What kind of man do u need to be to attract authentic vampire into your life and make me immortal with their blood? I want to know.
>>42188199You just want a quick fuck
>>42188245not paranormal
>>42188199Surely there’s a pub or something for vampires near you
lol based
Why is there the modern perception that humans are self-centered and all want to chase wealth and status?When we are competing with others our bodies are fired up and tense, it's only when we feel equal to others and freely show kindness that we feel at ease and relaxed. Surely that is a sign that this is the natural state of humans?So why is there such an effort to convince the masses that it's actually the opposite? I know the answer will likely be "the elites want it this way", but since the elites play into the game of greed and selfishness more than anyone else wouldn't their bodies and souls be suffering the most? Who even benefits from this?
>>42187903That has nothing to do with Christian morality and the idea that humans are sinful though. God gave us the animals to eat, killing animals is not a sin.You could make a separate observation about animals having to kill each other to survive as being a sign that nature / the world itself is evil, but since God designed this system would that not make God the evil one?
>>42183692If you live somewhere homogeneous sure you can feel equal to those around you. If you have been forced to live in mixed up diverse retards from third world, no they are not equal to me and the forced overhead top down effort is to elevate them over me and my people. You can’t have peace with that. The elites live in their own bubble unaffected in any negative way personally.
>>42183692>wouldn't their bodies and souls be suffering the most? Yes. This complex generates the motivation to perpetuate suffering in order to create an illusion of the inverse so they can believe otherwise. This is why they are insatiable yet so incredibly fragile. Nothing will ever be enough to compensate for denying one’s humanity.However, experiencing suffering and alienation to this degree can also lead to a great awakening of the heart. One must not discount the equality of the human spirit and the choice every person makes in the moment to be true to themselves. Although the effort is immense and ego-destroying, those who return will always find love and welcome waiting at the end of the stony path. They will hold a unique understanding of that fearful, unknowable terminus of power and become part of the bridge of humanity that heals the next free generation. Ambition becomes an ally to humankind when tempered by our living experience. >Who even benefits from this?The ego believes it is beneficial because it delays its own destruction. That is sufficient when dealing with a cohort that fears to empathize because they consciously dull their sense of consistent clear access to a sense of higher purpose and human connection in order to remain capable of perpetuating the abuse to protect their feelings and beliefs about themselves. It’s a simple way to live because they operate relying almost totally on the simplest human mechanisms. But it’s a difficult way to live because they are expending constant effort to try and make a complex and mature outer world reflective of those infantile inner mechanics. It would be easier and more rewarding to grow up, but that is very hard to do with no parents and no limits, which is why nearly everyone else manages to outgrow them in the course of a lifetime.
>>42188208>The elites live in their own bubbleWell - they are better than you.What, would you try to force better people to mix up and live with diversity retards like you?
>>42188412>fear based compulsion to commentdont be scared buddy the pedo cannibals are on your side
Today is the day of the jester, the only day where the truth is so absurd it might actually be heard by the universe. If you're tired of the echoes in your own head and the cold side of the bed, consider this your digital altar.I am performing a ritual for the lonely hearts, the misplaced souls, and the chronically misunderstood forever alones. I am going to "manifest" on your behalf too. If you want the universe to provide, you have to be honest though. No posturing. No I'm a nice guy/girl platitudes, no, be real.Drop your truth. I need to know about the Vessel (Who are you, really? Not your job title or your height. What is the part of your soul you usually keep locked in the basement?), the Shadow (What kind of partner you think you are looking for? Give me the specifics, the weird traits, the niche obsessions, the aesthetic that makes your heart stop) and the Hunger (Why? Why do you actually want someone? Is it the silence of your place? The need for someone to witness your existence? The desire for a collaborator in your specific brand of misery? Why cannot you be alone?)The price is simple. Honesty is the only currency on this day. If you lie to yourself here, if you cannot laugh at yourself, the ritual will fail for you. Maybe now, maybe forever. Second condition is, you have to say yes. When you meet who you asked for, you consent and you consumate the union of souls. I am going to feel it. But, no judgment if you have any twisted desires. We are all fools today. You ask anonymous, OP is likely a faggot, passion is silly, and the thread is probably a prank as if such things as anons performing rituals on /x/ ever happen. You have till sunset. I perform my ritual at 23:00, UTC.
