*holds up spork* editionold >>43395164QOTT: Do you like Invader Zim?
>>43411986>pasta mmmWhat kind of sauce are we working with here?> how do i escape the modeSorry nona, got nothing here v.v
>>43412024was meant to be bolognese but i added too much beef
>>43410130batemoder
>>43412031hell yeah, some sloppy joe pasta never hurt anyone!I miss my lavish lunches ;_;
do you think king charles has ever sloppy french kissed another dude
Sure, dysphoria is hell, but the thought that you actually can escape manhood, because your internal identity aligns with being a woman sounds sublime.I definitely hate being a man more than anything, but having a male body and being seen as a man is the only thing that also feels right for me. I have tried transitioning, and I just couldn't do it, because developing female secondary sex characteristics and the thought of being perceived as a woman were making me have panic attacks daily. I am trapped being someone and something I despise being
>>43411904Were you having panic attacks from experiencing dysphoria or panic attacks because of the unfamiliarity of change?
>>43411904same! lets create a new identity together?
>>43411926Aren't they the same thing? If I were actually trans, the changes would've felt right, and whilr I may have worried about social consequences and such, I should have been happy because of the changes. Instead I had panic attacks because I feared not being a man anymore
>>43411904sounds like a theymab to me
Being LGBT is for people under 25 years old. By 30 you realise how cringeworthy this shit is and just become wageslave until you die
>>43411642I still think being a normal 9-5 employee is less soul crushing than becoming an agentic entrepeneur of the self
>>43411734>cleaning businesseveryone and their mom does this lol, it pays pennies because competition is so badthe only way to make it is to be a wagie with a skill, so enjoy going to college and bashing your head against the wall for 5 to 6 figure debt then bashing your head against the job market and probably failing and working at mcds
>>43411675i thought cis men would like most of thoss things plus the strength, independence, freedom, sex appeal and respect would make puberty overall positive? i guess imactually cis and something else is wrong with me then ugh hh
>>43411496nigga what
>>43411443ntaYes. And that's because of Protestantism. You don't see this shit in non-Protestant countries. Americans just can't be normal."Work shall set you free" but in german was the purest expression of the Protestant ethos.
i hope that retarded tripfag who shoved a pinecone up her ass is okay
>>43405793she passed away, for unrelated reasons
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>>43410934Omg this picture xD
>>43405793everything is a dildo if you're brave enough
>dims lights, sets up ouija board, incense and candlesPinecone girl, if your spirit is itt thread give us a sign!
Do everything you want forever Editionprevious: >>43137409Goal of the thread: Name a personality trait you value in other people, and a way it manifests in their actions. What could you do that would embody the same trait?Daily goals can be repeated. Remember to keep score, it can only go up!>What is this thread for?Getting better is hard, and sucks. A lot. It does not get easier doing it alone.Share resources and experiences with combating depression, anxiety, personal issues, achieving or maintaining a healthy weight, etc.>Why is this thread /lgbt/?Struggles with mental and physical health are an indisputable part of /lgbt/ life, be it from dysphoria, social pressure, heartbreak, or just unfortunate lifestyle choices.>Notes to consider:Please be civil. Shame is your greatest enemy in fighting urges of self abuse (be it sh, drugs, or just self deprecation). Relapsing into bad and unhealthy habits is to be expected, the goal is to increase the average amount of time it takes between relapses. Any improvement is a victory no matter how small. Your worth and right to get better are non-negotiable. And most importantly:WE ARE NOT THERAPISTS, WE DON'T REPLACE MEDICATION>Note on adviceComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
I would like to clean up tomorrow
>>43409487That's a good idea.
>>43376203im the exact same way. i feel u. i dont know what the hell im supposed to do about it, though. i get these moments of clarity, like right now, where i become aware of the delusions, but i cant figure out how to make any change during the periods of lucidity that doesnt get washed away by the next wave of delusion.
I wish I had a life.
after SRS in July I'm gonna looksmaxx and jobsearchmaxx. gotta get out of this shitty town. I have a decent tech job but we don't use SQL because we're -special- so I gotta have some personal projects for that. I'm starting invisalign soon so that's exciting. also need to gymmaxx after SRS to get a nice plump ass and step up my fashion game big time. maybe step up my skincare game a bit, def get a better hair routine, and start wearing makeup again. but once I move I need to be an unbearably hot stealthoid with social skills. the social skills part is gonna be hard since I kinda know how to mask but not rly.
Why are trannies like this?
nah aint no way the christian nigga piping up about pedophilia clean your own fuckin room
Why are normalfags like this?
