>hrt at 19
>>45168874i started just after turning 20 am i fucked chat
>>45169054I felt like I was fucked starting late into 18, but >22 is ideal, you weren’t late at all
>>45168874I started recently at 29 and accept I am gross, evil, bad, not worthy of love or acceptance, not wanted ever, an estrogenated man, a borderline basedjak manmoder for life, a crude science experiment, never to be cute, destined to be seen as a frail strange man, only ever desirable as a GAMP fetish object, whose appearance could possibly used as a way to evoke disgust toward trans people in general, sniveling and weepy and pathetic due to estrogen within what is expected to be a man, a living breathing optics nuke even without sneedisms and honfidence, a lumbering lanky 6ft male with ribs visible through my skin and shoulders broad despite being rail thin, with a patchy hairline that will likely go Benjamin Franklin even if I had 0 testosterone left in my body, AGP curls, with a complimenting forehead and brow bone not out of place on an archaic hominid (Homo honis), a bulbous masculine nose, a chadly chin that would instill fear and dominance if repurposed toward male looksmaxxing culture, hobbit-like feet excentuated by my narrow calves, weird long hands befitting a necromancer, and zero confidence or remaining energy to ever try and present as a woman in any manner.
>>45168874Started shortly before 20 award
How can gay guys genuinely claim to be morally superior to trannies when they do shit like this? Most trans women on here are too scared to even use a women's bathroom, yet these homos are busting loads in public showers.
>>45167637They are evolutionarily programmed not to because of pregnancy risk.This is really simple to understand honestly.
>>45167621yes?? i think it’s kinda common sense that risking being seen is much less impactful than wearing someone else’s clothes and cumming in them, jesus christ
>>45168849who asked? that's right, nobody.
>>45167593Hot
>>45167586men were made to explore bodies the locker room is just an aphrodisiac enabling imagination
At 6ft, even if every other aspect of your transition is a success, you'll still just end up being a 6ft woman, which is a struggle on its own, even if they think you're AFAB. I lucked out on hips and ribcage, got FFS, my voice still needs some work but it's passable most of the time. I live in a conservative-ish area but apparently newly met people assume I'm a woman. However, I come to realize that no matter how good I can pass, my height will always be something I won't be ever able to forget about. Small women look like children to me, interaction with them can be so awkward sometimes. I know most men wouldn't want me just bc of my height, even if I was perfectly cispassing. Those who would want me probably expect me to be a domme. I'm anxious all the time about my body being too big and taking up too much space, especially bc I have those faggy autistic fidgety mannerisms. I should probably just keep larping as a tall cis woman, but actually I don't even relate to the typical tall AFAB experience. One thing I realized about tall AFABs is that they have been already tall as preschool kids, otentimes taller than every other kid in my class. As for me, I actually was shorter than most of my female friends when I was 10, I just had a growth spurt at 14 and at first didn't even realize that I've grown taller than every female I know. I'm still not used to this.Of all the things that matter in life, one's height is the most stupid. No wonder there is no height customization feature in unmodded sims.
>>45168449
>>45168462Yes, I care about the white race and regularly report pedophiles to various government agencies. Anymore questions?
>>45168080i'm neither a youngshit nor a passoid, maybe a semipassoid at best
>>45162941So be a man
>>45169795ew
They're banning trans people from the internet>your ID is invalid, please reapply for an ID consistent with your biological sex at chromosome birth immutable
>>45166822This is the result of Kemi Badenoch lobbying in the Lords. She hates trans people self IDing online.>>45167326True Fararage and GBNews are against it. If you can unite temporarily with the right on this you may be able to stop them.https://x.com/GBNEWS/status/2115971638273458259
>>45169679The fuck does "self IDing online" mean? Do they want everyone to use their legal name on social media o algo?
The UK basically seems like an alternate reality America if it was run exclusively by upper middle class wine moms. The social order seems to be based around banning things that a wine mom wouldn't like, like trannies, guns, knives and people being allowed to disagree with her online
>>45167326>>45166822>>45167202No one cares about your authoritarian leftist shithole, go back to europe and stay there FAGGOT
>>45169782Eww don't push the britoids on us they're their own breed
Nonas I'm upset, I braved the outside and forced my shut-in ass down to the doctor today and asked for a prescription for progesterone. It's an lgbt practice and all the doctors there used to be gay and chill but I never had this doctor before. I told him I've been on hrt for 2 1/2 years and could I have some progesterone please, and he said>No.In a big city in Germany, at an lgbt doctor, and I was paying cash and not going through insurance, and the guy wouldn't give it to me, he said I have to go to an endocrinologist to get it.ChatGPT assured me it would be no problem and now I'm really sad because I wanted bigger boobs and I was really excited to finally start prog.This asshole doctor wouldn't even give me tretinoin for my skin, he said I'd have to go to a dermatologist. He gave me cialis no problem though. Is this a hate crime, should I call the FBI?Posting here because there's no /hrtgen/ and I don't know how to bake.
