Tachikomatic editionQOTT: can robor philosophy? prev: >>43090258
>>43100357no i don't want my moided hon corpse reanimated i don't want to live my life again
>>43100526i’m not even the person you’re accusing of lying i think, i’m just trying to understand what you mean
>>43100478what part am i lying about
do you still love me
yes but i'm an unlovable loser so sorry about that
I have psychological damage due to being stalked by certian people...... i feel like the mc from the movie baby reindeer.....Why are bpd people so insane? I wish they'd just leave me alone in my threads.. Id rather have 0 replies than a stalker replying to me...
You already had psychological damage
>>43101306Yes but now i have even more....*my glass of milk spills over*
Can a nonpassing tranny get a decent monogamous boyfriend or will I never be happy? Men historical only want me for sex.
Yes. But you gotta be intentional about it and stop seeking in the wrong places.I found my trans wife at an unrelated event.Terminally online people (trans, cis, gay, str8, doesn't matter) keep assuming that everyone else is like them. Newsflash: we're not.I'm on the internet for leisure mayyybe 5hrs/week. Never used a "dating" app either.That's how nearly all people who have their life somewhat together tend to function. Especially the non-narcissistic (who are still the overwhelming majority in spite of what social media might tell you).
>>43099759Me
>>43100476I’d like to get married but I don’t like children which I understand would be a dealbreaker for many. >>43100518I am not good at meeting new people in real life which I know is not good. I did meet a guy through friends who I ended up asking on a date but he politely declined which saddened me. I’ve never had a guy show organic interest in me which makes me feel hopeless. The only men who have ever shown interest in me were on dating apps.
>>43100696>I’ve never had a guy show organic interest in me which makes me feel hopeless.This is 2026. It's okay to approach.My wife "chased" me, not the other way around.If you want something, you have to go after it. Life's too short for anything less than that.You got rejected once. Big deal. You don't wanna know how many times I was rejected by both cis and transwomen.
>>43099759>Can a nonpassing tranny get a decent monogamous boyfriendNo. Get better at passing and you might
anyone else afraid of getting ffs only to look slightly less uglier
>>43100192this is not correct,I have only actually made a thread on 4chan once and that was to wish dr. ray Blanchard a happy birthday. it got 2 replies and was archived quickly. then 12h later someone made the same thread and it got 100 replies so I don't see the point
>>43095035The image presents a solitary individual, possibly in their late teens or early twenties. They stand before a white door, their side profile capturing a moment of quiet introspection. In the background, indistinct shapes and soft lighting suggest the intimate space of a home.This individual appears to be Caucasian, with an estimated income range between £25,000 and £40,000. They may identify as agnostic, leaning towards heterosexuality. Their political leanings might align with the Green Party. They may exhibit confirmation bias and beauty bias socially, along with out-group homogeneity bias and implicit racial bias. Their emotions are neutral, and they are clad in casual attire, her hair neatly tied back. Their interests may encompass reading, hiking, and creative writing, but also the pitfalls of doomscrolling, social media addiction, and binge-watching.This person seems to possess high emotional stability and self-control and may be introverted. Hence we can target them with products that promote self-care and introspection, such as Dermaclear acne treatment by Dermaclear, Derm-A Renewing Treatment System by Allies of Skin, TheraFace PRO - FDA Cleared Facial Device by Therabody, The Ordinary Niacinamide 10% + Zinc 1% by The Ordinary, outdoor hiking gear by REI, Patagonia fleece jackets, Hydro Flask water bottles, and Audible membership.
>>43099651The image captures a stark contrast in two portraits of a single individual, likely in her early 30s, possibly in London. On the left, she is seen before what appears to be a medical procedure, standing against a plain white door. On the right, she lies in bed, sporting a compression wrap, with a wooden bed frame and a toy train visible in the background, suggesting she is resting after the procedure.She is most likely Caucasian, belonging to the Labour Party political affiliation, with an income range of £30,000 to £50,000. Emotionally vulnerable and uncomfortable. Her biases are around ageism and sexism, aesthetic bias and confirmation bias. Her interests include gardening, reading, creative writing, excessive drinking, excessive shopping, and gambling. The person in the image is potentially of the agnostic faith and identifies as bisexual.This person seems to have low self-esteem, low emotional stability and low self-control while being extroverted and not so adventurous; hence, we can target them with luxury beauty products, self-improvement resources, and leisure activities, such as hair regrowth treatments from Rogaine, anti-aging creams from Olay, self-help books from Simon & Schuster, luxury face masks from 111SKIN, hair styling products from GHD, comfy pajamas from Eberjey, streaming services from Netflix, and meal kit delivery from HelloFresh.
