New years new twinks editionQuestion of the day: What are your new years resolutions?>FAQ>What is a femboy? What is a twink?A femboy is a male that pursues a feminine appearance for himself whilst still identifying as male. A twink is a male with a slender figure and a youthful appearance, usually with little body/ facial hair>Are femboys trans?The majority of femboys are cisgendered. Femboy is not a 'stepping stone' to trans, it is a stand alone identity.>Can trans post here?Trans people are welcome to post in /fbg/ and identify as trans twink/femboy if they want, but this is not a trans thread. Posts should not be about 'transitioning' and discussion of hormone usage should be restricted to skincare applications.>Can twunks and otters post here?Yes>I'm not twink or femboy but I am an enjoyer of them, can I post here too?YesComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42266767HNNNNGGGG
>>42266754I appreciate the kind words. I think most people want to be shown affection and also, hold someone. Sperg shit or not it is what it is.>>42266767>how do i looklooking cute i can post another i guess
>>42267644Rough us location?, I won’t get specific, but I’m in the southwest. Im to paranoid to post pics of myself here though. This is my body goals
>>42267717South EastI don't blame you for not wanting to post your body, it's actually pretty easily obtainable, I don't really have a work out routine at all I just fail to eat a lot so my body stays slim.~105 pounds @ 5'4/164 CM
>>42267988Your are made for being held
How do I stop my internal monologue from incessantly implying that I should've been a woman?I really don't want to be a woman, but the cognitive dissonance it causes is tearing me apart from the inside. It genuinely feels like I'm being forcefemmed against my will by my own subconscious, or at this point even like I'm being possessed
they're gonna crack eventually
>>42263812>>42263854Your literally so far in the rep you dont realize your reppingDo you see feminity as lesser in general or just lesser for you?
>>42268387>Do you see feminity as lesser in general or just lesser for you?No, quite the opposite. I have a dignified view of both feminity and masculinity, but not only feel unworthy of feminity, I feel like it's both an affront to feminity and womanhood for me to claim I possess any of it, and it also just feels like it's not who I am
>>42268420So you feel unworthy of being what you know deep down you want so you convince yourself you dont want it
>>42268473I do feel unworthy of it, but I also feel like I will come to hate it if I were to have it. I can't help but viscerally feel like I shouldn't be doing this, shouldn't be thinking this, and that I'm only harming myself. I feel doomed to develop reverse dysphoria and to have to admit to myself that I really am just a cis man
I love being spanked by my boyfriend. He's such a sweet guy who would never hurt me, but when he spanks me, he really hits me hard and it makes me so excited and needy. I think I am a little masochistic. What else could I explore with him? Light BDSM or light pain I mean
I want to bench press a tgirl body against the bed with mine, choking her with my arm as I mercilessly fuck her from behind. Maybe whisper awful things to her ear and make her feel like she has lost all agency over her body. Perhaps some hair pulling, face and ass slaping. Tossing her around the bed like a ragdoll. ocasional face-fuck and choking with my hands from the front during missionary. The fact that i can see her dead in the eye while I'm doing this shit to her is an important aspect of it btw so eye contact is a must.
>>42268432For me it’s that sinking gut pain even on light slaps so it’s not something I am able to enjoy :c
Wish I had a bf into this. Always get masochistic guys hoping I am the dominant.
>>42268372It being so personal is the best part here. But it's understandable if he wasn't comfortable with it. You can always just ask to try a light one to see if he could do that and if you would enjoy it
>>42268489Should I ask him before sex? Or during the act when he is hard and excited? But that feels a bit manipulative
Ethnic trans girls deserve white nerdy bfs as reparations for our suffering
>>42268323What about my suffering
>>42268340You deserve a white nerdy bf who looks a little weird too !
>>42268323How would you feel about a white nerdy trans woman instead? That is most transbians
>>42268323i will become your bf if you look like andou
>>42268323rena andou wouldn’t say that
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>>42267776 Thank you for the warning, I'll research subcutaneous injection and be sure to have multiple spots and rotate between them >I have reason to believe that 30g is too thick. Try to find 34g.Is it really? Someone else somewhere just recommended me to get 1ml needles so I didn't think there was anything else that needed to be specified Thanks for telling me, I'm just really sad and disappointed
>>42268352At 5 mg per drawing your viral last over 50 draws. You have to use an extremely thin needle at 34g if you want your rubber stopper to last without coring which is when the rubber comes off into the vial which is dangerous because if you inject that rubber you can go kaput.Also if you can, keep the vial in the fridge. Don't forget you have to inject air into the vial before you draw the medication so as not to create negative pressure inside it.>>42268077Yes. Thrombotic risks rise together with estradiol levels. However, there are other things that can also increase it such as a diet high in cholesterol, having high cholesterol to begin with, smoking, not exercising and other stuff.
>>42267776>I'm not sure where I said that. You might have misread it. Ah sorry, i meant when you said: >A 1ml syringe will have markings every 100 microliters. So you fill it 25% past the first mark. You have to eyeball it. Does the first mark in this case mean the first small line like in this picture?
