"Why yes I AM a bottom how did you know?"
>>44071687Bottoms be shopping nawamsayin?
>>44071591It makes this board unusable
>>44071678Using the word meta in sentences is male brained
>>44071700Why do you type like a guy? Are you a chaser
>>44071700Yes…
my soul is absolutely destroyed at the fact i wont ever look even a quarter as attractive as either one. im thinking trooning was just a cruel joke of a lotto scratcher and the price was my sanity and happiness.
>>44071451>my soul is absolutely destroyed at the fact i wont ever look even a quarter as attractive as either one.life goes on, dude. you got a sub-par lot in life. no amount of lament is gonna make it go away. cry if you must, but don't make it your M.O. you're never gonna look back at your life and think, "Man, I'm really glad I wasted all that time needlessly moping about shit and not being productive."
>>44071451Who's the one on the left?
>>44071451She no arm??
>>44071694You may be blind, or retarded. Mayhaps both.
in honor of the brave lesbians who are out there every day surviving>QOTT: what do you do when you're alone?jannies leave my bread alone
>>44071703add a butt plug to that trust
>>44071720wait holy shit how have i never thought of doing this before?? i’m about to get my money’s worth out of my edge 2 lmao i barely use that thing
>>44071739yes i had the exact same reaction riding and thinking the same thing one night wishing i could comfortably add a dildo to that position :ppp
>>44071634and ANOTHER THING. chastity is too hot. i just feel like a weirdo because it is weird but it SHOULDNT BE THIS ENTICING. its a fucked up world.
>>44071802it’s okay bbg i understand you
the catch-22 of transitioning for AGP is that HRT will decrease my sex drive, leaving me a male with tits and regret
>>44069020goals tbhon
>>44068983I truly don't understand what AGP is even meant to mean anymore. If you still want to be a woman without sex drive aren't you just trans? there's no fetish to fulfill anymore
>>44069263people here use it in so many contexts, it ranges from "disgusting hon fetishist who will never be a woman" to "valid trutrans expression of gender euphoria for transwomen"
>>44068937that too, but I hated my dick being in charge of my daily state of mind, getting me horny and tugging it 2 or 3 or more times a dayso it took a decade to condition myself slowly and the catalyst was 2 years ago when I developed Phimosisit just made it easier, and I started numbing my dick and balls with heat to deaden the nerves so they don't get so sensitive in terms of arousalnow it's all me, if I want to jerk off and cum. And that's just infrequent now, I pretty much do it once every 2 weeks if there's no dick sucking on my schedule, just to clean my pipes.I enjoy plapping my top's thicker dick down on my limp useless one as well.
>>44068983>pornsick cis menthe boogeyman which haunts every three letter acronym on this board...pickme bitch.
have you unlearned shame yet anon?
>>44066531i have very little of consequence to feel shame of any kind overim a kind and wonderful person; beautiful inside and out even despite my deformed crippled body; it sucks that i never achieved anything in capitalism but i was never in that soulless rat race to begin withi exist to love in the wonderful impassioned all consuming limerence way that i do; nothing else mattersand ive reached my purpose and make my wife the happiest beautiful girl in the world everydayi am capable of experiencing shame; recently when new meds fked me up the ladt 6mo i started feeling shame about all kinds of stupid things and my dysphoria got much worse toostarting to get back to normal now that i have a new dr that will take up my xanax so i can get back to the good stability i had a year ago; get back to my proper positive self
>>44066531people who say things like this are generally obnoxious entitled weirdos who will interpret it as a deep personal attack when you ask them to stop yelling in a restaurantgod forbid you make any effort to accommodate your self-conscious tranny friend by not drawing a bunch of attention to yourself
>>44069903im sure you arent all that
>>44069903you are delusional and view reality like a narcissistic 12 year old
>>44066531Shame is an objective good especially if ur a hon / optics nuke so no I'm not unlearning it
peekaboo editionHappy pride month!>QotT: Whats your favorite brand of pizza?FAQ:>Am I bi if I like women and femboys/traps?>Am I bi if there's this one member of the same-sex I'm desiring, but normally I like the opposite sex?>Am I bi if I sexually like both sexes, but only interested in romance with one of them?Yes, sexual attraction to both sexes is bisexuality.>What's the difference between bisexual and pansexual?Only difference is that our flag is prettier.>Am I bi if i have periods where I feel only attracted to women and others where I feel only attracted to men?This is known as the bi-cycle and many bisexuals experience it.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>44070149Talk about self sabotage damn
I <3333 MY BI BOYFRIENDDD
Bump for bi boyfriends?
am i hot?
>>44071658
>Turns you trans
>>44069942WHo caRes
>>44069942all genders are my property and i use them however it pleases me
idk what this is
>>44071253It's Max Stirner
sorry for my shitty writing:I knew I was trans since I was 13, and ever since I was a child, I scared by my mom and (rotting corpse) dad into never talking about anything remotely LGBT, especially since I was living in morocco of all places at the time.I'm autistic, ADHD, so I genuinely can never function without my mom doing everything for me, I dysfunctional at basically anything administrative.I tried doing small feminine things in life, buut my mom found out, I was threatened, I denied it until she started pretending she doesn't know (while insulting everything about me behind my back), I've told "friends", but since I'm an obvious retard, they never liked me, or I never liked them.So I arrived in france a few years later, thanks to my dead dad who was french, with my mom, ever since covid (when I discovered I was trans), I've only become more chronically online (already was, but seems there's no limit to how chronically online one can be), I started doing more programming (eventually doing actual innovation in machine learning and neuromorphic AI), went to high school, got bullied over my femininity as per usual, went to uni, there's that one hon who at first seemed nice, clocked me immediately, which pushed me to be cringe since I felt a little more open, but since I was some 4troon-pilled retard, she obviously started not liking me, and the rest despised me for my cringy ass behavior, while also pushing me to be out and trans (she also considers herself a passoid, ha, looks more like your average midshit sneedhon, which is funny since she likely had HRT in her mid-late teens).
