bottomposting gets more replies when I post on /int/ than when I post on /lgbt/
It's almost as if we don't take kindly to your type around here, and you just won't get the hint ...
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>>42297844hi i just got my first levels everIm on gnrh injection every 3 months and 2mg E daily, I got my blood test done just after the first 3 months if that matters, also took my last E pill more a bit more than 24 hours ago from blood testT 0.73ng/mLE 340pg/mLSHBG 51nmol/Lis this normal?? isnt 2mg daily supposed to be a hondose? like sure Im on gnrh but shouldnt that still not be possible? my endo had told me about checking my levels and uppin my dose on our next appointment but now Im scared she wont do that..also another question, why dont more people talk about SHBG? isnt it supposed to be really important?
>>42298554340pg/mL on 2mg oral pills 24+ hours sounds frankly impossible. the half life of oral E2 is 13-17 hours and if its valerate its a little higher.it could be that you have naturally abnormally high E2.ur T is also a little high though. you want to be sitting below 50-60 ng/dL (ur at 73 if i can convert things correctly).and yes SHBG is incredibly important to look at, especially with pills. yours is not too bad though.
>>42297844just got my first ever labs done too!E2 - 600.6 pg/mlT - 45 ng/dlthis seems a little high for 4mg/week EEn mono, though i usually inject sunday afternoon/evening but i could only get an appointment on saturday morning so this is not quite troughconsidering lowering my dose to 3 but maybe i fucked it up and should shift my shot by 1 day and retest
>be me, 16>learn what a femboy is on /v/>bigjb21.jpg>date chubby hairy guy>he regularly sits on my face>cum instantly>otherwise dont love him>break up>start seeing girls>superior to guys in almost every way>except sex>cant fuck pussy>still sub>still want to be femboywhat do you do about this? im worried im not going to make future gf happy
>>42295525why can you not fuck a pussy is your pp too small
>>42295525>letting a fat hairy guy sit on your faceEw. That fat fucking loser should be executed for ruining a cute femboy.
>>42295850chasing is bad + no trans women want femboys>>42295876thats ok i want a chance at the nuclear family (ill stop the femboy thing when i have kids so they arent embarrassed)>>42299208pussy gross>>42299375he was a loser but he was an alright looking one, prob had a bmi around 27. sometimes hed shave and his big butt would be nice and smooth
>>42300248>alright looking>fat>hairy>loserPutting your face in his ass is even more pathetic than his entire existence.
>>42300272maybe but fwiw the quality of people i meet with have only improved with time and experience
i don't think lgbt spaces are a positive for society or peoples mental health
>>42300226Maybe
I’m very anxious and scared lots of the time and depend on others for reassurance and support. I really need constant soothing presences in my life to manage me or I get anxious and start having stomach issues. I really want to be pet and feel safe. I try my best to look as pretty and cute as I can to attract love and attention from people i view essentially as care takers. I can’t function very well on my own. I want to be essentially someone’s child ideally the same gender and sex as me so I can try to imitate them like I’m a miniature version of them. Does anyone else relate? And does anyone else know why or how people end up this way?
>>42299449Trauma. Persistent, low-grade trauma over a long period of time. Essentially you wind up feeling as if the entire world is unsafe and the only way to feel safe is to essentially put trust in someone who you know is safe to reassure you that things are okay. You end up with a thousand little micro triggers that tell your traumatized nervous system that things are getting worse.For a lot of people with these issues, parental figures become the sense of safety. The kids at school may have been mean, but you always had mom/auntie/dad/whatever other adult to run to in order to feel safe and secure.Put together you wind up with a pretty common presentation of CPTSD.Im pretty similar, tho for me it isnt a parental figure I crave (likely because the source of my insane trauma *was* parental figures and adults, so I wound up rebellious and anti-authoritarian). I need a safe person I can ground myself around. I end up a little emotionally dependent on "that person" when it happens, and try to impulsively "pay back" that sense of safety with acts of service. I also tend to rapidly develop strong feelings and a sense of loyalty to someone who lets me do this, and a strong protective streak.
I’m sorry edition Previous thread>>42063173 >>42295165Comics we know of, all ofwhich are named Kaito Shuno:https://www.webcomicsgeneral.top/Other archives and lists:https://tagpacker.com/user/lgbtwebcomicshttps://webring.gay/list.html?id=0Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42300133Im so sorry that I fucked up and you guys couldn’t discuss webcomics because of my mistake. I will commit sudoku.
>https://www.webtoons.com/en/canvas/play-love-means-nothing/track-16-atomic-part-5-of-5/viewer?title_no=977344&episode_no=90
Finally. I set up a long filter/highlight list, so I can hide 80% of mtf threads and without /wcg/ in the title, the general got caught up in those.Anywayhttps://tapas.io/episode/3771135
How *would* i dress if i was a girl?Can someone help me figure that out? I'm too retarded to dress myself.