>>42268396>You have to use an extremely thin needle at 34g if you want your rubber stopper to last without coring which is when the rubber comes off into the vial which is dangerous because if you inject that rubber you can go kaput. no way. i can't believe i wasted $100 on this shit. I'm not gonna begin diy anymore. fuck this. and apparently planned parenthood or clinicians hondose you and a bunch of other shit. i am done with this path. i am just a gay boy that got jealous of passing trans women when i saw passgen a year ago and was stupid enough to think i could do it too. yeah, im done. i missed my chance at 13 when my therapist asked me if i wanted to start hrt and now if i wanna transition i have to choose diy medical procedures like an underground doctor in a gangster manga or getting "hondosed" after embarassing the shit out of myself by going to planned parenthood and saying "hi im transgender can you give me pills that apparently will anyways hondose me". my life would be so much more peaceful if i didnt know that passing trans women existed. i hate this world so much.
>>42268469>i am just a gay boy correction, bisexual but i have such bad genuinely disabling ocd that i dont wanna risk creating a kid that will get ocd by having sex with cis women and my personality is a complete failure of a man. I'm basically just like a girl with some boyish personality traits. it would have just been better if i was born as a girl.
im going to have anal sex for the first time in my life tonight with a random but really hot dude from grindr, he is 6'2 ft (im 5'5) and has a really toned body full of tattoos also a bit older like he is 28 and im 19 for comparison, he is gonna set up the motel and condoms and i already bought some black halls in advance to give him the best blowjob of his life but im afraid it could hurt me or that my butthole doesnt have like all the preparation also he has a really thick and big cock and i want him to have a really good time too and not to worry so much about hurting me, any tipz
>>42268342Damn you’re hot toooooooo let me SIMP I mean breed
my point is made
>>42268397mine too
>>42268397I’m sorry for being a man!!!
>>42268342Built for fub cock
I'm a 23 y/o boy, and what I like most is looking feminine, but I've always repressed it. Around September I realized that this isn't me I'm not living the way I truly want and when I die I'm going to regret how I've lived. I don't think I have a bad body and I'm getting laser, but even so I don't think I'll ever look good. I've reached a point where I don't know if I'm just a feminine guy, or if I'm actually trans. I've always been fascinated by the idea of being someone's wife, having breasts and people looking at me with desire, but at the same time I don't want that my penis get small and it will very strange that my social circle suddenly calls me by another name, sees me differently, and starts treating me differently, especially because I'm unable to picture myself as a girl. One thing I keep thinking about is when about four years ago, I tried to date a guy. I'd never been with one before but unconsciously we ended up treating me like a girl and changing my pronouns (never feels more happy in my life). Years later, another guy I know whom I hadn't seen in ages, said he liked femboys and wanted to go out with me. In the end, both of them say: I don't like how you looked and you are not a woman. So I think that if even someone who likes femboys rejects me, I can't be femenine and beautiful enough being a boy, not mater how hard I try My biggest fear right now is making a mistake. I don't know if I have AGP, or if my path to happiness is taking estrogen and before I know it, I might feel like a real girl. In the end, I don't really care if people use feminine pronouns or anything like that. All I want is to look feminine and be attractive, and to feel good about myself. I feel like if I take estrogen I won't feel like a girl, I'll regret it and my family and friends will think I'm the biggest idiot they've ever seen.What do you guys think? Please don't be rude, this is important to me and I am ashamed of myself
>>42265484It sounds like you're trans and kind of like me, where we have to "earn" being a woman rather than just declaring it.
AGAMP
Taking estrogen and not feeling like a woman happens. It need not be a problem. I've felt like a womanmoding man for years now.
>>42265484>(never feels more happy in my life)
>>42268436AGP + fall in love maybe????
She's so hot.
>>42267557I mean this is true for the other way around, people love claiming trans girl representations to be femboys
>>42268259Ive always assumed that was chuds coping, not actual femboys. Though I guess some feboys are just chuddy trannies coping.
>>42267509thats ftm repressor representation not mtf tranny representation and sexualizing him is transphobic.
>>42268126She gets raped in the show so that's why they like it
>>42268431but she enjoys being appreciated for her femininity and makes no attempt to appear as a man, something that would be both safer and easy to do in the setting
post 'crews, guess letters, interests, etc. ignore lazy posters.https://picrew.me/en/image_maker/2812233
oomfies picrew yay>>42266799 if hot ftm heyyy, if boymoder heyyyu look like youre into old things, maybe movies and smorking ofc>>42266841mtf and e prob gave u mood swings>>42266881twinkmoding ftm but i wonder if you really look like that>>42266930mtf who needs to shave sryidk u just look sad idk what you would like doing, maybe you listen to really good sad music>>42266947clocky hot mtf u listen to jane rmeover dontt you>>42267042pre e trannyyou look like you listen to jpopComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
fuck my life this dogshit website keeps thinking this is spam ughhh>42266799repper who should come learn programming with me and we can make absolute dogshit together>42266841cute but probably a bit unstable (positive)>42266881ftm who likes things that arent really that good (i support you)>42266930manmoder but i wish you the best you look very nice>42266947rare girlmoder>42267042boymoder who should just start girlmoding already desu>42267048boymoder who could probably pass as wellComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42268274bi ftm >>42268176>>42267847straight mtf >>42267791manmoding twinkhon >>42267756gayden >>42267716chaser>>42267550straight mtf>42267515Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42268366forgot pic
>>42266799youngshitagp445
Do trannies have dead eyes
>>42261299somebody told me i have rape victim eyes once>>42267371no need to crop your face pichu
>>42267459sorry bro it's petite
am i dedfeels like im dying
>>42267643I feel like we have similarly dead expressions
>>42266950Hi hello you are very pretty.What music do you like?
