>be me>mentally unstable tranny, was sexually abused by multiple people including my own brother when I was a child>recently have bizarre string of unexplainable dreams, no incest ones thus far>one night, dream of having to get ready for something with my brother>were talking about something when the topic of sex comes up and I mention that I’ve been super sexually inactive>brother says he can’t imagine it>starts getting really handsy with me and says he’d be willing to help out>push him away and angrily tell him I have no interest>think about it for 0.00000001 zeptoseconds>my depravity wins out and I agree to a blowjob>he’s big, too wide for my mouth and so long it measures from the tip of my middle finger all the way to the base of my wrist>take it all the way down to my throat while giving him the most attentive blowjob of my life>he says he loves it when I get cockdrunk like that>can hear my parents approaching>I wake upComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42227650Thank you for the recommendation nona, will be sure to give it a look.
>>42225986do you have an incest kink op
>>42231386No, why would you even ask that
>>42225986For the love of all that is good, you do not need to read narrative or moral sense into it. You'll just get trapped in an endless rabbithole of analysing and recontextualising that never leads to anything ultimate because reality is the dream of eternity and if you get hung up on any one thing it just leads to more and more shit.For those of us who have had abject childhoods I honestly think the best thing for us is to submit our lives to making art and making improvements in our community. If you have a healthy body, take good care of it. If you have hereditary issues, like I do, well, my plan is to live hedonistically and then OD on fent or anaesthetics when I get too sick or too old. If I live the rest of my life inbetween then and now in the right spirit and accept there is nothing for me after I struggle to believe I will be punished for that.
>>42235091>hey public forum, please analyse this dream i had where i'm sucking off my brother>wtf why are people asking me if i have an incest kinkhere's my analysis nona: you're retarded
what are you supposed to do if your life goal is to cut your penis off due to trauma and you have no intention to live after thatmy srs date is soon and i dont have any real plans to kill myself but i dont have any plans to live eithershould i just detroon and do drugs
>>42238291I can only dream for the day I finally get one...Unlike you! :P
>>42238327D:remember your poor dickless pal when you're living the penis life, won't you?
>>42237314what about becoming a woman after getting srs and getting a straight bf who likes women with srs?
>>42238349I don't know, I will be in a different world then. You don't mix upper case with... lower case.Or in your case, lesser case...
>>42238406I don't want to be a woman or want a boyfriend
Im ready to have SAY TRANSBIAN GEX with her
>>42234469is this type of thread gonna be hazelfucker 2.0PLEASE get a new bit chasing isnt based
>>42234469needs a man in her life
>>42238729Show me, I need to better visualize who I plan to pound.
>>42238754He posted a pic in passgen
>>42238782Thanks, I'll be on the hunt.
I'm straight and I don't know how to tactfully handle advances from gay men and I don't have any self-esteem or confidence and I just let people walk over me. Like it's really, really bad; this enthusiastic young gay man came up to me on the street and said I was very handsome and asked me if he could do my hair, so being completely spineless and abandoning myself, I just keep saying yes and I only sort of put up boundaries when he asks to hold my hand. I met this stranger like 30 seconds ago and I'm letting them touch me, what the fuck? What's the script for politely shooting down this guy? I even gave him my phone number because I was so anxious about making him feel bad.I have no social skills and I'm clinically depressed so I don't have strong feelings about things and I'm passive in the face of potential danger.If you're curious, the gay men who have approached me were shorter than me and have all exuded "catcher" vibes, unless I'm just homophobic and assuming as such.In case you're smutbrained about this, I'm a 3 - 4/10 5'8" clinically autistic shut-in unemployed virgin guy, I am absolutely not getting laid ever and these gay men who approach me aren't conventionally attractive, I just want to keep my peace but I don't want to hurt anyone's feelings. I just want to be left alone and I'm absolutely not attracted to men and if this sort of thing keeps happening eventually I'm going to get raped or traumatized somehow.
my suggestion would be to violently attack them in the form of a homophobic hate crime, but if you're too much of a pussy to do that you need to start screaming slurs at them until they leave you alone
>>42238570>sorry i have a girlfriend
>>42238600>>42238601Can you please help me? This is real, this has happened to me twice now, and this 2nd time I really failed to put up boundaries immediately because I was so anxious about not hurting this person's feelings because I already don't have much of anything to offer people so I'm very concerned about keeping my peace. I'm not trying to sow discord, I just don't have any gay friends that I can ask about this. Can you please trust me >>42238640I already told him or implied I'm single.
