ive gone all the way to get hrt but i just dont know what to do, i dont know if im trans or gay or staright, if im happy or if i hate my body or if i feel good or bad, i am so damn uncertain all the time i dont know HOW to know how i feel, i mean sure ive had troon thoughts since i was 6 but i dont know how i feel abt my self or anything for that matter,how do i become a person who knows how they feel how do i have opinions abut how i feel and how do i know that its true in my head, very confused anons please advice
>>42328157Are you by any chance the nona who posted this thread >>42222223?
>>42328529uh oh. Got clocked.Yes, I am "incel nona" (as a lovely anon here nicknamed me).
>>42328553I'm the anon you talked with yesterday in this thread >>42318414. That's the only reason I was able to tell it's you. Wouldn't call you "incel nona" though
>>42328570>Wouldn't call you "incel nona" thoughThat's okay. I actually found the nickname quite endearing even though I'm no longer an incel.After all it is a way to distinguish given that most former incels lurking this board are ashamed of their past or w/e whereas I'm not.I'm still serious about the fake it till you make it though.
>>42328577>I'm still serious about the fake it till you make it though.I do believe that you're completely right about this, but I find the notion of having to fake it really disturbing.To me, faking it till I make it in terms of transitioning implies that I'm actually a cis man deep down, and I've just decided to try and become a woman for no discernable reason. It's the thought that I actually am a cis man that's disturbing
red: all jewish women get phalloplasties (irreversible ones)green: all jewish men are now sort of like in the movie "Speed" with Sandra Bullock where the bus has to go at least 55 mph to not explode, except with getting fucked by trans womenevery jewish man has to find a trans woman willing to fuck his ass with her gock at least once a week, or he dies
>>42328424why not green?
>>42328437because green harms men. And I love men.
>>42328286green is basically tkd which would of course be awful, so--oh shit i accidentally slipped and landed on green
>>42328286green so their women flock to NTR all of them and the semetic race dies.
Red. It's one and done and then those women can move on with their lives. Green would be a permanent battle against death. Every week for the rest of your life wondering if you're going to die. I always choose a button based on harm reduction because I have goodwill towards humanity. Plus I enjoy the adam friedland show and don't want to see him die or get ass raped.
The FTM chasers on this board are all bisexual men identifying as straight who want a tomboy, but hit on fully transitioned ftms because deep down they are really into masculinity and want someone to tease it out of them. DL level: maximum.
>>42328377My ftm twink bf who is stronger than me and has a deeper voice boy removes me weekly
>>42328396Wasn't talking about mtf faggotry, but it all comes together in the end
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>>42328438Yes
>>42328377I don't want a tomboy I want a cuntboy >:(And to frustrate him about his lack of dick.
where is it edition>qott: why did no-one else make a thread for so long am i the only one who is desperate
>>42326581It's because I'm not here this time
What's something I could do or say to humiliate someone that has no penis? To make them angry because they have nothing between their legs or very envious.
>>42328467why did you switch to posting about yourself like you’re some third person lol
>>42328478?I'm confused :(
content warning FARTS / tranny BRAPPING | I’ve posted other stuff from this same day in this outfit but this is th most degen stuff and I admit it makes me horny being a degen.’anyway I would love to rip ass on someone’s face while they’re stuck under a dress or petticoat https://litter.catbox.moe/46odvb7k1orxdpxu.movhttps://litter.catbox.moe/qbes8tnsmk7pqxui.mov
avoid pictures with cis women at all costs
>>42328421She looks like a man next to a woman
>>42327220i literally cant tell which one is which
>>42327220>avoid picturesMaybe just avoid transitioning all together if that is what life becomes.
brutal i have that body type fmstl
>>42328427? Im sorry i dont know your celebrities or whatever but id say thats a good troon if she us! if this is a low bar for you people no wonder you're all so sad
If homo/transphobia didn't exist how would the world be different
>>42328523You're the one posting ragebait as a way to cope with your repping.I'm merely offering a solution that works for both of us. We get less ragebait from you, you get less anxiety for no longer having to rep.
>>42328523Fight how exactly? By sitting in their dad's house in America and writing strongly worded tweets about it?
>>42328523Freedom from foreign influence thwarting their own expansionist plans, while supporting totalitarianism domestically. Meanwhile Ukrainians just want a democracy within their internationally recognized borders and haven't bothered anyone.
>>42326746charlie kirk would be alive
>>42328535They donate money and such, of course they're not going to actually risk dying in war >>42328567Ok I don't know much about politics so idk>>42328568Possibly
it feels like no matter what ill always have walls up with people or they will misinterpret me as something else. it feels like being trans puts you at such a disconnect with so many people. rn im enbycoping untill i start getting a passing ratio of 60% or higher. it feels like being trans just makes it uncomfterable with cis ppl even allies. if they are allies the most theyll ever do is liten to you talk abt how being trans sucks and go "that sucks" but also i dont have any trans friends. i just hangout w cis girls who are like all bi thats about it. unfortunately i find most trans women in my area to be insufferable or just ppl i dont connect with. the only trans person ive made a deep connection is a trans guy from another country but still i never feel fully seen. idk y
>>42326793I don't get why people here are so quick to put labels like this or BPD on people and call it a day. Do you think that actually helps? Is OP just supposed to accept this and resign?