if you are old and busted you should prolly kys same results
>>42268441Transition is for people with gender dysphoria. Gender dysphoria doesn't discriminate.
>>42268457how do i know what im feeling is dysphoria and if its even real
>>42268461are you under 25? it is more liekly to be the real deal thenif you are over 30 dont bother its justa fetishif you are like under 18 its also likely but you should already know thenlike come on if you have to ask...
does any tranner wanna talk on discord?i am a lonely boy
>>42268285i dont think im strong enough for that :(
>>42268108im 23 and in about 1 month that'll be 23.5it only gets worse
>>42268285nta but school sounds so much worse now that im not like 18-19 and would be a freshman at 24. i wish i had the super young college (dorm?) lifei ruined my life
>>42268306You are, it’s not too difficult once you get started. It’s nice, you’ll feel better after you start to hate work but it’s so much nicer than drifting
>>42268348Yeah, I have so many regrets on not starting stuff earlier in my life. Wasted way too much time on video games
So I guess I'm not baby trans any more. I've been on HRT for 2 years in May, I girlmode (honmode) full time in public, I have friends, two jobs, my own place, no bf but I'm okay with that. I don't really know what to do with that tho? Life is pretty good, sure the day to day fuckery of being visibly trans is endless, and I get sad sometimes because of that, but mostly I'm happy. I feel like I've finally figured life out (and boy did that take a while). So now what?
>>42264759The best way to avoid seeming like a tranny hon is to cut your hair short (1" max), stop using makeup, and wear men's clothing.
>>42264709So I'm out of luck? Just turned 36 and tho I lifed a fun life I never presented as a woman, what do I do then.
>>42264669You are one of the trolls
>>42264709Yeah I'm doing that. I'm 40, but I feel like I'm still at the life point of someone in my mid 20s (finding romance, working on my career, building up a social network, and aquiring all the household bits and pieces I'm going to need for the next 20 years). It's just transition has been all consuming and now it's kinda background. >>42264759>learn to dress your ageI started this meme. >>42264711I did no such thing. I set up this tripcode because I didn't want to be Anon (who is male) any more. I was done with that part of my life and wanted to move on. The only "inflammatory opinions" I post anonymously, I post with a trip, I post to whoever fucking listing is that you Jews are actually fucking evil and I'm going to keep pointing it out. Don't like being called evil? Stop being Jewish, or stop being here.
>>42264874You're an idiot.
I want to have a boyfriend who will clicker train me and turn me into his good puppy girl
>>42266111everyone is a fucking freak some way or another.
>>42264492I want to have a boyfriend who will treat me nothing more than a puppy...
>>42264511i want to have this attitude but also a bf who doesn't care and turns me into a puppygirl anyway
>>42264865yshswys
>>42264492this will never be me bcause im an old incel faggoti should kms for growing old and never leaving my house and not even being a foid just a worthless moidmoder
come on, none of you have made a new hornygen already? I'm dissapointed in you!> qottprove the riemann hypothesis, due in an hour. if you fail, you know you'll have to be punished, right?
>>42266766wait what's hdg. is there fucked up torture smut that i don't know about? i need to read (and experience) this right now.my favourite part of warhound is how incredibly good She is at manipulating them. they constantly think they're on the verge of escaping or curing the brainwashing or becoming like Her but every single time it's just more of her games. it all leads back to Her. She controls them so perfectly that every single thing they do is just bringing them more under Her control. and that realisation is usually what finally shatters that last bit of resistance.and i also love how She tailors it to each individual. She knows all their deepest fears and insecurities and desires and traumas and She twists it to utterly torture them, until they can think of nothing but Her. and they never resent Her for it. even when they're still free-spirited they can never think of Her in any way other than a perfect goddess.
>>42267100wait is warhound more than just the one chapter????
>>42267195yeah there's lots.all about like, officers and former comrades being taken in and brainwashed. one of them is also a tranny.it's insanely hot and insanely fucked up. apparently it only gets more fucked up as time goes on but i'm only on like chapter 4.go on ao3 and it's got all the chapters there.
>>42267231it was already a bit much, i'll hold off... i love military smut, but the brainwashing scares me more than anything
I like taking it hard in my male butt