what if there was a group of raving boymoders above your apartment raving 24/7?
>>41500577glad you like them but you dont have to feel like you are excluded if you don't participate :3
>>41500668she has prescribed catnip and tuna and she also wants to make a house-call immediately and wants you to put the tuna in a dish on the floor (for your health)
>>41500668so which ears are the real ears...?
>>41500726lul :3
>>41500884Here's your doctor broShe's gonna save ur life8 years of med school, I swear
as a trans guy i think that trans girls who are into st4t are quite literally angels bought down to earth and if anything ever happens to them i will walk outside and light myself on fire
>>41497884>have their shit togetherSee that's the difficult part that you should complain about.
>>41497897?I can complain about whatever I want thanks
>>41497725> Why'd you break up?The full story is long and dark. The short version is: I was dumb, an asshole, naive and young. I deserved it, and it was good for both of us, especially looking in retrospect. It had nothing to do with him being afab and me being amab and anything to do with me being stupid and just standard relationship bullshit.> Genuinely I don't know how anybody can stomach this.You're preaching to the choir. When I transitioned back in 2014, boymoding and manmoding wasn't really a thing, I don't understand that meme still - either you're trans or not. (Yeah, y'all can start the hurr transmed choir).So after starting E (the 2014 meme: 4 mg micronized, 50 mg cypro, qhi) it took me all if two months to go fulltime. As in leave "being male" behind and be a woman, get papers fixed and all that jazz. For me, transitioning young wasn't an option (no diagnosis of F64.2 possible, bica was more expensive than a month's salary, cypro wasn't approved < 18, and I had no information that I could be anything but straight and cis, so I told myself the crushes I had on boys were not real, fooling around with gilrs and being disgusted by the thought of touching a girl as a boy social anxiety and me being unmanly just... I'll grow up once and things.) I thought I could rep, but in retrospect, I got the last window to get things done before legal gender change got hindered then made illegal.For me, acting as male, I always perceived as being handed a role and pushed to the stage without being handed a script as well. So I looked around and started to improv. Because I had no other way. Because (Until 2018), I had things between my legs which required me to act male, and I had a male name. And a 4 mm buzz cut. (Oh Goddess the fucking pain of growing that out to normal length - now it's around mid-back length. However it is curvy and until its weight pulled it out, it looked like a mop, and needed to be constantly straightened.)
>>41497725> You learn to suck up the constant degredation of being clockyThis. So much. If you want to perfectly pass, be born cis. Otherwise welcome to the ride.>>41497778> Do you?I do. And my health. Not my dysphoria.> But fat girls are cute so long as its feminine fat distrobution.Fat and fat has a difference anon-kun. For me, fat girls are lazy. That's all. And I need to make up for almost a decade of laziness.> So what made you fat in the first place?Short version: fucked up circadian rhythm + workaholism = late, heavy dinners and many excuses not to exercise. The long version is more, boring excuses.> being able to phisically overpower someone, in an actual, real fight, is the most affirming act of masculinity for me.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
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HELPmy son has been acting really faggy latelywe tried to force him to do soccer camp last summer and it was a disaster and they said he wouldn't stop crying and we had to drive 4 hours and come pick him upwe added an after-school "stem enrichment" program in hopes of a softer masculinization and that failed to take eitherhow do I get my son to take estrogen? I don't think being male is working out for him and I don't want to risk further embarrassment to our familythis is tearing apart my marriage and my wife has been threatening to go stay with her sister for a week if I don't "sort the troubled little guy" out
>>41499622then ASK HIM WHAT HE WANTS AND UNDERSTAND HIS NEEDS!!! like holy shit take him to an acting class or dance or something i was a faggy kid and i ate that up. and guess what im a fucking adult now and im fine i make 6 figures as an engineer. literally just support his fucking decisions dude
>>41499622Most children would be screwed as adults, that's why they're children. If he expresses a desire to be a girl, fine. Decades of studies have shown that just imposing a different gender on your kid because you find it more convenient will almost inevitable be a disaster. You think your kid is annoying now? Imagine how annoyed you'll be when he writes a book about you.
