i have this personality type and currently after 26 years of being a mentally ill failure i think about committing suicide with a firearm or a charcoal burner or a 1" diameter jute rope
>>41516934how works the charcoal burner method?
>>41516934just be my gf and have lovey dovey sex with me
>>41516934just stop having that personality
>>41516934I also think the personality type of people who save thumbnails instead of the image are the worst, dude how much of a failure are you to even screw up saving images
felt this way most of my adult life too, i feel like killing myself would somehow do the world a service because at least corpses dont need food or water
I was a kind of violent, intimidating guy. I never beat up chicks or anything, but I had a period of about 2 years where I lifted weights to rep. I was generally impulsive and relied on this to make it through high school, and I remember the feeling of physically dominating other boys being a high i've never felt since. I was happy to lay this down when I transitioned, I had been a diminutive child so it wasn't exactly difficult to relinquish, but sometimes I miss it. I hate being overpowered by men, and every time it happens I think about how if I was a little stronger I could kill them easily.Does anyone else have these thoughts? They feel so masculine, it disgusts me slightly.
>>41517756Emulate female bodybuilders. You can be muscular/strong while looking feminine. Google Janae (formerly Matt) Kroc, the famous powerlifter.It's probably easier by far for a biological male to achieve something like this.
The only kind of dominance I have asserted was verbal dominance. Physically I am and have always been a twig.
>>41517756You still are a man.
>>41518020This. Tried gymcoping when i was trying to hardcore rep and literally no matter hos hard i tried i couldnt really 'man-up', my small bones didnt help but really all i managed to do was make myself ugly if im being hon est
Never had it
Where do i buy lingerie from online? My bf likes ot when i dress up for sex but i only have 2 sex fits. Honestly the budget is like 30$ so probably just getting temu trash.
>>41518592my bf likes when i take my clothes off before sex
I have more women clothing than men clothing and I still manmode
my body is a machine that turns uneaten ftms into eaten ftms
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>watching bf play thief 2 mod>i talk about my girldick and how ive gotten a lot more comfortable with it being played with>”speaking of” he says>walks over >pulls up my shirt>”goddamn those titties are perfect. who do those titties belong to?”>you daddy, i say>”thats right. im ur daddy”>you’re my king my daddy my master, i say>rips off my shorts and panties>starts licking my girldick to tease me>i moan loudly>he begins sucking it>grabs my tiny waist and runs his manly hands across it and my hips>i lose my mindComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41517832Based honestly so based hhghhhh
>>41518300ikr, love me a man who loves pleasing some girlcock. i don’t penetrate or anything but even being rubbed and sucked or frotting is just mind blowing. i lose my mind
Every one of my skeletal measurements is closer to the female mean than to the male mean for my height. Testosterone already tried its best and left me like this.
>>41517570lets try to think here. if i were born a woman, then will my skeleton be closer to a female or males? hm..
>>41517603Fuck off
>>41517603I was born male.
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>>41516325posts like this remind me of the “only gay men are androphilic” memei’ve hooked up with women who let me fuck them but wouldn’t give me a massage and one said “i only give massages to people i care about” lmao some did give good massages though.
>>41516378Haha loving men is so pure and true. Why were you fucking women?
>>41516441my trying to be straight phase
>>41516607Well at least now you know, good effort champ
>>41516832ty i wish you could give me a massage
WHAT IF THE SOLAR SYSTEM IS AN ANGEL? Each "eye" is a planet orbiting the sun. The sun IS the soul of the angel?
>>41518217you could be equally pessimistic by stating that those things you find beautiful, that is, 99.999% of the universe is ultimately pointless to humans or any species for that matter. we will never go there, the scientific advancements to be made are marginal at best, and the research interest is likewise marginal as well. all large telescopes do is generate pretty images for existential nerds and propagandize a political agenda that fizzled out 60 years ago, not long after it began, and only really existed for terrestrial pettiness between alliances of nation states that have only decayed or, you can choose to be happy that such alien beauty exists for us to appreciate, and isn't dependent on us in any way. it's completely free and it will never go away, no matter what tragedies befall us on earth.>>41518262agree with this, bataille is fun
>>41518313Fair points. Why did you post the moon tho?
