I'm an /r9k/ user and friends with a tranny and she just admitted to me she has penetrated a vagina before. Knowing a tranny has had more sex than me has made me more suicidal and transphobic. I will vote against you.
>>44177598?i didn't ask>>44177609why? they are weird and the sex is bad
>>44177631Yeah you didnt ask so kys
>>44177537have sex with your friend anon
>>44177537There is an obvious solution here.
>>44177658>>44177668I mean, op will not catch up with her like this though, unless only topping is having sex ig
do i just give up or live as a mid looking tranny?
>>44177507thank you
>>44177383Fucking hell, im scared to touch ANYTHING now
>>44177507Oh God jedus please let me never try to backflip. Whole thread making me paranoid im going to do something stupid again
>>44177361>i messaged my ffs surgeon on day 2 and he knows but is keeping the same post op date of 2 months from now. there's nothing i can doUnironically a good sign, if it was more serious he wouldve rushed you in
>>44177587Thats understandable. She is an evil woman, your motherCircumcision is actually a barbaric practice, and serves no purpose.
How can I stop being jealous of people that have it better than me?And no looking at people that have it worse doesn't improve my mood
why are large age gaps so common in the lgbt community?
>>44176470Older people care less about what others think.
>>44177046Yeah I think this is a big chunk of it. Also when your identity/life as a person is breaking a big social norm it's easier to ignore other social norms. The "what will people think" factor doesn't matter as much when you're already two men fucking
>>44176470Are you saying Kathy Griffin is a man?
>>44176470I think distance is also a factor. If online relationships seem lacking to you, you might have limited options to pursue irl. It's very "take what you can get" depending on your location.
>>44176470>why are large age gaps so common in the cishet community?
Had some bad news need to lose some stress so i dont try to kill myself again, my normal sh isn't cutting it, where safest to cut without risk of major bleeding? Also what do I need to keep it clean/not get infected? Also easy to hide preferably too, I cant let anyone know
>>44173891>where safest to cut without risk of major bleeding?away from any major blood vessels or arteries, so outer thighs, shoulders. fingertips and palms too since it hurts a lot but heals quickly and often without scarring, easy to pass off as an accident>Also what do I need to keep it clean/not get infected?Disinfect the blade first, and after as well. Clean fresh wounds with warm soapy water and apply gauze or bandages based on size. If it doesn't heal quickly, clean it again with warm soapy water. If it starts to feel uncomfortable, swells, turns weird colors, smells, or you feel feverish, apply isopropyl alcohol (NOT hydrogen peroxide). This will hurt really bad, but untreated infection will be much worse.I've only intentionally cut one time, but I'd have very often been deliberately careless in the kitchen or while building plastic model kits and get cuts all over my fingers. I decided to stop doing that after my finger got really infected to the point of turning green and oozing pus. Glad I didn't end up losing that finger.
>>44173910My knife was dull as fuck so had to do it a few hundred times to get anything out baka>>44173957Avoiding my thighs cus my legs are the only non grotesque part of me and I always wear shorts, thanks for the r9k rec tho was good>>44173971You cant watch and I dont want to get nuked for posting nudity, but ive seen ppl post cuts before so this much should he fine I hope>>44175333Thanks, went for the shoulder :), feels pretty good tbf, alot more work than just hitting stuff or biting into my nails but def more relaxing.
>>44176088>bakaFml got autocorrected to that lol
>>44176088>My knife was dull as fuck so had to do it a few hundred timesthen get one of those kitchen knife sharpeners lol. not that hard to find
>>44173891>Also what do I need to keep it clean/not get infected?Wash the area with soap and water first. Then, put rubbing alcohol on both the blade and the site you plan on cutting. Once you're done, wash again with soap and warm water and dress your wounds with clean bandages and antibiotic ointment. Keep the area dry and re-dress your wounds every few days until they heal.When your changing your dressing, make sure to look for signs of infection (oozing pus, smells bad, skin around would is red, area is warm, etc.). If it does look infected, go to the emergency room immediately to avoid potential amputation.Also if you your wound is gaping and doesn't close together on it's own, go to the emergency room. You'll need stitches in order for the wound to heal cleanly instead of with a massive scar, and gaping wounds also increases the chance of infection.Best of luck nona, be safe.
>be me>26>Too old to transition What's the plan now anons? How do I force myself to enjoy life as a guy?
