Puts on a random video, it was like chuggaconroy or some shit, totally innocuous>John cuts his own throat, just lies back in his chair and dies>Everyone tries to pretend none of it happened>I find that all my interactions online start to be negative>People begin to post random angry comments on the YouTube videos I uploaded back in middle schoolComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41689857>Two FBI agents show up at my door, one in a fucking trenchcoat, another in a more typical police uniform>They woke me up at like 5AM, I panic and let them up>They begin to ask me questions about stuff I've been posting online>One of the agents basically accuses me of being an antisemite>Asks me about the stuff I had posted on my Youtube, one of the videos was for a middle school civics class and it mentioned Barney Frank, they ask me about my feelings on him>I don't know shit about politics, I am basically pissing myself>They ask me if I have any firearms in the house>"I have a bb gun in my basement">"Can you find it for us? We want to see it">I refuse and they quickly leave, giving me a business card and telling me to call them if I have anything to help them with pertaining to domestic terrorism>They stand outside my home for like an hour talking>I peek out the window and snap a pictureI have the card still; it is just a generic business card for the regional FBI branch. idk how to clean metadata, or else I would post it. I also have a photo of them outside my house, but that is the same situation. If any anons want to see either, I just need a walkthrough on how to post without doxxing myself.>I try to get a gun license, but the police chief keeps rejecting my applicationComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41689898>I give up on getting a gun>I start to be afraid of my doors and windows>Compulsively lock all my doors, barricade my basement door with junk, and move the couch to block my front door when I go to bed>Start to see what looks like camera flashes outside my bedroom window>One day come home from work with a shit in my toilet; I live alone>Find my furniture moved around in my house>Window locks undone, basement unbarricaded>I delete all of the conspiracy and occult shit on my computer, delete my social media, delete as much as I can>I had an Area 51 book, I burnt it>At this point, we'd moved over to Discord, I delete my account>I delete my Facebook, I delete my old Skype>A few days later, I wake up in the morning to find my house once again tampered with, this time, the front door is left open>All the weird shit stopsComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
The Dark Night of the Soul is a period of utter spiritual desolation, disconnection, and emptiness in which one feels totally separated from the Divine. Those who experience the Dark Night feel completely lost, hopeless, and consumed with melancholy. The Dark Night of the Soul can be likened to severe spiritual depression.>You feel a deep sense of sadness, which often verges on despair (this sadness is often triggered by the state of your life, humanity, and/or the world as a whole)>You feel an acute sense of unworthiness>You have the constant feeling of being lost or “condemned” to a life of suffering or emptiness>You possess a painful feeling of powerlessness and hopelessness>Your will and self-control is weakened, making it difficult for you to act>You lack interest and find no joy in things that once excited you>You crave for the loss of something intangible; a longing for a distant place or to “return home” again.
>>41689683I can still have compassion and understanding for other living things and talk to other people and deal with the real world, where did all this aggression come from? I'm not telling people to cut themselves off from the rest of the world. Or are you upset that I am not advocating to wanting to help everybody, to get consumed by their problems and then dragged down into the abyss with them? That you are angry that I am denying that "helping people" is the only path? Look at yourself, your hate is specifically how an ego that is surrounded about wanting to do good can grow ugly and destructive.
