i don't want anyone else
>>41962396same except im pretty sure mine has me blocked
>>41960245wait i type like that
>>41960118are u my person we have stopped talking multiple times and one may be the 4 month mark
>>41962450You think so?
I miss sleep calling every night and visiting during the summer. Hurts
Lets get a /sissy/ thread going. All things sissy here, from lingerie, sissy training, and tips to be the best doll we can for our men.
>babyfacebest sissies are angular manfaced GODDESSES like >>41949247 and >>41953547
>>41959998meh. Whatever works for you. I've been told im "cute" all my life. girls adore me. I have pretty big DSLs for a white boy which men seem to love. and my babyface will allow me to pursue my proclivities beyond the typical expiration date lol. The older I get, the more I realize it not really about the props...deep down, I know im a panty wearin little cocksucker so, wigs etc...seem superfluous
>>41959348>>41958872god i'm almost 40 this is such a dead end doubt i even applied makeup a dozen times
>>41958872>>41959947Just be whatever men call you. I'm 30 something and some men call me sissy and some call me femboy. My goal is just to please :)
>>41960681they call me kitten
Is it strange to not have crushed over fictional characters much in my life?I haven't done so nearly as much as my peers, it makes me feel different sometimes.Maybe that's just my choice of company though.
>>41960972did you crush over real life people? what kinda media did you consume?
>>41961223Not really to be honest, I had some times where I would but it was not intense at all.I've only had crushes as of more recently with people I frequently talk to.
>>41961325it seems much less weird than crushing on a ton of fictional characters.
>>41961480As I said, it could just be a disconnect with the sort of company I keep.
>>41960972i never had a crush on either real people or fictional characters so i don't even know like how you would begin to do that, i get liking someone or even loving them but not crashing on them or especially on fictional characters
when I see porn it makes me sad and jealous that they're having sex and I'm not
>>41961235There must be a fix for this. Have you talked to your doctor?
>>41961250well I'm basically entirely DIY and my PCP seemed confused by the entire concept of transitioning so I'm not really holding high hopes tbhon.
>>41960900When I see porn it makes me wonder why Yoshi is inflating so big and round and why he isn’t popping from inflating so big
>>41960900that's how i feel when there's sex scenes or gratuitous kissing in movies/tvit hurts to be reminded of what i'll never have
>>41962122hell yeah dude
I've regularly been having thoughts of being fucked by my friend all of a sudden. I feel like such a faggot.
>>41962361Hopefully soon, I get them a lot when I don't eat that much for like a week but never about my friend
>>41962419let him use your hole broit's not gay you're just helping him cum
>>41962435idek if he would even like me like that. I'm gonna try to get a better idea of his sexuality when he's drunk this week
>>41962352me month 5 of hrt when i started taking prog
>>41962352This is why gay people shouldn't have friends. They always wanna fucc.
tbhon I don’t want to transition if I still have to be asian, I really only want to be a white woman
>>41962593okay so from this one specific angle and when she has her mouth is like that, i guess i dont like her as much.
>>41962148Stop being retarded, take the pill, learn to love yourself like 10% and stop posting dumb ass shit like this.
>>41962879nah a lot of my desire to transition is just bdd and a lot of my bdd is just due to not being white so it wouldn’t work
>>41962579naah I love white people so much more, you dont realize how lucky u are. People hate white people only because they are lowkey jealous. Im clearly not white, (im mixed and have 15% black) and if I ever reproduce even as a mtf, id want my offsprings to be diluted as much as possible. even basic white bitch >>> everything else
>>41962768maybe for gay men and transbians.
How often have you met old people who were LGBT? And did they ever have stories about activism or experiences in earlier decades?
Yeah. I'm 34, but I got involved with my local LGBT community (activism, teaching, running support spaces) and came out very young for the time period (12-14). It's the Bay Area so there's a lot of elder queers around. Many are traumatized as fuck still from the AIDS crisis and the homophobia/transphobia from their youth, though.
>>41957690I used to have an older gay guy as a therapist.He didn’t have any stories since they’re probably not supposed to talk about themselves.
>>41957690At least half of the LGBT AA/NA group I go to is over 40, so I guess they're my elders lol
>>41957690>government inaction got me pozzed had nothing to do with getting barebacked by randos in a bathhouse
>>41962860Anon, you know that even if getting barebacked by randos in a bathhouse was so immoral you deserve you to die for it, you can catch an STD simply from having sex with a committed partner one single time. You can catch it from being raped, or lied to. You can catch it before anyone knows that HIV/AIDS exists. Also yes, it is a functional government's duty to assist and prevent spread and death in public health crises, even if they think they're yucky.
I won't lie I only fuck with dating transgirls right now. Don't care if they pass as long as they aren't obese and don't try to force pass. I also want serious relationships only. I need help finding where my girls are hiding at. Nobody goes to irl events single so that's not an option.
>>41962724susans.org is still the go-to place for transsexual dating, even after all these year. for a whule sissymeet.com was up there but they squandered it with bots and "animated" accounts.
