Every show, book, song, conversation, game, sport, story, product, video, advertisment, Holliday. It's all the same. I've seen it a million times and I'm sick of it. Like take drastic measures sick of it. I can't take seeing/hearing the same shit over and over and over again for the next 60 years till I die. I can't bring myself to do anything that isn't for basic survival (job, workout, clean, make food). When there is extra time I will sit and stare at a wall and sometime watch YouTube (because I'm so addicted to it's it's literally the last thing I'm doing) and have this same crisis on how it's all the same. I don't even talk to people anymore because I know exactly what they are going to say. I have seen everything this world has to offer and am sick of it. Does it get any better from here?
>>34076028>>34076031You are most likely severely depressed.
>>34076228>>34076475If the bar is be the best at everything then I already lost and still don't care. That is way to high of a bar for things I don't even need or want to do.
>>34077092>having any skills besides being a TV slugoid is "being the best at everything"Okay it's over for you, now lament the parents that put you in this position
>>34076750I play piano, I read 30 minutes of origins history of consciousness everyday on my break at work. I am doing all the things normies wish they could do. I don't watch TV or fiction at all anymore because I'm sick of it. I watch some YouTube for less than an hour a day when time permits it. I am extremely productive but who cares how hard you try when your just a fast food manager.
>>34077120My point is that I could keep doing things I don't enjoy, suceed at them and again get told I'm just not trying hard enough because I didn't do some other thing. Not everyone cares to learn other languages, it's pretty useless if you live in a nice country.
Why does reddit/tiktok/whateverthefuck call men pedophiles for liking younger, legally aged women? Is this something I have to worry about irl at 31 if I start dating a 18-20 year old?Do people really think this way irl? Do other men really say stuff like “I can’t even look at 18-20 year olds they’re children” like on reddit?
>>34070929>>34070952>>34070970it's literally a russian psyop to lower fertility and destabilize gender relations by labeling ALL heterosexual men as pedophile predators for liking 18-20 year oldsthey have bots like this >>34070974 everywhere on the internet
>>34071038because they are literal bots
>>34070974>like a loser who can't hit any home runs in their own bracket.most men aren't excited by sleeping with women outside their prime (18-22). You can't like it's desperation and not a preference
>>34071699>I mean like the substantive things that sustain a relationship - maturity, worldviews, ethics, temperament, communication skills, decision making etc., For me, personally, listening to the same music and eating the same food is like absolute surface level relationship material.you're literally retarded
>>34076922I worry about it because even though they’re adults, people unironically call people pedophiles for dating them. Chris Evans is 44 and married a 28 year old and people call him a pedophile and shame him unironically. I’m not interested in anything younger than 18
Yesterday I was browsing facebook, and looked at albums after albums of young people enjoying their youth. Partying, sex, drinking, drugs. Prime humans having the time of their lives. Yet right now I am excluded. Fuck I felt angry. I felt angry that the pics are mostly of girls, with a few chad slayers/highly low inhibition high status guys. I felt angry that I am not considered worthy enough to be part of that sort of thing. I felt angry that I have to take huge risks to my health to looksmax and low inhibitionmax, just to get near the same level that these chads are born with.I hate how shallow girls are. I fucking hate it. I hate how they act all nice and polite, but then they only invite chad and tyrone to their flatwarming parties. Fuck them. Just fucking fuck them.I know how to convert this anger into motivation. I have decided to start my first roid cycle next month, months earlier than previously planned. I did my first pin of MT2 tonight. I have taken out a loan for "college expenses", that will pay for a BSSO in March.This time next year, it will be me at one of those parties. No longer will I sit here fapping in tears. I will have become a normalfag at the very least. I want this site to ultimately see me as a christ like figure. A man who ascended from the depths of darkness and inceldom, and into the land of tight young freshman poon.Call me out, tear me down. I don't fucking care. I'm a man on a mission. I'm a man with a plan. I have NOTHING left to lose, and everything to gain. I'm NEVER going to let my youth slip away. Thats all from me for now, I will update with how everything is going soon. The MT2 was a real mission to get imported into Australia, but here I am, jsut finished pinning it. I don't care about the consequences of my actions anymore, because I no longer fear death. Whatever happens, I am going to ascend in some way.
