smart editionqott: are u smart?prev: >>42140263
>>42149055pervert
>>42149055i already told you my routine dummy
>>42148239i’m both not the girl you’re mad at and not the girl you were arguing on the thread lol
>>42148899are you a manmoder? it doesn’t sound like you are
>>42149344i'm a visual learner
Gay sex edition>QOTT: Have you ever had gay sex?>QOTT2: Did you enjoy it?>QOTT3: If not, why?Last thread: >>42106130
>>42148721that sucks but that doesn't make this mmg2. if you want mmg2 then one of you should make it>>42148975>forcefemming melmaoan impossible task unfortunately
any of you fuck with herbal AAs? Ive heard from cis women that green tea and spearmint helps with PCOS and hirsuitism but you gotta do like 4 cups a day. ive been doing that with like 3-4 full springs in each cup and i think it works at least a bit for maintenance. old lady on youtube says she blends like a whole bundle and drinks the leaves and it like blasted her armhair in under a month i probably also have low T anyway but maybe this can help copemaxxers
I hate being agp so much its unrealit genuinely feels like some sick curse inflicted upon me by a demonif I could get surgery or shock therapy to remove it I would instead of trooning
I haven't had the chance to drink in like 5 days this sucks
>>42144666dumb edition more like>QOTT1:yeah a lot>QOTT2:yeah, its the only moment i can express myself femininely and keep the troon thoughts at bay.
We stop and observe the logical evolution of the specimen.
>>42146897Yeah I have pretty prominent scars (previously hypertrophic though they've flattened now) but the skin is basically perfect, it's not and was never saggy or loose anywhere, my surgeon did a great job with the shape of my chest
>>42146618always a transmasc
he's so interesting i don't think i've ever seen a person that looks like this before
imagine throwing away being born female, the greatest gift on earth, to end up like that
>>42146606Why do you save ugly people to your devices?
a sneak passgen before new years.Passoids only
>>42149204Fitting dress for such a pretty girl
>>42146267I’m back motherfuckers>>42148723You don’t pass right now at all but in some weird subconscious way I genuinely think you could. Something in the face is working. Fix your hair and clothes and keep at it I guess? Also consider breast implants.>>42148847To me, you pass, but it seems highly angle-specific. I could be wrong. Also where are your boobs.>>42149204You unambiguously pass in this photo, but the massive chest and shoulder tattoos are dangerously clocky to me—they look like man tattoos. Your arm tattoo says “woman” to me, at least. You are the least in need of it across the thread, but I still think you would pass better with bigger tits.
>>42145728Cute.
>>42145916Would smash into a sweaty moaning kinder
>>42149204Babe is LIVING the AGP dream omg.
im such a gigahon i will never be a wo-wait a minute, im a man
>talking to guy on discord >has a nice personality so i assume he'll look decent (retarded i know)>shows me what he looks like after a few hours>4/10 balding ugly pectus excavatum freak with a shrimp cock that looks deformed>panic and delete my discord account (was a burner anyway)>don't even send a final messagei used to be pretty ugly myself but he was unpleasant to even look at, like i wouldn't want him as my waiter at a restaurant or something.i feel bad because i used to be incel before realizing i was gay but holy shit most men are so ugly it's insane and no he didnt give me money or anything
>>42149245I’m an incredibly lonely fuck and clean bedsheets are worth it, I really like them, and taking big leaks, it’s worth it to keep living even for just the little lovely parts.Also there’s no way to kill yourself without hurting your family, going to another city would probably stress them out more, they’d have to identify your body, just don’t kill yourself, maybe seek mental help like a psych or a therapist, I haven’t been that successful in that regard but I’ve been helped enough to stumble into a life that’s worth living on its own just for little material comforts and being able to love my family, with a lot more room for growth and self actualization, especially if I get my job back, being unemployed feels miserable to me.
>>42148553try sending me money and see if i account delete
>>42149314Im autistic, not retarded
>>42147591bpd sirens(you) deserve to burn like witches.>>42147632you are clearly a bad person, so according to "physiognomy" you must be butt ugly too.
>>42149282Its possible, I mean there’s clothes, makeup, exercise, body care, and plastic surgery if you’re really that upset, it’s possible to look good, I like seeing people who put effort into how they look and really self actuality their appearance, whether that’s a real fat old guy in one of those straw fedoras and a lovely flower shirt, or someone who looks grungy with a lot of piercings and shit, its very possible to look good, especially if you’re able to save up money, or spend time on yourself.
