>>42315716>Uzbekistan (far higher inequality and lots of very poor people) has a higher happiness level than half of EuropeFundamentally and absolutely incorrect, you have just DOOMED yourself. You have just dug a hole and buried yourself alive.You dont even have a straw to breathe through. Close the computer and reevaluate your position from the ground up. Have a cookie. Take a walk. Rethink ideological stancehttps://www.express.co.uk/news/uk/2028065/worlds-10-most-miserable-countries
>>42315092>>42315125Thank youuu I am genuinely so lucky to have him for the rest of my life
>>42315771There is a middle ground, but I mean I do agree that being able to do business is nice, my wife is sick and wont be able to work at some point in the future, and I struggle to hold a job at all so we've invested in real estate and are landlords now, meaning we'll be safe even when she gets sick, you can't really do that in a communist country, you just kind of have to trust that the state sponsored care is going to be enough for disorders that need a lot of specialist workI think though we should strive to get along with people we don't agree with and be less tribal, most people who have political views have them because they think their ideal world would be better for everyone
>>42314110i larped being female for an entire year with a guy, would always be in voice eith him the only one talking. he wanted to fly out to see me so i had to admit and turns out he was gay?? brother
i've never had a single online friend, let alone an online relationship, before or after transition
New Year's Editionprevious: >>42044782 >>42079478 (died prematurely)Goal of the thread: Consider the things you want to improve or accomplish, whether long- or short-term. What small steps can you make towards those goals?Daily goals can be repeated. Remember to keep score, it can only go up!>What is this thread for?Getting better is hard, and sucks. A lot. It does not get easier doing it alone.Share resources and experiences with combating depression, anxiety, personal issues, achieving or maintaining a healthy weight, etc.>Why is this thread /lgbt/?Struggles with mental and physical health are an indisputable part of /lgbt/ life, be it from dysphoria, social pressure, heartbreak, or just unfortunate lifestyle choices.>Notes to consider:Please be civil. Shame is your greatest enemy in fighting urges of self abuse (be it sh, drugs, or just self deprecation). Relapsing into bad and unhealthy habits is to be expected, the goal is to increase the average amount of time it takes between relapses. Any improvement is a victory no matter how small. Your worth and right to get better are non-negotiable. And most importantly:WE ARE NOT THERAPISTS, WE DON'T REPLACE MEDICATION>Note on adviceComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
Alright, enough for tonight.>>42273205That first thing at least sounds horrendously suspicious, yeah. What the hell?>I'll give it a try. I can start this weekend.Do tell me how it went! And I'm glad you have the funds secured now for the bar, so that will make things easier during shitty weather conditions.>Nah, I didn't really make any connections. I know, I'm a loser ;-;Not at all, Anon. But in that case my first question would be the usual one of "what are your interests, and where could you go where people can bond over it?">What makes you see it as a boon?>Most people don't want to hear my manifold infantile jokes and the environments are never appropriate for me to make them anyway.My trick is actually precisely to foster an environment in which my humor is appreciated, and choosing my company to consist of people who enjoy my presence. Sure, it means not everyone can vibe with me, but those that do genuinely enjoy my presence so much more, and it becomes a game to adjust/tweak my jokes to their tastes in turn, it adds a playful dimension to relationships. Also, people's humor can tell you things about their general boundaries and subjects of comfort, and it can also be an advantage for some people to steer clear of me, I think.>>42274523>luckily my bloodwork is mostly normal and i do not have liver cirrhosisOh thank fuck, nothing but the finest vibes for your goals, Anon.>>42277634Hey there :v, haven't seen you in a bit! I suppose you are venting, but something must be weighing on your mind, wanna talk about it?Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
pg9 b00mp
Wish there was a way to kill yourself without dying. I just dont want to experience reality as much as i do. Its fucking boring and annoying. Day in dat out. Oh i wonder what will it be tomorrow? Wake up, jerk off and then either wall around for 5 hours or play on the computer till sleep. Great dude. Just what i wished for, exactly as was promised. Working sucked too to be fair. Education stank too and i was horrible at it. I just want to have memory blackouts. Cant imagine a nicer feeling than to wake up tomorrow only to find out that i cant recall the last 20 years and i'm this much closer to death.>Oh but what if you changed and did that and this.Won't work. I'm low IQ and psychologically mutilated. Nothing will ever get better. I wish i hadn't quit drinking.
Gonna post something decent after some more rest.Goodluck everyone!