>>34077089Albums and albums of ugly people LARPing as what they saw in brainwashing American media, really nothing appetising. They think they're Soo cool and hip and wild but they look like retarded animals. Go find something more worthy to elevate and look up to, m9
How do I find an autistic gf?
>>34075446Speak for yourself, it's one of the most valuable and trusted friendships I've got.Though I'll agree with your sentiment that many men (including me to some extent probably) are emotionally stunted, for lack of a better word. That's probably one of the reason I value that friendship so much, with her I can speak about most topics the way I couldn't with pretty much all of my male friends. Most man I know are very bad listeners.
>Another retarded thread that just goes to show that autistic females are more wanted in shitciety than their male equivalents>Entire thread is just a foid going "MOID MOID MOID MOID MOID MOID MOID..." This is why gatekeeping is so important, guys.
>>34076171moids just want to cause suffering. why would moids be wanted? moids just want to be hated, after all
>>34076171>Another retarded thread that just goes to show that autistic females are more wanted in shitciety than their male equivalentsThe way it works for autism by gender is this:Male Autist:>+ (plus) 100 ability to make same sex acquaintances or friends or hobby groups>- (minus) 666 ability to get romance, sex, or relationships with opposite gender without paying money for it.Female autist:> + (plus) 1 (one) ability to find opposite sex romance, relationships, sex. Would be higher but autism means less likely than a normie girl, but autist girl can still do it without crazy effort by merit of the fact she is a female.>- (minus) 666 ability to make same sex friends. Autist girl is always hated and mocked and laughed at by other females. She gives other girls the ick just for existing.
play video games, the ones with a lot of lore
I'm 30, gay, working in software. Highly functional autistic. This means that I despise normies because they're both unintelligent and hypocritical, but I've learnt to mask so that I can coexist with them when required. At the same time I love those few interactions with people who aren't NPCs - people who can have serious discussions, who contribute to a fun atmosphere. How the fuck do I date? Things I've tried: >appsSpent shitload of time there, no results. >going to a barHate it there. Too loud, too many people, most people already in groups.>going to a saunaI've never met anyone, but it's the only place I don't hate going to. It's quiet, chill, warm, and everyone's naked. I show up once in a while, but it's difficult to actually connect with anyone. >use network of friendsFirst, I have very few friends. Second, the friends I have don't know really know many other gays. But I know that trying to meet people organically is the best way to filter out useless normies, because friends of my friends should already be people who have decent personalities, which is why I keep trying to maintain contact.I'm terrified that I'll spend my entire life alone. When I'm 30 and still single, this stops being a vague abstract threat, and starts being a real problem.
>>34076010Hang out at the local park or behind the Circle-K after midnight like all the other faggots.
>>34076010>gayBeing gay is a choice. Many of those that claim to be gay were either abused, have demons, or parasites in them.>How the fuck do I date?First try to cure your gayness, then find a women to marry.>working in softwareCool, is is the language learning software in the photo? That's very cool, I am actually starting to do a SaaS related to language learning myself.
>>34076010I won't read threads that can't seem to get to the point and that arrogantly assume that the reader has nothing better to do than wade through all of their preamble.
>>34076010you should have known better than to get serious advice from 4chan, you are going to get spammed by christcucks and tradtards about how being gay is fake. so how do you date? maybe go be friends with other gay people instead of thinking that you're better than everyone else. you have an obvious chip on your shoulder.
>>34076737>go be friends with other gay peopleHow? I've tried coming to some "LGBT not-sex meeting" but the only person that was willing to talk to me was a 70yo dude. Less than zero interest from anyone close to my age. I've tried signing up for some LGBT sports club, but they told me they don't have any free spots. I've been attending furcons but nothing happened there.
