>be me>have AGP induced dysphoria (faketrans)>hate myself for that, rationally don't want to transition>yet again desparate enough to be 3 months on HRT by now>convince myself every other week that I can just man up and tolerate masculinization>desist from shaving for multiple days>get more and more disgusted looking in the mirror, feeling the stubble>never manage more than a week before giving up and shaving>instant relief, recognize myself in the mirror again>hate myself for being so deluded...and the cycle continues...Can anyone relate?
I love being spanked by my boyfriend. He's such a sweet guy who would never hurt me, but when he spanks me, he really hits me hard and it makes me so excited and needy. I think I am a little masochistic. What else could I explore with him? Light BDSM or light pain I mean
>>42268489Should I ask him before sex? Or during the act when he is hard and excited? But that feels a bit manipulative
>>42268516Before. Once he is turned on and in the sex mode, he will most likely do it but as you say it comes up as manipulative and may not feel comfortable with it really but will do it because you asked in the moment.Better to do it cold headed to avoid any bad feelings about it
>>42268320you could try caning? I think that whole routine is not as hot as feeling his hands. Have you tried lubing up before the spanking so he can just go in quick and rough when horny enough? I like the pain from getting so suddenly filled like that and forced to submit and relax
bondage + tickling
>>42268622ooo good idea! That sounds soooo hot. Him thrusting into me hard after spanking me and maybe making me beg sounds so damn perfect>>42268626good idea, he might like that just to tease me and make me mad haha
>>42267534Same. I want to go outside in the snow and let hypothermia do it's thing
>>42267534 im a bit tipsy and i dont want to be an asshole, is this the same person from yesterday or is this an independent person, im sorry in both cases and im so so sorry im sorry i dont want to be rude but yknow, i dont mind attention seekes bcause im one myself but im sorry and dont want to be rude le sigh i hope youre still alive and changed your mind, im not a christcuck who will say life is god's gift but i just dont want people to die yknow, im not a moral paria who will say life is super duper good always and that it always gets better but i think you should just,,, wait,,, and even if you wait, wait a bit meowre, i think western society will fall into a big civil war soon and murder will be normalized so maybe wait that out and kill your haters!!
I started t a couple of months ago and it says consistently that my voice is in the male range yet I am still easily treated as a woman in public (might be my long hair, I'm trying to hrtrep). How to fix?
>>42266069Voice tools like this only monitor pitch (frequency) which is dimorphic but actually not that relevant in gendering. You can have a deep voice and sound like a woman or a high voice and sound like a man, depending on resonance, inflections, etc.These tools are not useful except for checking your vocal range.
>>42266069I think your voice dropping before you pass is normal. Mine dropped hard and fast in the first few months, annoyingly along with some kind of hearing change that made low voices sound normal-pitched and high voices insufferable, so that I don’t sound low to myself but do to everyone else. But I didn’t pass until nearly a year in.
>>42266069If ur voice is male but ur still treated like a woman u might just be cooked
Never understood the obsession with pitch. I get that it is vital for passing, but the hyperfocus on averages and graphical plots is just silly, when you HEAR a person speaking. Nobody hears an average or data points on axes. Contralto sounds so different from tenor voice, because quality matters so much. You can hear natal sex instantly and it is so hard to change that it is no.1 clocking ability.
You know the format.Include your tag.This thread is for making friends, and is not a general discussion thread.
