pooners when they start testosterone be like : " DUDE IM SO FUCKING HORNY DUDE UHGHHHH IM SO HORNY I WANA FUCK MY FEMALE FRENS NOW DUDE IM INSANELY HORNY UGGGGHH UFFF IM SO HORNY" why do they do this ?? im ftm myself and I wouldn't say it made me so horny i want to masturbate or have sex every 5 seconds...
How old are you?I'm 24 and I've found my sex drive has decreased massively with ageI care a lot more about authentic human connection than sexI guess that comes with maturity itself though
>>42273421i dunno going from 750ng/dl to 3500ng/dl definitely turned me into a raging sexpest cismlet them have fun?
>>42273421Most poons start hrt around 18-19 so they're horny anyway, the T just unlocks it. I'm 26 on T and fap (maybe) twice a week.
>>42273459I'm 29 and I jack off twice a day. I'm not even some braindead gooner either, I do have a job and hobbies.
>>422734733500 oomfie r u ok
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>>42272978how long after how much of a dose is your E2 total at 300pmol
my E comes with medroxyprogesterone acetate is this considered safe?
>>42272690>homeless is better than getting stuck with experiencing you body destroy itselfIts objectively a worse deal bc then i cant get either hrt nor food or warmth and may risk physical injury.
>>42273698your body will irreversibly masclunize. a lot of people don't like that happening to them>>42273690like in the solution? short answer yes. its a synthetic metabolyte of p4 progesterone its completely safe and on paper has lower androgenic potential iirc.
>>42273715>your body will irreversibly masclunize. a lot of people don't like that happening to themAnd then they hate themselves and think about rm -rfing themselves unless they can escape lateshit honhood...
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>>42273663>is allergic to the scientific method and peer review research
>>42273668>>42273669>I have a FEMALE BRAIN according to these important studies you see, and that's why i wear little girl clothes and jerk off to children with my woman penis
>>42273677>still a victim to his own echo chamber
>>42273677That's agp and pedo stuffNot lgbt
>>42273677it’s too lateyou got caught lackin posting the /lgbt/ memewe know what you are
in the last few months I have been:>robbed>raped>gotten dumped from ltr>lost most friendsI have tried to find a drive forward but everything points to the same solution
>>42269399you are eventually going to die anyway so may as well have some chance of fun before you go
>>42269399Youve lost your safety net op, but the first thing ton do is cautiously re build one, if most of your friends can leave you then you need better friends Im personally lost at that first step but im trying to be a better person to rectify this who knows maybe someday we’ll stop hating ourselves
>>42271068>having been raped is something that can and will changeare you actually retarded? why would you say this?>>42271086keepin it real among the hollow baseless hopeposts
>>42271451Were the friends and partner helping?
>>42273060are you asking me (OP) or the anon you replied to? my friends had different attitudes, some tried to parent me and ended up being really abusive but most understood the best they could do is support me in recovery. my partner was originally genuinely spending perhaps too much of her own sanity trying to lend a hand but towards the end I became too much of a burden and she gave up on me. I can't really fault her and I still love her for all the good she did for me but I also understand that partners cannot be expected to deal with my problems.none of this gives me any hopes for the future, even if I got over her, I understand that I shouldn't subject someone else to this. similarly I understand that friends can't really do much for me either, I am the only one who can get through it and it all feels a lifetime away.I logically arrived at the conclusion that there is little hope for a happy future and I decided it's not worth it to keep going.
genuinely... life would be so much better for each of you if you got off of 4chan. I used 4chan for years and lurked here for a while when I was first coming out of the closet but a few years ago when i got a boyfriend it felt like i had to hide this from him and I like made a confession a year into us dating. he convinced me to leave my life is so much better without it. I have a boyfriend and a career and I get to go to punk shows and I even got rid of my smartphone and got a flip phone instead. i swear it'd be so good for your mental health and self image to not read people arguing all the time and using nasty slurs normal people have never even heard of. I love all of the queer anons on here... get on tumblr or something at least i'm beggin gyou. the world is not as cruel as you think. also the captchas are insane now lol
i'm bumping this so people can make fun of it
>>42270371I agree but as a stealth permamanmoder this is really the only space where I can reasonably interact with trannyism
i love tumblr but it's hard to replace this dumpster fire with it bc it does not facilitate the same kinds of discussions. eg /sig/ and /vtg/ are really great high-effort generals with extremely genuine and thoughtful posters...but how would you even do something like that on tumblr? i think there is value to this board as long as you are conscientious.defo recommend tumblr though i follow exclusively marine life, bug, and stuffed animal blogs and my feed is awesome lol. also no algorithm so after i have seen everything new in five minutes i can close the app contentedly
>>42270371i actually really like the idea of getting a flip phone, thanks anon i hope you keep living your best life
>>42270371I can't. By anyone else's standards I have a complete normalfag life, I'm a stealth tranner with a great career and great friends, just no bf/gf. But I'm addicted to this place. I've been here since I was 15. Longer than any friend I have. Last year I stayed away for months and then relapsed. I've accepted that you're here forever.