I'm 31 years old, haven't been employed in 8 years. I'm ugly, live with my parents, have no college diploma and no way to excel in life. I have severe social anxiety and am a very nervous person. I'm very wary of people. But I'm thinking of my options and realize I don't have anything left. So should I bite the bullet and join the coast guard, or try something different?
so to expound on that thought that while it does pay decently I wouldn't be able to do the kind of savings catchup I could do if I could find a decent job that doesn't make me move. if I could get a decent job here I'd be able to save basically 95% of it if I wanted to which would go a long way to make up for not working for a decade LMAO. but also kinda wanna just die.
Time to die
soimneone get me a high paying do nothing wfh job ty
>>34071641okay i'll even take doing a little
saw people say look into working for MSPs. lemme just fire off my resume w/ a near ten year gap I am going to do so well LMFAO
Anyone here managed to cure aphantasia? Do these visualization guides work or am I doomed to stay a soulless NPC forever?
>>34073251People with vivid mental imaginations or inner monologues and shit are actually the NPCs and I am telling you this as someone with a vivid imagination and extensive inner monologue. The reason you can’t imagine shit in your mind is because you are an external processor. You do not use thoughts to make abstractions, you use words. You use speech and language, verbally and bodily. You are at least living in reality.People who have crazy vivid imaginations and inner monologues only got good at it because they are internal processors, they live inside their own head. They are the NPCs because all the know is existing in their own programming. They can’t do anything else but that.
>>34073266Yeah someone once posted like ten years ago on r9k or something about how we lose our imagination thing and start thinking symbolically or systematically or whatever as we mature/grow out of childhood. In the end our imagination is only as good as the references we collect so get noticing
>cure manyfold childhood injections of lethal doses of copius amounts of heavy metals that cross your BBB>cure the children of the children of the children that were subjected to this highly experimental charagma treatment>cure all sorts of man-made disturbances of the aether, via radio,gps,internet,ELF/RF ect ect sattelites, EMR and electro smog 24/7/365, in general>cure literal DARPA blackprojects raining down from the sky on the daily>cure your daily fluoride intake that rotted your brain insideout for decadesbut>aNyOnE HeRe mAnAgEd tO CuRe aPhAnTaSiA? dO ThEsE ViSuAlIzAtIoN GuIdEs wOrK Or aM I DoOmEd tO StAy a sOuLlEsS NpC FoReVeR?this is how you sound OPif you retify all of the above and do these visualisation practises, then sure it will work. but guess what that would make you? racist and anticementic
>>34073266Psychobabble. OP asked for a cure of his aphantasia and you rambled incoherently.
>>34073251Why would you want to be more retarded? People who do not use language and symbolism are animals.
What advice would u give t teenagers?
"structure your life to make as much money as you can" is the best.this is because it is universally valid.money will always be useful to everyone.
To this point, I'd say ask your friends and family to gift you silver and if they can gold. But especially silver - start collecting old 90% silver American coins and rounds. It's a long story but trust me bro. Or look into it. Crazy how much is happening there and how fast. Much info on YT. Check news from Rafi Farber, Mike Malone, John Rubino are the names that come top of mind. Check Reddit Wall Street Silver as one example or biz here.
