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yeahhh
>>44071958or if you're just ugly, ugly should be prohibitive too
Got a boob lump checked out and doctor said she wasn't worried (it moves and feels kind of like the other breast tissue I have), but gave me a recommendation to get a mammogram anyway. Very nervous about it; I'm not really out/passing, and while the place that I got the initial exam at is pretty woke, I'm getting really anxious about the idea of going to do something already uncomfortable and having it be made worse because some clueless nurse or doctor fucks up and calls me "sir' or whatever. How do I work up the nerve to get it the fuck over with?
How does tucking work? I truely do not understand, when I put my balls up there they just pop right out again.
>be you femrepper>Join a discord full of trans women through a friend>They all want to masculinize youYour response, anonette?
>>44069362This is my ultimate sexual fantasy.
it would b kinda fun and enjoyable to do this..
when I was in highschool I was walking somewhere with my friend who id later end up dating and who would come out as FTM, that if someone tried to rape me I would probably just go along with it because it meant someone found me desirable and I felt that would be better than nothing. I forgot about it but years later they mentioned it and said it was really fucked up and that I wouldnt actually feel that way if it happened, and for awhile I felt they were right and that it was just edgy highschooler shit. but then nearly a decade later they raped me themselves and I did indeed just go along with it for that exact reasoning and its barely registered to me at all.
>>44070875cisf disbelief x tmasc affirming rapetogether 4ever...
Women are rapists. Their whole act is to shove their sexuality in your face and guilt trip you into fucking them, or your character will be attacked. Then once you do have sex, you're on the hook for whatever interpretation or statement they want to make out of the experience. I genuinely feel so unattracted to women because of how rapey/manipulative/abusive they are. At least tell me you love me first...
Am i retarded for being a lateshit troon who has a loving cis girlfriend of many years but every now and then I imagine having a loving hot boyfriend who spoons me and takes me on cute dates and who can nerd out with me?All the kirara hikari art makes me so jealous if having loving boyfriendWhat does this mean for me?Ive had sex with men plenty but I’ve never taken it romantically with a man very far and I kinda wish I could experience that in my lifetime. Am I retarded for having a great lesbian relationship and pining for a straight one?
>>44072275midshit with a lateshit soul...why do you ask tho?
>>44072289if youre like late 20s or early 30s its harder to justify blowing an established potentially several years long relationship up, if youre still under like 26 and are on your way to passing its way easier to justify. not saying you should one way or another, just was going to advise against it if you were olderif she doesnt make you feel good though then i wouldnt stay with her personally, if youre young you have like too many opportunities and possibilities to tie yourself down to someone who doesnt even make you feel good about yourself
>>44072302im not op and i left the relationship for many reasons when i was 25. i was very scared of dying alone and never finding anyone else, which kept me from leaving for longer than id like to admit, but i want others who are in a similar position to know that my life is much better now and i regret not exiting it sooner. being in a relationship with a woman when you havent been attracted to women for years doesn't lead to a happy or stable life
>>44072302Yeah I’m OP. I am a lateshit late shit, transitioned when i was 24 and im 27 now. I pass somewhat but especially with voice i dont pass and it clocks me
>>44072224That’s honestly so relatable girl men just make me so feral recently. But i do still definitely feel attracted towards women and my girlfriend
if an ftm gets fat enough then they no longer technically need top surgery, do they?beyond a certain point, you can pass off your boobs as male gyno
this implies the only reason to get top surgery is to pass and not like, you know, comfort? i would need to be some major kind of retard to spend thousands of dollars so cis people who already treat me like shit and think im subhuman would have slightly fewer invasive thoughts about my body
Will they cure me of the agp thoughts and pseudodysphoria?Not a tranny just a mentally deranged cis man.
