>be me>trap cosplayer>pass>at conventions men frequently walk up to me and ask for photos>when i ask for their insta or try and get to know them they get surprised and scared by my voice and quickly leave as they realize im a guyHow do I get a straight guy to hook up with me? I'm literally cosplaying the biggest goonerbait characters, partially from shit I have not even played and still can't pull. It's honestly kind of heart breaking at this point. Whats wrong with hetbros?
>>43096170Kys
>>43097279she WILL keep herself safe
>>43097069Where did you get this pic of me?
i wanna plap this ladys butt
>>43097097that's funny because so far I've only been topped by straight men>>43097333nope that's mi
>>43097009are you alix?
>>43088986Where do you source your proggers from?
>>43097263no, why?
>>43097328first time seeing this link
>>43097360It was linked in the pghrt guide
Im not certain im trans, im not certain id be happier as a woman, im not certain i "am a woman", im not certain i have dysphoria.And yet, after like 6 mo E, occasionally i look in the mirror and i get extremely, unusually happy about how i look. Like happy crying, laughing, jumping up and down and having a wide ass grin on my face. Just generally being extremely happy i look more female. (The last occurrence of this was like literally 20-30 minutes ago...)I also started taking pictures of myself when i feel good about how i look. Before i just avoided mirrors completely as well as having my picture taken. I never did anything like either of those things (or ever got super happy like this about myself/my looks) pre E/before like the 3 months mark on E.But also it doesnt feel real? Like just a few minutes later i can go back to doubting if taking E is a bad idea and i should just stop or else risk regretting breast growth massively. So the happiness only lasts like a few minutes usually, like 5-10 min of being super happy and then i might instantly go back to freaking myself out about whether im actually cis and should stop (Which is also what happened today and why im posting this).It just makes it feel like im pretending, like its not real and im not actually happy in those moments. Or that im not happy because of E/looking like a woman, maybe just because i look more like a twink or sth else idk.So what is it?Did i just repress my tranny desires for so long that when i get happy about it it feels alien/not quite real to me? But i should still stay on E because getting this happy seems to indicate i am trans and should keep going?Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>43091562So not indicative of being trans/better off on estrogen then?
>>43090996yeah me too. its pretty great desu. i thought reverse dysphoria was a myth until like 2 months in and now i get the imposter syndrome intrusive thoughts. i also changed a ton of shit at the same time as starting. i think one day i will go off for a week or two just to see what happens but im pretty sure about my decision despite the doubts. im not more anxious about those doubts then base level retarded about basically every daily decision i make tho if i think about it in context. its made such a big difference that it should be utterly undeniable but still im dumb and i think the quit test will confirm it and kill the doubt>>43091189also me too. i just assume no one will ever say anything cause it would be hella rude and i have an intimidating presentation anyway. plus regular dude have more gyno than me only thing about it is im mega skinny so idk if i can pass it as gyno while having tits+ abs >>43091219>"omg u idiot you have hundreds of pictures of yourself smiling about your breast growth on your phone ofc u arent cisright lol? ten years of no photos of me then suddenly hundreds and hundreds in my camera roll>>43091479theyre are actually multiple at my work but "its different cause its me" >>43093106no way. check out the reverse dysphoria repper threads for some real "cant relate" content
>>43094680> i also changed a ton of shit at the same time as startingSame, biggest one is prob losing weight. So now im also scared sometimes that im not actually trans and dont feel better bc of HRT but bc of the weight loss lol.> i think one day i will go off for a week or two just to see what happensIm similar here too lol. Most of the time im not debating stopping for good, im more debating like stopping for like a month or two to see if i feel worse. Bc i can recall when i started i thought i felt noticeably better. But now i dont remember what T feels like anymore so idk if i was right or not lol.> pretty sure about my decision despite the doubts.Unfortunately im not certain despite my doubts. However most of the time i overthink this (which is almost all the time) i end up deciding to keep going anyways lol. Like ive been uncertain like this since the start of the year - but i still havent missed a single dose since then lol.> i just assume no one will ever say anything cause it would be hella rudeYeah i might rely on that too. Like if im fine with my breasts on my own, but uncomfortable about them in public. Then fuck it maybe ill just hope i wont get any direct confrontations about them despite them potentially being visible lol.> right lol? ten years of no photos of me then suddenly hundreds and hundreds in my camera rollYeah thats a big mood lol. Like ive had my current phone for 2 years. Before February, going back 2 years, theres 200-400 pics total, 100% of which are not of myself.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>43094680> check out the reverse dysphoria repper threads for some real "cant relate" contentWhich ones exactly do you mean?