>>34071215>stay in shape/active.>ask your crush out, ruin the friendship if you have to. it's better to try then think about what couldve been>read a lot of books. it will guarantee you huge advantage over your peers>do well in school and standardized test, go to a good university
>>34071215>Early 13-15Explore. Explore work you actually enjoy. Go to job fairs and local clubs to meet new people. Try to outline the best potential career path for yourself that way when you get to the choice of college you can actually apply yourself without guessing. Wasted time is the most expensive. Explore yourself, as you age discover what kinds of people you enjoy the company of and which ones you cant. Note that while dating is alright, long term relationships are not likely due to your income and potential future. Explore the future. Make plans and outline where you will see yourself in 5 to 10 years. be sure to check in every year and try to set goals to meet. That way when you do meet them you can celebrate.>Late 15-19Save.Save your money if you want to leave your parents house and start looking into rent to own or purchasing properties. Save your time and only go to college if you need it to enter a specific career field in your area. Contact your potential employer and inquire into on site training or an applied school internship. Save your love until you actually find a firm foundation to raise a family, it's tough to raise a family in poverty.Here's some quick dont's:>>34076906Don't think a good university means a better life. They can be debt traps that lock you into paying off thousands of dollars a month for decades depending on your degree. Without a grant or scholarship (which you can find from local clubs in your early teens or from a place you work in your late teens) you will need to bring in at least $500 a month while your in college.>>34071513Don't try to have sex too quickly. It can trap you into a dependent relationship with child support. Even with birth control and abortion, you have no idea what your partner has in terms of STD's which can also be life altering.>>34071234Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>34077011By procreate I meant reproduce not cheap meaningless casual sex. But do lose your virg too so you can remove any weird ideas you're probably brought up with and brainwashed into regarding the sex and copulation
Imagine yourself as a young man, who works a minimum-wage dead-end job as a night security guard. The job is meaningless to your soul, but you still make enough to live by yourself quite very comfortably. You essentially get paid to do nothing--a very stress-free work life. You never went to college, because you don't care. You also don't give a fuck about advancing a career, to the dismay of your friends and family--in fact, your ex dumped you because your own existence was somehow okay with having no ambition.So, you watch anime at work, then go home to play video games. Your ownly 'productive' hobbies are drawing and working on your own video game. This makes you no money, and it never will, but it keeps you happy enough.Despite your meager earnings, you have enough money to take a mortgage on a humble house when combining your income with your girlfriend, who you love and want children with. Living like this, you will never really achieve anything, but it is a simple life.I live this life, and I am fine with it. Everyone around me hates it. Hates it that I don't care about participating in the rat race. Even my co-workers in the same job are flabbergasted that a young man such as myself isn't desperately trying to get out of this field of work.Is this really a bad life?
>>34070386USAI do not have the wherewithal to randomly take two weeks off work even if I had the money, to get a training, to maybe get a job, unfortunately.
>>34072900Hmm, well, due to the high turn-over rate in this field, some companies in my country actually hire you before you get licensed and basically pay you while you go through the training, which they pay for as well. Not sure about how it works in America, though.
>>34073273Interesting, I will look into it, thanks
>>34066136>works a minimum-wage dead-end job as a night security guardbro this is my dream job
>>34069408This is the main problem. Yes, it is a very comfortable and stress free life. But at the same time, are you going to not regret doing more with your life when you get older?It's the same thing with neeting. It is by definition pretty much the most comfortable life you could have. And for the first couple months and years, it may feel like you could live like this forever. But there's a reason you see many older neets despising their condition or just committing suicide. Because you traded any other opportunities for a life of comfort and stagnation. Ultimately, it's up to individual. There are some people who are genuinely happy living a relatively mundane, routine, and simple life for their entire lives. Other people aren't. You will have to just be honest to yourself.
why can't I seem to get over my girlfriend's past?It's not even that bad. In fact, I've had a wilder past than her. I don't care at all about the 2 bfs she had in the past. I don't care at all that she had sex with them. I for some inexplicable reason care about the first guy she gave a handjob to and about the guys she shared a kiss with on dates.I don't think about it all the time but when my mind is idle, it keeps going back to these horrible thoughts.Someone please help me
>>34076160I appreciate your reply. I haven't talked a out these feelings to any of my friends so it feels good to express it and hear your opinion.>It’d be one thing if your girlfriend was a slutWhat exactly qualifies as slut behavior? Is there a body count cutoff? What would you say is the average body count for a woman in her mid-twenties?I'm only asking so i can ground myself in reality.>I have intrusive thoughts too, I simply think about something else if they’re bothersome.Yeah I'm realizing that a lot of my suffering stems purely from my thoughts. Perhaps I should try mindfulness.I hope you don't mind my asking. I just need to talk to somebody clearheaded about this shit.
>>34076177I think the definition of slut is in the eye of the beholder. I wouldn’t consider a body count of anything less than 8 a slut for a girl that’s 25. I think in the current day girls have frequent opportunities to have sex and they’re also human and make mistakes. A slut is more than a girl who’s willing to have sex before being in love. A slut is a woman that bounces from one man to the next. Basically a woman that can’t be alone and gets all of her validation from sex, and has a very low standard for giving it out.Also I think you should consider that many men expect a kiss on the first date, and sometimes there’s an enormous amount of pressure to do so. I also wouldn’t consider kissing in a body count personally.Also I’m just a dude with my own life experience so take whatever I say with that perspective. I know there’s a lot of autists on this website that would hard disagree with everything I say.