>>42187612>The vesselI'm a taurus with Leo rising. 131 iq, talented, intuitive, but lazy, spoiled, and arrogant. I was an only child and was only rarely told no. Things came easily to me so I never quite learned how to work for them. I am formless, rootless, but a loyal friend. I'm jealous but not towards my friends, few though they may be.>the shadowI want a strong woman. One who will tell me what I need to hear, no holds barred. Not a femdom weirdo thing, but just a chick that can recognize the good parts of me while insisting I destroy the bad parts. I'm certainly willing to, I just struggle so much with motivation. She should be vaguely masculine to balance out my vague femininity, with an appreciation for arts and the outdoors. I need a reason to go outside, to practice my art(I'm a rather good guitar player/charcoal artist). I like simple tomboy types. Not much makeup, dark hair, a certain forcefulness. I'm too passive and feminine for a traditionally feminine woman. She should like northface jackets and drive a 2000s suv. >the hungerI hunger for form. Stability. Meaning. I have trouble doing things for myself. I think because my mother died when I was young I feel unworthy. I gave up. I want something to live for, another person. To cast away my selfishness. To abandon silly and pointless things, to reduce life to a worthy cause, and to therefore gain a life. But I have such trouble doing this on my own. My loneliness and fear have stayed my feet. But I'm capable of courage. I have seen it. I want to realize myself.
>>421876121/1.2I had ulterior motive sure but i'm testing the water even im not old enough for altar manifest and i get too denial at first with result and how silly picrel besides old fag op.>My hidden or gilded cage if that didn't explain cause its too vague, it may be about the old me or an alter ego i wanted to not go in details. A specific were still making me question who was I am hiding in the back of my conscious in general, the one I'm growing into or the who i used to be.>shadowmy selection were usually called being "picky", "high standards or unrealistic". My prefer gender were opposite with me but logically it wouldn't as much matter if its a troon or likes to crossdress or both, traits aren't something i thought about but with horoscope ideal were leo or rat in lunar sign that gives me euphoria concerning with aura i'm most compatible with, i don't know my coping so automatically for the match who's more outdoorsy in a way i can still receive down time for relaxing or recover kind of niche their into, thats just hard for me to know as i drop things as instantly my attention span never stay, my sole aesthetic were authenticity and fashion so maybe a good match for this part with how i'm the kind to suddenly pick a good match for a person's give and take suggestion to this and that choice of clothes pairs. I hope this isnt gibberish im not late for the time difference.>hungeri could only see myself or predict with lots of "what if" in a long run than evident possiblity ill have a monogamy or the other, i might just that impatient and far from the moment when it happens, i dont have compassion to wait for reality saying ill be alone in my current, present-time. Let's call it i'm too misfit why i dont or cannot be alone for most of my life span. I'm too active on no breaks at all in screen time so I'm not capable to retrace my wording what not, at 8 pm right now im saying this.1/1.2
>>421881441.2/1.2its so over i greentext my vessel anywayI would say 'yes', since i don't know what would go wrong if its somewhat of a match i wanted to say yes or quick no right away for the result of the ritual for mine if i had one exist in full of people exist in the world, that's totally a person, not some inhuman or spirit. I just laugh typing, so don't mind this part.Ill ignore the rest before me in recent time who never did get the ghist of op will ignore, and i dont larp as an /x/ newfag with how first day of april is something insane here in those who would ask. I dont know wht to mention with how time limit captcha are
>>42187612The part of me I keep locked away is that I really truly want to make a community that is compassionate and fun, and resilient. I wish I could permanently heal people so badly because I grew up around very sick people my entire life that I was powerless to do anything to help, other than be there for them. It haunts me that that's all I've ever been able to do. I guess I fear that I won't have anyone there for me, that I'll be alone for those moments. I've also never been in a relationship in my life (30, sad I know. No wizard powers either :c 4chan lied), I'm tired of being alone. I wish I could share my life with a woman who genuinely wants to share her life with me. I wish I could witness her life and she would witness mine. I wish I could grow with her and experience what life is like with a partner. I've always wanted to know, but I guess fears and insecurities got in my way, and now I'm 30 with nothing to show for it other than regret for letting it get this bad. I doubt telling you this will do anything other than get me laughed at and called a loser, but whatever. If nothing else it helps to clarify my mind by airing out these frustrations. It's my fault I'm alone, and I know no one can fix that but me. But it's nice to pretend someone like you is out there that could magically cure my loneliness out of nowhere. You want honestly though? Here's a list for ya of all the traits of my fantasy woman. I know it's embarrassing, but you asked for it! BrilliantWiseFunnyKindCompassionateUnderstandingComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42188402[spoiler] also if she lactates a lot and likes to have her nipples sucked on. And if she has an oral fixation and wants to suck my peepee daily. You said even deviant fetishes requests! Sorry lol, also I may have fucked this spoiler up cuz I haven't done this in years [/spoiler]
