do you anons ever feel like you're missing the animalistic parts of life? like i live so far removed from nature its not even funny. i live alone in an apartment in a city and even though i walk to work theres very little greenery, like i cannot remember the time i physically touched a plant. i stare at numbers and talk on the phone all day doing tasks that didn't exist when my grandparents were born. i work like 12h/day and don't have much energy for friends, the ones i do have are like colleagues and we talk about our field mostly. i dont have time/energy to cook so i get those mealkits shipped to me so i can eat healthy. i eat every meal at home or at work. im a tranny, so i'll never have kids and am reliant on weekly injections. i havent had sex in like 6 months and havent had good sex in 2 years (4y hrt). its been a month since i touched another human being at all. all in all, my transition is going well, i'm healthy, no addictions etc, but sometimes i just wish i had like a den. not a puppy thing, just like i wish i could have a husband and he and his friends would kill a boar and butcher it and i would wash his cuts and cook/preserve the food and we'd have kids together and live in a multi generational house/tight village.
>>43409216>cont.and the tranny thing gets to me a lot, im a midshit so its not fully over, but i have issues w/ my body and see it mostly as my greatest enemy rather than feeling embodied in it. this has gotten a lot better post-trooning, but i just dont think ill ever feel normal or like a creature in nature idk
>>43409264bump
>>43409216yes so I do a lot of unhinged and self destructive behaviors to keep it in check. I even stopped hrt not to be natural but to become more wild. embodiment desu is like thing separate from trans I think trans can be an expression of embodiment rather than a means to it.
>>43409216I have been declared dead on 3 seperate occasions for different reasons
>>43410290what do you do?>>43410382what were the reasons?
Autism? ADHD? Both? QOTT1: What's the worst thing about being neurodivergent?QOTT2: What's the best thing about being neurodivergent?Previous thread: >>43354505
>QOTT1: What's the worst thing about being neurodivergent? it's harder to function in our society>QOTT2: What's the best thing about being neurodivergent? having special talentslike I'm a physics major at uni and the way my brain is build probably helps me understand highr mathematics and physicst.ranny bi with adhd
>>43410191grok is this real
>>43410207i actually tried self diagnosing with npd then went to a shrink and it turned out i have autism and bipolar
>>43410191>QOTT1: What's the worst thing about being neurodivergent?I popped out of the vag mildly uncomfortable and i have stayed mildly uncomfortable for every single second of my awake life >QOTT2: What's the best thing about being neurodivergent?idk wanna say caring less what ppl think for its own sake but disagreeable people exist without autism
I read some sad shit and now I'm sad.
i get off to my dysphoria and fantasize about being corrected by cis men. i enjoy attention from chasers that see me as a woman. sometimes i skip my t shot for the kink. is this universal?
This is caused by being demoralized because you are a dickless manlet and this induces bottombrain. Additionally, being seen as a woman is socially advantageous. So there is really no reason not to indulge in this fetish unless you want to get a better "personality" (height increase surgery) and try to chadmaxx (good luck with that)
>>43411627Definitely not universal. I'm not a trans guy, but I've never saw someone with that kink before. Have you always been like this or is it specifically after HRT?
The only two ones I can think of are like, Marina, and maybe Aoko? Who else is there?Are all namefags destined to be horrible?
>>43410727Fuck no I regret it every day it followed me into real life
gulp
>>43410335hello it is i jk rowling
>>43411631what are your options on afxb wombyn taking testosterone for increased libido Mr. Galbraith?
>>43411639real women should be empowered to fuck harder.
If I go years (decades even) without sex or masturbation am I still lgbtq+
orwellgendered
>>43411360Sure, why not?
I have never had sex and I am still LGBTQ. I wish I weren't though
why do ftms think they're funny? they just have woman humor. how am i supposed to respond to this ftm (red)
I have no idea what the issue is in this interaction
>>43408049>Does anyone else find it weird how badly pooners want to say british cigarette?Yeah, it is weird and it might be some kind of fetish thing idk lol
>>43407082crank up the awkwardness gently so theyre forced to be self-aware. if you do that right but they fumble perceiving themselves, consider that a win because theyre too stupid to be friends with imo (unless u like being friends with unironic idiots, but tbhon i think its always way better to just have no friends rather than idiots). also its probably insecurity and sort of competing with themselves for attention. you can try to make your relationship less strenuous so they can actually relax if all else fails.but tbhon theyre probably just a loser
>>43410887zoomer brainrot
>>43407776I t counts as some kind of pedophilia
>Qott: Have you ever thought about moving the country?Reminder: This gen is for cis homosexual females (lesbians). All trans-related or bisexual posts are considered off-topic and should be directed to other generals or threads. No discussion of male (XY) anatomy.Discords:>OG Discord: https://pastebin.com/P644WESi>clg2 Discord: https://pastebin.com/1ct1Fcag>clg3 Discord: https://pastebin.com/emrpgWM8Last threat:>>43253585
>>43411265What made you want to try something like that?
>>43411302Alcohol
>>43408108The key is using lots of teeth!
>>43402077They really are!
What do we think about Indonesian women?I don't think I've ever seen them mentioned here.
I’m thinking to detrans find a prostitute and gain self confidence and experience. I think this plan is sound but sometimes I tend to be regarded and take dumb decisions
A few more details:- I pass as cis f irl- pre hrt I had a 16-17cm pp so I think it won’t be too much of a problem with girls though I dunno how much I lost- I’m 170cm so not too short nor too tall- I have broad shoulders - I had ffs>>43411530I want to be normal and I’m too scared to girlmode so detransing is probably the sensible choice. Maybe I transitioned in the first place because I was a virgin and I thought it would be better, or idk it was just posing (sometimes I do that)
>>434115391/10 is the best i can do
>>43411556idk anon I don’t really enjoy when people refer to me as a woman and I feel very uncomfortable when going out cause I feel like a freak
>>43411539>I pass as cis f irl>I’m too scared to girlmodeWhich is it? Or are you saying you just don't want to be seen as a girl despite everything?