>>42298391im feeling the same honestly, life is just suffering outside of distractions and i stopped drugs to think, i've achieved nothing meaningful/substantive while everything outside that bubble keeps getting worse in the meantimenow thinking is the bane of my existence again and i desperately want it to stop since it brings no value to my life>>42300829come back in 5 years and say the same
Do diaper transbian puppygirl servers actually exist
>>42313979yes but they are also suicide cults. beware nona, beware.
>>42313995isn't the desperate running from ones childrape, the grooming, druguse, ageplay/littlerape fugging as a substitute for any love, bpdemonism, drugpsychosis, cancellation and ruining your life when the relationships built on being either evil, obscenely raped, mentally ill or escapism making the fun fall apart awesome tho
>>42315458i dont like how the less or un raped ones with social clout get to violently ostracize and hurt the very raped ones. makes me sad, its too much like normal life
>>42315458Grooming ageplay server would be fun. I don't hang out with enough mentally ill people to find any of those sadly
Is it possible to develop a female self as a cis man?I'm certain that being a cis man is a sinking ship for me, and that I will be sure to live an empty and depressing life as one, so I need to be able to make being a woman work if I ever want to be happy, even though I am a cis man.
>>42313765There's more to consider than just going bald or not. I'm genuinely afraid of the possibility of developing reverse dysphoria, even if there's no reason why I woul
>>42313337im an idiot arent i
>>42312033YWNBAW faggot
>>42315306Yeah but who cares lol. I can be more happy and feel better which is probably a step up on you lol.>>42315117Maybe a little bit but aren’t we all?
>>42315972I am happy though. I am also not delusional
How come trannies never choose ethnic names?
>>42315377how many samoan or tongan trans people have you ever seen the names of though?
>>42315377I would without a doubt change my name to david smith if that was the name my bastard parents gave to me
>>42315388I live in Auckland NZ and most samoans/tongans usually have a western (christian) first name. Lots of them are bottoms too lol
>>42315377>24>looks 47Grim
>>42315419aww cute, i want one
i miss having sex it’s been a whole fucking month my chest feels so hollow i wish this guy i was seeing didn’t dump me i miss his warmth i dreamt that we fucked i could hook up with a stranger if i wanted but i can’t act casual like that he thinks i got too attached too fast and doesn’t feel the same about me i don’t know how to be friends or date like a normal person because i’m either a mega autist or my parents fucked me up really bad if i become close friends with someone i’ll unconsciously start thinking about fucking them as the next step in the relationship even though logically i know not every friendship leads to dating and that dating and having sex are not the same thing but to me they are i wish sex didn’t exist i wish sex actually worked i rarely orgasm anyway i tried weed once with an ex-girlfriend but it was so shitty that we didn’t even get high and we broke up because she was a schizo doomer bitterhon i was going to say something that began with “i wish i was…” but actually i wish i wasn’t i just wish i wasn’t real i don’t even want to die i just want to turn this fucking thing off i don’t feel anything i wish i could stop i wish everyone could stop i wish i had someone i wish i wasn’t so alone i wish i had someone to stick some needles in my skin burn me with cigarettes electrocute me anything i want to feel pain i want to feel alive i can’t take it anymore i can’t keep on not existing why do i feel like i only exist when others perceive me why do others perceive me so rarely it’s like even when they’re “perceiving” “me” they’re just looking at i don’t fucking know something else entirely like a ghost maybe or some bullshit like that like if a curtain was draped over me at all times and people could only make out the outline but they think that outline is the real me and i’m too scared to take that curtain off because i feel (no, i know) that it will make them hate me
>it’s been a whole fucking month
>>42313915Indeed. I am a cis m who has never had sex, my human rights are being denied. And people wonder why people are rising up.
Who's the best fictional trans character?
>>42308420i feel like the problem today is that you cant really do that because of the touchy political climate. the target audience would tell others to avoid your work like the plague while the right parades it as an epic optics win for TTD
>>42306247>Who's the best fictional trans character?The MC from Cybersix probably.
>>42306247>Who's the best fictional trans character?Dil from The Crying Game (1992)If you can withstand the one scene of her character being revealed as trans, and the one terrible plot device of her detransing, she's probably one of my favorite characters in any movie. She actually feels like a real trans person in a way that media really fails in depicting.
>>42315364foothold situation
surprised no kiriko mention
>tfw exhibitionist kink w bottom dysphoriai just wanna be caught/forced naked and embarrassed but i'll just feel like a pervert man cause i still have a pen15
I've noticed that in tiktok comment sections people always have more of a problem with trannies than gaysPeople who speak out against homophobia more, and also don't get offended by them so much, but transsexuals are far more disliked, and stuff yeah basically Does anyone have good lgbt spaces recommendations
>>42315727No this creator specifically doesn't have transphobia in his commentsIt's not bait
>>42315749ok yea youre right what shuichi said in that first vid is actually kinda based...