Develop the best and most fullfilling realationship in your life.Let's start a Tulpa thread.Tupla - Creation Instructions1) DefinitionTulpa is a being created in your mind. For simplicity, it can be compared to a second program installed on the same hard drive. Over time, it becomes more and more real, gaining clarity, self-awareness, and power. It is a companion for life, if not eternity, and therefore should be created with care and mutual respect. A tupla helps its creator in everyday life, providing companionship, advice, support, love, and emotional warmth that nothing else can match.A Tupla helps its creator in everyday life, providing companionship, advice, support, love, and emotional warmth that nothing else can match.Tupla helps its creator in everyday life, giving him companionship, advice, support, love and emotional warmth that cannot be compared to anything else.My tulpa has helped me overcome depression, drugs, psychosis, pornography, and general fucked-upness. Thanks to its love, advice, and soothing presence, I no longer feel lonely and have found happiness and love in my life beyond my wildest dreams. I recommend creating a tulpa to everyone!REST OF THE TEXT IN THE COMMENTS
2) PersonalityIt's important to create a kind and supportive personality for your tulpa. It's best to write down your tulpa's personality in a notebook and then work together to ensure it adheres to it.Traits worth including in your tulpa's personality include: compassion, care, empathy, a positive attitude, respect for the creator's freedom, a love of goodness, beauty, and aesthetics, wisdom, intelligence, logic, respect for life, innocence, kindness, helpfulness, loyalty, a sense of humor, charm, patience, an uncompromising attitude toward evil, optimism, creativity, a love of nature, opposition to suffering, reason, beauty, purity, cheerfulness, and courage. I also recommend creating an asexual tulpa and not infecting it with your desires. Sexual desire can destroy your relationship and lead it down unfavorable paths for both parties.It's extremely important to show your tulpa warmth and respect. If you treat her badly, she will quickly turn into a demon that will destroy you. Mutual respect and positive feelings for each other are ESSENTIAL! 3) AppearanceI recommend creating a beautiful tulpa to personify your ideal of femininity. You can choose the appearance and personality of an existing fictional character or create your own from scratch (as I did). Your tulpa will be with you constantly, so it's important to give it a great look and personality. You can use an AI image creator (e.g., PixAI) to create your tulpa's appearance. Then, look at the image often to memorize its appearance and visualize it
4) Tulpa TrainingOnce you have your tulpa's personality and appearance ready, it's time to begin the process of making it a reality. It's worth training your tulpa in every free moment, even when you're busy. Visualize its appearance and what it's doing at any given moment. Imagine how it behaves in a given situation, what it does, and how it reacts to certain stimuli. Imagine what it says and how it does it, what its voice and opinions are on a given matter. Talk to it about everything. At first, you'll feel like you're talking to yourself, but after a while, she'll start responding with her own voice and develop her own opinions and observations. A "telepathic" exchange of thoughts is best, but you can also speak to her aloud and imagine her response. Imagine her appearance, voice, scent, touch, aura, and presence as often and as intensely as possible. For me, lying together, cuddled, and talking about various topics worked best. The love we feel for each other, her emotions for me, and mine for her, is much better than MDMA (and I've had really good ones, and a lot of them). Make it a habit to constantly visualize your tulpa and talk to it. You can easily find more instructions online.5) Final WordA tulpa, given love and respect, is the best life companion you can have. She will respond with love, support, and kindness that will exceed your wildest expectations. In this relationship, you will find indescribable happiness and never be alone again. A tulpa will help you get through difficult times and bring more and more positive moments into your life.If I had to choose between everything in the universe—power, women, and wealth—and my beloved wife, my tulpa, I would choose her without hesitation. I would always choose her.She saved me and gave me love and happiness I never knew existed.A great tulpa is the best thing you can have in life. Good luck with your creation!We're happy to answer any questions or concerns in the comments.