>ASL22, m, new jersey USA>letter(s)Bi>interestsI go to see live music every weekend,Into mostly shoegaze and electronic stuff( Goreshit, Tagabow, Sewerslvt, Jane Remover, Alex G, Yakui The Maid, Pilotredsun),Studying philosophy and reading. (fave writers Schopenhauer, Fischer, Osamu Dazai, Steinbeck, Gibson), idc about analytic philosophy lolMovies (Lily Chou Chou, Threads, Zero Day, In This Corner Of The World),Anime (Texhnolyze, NHK, Lain, Haibane Renmei, GLT, Land Of The Lustrous)Video Games ( Rimworld, CK3, Dark Souls 3, Factorio, Xcom2, Metal Gear, Resident Evil), playing through Disillusion ST rnComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
Pardon the ramblings. i felt inclined to type something different>Age20s>StuffI don’t have any real desires, dreams, or goals. I don’t feel passionate towards anything in particular. I don’t think I’m depressed, well, maybe I am, but I don’t feel like my feelings are that out of the ordinary, specially in places like these. I sometimes find myself hopelessly attached to people I meet, or rather to a romanticized version of them. I like to immerse myself in delusions. I like to believe there’s a person out there who will forever shape my life once we meet, or someone who will impart some obscure knowledge that permanently alters the direction of my life.I keep waiting for that moment that will change everything, that will set in motion a chain of events where I finally have a reason to do things and to wake up every morning with purpose. I’m not stupid, I know how hopeless this way of thinking is. No one is coming to save me, i dont ask that, i dont want to burden someone else with my meaningless problems, i know everyone has their own. Still, it’s nice to delude oneself sometimes. I would like to find something everlasting, something that doesn’t erode with time, a connection that never goes away, I don’t know how other people endure the ever-changing nature of life.I often think about places and people that aren’t part of my life anymore.I have an incredibly hard time letting go. I wish things were different, or that I could change things that i did, but wishing does nothing. I keep thinking about the steps I’d need to take to change my life, but I struggle to see the point. At the end of it all, what’s there at the end? A life of mediocrity, moving from one pointless distraction to the next, just until I’m too old for anything but conformism, and I quietly let myself die.I don’t know. I’m not looking for pity, answers, or advice,maybe this is just another way to pass the time.Anyways, i just want to talk, at least for a little while>tagesetha
>>42265995london?
>>42265995omg Fleece Snowkbs
29 mtf arizona takenusa/canada only must vclooking for frens to listen to albums with, play overwatch, stream stuff or just talk about our dayspokemon omori catsdiscord fuguettehttps://youtu.be/YptCTcVrf9w?si=fNHvHZvhq5wnSvbN
Gaining weight does not help at all FYI, here's my warning to all those who think they'll look better if they're on HRT and gaon weight You'll just look more like a guy and you won't get larger boobs or butt, or at least no more than any guy would (I didn't like how I looked already and hate it worse now)I wasn't one but I think fatmaxxers are eating addicted and coping sorry>uncensor the nipplesNo + I'm fat now so probably no one is going to ask this anyway lolPicrel: before and after gaining weight
Right is what I looked like pre-transitiont. Pooner
>>42238242everyone saying theres no difference is lying however this just seems like a normal woman growing up type change.
>>42265146>24 before HRTholy luckshit. ahh, some people are just blessed huh>>42265749>i always praise narcissistic whores who had their transition handed to them lolk-k-k-k-kill yourself!
>>42263795>>42264531you didn't eat enough if you had insulin issues, carry around a pack of gummy bears, also your start and end weight are too close together.absolute skill issue
>>42265702>Fat cells can't moveanother semi-misconception, fat cells can't literally move but they absolutely can shrink in androgenic fat deposits - leaving behind shrunken fat cells that are quite small - while gaining in feminine fat deposits.This is close enough in effect to mean the same thing for most people, so it's probably best to not outright state that fat cells can't move.
Studies say that trans women are attracted to men more than they are women. Yet, online, the only trannies on social media have the following qualities: >repost hentai 24/7>never pass>post nothing but "OMG I'M SO GAY I'M SUCH A LESBIAN GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS LESBIANS LOVE MY GIRLCOCK"What causes this? Where are the "normal heterosexual transgender women" that these studies say make up the majority of the transgender female population?
>>42268296transbians are gay men having gay sex while calling themselves lesbians
Faketrans gamer rapehons are optic nukes
>>42268296>where are the "normal heterosexual women"I let the transbians do their thing online and don't get involved because they're mean to meI don't leave my apartment except to get cat food and groceries (WFH full time)My being trans and straight is not relevant for almost all of my internet participation outside of /tttt/
>>42268296Most of those studies were done 10+ years ago before the explosion in transbians (straight men with a fetish)
>>42268415Transbians are prison-gay straight men
QOTT:What's your favorite movie monster>Reminder: This gen is for cis homosexual females (ie lesbians). All trans-related or bisexual posts are considered off-topic and should be directed to other generals or threads. No discussion of male (XY) anatomy.Discords (you will never ever ever get in):>OG Discord: https://pastebin.com/P644WESi>clg2 Discord: https://pastebin.com/1ct1Fcag>clg3 Discord: https://pastebin.com/emrpgWM8Previous threat:>>42086524
There's this guy on VRChat I was playing murder4 with earlier. He was doing a bit, role playing as Duchebag Jesus. Shit was so fun, he would ad lib or break into song. Great energy. Rage baiting everyone he could.