I've been so focused on hrt my whole life I'm not sure what to do now that I'm on it.the fuck am I supposed to do with the rest of my life, especially as a tranny? 24, been on hrt for a month. I've been a social outcast for the past 4 years and I'm not really sure what to do with my life. I don't want kids, I'm meh on marriage.I've been trying to be a fun early 20s woman and it's been a decent experience so far but I can only do this for 3 more years before you're expecting to buckle down and get serious with your life. the fuck am I supposed to do? also I lowkirk don't think 3 years is enough for my "early 20s party" phase
>>43411733This is how you end up jobless or with a shitty wage job
>>43411754What're you getting a Master's in?
>>43411759the fuck does this have to do with my post
>what doget married and have kids>dun wannaoh uh, work some gay job surrounded by married with kids people and do pointless tasks till u die. at least get married tho so you can have sex.i mean you can go to burning man and that kind of stuff if you want, dont expect much tho
>>43411641Pray you get tits I suppose.
Why did homosexuality evolve?
>>43405626why do bioessentialist materialists love to play doll with people like this so muchit has no relation to reality AND it's creepy as fuck
>>43406239wait this means gay son or thot daughter dilemma is a trap
>>43409979they need a brain reset/shutdown
>>43410142thot son or gay daughter
>>43410142my mom is a whore. her mom is also a whore. I'm gay and my younger brother is bisexual, and I wasn't molested at all and I'm pretty sure he wasn't either. it seems like the most likely explanation.I don't buy into molestation theory at all. it's backwards. boys who are feminine acting or autistic seem more likely to get molested than boys who are more masculine or neurotypical. look at any man who confesses to being molested. they are all fruits or they go to furcon or they care too much about warhammer 40k. that shit starts before anyone touched them.
>be me 23 yo closeted gay bottom>have always done everything in my power short of getting a girlfriend to hide my sexuality >used to bully gay kids alot in school before i realized that that just made it look like i was overcompensating>in college now, fucking around on the dl>get a match on Grindr>dude is fucking hung like a demon>shorter than me, which is normally a turn off but with a dick that big, im willing to overlook>pretty sketchy around showing his face, but then again, so am i, so can't exactly judge>willing to host, and is chill with me being DL despite being out himself>day arrives for me to get my hole obliterated>show up at the guys house>he opens the door>he's one of the kids i used to bully in school>underclassman named Eric who's life i made fucking miserable for 2 years>ohfuck.pngComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>43411602Give it a shot, even if he’s a bad lay you deserve to have your life thrown into turmoil.
>>43411512Greentext what happens Anon, we're all on the edge of our seats
>>43411512>and open me up to possibly getting outedthis would be good for you you dumb faggot. What you gonna do instead? marry a woman and ruin her life?
>>43411801Then divorce her because you are 40 and are bored of life lmao
>>43411512This sounds really, really hot. But, to be safe, you should ask if he's gonna do anything sadistic. Like, you don't know if he's into beating up people for sexual thrill. Some people are. Tread carefully but if it goes vanilla with some powerplay subtext, this is really hot.Also, you clearly don't like your past repressor activities. This is a way to punish that. It'll evolve you. You will grow. It'd be funnier if you two fuck and then start dating and get married or something. And for the rest of your life you'd live with the hot humiliating fact that your man, your husband is the man that you bullied but then he fucked you so hard with his big dick that it finally made you get the courage to be more out and proud. The fact that you'd owe him heavy for your development - despite your previous power over him - is objectively hot. And for the rest of your marriage, you'd know that you're the bottom bitch. Lol.Double points hotter if he smacks your ass as you bottom and calls you the same words you called him. "Faggot." Hope you two have a wonderful marriage.
Will I ever stop questioning whether or not I have gender dysphoria
>>43408237Maybe treatment doesn't always have to entail transitioning? Or does it?
>>43410368i dont think sotransitioning is the most radical treatment option that comes with its own whole list of drawbacks that makes it not even an option for most people
>>43394129What would actually change for you if someone else gave you an answer as to whether you have it or not? What if someone told you "no, you don't have it"? Would you be able to stop thinking about it and visiting this board because of it?If not, then there's your answer.
>>43410670I wish someone told me that I don't have gender dysphoria until I also believed it
>>43411963here is what you do, pretend like you're sure you don't have gender dysphoria, be larp being a normal woman as hard as you can(ur afab right?) for at least 3 years. if the thoughts go away good, problem solved. if they don't go away or if they suddenly come back problem also solved, you have dysphoria.
back on hrt
>>43411376Honbrained, ngmi>>434110468 months for me, it sucks once the masculinisation really kicks in
>>43411345sorry that was rude, but yeah i just post a bunch of shit
>>43411376lol, I don't mind, I look down on you too for being a gooner who lives a purposeless life of yearning without decisive action and self control, but I still find you interesting, as I do with all MEFs, and no matter how much you feel that opening up would make me realise how boring or repulsive you actually are, I'll always find you to be a curious cat from what has already transpired. So, why do you challenge yourself to try and give a concise and coherent answer, personally I've fallen into the trap of just leaving my unprocessed anxieties and idle ideas in my mind without proper analysis, only to realise that the solution was obvious the moment I bothered writing it out to another person in straight forward and honest terms.