>>42326840i dont fit in*
>>42326888well usually people pursue cbt type stuff if you asked a therapist and said these issues were really bothering you they probably would recommend that, but it's never helped me personally
>>42326153You're complaining to cissies about troon shit?? Moght as well complain about ylur skin colour, they could never understand.
>>42326153they're idiots. it's not your fault. just practice mindfulness and awareness in the same way they completely lack it. by observing the world and adjusting and pointing yourself within you can attack it with purpose and anger rather than needing to gain things from it and letting anger be misdirected inside of you (what much of depression is, it's almost all of it when it accompanies more emotionally intelligent people and/or unrelated mental problems).most people are dust and will remain dust, that is their true nature and cannot be changed for if it could that would prove they were never dust to begin with, that's the truth even if it's ever difficult for the mind to have faith in these things being true or the self regardless of evidence. observing and not acting when repeated is fundamentally critical and intertwined with taking action and practitioning. the fulfillment of anger and fire is one of the first effects of doing this i think. do not let it be turned into guilt or self-doubt. those things have no truth to them, they're merely forcefully instilled by the world so that the mind forgets how to exist without them.>>42326888IMO it's for themselves and they want to share that idea solely to affirm their belief in it. the vast majority of modern psychology is that anyways, seeing an effect and putting a label on it rather than studying its existence or actual reason for existing, usually to create the illusion of knowledge or wisdom so the mind doesn't feel unsafe. it's ironic how diametrically opposed to the actual core idea of science these things are. i was kinda forced to phrase that like an authority redditoid in tone so pls ignore that vibe.
ill never pass and life has only been seeming less and less worth it. even going from homelessness to having an apartment the gov practically hands me ive just felt like life is more and more pointless and it'd save a lot of trouble for others and me if i just ended it
>>42328418Then don't pass away from suicide either anon. I hate what they've done to you. Gotten you to a point at which your only measure of your life's worth has seemingly become your ability to effectively deceive others.
>>42328418Post a picture
>>42328548i already beat the bdd allegations
And yet you're still here. I wonder how much longer you'll bitxh and moan into the void.It's a fun performance dont get me weong though!
>>42328569Im just interested in what you look like
You know the format.Include your tag.This thread is for making friends, and is not a general discussion thread.
>>42327688Nta but do you hate Germany too and want to bond over our shared hatred for this country and its "people"?
>>42327688>>42328278germany is an amazing country and i love living here
>asl18/MTF/New York>aboutbipolar, autistic, single, trans woman>interestsreading, video games, music, playing instruments>looking foranyone to talk to>not looking forboring ppl>discordkillshelterpup
>>42328301And a bureaucrats favourite place to be is in his office. Most people on the other hand would rather shoot themselves than live such a life.
>>42328093breh just take a chance and add me plz what if im not weird type shitlike idk what your personal definition of weird is but hey why not right?
acceptance editionQOTT: what are you having trouble accepting?prev >>42318658
puftahmoding
my unreachable dream goal is having any sense of happiness or basic functionality in my life
i wish my mom was an evil queen because then instead of being a gay guy who wont give her grandchildren i could be like a skeleton warrior dropped from her loins, a brainless extension of her power and reach. i would kill millions
what does that even mean bro
>>42328545you wouldn’t get it
Anybody on this board whose gender dysphoria had a late onset, i.e. starting post puberty or in one's 20s? Personally, I've only started being explicitly dysphoric after a random dream I had where I simply was a woman. Realizing that I was simply a woman inside that dream made me feel like the weight of the world had been lifted off my shoulders and I could properly breathe for the first time in my life. It was the first time I ever felt serene inner peace, and not constantly restless and melancholic. I wonder if anyone experienced something similar
>>42322457Pretty sure that trans people being dysphoric prior to puberty are not in the majority
Had dysphoria as a child. Lived old enough to become a man. Almost killed myself. Then decided to begin transitioning. One day I realized it’s too late for me. I’ve decided to give up and keep taking estrogen. Be a Boymoder. Maybe one day I’ll have enough money for ffs
>>42317769Men enjoy being rough
had agp since childhood did weird shit growing up like never wanting to have facial hair and borderline feminine fashion but i always look at through the lens of obsessive fetishistic rumination which has matured into seeking relief from feminine presentation
>>42327264Agp since childhood is as trutrans is you can get
my boyfriend abuses and uses me and he's far away and i miss him because i want him to ruin me i love him so much everything else is worthless to me apart from him i have carved his name into my body, i have carved my flesh for him and i would end myself if he ever starts treating me normally <3he probably qualifies as actually abusive and i love it. whenever i thought i wanted him to act normal and treat me nicely i'd always end up begging him to go back to being horrible
>>42326338where can i find a tgirl like this?
