How do I cope with the fact that the only cis girl who likes me is probably a ftm repper
isn't literally every cis woman attracted to trans women either a ftm repressor or otherwise a cis woman who "really wishes they had a penis" or who "just really envies trans women"
>cisforcemasc him
>>44248948A lot of them are weird fujo creatures who see trannies as the same as the gay men they flick their beans to
>>44248941kill her and then yourself or out her to everyone. total ftm death every afab should be isolated from normal society or dead even moreso if theyre a pooner. shes probably a chaser on top of being a ftmrepper which is even worse + she'll just drop you for your 'male socialization' if she ever opens tumblr or twitter
I know multiple gayreppers who can only stay in their marriages with their wives because viagra lets them perform in bed thus convincing themselves they aren't really gay, and yeah sure they would totally fuck a dude if given the chance but because their pill "fixes" them, it doesn't matter. They can maintain the illusion that they are actually just straight or bi.I seriously doubt this is an isolated phenomena.How many more men would come out as gay if viagra/cialis/&co wasn't there to give them the boost they need to be ble to get off with a woman?
>>44247610Homosexuality is an entirely artificial behavior and you should seek ways to remove bad influences that are making you a homosexual
viagra is fucking boomerbrained, why anyone uses that shit when cialis exists is beyond me
>>44247659homosexuals have been drugging straight men for years with ED pills so they can rape them. all is fair in live and war.
>>44247610There are better cures for homosexuality out there, like being a cute trans woman with a shenis
>bf is playing video games with his so called friends again instead of coming to bed and making love to me all nightI see it how it is, hmph!
He's fucking his friends btw
>>44248934he's a dork and you should suck his dick while he's playing games
I'm sorry I let you die, last thread. I promise I'll take better care of you this time. :<A thread to vent, have someone to talk to, commiserate, or just post into the void.
wish theyd stop deleting frengen
>>44233845There's this guy I'm really really into but he doesn't want to date me because he has mental problems and we live too far away from each and because he's dysphoric and it makes me really sad watching him get more depressed every dayI try to be supportive and there for him but I just can't seem to help :( I really do like him and want him to be happy even if it's not with me
i really appreciate there being a thread to just vent here. I relly am just a pathetic person, i lash out at other people bcoz im unhappyu with myself, i act like ive been traumatized when my parents have never abused me in any major way, infact ive just been ungrateful. my hatred for this dumb bag of flesh i carry around just seems to get worse with no hope of getting better and i cant do a single fucking thing right. i jjust feel like im slowly barreling towards death and will just leave a whirlwind of disappointment in my wake. i know so many people who have lived worse lives than me and yet they carry on and keep trying to better themselves, and here i am this ugly boy who just keeps being stuck on the thought of being a woman. and speaking of which transitioning for me is a pipedream, i had the stupidity to leave evidence of my discord dms( where i was out of the my online friends) and from there I got outed. Now im just wondering how tf i even ever dreamed i could be a fucking girl. i would have to sever each and every family tie i have save for my elder sister and be basically disowned or become a disgrace. I wish i could just maake my parents, my mom, happy she didnt deserve a piece of garbage son like me. i wish my mom would just kill me sometimes hahaha, lol im such a psycho for dumpingf this all here lmfao, and why even transitiion when I know uill never be seen as woman anyway, a one-of-a-kind ugly piece of trash like me...
