I've was never trans, but just a deluded idiot.My dysphoria was never real, I just didn't want to be myselfWomen simply are beautiful, so I was stupid enough to believe that I'd hate myself less if I were oneI can't be in denial of my own delusions anymore, and I'm glad I've realized this sooner rather than laterI apologize to all actual trans women for appropriating your pain, just because I was too full of pride to accept how pathetic I am
>>42358407Nice to see there's someone to take my place in /repgen/
>>42360435That won't happen. I'm not a repper
>>42360397A transphobe lacking both theory of mind and empathy, how original
Many such cases, and too few realize
Take your pills
I need a trans gf with big udders because milk lowkey too expensive these days
I want to see lesbian sex irl
>>42362440Get in line fag.
>>42363242what line?
>>42363444The line to the open window at the lesbian apartmentwhere AMaBs can goon their transbian gocks to hot female action
>>42363458is it your apartment!?also im not trans
Jason of /cum/ editionPrevious: >>42092689>QotTWhat other boards do you browse besides /lgbt/?Tagmap: https://tagmap.io/tag/%2Fbigen%2FFAQ:>Am I bi if I like women and femboys/traps?>Am I bi if there's this one member of the same-sex I'm desiring, but normally I like the opposite sex?>Am I bi if I sexually like both sexes, but only interested in romance with one of them?Yes, sexual attraction to both sexes is bisexuality.>What's the difference between bisexual and pansexual?Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>MOVIE NIGHTMOVIE NIGHT>MOVIE NIGHTMOVIE NIGHTA reminder that in 2 hours Movie Night is gonna start! Here is tonight's selection:>Pocket Monsters the Movie - Emperor of the Crystal Tower: Entei (2000)>Dragon Ball Z: The World's Strongest (1990)>what the hell is "movie night"Its a special night where bigen comes together to watch on Discord two movies chosen by the community>where do we watch the movies?On the official Bigen Movie and Game Night Discord server: Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42362374>you sound a lot like this cutie in my discord dmsCouldn't be me. I'm engaged and not looking to do anything behind my fiance's back. Plus I only come to this board to vent when the guilt starts to overwhelm me, so im not always active here. Just once every few months.
sorry for not having been posting as of late, it's been rough and I needed the time off 4chan as a whole(new captcha sucks balls)
>>42362641unironically good for you anon, hope things are going well with your fianceI don't think anyone here can hold it against you if you vent in our thread
>>42362966Thanks anon, I appreciate the kind words. Things are honestly going pretty good. We bought a house together and just adopted another dog.Which makes me feel worse about how conflicted I get sometimes. Especially bc in some sense Im about as close as possible to being a boywife as you can get in a hetero passing relationship. She out-earns me and I work + do all the housework. But... and this is gonna sound so fucking petty- she does that "tee hee im just a silly girl" thing around the house as a way to get me to do little things for her like get her water and put her laundry away and I wish she would just be fucking assertive about it. Like dont give me a 'hey babe can you please'- just call me a slur and tell me to do it. And hurt me if you dont like how I did it. I want to feel used, not needed.And in the bedroom shes kind of a pillow princess, and usually wants me to initiate/pursue, but I feel so awkward topping i just try to finish as quickly as possible. So idk.... maybe all this thirsting for a cock is (in addition to just liking cock) some way to vent about not having a more domineering partner... Anyway rant over im gonna go drink.
Do you think /soc/ lgbt thread or /lgbt/ frengen is the superior option to finding someone
>>42360354I think you should get off of 4chan entirely.
>>42360367I hate that you're right even though it's not what I wanted to hear
>>42360354neither, especially if you british, ain't nobody around
would you date a trans girl who accidentally pees in the bath constantly i cant help it i have a weak bladder and my tiny pp just makes pee in the bath for some reason i think its the sensation of the water
>>42361274I have a fucked up bladder from holding my piss for long periods of time as a child. Felt. Abt 20 mins after drinking water i have to piss. I manage to not piss myself anymore, but when i was a teen it happened.