Why are transphobic people also pro-Israel?
https://voca.ro/1eDnr4nMOviY
>>42147741>We weren't racially profiling arabs before 9/11 idiot. Nobody cared about Arabs. The big deal was Timothy McVey and ex-soviet whatevers from Tom Clancy novels.That's untrue, Arabs were a terrorist stereotype long before 9/11. For good reason. Arabs have been committing terrorism in America and around the world for a long time.I forgive you for not being aware that racial profiling of Arabs in airports was a live issue before 9/11, because nobody's going to tell you. https://debates.org/voter-education/debate-transcripts/october-11-2000-debate-transcript/>BUSH: And secondly, there is other forms of racial profiling that goes on in America. Arab-Americans are racially profiled in what’s called secret evidence. People are stopped, and we got to do something about that. My friend, Senator Spencer Abraham of Michigan, is pushing a law to make sure that, you know, Arab-Americans are treated with respect.>BUSH: So racial profiling isn’t just an issue at the local police forces. It’s an issue throughout our society. And as we become a diverse society, we’re going to have to deal with it more and more.>BUSH: I believe though — I believe, sure as I’m sitting here, that most Americans really care. They’re tolerant people. They’re good, tolerant people. It’s the very few that create most of the crisis. And we just happen to have to find them and deal with them.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42147016the intersection of conservatism with christian accelerationism and zionism is an interesting one considering the GOP is also the party of american nazisbut it all boils down to evangelicals believing moving more jews to israel will trigger the rapturesince evangelicals still make up the largest % of the GOP base the GOP caters to them
i do not care about the jews or anyone but me, i am selfish and hedonistic
>>42147707>>42147741you guys he probably just deleted it or clipped that part out using the editor tool.next youre gonna tell me hontra didnt have a fucking ton of videos of her as a twink in a bathtub with oiled up muscular men photos and they danced around in a banana costume or matt walsh doesnt have a video of him making his intern lick the inside of a dumpster and himself playing with diaper baby versions of himself and watching a bunch of morbidly obese men with nazi tattoos wrestle in adult diapers while he cheers them on.This shit all existed. Its just been wiped clean.
old me>normal looking>twinkish & strong>maybe slightly short>nice, a little autistic>complete failure at attracting chubby girlsnew me>aap shotacon detrans>female passing>self deprecating degen bpd freak>intense autist & age regressor>fat girls want to peg me and let me breed themHOW is this an upgrade
>>42146648women actually like me now and you want me to toss that away because i cant impress boys at the gym ??? anon youre actually the most stupid person ever
>>42147019>aap shotacon>bpd freak>age regressorIf I met you in real life I would put you out of your misery, but since you don't exist I can only pity you. Also actual mindbroken pussyslave retard reasoning at the root of the issue, but I think you'd sooner kill yourself than forget fat chicks so I won't even try to change your mind(I despise you but I hope you are well, even though you aren't)
>>42145279get a job
>>42148845language!
>>42147104why do you hate me
HRTGen: Neon Captcha Evangelion EditionPrevious >>n/aSorry, I'm not the usual poster but it's been dead for nearly a week now. • Help, advice, guidance on meds and dosages• HRT related medical experiences and research• Availability and pricing of medications• Rational and scientific discussionSee following post for a pharmacy list.Survey: https://1drv.ms/xs/s!AudRJceTA5C9c2G5lCV2Avq0kQ0▶ Survey data: https://1drv.ms/x/s!AudRJceTA5C9cyIWo6_X14AvHyM▶ HRTGen Data Analysis: https://1drv.ms/f/s!AudRJceTA5C9gRLLWnbpdzlIxe4r▶ HRT Info Sheets: https://1drv.ms/f/s!AudRJceTA5C9gQnyM7wxZcBGWRzWComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42143653dumbass
>>42143657omfg w-whats your discord??
bvmp
>>42047951Love to see HRTGen still going strong
>>42140466>pure hon science on my end thonah that sounds reasonable>gaslight themselves into thinking they're lowim pretty good at noticing even slight changes will definitely notice an increase in migraine frequency im gonna take it slow and keep records im just slightly concerned because with drugs depending on the class im a lightweight but also or because of fast metabolism and my tolerance resets in like a day speaking of does anyone do like 5/6 day cycle with EEn? ive heard of 10 and that sounds like a bad idea. not even sure how you would dial that in traditional medicine if you arent doing a new blood test every day of the week. what kind of things effect the half life of fat soluble esters or is it more generally stabilized? it doesn't go through your liver right so metabolism shouldnt matter?
