breaking the tranny stereotype by trying to learn FL Studio and being absolutely ass at it. it's not that i can't compose it's just that the amount of tools to my disposition is a little overwhelming
>>44258772what are you struggling with?
>>44258783how synths and creating sounds work, and equalizing. when i have the sound in my head but i can't recreate it.this is generally a thing that happens with stuff that i'm trying to learn but when i'm having issues i get discouraged and frustrated. kinda stops me from learning hobbys that i'd love to do
>>44258936most people use samples.you can also see what a sample looks like and then try to recreate it
>>44258936look up the fundamentals of synthesis to get the hang of things. https://youtu.be/atvtBE6t48M?si=hZp1QT_4TGsN6fny is a good tutoriali learned the basics from my novation mininova manual. it explains stuff in a very simple way for a retard like me
QOTT: Do you have family abroad? Do you ever spend time with them?QOTT2: If you could choose any country or region in the world to travel to for free, where would you go?QOTT3: How is your relationship to your cousins? Any fun memories?▶ /ftmg/ tapmap:https://tagmap.io/tag/ftmg▶Useful Links:Am I Trans? https://rentry.org/ftmg1Stories: https://rentry.org/ftmg2Gender Dysphoria: https://www.psychiatry.org/patients-families/gender-dysphoria/what-is-gender-dysphoria▶Hormones:https://apps.carleton.edu/campus/gsc/assets/hormones_FTM.pdfhttps://www.ftmguide.org/hormonebasics.htmlhttps://diyhrt.info/transmasc/intro/▶Passing:Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
I am a HSTS passoid stuck in the body of a gayden gigapoon
>>44258641That's a good thing. HSTS would love to be bio female.
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>>44258485id let a cis dude fuck me at this point i'm so fucking desperate for sex i'd let anyone do what they want to me ive been masturbating all night and the towels is soaked but i cant stop i hate not having a cock
>>44258937What country?
https://skribbl.io/?VcClD1lB
>>44258920link’s dead but i can make a new one.
>>44258934new skrib
>>44258947https://skribbl.io/?JbCAJI1e
>>44258947you didnt even join >>44258963
>>44259020epic prank
how do i get rid of the intrusive thoughts that my estrogen vial is just filled with water
>>44258986watch animation memes
>>44258986I’m pretty sure that injecting water has negative health effects so you would’ve seen those by now if it really was water.
Its actually just filled with my pee
Post about your loneliness or sadness. I spend everyday alone aside from going to work or going for walks
>>44258178Yo. Play splatoon?
>>44257961I'm just not good looking enough and it's driving me crazy. Not even a nice smile my direction from someone that catches my eye it's all so horrible?
>>44257961Post plushies >>44258178What is wrong with u
>>44258645
>>44258757WeakNot cute
reject humanity, embrace technology
>>44258465shhhsilence
>>44258548>>44258560this. you can also endlessly customize and upgrade yourself to your heart’s content
>>44258153not really an option. at least for now.
>>44258153llm egregormaxxing
>>44258153Once I understood the weakness of my flesh, it disgusted me
prev - >>44243210pain editionqott: how do you deal with the pain?
This is a very interesting phallus carved from a bison horn from Abri Blanchard. The carving is about 36 000 years old and is 250 millimeters long. It must be one of the largest such phallus shapes ever found. The carving shows clearly the cleft at the end of the phallus, seen especially in the photo on the right.Note also the carved bone in the foreground.Photo: (left) Don Hitchcock 2008Photo: (right) Carolyn Hailstones 2009Source: Facsimile, Musée de la préhistoire à Sergeac
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l'Abri du Morin, Layer A IVEnd of reindeer antler. Length 88 mm. The distal portion has been scraped to the shape of a phallus, with normal peripheral narrowing and an incision of the penis at the glans shown, which has since deteriorated to some extent.The shaping of the phallus was relatively easy because of the natural shape of the antler. The object is similar to other carved antlers, in the sense that it is simple and undecorated, as for, notably, number 7 of layer A II from the same site, and the phallus from la Madeleine, or the very ornamented one from Bruniquel and that from Abzac, which is a double version.When discussing a wooden phallus from the Aurignacian, coming from l'abri Blanchard des Roches, much earlier than the examples cited above, which are all from the upper Magdalenian, L. Didon proposed the existence of a very ancient cult of the male genital organ.R. Montandon thought that the objects were intended to 'satisfy perverted desires' (that is, that they were dildos - Don ).Photo and text: Deffarge et al. (1975)Source: Original, Musée d'Aquitaine à Bordeaux
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>>44258966eat my ass
what are your thoughs on partial autogynophilia? the arousal around the idea of being a girl but having remainig male parts? (usually male genitalia). is this closer to AGAMP arousal or AGP?
>>44257356why do you want o keep your male parts? to use it or to be attractive to bi men / gamps?
>>44257417to fuck women
>>44257356I have agp and agamp. I love being a lil slut in panties for men but also love my showing off my big bulge to college girls at the coffee shop lol
>>44257607thats Gynephileic then. im gaygp and i have no desire towards women, i always felt weird about having a penis, and i would rathr have a pussy if i could simply wake up tomorrow with it, but the process is a nightmare, i dont want doctors operating on me, and i tell myself men like penis too, and im not homophobic about it.
