Im in the hospital I have maybe 15 days before I fully dieFull body organ failure that cannot be reversed Never got to be a girlIm 22Im sad
>>38619119this is a sad postsomehow it makes me feel angry at myself that i can't change your fate.
>>38619119Despite all the fucking misanthropy and general hatred for life on this board, I want you to know that for all its worth, you lived a good life. Perhaps fate wasn't exactly kind, but I'd love to meet you in the next life Sweet dreams Queen
>>38619119I've been close enough to death to see and feel the blood stop moving around my body and to feel my mind going, more than once. Getting there very much can be the hell we all fear it is, but I was receiving no medical care in my case so for you it should, if they're doing their jobs right, be very different. Regardless, from my experiences I believe that the last thing any of us will touch, after going through the worst of it and losing all hope, is total continuity with reality. It'll feel like relief at the last instant. I hope it goes as smoothly as possible for you.
>>38621054Elaborate
>>38620876>I think even the still to live your age have a lot of regrets???
does anyone else get cycles?like one day I'm completely ok with being a tranny, the i see a picture of an attractive guy and think "oh i could be that and i would feel good", the next day i feel cool now as a guy until i see a picture of an attractive tranny, i've been in this loop since 2016, wtf do i do? does it ever end?
>>38638003>"you need help">go to psychologist>tell psychologist about tranny pain>psychologist says only treatment option for tranny pain are tranny affirming tranny drugsdo chud tourists even think about the things they’re saying sometimes? like what "help" are you talking about nigga? doctors only have one course of treatment for tranny pain and nothing else.
>>38637246similar, i'm genderfluid and the amounts vary
>>38638046you allowed this to happen by forcing doctors hands
>>38637246Idk, I'm a chaser.
>>38637246would you rather be an ugly cis girl or a hot cis guy? would you rather be a hot cis girl or an ugly cis guy?
I groom passoids to give them core female experiences so they don't miss out
>>38638770I kind of did this once though it wasn't really intentional at the time. I knew one trans girl who lamented her missed childhood and that she never had the opportunity to enjoy a girl's only sleepover. She was really quiet and shy so I knew she wouldn't be the creepy sort.So for an upcoming event, my gf and I had her over for the weekend so she'd have a place to stay. I had a pair of white lacey pajamas so I gave those to her to wear. All 3 of us slept in the same bed. Woke up to her cuddling me and making some soft breathing noises. She was, and is, cute.She's a lot more comfortable asking for hugs now, especially when we say goodbye. It's kind of like something healed in her that weekend.
>>38638852Nvm just realized you meant potentially sexually abusing them. Smh.
>>38638885Grooming isn’t sexual abuse
Steroids make my dick super smelly. I can instantly smell this strong smell when I pull down my foreskin after waking up, having taken a shower before going to sleep. I even sometimes retain this smell after having taken a long shower. My feet are also super smelly. If I wear socks indoors, it doesn't take long before they get pretty smelly. From a single day of sock use, if I have a small workout at home that doesn't involve any cardio, my socks will end up becoming incredible smelly. If they're not in my soft, comfy indoor shoes, the whole room fills up with their smell. I've walked in the bathroom barefooted a few times, and from doing this alone, the bathroom will often get a strong aroma of smelly feet, because some water gets on the floor, so I guess my feet sweat ends up getting off my feet and impregnating the floor.
I just came back to my room after being downstairs for a few minutes, and my room literally smells like smelly feet. I only had a very short half hour workout today.
I love feet!
yeah, i like feet, so sue me ! i dont care what you naysayers say, you can say it as much as youd like until you turn into a horse for all i care
Boysmell thread!
ive been seeing them and i wanted to know if anyone had more of them
>>38638612fun because she was smoking in my original sketch of her. her and the emo fringe and glasses pooner dawg are based on people close to me>>38638650woah, tysm <3 i'll definitely retweet or whatever
>>38638657she just gave off a smoker vibe, i can tell. im about to light up btw
>>38638708i hope u have fun <3
>>38638736thanks, i did. i hope you post all your comics on your bluesky
>>38638889i'm gonna upload them slowly. tysm for this <3 <3 <3
How can I go about getting a transbian to leave a particular organization I am part of? It would need to appear that I am not trying to actively drum them out and also be appropriate for a general progressive and professional environment - if it doesn't trace back to me at all, even better. Their presence displeases me so I need some ideas
>>38638548that is true but i don't want to leave so the transbian has got to go
>>38638573i vaguely remember someone posting a guide on how to destroy a transgendered person's reputation on internet forums or something so I was hoping someone had that link so i could adapt it for IRL purposes. other than that my other idea would be to misgender them constantly in a way that would be imperceptible to normies and make them look like a lunatic if they tried to raise the issue, issue being is this person might not be brainwormed like people on this board so it may not be effective.
>>38638603just constantly they/them the transbian, exclude her from conversations surrounding women but feign innocence by including her last minute.why do you dislike this transbian? is she uggo?
>>38638538Accuse her of being a sexpest, if you are afab.If amab, take small digs: you will look so good on estrogen! Oh wow, you are already 3 years in? I didn't know!
post characters that are literally you and have people guess your lettersskip people who dont guess
>38634108ftm probs>38635147lesbian (derogatory)>38635335pooner verrry pooner>38636515enby amab>>38636638bisexual afab>38636878edgy lesbian >38636915mtf (in the good way)>38637256Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>38638588You fucking idiot do you now know how to even actually reply to comments
these threads always bring out the newfags, huh
>>38638641Are you new here?