>>41499470faggot herea lot of my faggotry stems from my dad being disappointed in meeveryone here has a bad relationship with their dadthe best chance you have at straightening him out is making him feel that you love him and you're proud of himif he likes something don't treat it as gay make him seem like a cool masculine kid for liking itmake sure he sees himself as masculine and masculinity is a positive trait to havethen maybe throw in some "the ladies will love you"
>>41500751just reading this feels like i'm being fixedit's too late to fix me though
>>41499470Soccer?? To make him LESS QUEER?? HAHAHAHAAH. Soccer is the gayman's soft ball
What do you mean that you have sex for pleasure and bonding with a partner and dont want to deal with possible impregnation?How untraditional and child-freesque of you!You can't escape biological reality.Your body only waits for a baby.You are brainwashed by childfree propaganda.You will want to have a child eventually, why you try to delay it?Dont even think about birth control. Dont mutilate your body.You want to have tubal lingation? You are brainwashed for trying to damage your healthy organs.Stop your delusions. Society need good moms and not rebelious brainwashed girls. You were born this way. You are a future mother. Your maternal instinct is tied in you from birth. Accept it.
>>41500181>"uhh anon not every sex is between a man and a woman!"true, safe sex is still important
>>41500181anon i have bad news for you about the women on this board....
>>41500221let me guess, they cant give birth
>>41500181i can't even get pregnant if a guy cums in me so
>selfie threads are usually 90% white>make a thread about brown trannies and it hits bump limit from brownoid troons posting Why?
>>41500895Wait what, which thread?
>>41500918So true, I'd probably inhibition about it if I didn't already know that there's CP of me floating around somewhere on the internet, mostly ran out of fucks to give as an adult once that sunk in. (This attitude is going to backfire someday and I'm going to get stalked or some shit, I can feel it.)
>>41500996What the fuck I'm sorry
>>41500895"brown" has lost all meaning literally all the people in that thread had the skin of a christmas miracle
>>41501032Maybe in america
Post your transition timelines, girlies.
my FFS was a mistake and a failure and I'm so ugly
>>41500803you're super pretty and you don't even have eyeliner or mascara onget tf out of here
>>41500803Your five 'o clock shadow is gone doe. That's a great improvement.
>>41500803is that the one that shot up the walmart?
>>41500850
i'm getting a boob job in exactly one week and it's sort of only properly hitting me that these are my last seven days of having small boobs and that my body is obviously gonna feel a lot different once i have 400-500cc of silicone in each of my breasts than it does right now with full A/small B cups. is there anything i should enjoy about having small tits while it lasts? i'm expecting stuff like working out and sports to take some adjustment after recovery (especially since i'm a martial artist) and my days of wearing baggy t-shirts with no bra outside on lazy days are about to be over but i wonder if there's anything else i'm not thinking of.
>>41500606You'll notice a bit of a change but nothing crazy. Not gonna be bumping into walls or getting pulled forward.
>>41500669Did you get any breast lift done with them? Or an internal bra? Or only the large implants?
>>41500720No real need because we knew I wanted to hit 2K
>>41500826Is it about the number exactly or a specific look you’re after?
>>41500849Nope, just greedy. I'll keep going until I can't anymore.
imagine looking like a woman, it must be so beautiful...
>>41500814What a fucking clown statement, holy shit. Find me one person at the top that isn't either extremely lucky, or an extreme people abuser. I'll wait.
>>41486629until a year ago it was just secretary and office outfits now i'm about ethnic fairy princess outfits
>>41500831top of what
>>41500833Cuute
>>41498967Was there even a "male self" to begin with?
I am starting question my own gender identity now that I'm 24, and i feel like an AGP and a fraud is both annoying and scary, due to being exposed to porn as a kid. I go back and forth telling myself looking back in my childhood looking at the probability that maybe something was there or not and if there's nothing there it also doesn't help that i was diagnosed with autism at a young age so makes it hard to understand this. if it cause of what porn did to my brain than I am ok with feeling shameful about it and I hope I am able to fix this issue with professional help for this because I just want to stop thinking about this and move on to being some retarded normie.hopefully this makes sense and thanks for reading my schizopost.
I didn't watch porn and my fantasies were AGP long before it, most normal men do not watch porn and look yeah I wanna be that girl there. And even if was caused by porn, gl "curing" your sexuality.
>>41496381i first experienced AGP at age 4. this was years and years before i knew what sex and porn was. it's like a part of my childhood brain just instinctively knew that it feels nice to feel girly.
>>41498485>>41498485I really wish I can unfuck this whole thing up honestly, kind feel ashamed but it seems i will have to wait till this phase is over.
I apologies for making this post, I am now realizing that Im being a schizotard
>>41496381>AGP and a fraudDescribe both why you think you're agp and a fraud
Why don't we do threads comparing body progress anymore?I miss it and I've tried to bring it back but no ones been interested
>>41500352Dang I guess I'm white now :shrug:
>>41500376Do it anyways
>>41500285For real, I hope I turn out like them once I actually start HRT, exercising, eating healthy, the works.Also saw another girl post this on another thread and thought that the turnout was great, even if she's unhappy with it and that it's legit just brainworms talking.