>>34076209>wouldn’t consider kissing in a body count personallynta , so whatd be your definition of body count? isnt it always dick in pussy
>>34076239For me it’s fucking alone. A loose definition maybe is cumming with another person, or making another person cum. Any sort of contact other than that is absolutely not included in any body count.
>>34076125>Holy shit anon this is exactly it>I feel seen for the first time in months and months of these terrible thoughtsGlad I could be of some help>Idk if this makes any sense but maybe what also bothers me is the nagging thought that she was "easy" on dates. Idk how to navigate this thoughtIt’s because you care about her, clearly. And when you care about someone, particularly if it’s a girl you love, then you’ll always wince and feel complicated negative feelings whenever you learn of stories where she had been defiled or defiled herself. It’s common sense if you think about it, you care for her and you hear of the time someone didn’t care for her, only for sex, and it pisses you off and rightly so. >I’m a mess man and idk whyI don’t think you’re a mess, you just got feelings that are tangled into a mess. And the reason they are tangled is because you are trying to reconcile the past with the present, and the things in her past are irreconcilable because what’s done is done. So you end up thrown in a mental loop, your problem solving instinct kicks in but theres no solution to a problem that occurred before you showed up. So your mind will instead fear the future as a way to satisfy itself to give that sense of control over the difficult feeling of knowing what you know. Anyway I think if your GF told you all this transparently, its a sign she ain’t a crazy chick. I’ve unfortunately dated crazy cheating whores. All of them lie and never own up to a thing to keep themselves invisible. Your girl was at least honest. And if she treats you right and you can see she is serious about the relationship then just take comfort in that, because its real.
My lust died the second I wrote the average feminine nature on paper and stratified it according to its moral nature. I am now convinced that the only thing you are supposed to do as a soul, as a man is to wrestle your own flesh into submission, find God and develop a prosperous and altruistic relationship with our creator in order to escape this prison. 99% of women are half humans with no souls, everything they strive for and enjoy is ultimately evil in its nature. The very core of femininity is absolute evil that seeks to devour good men with the same glee and joy youd get from stomping out some dorky kids sand castle.Once I realized why women are the way they are, it's like I've finally been enlightened as to why hermit monks become hermits in the first place. It's all a lie, its all a joke. This planet is a prison, women are archons who genuinely don't give a fuck about anything but they have to pretend to have interests beyond themselves just so men dont become suspicious and notice the huge disparity in the nature of each gender. It's not a complimentary nature, it's completely one-sided and parasitic. The entire role of women is to entrap a mans life force and pull another soul onto this false reality incarnation trap. Thats all they were designed to do. Satan takes a hold of their hivemind vessels with comedic ease and no resistance. They are all beyond corrupt, they fall apart once a month and endure pain unless they fulfill their ill-natured task. There is nothing in this world worth striving for besides Gods love. There is absolutely NOTHING in this world that is worth your place in heaven.
>>34067348No
>>34067312I’ve met actual monks. They are both wise and humble. I’ve known priests, you know the celibate ones. Wise and humble men.This post firstly lacks humility. That’s true per se. I think this post also lacks wisdom. There are not only many great women in history but you are likely overlooking the great women in your own life, like say your mother or grandmother. Or maybe you’ve just lived a completely sheltered and frankly horrible existence and came to this conclusion.You seem to view women as if their only function is a romantic partner with a man, and not as what they are: humans. Your post contains no truth, only complete ignorance of the world you live in. Heaven is a place on Earth. You’re waiting for no reason.
>>34076224The Holy Church?
>>34076224Cope woman
>>34067312Unfortunately all of what you wrote is true. But at the same time, I don't know how you're supposed to navigate life when you know all of this. Women and sex are unfortunately the few things in my life that bring me some escape from how depressed I usually feel. Often times they make it worse but that's the nature of the drug.I honestly just don't know, I guess becoming a (pseudo) monk is the only logical conclusion, but at the same time a life without women or sex sounds depressing. Maybe you're supposed to just delude yourself and try not to stare into the abyss. I honestly don't know.
she cheated on me 2 years ago on the dot. No trouble moving on without an apology on her end, and I still think about it every day. Have developed massive intimacy and trust issues, haven't touched a woman since either.What do?