It's okay to hate crime a trans woman if it's an SRSoid or a gigahon
At 29 is it just over for transitioning?
>>38638437yes, i started at 29 and yea if you dont kys youll be kind of a freak
>>38638525she is literally the spawn of a russian oligarchs, you are talking ava levels of money she gets to fork out for surgery and shit
>>38638696Ahh I understand.>>38638642Soft tissues?Oh ok. Well that sounds a little better then.
Hope to start on my 32nd bday desu but I'm very fortunate in other regards
>>38638437Depends on genetics and starting point. For example, for me it was already over at 14.
how do i stop being an "obvious bottom"??? i hate it when people immediately assume im a bottom when they meet me!! >.< they say mean and sexual things to me!!!!
>>38638374Are you acting right now? Cuz its not working, I can still tell ur a cute btm
>>38638481I most certainly am! I'm this smug irl, but you absolutely flatter me, mister chaser
>>38635500Congrats on being small and cute.
>>38638685Oh no I'm not a chaser bb I'm a certified muscle mommy
>>38638707is that so? bet I could beat you in an arm wrestle, I'm 130 whole entire pounds, if I just tease you and make you lose your cool, I bet I could win
old>>38635280trans women - do you own high heels? If so, in what colors, and how often do you wear them?chasers - do you own any remotely faggy shoes?
>>38638089Maiq? Lol
>>38638122who
>>38638009I think feet in general are gross. Sorry bud.
real>>38638780>>38638780>>38638780real
Chasers post your age/height/race then order the following from most perfered to least:1. Cis Woman2. Passing MtF3. Femboy4. Twinkhon5. Twink6. Handsome Hon7. Cis Man
write a letter for someone
>>38638332I relate anon. it gets better, I went through bad break up couple months ago. just take your time to reflect, move on, and come to terms with what happened. hope you'll be okay
>>38638373it just hurts so badlyto be given hope after so long that someone loved me fully for who i wasthat i felt like i didnt have to hide anythingand just tossed away so effortlessly, without any caretold that i did nothing wrong so why kill me like thiswhy me
Why did you do it? You were talking like you might kill yourself and I asked you and you were honest and I asked you to talk to me when you were in a dark place and you didn't. Why did you ignore every message I sent for the three months between when we saw each other last and when you did it? Why didn't you know what to say and why could you tell your girlfriend that but couldn't tell me anything? What do you even mean you didn't know what to say? What light or will or purpose had gone out of you? What did I do wrong? Did the falling out we had before I went to Europe change everything like I always worried it might? Why Christmas Eve? Why right after getting a good job? Why didn't you at least tell me yourself so I didn't have to hear over the phone in the middle of a Christmas party from your girlfriend I'd never spoken to before? Why did you ignore all my messages when we could finally get an apartment together after my master's just like we always talked about? Why didn't we get married "for tax purposes" so we could realize we actually wanted it? Why didn't I realize the way I really loved you while you were alive? Was it like I thought and I really did accidentally take off my boxers when we got back black out drunk from the Oakland bar I puked in, or did something happen that night? I was genuinely never attracted to you when we were men, why couldn't I have realized? You always struggled to commit to your girlfriend--did you realize something about yourself? How could you take yourself away from me? How could you convince yourself you mattered this little to me, or worse how could you convince yourself how much you mattered to me didn't matter to you? How could you go without letting me say I loved you?
>>38616663I kek'd
>>38623850Maybe the time will come where things will improve here? I know normal sex doesn't always do it for some people so maybe try exploring kink or play with toys? Also Libido often comes and goes...especially if someone is working through something. It might change!
>beaner>mtf>congenital hypertrichosis terminalisgod made a mistake
Why aren't you a nudist at home anon? It helps cure brainworms and makes you more accustomed to how your body naturally looks and feels, giving you a more positive mental image of it. Trans people especially benefit from it because of that.
>>38633437i live with my mother, two sisters, and unrelated male housemate :\
>>38633437I have roommates and looking at my body most days makes me wanna cry. I'll stick with my hoodies thank you very much.
>>38634397>my chair says to not sit on it naked... it was expensive and i wanna keep it for awhile its comfy...Just cover it with a sheet or towel.
>>38637400why did the balls bother you but not the dick? like no judgment just weird cuz my bottom dysphoria was always the opposite. like the balls dont really do anything they're kinda just there out of view. the dick meanwhile is always swinging around, getting hard, slapping against my leg, showing in clothes, etc
>>38633437As someone who never used to wear underwear I can confirm that nudity expediates scrotal sagging. No one wants a saggy tranny.
would life be any easier if i was a transbian (i like boys)
i'm in the same predicament. I'm surrounded by men that want to fuck me but none of them want an actual relationship
>>38637571It's easier to find another transbian but finding a male is more fulfilling (transbians usually just cheat on each other)
>>38637571Most transbians are closer to being boys than they are to girls so that's a natural fit. Just ignore the breast tissue.
>>38638512i want to feel special that a man chose me over anyone else, even over cis women, because he truly loves me
>>38637571No. Trans women are meant to date cis guys. Unless they're SRSoids, nobody wants to fuck em