I haven't changed in seven years, just opened an old diary from when i was a teenager Im just as full of neurotic self centered self loathing as ever, transitioning hasn't changed that it just makes me cry more easy when it happens, repping really just made this my normal. Every day im reminded im a failure of an adult and i need to find work during my sabbatical but the humanities are fucked rn job wise and everything is so overwhelming so im just crashing at my parents place and i cant even get hired at a fast food place cause i wont be here for long, i dont even have the competence to diy electroSocially im also a failure, all my interpersonal relationships and friendships are online which means my irl social life is empty, Every day i wanna apologize to the girl that will never be allowed to live for fucking her over like this, im sorry for repressing, im sorry for dooming you with this wretched body, im sorry for depriving you of the love you deserve and alienating you, I should apologize for existing and forcing people to see me, i dont know whats wrong with me and im too scared to find out in a clinical sense cause a "hard" label thats not compartmentalized will just enable me cause im a bad person and people dont tell me what they think is wrong with me cause im just a stunted retard that no man will ever love
>>44247459Thank you for making these threads honeydewI dont feel safe sharing these things to non anons anymore cause ive damaged so many interpersonal relationships by being a negative nancy and the amount of times ppl have been like ur a bummer im gonna stop talking to you has taught me that im not allowed to be sad anymore which is definitely extreme and counterproductive but i dont want to risk itUm, anyways, i envy your kindness and willingness to take things into ur own hands and make a thread like this, tried doing somethinf similar years ago to no availThe void of an anonymous board feels eternal because it is not recorded, and we might not remember this exchange tomorrow or even in a few hours, but your words still mark all that come across them one way or anotherSweet dreams, i should do the same>>44248234Unfortunately love cannot heal all wounds anon, it can only nudge people to betterment but your friendship and love are surely helping >>44248441I hope youre okay anonDespite what people say coming out is a luxury not afforded by everyone, but you don't deserve death no matter how often we tell that to ourselves every day,Also, comparison is your worst enemy, dont let it eat you alive, as much as the gaze of society often tries to force us to do so Im off to take none of this asvice and perpetuate my unhappiness (cry to sleep)Stay strong nonas and anons, i hope you will be okay, and someone out there probably cares for you more than you care to know
I am cismale but i wish i looked like a moided approximation of Asa Mitaka from CSM p2.
total repper death
least dysphoric kitten
just save up for cosmetic surgery then
>>44245168at this point you're not even hiding it anymore
wth who put boymoder on my final fantasy
>>44246578wtFUCK is your issue with taizo?!?!
>>44246476cid seems like a predator with a drinking problembut then again i do want to fuck the twins
>>44246717>the twinsfrom terraria?
>>44246202Uhhh..spoilers???
mogs me
The voice actor for Ribbit (from the amazing digital circus) posted this image
>>44247447Gross
>>44247447is she a trannyshes brown so its kinda hard to tellbc if not wtf
>>44247608theyfab
>>44247447is real?
>>44247447taunting me!
Rise from the ashes! Claim the life that is rightfully yours! ...EditionLingering embers: >>44044599Goal of the thread: Go into yourself for a few minutes, try to shut out all distractions. Calm down and try to articulate how you feel. Speak from the heart.Daily goals can be repeated. Remember to keep score, it can only go up!>What is this thread for?Getting better is hard, and sucks. A lot. It does not get easier doing it alone.Share resources and experiences with combating depression, anxiety, personal issues, achieving or maintaining a healthy weight, etc.>Why is this thread /lgbt/?Struggles with mental and physical health are an indisputable part of /lgbt/ life, be it from dysphoria, social pressure, heartbreak, or just unfortunate lifestyle choices.>Notes to consider:Please be civil. Shame is your greatest enemy in fighting urges of self abuse (be it sh, drugs, or just self deprecation). Relapsing into bad and unhealthy habits is to be expected, the goal is to increase the average amount of time it takes between relapses. Any improvement is a victory no matter how small. Your worth and right to get better are non-negotiable. And most importantly:WE ARE NOT THERAPISTS, WE DON'T REPLACE MEDICATION>Note on adviceComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
pg8 meow :3>>44244010get rest and take care siganon <3>>44235445:3 mao>>44240997:3 ty
pg6
>>44206196I don't want to live like this anymore please.I can't be a dopamine addict forever.