>>42238640But thank you for the advice, I'll try that next time this happens. I don't know how to express or take inventory of my emotions so I can't express them and if I try to put up boundaries I feel that, since I am genuinely autistic and socially feeble, if I tried to be straightforward about it I would come off as cold or mean and then the situation would catastrophize from that point
>>42238684Well you need to realize they just want something from you, your interactions with people should be business-orientated, and you do not want to do business with them. You've got this whimsical idea that we're living in an actual society where feelings matter lol, certainly not to most people you come across.
drawthread. post self portraits. or other stuff. this is my self portrait
>>42237461p...pinky pie.......
don't have my stylus rn so here's a mouse drawing
What would you do if someone you deeply trusted chose to f*ck the guy who spent years abusing the person you love the most?
>>42237961this is like sexual harassment or something like don’t suggest they do that and get a life or something
my ex is sending my dick pics around apparently
>>42237961Worship my penis you dumb bitch *punches you*
>>42237571>>42237620Are you straight trannies?
I'm only here for the hot pissing session
Why is ketamine the tranny drug.Why is the go to drug fro trannies seemingly ketamine. why don't trannies go wild for heroin, coke, meth idk.., does the tranny mind desire dissociation that much..?
>>42233328i'd like to try - i've only ever tried weed with shit people so it sucked for mei grow my own shrooms so i can mega trip as often as i like. highly recommend. i believe that bad trips are a result of fear, usually induced by your surroundings (shit people and their projections, judgement, shame) and not the shrooms themselves.or an actual visit from twin peaks bob. i think that'd be an interesting experience tho.
Personally not doing any hard drugs ever besides shrooms every now and then but tranny life fucking sucks, poverty and discrimination at every level, dysphoria over not starting early and having fuckass family. Not much to live for there
>>42237993this is objectively correct and is called set and setting. I'm an avid acid user but I've been staying away from pretty much anything but some light alcohol for a few months while going through an intensely dysphoric period.
>>42237878if you're in the US, what's molly like? I know the stuff here is usually mixed with meth to varying degrees so I've been too scared to try it. Also can't really get a concrete answer from people other than it making you feel "connected"
>>42228848doesnt seem appealing for me, dissociation is something i specifically try to get away from... iv done a lot of mdma and coke with other trannies at clubs though.
Have you trainees considered your poor life circumstances are because of ugliness & not because you don't look exactly like a female.
i wish there were ftm chasers like there are mtf chasers. not trying to make you detransition but making you transition more and more. i particularly would like a chaser that wants me to take t and work out but also appreciates my edgy gaycel faggot personality and knows i dont want to grow a pube beard or do sports.
>>42236463Oh my...A-anon...
>>42236463Pretty. You should get abs and hairier I think. Would be neat.
>>42236910>>42236975t-thanks>>42237377i recently got top surgery and haven't been working out so i'm fatter than i usually am. also the men in my family are also completely hairless, i'm not getting any hairier than this. sorry
what is with all the chaser related threads today
>>42233437You sound cute, would you ever date a straight guy cutie?
What are incels wrong about what women want, /tttt/
>woman can be asked "do you want anything?" six times in a row, say no each time, and then ask you for some of yours when the food arrives>IT'S INCEL'S FAULT THAT THEY DON'T KNOW WHAT WOMEN WANTI hate holes like you wouldn't believe
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>>42238154This is the gay board sir. I couldnt care less what women want
>>42238220Trvke
>>42238154>Incels need more mental health helpt. me c. 2003>Incels need more mental health help t. "the news" c. 2026Women want a pat on the back for being too dumb to live it seems like.
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>>42235645>yes. oral 200pg/ml is not the same as injection is not the same as sublingualI'm taking sublingual 6mg daily how would that be different from injections if I have the same levels?
>>42234430>>42234444this article claims that estrogen, when taken by men, causes a bunch of things that are either known to be more common in women as a population (auto-immune disorders, breast cancers, VTE, alzheimers) or are more common in the lgbt population due to minority stress (depression, mental health disorders). This article is blatant scaremongering over the effects of estrogen in men when it is a perfectly expected result that transwomen on estrogen would have an increased chance of health issues that majorly affect women as a population and a decreased chance of getting those that effect men, and also higher rates of depression, substance abuse, and stuff like that which are common across lots of minority/disadvantaged populations and not at all related to taking estrogen per se.
>>42236166So women are more likely to get alzheimers than men?
>>42236394>So women are more likely to get alzheimers than men?yes? at least all research suggests that they do, although it's not known why. You can very easily search something like that.
>>42235694not injecting with a fresh needle is crazy anon
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>>42232472he will be very itchy but unable to scratch at it and very fatigued but not able to get a full sleep
bump
when you think about it, its fembrained to care about passing and your physical appearance so much.
