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Hey I'm gonna see an endo in November and I'm gonna be 24 then. I really hope I can see meaningful changes. I do have two concerns about HRT though:1. Can testosterone gel applied to my crotch once a week prevent atrophy?2. I already banked my sperm. However, if I were to detransition, would I be able to regain my ability to create sperm in the future?Is there anything else I should know before I start HRT? Thanks guys, this board is great.
First DIY EEn injection, a slightly raised rash around the injection site developed after a day and has been here for 4 days. It doesn’t hurt, itch, or burn. Is this normal? It’s gonna go away on its own, right…?
>>40941564looks like an allergic reaction
I should specify that I tried EEn shots a few years ago and stopped. This is my second time trying, but my first shot with this vial. I didn’t experience any reaction like this the previous time I injected EEn, so I assume it’s not an allergic reaction.
>>40941959Meant to reply to>>40941889
i think i'm addicted to cutting. nothing gives me relief like it does. my dysphoria persists despite hrt and i continue to make myself ugly. smoking, drinking, hitting myself, none of it works like cutting does. why can't i stop? have any of you successfully stopped? how?
>>40941452>im ftm actually apologies anonnbut i think thats actually even betteryou can go crazy in the gym without worrying about getting “too big” cos more muscle will make u look more masculine (i think im not an expert on ftm stuffs)you could try going hard in the gym, idk how much it actually helps but ive heard anecdotally some people using it to stop self harming and yea idk your friends finding out is a good tradeoff for maybe getting you to stop, simply because thats gonna taint their view of you forever i think. id rather explode than have my friends find out i cut
>>40941530OH and my final tipget the fuck off this website anon, it literal poison for your mental health
>>40941452That sounds very stressful, I'm sorry to hear that OP :( Thankfully, it seems you've already completed the first step as you've recognized that you have a habit of doing it instinctively. You're not weak-willed OP, you're stuck in a loop. People get stuck in loops all the time, the problem is that your loop is very harmful. I don't have any experience in breaking bad habits but I know that the more you consciously break these habits, the easier it gets. Also, out of curiosity:>1. What does your average day/schedule look like? >2. What do you *want* your day to look like? >3. *How* can you achieve that?I'm positive there are support groups and/or therapists in your city with people who want to help you! There's also subreddits for people who offer guidance to others suffering from self-harm (Ik it's Reddit but there are many people who have been through what you went through and I'm sure they can help you). I'm going to bed soon but there are so many people here who care for you and are willing to listen to you whenever you feel stressed, powerless, or if you just want to talk. You can absolutely stop your self-harm, OP. I believe in you and I know that you can believe in yourself too!!! I'm sending you love and support OP. You have control. You are not weak-willed.
>>40940526Cutting addiction suucks. I havent done it in years and still get the urge to all the time. Idk if it ever goes away.
I fixed cutting by parsing working out as self harmspecifically the painbut I'm a dude so ymmv
That's literally it. This is the question. I'm a transgender man and I don't know if gay dudes would actually like me in the same way I like them.Though honestly I kind of doubt it, being a transgender man sucks sometimes because most time whilst trying to find a relationship it's always just a guy wanting to fetishize you. I've been getting desperate at this point, all I want is an actual relationship.
>>40939978I think it’s a child idk how they discovered this place but they need to leave
>>40939970They didn’t answer hehe
>>40940828I thought he sounded cool. Navy seal copypasta is an icon. New copypasta???
>>40941641New copypasta
>>40939224No because you are a woman lol go back to posting yaoi on twitter
my dick is small and i'm fucking gay
>>40940026That has to feel so different, I wish I had your before size
>>40940051i did that but im not admitting it to anyone
>>40940460Uh based????
>>40940471if i ended up a hon it would’ve been the worst mistake ever but it’s going alright
>>40938043Well that's good, because you can use ur butt for sex instead
I ruined my life with drugs and alcohol before I could even get on hrt.If any young person sees this, don't do drugs and take your hormones early.If you have thoughts now they'll stay with you forever, atleast for mtfs.Stay away from narcotics and alcohol they can blind your dysphoria, but they won't get rid of it. Once you sober up you'll remember how miserable you are..If you believe in god and are afraid of god frowning upon you, I can't tell you anything but I don't understand why god left me with such unresolved feelings.The religious answer I got was to repress them or go against them It only made it worse.Do what you feel would make you happy It's not noble to torture yourself nor are you being honorable by doing so.<3
>>40937052can i take drugs after i start hrt for say a few years
>>40941707you can always take drugs. they don't discriminate
>>40941806yay
>>40937052Ho boy I can recognize those far away eyes. I remember having them. Good luck anon, shits hell but you can make it.
>>40937481tru. supression seems to be directly linked to interference with funtioning. the more fucked up and occupied with obtaining and hiding or gooning it the better... opiates and escapism is nice one. drinking turns into sobbingfest often... but gotta keep blasting brains when repping or i start going mad. other way is inducing low key ocd about some topic and rabitholing.
Does it make men uncomfortable when you look into their eyes while you lovingly suck their cock?
>>40940605it makes me want to palm the back of your head and push your lips to the hilt
>>40941033and they had sex
>>40940605No it's hot as fuck, I want her to stare at me as hard as possible whilst I'm balls deep in her throat
>>40941868and the tranny was too shy to add him*
>>40941917many such cases
Do you believe in female souls in male bodies?
>>40936135I do yes.