goodnight /sig/
Lately I've had so many paranoid episodes of dread about things and the worst part is that I feel if I talk about them specifically I'll invite them to become real
knowing you are a fat hon is one of the worst feelings possible
>>44247951Extremely short, you're never gonna make it as a fat woman sorry
>>44247951The taller you are the fatter you need to get for it to work(as the hips and ass need to be utterly massive to make you look feminine and you need a lot of blubber to soften those shoulders)At your height you probably only need to be about 200 pounds to get the benefits. I suggest Pio or possibly exendin(9-39) combined with estrogen
everyone telling you to gain weight are weirdo feeders btw
>>44248026no they arent youre just mad you dont have a big warm belly to rub whenever youre sad
It’s the chubby chasers that gave me confidence to get a social life and post lewds
i'm a femrepper and a few days ago i had a crashout late at night and ordered roids. it should be arriving next thursday. i regret losing control but i don't want to let the t go to waste either. how realistic would it be to do t for a few months just to know how it feels and then go back to repping without anyone finding out
>>44248791>5'7-5'8i dont need to read anything else. imagine repping while being 5'8 hahahahahah
>>44248849when your hip bones are so wide they brush against your wrists when you walk it doesnt matter how tall you are, people will always see you as a woman. im considered avg female height for my family as well ; most women in my family are 5'6-5'9 w/ the men around 5'11-6'2. id look like a mouse amongst them
>>44248178am i faceblind, or does literally ever stick single one of those faces look completely masculine except MAYBE the last one
>>44248882blah blah blah im 5'8 blah blah blah
>>44248898you are faceblind, but they all have beards
>>44246335>what happened to them the french saudi english and finnish ones are all probably bald
>>44246466trvke
>>44246335they turned 18, eight years ago. now that kids are all on tiktok you can see the well dry up hence they’re still circling that old ass pic
>>44246335ask /int/
>>44246335they all hit twink death and one has suicided iirc
why didnt my estrogen estrogenise me?
>>44248820concentration, volume, frequency, esther, E2, T, P4, datetime
>>44248820estrogen is placebo for lateshits
leave recommendations and guess letters
Of the movies I've watched since making this list, my favorite are as follows:>MOBILE SUIT GUNDAM HATHAWAY The Sorcery of Nymph Circe>The People’s Joker>Frankenstein (2025)>Legally Blonde>Anora>Godzilla Minus One>The Boy and the Heron>Mobile Suit Gundam Thunderbolt: December Sky>Mobile Suit Gundam: Cucuruz Doan’s Island
Figured I'd >>44248379 rate.>>44248152I've seen 7/20, with Pink Flamingo (Love Divine) and stop Making Sense being my favorites.>>44248224I've seen 19/25 of yours. My favorites are Blade Runner, Akira, Perfect Blue, Fantastic Mr. Fox, Amelie, and House.
>>44248152hmm i think ill rewatch i saw the tv glow tonight. still need to get around to ginger snaps too>>44248379is ikiru a good place to start with kurosawa? loved house, tampopo, anora, and tokyo godfathers
>>44248577>is ikiru a good place to start with kurosawaAbsolutely. I'd also recommend Stray Dog, Drunken Angel, The Bad Sleep Well, and High and Low if you want to check out some of his best non-samurai films. I've seen 17 of Kurosawa's films. His filmography is a treasure. I think you'll have a good time.
Probably forgot some of my all-timers but these are all off the dome>>44248224Wish I could help with recs but with those genres im pretty limited, maybe Aesop Rock but idk>>44248379Genuinely dont think ive seen any of those :o>>44248577The VVitch mentioned, goat
is being an AGP a fun and enjoyable experience?you can look at yourself in the mirror and masturbate
>>44247036It's fun but after 7 years of hrt I've finally gotten a bit boredI'm planning on getting bottom surgeryI wish my dresser had a built in mirror, I don't really do the whole classic mirror masturbating thing
>>44247036you can do this as a gay man too, its about being hot enough and having the same body you find attractive. Men are kind of discouraged from this now but I mean narcissus is a man as you see in the picture. And if you become lean, well-muscled, sculpted physique like a michaelangelo painting, etc i'm sure that's attractive to gaysMost people just have a part of their brain that makes them get quickly bored with their own image, because they are used to it. Its helpful for making sure you don't spend too much time being self-absorbed
>>44247036I hate looking at myself let alone a mirror while masturbating. Maybe I'm not agp after all..
no
>>44247036yeah i love drinking my own semen out of a wine glass as a mentally-ill, drug-abusing gigahon
Post drawings.No matter the skill, come draw.
some doodlies i had sitting around>>44238394so so so cute!!!!!!!>>44238437i love your style :D
The thread I made this for died before anyone could comment on it.
>>44248198She blending
>>44240485Thank you anon. I find doing these sort of pen drawings rather meditative.
>>44248863Do you just do scenery? Or you do characters as well?