>>44071479This new research just dropped that shows how antipsychotics cause delta-FoSB to accumulate in the Prefrontal CortexThis is a protein that neurons make when they are addicted to drugs, it causes the neuron to warm up and fire only when the drug is present, making it essential for your neurochemistry. The problem is, when delta-FOS-B builds up in cells outside of the reward center. Its not supposed to tie other brain functions to you taking a drug, it causes serious brainfog and reduces your ability to control your own behavior because it nerfs your PFC.It causes all the negative effects seen when using this medication, and may be involved in movement disorders (dyskinesias) which are PERMANENT, if you take antipsychotics long enough you have like a 100% chance of developing a tremor or worsehttps://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC3895248/
>>44072045I developed two distinct tics from taking an anti-psychotic. I told my doctor and she didn't even give a shit once she had ruled out stroke symptoms. Now that I've gotten used to them I don't give a shit either. It's a lotbetter than being out of my mind, and it doesn't cause problems outside of being slightly self conscious even though nobody has seemed to notice.
cis people dont make posts on tttt about how they're agp take your hrt
>>44071479from what I've seen, only if you take enough to make yourself too retarded to have thoughts
>>44072045Anon people didn't care when the Zyprexa papers dropped, I don't think this will change anything.
my soul is absolutely destroyed at the fact i wont ever look even a quarter as attractive as either one. im thinking trooning was just a cruel joke of a lotto scratcher and the price was my sanity and happiness.
>>44071451it’s not fair that the average white male can take a small amount of estrogen and then look like this
>>44072519Or sure. Get aggressive and belligerent toward me. Let me know when I can welcome you to the real world
>>44072548i won't fight you, i will disengage because you show every sign of being too far gone down the lookism rabbit hole
>>44071486>life goes on, dude.Right here you gut punched the poor creature so bad, she'll never recuperate!I guess you enjoy being a soul murderer
>>44072561And yet you're still debating because deep down you know reality. All you need to do is turn on any tv. Beauty is worshiped. Average is invisible. Ugly is shamed. I don't write the rules. I'm just reading them off the trucker bathroom stall
sorry for my shitty writing:I knew I was trans since I was 13, and ever since I was a child, I scared by my mom and (rotting corpse) dad into never talking about anything remotely LGBT, especially since I was living in morocco of all places at the time.I'm autistic, ADHD, so I genuinely can never function without my mom doing everything for me, I dysfunctional at basically anything administrative.I tried doing small feminine things in life, buut my mom found out, I was threatened, I denied it until she started pretending she doesn't know (while insulting everything about me behind my back), I've told "friends", but since I'm an obvious retard, they never liked me, or I never liked them.So I arrived in france a few years later, thanks to my dead dad who was french, with my mom, ever since covid (when I discovered I was trans), I've only become more chronically online (already was, but seems there's no limit to how chronically online one can be), I started doing more programming (eventually doing actual innovation in machine learning and neuromorphic AI), went to high school, got bullied over my femininity as per usual, went to uni, there's that one hon who at first seemed nice, clocked me immediately, which pushed me to be cringe since I felt a little more open, but since I was some 4troon-pilled retard, she obviously started not liking me, and the rest despised me for my cringy ass behavior, while also pushing me to be out and trans (she also considers herself a passoid, ha, looks more like your average midshit sneedhon, which is funny since she likely had HRT in her mid-late teens).
Then the appointment comes and the result is I get referred to asking info from my psychiatrist, all the while I have to hide everything from my mom, where my relationship with her deteriorates every day, next thing I know I try to get an appointment and the result is "wait 3 more months, we want to rest in summer vacation while you rot in hell".So I genuinely give up, I hate reppers, but I'm genuinely just gonna rep, my life is going to be over before anything remotely changes, I'm too retarded to be independent in under 1 year, I can't kill myself because I'm too retarded to feel that way, so I can genuinely only rot inside a tiny appartment while I do the bare minimum to not go outside.
tranny reparations when?