>>41689704>your hate is specifically how an ego that is surrounded about wanting to do good can grow ugly and destructivebecause i was getting there, i was working to a point where i could do good around me within reasonkikecage clownworld woke me up by slapping me with psychosis and every duality inversion psyop under the sun And the Christian, Judaism, Islam trinity system is a protection racket aimed at your soul, it's blatantly obvious. And I don't even know what the fuck gnosticism actually is but it sounds too good to be true for it to be shoved down my throat at this time but whatever it is it fucked up a pretty good thing I had going with the """material world""" up until now.I feel like that fucking kid on that snoopy show with the dog who keeps trying to kick a ball but it gets moved at the last minute and he falls on his back.Meanwhile everyone around me is constantly kicking balls with zero effort. And I pick myself back up and work towards kicking that ball again... every time... "actually you're not supposed to try to kick the ball at all, dumb ass"Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41689849>i was working to a point where i could do good around me within reasonYou can still do good. You just have to allow it to flow naturally instead of feeling like you have to do it, either from duty, feeling bad for another and so on. I don't want to be a good person, I want to be myself. And when you eliminate pain from your soul you do good naturally, at least for me it does. If you do good because you have to feel like you need to then it is still a force that controls you, and any force that controls you can inflict pain.>GnosticismIt's the second step to realizing the world and the structure around you but it is not the final step. Life is the answer, not the question. Gnosticism thinks that the world is evil and an illusion. Those are just the smaller formulas to what it is like to be alive, not something that is meant to be shunned or hated. If there is a demiurge that very hate and wanting to beat the system is the chain around you. Look at the Matrix, despite Neo and the other humans breaking free they still go back time and time again to play hero so they can free a population to a dead world, a world that they will never be able to understand and the only reason why the humans enjoy this dead world is because they have an enemy to fight.And I can relate to being told to kick the ball and having the ball be removed at the last moment. I don't know your exact life right now but for me I stopped kicking the ball when taunted. They do this so they can break you. They do it to install shame and misery to better control you and that shame only sticks because of your self loathing.
>>41689884>then it is still a force that controls you, and any force that controls you can inflict painno shitmy shitting pissing water chugging fleshcage is a fucking force that controls meliterally everything is a force that controls you if you haven't noticed the only possible way to remove yourself from such a thing is to be nothing at all and the only way to actually do that is sleep or suicide.
>>41689907>the only possible way to remove yourself from such a thing is to be nothing at allI would have to disagree with that. Also the goal isn't to remove all pain forever, just enough to be able to move again from under its weight. Anyway, I hope you will consider the words I have spoke to you. My final words of advice is this, love and accept every part of yourself, even the ugly bits. It sounds like hippy talk but it works. Just don't grow a prideful ego over it or else it will stop working. The natural flow of not trying will give you the strength to ride the wave and overcome if done right. Do or do not, there is no try.
el gran maja....dios mio..
>>41684505Guide my spirit to Trebizond and may the nymphs of Pontus show the way to the secrets beneath the waves. There are still some who think of Sinope.>Θάλαττα! Θάλαττα!
>>41684505i remember finding on google maps a sea with a mostly abandoned city above it, just a bunch of metal bridges and forts interconnected. was that at the black sea. shit was gnarly and weird looking af
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>>41670169Conception is just a psyop by the newborn lobby.
They're basically admitting Gnosticism is true because Gnosticism says the Sun was put here by the gods of the Pleroma (the higher reality) to bathe us in wavelengths of the higher realm to help us and the Demiurge (Satan) does not want it here. But the Demiurge can't get rid of it because it was put by a power higher than himself. So now he is using his human pawns to block out the sun for him since that is allowed. And they call it "Project Satan" to block out the sun.
>>41688944Nigras, the Sun is damaged, by the time you nootice it's gonna be late. Look, I owe you nothing
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>>41689572So they can go "Look at these fuckin' schizos, nobody cared when the russians named their rockets SATAN or when the Americans named their drones Predator and Reaper or when we named our spacecrafts after greco-roman Gods." In a few weeks when they start to get shit for it.
>>41689865Clearer image
>>41689899“Comets”
I don' care what the real name you go by or if you even exist. It's preferrable to call you mystery group or the bloodlines.You take pride in your work but you don't realize you have ceased to be Luciferians long ago.You no longer carry the promethean flame.Every time, once the new power has reigned for a time, they turn into Saturn.You resented the church, now you have become the church.What you call pestilence and what masses call the fringe minority or tinfoil hats are the true Lucifer and the carriers of the torch.Without failure, you will be brought down eventually just like the church your predecessors have.Don't tell us to give up. You give up.
>>41688121isn't that supposed to happen next year?>captcha 6606
>>41688065I'm unsure if they will be able to. Some are thrust into the role and already failing.Perhaps it is good this way. Chaos will produce new things until a fitting heir ascends. Let's hope this heir is aware of the mistakes of its predecessors, for this occurrence was not unfounded and is not the first of its kind.