>>43094680> im not more anxious about those doubts then base level retarded about basically every daily decision i make tho if i think about it in context.What exactly do you mean with "in context" here?But yeah i think, in my clearer moments, im like this too. Like i was always a super anxious, indecisive and overthinking person, it kinda makes sense that id be like this about transition and basically growing a whole new body part lol.I do think i do it here worse than basically any other decision i had to make before. But given that this is also the biggest decision i ever made (and maybe the biggest one i will ever make), it kinda makes sense im like this if i take that into account.Still tho sometimes i feel like the fact that i doubt so often means my doubts might be right. Eventho they come with kinda weak reasoning desu.Like, at best, my doubts are just because maybe ill dislike breast growth in the future. Its not even that i dislike it right now (i mostly dont mind and sometimes really like it (if we are ignoring being scared about them outing me or making me look weird)), its just that ill *maybe* dislike them *in the future*. Plus that is also kinda the only thing, all other effects of E are like unquestionably a positive to me i think.
I'm probably AGP and I don’t care. I love being a woman: wearing what I like, having long hair, doing my nails and makeup, getting piercings, acting girly and whatnot. I pass and people treat me like a woman, I don’t get an erection looking at myself. But being a woman, being attractive and desired by my man feels damn good.
>>43097078Yes.Glad your ape brain understood that>virgin tranny vs chad crossdresser
>>43097163cis men dressing up as women don’t look better lmao unless you are gay you are either homosexual of a femboy coping hard
>>43091770How is he wrong? Or are you saying he is a bad person for studying the subject?
>>43097163That's supposed to be dragqueens vs twinkhons
>>43097191cope harder tranny
>>43097025Males deserve to be lonely virgins.
>>43097025they all should transition to solve the moid problem
how are you supposed to "weight cycle" exactly?like i get its about losing weight and gaining weight and then doing it again but over what timeframe?like how long do you do each part of the cycle? 1 month? 3 months? 1 week? 1 day? is there even any guidance in this regard or is it vaguely defined honscience?
i think it’s less about the time and more about the weight, lose and gain back 15-20 pounds iirc
>>43095079the way i do it i uhheat like a pig until I notice my jeans are getting tightthen starve myself until I notice my boobs are getting smallerrinse and repeat
>>43095096really depends on the person, i've spent 6 months running a nearly 4k surplus and barely gained a pound a month. part of that was how active I was at the time, but most of it was what kind of metabolism i was working with at the time
Workout and eat less in the summer. In the winter eat normally
animation memes are the backbone of the lgbtq community
yay
i lovr sleepykinq/t-d i hope he comes back to the internet
>>43097100ME TOO
i hope he doesn't
So tired of animation pooner and poonenjoyerthe art is sickeningnothing they do is funny
girls are always talking on this board about how cis women mog them, but my trans gf mogs me so hard its unbelievable. im just a kinda androgynous goth lookin theyfab, like im average at best though i really dont like how i look, but she is an actual GODDESS she is so beautiful and out of my league i dont know why in a million years she would ever want to be with me. she is genuinely the prettiest lady ive ever seen and since shes a dominant trans woman she gets a lot of people trying to go pursue her, but through it all she stays with me, but i still am terrified that one day she will realize just how much out of my league she is and leave me, and i dont know how to cope with that lmao
>>43095916thats true i guess she does choose to be with me every day i should take that into account
>>43094537>but i still am terrified that one day she will realize just how much out of my league she is and leave meJust don't ever start thinking you need to take testosterone and you'll be fine.
>>43096584LMFAO I WONT POON OUT
>>43096964I wish mine didn't...
>>43094537image made me cry i will never have this
// me, Ugly and short trans.. searched up trans related stuff on tumblr-- massive detrans kink community..why would someone enjoy that? I don't want to be reminded I'm not who I want to be? especially not by a sexual partner? like I get the whole degrading thing and whatever but if someone kept misgendering me it would just make me depressed not horny...???? are you guys seeing this? am I crazy?
>tumblrLet me guess it's all FtMs
>>43097206>detrans kink on Tumblr so i looked into it out of curiosity and it's literally just ftms who don't pass at all, they just look like women with a humiliation kink. i honestly don't think most of them are actually trans, it feels like an attention grab or a way to get off on being "forced" back into being a girl because they never really felt like men to begin with. it's just porn brainrot. don't take it as a reflection of actual trans people, it's just girls with a fetish
>>43097228mostly, yeah. I don't like jumping on the Ftm hate train as a poon myself but I just can't understand how a genuine transgender would enjoy that.