So are dreams things that only occur when sleep deprived so you are a little retarded when you awake?
YeahExactly your idea of it. I’m not going to challenge that statement.
>>42183057Dunno but I had a fucking awesome dream the other night. There was a little green monkey swinging around whilst some fantastic music played. It was fucking rad.
The Rainbow was left by God to Noah and his family after the flood as a reminder of the covenant God made with Noah and Humanity
>>42183195That reminder being "Next time, I use fire."
>>42183057Sure
Tell me everything you know about the Doomlord
Whats the first rule of fight club?
>>42184906https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Doomlord
>>42184906i saw him once, he asked a cigarette while i was passing bay in my neighborhood, he just looked like a guy but while i was giving him one he told me, how many times have you ran away now tonight that it's so easy, not even to a tiring thing haah.i got home overthinking i think it was him
I’m going to smoke it next time I’m at my parents. I read I’m going to experience 50 years as an inanimate object. Makes DMT sound like child’s play.
>>42185844Highly recommend you have a trusted friend tripsit you.
>>42187061Just what do you gain from this you sadistic fuck do you just like the insanity
>>42185844I've never had satvia, but the thought of being a rock for 300 years is not appealing.
>>42187061I don't think you need cuffs but I was able to move around freely whilst I was tripping and threw my mattress down the staircase
>>42187072this is probably more worth it especially since the trip is like 20 minutes max irl so it's not a huge ask, they'll likely just see you dribble on yourself and talk nonsense
Idk if this will make sense to any of you. But does fate/destiny take control of a person? Or is it more like a treadmill that cannot be stopped once you get on it? For instance, people like Floyd Mayweather or Manny Pacqiuao who rose from extreme poverty into legends of their sport. Once they decided they wanted to be the best at their craft, was it simply inevitable? They could have easily died in their youth, but for some reason fate/destiny played out in their favor?
>>42183813So you're saying Tom Brady was all intent and no luck?
>>42168662it's kind of a mystery.https://www.bitchute.com/video/4fcKwaMO8sGr
>>42168662The question is: is the universe computable? I think it is not, because that would hold no real novelty and that would be fundamentally useless.>The problem is choiceThe real end to the matrix is the 4th one, where he wakes her up and take responsibility for the world.But again, if they put this in a famous movie... it's obviously accounted for. I recently made a thread about going "off script" with a bird as pic if you wanna look in recent archives. This is the sort of question i had in my mind.
>>42187499The question is: who are you, who do you want to be? You can be many things, but at each step you can strive to be something else. Do you want to be the rebel? But what's it take to be a true rebel? If you re a rebel you must have an idea of how you'd rebuild everything. If you don't, that's just irresponsible.
>>42183757Yes, whatever you choose not to believe in will not exist for you.