>>43411647thank god you're not hurt. i think that human personality is built on a social contract, so if I told YOU this, a relatively harmless online person, I would not tell you the truth. the truth is to fear being punched in the face or falling out of ranks in the social hierarchy. so maybe i should tell my troubles with the window panes and wrinkles and how i take HRT for that reason to my Jew Rapist, and have them make me go through it. I suppose that's learning through humiliation rituals(?)
>>43411647>as I do with all MEFsnta but what's your beef with MEFs? What did we do to bother you so much?t. MEF
What does it say about me that my Gender Dysphoria kicks in hard once I’m in woman’s clothing and notice my broad shoulders ?
>>43410942>Possibly an option of low-dose pharmaceuticals on a closely monitored titration, and other talking therapies (that is for the psychologists / psychiatrists to work out)what pharmaceuticals? are you talking about Ssri/antipsychotics or hrt?
>>43409021>It its honestly saddening that psychologists / psychotherapists have completely copped-out of actually helping people with dysphoriaoh you sweet summer child psychologists never helped anyone
>>43411014Not hormones, as the idea is to try and shift the gender fixation (and hopefully dispel the dysphoria)Other medication would be up to the doctors to hopefully responsibly prescribe, based on individual need. Antipsychotics might help; but the dosage must be correct, and any side-effects fully explained. Problem is, even with low doses, a fair few of the worst-case autists probably wouldn't actually take them, out of a fringe-schizophrenic superiority
>>43411274this isn't actionable advice because finding a doctor like this is a needle in a haystack to begin with but it also requires the patient to come out as having gender dysphoria without wanting to transition, which defeats the purpose of going through that trouble to begin with; it self selects because anyone in that position would be able to repress without going to a doctor. and to get to that point requires a rational enough mind that no doctor would prescribe antipsychotics. so it really just looks like a way for you to tell yourself that there's a way to treat gender dysphoria without hrt.
>>43411388Do you consider HRT a "treatment"?Does it actually relieve the dysphoria?I'm hesitant to support it, due to irreversible effects on the body, which may later add regret to an already troublesome dysphoria.Do other (non-HRT) medications cause such drastic persistent changes to the body? There may be side effects, but these would hopefully eventually subside- whereas breasts don't.>requires the patient to come out as having gender dysphoria without wanting to transition>defeats the purpose of going through that troubleI'm not sure I understand what you're saying here: why would energy used in coming out / seeking help with a condition be wasted somehow if it didn't lead to a transition? Surely the ultimate goal, is to reduce the distress- and the most direct way is to primarily identify, accept, and address the condition.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
Why do trannied work for defense contractors?
>>43411084If you were an autistic male, wouldn't you also use your autistic male brain to make death engines and obsess over high complexity aircraft systems and generally enjoy problem-solving?
Before I transitioned I worked for Blackwater. Second best decision of my life. The shit we've done in south America would have brown posters here blow their brains out. It's incredible how powerful we are.
>>43411548Working for a military contractor is literally the laziest way to make money
>>43411084>post about us defense contractors>not because "muh leftism"why the fuck would anyone think it's about leftism
>>43411084Because it's a good job that pays really well and I'm really good at it.It helps that I'm not ideologically brainwormed or so self-centered to think that my virtue signaling would make any difference except make my life far worse.>>43411402This is true. And the reason it works is because quite a few trannies are terminally online autists who are easy to radicalize and are also firmly convinced that they're smart in general. The hubris is quite immense (and thus easy to exploit).>>43411424>Lots of people do genuinely careNo, they really don't. It's all meaningless bullshit. Or terminally online autism.
How do you respond without sounding upset?
>>43407242>Having a bunch of autistic guy hobbies >as a trans woman instantly makes you 10x more marketable towards men than you otherwise would bethat only applies if you pass and are attractive, men don't wanna date my clocky ass
>>43406927I don't want to have sex with women.
>>43411814what if a woman wanted to have sex with you
>>43411958Good for her. I don't want to have sex with her.
>>43411966that rules out sour grapes
who is the more powerful cis man of the two?
>>43410299Damb! Thats just more 5th place ties then! We stay tying girly boys!
>>43410325repper-kun (the one on the right) mentioned that they used to gymrep iirc
>>43410263hello binah
>>43410263I'm glad that strong, unbending back of yours is still around. It is a shame so much misfortune has befallen you.
>>43405651I hate the current season of /tttt/