Christmas Edition II: The Reckoningprevious: >>41869583 >>42044782 (Fell off the catalog)Goal of the thread: Food and cooking is a core pillar of self care. It is self expression, sustenance, social interaction. Enjoy a homecooked meal from fresh ingredients, with others, if you can.Daily goals can be repeated. Remember to keep score, it can only go up!>What is this thread for?Getting better is hard, and sucks. A lot. It does not get easier doing it alone.Share resources and experiences with combating depression, anxiety, personal issues, achieving or maintaining a healthy weight, etc.>Why is this thread /lgbt/?Struggles with mental and physical health are an indisputable part of /lgbt/ life, be it from dysphoria, social pressure, heartbreak, or just unfortunate lifestyle choices.>Notes to consider:Please be civil. Shame is your greatest enemy in fighting urges of self abuse (be it sh, drugs, or just self deprecation). Relapsing into bad and unhealthy habits is to be expected, the goal is to increase the average amount of time it takes between relapses. Any improvement is a victory no matter how small. Your worth and right to get better are non-negotiable. And most importantly:WE ARE NOT THERAPISTS, WE DON'T REPLACE MEDICATION>Note on adviceComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
how can I structure my life better as a perpetually tired, depressed af, and usually stoned NEET who has nothing but time? ive got various goals; keep up my skincare/hair care, clean regularly, start exercising so i can build my ass & core, and meal prep. sometimes i feel this allure to spend my very limited funds on <xyz> device that'll totally solve my issues but they rarely work. a really nice waterpik so i brush regularly, salon grade hair products to encourage me to actually keep up on my hygiene, exercise mats bc my floor is old hard carpet, a timed locking box to help moderate my weed, i could go on. but all of these things didnt really solve this stunlock i get of endlessly scrolling through this board or twitter or youtube. i also sleep terribly and get maybe 4 hours a night, largely bc of reflux from my weed usage. i have substantially reduced the amount i use lately; from up to a half gram of wax a day to maybe an eighth, which has noticeably lowered my tolerance. but i cant give it up entirely bc i need it to cope.
bump!
updates tomorrow
Spending like 250-300 buckaroos equivalent per month on wegovy to lose weight. I realize that health is an investment in and of itself, but it feels bad every time i go purchase another needle.Doesn't help that it doesnt really feel like it has changed my weight much despite definitely feeling a lesser apettite (I havent weighed myself in a while though)
>>42133552>I hope you are having lovely time between the years as well! I never figured out what to call you, Anon. Would you prefer if I kept calling you just that?i'm spending time with my parents and friends back home, it's been really fun! been drinking and smoking a bit :3 (gonna lock back in when the usual semester starts)i never really thought about a name i can use here, i guess anon works i will come up with smth eventually :D
Why don't you just self-pay for your transition, like trannies used to do? Why don't you get a job, or a better job? Why are you a neet?Society doesn't owe you a sex change. It doesn't owe you pronouns. It doesn't owe you fumbling around in your boymoder hoodie while you "find yourself."
>>42147640800 x $10 for blowjob is 8k for tits
>>42147805>It was more expensive than today but not THAT expensive. A normal job paying the median wage was more than enough to sustain it.trans people work shittier jobs with less security. overwhelmingly. add in being multiple kinds of minority (trans and black, for instance) and it gets harder and harder. there weren't employment protections.anyway, regardless, what the fuck. of course medical care should be paid for by the taxpayer. trans people are also taxpayers anyway, so acting like it's a gift from other people, cis people, is misleading. I want to pay taxes for people to get sex changes. I want to live in a civilized society.
>>42148911>trans people are also taxpayers anywayNot if they're working shittier jobs
>>42147640Because I'm a 5'3 gay black tranny and everywhere I go for an internet the interviewer is a white cishettie that's looking at me crazy from across the table... The one time a job hired me post transition they lied about the pay so I was making about $9 an hour. I don't think you're supposed to survive AND pay for surgery if you're making $9-$10/hr.