>>42315351>>42315390i already knew about that, i just thought there were some and i saw one muslim trans girl posted here. i knew an ex muslim woman that my mom used to be friends with and she hated religion so much it was funny as fuck.
>>42315506I think you're right but i also do think there really are a fair amount even if small of accepting cishet people. Especially chasers lol But yeah, it is called the "third gender" in some countries, and it does make sense, cause there is still hatred from cis men and cis women even if it's not all of them. I think the way westerners do everything also makes it worse cause compared to what i know about asians westerners have to make an annoying patronizing circus and performative spectacle of everything and cant do things quietly and sensibly like asians. westerners have to have handshakes, forced/strained/awkward eye contact, patronizing and infantilizing/weirdly fake emotional ways of discussing or explaining things in professional settings, unnecessary verbal communication instead of intuitive simple body language in certain instances, etc. asians know how to do things normally and not be over the top and discomforting in every single form of communication. I'm mostly talking about americans, it's like how in school they think you're a school shooter if you're quiet and in workplaces it varies but you get pressured into reciprocating uncomfortably personal small talk. maybe its "autism" but i am much more comfortable with the way asians conduct themselves in general.
>>42315514I love tumblr but i dont socialize on it at all, i just scroll through old blogs with aesthetics i like for nostalgia (2012-2014 tumblr for that old era tumblr overly color saturated style photography and early 2010s era weeb and koreaboo stuff, lol, and 2015 era tumblr sometimes cause i like those old "dark pale grunge" blogs, and the "asian babygirl" style blogs like tumblr.com/clhoa) I dont really have internet friendships anymore because my life is too unstable for it, i only have 2 irl friends as well who i also cant see often because of it so ive given up socializing for the most part. it just annoys me that i have to have a job and cant be a hikki (bad domestic situation and other things) when im basically cut off from being able to have a social life whether digitally or irl because of my abnormal circumstances. i like talking to random people here all the time though.
>"if you don't like where the US is heading, leave for a safer country">government deletes your passportwat nou
>>42305966>government deletes your passportThat's not what happened though.What happened was that her privilege of being fast-tracked through the bureaucracy was revoked.She can still get a new passport, but will have to go through the usual hassle that a lot of normies go through as well.Also, you don't even need a passport to cross into Mexico. And EDL is enough to walk/drive into Mexico perfectly legally.OP is fake and gay. Probably a glownigger as well.
i want to be objectifieddddd.. u_uunsee cc/album#gbBcWvmvB8R6
>>42311117Fascism is rising worldwide. You will leave the US and find the US was just ahead of the curve. You have to oppose it where you are.
>>42315816>US was just ahead of the curveLike I said, can all of the Anglo saxons remain in your containment zone. You are all hilariously delusional.
every aspect of maleness is wholly acceptable for all
>>42313417List the species that handle their shitting in a sanitary way with running water and washing afterward
>>42315788dugongs
>>42313417Most apes and monkeys. Canines
>>42313145i kinda wish i was a teenage girl in a changing room with "male-sexed people"
>>42315896ICE needs 2 deport u
The thread got deleted but I'm tired of seeing fellow black trannies get fooled by the nonsense on this board. If you're black hell if you're just distinctly not white you're fucking yourself over by asking a bunch of white people who are already EXTREMELY critical of their features if you pass. It's not that they see it clearer or they have an unbiased view, they just don't fucking get it. Good luck.
>>42315242Honestly not as bad as i thought thank you tho
>>42315278i know cis women in australia that look like a cleaned up version of you so like, i feel like i have some sense of this.
>>42315307Oh well i guess i’ll get on hrt asap see what does for me and start effort maxxing idk i’ve been depressed forever so that’s why i look so depressed lol
>>42313593>tranny>nigger>seethe machineImagine being dealt this many bad cards by life lmao
>>42315398Welcome my sonWelcome to the seethe machineWhat did you dream?
How do I use this weapon on trannies
Microwave energy i believe. Directed energy weapons are the vogue of the mid 21st century.
