I genuinely do not understand why I am not more dysphoric, and my lack of dysphoria is genuinely distressing to me.Basically everything about my body and self screams that I am male. I have huge hands, huge shoulders, a huge head, a very deep voice, a pronounced browridge, a huge forehead, a long midface, a massive torso, a visible Adam's apple, and so on and so forth, yet I barely feel anything. I really feel like all of them should feel explicitly wrong and distressing, but I'm just not phased by them, even though I definitely should be. This lack of explicit dysphoria is most distressing because I feel like it implies that I actually somehow like whatI currently have, and I really don't want that to be the case. It all makes me feel like I'm in denial of being cis man, which is a genuinely dreadful thought, but I simply can't let go of it, and it makes me doubt everything I do. Is there any good way to overcome such thoughts?
That just sounds like dysphoria to me tbhon
>>42302881disassociation. it happened to me pre hrt for years while i was repping, and still sometimes now as a defence mechanism against crying while looking in the mirror so often
>>42303123I already am on hrt though, and I can't bring myself to feel anything more unfortunately. The thought that I'm transitioning for no reason is genuinely nightmarish
>>42306170Just be happy you're not severely dysphoric ffs
Reminder: theyfabs should be put in camps
>>42305487>>42305507seems education is the thing. they are the same as a rich male body builder claiming to be female while doing nothing then using their power to harm others to get their way.
>>42305420i want to go to camp :3
>>42305507The chill ones can be put in reeducation camps. The ones that are beyond help will be put in other, special camps.
>>42305491second'd
>>42305420Theyfabs are fine
discuss
>>42301400>thats because 98% of bitches on hrt just sit on their ass and expect the pill to do all the work. and when someone with results come around the only thing they can do is call them "lucky"truth nuke right here
>>42301111damn that's hotgirls (and boys) need some jiggle to encourage the top to do their best
>>42298226what's fat cycling?
>>42301765as gym bros have figured out long ago, the best way to carve your body with the calories that you eat is by alternating between 2 phases, bulking (big calorie surplus) and cutting (big calorie deficit). they do it in an androgenic context for muscle building but i have seen people do the same for their fat reserves in an estrogenic context. my turn to try
>>42302819>as gym bros have figured outI'll never stop appreciating my gym bro friends.They taught me to look at the physical transition as a purely technocratic exercise of body modding. And in doing so, my brain worms got easier to kill and progress became more attainable.
bottomposting gets more replies when I post on /int/ than when I post on /lgbt/
>>42300111I would post on /int/ but it's too racist for me
>>42301862It's way too annoying. I can only generate like 2 images before hitting the limit, and if the image comes out wrong, you already wasted one attempt>>42302180they are racist ironically, they only pretend to be racist as bait or as banter, they are completely different from /pol/
>>42302361more evidence boymoders are smarter than bottoms
>>42302686are you lookimg for a fight?what did I say to make you think I'm dumb?
>>42301972what is the right kind of top like?
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=uqaxj0LA1Ucpost your feminized voice. dont be weird to us
>>42306162i'm too smoothbrained to know how to decipher this nona
>>42306162me too i dont know what that stuff means
How on earth do I get started voice training I want to star-rotted rope
>>42306212you aren't going to make it if you can't even bother to read the thread >>42286908
>>42306212Mew. It mimics the tongue positioning and makes your jaw look better, win winI failed the phone captcha 5 times why is it an intelligence test now
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>>42305375No, I'm getting it through healthcare providers because that means my HRT is 100% free
>>42297844is it possible that i'm getting DHT conversion from prog if i'm not experiencing mood changes or a libido increase? i feel like i might be having more facial hair after starting prog 2 days ago but i think i might just be fucking insane
i do subq injections in my tummy and have been getting lumps under my skin that tend to last for 2-3 weeks. i was just ignoring it but ive been losing weight for a while and now the bumps show up visibly and it looks really off putting. for context i inject .2ml of estrodial valerate every 6 days. is it like an allergy or something? my skin has started appearing like red and is itchy.
>>423061602 days is a little fast. are you boofing?>>42306213is it just at the injection site that you are red and itchy? how long does it last?clean needles and hands i hope?
>>42306228i wash my hands like a fucking freak and wipe the injection site and vial with alcohol wipes. my needles and syringes come from amazon and are listed as sterile cause my doctor is being weird and won’t prescribe syringes or needles for some reason (prob cause i’m in a red state and shit is kinda hitting the fan) it is just the injection site that is itchy and red, and that last around a week. the lumps under my skin typically go away around 3-4 weeks
There are still some people that just want their needs handled and to serve their caretaker right? I have a good job, im alright looking, and practical, but people gasp when I expect things in return from a partner.I want someone who likes being looked after and doesn't mind taking direction, that’s not a flaw in my opinion its normal.I’m not into endless debates or pretending everything’s equal all the time, the roles should be set, I take care of you and you take care of me.You do what’s expected, I make sure you’re comfortable and accounted for. I don't know how I can say it more plainly but It seems impossible to find someone who wants and understands that.I like to think this kind of setup works best for people who can more easily relax when someone else is fully in charge and fully takes care of them. Also im not here to convince anyone.If this bothers you, keep scrolling I don't care to debate the merits of my worldview. I'm mostly asking why this seems so hard to find these days.