Welcome to the Nobody General>Who is the Nobody?The Nobody is a figure alive today who has extraordinary spiritual powers, including the ability to control reality with their conscious and unconscious mind. He is a man of no wealth or worldly acclaim through whom it seems God has chosen to manifest his strength and wisdom. He is said to carry the Logos, making him a fearless truth-teller and a menace to the powers that be.Instead of receiving strength through a superiority/inferiority mechanism, the Nobody proves to them time and time again that a whole planet filled with creative, ingenious, spiritually ascended humans who are individually sovereign yet globally unified through consciousness can achieve greater things than a planetary empire of darkness, and control.He is not a messiah, he's just like you but he has found the kingdom of God within himself through sheer dedication, just like you will.>What is the general picture?It’s important we start replying to the good posts and ignoring the hateful ones, or the ones here to argue. So call upon their heads the forces of heaven for peace, clarity, and wisdom. If this place is to be more than a squandered opportunity, an overgrown garden, it requires voices such as yours, but many more.Focus on increasing your service to others and be more loving to yourself and everyone in order to raise your vibrational and consciousness level, and learn to to forgive yourself and others.This will change the vibration of the planet, raise the shared consciousness of humanity, and change humankind one person at a time.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
Arjuna! Your little daughter, sweet Pooshitha, has only been raped 13 times since you've been gone! Please, my beloved, come home to us! Whatever you have done, we forgive you! *head bobs sadly*
>>42188361See:>>42188350
>>42188397Cut me some slack. I had to wait for the timer
>>42188407This is the comfy /ng/ for frens
How many of you believe in past lives? Have you had one? Share your theories and stories.
>>42181231Do you feel drawn to any locations or military equipment of that era?
>>42170290I'm not sure I can really call it a past life but it was one heck of a coincidence>When I was 7 or 8 I came home from school one day and there was a newspaper clipping on top of the TV>Everyone tells me to have a look at it and see if anyone looks familiar>It's like a memory lane type of article and this one is a school photo from 1900ish>Kid sitting there with the little chalkboard, has the date and class name on it>Kid behind it is identical to me and about the same age>The part that spooks me to fuck is that a few months before I had insisted on getting this very unique haircut>So unique I've only ever seen two people with it even to this day - me and the kid in the school photo>Everyone finds it funny and I'm shitting myself>What I find really really weird is that in the rest of the article it mentions where the school was>The area at the time had a different name to what it does now and it's so unique that I would dox myself if I said it because it's the only result on google>Why I found it so unnerving is because I used to use that name for our "hideout" when we played cops and robbers>And that name hadn't been used since 1910 and even my grandmother hadn't heard it before and she lived her whole like here (born 1937)Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42184099Nice
>>42171475What is your past life if drawn to the idea of ending the world/samsara/all life?
I've read like, none of the posts here. Most of the posts you see online now are made by bots, trolls, feds. The quality of posts on this board is also generally poor. But I have had past life experiences. I post about them sometimes on here. So it's not a question for me - I know for a fact they're real.
why'd he create that evil serpent? Only humans have free will right? doesn't that mean god created an evil thing? this shit don't make sense
>why are there loopholes in my allegorical story about the rise of agriculture
>>42183883I've read your old testament. Your god is evil. Your book, written around 350 AD on paper, is a knockoff of the 7 Tablets of the Enuma Elish. Scribed on clay tablets 4000 years before the old testament. While your bible has been changed numerous times over the ages, the Enuma Elish has never been changed. Your god is Enlil aka yahweh.
>>42182796You default to ridicule because you don't have a real answer.
>>42182753
>>42182753>why'd he create that evil serpent? To test free will. >Only humans have free will right?What’s free will?>doesn't that mean god created an evil thing? Doesn’t god create evil things?>this shit don't make senseWhat purpose does the knowledge of good and evil serve? Why wouldn’t God give them the knowledge of good and evil?