>>44071456>>44071462>>44071473Just go to tranny camp
Never fucking rep, order HRT to your friends, connect with your local tranners and ask them for HRT. Als you'll be eligible for asylum as a troon from Morocco
>>44071456>she also considers herself a passoid, ha, looks more like your average midshit sneedhon, which is funny since she likely had HRT in her mid-late teensyou need community if you're going to actually enjoy your life and not rope and you push people away by thinking about them like this
>a woman should be playing on that tableThe irony of lgbt and trannies overusing the word "incel" is hilarious because trannies are the biggest incels. Larping as women and even if you dont win which is pathetic you still place top 15 in events like thisBefore you morons say there's no physical advantage men and womens brains are different, theres a reason all the top players are men and theres different leagues for other board games like chess, atleast have the decency to not compete
>>44069861this is true actually wvery time ive played uno with my family i used my Dark AMAB Powers to manipulate the actions of my opponents subconsciously. able to look at my opponent's side on the chess board due to being tall, which gives me a huge advantage compared to frail weak-minded afabs
>>44068557I'm totally pro sex seperation when it comes to physical sportsbut when it comes to metal sports being pro seperation would mean you're implying females are mentally disadvantaged towards malesand I don't think so
>>44072537they are thonot as much as physically but enough to make a big difference at the top end
>>44072266He's Chinese Filipino, cumguzzler.
>>44072537>would mean you're implying females are mentally disadvantaged towards malesThey are.
What names do most mtf's pick Please please tell me what names to avoid I just wanna be a normal girl
>>44062327i will post once again: https://www.ssa.gov/oact/babynames/state/pick your state and birthyear, start with your deadname initial and scroll until you find something you like. if you don't find something you like, change the state, birthyear, or initial and repeat.
>>44062489this is bc thats the top names total, you gotta filter by an initial too and go down the list a bit
>>44062361yikes
>>44072413my sister has one of those grandma names lmao
>>44062327My birth name would have been Claire if I was afab, otherwise I was thinking Carey, maybe Casey? Are these any good?
I’m starting to look like a foid I never expected this I have no voice training no electrolysis appointments I cooked myself stop saying she/her to me
how big's your cock, though?
>>44071981The opposite of humungous
>>44071998sounds suckable to me
>>44071977This must be so hard for you.
>>44071977poast face, tits, anything
What are the differences between HRT reppers, Cis men on HRT, and manmoders?
I don't manmode for safety or due to shame, I'm just more comfortable in a male social role and having people validate that in public interactions even with my tits out
>>44069302Here's a question.What's the difference between a masculine lesbian who enjoys using a strap, and even takes test strictly for gym performance, and a ftm? Just internal mindset? From the outside one would have difficulty telling.
>>44069533Do it’s an internal thing? I could have been a normal cis guy if not for my potential of becoming a big hairy bald man.
>>44069302I like to just call myself "retarded"
>>44069302manmoders are honest
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>ASL (biological sex, or gender)>letter(s)>primary interest>other interests>looking for>not looking for>discord/contact/lgbt/ inclusive friend server, join if you want 18+https://discord.gg/nre4ZRRgy
>>44071780you wouldn't get it...
>ASL (biological sex, or gender)19/male/usa>letter(s)bisexual-pansexual(anything that moves and looks cute)>about worthless antisocial neet into digital art, image collaging, webcore, etc. (picrel, i made it!)some niche anime, fearmongering, conspiracy theories, platformers, first person shooters395 hours in terraria >looking forfriends and cute thangsComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>44071794NTA but just try.It's better to try and make some mistakes than regret never even trying to begin withAt least you'll learn and you'll make some friends along the way
>>44071755no one of value posts here anymore. you dont mean that
>>44067997check picrel. probably people that add him share his interests and people who are into these types of low iq chem spayed tranime are always unbearable to talk to
q4tranners with boobs, did you just get lucky or did you do something specific? did progesterone help? its been 3 years and i grew them but they're kinda small. i also lost weight from being fat to 22 bmi so that probably is related. ik my hrt works bc the rest of my body is shaped correctlyyoungshits need not respond, i know how you got boobs
>>44072497it costs like 50 usd for a years supply and you do it in cycles. its not a competitor to a BA, it works via expanding intramammary fat (like prog does to some extent but much faster) and im pretty sure by directly converting parts of your fibrous breast ECM into fat cells.>>44072504theres a server where we discuss this stuff, drop a discord and ill invite you
>>44072439thank you gl to you too nona <3
>>44072439i use spiro
>>44072315>lost puberty biologically induced changes in the Adolescent body occur as a window of opportunity. Breast development in females begins at age 8. In males that would be a similar window of opportunity so therefore you grow breasts best when you begin hormones closer to age 8, than any other later time
>>44072536>youngshits need not respond