>>42312537>the transsingIf this were a movie, it should be called "The Transsing"
>>42315417Clearly some sort of device was used, if people are vomiting blood then severe tissue and organ injury has occurred. It could be Sonic weapons, based on the experiments they used on mice which resulted in severe organ failure. Your experience simply means you were hit with low intensity, we lack sufficient information on how concentrated the intensity was during the raid.Its safe to assume that the technology used by US special forces would be cutting edge, given their military budget is more than the next 10 countries combined. What they use on protestors may be a watered down version of what they are capable of using during speical operations.The fact remains they have access to technology so extreme they can cause catastrophic organ failure, which should terrify all of ushttps://everydayconcerned.net/2022/02/17/directed-energy-weapons-used-at-the-feb-12-canberra-protest-make-people-sick-police-questioned-in-parliament-refuse-to-elaborate/
>>42312537they did that to me at 13
>>42315623No i have been hit with LRAD deployed in attack function, and LRADs deployed in broadcast mode are near ubiquitous at all public order events globally nowadays. I'm also not basing my argument on my experience, i'm basing it on physics. Showing that rats can be damaged by ultra sonic emissions at 3-4MHz is also showing that damage to humans would take multiple orders of magnitude greater energy to cause equivalent damage - which is true, they are called sonic booms. Even sonic booms are negligible at ranges greater than meters, so you're talking about ultrasonic booms of tremendous amounts energies to cause this sort of damage beyond distances in the tens of meters, think like the Chicxulub Asteroid at re-entry speed to generate that sort of power. Also we frequently subject humans to ultrasonic emissions with no to negligible damage, its how diagnostic ultrasounds are preformed. Diagnostic ultrasounds are conducted with energies up to 40MHz, the rat study you are referring to maxed out at 5MHz off the top of my head - we subject fetus to ultrasounds of 5-10MHz. These effects are almost certainly caused by overpressure from conventional explosives detonating outside of the structure these people were located in - its a well understood phenomena and you can find endless examples of people in bunkers or in tanks getting fucked up from explosive overpressure. If it was caused by any sort of wonder weapon it was a chemical weapon deployed through the buildings ventilation, a known tactic of special forces like the 2002 Nord-Ost siege, though they used sleepgas in that instance or its some classified directed microwave cavitation weapon.
Anybody on this board whose gender dysphoria had a late onset, i.e. starting post puberty or in one's 20s? Personally, I've only started being explicitly dysphoric after a random dream I had where I simply was a woman. Realizing that I was simply a woman inside that dream made me feel like the weight of the world had been lifted off my shoulders and I could properly breathe for the first time in my life. It was the first time I ever felt serene inner peace, and not constantly restless and melancholic. I wonder if anyone experienced something similar
>>42314055My lack of memories only reaches up until I was around 16, when I decided to start working out, since I thought that was my only option how to be attractive as a guy, and then I did "enjoy" seeing that my efforts were paying off. Prior to that I simply have zero memories of my body though
>>42314091Growing body hair at 11 is a cruel fate
>>42314810think i had to start shaving my face when i was 13
>>42310181I wasn't dysphoric at all until i was 17, not even like an unexplained weird feeling like you talk about with restlessness or depression like a lot of other ppl, i was happy as a man, but then became dysphoric at 17. it's really hard talking to other trans people about childhood stuff, all my trans friends have been dysphoric since puberty or earlier I'm so fucking faketrans by comparison idk. i try to ignore it but i can't shake the feeling I'm a man who's tricked himself into feeling dysphoria somehow
>>42315416its all relative, i had dysphoria from body hair but i liked my skinny male body because it made me feel more feminine. idk, there is no faketrans, you are a unique person who had a unique experience of yourself. whether being trans is right for you is unique to you and what you have experienced.
New years new twinks editionQuestion of the day: What are your new years resolutions?>FAQ>What is a femboy? What is a twink?A femboy is a male that pursues a feminine appearance for himself whilst still identifying as male. A twink is a male with a slender figure and a youthful appearance, usually with little body/ facial hair>Are femboys trans?The majority of femboys are cisgendered. Femboy is not a 'stepping stone' to trans, it is a stand alone identity.>Can trans post here?Trans people are welcome to post in /fbg/ and identify as trans twink/femboy if they want, but this is not a trans thread. Posts should not be about 'transitioning' and discussion of hormone usage should be restricted to skincare applications.>Can twunks and otters post here?Yes>I'm not twink or femboy but I am an enjoyer of them, can I post here too?YesComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42315043i know many and they all look like that. sorry the truth hurts
>>42315127you're actually too stupid to even converse with. testosterone causes those changes, females who have had estrogen in their body their entire life dont recieve those changes. thats why they dont go through twink death.please try and keep up with your own argument
>>42307926you look like a fat woman
>>42307837>>42308024what is this phenomenon? autistic people always think they appear younger than they are.
>>42307926youre so pretty. you look 21. 10/10 would marry
