it's incredible how much this shit sucksI have to wear a binder everywhere, I also developed costochondritis from binding too much (sometimes as long as 15 hours in a single day), it's fucking sad
>>42353097nah, if you're still getting he/him'd and presenting as trans you're manmoding, even if people know you're a tranny - you can bind if you want and try to hide it but that stops working eventually>same as boymodinglollmao
>>42353104>presenting as transoops I mean presenting as a man, like you're not using a tranny name and she/her pronouns or dressing in women's clothing
>>42353104>presenting as trans>manmodingthis is clearly contradictorythe whole point is to not present as trans aka honmode>it stops working eventuallykill yourself
>>42353127>this is clearly contradictoryyes I know, I fucked that up, see >>42353111>kill yourselfno u, dumbshit
>>42353097Really? I don't give a shit if they think I'm trans, I just don't want to expose myself to ignorant people that might mistreat me harder if they feel I'm threatening their beloved conservative society.
Transbians have gay male sexuality.
>>42352927thats how youngshits work, anon
>>42352943A book reader?
>>42351971gays don't have sex with friends.all of their hook-ups are one per person, and then they move to another target.
>>42352956you’re a troll
>>42351971When you retards are gonna understand that there is no male gaze or female gaze! Only gaze that is into men/women or femininity/masculinity
malebrained buy but i really need smth to get rid of a shadowany tips to have a super smooth shave?i don’t have a thick beard or anything, my shadow is very minor but it’s there and it’s frustrating as hell
>>42352534If you have pale skin and dark hair laser is going to get the majority of it. Light colors hairs and stubborn hairs that are not gone from laser would need electrolysis. That laser is a diode laser. For laser at least in the USA there are 3 main ones I know of, Alexandrite, Nd:YAG, and Diode. Alexandrite is if you are really pale they say Fitzpatrick 1,2,3. Nd:YAG is for darker people Fitzpatrick 4,5,6. And Diode is like a balance between those two. Also for me 6 sessions for full face and neck is 400-600 FMSTL.
>>42352277if you have a beard u transitioned too late and arent actually trans sorry
>>42352736I don't have facial hair and I started at 25 then quit then resumed at 35, that means nothing.
>>42352277You cant shave away shadow, its the hair that is visible from underneath the skin surface. Meme razors dont even get a closer shave.
>>42352277Anyone tried lasering beard hair and it just turns lighter?
Today is the last full day with my cock. What should I do? I've never used it before. I'm already going to film in the bathroom at the hospital tomorrow "my last wank ever"
>>42352134just fuck a bisexual
>>42352134There are hot chaser cis women and they aren't dykes, but they're rare. If you're hot though you'll definitely find one, especially if you want to use your dick on her. That's what they usually want
>>42352134Tell me how tall you are and I'll tell you how easy it will be
>>42351950find someone to bully it and call it pathetic
>>42353170That's gonna be hard to do in just a day
Remember the troon that was fucking the chaser that killed Charlie Kirk? There is an update...
>newsnationLmao fuck off
>>42352835nobody knows honestly
>>42352835>>42352985tranny = MANalways, ever.
>>42352859the deep transgendostate is pulling the strings...
>>42352815I just want to know if she's hot or not. I haven't gotten a good look at her. And no, that's not the same as asking if she passes.t. chaser
Im ftm and about 2 months on DIY hrt and my dad just asked me "what's wrong with my voice" Um.. bros? My voice hasn't even dropped a lot what is going on.i did throw up before I was talking to him so maybe it made me sound weird. my parents dont care about me at all so I never in a million years thought they would notice a miniscule voice change. Nigga tf. Anyways im gonna keep taking hrt cos ive never felt better and love jerking off and dont want to lose my clitty growth or libido Is "voice training" to sound more feminine worth looking into? It seems really hard; and tho I try to subconsciously raise my pitch it feels bad to do and unnatural. Or, should I lower my dose? I dont want to poondose, im on 75mg weekly.
>>42348820I'm in the same boat, except it took 6 months for my mom to notice that my voice was deeper. I ended up coming out to her (sorta), we're supposed to talk this afternoon. Gaslight him if you can, or come out to them if you think they'll be chill, from what my mom told me she's the most upset that I lied to her more than anything else idk it sucks, I get you, the storm will pass anon
>>42349932Thank u this made me feel a lot bettwr; really
>>42348820consolation fuck ur consolation be a man and gaslight the fuck out of your dad
>>42351592It just feels scary and bad bcos I literally didnt think anyone would notice EVER
>>42352195Just lie and gaslight. Unless they know the effects of T (which 99% of cis people don't) they're never gonna guess what's happening. If people eventually bother you about the voice lie and say you got a cold or you don't even know or something. People WILL notice changes but they'll never put two and two together unless you give them a reason to.