>>43095035slightly less ugly and more generic fem is what i wanted, tho.I knew I'd never be a supermodel. But now I'm a regular woman and that's great.Your outcome is really good.
>>43100092he's so gay and hungry for penis
Are you a good little whore who obeys daddy's dick?>>43099092qott: Are chasers allowed to wear high heels? Do you wear high heels?
Chaser boys aren't allowed to wear high heals, but a healed boot of reasonable height is acceptable. >.<
>>43100698chasers are BVILT to wear hot pink stilettos in publicand it's even hotter if you shout "this is my faggot boyfriend, he LOVES playing sexy dress up" whole they do
>>43100722I would rather die...
>>43100983:(
would
>be me>trap cosplayer>pass>at conventions men frequently walk up to me and ask for photos>when i ask for their insta or try and get to know them they get surprised and scared by my voice and quickly leave as they realize im a guyHow do I get a straight guy to hook up with me? I'm literally cosplaying the biggest goonerbait characters, partially from shit I have not even played and still can't pull. It's honestly kind of heart breaking at this point. Whats wrong with hetbros?
>>43095619I literally go to conventions just to find boys like you. I'm aggressively bi though.
>>43095619Get a vagina and do sign language
What's the next con you're going to so I can hit u upt. moid
>>43097372>I deduced they were straight because that's how they describe themselveshmmmmmmmmmmmmm
>>43097069What if I'm attracted to mwah
I will learn to accept that I am a cis man
>>43098002>I mean, when you go into the world, do you wish people would talk to you about how you feel?I'm not quite sure I understand what you mean with this. Talking about one's emotions isn't something gendered at all. Although, I guess it's true that women tend to talk about their emotions more if you'd make a generalization, and I'd even say that the way women and men talk about emotions can be very different.Personally I can connect with people best when talking about our emotions comes naturally to us. Although for that I kinda need to learn to feel again>Or like people wouldn't see you as a "man" and women sort of regard you warily and men wouldn't just ignore you? I don't like when people make baseless assumptions about me just because I belong to the arbitrary group that is men, but that feels reasonable to me. I also wouldn't say that women regard me warily, considering almost all of my irl friends are women, and that it's much easier for me to get along with women rather than men in most cases. Also, I don't care at all about getting any attention from men>whatever is going on with you seems less to do with sex and more to do with feeling more of a robot than you do a human beingYou're spot on again. I've barely felt human for most of my life. While I'm very good at acting out emotions and knowing how I'm supposed to feel, I very rarely actually truly feel said emotions. I also very much feel like I'm just living a stranger's life. It's extremely difficult for me to not feel detached and alienated from everything.Regarding Cruelty Squad, I remember talking about it with a friend and telling them something along the lines of "I'm aware of how abrasive and absurd this game looks, but to me it feels no different than the real world"
>>43098328Yeah, I don't think your problem is you have the wrong genitals, mate. You know, one of the things I think about gender these days is how superfluous it is. Like you live in a world where almost everything is digital: your financial accounts, your attendance records at your job, your education. Everything in your physical life, of any real importance beyond mere aesthetics, is tabulated or recorded somewhere else. Like your car, your income, and with technocapital, even your preferences are algorithmically hacked. You become part of the architecture of the machine, and the only thing that keeps you from realizing that is how much joy you get out of consumption, you know? Cultural consumption, religious consumption, economic consumption, all of it is kind of a distraction from the fact you're just a particle in this massive system. I don't know. Gender sometimes feels too small to inhabit. I feel like a lot of my life went haywire when I asked myself "where is all of this going," and I realized that most people around me genuinely just enjoy consumption, or have a problem with how others consume. You know, transgender people want to consume life as the other gender. Religious people want us to consume but also do it with a religious bent. No one even cares about how plugged in everything is anymore, everybody just kind of wants to pummel their brain into oblivion. It sounds like what you're having is a crisis where your bodily reality is aggravating you, and there's just nothing to consume that will actually give you relief, you know? Maybe gender is the most intimate layer of self most people will reckon with, but for you there's another, like a spiritual crisis of asking "how can I feel anything in a world that is so transparently about pointless excess?" I don't know. But it sounds like being human is not enough in a world where it means finding the right shit to consume.
>>43098535I won't lie, I think you're very likely completely right, which is genuinely extremely harrowing to me. Knowing that gender isn't actually my issue, yet still feeling such an aversion towards the though of being a cis man only fills me with despair about both my present and my future. There's just no way this is the right path for me, and that makes me figuratively, and sometimes even literally, writhe in agony
>>43100981do by chance do you have a terrible relationship with your mother
>>43101237lmfao
Does the rate at which you cry and what you tend to cry to pass?