>>34076007>Have developed massive intimacy and trust issues, haven't touched a woman since either.Those issues were inside of you before the cheating. Your narrative is all fucked up.The paranoic who thinks his wife is cheating on him woth no evidence is pathological even if he's right.
>>34076007Do what men do and suck it up.
>>34076014>Bait used to be believable.
>>34076014>she cheated because you were so insecure she just had to
>>34076818God, this is now my excuse. Thanks, cuz imma be fuckin.
Recently, a friend of mine told me that he was at someone's house who had a 12 year old sister who was sitting with her best friend (about the same age) and both girls were laughing and having fun when playing a video game. He was sitting behind them watching and masturbating, and they were too immersed to notice. But then when he reached the point of climax, he put his dick on front of then and shot splooge all over both of them. They did NOT enjoy this all; the sister screamed and ran into her bedroom where she could be heard sobbing, while her friend left the house entirely in total humiliation. He said he loved doing that and would do it again if he could. What is the proper response here?
BaitCut off contact and act as if he never existed or interacted with you.Being a snitch is worse than being ucking Hitler
>>34075199Hitler was actually based though
>>34075470>Hitler was actually irredeemable stupid though
>>34074946>What is the proper response here?The proper response is to kick him as hard as you can in the balls. You do it until he goes and grovels and apology to those 2.Anything less then this is just you being a coward.
>>34074946Ask him to invite you to join next time he wants to do it
Is it even worth trying to pursue relationships with women when you're ugly? It feels like you're just setting yourself up for failure.
>>34072525well sure I think men and woman both tend to want more things out of a lover than just an attractive body or face.But I simply cannot imagine a theoretical woman wouldn't prefer a man like me but just more attractive physically.You see the stories all the time of couples slowly ending up in dead bedrooms and it mainly seems to me that its because the woman simply doesn't find the man attractive
Bump
>>34073889>well sure I think men and woman both tend to want more things out of a lover than just an attractive body or face.Yeah but for men a hot appearance is basically non-negotiable most of the time unless they are desperate. Personality and all that comes first. For women in my experience being charismatic/funny/whatever can be a substitute for being physically appealing.>You see the stories all the time of couples slowly ending up in dead bedrooms and it mainly seems to me that its because the woman simply doesn't find the man attractiveDead bedrooms are often a two-way street with many factors, having kids, diminishing sex drive, too much stress, wife getting fat, husband no longer putting in effort to be the cool, romantic guy she liked, etc, etc.
>>34063348No. Even if you're average you shouldn't bother either.
Why don't women ask men out?
>>34075992Yes
>>34073546yet again you are copingjust because it doesn't happen to (You) doesn’t mean it is just as rare as women who like pegging (which is also more common than you would think lol)natural coping mechanism I get ityou refuse the notion that some people get better treatment from women just because they were lucky to be born with more attractive looksbut by coping and lying to yourself you in fact are not helping yourselfit increases the chances of you falling for psyops like PUAs kr other redpill/masculinity gurus
>>34073760I mean obviously I’m kinda biased because to me they were both like 8-9/10 for me lol. but the first guy I asked out who rejected me was Indian descent, but didn’t really look Indian (had olive skin tone, blue eyes) he was like 5’3 and pretty chubby and had wavy hair that was a bit longer than shoulder length. I thought he was cute tho, he was really smart and liked tinkering. He was also a pyrotechnic which I find admirable Second guy who did accept was jewish, also had shoulder length hair, brown eyes, like 5’5, and broad shoulders and was fit. He was also really smart and could play bass so I found that really cool lol
>>34073714As opposed to our illustrious OP who literally wants to sit back out of cowardice and hope for the women to do all the work?Literal damsel in distress ass niggaz
>>34073714It's for the best. Women go apeshit when they get rejected. They can't even handle a guy not approaching them.