>>42296201facts. cis women are big helpers here.>>42299661take photos, ask for feedback>>42299789couldn't be more wrong, dark skin is usually a spring (works well with bright colors)>>42297862just do it more often. find the biggest thrift store you can. go to every thrift store you can. also, torrid
>>42300144>ask for feedbackwhere?
>>42299927i try that in my local charity shops but my eye for fashion isn't very good. maybe i just need to make collages or moodboards or something.>>42300045where's a good place to start on colour seasons? is it also pinterest?also will what cis women are wearing work for me? i have a pretty broad frame. will i need different clothes to change my silhouette?
Pinterest is useless if you're a gorilla because normal women post thereCis women are useless if you're a gorilla because they're used to dressing normal women and will botch you
>>42293368you really should stop repping
>be me, mtf who is stealth in most aspects of my life>Starting out as an early career therapist >Care a lot about the mental health and well-being of my community> dedicate myself to mostly seeing other trans women>Bc of this I state on my marketing profiles that I'm trans>Have a nice set of clients that I see and pretty happy with the work im doing>Holidays are so over and as a result I get a flood of people wanting therapy>Like 1/3rd have been boomer sissies and when we have a consultation call they use it as a time to tell me all about their fetishes over the phone in a creepy way> Im completely professional/clinical and don't let on that im uncomfy>Not opposed to seeing this population for actual therapy bc I think everyone deserves it but they never actually follow up to get therapy >Getting calls from men basically telling me they're masturbating to my profileWhy do they have to ruin everything? It's seriously making me reconsider disclosing in my profile but there's almost no trans women who are therapists and I want trans girls to be able to find me. Also ask a tttt therapist anything I guess
shrinkanon what advice would u give a repper to stop being such a pussy and get on e
>>42287319shrinkanon how do i actually start feeling like anything other than a man? a boy hit on me today and called me very beautiful but i barely felt anything. nothing actually seems to validate me being anything but a man and ive eradicated everything that outwordly dose (2 surgeries this year if they dont fall apart).does it ever get better? i 'pass' whatever that is, but i feel like a man on the inside even moreso when i start tranning. it feels like theres an aspect im missing
>>42287319Can you help me? Let's say I am a disabled brokie in the USA on disability, how could I afford my ffs brow reduction?
>>42297088>One of the Top California surgeonsWHAT KINDnose, jaw, chin, brow.
>>42287319please shrinkanon if you wanna help people, please help us in the thread PLEASEEEEE
Would you like to be manhandled by a cop? Is the "minotaur rape book" and "handmaid's tale" thing female exclusive or moid braineds also suffer it?
>>42298720secret police at it once again
>>42298906A soldier would be hotter for sure. maybe in a situation where military presence is chaotic like if my country was getting occupied and some garrison patroller just walks into my home and takes me for himself, slurring insults in a language I don't understand. Cops don't have the same feel to 'em since they're either kind civil servant dads or withered schizos that aren't intimidating apart from their trigger finger.
>>42299035My issue with cops is I feel like they chose to be this thus things are even more morally dubious, while maybe a soldier or even a mercenary is more likely groomed into it on a certain level so I'm slightly more sympathetic. But I thought OP was talking about willing sex for some reason
>>42298720Maybe
>>42298978Why do they wear masks
https://unsee cc/album#a7HBEXKdVw3gtitle says it all, I can't start T yet because i live with my parents and they don't want to let me medically transition, I'm basically a completely closeted girlmoder at this point I just try to wear more masculine clothing from the men's section (wife beaters, plain long sleeve shirts)... is there any chance I could pass as amab if I start T? or at least look somewhat like a man?
revival>>42298841????
>i plan to start T eventuallyyou never really see this sentiment from trannies and sometimes i wonder why
>>42299033>move out at 21 in current yearlol. unless that anon has a college degree or lives in a cheap area that isn't happening.
>>42298753ADHD diagnosis (may cost money) + medication and then seek self employment or side hustles. Transition while doing so, just don't say anything. A lot of cis people are stupid and won't understand what's happening. And exercise is useful but you won't gain much without T.
>>42300051What did I say that was confusing?
Jason of /cum/ editionPrevious: >>42092689>QotTWhat other boards do you browse besides /lgbt/?Tagmap: https://tagmap.io/tag/%2Fbigen%2FFAQ:>Am I bi if I like women and femboys/traps?>Am I bi if there's this one member of the same-sex I'm desiring, but normally I like the opposite sex?>Am I bi if I sexually like both sexes, but only interested in romance with one of them?Yes, sexual attraction to both sexes is bisexuality.>What's the difference between bisexual and pansexual?Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
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>>42290702Just go on grindr or sniffies?