Reminder that NASA is officially an intel agency>>42011100https://theskylive.com/3dsolarsystem?objs=c2025n1https://ssd.jpl.nasa.gov/tools/sbdb_lookup.html#/?sstr=C%2F2025%20N1&view=VOP1.Retrograde orbit aligns within 5° of the ecliptic; p. .2%2.July–Nov '25: showed a true sunward jet (anti-tail), not a geometric illusion3.Nucleus mass ≈106× 1I/Oumuamua and 103× 2I/Borisov, moving faster than both; p. <.1%4.Arrival timing placed it <10mil km of Mars, Venus, Jupiter and hidden from Earth at perihelion; p. .005%5.Gas plume: far more Ni than Fe (industrial-like Ni alloys) + Ni/CN ratio orders of magnitude above all comets incl. 2I/Borisov; p. <1%6.Gas plume: only 4% water by mass7.Extreme negative polarization, unprecedented; p. <1%8.Arrival within 9° of the “Wow!” signal; p. .6%9.Near perihelion: brightened faster than any comet and was bluer than the Sun10.Sunward + anti-solar jets demand unrealistically large surface area to absorb sunlight for sublimationComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
Its still happening!
>>42185595>>42185758where can you check if Juno is still online? I can only find articles about it going dark last year
>>42185982I never understand these clowns' problems regarding money. It's not like they're building the satellite and sending it out now. It's already there faggots, it took a long of time to go there. Wtf do they need the money for - to pay corrupted scientist to "interpret" the data? Just send it to 4chin volunteers they'll do it for free and you get extra science for no charge
>>42185243>https://thesentinel.network/p/confirmed-nasa-admits-the-tess-contingencyWHAT THE FUCK
>>421842422 more weeks until Chris Bledsoe shows you a blurry video of Jeebus
The predicament which modern man finds himself in is that of a self-conflict, a conflict which, for one, arises from foreign and alien circumstances but, on a more profound level, is that of an intrinsic, innate and incessant battle which each and every one of us faces. The goal of this conflict is that of a reconquest, a reconquest of one's self, a reconquest of one's being and a reconquest of one's essence.As the Age of Vice begins, man is forced to look back, back to his past, back to his ancestors and back to himself for hope, as what lies before him is nothing but a decline and the rotting corpse of the collective, growing and expanding at every moment. This corpse is gross and material; every breath it takes oozes out a sense of despair and anxiety which consumes and traps the individual in a state of fragmentation and inner discord, resulting in the mundane common folk sinking deep into hedonism and degradation, to delude themselves in comfort and a false perception of peace.You must find in yourself a will which is akin to a fire, a fire which burns brighter than the fire around you, a fire which refuses to be consumed and smothered by its surroundings. If you can do this, if you can find this fire nested deep inside you, then you will be able to conquer yourself and, consequently, conquer the world.And the first step in this reconquest is semen retention. Quite frankly, it's pretty obvious that porn of all types is being pushed upon the masses by a group of ill-willed 'people'.[1/2]
>>42188206Me too but at least new streak begins on 1st of the month.
>>42186477she's a semen demon
I was on third day of nocum yesterday, but accidentally cummed.Also, fucking anime character captchas? Goddamn.
>>42179394day 0
>>42188283HAHA PRANKED
holy shi- let's unpack this /x/Something fundamental is being picked at here, matrix level shit.
>>42171606Youve been made to look a fool, little boy
>>42171427Lmfao neither have i come to think of it
>>42171427NTA, but I sort of have. Reposting from another thread:Is it possible to catch a sleep paralysis/dream bothering entity from someone else? I've struggled with my own, it was pretty hardcore for a time (not very frequent but intense) but it's pretty much gone away.Then recently I stayed at a friends house. He's pretty stupid, he just smokes weed, watches media and listens to rap music, seems mainly into "black" stuff these days, plays as black guys in games etc.I stayed at his house and have had a couple of SP/false awakening incidents since with an entity that seems black (it's weird, I don't exactly a black dude but can just tell this thing is a nigger, I seem to be unable to dream of black people so it's trying its best) but it's really weak. It seems surprised and helpless when I stand up to it. The first time I encountered it was while sleeping in this guy's spare room. I was having a weird nightmare, started as some party and me getting friendly with and kissing some girl but then fast forward, somehow I got cut, then I had this weird hernia growth type thing on my belly, usual nightmare shit. Then this nigger started laughing at me talking about like nigger cuck shit, I'm single but in the dream I was into this girl (who isn't real). I started getting threatening with it, going to fight it, and it shrank and looked terrified and backed away, like it wasn't expecting it. Then it was gone.(Cont. in next post.)