boymoders deserve to be abused
>>42352991thank u nona :>will do
haven't had much time recently to work on moder art as i'm attending class/looking for work/have commissions and its kinda paralyzing me sadly
>>42352675Yesss, to be raped/abused has always been my fetish
>>42352675true
>>42352675
After highschool while I was a teenager still repressing my homosexuality and cared about what my family members thought of me I signed up for active duty military and now almost 3 years later Id give anything to go back and live life as a college fag working at starbucks or something. I think about failing a drug test somehow or transitioning to national guard so I can be happier. But for now I'm surrounded by greasy manlets while living in a foreign country about to be deployed to waste more months of my youth
>>42351917Also..... let's hear the details...How did you figure out you're gay? Are you fully gay or just bi? Have you come out to anyone? Are you a top, bottom or verse? Do you have romantic boundaries crushes or just rabid gay lust?
>>42351917cant you at least become the platoon sissy cumdump? put your time to good use
>>42351966The moment I get back to america Im searching for a husband or atleast a boyfriend, I cant stand the locals here (mainly their accents) and it made me appreciate american men so much more
>>42352049I cant deny that Im not actually fully homosexual I am still attracted to women, just dont really want to fuck them. I dont really like saying Im bi though because I dont really want to live my life with a woman. But ive been repressing my sexual urges since I was in middle school atleast. I only want to bottom and want to live in a romantic relationship with a man I love and havent lost my virginity. I havent come out to anyone and imo the concept of feeling like you have to come out is homophobic but people suspect me a lot, one time someone straight up asked me infront of like 3 of my coworkers if I was gay and I just gave an ambiguous answer because I dont see how I can benefit at all from letting people like them know Im gay. Most of them are pretty chill with me at this point though especially the people taller than me I noticed are the kindest to me on average
>>42352250Its not homophobic to expect yourself to come out. Being out helps your life, makes sure the friends you have like the real you, makes it easier to find a partner, makes your life more stable.And yeah if you think women are attractive but are romantically comitted to men that's pretty gay in my book.
my body is utterly revolting and unfortunately there's no way out short of completely revamping everything about my life
>>42351239I don't mind. You have a cute body
>>42351022get pregnant
>>42351022show pussy
>>42349965okay i apologise, these replies sort of prove your point. if you can find time to work out though you'll be fine, i'm pretty sure the people on 4chan will fuck anything that moves
>>42352919i. ftm
i often find myself thinking i would have transitioned anyway even if i was born a girl.i just find the concept of MY body(and myself in general)to be wrong, and i think transitioning is the closest thing i have to become someone else. i dont understand why i feel this way, but since i remember i always felt wrong and dont think this feeling is ever going away if i remain as myself
>>42352879I'm a pooner and I sometimes have the same thought. Maybe it's just something about reinventing yourself and taking control
>>42352879>>42353060my mom told me the same thing
Exercise Editionprevious: >>42162119Goal of the thread: Go out for a walk, or try to get any other form of small exercise (walking stairs for 5 mins for example)Daily goals can be repeated. Remember to keep score, it can only go up!>What is this thread for?Getting better is hard, and sucks. A lot. It does not get easier doing it alone.Share resources and experiences with combating depression, anxiety, personal issues, achieving or maintaining a healthy weight, etc.>Why is this thread /lgbt/?Struggles with mental and physical health are an indisputable part of /lgbt/ life, be it from dysphoria, social pressure, heartbreak, or just unfortunate lifestyle choices.>Notes to consider:Please be civil. Shame is your greatest enemy in fighting urges of self abuse (be it sh, drugs, or just self deprecation). Relapsing into bad and unhealthy habits is to be expected, the goal is to increase the average amount of time it takes between relapses. Any improvement is a victory no matter how small. Your worth and right to get better are non-negotiable. And most importantly:WE ARE NOT THERAPISTS, WE DON'T REPLACE MEDICATION>Note on adviceComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42350612Everybody is the villain in someone else's story.>>42350667I anticipated this, and reflected on it beforehand. I'm aware my way to present this role I seek to perform wouldn't seem trustworthy per default. Actions speak louder than words, as they say. I did mention that I am performative out of choice. My words are not meant to invoke any specific feeling, not on purpose, instead I want to rely on being comprehensible by scaled-up verbosity.>What's your motive?From my personal perspective, /sig/anon is one of the most compassionate humans I had the pleasure to witness, yet. Seeing as he has been going on with helping people help themselves, I felt inspired to provide myself in a (what over time will clearly be) predictable form to pick people up from where his compassion or anybody else's compassion or way of life has brought them to the fork in the road where testing or solidifying one's own identity is detrimental to a put them out of the harming nature of others or themselves.I wish for /sig/anon, who I personally care deeply about, to have an ally in his quest to be good to others.And for personal drive behind all of this, I experienced what it feels like when you're not in control through others taking it away from you in many variations and it broke me, not being able to help myself, running myself to the ground to the point of homelessness. I am not free of shame, guilt or problems. But those things don't matter in performing a role: the one that I always missed, would've needed the most. Someone with a predictable communication, clearly stating intent, especially upon inquiry, and proving consistency through iteration. An open ear, a safe-space for any emotion. A certain kind of kindness, that I now know I missed. I expect to learn from providing it, as well as getting to heal the part in me that expected only the most vile things of other in all situations, by returning all the kindness and love I experienced.