How about you post that shit on /x/ with the other schizos
>>41518329I tried to post an image of a galaxy but the pic wouldn't load>>41518363transbiens have a unique way of doing it and I want to nurture this way of growing, like a flower. before we take /x/ which has been overtaken by the darkness of christfaggotry.
>>41518200>>41518313don't do drugs, kids
why do so many mtfs like yaoi and so many ftms like yuri?
>>41516817I was born male and am attracted to men, I’m gonna like it when men kiss. I transitioned sure but I’ve still got a soft spot for gay shit because I was once a repressed little gay shit. Plus yaoi is very clearly made for people who like men, I’m the target audience
What's the cut off point for yaoi and yuri before it becomes straight up porn
>>41518306untill thats pornbefore its porn - it is not porn
If trans women are women then so are these.
>>41505613So close! That is an inanimate object though, not a living human being. :)
>>41515051probably, buttholes too I assume
>>41515805the butt hole is open on both ends though..
>>41515449just like real women
>>41513853That's fair. You could put the lid on one end, although you couldn't go balls deep then (unless you've a little girl pickle). I'm going to try and wrap a condom around it next time though. See if that creates some suction.
saying "nona" instead of "anon" is cringe!!!! it's not cute or feminine i hate you faggots!!!!! nona is equivalent to hon kys kys kys i hate seeing it being used, yes im seething, it just really pisses me off!!!! anon means anonymous, literally anyone can be anon and that's the beauty of it!!! ok please stop using it!!! grrrrthank you :)
>>41518223It's better than femanon. Yeah gender neutral things are feminized due to the assumption of a male default. Once you see it you can't unsee it. Male characters are stick figures and circles, and female characters are just that but with a bow or long hair. There's repgen and femrepgen. Etc.
>>41518149anonette!! calm down!
>>41518233yeah you understand.idk if it's better than femanon but it's equally as cringe.as internet users and especially as trannies, we should be adopting non-gendered defaults and anonymity!!! anon is literally perfect it doesn't need improving or changing :(>>41518239noooooooo!!!i'm not nona,i'm not femanon,i'm not anonette!!!i'm anon,as are you.
>>41518180It originates from cristal cafe you fucking newfag, so it's literally used by cis women
>>41518149i also dont like the nona thing
>stereotype is that ftms love yaoi and mtfs love yuri>if you hang around in any trans space for longer than 5 minutes you will see that mtfs love yaoi and ftms love yuri
>>41518394>>stereotype is that ftms love yaoi and mtfs love yuri??? is that a stereotype that exists anywhere???isnt it obvious that mtfs love yaoi?
>>41518400on this board and amongst terfs there is a longstanding belief that ftms predominantly transition because of yaoi, and to a lesser extent the same for mtfs with yuri
Your attempt at a female gait will always look fake with a male pelvis!
>>41518185Just check the archivesBut what does my pelvis have to do with demonstrable reality tho?
>>41518274its tradition on this site to ask a man making bold claims about physiology to post physique
>>41518287I'm enby tho? And my claim isn't bold it's basic factThese drawings are designed to show off a maximized and stylized view to show elementary schoolers that dimorphism is a thing.It was never intended to be taken as gospel or a biblically accurate difference between male and female pelvises
>>41517197i unironically have a 93° pubic anglet. SEAsian tranny
>>41517197How would I know without a pelvic x-ray, which I'm pretty sure I never had?The rest of my build is crazy suspiciously feminine. Like in some ways I'm an outlier in the female direction by female standards.>>41518146This. I can't even play the bonepill-by-height game because there are hardly any men my height in the dataset. Judged by male standards my height is sub-1st percentile. Even by female standards I'm 7th percentile.What's crazy is at least as an adult at least I have barely sort of low IGF-1. Not even 1 standard deviation below average.>>41517708But I wanna be dysphoric about dumb shit I can't change!
My "love" for men is propped up on a rotten self-esteem and deep self hatred. And the best part is that when I tell them that they fetishize it.Nobody will ever truly care about me. I'm fooling myself.
One day I will find an FTM who will top me until I DIE. That is the only reason for me to keep goingt. idk anymore desu
>>41518293Hi beautiful