Meanwhile, I turn 18, fully planned out my transition before uni.... and I get nothing because things are slower than they seem, but that's fine, I can wait.... I got to general practitioner as was advised, through actual trans resources, and she advised me to... meet an endo, she told me he was the fastest.. buuut I had to wait 2 months for an appointment- aaand I missed it because I thought it was the day after, welp let's just call- and the number doesn't work, time to walk across the city to get there and get an appointment 3 months later. Meanwhile I fail uni because I mentally break down every few days and become obsessed with my ML project. Meanwhile each professional is surprised I'm not out to everyone on earth yet and instead asks if I'm mentally okay while the endo double checks if I want to freeze my damn sperm, and if I'm reeaaally sure about it.Meanwhile I lose my childhood friend because I fell in love and obviously I can't have nice things so now I'm fully alone, not that he could've helped, he was in Canada by that point.I get frustrated so I try DIY, my friend loses 150 dollars for the first try (he just wanted to help me), result, one package gets lost in india, the other is deleted off the face of the earth by the deliverers because apparently the relay store isn't my address, because of course I have to order HRT and my mom will throw it away and break my laptop and only thing I have, that's what I deserve for being born a retarded tranny.
Then the appointment comes and the result is I get referred to asking info from my psychiatrist, all the while I have to hide everything from my mom, where my relationship with her deteriorates every day, next thing I know I try to get an appointment and the result is "wait 3 more months, we want to rest in summer vacation while you rot in hell".So I genuinely give up, I hate reppers, but I'm genuinely just gonna rep, my life is going to be over before anything remotely changes, I'm too retarded to be independent in under 1 year, I can't kill myself because I'm too retarded to feel that way, so I can genuinely only rot inside a tiny appartment while I do the bare minimum to not go outside.
tranny reparations when?
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>>44071173mortal honbat
taco bell again huh
I wish I had an abusive boyfriend who would just fucking lose it and beat the shit out of me occasionally
>>44071514no I don't like those
about to shave my legs and wear a skirt for the first time in my life
they ruin any prospect of trans acceptance especially when are grouped in with usthey are in the trans groups, organizations, boards, the subreddits, the government, they are shown on the news as what a trans person looks like
this is an intractable problem with modern progressivism, given their championing "inclusion" and "destroying traditional, 'puritanical' notions of sexuality". if "proper" trans people (confused gays) wanted to best improve trans acceptance they would exclude them, but most will do no such thing.
browsing the trans and lgbt /soc/ threads are miserable because most of the posts are sissies and chasers
I’m counting both bone growth and fat growth For me I’ve seen decent results just from getting fatter but I’m wondering how much would’ve changed if I started e earlier Some trannys I’ve seen have way better results
>>44065458Estrogen causes you to gain more Roman features, especially hips and legs.If you like that traditional venus body look, then good for you enjoy having a fat arse.But if you want to be a thin waif-like creature then its hard to avoid llooking like a bony elf You want to get just enough fat to cover the bones, but not so much fat that you have a huge arse because its easy to get one on E
>>44065458i have just enough hips to not hate that part of my body but they have dips; i assume its because all my life my elastic waistline sits there; i wish something could be done about itbut my chest being too flat uis a far more distressing issue
>>44069785bump
they sit unexpectedly wider now, even after accounting for fat distribution, which I attribute to rotation more than any actual bone growth
>>44065458The bone itself didn't change but my fat is going there so they look broader than my shoulders
I'm 4'11 and pegged a 6'2 trans girl AGAIN. And this time she shot out princess juice all over the bed. What do you think of that huh?
>>44071193Same, desu
>>44071205Holy delusion. Even your TRA's can admit they aren't
>>44066899Never call it "princess juice" again
>>44071468what else would it be called
>>44071596Cum
WEEDS IN MY FUCKING GAME AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH GET THEMOUTGETTHEMOUTGETTHEMOUT
>>44071314There's only one F, if it was from Affinity there would be two.
>>44071579there's also two fs in affini
>>44071314>>44071579>>44071590It's literally a plant person. Shut you two stooges
>>44071597it's a coincidence
for the past hour ive been watching my tboy bf get increasingly frustrated with me because i cant give him a solution for his inexplicable struggle to log into his computer because he forgot his password and keeps resetting it
type of shit toddlers get mad about
write a letter to someone.
>>44070895i know who i need to hear this from, but thank u anon. <3
>>44070025i miss you so much,, im so sorry i fucked up. i hope we can be friends again one day
as much as i don’t like you, E, i miss you and want to be your friend again.
I've developed a crush on a coworker esp after another told me she's separated from her ex wife. I feel so socially inept around her despite talking to other coworkers just fine. I'm paranoid people are starting to notice. I find myself looking at her workstation to see if I can catch her ever looking my way. I saw her looking at me for a second while I was in the managers office. It still felt nice even though she was probably just curious if I was in trouble.I really don't want a reputation for being a leering person.
You probably don’t remember me, but I remember you. You probably thought I was weird and strange, but you meant the world to me. I’ll always think of you every now and then.