>>44168314i don’t get why you wouldn’t start hrt now. what else are you going to do? it’s an injection a week for the rest of ur life that will make u feel better mentally and physically because even if you don’t pass, everyone says they look better on it. also if ur life already sucks and you have no direction then estrogen can help recalibrate and show you what you actually want in life.
>>44168314>Too old to transitionWhat about 30 is it too old?
>>44173581QWHAT DO I DO
>enjoy life>guyyou are a beast of burden, you can imagine that greek faggot happy if you want, but that is a french cope
>>44177601Would you say life as a woman is more enjoyable
I took finasteride for the first time today for balding and /fit/ was right - I'm feeling kind of sissified. Is that what you troons feel like all the time?
>>44177182fuck off cissoid fuck all cissoids
>>44177257clitty leak
>>44177182*takes 1 pill of 1mg finasteride*My New Sissy Life as a Fully Emasculated Transgender Woman Part 1: Learning The Pleasures of Womanhood
When i started fin i got extremely horny i guess from the temporary test bump and spent a week gooning and fucking the twink i was seeing when he was off work i had to take a week off from job to crank it
I started taking finasteride a year ago in spring. I was worried about side effects but I thought I'd rather have gyno and limp dick than be bald.I actually haven't had bad side effects and my hair loss has stopped, but the whole thought process sissified me badly.I can't see myself as a masculine man anymore, but can't fathom trooning out either.
How do I stop having occasional nightmares of the time I was raped?I don't have a therapist and honestly not many people know this even happened to me so I have no where to ask.It happened a little over a year ago but ever since I'll have a very vivid nightmare reliving the experience about once or twice a month :(I also have trouble having my eyes open during sex with anyone I've dated since bc I kept my eyes closed the whole time I was being raped, will that go with time? It makes me feel like a shitty partner
>>44177347I was not asking for it I was very clear about not doing anything sexual. But you're right I was extremely retarded for trusting them and getting myself into that position especially as a trans girl. I'll forever hate myself for it, it's my fault I was raped.
>>44177502do you goon your little sissy clitty before going to bed? ungooned clittys can result in sissy wetdreams
>>44177502it is not your fault that you were raped and you shouldn’t hate or blame urself at all. i hope that the nightmares stop and you can find peace <3
>>44177577thanks anon <3
>>44177502nona u didn't aked for it, when this kind of things happen is never ur fault, tust me, I went through the same with my exboyfriend and I was convinced that allways was my fault, don't fall for this, i hope u can find a parten with who u can comunicate and help u to beat this feelings, eventalluy gets better stay safe <3
every single one of my trans friends mog me and it's impossible to cope w the jealousy. i desperately want to be friends, they're lovely people but they can't help but make me feel horrible.
>>44175458>every single one of my trans friends mog meskill issue, given that most trannies look awful
>>44175796it's true, i still look prehrt a year in while many of my friends at the same point are girlmoding passoids.
>>44175458Personally I prefer to be the hon of the group. Hanging around with hons and transbutches reminds me how the world sees trannies. Hanging around with dolls, even ones that aren't that great, makes me feel like the effort is worth it. >>44176057A year is not a long time. Just keep effortmaxxing and honmoding and you'll start to get better at girlmoding until eventually others start feeling the way about you the way you feel about passoids. Also babytrans bullshit is a nightmare for everyone, don't neglect the mental stuff.
>>44176134i mean my friends are all nice like I'm not rly selecting for passing at all just like niceness. and i know a year isn't long and i try keep that in mind it's just still frustrating seeing everybody ahead of me even if they started hrt after md
>you're sitting on a park bench, pondering life>you're thinking about when you want to start girlmoding, how you probably have enough time before you start truly expressing yourself, how you will eventually start living the life you want to live >suddenly, a boymoder walks up and sits next to you>she points at the sky>you look up>you see a nuclear bomb heading towards earth, about to land just several yards away from youwhat do you do?