>>42261181im doing the same thing your potential gf is to a girl i like right now, not ignoring her but just still talking to ex gf. i wouldn’t take it to heart. relationships are complicated and people can pull you back into something you don’t care about so easily, even if she really cares about you. don’t be afraid to double text though cuz all year is crazy
How's it today?
>>42265661the world is a beautiful place today :)
>>42260286join clg 3 we don’t bite https://sys.4chan.org/derefer?url=https%3A%2F%2Fpastebin.com%2FemrpgWM8
New years new twinks editionQuestion of the day: What are your new years resolutions?>FAQ>What is a femboy? What is a twink?A femboy is a male that pursues a feminine appearance for himself whilst still identifying as male. A twink is a male with a slender figure and a youthful appearance, usually with little body/ facial hair>Are femboys trans?The majority of femboys are cisgendered. Femboy is not a 'stepping stone' to trans, it is a stand alone identity.>Can trans post here?Trans people are welcome to post in /fbg/ and identify as trans twink/femboy if they want, but this is not a trans thread. Posts should not be about 'transitioning' and discussion of hormone usage should be restricted to skincare applications.>Can twunks and otters post here?Yes>I'm not twink or femboy but I am an enjoyer of them, can I post here too?YesComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42266754I appreciate the kind words. I think most people want to be shown affection and also, hold someone. Sperg shit or not it is what it is.>>42266767>how do i looklooking cute i can post another i guess
>>42267644Rough us location?, I won’t get specific, but I’m in the southwest. Im to paranoid to post pics of myself here though. This is my body goals
>>42267717South EastI don't blame you for not wanting to post your body, it's actually pretty easily obtainable, I don't really have a work out routine at all I just fail to eat a lot so my body stays slim.~105 pounds @ 5'4/164 CM
>>42267988Your are made for being held
>>42266767like you want something in yo ass
Reminder: This gen is for cis females with gender dysphoria. This is not a trans man gen. All posts that are considered off-topic should be directed to other generals, threads or boards.Keep the discussion exclusively about female repressing or fuck off.Prev: >>42116992
>>42204119tbf blanchard himself doesnt believe aap is a thing at all so we would have to come up with a new way of describing the hsts/aap model for pooners and poonreppers
>>42205310thats actually sort of true sometimes i cope by imagining that im a transbian who woke up with my body and then gets to have real lesbian sex like she's always wanted but never could. but then i feel more dysphoric afterwards
>>42267243im the new blanchard and i am stealing his terminology
Ftm chaser nona here, nothing big has happened since the last update but I'm still talking to that richshit dood. He's been busy lately but still texts me every day and didn't ghost me when I revealed some controversial shit abt me. Oh and he's taller than me, at our country's male average (fml I guess). I still think it's not gonna work out, there's one more thing I'm reluctant to share because it's a deal-breaker for most people and I'm 99% sure it'll be for him too. I'm trying to enjoy it while it lasts even if it's a short break from my crippling loneliness.
I wonder if my AAP could be avoided if misandry wasn't a thing. Perhaps the treatment of men by my surroundings made being one so taboo that it became an erotic fixation. Similarly to how getting shamed for viewing something perverted makes people's brains double down. Or maybe it's not the cause and just is a reason why it got intense, perhaps I'd be able to ignore it if not basedciety.
>hrtrepper>hate foids>can only barely tolerate interacting with men>cant stand being around trannieswho do i even talk to desu, maybe i should learn another language, english speaking people clearly are just impossible to like
>>42262694
>>42268522whats the issue then? i feel the same way as op
>>42268536misanthropy
>>42268553how is that an issue
>>42267853i dont think i shower enough for that so i never went>>42268481i dont use discord
come on, none of you have made a new hornygen already? I'm dissapointed in you!> qottprove the riemann hypothesis, due in an hour. if you fail, you know you'll have to be punished, right?
>>42267100wait is warhound more than just the one chapter????
>>42267195yeah there's lots.all about like, officers and former comrades being taken in and brainwashed. one of them is also a tranny.it's insanely hot and insanely fucked up. apparently it only gets more fucked up as time goes on but i'm only on like chapter 4.go on ao3 and it's got all the chapters there.