>>42350933I don't ask for much, let me prove myself. I'll answer any question. If I can provide evidence to support my claims, I will.dc: blackcatanon_51488matrix: @blackcatanon:matrix.orgI'm purposely not adhering to the social rules of /tttt/ and 4chan as a whole out of the necessity that a lot of the language used is the anthesis of finding out of your own misery. I'm setting clear boundaries, so you know you get what you expect over time.
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>>42341787its been a long time its this anon https://archived.moe/lgbt/thread/38262523/#38386022 ive got new problems, bf lived the car life and drove over, i was gonna go with him, was preparing to do so and now he tells me its over. not that he doesnt love me anymore but hes a guy uncertain of the things he wants in life and his family wouldnt want a tranny. its ok, i agree to depoon, but its not just that,he wont name it and i think he doesnt quite know why but i cant go with him in the car life road trip, this is killing me because ive been anticipating it for a year. weve known each other online for 3 years and irl for 3months he is staying with me. i think i stress way too easily, i cant take small things and think of suicide daily. he and i dont know if he will come around, we still want each other but i dunno. i told my parents im leaving already, this is a bad change. he also doesnt feel loneliness as a thing.I cant just do the car life like him without him because i suck at everything and secondly i am lonely and the loneliness hurts to the point i want to end it all.I need a change in my life i am sick of rotting and watching the world rot. i am useless and just living off parents money without any real way to be productive, i cant force myself. i was thinking maybe i will do the travel life but couch surf anonymous couches and grind social skill but i look on /soc/ and its all discord degenerates and its like theres nothing out there and im not looking to sell my body. and i cant stay with normalfags cause im not normal. the loneliness is killing me, staying where i am is killing me
>>42341787What are some good exercises for improving my butt and slimming down calves/thighs?
I creampied a latwinx three times. Call that shit tres leches cake.
>>42352676I prefer flan
>>42352703Too bad. You're getting tres leches.
>>42352676HOLY BASED GIWTWM
What are some fun activities for femreppers to do
>>42349282Yes
>>42349292Anon, I'm going to ram a broomstick up your ass like my favorite yaoi doujins
>>42349945Why do you need a broomstick? Can't you use your body?
>>42349960not if shes fat>>42349286yes he was just like you
>>42349273cry in the shower
How do trans girls make up for me not being able to touch them down there, do they have some edge over regular girls or is it a worse experience in every way?
>>42352881No, but people have dysphoria around similar things for different reasons. Some people hate their penis even being there so would never want it touched. Others hate that the way people interact with it is masculine coded and that triggers dysphoria. That group can sometimes be fine with it being involved. There's also some overlap between the groups and it will always be complicated
>>42352918>it will always be complicatedit's arbitrary, like how cis girls are arbitrary, the difference is that cis girls at least give you a better payoff for dealing with their shit
>>42352941I guess so. You can always just stick to cis women if you prefer that
>>42352801Thanks for the advice. I'd also want to try to make her feel loved and desired, that she's not "wrong" like >>42352698 thinks. How she sees herself is not necessarily how others see her and I would want to prove it to her, also it and her prostate are a powerful combination to blow her mind.But someone like me is clearly not suitable for a lot of them it seems and I'm aware of that.
>>42352941It's a big concern for sure, the juice being worth the squeeze. A lot of it would depend on how I feel about her as an individual but I have some hard boundaries I'm not willing to give up.
QOTT:Were you also lonely with no thread fOR 3 DAYS???>Reminder: This gen is for cis homosexual females (lesbians). All trans-related or bisexual posts are considered off-topic and should be directed to other generals or threads. No discussion of male (XY) anatomy.Discords:>OG Discord: https://pastebin.com/P644WESi>clg2 Discord: https://pastebin.com/1ct1Fcag>clg3 Discord: https://pastebin.com/emrpgWM8Previous thread:>>42163750
>>42349345>tfw no lesbo (or bi) trad gf to make a homestead with
I got tons of runes and skill tomes today. I'm gonna go unload at the merchant NPCs and take a break. Order myself some lunch and call my wife to bug her at work. Give the baby a bath and maybe take a nap. Call my mom over and see if she wants to hang out and play VR
>>42350611i'm really more into femmes but i respect the swagger of butch lesbians
Ordered burgers at IHOP, shit was fire