>>41962724this image is kinda hot but i dont like the fake emotionless doll face. i want my face to be real and to be able to express and stuff and to be me. at least the eyes. that's where the soul is! the rest of it is really hot though
>>41962724step one is stop calling us transgirls. we're trans girls, not "transgirls". and if you keep doing it you're transphobic. trans is a type of girl not it's own thing. you wouldn't write "white women and blackwomen" so don't do it to us.
>>41962889I'm sorry.
>>41962874There's a large variety of stuff in the genre and I have fun mixing and matching with ai.
>Extremely normal childhood, grew up as a girly girl>Suddenly become jealous of men around puberty>Fantasize about transitioning throughout middle school but give up on it because I'm too feminine>Start questioning at 15>Not being able to transition at 16 drives me to attempt suicide>Stop thinking of myself as trans afterwards>Eventually start testosterone at 20>Go off of it and give up on transitioning multiple times over the next year and a half>Now trying to get sober and to dedicate myself to transitioning so I might be able to come out
>>41960924It's a really rough feeling. I don't really know what a trans man would miss out on but it's agonizing knowing that there was some possibility of having an existence I didn't need to be a man to cope with. t. MtF who spent too much time as a man out of irony
>>41957704we're living the exact same life anoni wish i was born with a penis
>>41957704> Somewhat adverse childhood, thought everything was normal tho> Become jealous of men at puberty> Before I cut hair, adamantly say I'm a woman, tell theyfab friend how I feel about having long hair, they joke "hair dysphoria"> Spiral at 16 thinking I'm transgender and wishing to be a boy> Intense shame and fear of reaction, very religious household & aggressive dad> Closet while masc> Try to be he/him lesbian> Troon out at 19> Convinced I didn't pass and everyone saw me as a woman> Family mocked me & never accepted me after 2yrs HRT> Internalized brainworms make me feel like I'm lying to people when I say I'm a man> Detroon depression> Now 99% sober & realizing I want to poon out again> Therapist says I'm not allowing myself to actually "explore" despite bitching about it for the last 2 sessionsComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41957704>endless mental gymnasticsYou'll blend in perfectly living like any other woman, don't worry Nona.
>>41957713fpbp
whenever i see a poon thread i just think of them going>doooood! knitted packer...and laugh
>>41962251autism
>>41962251Whenever I see an MtT thread I just think about their unshaved legs feebly kicking in the air of their rodent-infested bedroom until their brain shuts off
>>41962470What's MtT
>>41962556male-to-transit's a terf thing. even writing "male-to-female" or an acronym for it triggers them
>>41962251how can you imagine that when you don't know what they look or sound like
I am 27 years old and have never had a friend in my life and now I’ve made it even harder for myself by taking estrogen. do I have any chance of eventually becoming a normie or should I just kms?
>>41961836I think it’s totally possible to end up making friends now Nona. For me therapy and meds and time helped a ton. You have to grow into someone who can have a friendship as much as you also need a friend. Just keep working on being your best self, and the right people will come to you
>>41962079idk how to meet people tho, irl ppl look at me all weird and trying to be social on the internet is scary
>>41962168Sometimes the more you try to better yourself the more others are drawn to you. You can meet others through hobbies or groups or like event nights at clubs or restaurants or something. It’s scary but you can do it.
>>41962845monika i am nta but your words bring me hope thank you for your posts really
>>41962845I don’t think I would relate to anyone at a bar or club and I do have a hobby playing music but I don’t talk to anyone there
How tf do you actually cum when getting fucked in the ass? ive only ever fucked myself with a dildo never another person, but still despite it hitting my prostate and it being very pleasurable I cant quite seem to finish without touching my pp. what do I do?
>>41960443>doesn't cum>enjoys it anywayproblem where?
>>41960454I wanna cum, I wanna have an amazing orgasm where I leak and shake uncontrollably from being fucked in my hole of course
>>41960443yerk yo dih while being fucked in the ahh when about to cum stop yerking yo dih then you cum and just know how to next time no yerk required hoe
cross sex hrt and trt are bad for your health need i say moreit is horrific to see people trading their healthy parts for scars, axe wounds and arm socks the world must heal, men will be men again, and women will be women againif an alternative treatment that preserves the body exists would you go for it? i hope to see less lives ruined by this social contagion
>>41962469Hey now. I'm the post-op boymoder from earlier. Don't lump all us trannies into the same basket. I think around 90% of people who transition today shouldn't be doing it.
>>41962497ok cutiepieno you are good
I don't know anon, I'm really happy with it. I've been happy with it for like 16+ years. I consider it one of the best decisions in my life.
>>41962425Why do you give a fuck about that. I thought the point was that we aren't happy
>>41960024seethe retarded homo nigger, you are a gaytarded double faggot nigger
i hatee my periodd why is my tdick bleedingg normal guys don't have this omfg ...this shit always makes me so dysphoric and I can barely even move fml
>>41962582any good recommendations on distractions from pain meds arent doing shit
>>41962537That's so metal
>>41962661Substance abuset. yet another theyfab on her period
>>41962819true...should have thought of that earlier
>>41962537testicular torsion is incredibly manly what are you talking about
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