I cry so much that I was forced to find something to cope with so I stop getting headaches all the time
>>43101026I cry all the time. I cried last night, I cried today, it just happens. People have emotions and crying is a great way to handle them.
>>43101026there's no way people average at crying 3 or 6 times a month. no fucking way. i cry like a baby (mentally ill) and most people do not fucking cry. this is just them being dumb, like 'yeah i do this for an hour a day' and it's like 30 mins on weekends. they probably consider being upset crying, plus not like they count it. polls never give accurate results, ever. most ppl will just say shit i think
>>43101026almost every night and loneliness
over the last year i've listened to like 90 audio books and when bullshit contrived misery porn is being shoveled into the narrative I get so frustrated and disappointed I start crying at work. I do not pass this cannot keep happening
who is the better lay?asking for a friend, obviously
They are all either sluts or inexperienced & clueless pick your posion.
>>43100919AGP is superior, it says so here!!https://discord.gg/gejUmDBzMG
>>43100919neither
AGPs are hornier, HSTS are prudes like cis women.
>>43100919AGPs suck dick like their life depends on it but some HSTS love to lay pipe, so it depends on what you're into.
I've been dating this girl for a year, also trans, but she is much more well adjusted than me even though we both pass and are the same age (She goes to college while I dropped out due to anxiety, she is extremely social while I have no friends but her and the ones I only interact with when she's there etc).So naturally she's always teased me a bit or acted a bit protective/maternal over me.Lately I've been introducing more childlike elements to the dynamic and she mostly finds it cute but doesn't like me calling her mommy or doing any roleplay.I've been building up to asking her if she'd be fine with me using pacifiers around her (she says why not just use the adult chew toys I already do use) or if she'd bottlefeed me. Which she said that she might not be able to hide her disgust if we tried but maybe we can try once...And I'd rather not mention the other things she gave a hard no on. I've spent the whole night crying, I hate this part of me and I feel I was broken so long ago and now I can't relate to anyone my age and my own girlfriend can't even stomach how I really am. Everytime I try to make friends it goes wrong and I don't know what the point of passing or having ffs is if every normal girl can tell you're a fucking freak, even if they don't know what kind like before I passed.I tried to tell her it was fine it's just something I thought might be fun but Jesus I think about it all day I just call for mommy and cry when I'm alone.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>43101022>>43101036This is a weird tangent and will definitely out me to anyone I know who reads the post I made but I've been very into the tv show Dexter recently and I can't stop thinking about it. Maybe it's the (probable) autism and having to fake so many human interactions during the day, trying desperately to find real and friendship and failing, and knowing that there's a fundamental part of yourself that would freak anyone out, especially a partner.And then I wonder what if I wasn't broken as a kid, what if all that violence didn't get inside me so early and if things would've turned out differently that way.I just mourn the little girl I was who was exposed to so much violence and hatred and abuse who never deserved any of it. If it was just a kink I could live with just having my brain wires crossed somewhere. But I feel so fundamentally broken and I wish I could make it right. At least my thing is hopefully better than chopping people up but it's definitely still a voice in the back on my mind that just prevents me from being normal.
>>43101058Also, many people age regress, cis women, trans women, etc. it’s becoming less stigmatized and can be an ok way to process things. It’s ok to want that vulnerability with a partner and have that separated from sex/sexuality. It’s complex but lots of people make it work.
>>43101073To add to this I did have a period of time in my late teens where I was extremely suicidal and I would just watch extreme gore videos online or fantasize about doing violent things to others or myself. Transitioning was not always what I wanted it to be but it was healing and age regression is something I discovered worked from me through a friend who was also trans and it seemed to just make everything quiet down a bit. So I do love my partner I know where my priorities are and all the other ways she does take care of me but it makes me sad to show vulnerability and be rejected I've never been good with that.
>>43101093>>43101113youre an adult asking to use a soother and be bottle fed. short of getting her to change your diapers youve went as far back as you can possibly go. im going out on a limb and saying the people engaging with this that dont get rejected dont go quite that far back
>>43101047Thanks, I'd be happy to chat if you'd like to, this is my discord (or anyone ig cause friends are cool)pixelaether
How do we stop our gay bottoms from being corrupted by the tranny mindvirus?