>>42306048Maybe they will after the 20 >>42306094Selfie?
>>42306040ummm, really fucking easy if she's willing to accept trans women lol>>42306048i never said that bakai was just thinking on the subject cause you seem pretty into shows, but our taste doesn't really align>>42306094what's stopping you?
>>42306193you don't have the personality for this
>>42306204i'm aware. i said as much in >>42305943i am quite bottom-coded
>>42305485>There are still some people that just want their needs handled and to serve their caretaker right?There are, yes. It's like, I've been in vanilla relationships where I was expected to be on a rather equal footing as my partner, to be independent myself and so on, and those were very much not for me.And eventually I've spent a good amount of time just talking with a few doms and realised that what they have to offer is exactly for me, to be dominated in all aspects of my life, to be used sexually, to be controlled but also taken care for, protected, kept safe and in conditions that let me thrive. And I saw eventually that all the things that make a good sub are very much within me already and they just need a right type of man for me not to be afraid to show that part of me. There's a lot more to write about that but what I wanted to convey is that it is absolutely possible to find people who are going to want this
Last thread died early edition>QOTT: What's your favorite cancelled TV show?Last thread: >>42271435
>>42294996Second day in a row waking up calm and jolly.I gotta go really back in the past to remember last time this happened.
>>42294996>>42306104I'm happy for you, now GTFO
>>42306139Why? :(
>>42306227because now that you take hrt YWNBAR (congrats btw)
>>42306252That's a harsh judgment for not even 2 weeks on it.I don't even know what I'm doing. This could be a coincidence.Either way, I'm looking at probably years of hrtrepping best case scenario. My psychiatrist is more optimistic than I am, lul.Hugs
I wanted to join in on the last thread, but I was too late :(post yours, guess letters, interests, etc!https://picrew.me/en/image_maker/2812233
>>42302413ogrehon. probably got hrt at a young age but doesnt pass at all and never will. probably is super tall like 6'1. probably a fucking faggot who gives guys over the pants handjobs in the park.
>>42293617transbian puppygirl>>42294941wizardmoding repper>>42300897>>42301430mtf before & after>>42302552chaser
>42293364Depressed insomniac boymoder>42293502Transbian with high sex drive but passes, secretly a furry>42293545FtNeet>42293580Ftm youngshit >42293617Straight tranny but very nerdy>42293661Bpdpassoid>42293741Straight Ftm nerd>42293856Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42306260lazy fuck who doesnt guess others
Straight pooners seem to have a tough life...
>>42306253im the little cuck boy,i dont caret. straight ftm
lmfao
ropefuel
New Year's Editionprevious: >>42044782 >>42079478 (died prematurely)Goal of the thread: Consider the things you want to improve or accomplish, whether long- or short-term. What small steps can you make towards those goals?Daily goals can be repeated. Remember to keep score, it can only go up!>What is this thread for?Getting better is hard, and sucks. A lot. It does not get easier doing it alone.Share resources and experiences with combating depression, anxiety, personal issues, achieving or maintaining a healthy weight, etc.>Why is this thread /lgbt/?Struggles with mental and physical health are an indisputable part of /lgbt/ life, be it from dysphoria, social pressure, heartbreak, or just unfortunate lifestyle choices.>Notes to consider:Please be civil. Shame is your greatest enemy in fighting urges of self abuse (be it sh, drugs, or just self deprecation). Relapsing into bad and unhealthy habits is to be expected, the goal is to increase the average amount of time it takes between relapses. Any improvement is a victory no matter how small. Your worth and right to get better are non-negotiable. And most importantly:WE ARE NOT THERAPISTS, WE DON'T REPLACE MEDICATION>Note on adviceComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42301121Wishing you all the best, thank you for all of the effort.
>>42292701Family and personal life:>Father still working a rough job>Mother is okay, trying to keep our house in order>Parents don't communicate at all>House may still be up for sale sometime this year, most likely>I am moving along, a little less aimless but I'm still trying to figure what my best options are>Nobody is too sure on what we need to do in order to get by but we need to get serious>Sisters are struggling to get ahead in life>One of my sisters confessed to traumatic abuse (I'm not even sure I can describe it further), I'm horrified I didn't find out until nowThat's all I can say for now, I'll explain more later and follow up when asked I just need to get to sleep soon.