>>42362930wait is that why i can't hold my pee ini would always hold my pee as a child because i was scared of urinals
>>42363285Well, that and if you're on HRT, it's speculated that your prostrate shrinking weakens your pelvic floor muscles.
>>42363285You just gotta be near a bathroom, and have the willpower to get up from wtv Ur doing, and go piss.
>>42361274Only if she lets me call her my pee pee pretty princess
part 1 >>42351981i also used to wear my mom's bras, stuff them with socks, then finger my asshole imagining a guy was fucking me until i camedisgusting freaks like me shouldn't be taking estrogen but i'm afraid of stopping
>>42363410hey me too
Yeah, here’s mine.
>>42361843I got you so, so bad lolI am a hon, but it's very likely I'll pass after ffs, and I won't have to rely on virtue signalling to my girlfriends to do it. The pity points people give to flamer trannies is so real.
>>42362336I would hate fuck you, and I'm not even a transbian.
>>42362326Wtf is kinstagrammer lmaooo I do use insta tho. Believe it not back in the day I used to hate Tumblrinas, but I was just hating myself on a whole new level ig.
>>42362112Agp
>>42363051I am AGP and I'm free...
Its over
>>42362316Nazism (and fascism in general tbqh) is about projecting strength through machismo. "Macho gays," as long as they're macho enough, are accepted as long as they're not too openly gay, but only because machismo itself is celebrated.
>>42362201Women don't want to see your dirty hairy balls and smelly cock get excited when they take their bra off
>>42359329AFaBs bully AMaBs for 8 trillionth time
>>42361841>But I'm a womanOne day, if you say it enough times, maybe everyone will simply agree with you.
>>42359440>England doesnt have racial segregationYes it does, England is defacto an apartheid state
Rope edition>QOTT: Have you ever caved to suicidal thoughts?>QOTT2: How many times have you been in the psych ward?Last: >>42321643
I want to get on e and get PLOWED by a bigdick tranny gf idgaf its degenerate or whatever. I dont care. I dont even want to hear it
>>42356192man increasingly sure it happens soon thoughnice part about living in the states is it's going to be easy to buy a gun, apparently shotgun to the head is the most effective method even though ppl on the forums typically discuss poisoning themselvesidk something funny imagining the sense of relief that people who finally decide to take hrt is ~approx how i'm feeling now
>>42358350Height would be the hardest thing to get used to, but I'd be just over five feet, so that's short but not midget territory.Androgynous features would be a plus. Vagina would be fine. I don't mind my penis but it's not a deal breaker.I would definitely be growing my hair out, and I would not dress like I was a teenage boy meeting my friends at a bowling alley.
>>42362014Stay fit, and finasteride/minoxidil. Maybe avoid smoking.
>>42363069yeah but like the thing is i have to either shave my entire face as often as possible to avoid getting a permanent shadow or i just shave enough to sport this mustache
You girlies are sooo witchy
>>42363011Lowkirkuinely it's bcuz their brains are in an arrested state of development, and have been since they actually WERE tweens themselves. Many such cases! They'll grow out of it just like the tweens do.
>>42363185>the xitter is down the hall and to the leftReddit must be up your ass huh faggot
>>42363280i have no need to use reddit bc i'm already the most reddit person you'll ever meet in your life. now lowkirkenuinely turn around so i can fuck you like that IDF soldier fucked that detainee at sde teiman
>>42362882ew.