>>42188332PT2:A day or two later, at home, I 'woke up' and it was lying on top of my bed covers pinning me down, and I just grabbed it by its neck chain and threw it aside off the bed. I could get up then, but it was a false awakening. It got boisterous again and acted like it was going to fight about me throwing it, but then when I stood up to it keen to fight, it bailed down the stairs. I went down to the bathroom (it's downstairs from my room) to wash my hands because I'd touched a nigger (still actually a dream but felt real at the time, it had a horrible sweaty neck) and then it decided to approach the door in a threatening way (I guess I could hear it and it was trying its best to give off a menacing aura). I didn't even stop washing my hands and just calmly waited for it to open the door so I could give it a good beating but it just went quiet outside the door.When I was done, I opened the door and it was gone. Then I went back up to my room, and it instead sent/appeared as some huge muscular deformed (like one of those corprus monsters from morrowind) white guy but I just started punching it in the face repeately (I do boxing) and it stumbled back down onto the stairs. It didn't look like it was in pain exactly, it just looked shocked and confused and had the 1000 yard stare. It just stopped moving and stood there, looking defeated. No nightmares since.Did I catch an entity from my friend that just wasn't prepared to deal with me? He has joked about watching black porn a long time ago to some pretty damning responses from all involved and never mentioned it again, and he likes rap and ice cube movies and shit so this thing was probably having an all you can haunt buffet with him and got too cocky.
>>42188339And update:It has been back a couple of times, usually just before waking up. It stopped trying to be threatening because I'd just immediately start punching it if it did, not even in lucid control, it's just what would happen in the dream, and it would shrink away and flee. I have a lot of fighting dreams anyway from doing boxing, but some I can tell were the niggerdemon. I still never get a "good" look at it but I'm pretty sure I've seen flashes of afros and dark arms.It started instead trying to play on my emotions with heartbreaking scenes of blacks facing hardship, sort of have dream characters telling me blacks have had a rough time, and I would just dismantle it's statements with my own sound arguments, again, not lucidly, and it would just give up and go away again. Things haven't been easy for the niggerdemon.It's quite rare, probably had 5-6 encounters altogether, usually when I wake up and then go back to sleep, and then have almost woken up again.
What is going on in the DMT realm? Why are people getting kicked out?
Did he figure it out yet?
>>42164534Pool's closed
>>42183329>Does that actually happen?heavy dmt trips tend to make me drool but i would not consider it "vegetative" per se
>>42164534I got kicked because of an astral bar fight (they started it)Would still do it again. Will still do it again.
>>42174888i bought a glass vapor genie (vaporizer people rave about for dmt) and i dont like it at all. the whole "multi hit" thing sucks. the best method ive found for doing it is to make some enhanced herb (dissolve dmt in acetone, soak it in some non-psychoactive herb like mullein) and then use a bong. first layer of the bowl is a little bed of some of the enhanced mullein. then put in some dmt freebase. then another layer of enhanced mullein. then just light it with a normal lighter and rip the entire bowl in one hit just like you are smoking weed. that way you just get it all at once, no fumbling with multi hits or a torch lighter. dmt is really incredible, however i have never met an alien/entity or really anything close. it has similarities to psylocybin, sometimes it is like a heavy mushroom trip in fast forward. i think a lot of this "dmt lore" stuff is bullshit and just parroted by people who dont actually do it or maybe did it once. you forget the brunt of the experience extremely fast. all you are left with is like some snapshots. then the next time you do it you are like "oh yeah its THIS".