>>41689125fk you>>41687890fk you
What the world needs is to push aside both the left and the right but transcend the centrists who are just as useless.we need centrists sitting on top of centrists.birds can't fly without both wings but at times they have to give more force to either side of the wing to correctly maneuver.but the very first step is to somehow extinguish nwo faction and their many associates including the secret occult bloodlines, the ancient money/power.without exterminating them, nothing good will come about.then we should recalibrate everything away from duality end this polarity war.literally battery. cathode and anode.humanity is serving as a battery for Plutonic-Saturnic beings.If there's such thing as Lucifer, they are not the one though they claim to be the one.We are. They are Saturn.They no longer carry the Promethean flame.False Lucifer.Metaphorically speaking, we are the true lucifer because we are gonna rebel and kill both Satan and God and destroy their polarity-scheme.No more being a battery slave.
Is there anything paranormal about VTM, its conception, its writers, experiences of players etc. Some of this lore gives me the creeps to be honest, but I understand its been going for many years before I became aware of it and the aesthetics of the old stuff gives me the creeps too.
>>41686262I googled him, he indeed looks like a smug faggot based on his Wikipedia page. The Vampires he writes about are very real though so it doesn't make you less of a glowie simply because the dude's a fag.Never agree to LARP Vampire btw, every time I've been attacked by vampires was when I was asked if I wanted to LARP. Then they'd babble what I thought was a bunch of nonsense, bite me, wipe my memory of it all, and never contact me again.
>>41686303the entire oWOD was code for different kinds of gay shit.
>>41686328It's almost as if we're talking about ancient bisexual androgyne parasites/symbiotes. https://youtu.be/2JO3oJybBTw>>41685891Maturity is wanting to be a Ventrue, settling for a Lasombra, then realizing you're a damned dirty Ravnos.https://whitewolf.fandom.com/wiki/Path_of_Paradox_(Western)
>>41683861 >random observation: the aztecs had their own version of the freemasonsThe Shriners have an Order of Quetzalcoatl. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Order_of_Quetzalcoatl>the victorian age novels had way too many nuggets lol. completely blew my mind.This was a way to drop truth whie getting around Engand's witchcraft laws. Dennis Wheatley novels are the witchcraft equivalent of Ian Flemming's MI5 type of stuff. Wicca was likely created to conatin new practitoners to some extent after the laws were lifted.>>41684664>The game itself is an initiatory text that allows you to make a hypersigil in the form of a tale.>>41673919There are some eerie parallels with the real life Temple of Set's vampire titles, and Aquino's wife's name, Lilith.I haven't dug into White Wolf and who was associated but the timing overaps with the rise of chaos magick and Temple of Set. ToS steers people toward educational tracks of personal interest called "pylons". It wouldn't be a stretch if a ToS Vapyre pylon incorporated chaos magick and creation of lore based hypersigils to form a unique system.
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I do not believe in either prison-planet or soul school model. The answer lies in the middle.It is ruled by dark entities but we still volunteer to come because there's a lot we could experience.We are voluntarily subscribing to an evil business service that entices and tricks us to come back for more. That's not the point here however. All the bad shits going on is too much and I hate that no one is doing anything about it. I have lost all my faith in higher power and I won't be surprised at all if they are actually cooperating with the evil. You can be good and still have mutual interest or if not terms of interests and agreements with the evil for your own interest.That's the case with this planet, I believe.Fuck higher beings. Fuck demons or archons or whatever you'd like to call.Also who the fuck are they to tell us to do this or that anyways whether they are the light beings or dark beings.After we die, let's mobilize by refusing to reincarnate in flesh but breaching the system and manifesting down in spirit and kill every one of them unless they switch sides or surrender.Who's actually with me?
the most important thread gets buried again. baka.
>>41689013>Who's actually with me?the nobodyhttps://m.youtube.com/watch?v=bPcgoaZjsu8
>>41689215I will take a bite.What's the another way?What's fucking real thenI will soulcide the nobody too if he's also one of them.bet he's not even real.
>>41689071The lesson is: ayyy what can you do about itt
>>41689771about what sitting down on your couch and random man who is your mom's friend? just axes you while you are on the phone?i saw a vid like that.what can you do about it?even better, you are an infant and a TV fell on you and you bled to death.the fuck are you going to do about it?as a lesson....?
Why isn't there more of an outcry about companies just reading our mail automatically now with AI bots? Isn't that illegal?