>>42235304it's a well known fact that cis men don't care about their physical appearance and looking manly
lonely bump
What is the most transgender coded video game?
>>42238419caves of qud
karryn's prison is hsts coded
fpbp
>>42238419>protagonist is forced to live through someone elses identity and doesnt realize until later on>protagonist's body also quite literally isnt their own, having shrapnel still in their skull from a helicopter crash and a prosthetic arm>the best ending only happens if they choose to go against what their doppelganger(?) wanted (disarming nukes because war le bad)>one of the recurring antagonists was also an antagonist in a past game but this time its their corpse possessed by a child with psychic powers (and is also constantly on fire for some reason) representing the hate one would recieve after transitioning (i.e, the "you" people once knew is now dead, replaced with the husk of what once was)>the main villain's whole thing is parasites that spread through conversing with others (represents one believing they have transition thoughts because of "le woke mind virus") and not having a real face (feeling as if ur body isnt ur own)>game ends with protag accepting his fate and living under a false identity until his deathnot "transgender" coded but very repper coded. do we think kojima is a john 50?
Literally everytime i see a tranny(mostly at my University) they are out with a friend or multiple friends. Lonely trans girls dont exist IRL. How do I approach them when theyre in a group? >Oh hey my name is Matt and Im trying to isolate you from your friends because Im a chaser and want to fuck youLike wtf else do I even say?
>>42237033Is going up to them and saying they have good hair a thing i can say. "Hi I just wanted to say you have nice hair :) " is that what I do to date a girl
>>42237076>>42237119We couldn't be more different most of my close friends are cis women, I get way more nervous talking to trans women than cis women but i do it anyway. I friendzone every woman I meet other than the few trans women I have been friends with. >>42237155any basic compliment works or if they have something nerdy on you can talk about it, if you actually want more than a moment you need to expand on a compliment to some small talk or be direct and ask for IG/Discord/Number etc.
>>42237236Im shit at small talk im incel I have no social experience bc im a white dude in America
>>42237285Just ask for their contact info
>>42237285If youre out in public or something its pretty easy. Give them a compliment like>"Oh I like the nail color, did you do them yourself or did you have them done?" >"Your [piece of jewelry] is cool, what's it all about?>"I like the design of your hoodie, is that a reference to [IP you could have a shared interest in]?"Something that's true that you notice about them that can lead to further questions she would probably be happy to talk about. If she seems friendly and receptive after a couple of back and forth's, ask her for her number or discord or whatever. Flirting is a series of escalating innuendos, just keep it at like a 2 out of 10 and you'll be fine. If she's clearly not interested though after a question or two though just cut it off and move on because nobody likes getting pestered for anything
I've started hrt while still unsure whether I really want to transition or not. With hrt starting to have an effect on my body, it has forced me to confront reality, and I've realized that transitioning is something I really don't want for myself. I don't actually want to be a woman, I don't actually want the effects of hrt, the effort required will not make me any happier, because I have a firm male identity.I've only ever came so far thinking I may be trans, because I was foolish enough to believe that "the grass is greener on the other side". Not in any "women have it easier" sense, but in a "I wouldn't have ever been so miserable if I were a woman" sense. I was delusional enough to believe this for quite a while, and kept myself in denial that I'm only so miserable as a man, not because I hate being a man, but because I loathe being myself."Being a woman", and thus also the gender dysphoria I faked to myself, was just a scapegoat for me to blame all my flaws, shortcomings, and failures on a non-existent issue.Despite all of that, I still haven't stopped taking hrt, even though it's making me feel horrible, as I know that I will come to severely regret it. Every week when it's time to take my shot, I have completely freak out at how I'm destroying my life, being crippled by dread and disgust at what I'm doing, yet I still keep doing my shot, each time justifying it with "It won't do much. Just one more won't hurt.", and then severely regretting it immediately after. Then I keep gaslighting myself that I actually enjoy the changes, so I don't have to face reality, and confront my own mistakes head on.I am too weak-willed and foolish to break my own denial and delusions, and I'm actively tearing my life apart because of it. How can I actually accept that I truly am cis, and find the willpower to overcome my self-hatred in a more constructive manner?
>>42236800why do all the men on this website have the exact same voice
>>42237084I want to but it’s hard that’s what this whole fucking thread is about
>>42236800>why do this if you arent gaycause men are ugly as FUCK
>>42236865I can guarantee you that nothing about this whole thing has ever been sexually gratifying for even a second>>42237129For how long have you been struggling with this, and how did you end up in this situation as well?
>>42236800canadian?