I hate my body, my 3 sisters are so pretty, i genuinely feel embarrased when we go out together because they're already pretty without makeup but with makeup they're gorgeous and stunning while i'm the ugliest chud you can find.
there is literally nothing wrong with being male or having a male body
>>42272669that's not my point, my point is i would be pretty and had tons of simps if i had been a girl instead of an ugly chopped chudcel. Chads in school mocked me and called me gargamel
>>42272687Should’ve asked them if they wanted to fuck
>>42272664feels like mei have 3 sistersand gender wise My whole family tree is mostly womanmy mom (mexican) has 9 sistersmy dads (guatemalan) mom (grandma) had 5 sisters no brothers at all.my did dad did have 1 brother but that was it. Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42272687gargamel is based af and goals though
day 8 of begging for a transbian girlfriend, Im 18 (19 soon), starting hrt soon, mtf, and live in the southern USIm currently in college and my current interests are history, music, and videogames
Im 20smth on hrt and live in east EUIm currently a neet and my interests are boring
>>42267958woah where in the southern us? im there too!
>>42267958same but Australia and trapped with my crappy family need someone to save me so i can continue HRT without being shouted at for being a good for nothing autistic tranny
>>42272077hope it gets better nona
>>42267958if i agree to one (1) date will you start hrt
How is this for 3.5 years?
>>42273368How could you even be interested ? You're pixels on the internet. I'm just complimenting you don't sweat it
>>42273368You got it!
mogs me 100%wish i had a waist like that and tummyexcept im brown :(
>>42273555Well its just a sharty troll and not a real poster, so i wouldnt judge yourself based on it.
>>42273555Chaca you're perfect and beautiful, don't compare yourself to this harlequin
I wish I looked like this
>>42273583i wish i looked like this
>>42273583>>42273612Would you strut your sissy stuff all around town if you looked like that?
>>42273623i would suck the cocks of men and women and also eat the pussies of men and women
>>42273623Dude what...
MTF's with anger issues did they improve after HRT or did they somehow get worse?
>>42272998>Completely fictional conversations with completely fictional people had entirely in my head just to be angry about for a day or two.Holy shit this is me
>>42272093would totally hit ngl
>>42273190Yeah you've got an anxiety disorder. Your body is so used to being in danger mode that it's telling your brain to figure out what the danger is and get mad at it. Your brain goes through the list of most threatening to least threatening and "my imaginary friend with dumb opinions" is bottom of the list, but it gets there eventually. Changing your hormones will do two things:1. All of your anger is going to turn to fear, you're going to be nervous about everything all the time. I couldn't believe anyone actually liked me for like 6 months, because just paranoia all the time. 2. You're going have space to actually deal with your anxiety disorder as your body is going to get used to being out of rage mode. It takes work, it wont just happen on it's own, but it is sooooooooooooo much easier without testosterone trying to conquer the world.
It goes away with age
>>42273470im 24 when does it go away
In 2026 I will detrans, hit the gym and then become the best chaser ever
no dont detransition ur so sexy noo
>>42273422I realized I’m just agamp, I confused my love of cute trannies for thinking I was one, really I was meant to be a cool tough man
>>42273408yeah i finally realized that i actually am handsome and i like that so i will join you
>>42273465This makes me kinda sad idk why maybe i just don’t really believe all that stuff but idk it just seems so wrong but you do you anon i hope you find the girl of your dreams
>>42273465> really I was meant to be a cool tough manPdffttt hahahahah you guys are hilarious tonight. See you all tomarrow!
>Be me, 19 year old uni mtf, 3 months on hrt.>Taking the train back from my night class>Get a grindr ping from another trans woman. She's 30, and dominant>Probably too old but we hit it off, so I agree to go to her hotel after I shower>Roomate asks if he can shower before me and I'm too scared to say no>I finally get ready>Even wear some makeup>Kinda happy with how I look for once>Tell her I'm ready>Nothing>She never responds>Sad but now I'm horny as fuck>Pretty much just respond to anyone who messages me since I'm desperate>26 year old dude eventually picks me up, and I give him head in his car>His dick was big, but the skin on the tip was dry, which means he probably dosnt take care of himselfComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
Go to the hospital right now and get PEPYou do not need to risk itGo to ERsay you migjt have been exposed to HIVthey will give you PEP TONIGHTNOWIt's free, it's discrete. Fucking GOYou do not want to risk getting HIVt. Negative and staying that way
>>42273593Even though it's embarrassing you really should do this to minimize risk.
i'm mtf nb (basically want a feminine body but don't care much for looking like a woman) but a lot of other trans people are weirdly strict about these things, like on here or on dating apps. i'm kind of an unusual case in the sense that i transitioned because i wanted to basically be a better aging version of me but most people go though this whole process to become a woman, specifically. am i like- unusual in this? i don't really bother with voice training and i have relatively shorter hair because long hair is uncomfortable and distracting. i've only met one other person like this.