>>45169629I hate the doctors here so much. I'll probably die from something preventable because talking to them is always such a pointless and disrespectful experience from start to finish
>>45169677Yeah I was lucky my previous doc was young and chill, the guy from today looked just like this, except even balder. He wasn't even gay.
>>45168327You when being a fool
>>45169711sorry that happened. crying and shaking rn
>>45168366I've cycled mine almost the entire time it was prescribed.>>45168424Oral progesterone has *terrible* bio-availability. It was always known to be poorly absorbed but it turns out even the initial estimates over-estimated its bio-availability by a factor of like 8. The metabolites generated in supraphysiological levels by first pass metabolism cross-react substantially with progesterone immunoassays. To even measure it in blood accurately you need LC/MS.Oral progesterone is insufficient to prevent endometrial hyperplasia (not that that's relevant to us), because it's basically a placebo.Rectal administration results in dramatically higher progesterone levels for the same dose.
My bf took all my FFS money that he saved up for me and bought an LG OLED tv
>>45168007It's beautiful.T. LG C5 owner
>>45166946okay well its HER butthole which HE is not entitled too anymore I guess
>>45168415A butthole aint worth no damn OLED tv
>>45168761How down bad am I if I’d give up my oled monitor and computer to get a bf with a big dick who loves me (or just likes my body honestly that’s fine too)
>>45166208So smash itHow can u pass if u dont do this
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO WE'RE OLD
>>45169469yeah it's rough, i had a close cis friend who left her husband at 38 and spent the next three years on the apps going on dates with so many different guys before she eventually met a great guy who was also separated and they live together now. some of the men she went out with in that time were total weirdos though and they all did a good job of hiding it at first. one lied about his age, another was a weird sadist type guy who later got caught being a nonce, another seemed nice at first but then turned out to be an emotionally abusive BPD piece of shit, etc. i'm just so glad she found a good one eventually but she almost gave up more than once.
>>45169513I think it's a pretty good rule of thumb if a guy isn't locked down by 35 there's probably something seriously wrong with him. That goes double for the type of guys that go after us, there's no way to collect hard data but atleast half of them have to be reppers that'll troon out on you after a year. It's a shame too men in their 40's are so hot but if he's leftover there's probably a reason why
>>45169542>he's unwed!!YeahBecause women got uppity and men just stopped dating
>>45169730See what I mean, like this one
>>45166851I'm a 36 yo gigalateshit and live with my parents. (I do have a six figure job tho)
>can't afford hrt>other trannies say find chasers>chasers don't want my moid bodyfml
lol
>>45165458american?
>>45168607ya
rope time
>>45165511steal shit from house parties and pawn it
This is how I want to wake up every morning despite being a cis moid.
>>45166062me two
>>45167386me three
>>45166062im a cis m*id and i dont want to wake up at all
>>45166062>fag
I'm around 4 months on 6mg of EEn and I feel anhedonic, low libido, and mentally disorganized. Has anyone else experienced this? Does progesterone help?
6mg is way to fucking much. You should be around 4mg lol. Have you done blood work? You sound low t, even for a woman.
Lower your dose so your t comes up a little
>>45167560You might have to fine tune your dosage a little bit but it's normal at first to be super low-energy, it gets better after a while
>>45167771>>45168351Oh true, I'll lower it a bit.