i got lucky with hrt and breast development and ended up with 32DDs that objectively look ok.they may be bigger now since i didnt measure them for a year but my old bras are tighter now. they hang straight, theyre round and arent tubes or anythingbut i hate them, so much. i hate the feeling of wearing a bra. i hate their weight and how the mens clothing i still wear isnt made for them. mens shirts ride up because they take up so much space and theres not enough materialbut mostly i hate them because it feels like having boobs is extremely agp. like these stupid things on my chest are so embarrassing. having breasts is so sissycoded. im ashamed of them.but now im worried that hating breasts is also agp. maybe even more agp. is it? does the fact i ever had breasts at any point in my life mean im doomed to being some sort of sissy even if i remove them or bind them?idk what to do sorry and thank you
>>43095193Do you have an unrealistic imagination about how women are treated in our society. You would be much safer living as a woman but you're too stupid to understand it
There's no limit to the larp
>>43097045i feel pretty indifferent to them in a vacuum. i just feel like that woodshop teacher who dressed up with fake breasts to prove some point to his school, since breasts are like. inherently sissy stuff. it feels like they're huge and fake and obnoxious and embarrassing. i think id feel the same way if i was a cis woman... i feel this very fundamental urge to hide my body and hide every shape of it and be modest and inoffensive and shapeless and hidden.i should wear a full-body cover like a nonreligious equivalent of a burqa or something. i hate this>>43097084i think i pass but im not ready to present as a woman. i feel like if i try to do that ill suddenly stop passing and be seen as trans by every single person in the city block around me and they'll kidnap or kill me as punishment. i think its true. i'm terrified. i think i might go back to staying indoors. i stayed inside for 4-5 months straight last year or maybe 6 months idr. i think it was actually really good to be safe and indoors like that.i'm not stupid, i'm safe.>>43097112nobody is larping here
>>43094061>help! I'm autistic male with tiddies and a sensory problem!! help meeeeee!
>>43097229im not autistic and disliking tight clothes like bras isn't a "sensory problem"cmon now
I want a chubby tranny wife
>>43089265SHE'S A BRICKHOUSE
>>43088685doubt you are
>>43096205First off, Cute cows exist jackass, look up shampooed cows. Using a cow as animal stand in doesn't imply weight, it implies shapeliness and fertility. IF I wanted to be offensive dick I would make it a bunny talking to a pig.Secondly, Fuck you there was no comparison being made or degradation. Lastly, the reaction image was made for chubby trans girl who goes by the name cow. Since I liked her photos so much, I made it as kind of a gift. So its a bunny fuzzy lop talking to a cute shampooed cow.
>>43096222Yeah why does she look so soft and valid?
>>43097192Looks like she can chill 2 twelve-packs of IPA in that fridge
many trannies have messy frizzy hair and this hurts your passability more than you think. long unkept hair doesn't read as female it reads as autistic male. i've started to notice how rare it is for cis women to go out with messy hair, when they don't have time to make it look nice they put it up in a bun or something. passing and being accepted as a woman is more than just having feminine traits its presenting those feminine traits in a typically feminine way. its better to be a hon with genuinely feminine presentation than a twinkhon with half hearted feminine presentation.
>>43094534hm then maybe it wasnt actually fried and just frizzy? i never dyed or bleached it
>>43094368>The messy bun on a male skull is a manbun. They don't even look attractive on men.You mean to TELL ME I'VE BEEN A BDDPASSOID THIS WHOLE TIME?! I thought it was them calling me ma'am and flirting with me as an insult for wearing a bun...
>>43094191this just makes you look like a secretary
>>43096065way too much bangs hanging down and the bun needs to be tighter
>>43096065Secretary is a hot achetype
why do i as a straight guy want to get pegged by a queer woman? what is wrong with me?
you're gonna be a transbian in 5 years I'm calling it
>>43095832is it gay if a woman fucks your ass?i think a little
>>43095832Take your pills, Alice.
>>43096425>>43096463Bruh
I used to feel this way. It will pass
my chaser blocked me:(
>>43089839Poor Glegle.
>>43096473indeed
>>43089913Show me your meat stickI'm not gonna marry a tranny but I wouldn't mind a meat stick photo
>>43096473I would get glegle another ice cream
>>43089839That's because you post glegle coal on the internet
Boy that’s a rough one, how are you MTF transfolks holding up?
>>43091400it looks pretty much like thati think that purple part is more connected>improve outcomes for women who have pelvic surgeryamazing anyone caresthe traditional thing (I mean back into the 1960s) for srs was that women don't need orgasms so all that can just be removed. Thankfully attitudes changed sometime in the 90s
>>43095611According to the article slightly over a million new nerve connections were mapped.I legit feel bad for anyone who got SRS prior to this discovery.
>>43095647everyone who studies the clit and especially everyone who does so and then goes running to a newspaper takes advantage of historical ambivalence by hyping it up like that
>>43095647i mean they probably used a mri machine where none had been used before or something but then it gets presented as "ah look the crus" as if everyone didn't already know about that
>>43095284Male hetero final boss