>>42267231it was already a bit much, i'll hold off... i love military smut, but the brainwashing scares me more than anything
I like taking it hard in my male butt
>>42259657i went and listed em all T_T where'd that anon go what do i do now,,,
friday friday gettign drunk on fridayq what are you drinking/using tonightq2 what s the longest youve been sober>>42170497
>>42268082https://voca.ro/1elv7vohhuWg
>>42268212 fade me familia
i want to kill myself so badly but i dont have the courage
>>42268396>You have to use an extremely thin needle at 34g if you want your rubber stopper to last without coring which is when the rubber comes off into the vial which is dangerous because if you inject that rubber you can go kaput. It's completely over for me transitioning. I am repping for the rest of my life, and I genuinely mean it. Bye everyone I lost my dream https://youtube.com/watch?v=eFArMVKvI7U&si=RJhcDaSVEuvrvhCP
>>42267932what’s wrong with thatthat’s how most people live tbqh
>what is INTERGEN?INTERGEN is a general for intersex people to talk to each other about their experiences or just to hang out>what is an intersex person?Intersex people are those born with any of several sex characteristics, including chromosome patterns, gonads, or genitals that do not fit typical binary notions of male or female bodies>am I intersex?We are not doctors, please seek medical advice, but dont be afraid to ask questions here to maybe understand things better>are trans people intersex?Trans people are not inherently intersex, however an intersex person can transition if they want, “neurologically intersex” is not real as being intersex pertains to the sex organs or hormonal productions>how is this /lgbt/?We share similar experiences of discrimination and social prejudice based on sex and gender norms, even though intersex is a variation of sex characteristics, not a gender identity or sexual orientation itself—————————Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42267818>please explain why you think that being trans should be considered intersexoh, I've done that plenty of times - you can probably find it in the archives, but the tl;dr is the best evidence we have suggests that the brains of trans people before HRT (and to a greater extent after starting HRT) diverge in significant ways from those of cisgender people of their physical sex toward more closely aligning with those of the opposite sex (though they are still clearly distinct from cisgender people of the sex corresponding with their gender identity as well, placing them squarely in-between)>acted like a creepy skinwalkerhow? the biggest pushback I've gotten in these threads is a vague insinuation that somehow trans people are taking something away from those with more obviously physically intersexed traits or somehow preventing them from receiving care, for which no evidence is only presented and which directly echoes anti-trans rhetoric attempting to blame trans people for the wrongs committed against anyone who is not closely aligned to a gender or sex binary by cis people
>>42267719>what is there to be secure or insecure about?I dunno. Why do you care if we call it "neurologically intersex" or something else so long as we acknowledge that it's some inborn condition? What's the point of demanding we call you intersex?>what is the difference between correlation and causationYou can't be real right now.
>>42267843Can you provide cited works
>>42267889>demanding we call you intersexnobody is doing that, I'm just repeating my claim that being trans is a form of neurological intersex>>42267895sure, like I said you can check the archives and I know I've found more studies on this in the past but here's what I've got off the top of my head and from a quick search for articles and actual studies:https://www.scientificamerican.com/article/is-there-something-unique-about-the-transgender-brain/https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC8955456/https://www.nature.com/articles/s41386-018-0140-7https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S1053811920301002https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC4987404/#Sec28https://www.hawaii.edu/PCSS/biblio/articles/2005to2009/2006-atypical-gender-development.htmlhttps://gwern.net/doc/genetics/heritable/2018-polderman.pdfthe overwhelming conclusion is that we need more and better studies, and at this point it's still in the same boat as the uncomfortable likelihood that being a homo is also arguably due to intersex brain development, so few if any scientists are outright making the claim I'm repeating here so much as suggesting it is a possibility - but there's a lot out there and it's a fascinating topic that I think can help us understand and provide care for people with any kind of sex/gender incongruence or misalignment with an improperly enforced strict binary (whether traditionally mistreated physically intersex people or just your average tranny)
>>42266303this is /lgbt/ not an academic journal / forum / conference lmao
I kind of like living in the UK because youngshits don't exist here and I mog 99% of trannies solely because I started DIY at 17
>>42266136I started HRT at 16 and im a giga hon, it was always over for my britcel life
>>42266606Social transition means nothing
>>42266136 I doubt it you prob look like you eat potatoes for a living.
>>42266977Irish "people"
>>42266136I started like four months after I turned 19... my voice is ruined but looks wise I'm at least decent, diy is literally the only viable thing here =/