>>42270831I’m similar but instead of aging I do have mild dysphoria and extreme dysmorphia. I want to be androgynous with a strong fem bias physically (basically a chubby and somewhat clocky but attractive transwoman with long emo hair) but I hate dresses, heavy makeup, and socializing as a woman. Instead I essentially socialize as a very cutesy bratty gay with emo/grunge fits and an uppitched emo teen gay voice. Would not present any other way desu
>>42270831kinda just sounds like a healthier mental relationship w yourself and being reasonable. maybe that is unusual but certainly not bad
>>42271627well i dunno..i, for example, am also nonbinary. but the whole reason i transitioned was because of dysphoria. i want to be female. my being a woman is itself entirely incidental to my being (ostensibly) female. i don't tell people i'm nonbinary because there's no point, but i still am, internally, anyways. while i am "genderless", the impetus for my transitioning was the same as it is for, like, probably 99% of mtfs, whereas you are different in that it was not about womanhood or femaleness at all. that is the distinction i am trying to make.>i think theres a lot of transwomen who essentially see themselves as feminized boys but would tell anyone who asked they were a woman.you are describing someone like you? i think these people definitely exist, but if you are being told by people>this is what it means to be transgender>this is how it works>you can't be nonbinaryetc, i think those people most likely do not see themselves as NOT women, you know? or at least do not aspire to not be women.so, yes, i do think there are mtfs who turn out like you, they are still distinctly different groups: those who care, ultimately, about their apparent femaleness, and those who do not. like i said, you are essentially not even mtf. the only reason you have that interpellation is due to your use of hormones. the goal of such use for you is not (necessarily) a desire to be a woman or female at all, if i understand correctly. i think that the presence of at least one of those two things constitutes a totally separate group from the group which takes hormones just to be feminine, but without any initial or ultimate goal to transition at all.
This is me. I wish I did this younger rather than thinking I wasn't trans enough.
>>42272947i transitioned because of dysphoria but i dont want to be a female. it doesnt make sense to me to want to be something that i literally cant be. its not that i would if i could, i jsut dont think it makes sense to me that way. in my opinion all trans people are literally nonbinary in the sense that your gender is partial. whatever people chose to call themselves in their head is up to them but ultimately its all just variations on the same thing, im more like a trans woman than i am like a man so make of that whatever
Anons I started transitioning when I was 15. I didn't present until much later but this girl always bullied me and called me slurs and said some super mean shit that no one needs to hear. Anyway, she reached out to me on social media and I was hesitant to add her but I did and she said that she's sorry for what she had done to me and that she did the things she did because she was raised in a religious household and blah blah blah etc etc etc. I didn't respond to her yet and I don't want too just yet either. I wanna hear what people think about this. I feel like there's more to it.
>>42269709>I was bullied physically to the point i was left with a broken rib and arm in two places one day after schoolOh no what happened? If you don't mind telling it
>>42269820This guy basically waited for me near footbridge that is on my way home from school with his brother who was a senior and 2 others and I got fag bashed basically, got punched and fell to the ground and don’t remember anything from there woke up in a lot of pain and a class mate trying to help me get up and find an adult to help and went to hospital when someone did come as my arm was really fucked up. My bully got a suspension that’s it and his brother received nothing, the other two I have no idea. Didn’t matter as my parents moved me to a private school after how the school handled it.
>>42267907how tall are you? also same i got hrt at 15 : O
>>42272102I transitioned at 14 and I'm 5'7" T_T
>>42269698God speed friend. Don't look back
Ethnic trans girls deserve white nerdy bfs as reparations for our suffering
>>42273072>>42271186 Not really and It has been half a decade. I used to be rlly optimist abt it but now i feel physically ill from thinking about it and making everyone else deal with it. Some random girl brought me a dress from a thrift shop and wanted to do my stuff and i was like wtf is this advanced bullying is she trying to be nice is she into drag is it a challenge my frame is so hefty i feel like the proprioception from being in my preferred body would kill me from information overload cus it'd be so different and now im nearing mid 20s and it's like lol there goes ur youth >>42273061As a kid i was a mute but now im not and I don't know how im usually the one saying the most stuff because I feel like im trying to stop myself from talking a lot. My destiny is to be the quiet tranny at family gatherings i feel like that might be an emerging archetype
>>42273135You pass in the picture if that‘s you
>>42268323would hit ngl
>>42268323hi I'm a nerdy white guy and I'd like an ethnic trans girlfriend. what kind of ethnic are you?
Poon here, currently looking for a tall nerd bf