>>42147640I was making over 100k after working my way up from a warehouse job to corporate but then I became schizophrenic and lost the job, all my money, and went to jail. Now I can't focus on anything because of it.
what does it say about me that i now own 30+ dolls all bought within the last year as a 35 year old man?for further context, it has nothing to do with sex and i also have bought plenty of women's clothes tooi have no desire to transtion or live as a women but all this makes me feel good, in my mind it's cause it feels nice to defy societally norms around gender and embrace a life i could never have lived growing up it makes me feel like more of a well rounded person even though to the outside world it would make me look like more of a fucking weird than i already have been seen as for being socially anxious
>>42146144I mean you can just enjoy collecting something anon it doesnt have to mean your trans. Thay being said that reclaiming childhood line you put in this is interesting. Could you expand on that?
>>42146172just owning things that i was always told i shouldn't be interested in owning as a boy, i honestly wasen't even into dolls as a kid either but i wonder how much of that was social programming rather than my own choice
bump, i want further discussion
>>42146192I think that this is perfectly healthy. I went through a period of reconciling childhood trauma in my mid 20s and I treated myself with toys during this time. I was thrown into adulthood quickly and brutally because I lost a parent, and then I became homeless, so I felt like owning anything without purpose was a waste. I feel like buying toys helped me feel like I was living again. It's okay to sometimes just invest in things that make you happy. I know it's a different kind of problem, but I felt self conscious, too. If it makes you happy and you aren't going totally overboard OP, I think it's fine.
i just wanted to be a girl since i was little. i've read agp hsts but idk if those make sense to me. i've had ffs and cds and pass fine. i want bottom surgery badly but whenever i research it i always feel disappointed. i've done total hair removal and everything but still haven't found the right technique i think? anyway i've been on hormones more years now than i haven't. pass so transition worked. but i still don't understand why i transitioned sometimes. it's hard to remember what testosterone was like. anyone else like this why did you transition.
>>42144214too much anime
>>42144214Gender incongruence. What are called males forms tend to invoke a dysphoric response in me. While more feminine ones tend to alleviate that or sometimes cause a euphoric feeling. There's many inhuman and odd forms I'm interested in, that may map to what ever this gender thing in my head is. But technologically we aren't there and being an enby on E is comfy enough to live for now.
>>42144214A few different things- I have an abusive father and mutilating his genetic legacy and the ideal image of male youth feels like revolt against the patriarchal culture he's in hock with- I was handsome as a young man and a little AAP with it but I also didn't like how male ageing was slowly twisting me out of shape into something more brute so I felt like ripping the bandaid off in one go and sacrificing that person completely by turning myself toward an entirely different path beyond close comparison- It feels like a commitment to a path of aesthetic exuberance over one of functionality, which dovetails nicely with my philosophical/cosmological beliefs- I like (some) transfeminine aesthetics, the clocky-but-hot thing, and read a lot of Mishima in my teens so the idea of using my body as the raw material to cultivate a living work of art appealed to me whilst fulfilling the above- It wasn't what I had in mind when I started, but in practice I am sexually enraptured by my breasts, my soft skin, the ache of my prostate, my full lips, touching myself now fills me with a deeper and fuller passion than the sharp animal lust of arousal-on-testosterone ever afforded meI have not told the NHS GIC I am enrolled at any of thisI did also use to steal my mother's dresses when she was doing laundry when I was ~5 years old, so there may yet have been some biological predisposition in my blood toward gender non-conforming behaviourt. 10 years HRT
>>42144214agp is when you wanted to be a girlhsts is when you wanted to be a boy but ended up a girl
>>42144214the goddess guiding spirit possessed me, and it told me if i didn't transition it would kill me. so, to not anger the goddess and the spirit i transitioned... thats the short version of the story ofc.
Transwomen do you like getting spoiled, treated like precious princesses, and just generally getting taken care of?
>>42149071I would, but I keep getting overly invested in unequal relationships cause when somebody is emotionally unavailable or otherwise distant it tricks my brain into seeing their affection as more valuable
>>42149071Only if the guy earns like $500k or more
>>42149071princess treatment is mandatory
>>42149071yes but it must be balanced by treating me like trash, picrelalso id rather be called a tranny than a "transwoman"
>>42149071I want him to call me a stupid boy who lost my dick
I'm sad that women have decided to start a war against menThankfully i'm bisexualI guess i'll become gay instead
women are horrible people who cause suffering wherever they go
The matriarchy cannot win. We will achieve victory eventually, no matter the odds.Generations of oppression cannotbe undone, but they can be ended.
>>42145828I hope you are right!
it's sad that i can't pick or understand any side of the gender war narrative because i literally don't interact with women in any manner. is there a name for this evolution of inceldom?
>>42149290MGTOW