>>45167560I've been like this since starting HRT 5 years ago. it got a little better after I got my E levels down to normal levels and found out that my T is still suppressed anywayprogesterone didn't help
QOTT:Do you have a driver's license?Do you have a car? (What kind?)Are you interested in cars?Ever had car sex? (sex inside a car not with a car)Males and other non-lesbians not welcome>OG Discord:https://pastebin.com/P644WESi>clg2 Discord:https://pastebin.com/1ct1Fcag>clg3 Discord: https://pastebin.com/emrpgWM8Last threat:>>44778078
>>45134899>I play stardew valley sometimesAre you one of the anons who was talking about that a couple of threads ago?I bought stardew valley in 2016 played 15 hours and then never touched it again, I don't really remember much but it was quite fun I think.>I used to hike but now I don’t live somewhere I can, I bought rollerskates but have only practiced a few times before I stopped haha.If you are interested in rollerskating maybe you'd like roller derby, it's supposedly super gay and could be a place to meet people.>Yeah I thought you were trying to be mean, but honestly maybe it’s the self hatred but I kinda see your pointSo I'm not the only over sensitive one.>>45134957>I relate to this a lot. The way something you say or did can follow you around on the internet is kind of horrifying.The way people stalk and harass "lolcows" is especially scary to me.>And it really sucks that this isn’t even really our fault. It’s just kind of something that was forced onto us. I didn’t choose to be ugly, or for my dad to die, or to then get fucking Cushing disease and look like a freak, just like you didn’t choose to have bad social anxiety. Lots of people choose lots of really bad, weird shit and people step in and defend them, but now for something that happened TO me I’m going to be an alien. I feel like the whale that sings a different song sometimes.Yeah being different kinda sucks.>Is this the Mr. Flowers person?Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>45135847>Nope. My mum and I are not very close, it'd take a lot for me to introduce a gf.Do you wish you were closer with her?>There have been a few exceptions, but the only 40 year olds I found attractive didn't look a day over 34.That's kinda surprising to me. The age range I find attractive is very large.>The women in your video aren't really my type.Is it because they are Asian?>I'll get back to you in about 10 years.If /clg/ even lasts another 10 years.>Yes... She doesn't have much experience with men either.I can't imagine taking so long to realize what you are attracted to.>I think gaydar is a thing. I also couldn't believe anyone would look at me and think, Yup, must be straight. I mean I was wearing suit pants today.Is it just a visual appearance thing or more vibes based?>>45144391Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>face sitting porn now illegal to watch in my countryIt's over...
>>45168559but at least you owned the troons, right?
>>45155080>thank you for giving me a suggestion!Anytime. I'm glad you liked it. >my depression is just making me be a little hard on myselfIt probably is. Depression can really destroy your self-image. >Nürnbergwew, in the South? Are you aware what the rest of the country thinks of the South? >There’s something so interesting about the way people communicate with each other and what you can learn about their cultures and values through even something as simple as how they construct their sentences.Yeah, totally! A single sentence can carry a lot of information. It's also fascinating to me what sort of concepts exist in other languages. It makes me really receptive to how trapped we are in experiencing the world through the language we are using. >There is no better feeling then coming away from a discussion knowing both people are different for it. Agreed. How many times has it happened to me that I mulled over an idea in my head without coming to new conclusions, then I mention it to a friend and a whole new world opens up through their input. Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>Transbians are based.Do you actually think you know better than him?
>>45169511could estrogen have saved her
>>45169511He wouldn't say that
>>45169511he's right, of course
>>45169525He did.
>I wish I was transgender so I could properly transition without subconsciously ruinning my chances every time>know that wishing to be trans means Im fake>no real dysphoria beyond that due to porn and fetishes>in eternal limbo as a useless faghot pathetic pos freak of nature>cope by going on and off estrogen every month and further ruinning myself>will never rest because I’m now old and didn’t even attempt this as a young person so further proof Im fake and. Doing it for porn reasons>freakanyone else?
>>45169609"i wish i was trans" do you hear yourself. you can be! wanting to be trans means you're trans or maybe nonbinary or some shit!
>>45169609I'm still not convinced of this thing people talk about on this board where they "wish" they were trans. why the fuck would you wish to be trans? this whole faketrans trutrans thing is all bullshit.if you're trans, you'll do the things you need to do to alleviate dysphoria and make your life go as smoothly as possible.if you're not trans, you'll just live a life totally unburdened by literally EVER having to think about gender or your physical appearanceso are you trans or not? no one "wishes" they were trans.
>>45169609>Doing it for porn reasonsI don't care, this is obviously weighing on your mind. Whatever the reasons are, transitioning sounds like what you should be doing to make yourself happy. Commit to a consistent hormone regimen nona, these thoughts won't go away until you do.
>>45169709Im fake it’s fake>>45169694It’s fake>>45169705Im sorry for appropriating itIm sorry for being wrongIm wrong and a freak snd fucked up and no better than that guy in congress who wore fake titsIm a freakIm sorry for even thinking I want thisI must actually not want it becayse ig I did I’d be well over in my transition by nowI had support I had peoples help I had things I could do to smooth my transition but I didn’t because obviously Im fake. If you are fake you can’t do anything because your goinga against your natureIt’s just porn or something similar.
>>45169734listen to yourself, if it was all "fake" why are you here venting about these feelings, you need to get through these mental barriers you're putting up for yourself
I am a cis heterosexual man on HRT about to start cycling prog in a few days and this picrel of Himeno is my desired body shape
>>45162129Same bro, same
>>45162145So glad I didn't end up looking like my mom that bitch ugly as fuck.
>>45164793>>45165256Im not non binary or a femboy, I already stated I am a cis man on HRT isnt that enough >ProgIts supposed to help me achieve having a better more female shaped body
>>45167185kek
>>45167078*fist bump*
Do non-hrt hefab femboys with big naturals like st4t piv from trans women or are they mainly gay for cishet men? Asking for a friend.