>>43411593I don’t girlmode but I pass. Also yes it makes me uncomfortable because I don’t see myself as a woman but a weirdo freak so I think I’d be better and less social anxious if I just became a normal guy
We go together because I’m dressed like a cat
Cats shouldn’t wear bellsIt fucks with their ability to hunt birds and rodents
Why not give chasers what they want?
>>43409063was it born with a dick, or a vagina?
>>43410018Why do you care? She has an ass
>>43409063Ummmm impregnate?
>>43409063Ngl thats hot as fuckI need her to beat me
>>43409063Would people hate me if I looked like that?
taking estrogen only confirmed to me that I really am a man deep down, and the more I keep injecting it into my body, the more I yearn to be a cool and suave man
>>43410187so why do you still inject it
For me, I think the subtle intention is the same. But I become a huge depressive degenerate when on HRT for a long time. And my upbeat personality completely dies out and I have nothing to say in social situations.
>>43411129Because I hate myself obviously. I could just kill myself to get this over with quicker, but that wouldn't cause me nor other's enough psychological harm
>>43410707I'm sorry people don't take you seriously. Your environment doesn't sound the most kind
>>43411373thanks its not
casing a place out soon, going to squat it.
Better not be my home, or else I will just kill youGood luck
>>43410241Sweet gl!
ya trannies are squatting on my dick all the time in seattle
>>43410241Really don't recommend. Cold weather west coast bums have been psyopped into becoming the most handout-receptive but also the most casually bloodthirsty people out there.
whats wrong Niles you wanted to talk to me about something?>Frasier it’s the strangest thing, ever since Maris and I got home from Europe I keep finding loose estradiol bottles around the house, they can’t be hers, she keeps them locked up in her medication room
Why is every trans girl on dating apps in a poly or open relationship?
>>43410853>the worth of a relationship is measured solely in it's longevityEven more grimly, to follow that line of reasoning...A potent measure of a relationship's worth, is how much it hurts when it ends.Polycules are an interesting "hippie-free-love" type of scenario.I agree, that they can be fun (to be honest, at any age), but mainly in youth at a time of emotional immaturity. Older people tend to want to settle down, unless they feel like they missed out on promiscuity during a misspent youth.What I don't really like, is the kissing/semi romantic elements though; I feel that can lead to complications. If everyone involved is detached enough, then it can just about work.But often, one or two people start getting emotionally involved, and this whole communistic slutparty gets sour.
>>43410853>Most polycules aren't really trying to last forever. It's about having friends you're close with and inevitably it'll pass because people grow out of itCute but that's not what they said originally when they pushed polyamory down everybody's throats 10 years ago.
>>43411180>theyYour /pol/ is showing nona
>>43410853Seems cope to me. poly relationships are popular because they are easy, take no commitment, and are entirely about self satisfaction.they produce people who are competely incapable of compromise and sacrifice for your life partner(s). Poly people practice and develop habits of going "that's toxic" and leaving whenever things get hard or just never caring at all. Real relationships take work, because people are complicated and have sharp edges and will hurt each other when they open up and become close. Being unable to deal with that in a mature fashion, and actually dedicate yourself to another, is something "I'm just experimenting with poly while I'm young" people never develop and genuinely every single one after 5-10 years is doing it is miserable. As an ace person on the outside of all consuming sexual desire, I genuinely just see awful health outcomes from the poly lifestyle over and over. The only poly relationship I know personally that works is a 3 person rationship that do things COMPETELY differently from the stereotypical slut piles in the OP.
>>43411482>against they pronounsyour mechahitler3000 is showing, alice
>QOTTHow do your diaps look like?>Why 2 threads?Answer here: >>43367823"you don’t create generals with a name or a trip on because otherwise if someone has you filtered they’re unable to see the thread, that’s just how it issince a few weeks "umaruchan" started to rush to create the new thread everytime the old one had hit the bump limit (which we never do, we wait for image/post limit but w/e) with their name and trip onwe asked them several times to not do it, they refused each times, samefagging to defend their action like some anons "want" to have the thread this wayWhich is just not true, so today they tried to "trick" people by first making a cringe chasery thread as "anon" when the old one was at the bump limit and when people said "ew no" they immediately made another thread with their name and trip on, againSo that’s why you're posting on this shitty thread, umaruchan's thread but at least everyone can see it, even the people who had them filtered"old>>43363999
>>43407096mmhmmm :)
>>43406158Put the diaper on :3
>>43407096I'm wearing it for Mommy.
>>43407096mommy*diapies should never be mixed with straightery
>>43411098I dunno, MDLB is pretty based.
I had pretty bad gender dysphoria from about 17 until 23–24.Got a dog (22)Got a girlfriend (23)Got a job (24)Finished uni after switchingI am now 26 and living a pretty good life as a cis male (do not give in to urges). It will get better and probably for the best. Do not troon out; it will fade away (Thank God I didn't). And if you give in to those feelings, you will be left as a castrated "gynecomast" failed male.
>>43410795No. Though I could easily pass as a Finn lol.
>>43410972Nord?
>>43405104honestly regret not doing the same. I probably would have been fine now but nope i transitioned and now im locked into it forever.
>>43410512I am not the transphobic you think I am, I just became really afraid because an ftm friend killed himself
Also me at 24