>>41495935if an attractive twink would black out at that party, how often would he get raped realistically ?
>>41496491the one in the background basedfacing with the mullet and glasses
suffering
i need to die op ainlessly in my sleep
starvations catchjng up to me my chest hurts and i cant rlly breeeathe well maybe ill be lucky and just die in my sleep?? :pray:
i need t odie rally relaly badpainlessly in my sleep preferablyplease
pplase kill meplease kll ,emeeoi nly uhgurht hurt anyone i ever itenract wihthoplease gifgve neme apainless death'painess death in my sleep while im dreaming about something nice, please
>>41500724>>41500724i amn iot uspposed to interact wtith anyoneid why why i blther bother
hit the 2 year mark today and i have nothing to show for it other than being a man with tits. manmoding doesn't actually bother me that much though. I've become numb to it after repping through high school
>>41500191Fair enough if it's not volentary, I've been there before. Hopefully your financials improve soon nona or theres some food program in your area that could maybe help.
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>>41500267do i know you :sob:
>>41498687you look fine. I get that dysphoria is a bitch but some of you people really need to get a grip and relax. you're acting like it's over when you look like a regular woman. You even act like a cis woman, being overly dramatic and complaining about nothing.
>>41498687my opinion is that people are trying to pass gotta have a workout routine to help with the transition, I don't know if this is just what trans people do when it comes their journey but it seems SOME trans people forget that working out helps with passing unless you're genetics are fucked and you look like a rapehon then just cross-dress at least.
Okay but the tranny thoughts DO eventually go away, right? Like I've made it this long, and I've spent the majority of it NOT consciously wanting to be a girl, it's obviously some kind of fucked up side effect of being a sexually repressed terminallyonline AGPtard yuricuck.Even if I did troon out it would be way too late, I would literally look like a fucking monster and my entire family would be sickened and ashamed when they found out.Like I can't actually be stuck in a body I hate for the rest of my life because of some sick fetish, right, this is blatant mental illness and a schizophrenic delusion.I will NEVER be a woman and it's completely illogical to even give it thought, it has to go away if I ignore it long enough. I cannot ACTUALLY be a fucking tranny.
>>41490202stop giving false hope. hrt only works if you win the genetic lottery. If you look like a man already you're probably already doomed
>>41498923It's palliative care that prevents dysphoria from getting worse
I think trying hrt every few years can remind you it's impossible. So just get it through your system. It's what I do
>>41498923not that anon, butI realize reppers have arrested development, but you need to let go of the teenage black or white thinking, there are options in between "perfect happy youngshit passoid" and "miserable gigahon".Manmoders live better lives than full-on repressors because minimizing masc features is a good way to treat dysphoria. Obviously manmoders aren't 100% fulfilled in life and happy, but it's still better than total repression.Also you have to realize that total repression is the biggest cause behind boomehons - your brain gets totally fried after 4 decades of repping, and by the time you're 50 you turn into that delusional hon that nobody wants to be, because you just stop caring at that point.You reppers are pussies so be honest with yourselves, you're not gonna sui, you're gonna continue living. So if you continue living, why wouldn't you want to minimize your misery by manmoding? Do laser, learn makeup, crossdress at home - don't ID as a woman IRL
You need to start but it’s never too late
kms>be me, 19> 1 year hrt, boymoder>friends invite me out drinking>one helpful friend says "they dont card here but if they do just run back and grab [girl]'s id, i know shes a woman but you look kinda similar and shes 22">another helpfully says "hm idk but i dont think HE could ever pass as a woman">various murmurs of agreement and i end up not going so do i kill myself here? im not even that fucked for anything but my face, im 5'7 and 120 pounds but just ugly as fuck i guess
>>41494940>boymoder gets treated like boywhat's the problem
you guys are all being disingenuous clearly the issue is the 'he could NEVER pass' part not the boymoder being called a boy
That sucks I'm sorry
>>41497277Well yeah but if they don't know she's a tranny and thought she looks girly they'd say it and use it to tease her
>>41498911>girl presents as man despite being obviously a woman>people affirm the gender she's presenting asGreentexts aren't real life her friend wasn't gonna go huh you could totally be a woman and then boyremove OP
Your chaser bf sends u this with the text: "Look at the outfits I made in Tekken!" What do you reply
"oommgg just like you and me last month! <3"
>>41499208that's a repper bf
>>41499208I change chaser bf to gf in my phone and send him a pic
>>41499208"That's nice dear don't forget to bottom prep for tonight"
>>41499208now let's see your dew step combos