kill the little homosexual man with a tire iron as my final ironic gesture
>Matthew 19:12 (ESV) says that eunuchs are literally closer to god, and earlier in the chapter they talk about how one must "combine male and female"; castration + Licorice, mind you, was the HRT of antiquity and practiced by the Scythian Enaree.>The Gospel of Thomas, sayings 22 and 114 are similar, and in the same book, manner of which jesus speaks is closer to the synoptic gospels, and was most likely written before John, which would make the text actually more valid than the latter.>HRT increases self-awareness (doi.org/10.1093/cercor/bhz282, doi.org/10.1080/15299732.2024.2372563, doi.org/10.1016/j.psychres.2014.12.045)>Anti-trans sentiment can be easily explained by a lack of empathy in general (doi.org/10.3390/ijerph19073849, doi.org/10.1038/s41467-019-12227-0) and in fact, universality, empathetic distress, and perspective taking specifically lack correlation with each other; 70-90% of anti-trans is explained by this and the rest can be explained by being scientificly illiterate, uneducated, unintelligent, uncreative, and/or creationist)Refusing transition is what literally makes you a Bicameral Echoborg; A true NPC.Unless you live in like, saudi arabia or something, where you can't really transition, it's actually in your moral interest trvvn out, and if you can't, permablitz and cultivate arms until you can.But the latter must be done regardless; Climate change will literally kill billions and due to AI everyone is going to be too illiterate and delusional to solve the issue so catharsis is coming and it we're gonna get the short end of the stick.It's inevitable that most of us will be enslaved or killed. there's a difference between becoming goycattle for Yaldebeoth and barely having to work at all and being shoulder to shoulder with your lesbian GF on the forest forest, down the river; what do you choose?Take care and Praise Hidweh!
>>44175536>>44175653I used it because I have a preference for literal translations in general>>44175040No but exercise can make your bust and hips bigger, and we consider that a form of biokinesis itselfhttps://hidwehproject.nekoweb.org/pages/how2.html>>44175507Jesus hated Yaldebeoth (Matthew 27:46)credits to ala for picrel
>>44176060what
>>44173737swkhlyjhkhoon OPho, myfeemwythwani jhaygenqheengash mynypaathjaythjum .. syyfysyhysapa .. nypaathjaythwath merchangdeejh khuheen. cwhuuypwytha qhwplyjhliinge hylooglyjhe. nyqaarlwekhan sohylooglyjh. hjo coqykhlyjhkhoon gaheen .. sbaatan btw you know the biggest reason for repressive behaviours isnt really particular belief but rather sense powerlessness. people then develop all of these peripheral ideas out of this general sense of powerlessness. this is resentiment. when you see it becomes harder to stop seeing this. physiological contradiction comes first then various post hoc justification. priority of the flesh in action .. we must discover the sword and realize that jihad must be waged against saklas>>44175040if you think it is over try out this bcs why nothttps://hidwehproject.nekoweb.org/pages/how2.html>>44175032im not influenced by the scythian practices at all but i am influenced by some satanism sozhttps://hidwehproject.nekoweb.org/pages/blog/posts/2025-08-27-How-to-Think-Organically.htmlhttps://hidwehproject.nekoweb.org/pages/blog/posts/2025-08-29-The-Hidweh-Project-and-Satanism.html
>>44176071it is a mythical alternate chronology of christendom based off of schizo cathexes and attention to particular themes in hegel's thought
>>44173737>Gospel of Thomas Doesn't he literally say that women can't make it into the Kingdom of God unless they become men?
Does a forced feminization fetish mean I'm trans or a porn addict?
>>44175768Yes
Damn I want to forcefem somebody
>>44176524>I want to forcefem somebodyWhy
YeahIt’s a porn category for reppers and eggs
>>44175768More likely affection deprived
Previous: >>44172927QOTT: what does your dream house look like?
>>44179128so everytime winemom posts a pic this creepy old man is saving it and jerking off to it, and then insults her out of jealousy. eww
>>44179125>Let's rate it on letterboxdI'll put on my best performance, I mean err, it's really good I have it in 4k
>>44179084God the average American is a total retard, it's actually insane. >she ain't trollingSo what does her bf do? Whiteface?
>>44179135Trip on sarah
>>44179148This is false.Hi rach, you fit right into the never going to pass category with the rest ofnthe height hons,goose to.aee yall linking together
we're bringing back being a closeted homosexual in 2027. people find it mysterious.
>>44177388it's mysterious
>>44177391oooo crystal ball oooooooo magic gemstones oooooooo oooooo SHUT UPfor once in my life can i not have to engage with this slop
>>44177399stay salty bitch. *whips out my dick for you to suck*
>>44177420exactly as i expected.
>>44177420Eh, that's not very closeted.
Verbally referencing crossdressers as the opposite sex should be never be a social expectation, let alone an enforced demand.
cute!
>>44176656women are just AFAB sissies
>>44177184true
>>44177184It's so funny you guys call females afabile (soft, gracious, benign, debonair) and males amabile (friendly, kind, gentle, sweet)
>>44177775us guys?