>>42301121why so busy signon
>>42303969Life has many things happening in it.
ughmp
I am here to emancipate all you spooked queers... and make you spookless!
>>42304951I disagree that castration is actually what people really sincerely want. It's just pushed upon them as the ONLY way out of otherwise certain social isolation and lack of sexualization. Kids aren't born wanting to remove their genitals.
>>42304964bad faith troll, i'm gonna dip now.
>>42304986Nigga you didn’t realize he was a troll his first post?
>>42304986>>42305046"troll" is a spook
>>42304986was that really your first time seeing a gincel post?
>waa i can never do anal it just hurtsTHATS BECAUSE YOURE RETARDED AND DONT KNOW WHAT YOURE DOINGif youre doing it right, which is not difficult, it wont hurt. your butthole is a muscle. you have to stretch a muscle before exerciseYOU CANT JUST SHOVE A DICK UP THERE
>>42305321"The Vril Society began around the same time as the Thule Society when Karl Haushofer founded the "Bruder des Lichts", which means Brothers of the Light. This organization is sometimes referred to at the Luminous Lodge.This group was eventually renamed the Vril-Gesellschaft as it rose in prominence and united three major societies:1.) the Lords of the Black Stone, having emerged from the Teutonic Order in 19172.) the Black Knights of the Thule Society3. the Black Sun, later identified as the elite of Heinrich himmler’s SSWhereas the Thule Society ended up focusing primarily upon materialistic and political agendas, the Vril Society put its attention on the "Other Side."In Germany a local medium named Maria Orisc began getting messages in an unknown language and couldn’t transcribe them, so began meeting with key members of these societies, along with another medium named Sigrun. Accordingly, the messages were coming from a being from the star Aldeberan, which has two planets which form the ’Sumeran Empire’.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42305919>and a subservient racewasnt this literally semitic ethnic groups?
>>42305321trvke
>>42305915Idk dawg, never say never & all but unless I really loved the other person & they really wanted to plap I just don’t see it doing much for me
>>42306078>Idk dawg, never say never & all but unless I really loved the other person & they really wanted to plap I just don’t see it doing much for meI mean if you're sure, but I assume you have a least a little interest in what it'd feel like since you're here, so you might as well try it once before writing it off right?
hello lgbt i am a bi /fit/cel and i have decided i am ready to lose my depressing khhv status. i am 19 and have a good physique (muscular and lean) and i take good care of my looks so i think i am at least average facially but i am very anxious, shy, and somewhat socially inept because of this. my khhv status is entirely my fault my anxiety made me turn down and stop relationships with anybody that has ever been interested or had a crush on me and ive never approached or shown interest in others.i have downloaded grindr because i think this is a good first step to stop being a loser as it's a shameless app where i can show my physique which is my best characteristic from being a gymcel for so longi was wondering if any of you have any advice for me regarding this since i dont know if me being a virgin or shy is offputting. i dont think i would be able to have sex on the first time of meeting someone considering i havent even kissed someone yet (i want to learn how to do that). i dont even know exactly what i want from the app but i just want to take initiative to improve my life i downloaded the app about 15 minutes ago and ive gotten a lot of messages from old men but one reply from a cute femboy although i am too scared to open it so i think i will do so in the morning
where are u from? id let you hit
>>42306165JbyJust BYoselfIn all seriousness though it’s pretty much just getting more comfortable with interaction. Don’t stress about what to say or how you think you look, just go & talk to them & see what happens. By doing it enough times you’ll stop being all nerves, you got this.
>>42306179thank you for the offer but i live in saskatchewan canada i doubt you are anywhere near me>>42306184thank you for the kind words my friend i will try my best
>>42306165save it for someone special. i'm 18 and not the most experienced ever. but i've been with a few people and have a bf. ime, sex isn't really something most people look back on as a big deal itself, but emotionally its very important!! and your history relationship with sex has a huge impact.some people have a thing for taking someones virginity. it shouldn't be offputting. imo: don't throw away a lifetime of love for 15 minutes with some polygamous loser you don't have a future with. divorce rates are proportionate to total past partners for both men and women. 50% on average... only 10% for virgins.
"Uhhh I like video games, anime, and reading. My favorite music? Uhhh game ost's"
>>42302330>leechYea>boreYea>refuse new thingsNo I like trying new things
>"Uhhh I like video games, anime, and reading. This is just normal bad-at-small-talk conversation. Get to know her more and she might be chill>My favorite music? Uhhh game ost's"This is cringe but in a based she's probably super autistic way
>>42301044every single person ive met that has their favorite music as videogame osts has always been the most unbearable asocial autistic retard on earth. please get some personality and listen to other music so you can unsperg yourself a little op
is DEVO hsts or agp
>>42301044as a transbian who is like this, don't, you'll get disappointed