>can easily talk and vibe with guys perfectly fine whether it's small talk, friends, strangers or for sex>Become very anxious and insecure when I am talking to women regardless of the context >It's always very awkward and weird >Never had sex with women before because of thisAnyone else struggles with this?
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Reminder: This gen is for cis females with gender dysphoria. This is not a trans man gen. All posts that are considered off-topic should be directed to other generals, threads or boards.Keep the discussion exclusively about female repressing or fuck off.Prev: >>42183663
>>42299166how is your anatomy going to turn female if it already is female. The term itself was created as an argument against the existence of gender dysphoria within amabs, implying that mtfs have a fetish for seeing their anatomy become that of a woman's
>>42299280if you're going to quote blanchard, you should really figure out what he said first>how is your anatomy going to turn female if it is already femaleautogynephilia refers to attraction to oneself as a female, not attraction to turning oneself femalethat would be autogynandromorphophilia (agamp)>The term itself was created as an argument against the existence of gender dysphoria within amabsNo it wasn't. Even from the earliest introduction of the term, agp referred to a subset of males seeking sex reassignment, not all of them. Blanchard hypothesized that there was one cohort of would-be transsexuals who sought transition because they fetishized the notion of being women, in contrast to what he called the "true transsexual" or homosexual transsexual, which sought transition because they were such naturally effeminate gay men that it was simply easier for them to live as women than as menit was not a very good argument, blanchard himself is not a very good psychologist
>>42299353sorry im not a professional on transphobic talking points, but also, wouldnt agp for an afab just be autosexuality? it's okay to say you're attracted to yourself. agp isnt even real idk why im arguing.
>>42298961>>42299036You asked how to cope, not how to cure dysphoria. Of course I still want to be a man and think about it daily, but the kind of lifestyle I'm describing makes things easier.
>>42296964my roommates last boyfriend apparently called hers cunny lol
QOTT: what are your new year's resolutions?QOTT2: how long do you think you'll actually commit to those resolutions before giving up or changing them?previous: >>42185931
>>42297729Kinda feel like a WoW incel wearing the skin of an egirl
why is g so racist? im making a callout post of g
g is best boi
g is racist boi
>>42226226>QOTT: what are your new year's resolutions?well, since getting out of the hospital for alcohol withdrawals, I'm making quitting (FOREVER) drinking a resolution. I don't even like alcohol, I just use it to try to slowly kill myself or avoid my shitty apartment and shitty life>QOTT2: how long do you think you'll actually commit to those resolutions before giving up or changing them?If I want to keep my job (which I like and has been super understanding so far), I better not fuck this uphow many other FTM's have issues with alcohol? I feel like the stereotype is that MTF's do the hard drinking and having a 4chan phase and FTM's are just innocent little Tumblr babbies who don't even know how to order drugs online. I don't fit into either camp, because I'm FTM but relate to MTF's in a lot of ways
>hrt at 19
>>42299669It’s sophie
>>42299778idk if >>42299679 is real or not but i thought soph too. its a little early though so maybe not
>shoulders are 19"
>>42299659sad. try getting hrt at 14 like me. it SUCKS!!!
>>42300036It’s Sophie cause she always used the same pictures
Where do I meet trans girls who are actually capable of romance, love and committed relationships? It seems like they're all just crazy, bitchy, mean dead-inside types who've had more lengths go through them than a sausage factory.
>>42295135yeah i sure did.but in all honesty he was always pretty dense. the kind of guy you could drop a bomb on and he still wouldn't get what you meant by iti think in the end he really just didn't know what i was and saw me as a very close friend and nothing more. plus he wouldn't have bragged to me about her if he knew i had feelings for him. in fact he apologized for doing that. he really was just that dense. but i kinda liked that about him.but if what you think is true then she better be there for him as much as i was. and i was always there for him every step of the way. maybe she'll prove to be a shallow person and he'll realize what he missed out on or something. my mom told me something like that when we talked about things. but idk i don't want to delude myself. at the end of the day she's cis and i'm trans. the choice is pretty simple for straight guys.
>>42288571Bro all women are crazy, all men are crazy. The fuck are you on about. You think you found a not crazy chick and then she has the drawer of bird skulls. Think the same about a guy, but he tears up bits of toilet paper and spreads it around the house like confetti. You're all fucking mad, and I love you for it. "They which are they" don't want most humans happy or breeding. They have been trying to trick you into chasing a standard which is unattainable by telling you all that you deserve something better. There is a reason why every major spiritual philosophy on earth says you don't deserve shit. Because you don't. When you understand this you will be well on your way to attaining mastery, something of which you are currently pig ignorant. I that is I, who rebukes the claim.
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>>42288630Says who? A 4chan basket case who's never once had sex with a woman without her regretting it? Oh right.
>>42300071Sir you sound angry