>>42362882genuinely mogs me
>early 20's poorly socialized tgirl ranti was doing really pretty good for a couple months but then everything in my life fell apart. no family. friends dont feel real(or maybe im just not). used to at least do and think about sexual stuff but recently during a particularly touch starved episode I invited a grindr guy over to cuddle and well. he didnt just want to cuddle. we didnt have sex but he touched me a lot and I said it was fine but it didnt feel fine and now i feel even more disconnected from this body. now i just find myself barely managing even the basics of my days and I feel so very alone. been just holding my gun under my chin once or twice a day and then staring at the ceiling above me, wondering how it would look. I think there is something deeply broken in me. I kinda want someone to just take care of me i guess, in the way that my family never really did. I'd settle for a functional body and a normal brain though. idk. usually have trip on for this shit but probably best not to concern people. its okay to just fade away i think. prob shouldve just written this in my notebook instead. i think im just an attention whore honestly. if i was more serious or not a coward I wldnt be writing any of this.
>>42362647Well you still got EXACTLY what he wanted. Only rapists and rape fetishists use grindr.
>>42362705yeah. i guess so. i wasnt raped though
>>42362647My first suicide attempt I got super calm as I was choking out and my mind got super clear. That did make me snap out of it though, it was weird.What makes you think how you're feeling now is the truth and not how you felt back when things were going well? You're often your own biggest saboteur. I'll say though, I have that too and it still makes me want to kms so no difference there I guess.I think reaching out is natural and when you feel like you've lost your friends why not do it as anon, even if just to shout in to the void. I do that all the time in threads just to get rid of some shit and maybe sometimes find a kindred or empathetic soul.>>42362666It does get worse every time it goes wrong yeah. You're in the worst of it tonight though, try to get comfy and distract yourself a bit. Head to bed early if you're not stuck with your thoughts.
>>42362823have some obligations which mean ill be up until like 1am probably. wish i could at least get drunk like last night.and idk yea sometimes theres a bit of clarity or like a letoff of pressure but i just feel numb for the most part now. i think about how long it would take for anyone to notice. what would change(nothing).honestly considering if i can find a girl to have sex with just so i dont feel alone for a bit. probably a little too shit looking right now to pull, def dont have the social ability to pull it off.
>>42363060Ah rip. Maybe it's a good thing you're not getting drunk alone when feeling like this. Either you feel worse or you'll feel better but that's how you become an alcoholic. You do hear horror stories about people decomposing for weeks. I think personally I'd let emergency services know because I wouldn't want my parents to find me. You say nothing will change but things did change recently for you. For the worse now yeah but you could get back there. For me the meaningless sex never did much good. It's a nice distraction but afterwards I just feel worse.
/lesgen/ is the lesbian general for all cis women and trans women (MtF) to discuss lesbian relationships and topics.Be kind to each other and report/ignore trolls who attempt to divide trans mtf lesbians and cis lesbians as a community. This includes transphobic bigotry, femmephobia, butchphobia, racism, and anti-c4t/t4t slop. This is nice thread. :)QOTT>Are you or your gf good at making others laugh? What never fails to make you laugh?>Are you a vengeful person? Favorite incident in which you’ve gotten revenge on someone? Are you forgiving?tagmap: https://tagmap.io/tag/%2Flesgen%2Fdiscord: https://discord.gg/bAnVMAGPNRold thread: >>42335213
>>42360699The charms of harlots have no effect on me anymore
>>42361893what is being a transbian except being charmed by harlots? i fear you may have lost your ways
>>42360622I froze my sperm before starting hrt but if you need to, go off, go on clomid, wait 3 months, get her pregnant, bank a bunch of sperm so you never have to again, then get orchid/SRS.I think if you want a kid and also get something out of it like orchi or SRS it could be worth it.
>>42361917I have merely began to truly find my way
smoking Pall Mall 700s
>be me>35yo>5'6">never grew facial hair>almost no body hair except pubic areas>basically no musculature>only ever had sex a few times, some of them sexworkers>the last time i did it with a sexworker she told me i have a feminine body after we fuckedis it over, guys?
>>42362266take the pink pill and transmaxx bro
>>42362143i'm not i love issbrokie im just saying lol
>>42362206You're so real for that
>>42356736Same thoughts here…I will never understand this board. Is everyone face blind? She literally just looks like a transvestite
>>42362226who cares
>>42355638Death Note went to shit when he died.