>>42326740You don't want one like that anon
>>42326338where can i find a boyfriend like this?t.boymoder
The official/lgbt/ Minecraft server is extremely cool. Vanilla java 1.21.11. post your Minecraft username in the discord for a speedy whitelist https://discord.gg/8vKpdT8C9XVideo: https://youtu.be/Pym8NuAGUv4
This server got a more developed metro system than any American city
>>42326791
>>42326676this server makes me forget my troubles
Girl penis has got to go
>>42327985>creativeoh so there's no point in joining
Anybody else see something conceptually wrong with cosmetic surgery despite having to go through with it? I 100% will get it at some point but I always thought that there was something innately wrong with it. The body isn't meant to be shaped biologically for cosmetic reasons and that's obvious when you look at bad plastic surgery and how it gets worse as you get older.
>>42328362As a kid I had this concept in my head as well. My mom got very slight cosmetic surgery on her eye I forget exactly what it was but it came across as extremely vain and lost in herself even back then. I don't think a human is really meant to stare at themselves and wonder what could be done to their face. For someone to properly have cosmetic surgery they would have to have a complete understanding of the 'alice's model of bob' / interface (look it up) between them and wider society, and they definitely will not because to get that point they would have had to be extremely deluded and unaccepting of their natural self in the first place. For example most times you see celebrities doing it it just indicates how clueless they are on why they looked good in the first place. And these are some of the most objectively hot people in the world. Of course now there are examples of trans women who had surgery save them, but they're all extremely young. Is there an example of a tranny who has died in old age with cosmetic surgery that made them 100% more attractive?
>>42328433I see what you mean about how humanity will always strive to do something better or overcome their original nature. VSauce's latest video gave me this perspective weirdly, how what came natural to humanity at the beginning of our time is not what we do now so there's no point in trying to "revert to our original nature" because the goal is to progress. So I get that. At the same time, striving to be unsettled is not always a good thing, some progress is permanent and some is straight up a fad. Nazism was humanity unsettling itself and striving for better from the perspective of the nazis. In fact, all conflicts since we came here are basically that. You could sum it up and say all these conflicts are once again us working ourselves out but you would quickly lose your right to be alive if you said any genocide was just humanity working itself out in a crowded room. >What's saddest to me is like with instagram models all these people look so diverse and come from all these different genetic backgrounds yet all end up looking the same ethnicity towards the end because they all have the same brow, nose, lips, cheeks, etcExactly.
>>42328362>The body isn't meant to be shaped biologicallyi believe that most if not all human evolution is based on us doing something that we "weren't meant to do" if we really commit to the idea that there's any meaning in us existing at all. maybe we weren't meant to live in houses, eat processed food and change our environment, but i doubt there's any going back. personally, i think it's wonderful that we aren't doomed to live in the bodies we hate. yes, some people go too far and ruin themselves physically and mentally with surgeries, but they can also improve one's quality of life
>>42328502>personally, i think it's wonderful that we aren't doomed to live in the bodies we hate. yes, some people go too far and ruin themselves physically and mentally with surgeries, but they can also improve one's quality of lifeNot OP but I had a sarcastic thought about this. Maybe we only allow cosmetic alteration for trans people, burn victims, that sort of person who need it to have an ordinary life. But we ban it for normal looking people who just want to be more beautiful.
>>42328502Where are these imaginary people that have been saved by cosmetic surgery? It seems like most of them still hate themselves immensely.
MTFG: Make a thread you lazy troons editionQOTT: What are you doing for this weekend? January blues setting in?
>>42328141>Visibly trans.Why not boymode?Anyway. Depending on where you live it may be illegal to not hire someone just bc they're trans, so most wagie-tier positions probably wont care. Same for government jobs.I'd be personally more concerned about muscle loss bc if you dont pass you wont get girl privilege which means they'll expect you to lift heavy shit around and all that moid nonsense.
>>42328167>Why not boymode?Really worried about boob growth making it too obvious and hard to hide>it may be illegal to not hire someone just bc they're transOn paper yes but businesses still dont care and can come up with a plethora of bullshit claims as to why they chose to not hire you. Ideally I dont want a wagie job, they suck and its extremely hard to live comfortably with one
>>42328197True ig. Ginecomastia happens a ton for nontranny reasons. I'd just lie about an unspecified endoctrinal issue desu.If you end up in a highly specialized field they wont care about gender or transness. Thats why so many mtfs are in compsci(partially)
Siiigh. Wish i wasn't ugly and literally looked 1:1 like the chudwojak meme so that i could troon out and become cute.It is what it is.
i smell like blood