>>40936135No. I believe that there are masculine and feminine energies and that some males clearly have a feminine animus and I call those males women.
>>40936135I am oneBut I'm not a womanMy soul is a woman but my biology is a man. Therefore I'm a man
>>40936135idk really. personally doubt it.sure i've had people make observations about my feminine personality traits/habits/etc. since before i even considered transitioning but deep down i still feel like i have a male soul but i'm just like damaged in a weird way. like something didn't click right when i was created.at the very most i would only consider my soul to be some weird in between thing, not quite one or the other.
>>40936135Japan does, but westerners ignore the meaning and say it's a "yaoi" or "crossdresser" phrase much like they do "otokonoko" and "okama"
That strange moment when you realize being skinny is the only true way of being attractiveBodybuilding and starvation might be the only way to become attractive
>>40939644Are you only capable of staying fit if you starve yourself or lift 7 days a week?
>>40939644bodybuilding will make you build muscle which you don't really want if you're trying to be a conventionally attractive woman. I mean you'll get some people going crazy over you but for the average trans woman it's best to just stick to cardio. go for a decent-length jog every day and you don't even need to watch your diet and you can stay skinny
I dont know what the fuck you are saying, all i see are strong women and my transbian senses are makingmefeelalittlesillymeow:3mrrp>w<purr>////<
thats just like your opinion man or whatever
>>40939644Learning Kris Statlander was the same height as me gave me a lot of motivation cuz im kinda shaped like her
>Pink Pony Club, I'm gonna keep on dancing at the>Pink Pony Club, I'm gonna keep on dancing down in>West Hollywood, I'm gonna keep on dancing at the>Pink Pony Club, Pink Pony ClubWhy don't you work as a stripper, tranny?
>>40941668But xhe is a dreck kween.
>>40941346>Why don't you work as a stripper, tranny?disgusting, ugly and i get cold very easily so i dont like to not wear clothes
will never get over that this song is based on chappelles experience at las worst gay club
>>40941794Okay so what's the best? was about to go down there the other night
>>40941832the faggot meta these days is warehouse parties and afters
Most 4chan posters like vidya, anime, manga, TV, film, music, comics, cartoons, weeb shit, etc. as interests and hobbies.Why not specify what kind or your favorites in your post? It says more about you and will likely net you better adds than just posting "I like /v/, /a/, /tv/, /mu/, /co/, /jp/, etc." in the bio.For example:Video Games: Silent Hill, Bloodborne, Mother, Dark Souls, Metal Gear, Legend of Zelda, Metroid, Deus Ex.Anime: Fullmetal Alchemist, Death Note, Cowboy Bebop, Spirited Away, Princess Mononoke, Haruhi Suzumiya.Music: Radiohead, Pink Floyd, The Beatles, The Velvet Underground, Nirvana, My Bloody Valentine, Arcade Fire.>ASL (biological sex, or gender)>letter(s)>primary interestComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>40940477I do apologize I shoulda cooled down a bit and proofread my post I was a little emotional dealing with a stressful day at work and feeling like isolated and stuff, I wish I could delete it I regret some partsI think I do need to make just some more diverse friends in general now that I'm living a new life. Feel free to add me
>>40931145What do you mean by flirting
>>40931145i am a 29 year old dude in pnw who is also employed pls be my fren
>>40940262what do you mean by coop video games?
post your pre/post HRT photoshere is me, I used to look like a fucking chudjak before HRT
>>40935939chad to chopped
>>40935939im too lazy to make a new one so i'm using this old one
>>40938568How would you like it if I came over there and fucked you in the ass?
>>40938568Milf
>>40941865Total milf vibes. Fit sporty friends mom whose too friendly and makes me blush when I go to my friends house with a really nice ass
QOTT: what are your hobbies?last thread: >>40883421
im not trans im not trans im not fuxking trans im not fucking transgender i am a man i will be a man to my grave i can fucking do this i can repress this curse!!!!!!!!!!!
>>40941477i tried shrooms, 2ce, dxm, duster, nutmeg, mdma and some canbabinoid that was in herbal blend, likely ab pinaca>never really had one of those mindbending trips people talk about. was nice thosame. ego death is just mental masturbation, peoole who talk about it have the biggest egos
>>40937732not unless I'm drunk, no
Is it possible to continue repping by being a hypermasculine chaser? I think this solution will work and I will have the time of my life
>>40941336Thanks to women
He's cutting off his boobies this weekend. I usually prefer FtM twinks to have flat chests but idk his tits are so perfect he actually looks hot asf with them
>>40941658dude just take your estrogen pills and shut up youll feel much happier as a girl if this is how you feel about being a man
>>40941658
>>40941710unironically i think about doing that to myself regularly except i wouldnt surround myself with it i would be the meat
could litterally just go to the gym and work those off but no, being a man is about going to some plastic surgeon hack
>>40941710Kek
What makes FtMs such breedable bitchgirls?
>>40940928i wish cis guys also looked like thiswhy arent they trying
>>40940928I’d have this bitch pregnant by the end of the night. On the dead homies
>ex finally deleted her bird accountis it finally overi know you probably are here right now boo gooningmiss you, let’s sort magic cards again sometime
>>40937653I am.. and you know what..I want you back
>>40937653if you really love me say something only you could know... (your bank account login)
>>40938255You were always so romanticofc you can have them>>40938180whatcha uptoundeactivate and I’ll reach out
>>40938180actually you?Twt won’t let me dm
>>40937653i wish my ex was a 4chan gooner