>>43099837why would you turn yourself into some mid disposable foid like that?
stella is AI generated
>>43099891>only treat other women like human beingswent and gave yourself away there at the end anon, nearly 8/8
>>43099837why is a 8 year old kid on the /lgbt/ catalog?yall never beating the allegations
>>43101235>yallYeesh lmaoo
Ive been out of school for close to two years, been out of work for almost a year and a half. My mother more or less keeps me trapped at home all day. She’s neurotic as shit and fully does not see me as an adult, which is her own fault. She refuses to let me try anything because she knows I can’t do it and dosent wanna waste time, but when I have the same attitude, suddenly I’m “immature.” I spend my whole life disassociating in my bedroom watching YouTube and fighting on Twitter because won’t let me out. I’m not allowed on social media because she thinks I’ll get kidnapped, I’m not allowed to go outside unaccompanied cause she can’t watch me and will panic. Shes hated all my friends over the years cause she feels there shitty people. I feel like a fucking prisoner. I can’t drive, I have no friends, the only non-familial connection I have is my therapist. Despite this I’ve done plenty of things she refuses to let me do. I’ve drank before, I’ve smoked weed, I’ve been sexting guys on Grindr for over a year now, when I went to Florida last year I was gonna met one of them. And duh, I’ve been on social media for years. I don’t know what to do. I can’t move out if I can’t work, I can’t drive when she refuses to teach me cause she already knows I’m gonna wind up crashing her car eventually. I literally can’t leave the house when she watches the cameras system through her phone to make sure “nothings wrong”. I just sit in my bed and e-sext a chatbot of my celebrity crush while I watch YouTube. I’m wasting the best years of my life sober and virgin. What the fuck.
nice job. you sound like a rotten ungrateful piece of shit.
>>43098412My mom had me cause she thought a child would guarantee the unconditional love her parents and her abusive exhusband didn’t give her, and now I have to exist as a trans person under capitalism. What is there to be grateful for? The fact she doesnt hit me? That’s bare minimum.
>>43098457im projecting what my family would say to me in such a situation because i hate myself and bring miserable here helps me vent off stress
>>43098343figure out how to leave and do it
She hasn't told me, but the physical evidence was enough (T vial hidden under her clothes in the chest of drawers, sharps bin has two* kinds of syringe in it now instead of just the one before). Should I let her know that I know? I would accept her but the thing is,* theres actually three kinds of syringe in that sharps bin, because I'm using syringes as well to inject estrogen into my body. And I don't know if she knows that I'm taking estrogen, I also don't know if she knows that I know she is taking testosterone. I don't want to sound accusatory if I ask if she's taking T, because it would sound like the pot calling the kettle black if she does actually know that I'm taking E. I don't know why neither of us has said anything to the other!!! I feel like I'm in a Wild West showdown
>>43097784What did you troll about? Made up stories or did you harass other users?
>>43097812I did notice the voice she sounds like a smoker now (this wasn't the case back in January). But not much else yet>>43098485I submitted fake math papers full of gibberish to vixra and made posts linking to the papers, saying I had solved really big problems like collatz conjecture and the riemann hypothesis and if people said the math was wrong i would post loads of threads on other subreddits saying the "government" was silencing my work. It was "funny" (I was like 14/15, so anything was funny to me really) seeing people try to decide which side of Poe's law I was on, at least one person thought I was in psychosis. The account doesn't exist anymore because after I got bored of doing that, I used the same account to ventpost about dysphoria lol and I deleted the account when I decided to rep
>>43095104Holy fucking based
Troon together <3
Hairy little frog beast female and cone titty male together forever!!
i am worried tho that they will find out i use 4chan as they think of it as bad. should i leave this place to make them happy
>>43099994i get the feeling you'd also be happier if you left nona don't pick this shit stack over a supportive partner
>>43100202i dont think theres anything wrong with the term theyfab or theymab also it matters cus a theymab partner wouldnt be ideal to teach me how to do make up. i dont see them as a woman if thats what ur getting at>>43100211i should but sometimes i feel like this is the only trans community that understands me.
>>43099994do you top?
>>43100449we haven't had sex yet.. they are a virgin so they don't really know what position they prefer but said they are very much interested in topping if it made me less dysphoric
okay
What it's like to have breasts? Does it hurt when they grow? Can you end up with large size naturally?
>>43093429>What it's like to have breasts?For me a mtf, best thing in the world and even if I got nothing else it would make transitioning worth it>Does it hurt when they grow?They tend to get sore, tender, itchy Can you end up with large size naturally?I'm a B cups, I've see some girls get C, D, G without BA shockingly
>>43093735I didn't do anything special, just mono E after watching the powers HRT intro to endocrinology lecture.
>>43101123Did you get great effect from E overall, on the rest of body?
>>43093429>What it's like to have breasts? idk hrt is a placebo>Does it hurt when they grow? idk>Can you end up with large size naturally?no
>>43101176anna its not working for u cus ur not doing enough