I think I have it and it sucks and brings down my QoL but I also don't think it's a real thing medically, it's closer to furry shit than it is transgenderism.
i will never socially transition
socially transitioning isnt what saves you. it just changes whether the world knows who you really are or not. you will feel just as miserable, insecure or inadequate as you are now, but evryone will be able to see itt. lateshit fridgehon
>>44258811do you think that drunk bitch will listen to you
>>44258833whats their backstory
/lesgen/ is the lesbian general for all homosexual cis women and trans women.QOTT>Do you like big boobs?discord https://discord.gg/YY2fqphPratagmap https://tagmap.io/tag/%2Flesgen%2Fold: >>44253625
>>44258754Gained 20lbs after starting E, but still have a flat stomach. It all pretty much went to my hips, ass, and boobs.
>>44258773Just how momma likes it >:)
>>44258643>nigger>>44258773Trutrans
hot beebs are gagging for my lady weiner broz
I have a keloid scar right in the center of my chest :(
Does anyone in this gen actually wear those creepy silicone skin masks? As a kid I used to think that was half of what trans women wore.Never seen any irl, thankfully.
>>44251744This one looks like it's based off of some celeb but I can't pinpoint her
>>44257193looks like indonesia or something
>>44258401Same country which canes women for kissing btw
>>44208743I've never worn it but I kind of want to fuck someone that is. There's like a living sex doll angle to it that's hot. Also like hiding away the person kinda hits some hot humiliation/degredation angles for me.
>>44258914In the anus or the veejayjay?
There's nothing more humiliating than being a MtF who submits to men in bed, especially if you need it, enjoy it, and are post-op.>your brain makes you long for, lust for, and seek out a man despite decades of intense socialization trying to reinforce the opposite>kissing a man, hugging a man, and holding hands with a man all feel extremely good despite being a former male>when he initates sex, your body feels hot and your fakevag feels empty for him even though you're supposed to only want a woman>when he tells you to put it in your mouth you do it obediently, even though the you from 10 years ago would be so disgusted with you for it>when he pushes you down and sticks it in you, you give in, close your eyes and involuntarily moan instead of fighting him for violating your body>when he holds your wrists with one hand and your neck with the other it's an intense turn-on, and you know you've given up at that point
>>44257815>think that's normalMaybe. But he's fine either way so it forces the choice on me. As a dude I found cumming in her mouth way hotter. Now I still find blowing him and swallowing hot, but riding him even hotter. Still, blowjob is the only times he submits to me. And that's hot too.>How thickIntimate rose has a 44mm one. Not that I use it anymore. I just have regular sex and ride normal dildos.>3y>can orgasm from penetration using a dildoYeah, training.>so subby that I can only get to the peak of sexual pleasure by submitting to a manIDK about that. I find it hot even when I don't orgasm(tho i usually do now). Sex is over when the man cums.Also, there's nothing wrong if after a quickie I'll have to finish off myself. If I have the time. If not, we'll finish later on that day. It's not like anyone gets to see that I'm horny (one great advantage of being postop).>fully separate the cause and effectWhy do you care? I certainly stopped thinking about it even before the surgery. I wanted what I wanted. I got what I wanted. Yay! Time to enjoy it.>you're consigning yourself to a receptive role in sex for the rest of your lifeI don't like the word consigning. It has a negative connotation. I gave in to a deep desire that sounded crazy and turned out to be a great idea. It being permanent is a good thing, not consigning.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>44257987>Still, blowjob is the only times he submits to me. And that's hot too.Idk, he's more vulnerable than usual with him in my mouth but I'm definitely still the one submitting to him, since it almost always ends with him controlling the pace with his hand on my head, and ends with him finishing down my throat...>I just have regular sex and ride normal dildos.I should probably just do this too. I really don't want to risk losing depth before I'm married though.>Sex is over when the man cums.Idk why but this concept makes me feel things...>Also, there's nothing wrong if after a quickie I'll have to finish off myselfThis is how it ends for me more often than I'd like to admit.>I wanted what I wanted. I got what I wanted. Yay! Time to enjoy it.You're so positive, it's admirable.>I gave in to a deep desire that sounded crazy and turned out to be a great idea. It being permanent is a good thing, not consigning.Maybe I didn't use the best word for it. Acceptance, maybe? Accepting that I'm a submissive person and that that's okay. SRS was partly about acknowledging that part of me as well.>Like on the ceiling? That'd be quite extravagant.No, like on the wall, like I could look over and see him plowing me in missionary and kind of learn to acknowledge that that's really me on the bottom getting used by a man. I think it may actually help some with the brainworms.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>44255959This is a real thing that happens. KIND OFIf you get cum.in your ass it makes your own cummies less virile and reduced sperm count
>>44258374>controlling the pace with his hand on my headNona, git gud.https://badgirlsbible.com/blowjob-techniquesI'm totally serious. Read that link and try things. Make him scream. Also, you can finger yourself or use a dildo while blowing him, yk?>finishing down my throatCan't conceive not swallowing. Tho when we do 69 it can be tricky.>risk losing depthOh, right. You're with the Thai technique which does have a slight risk. I personally don't care that much.More broadly you should do it because it's fun. I stopped thinking about dilation issues 2+ years ago. But then again, I'm also hypersexual. I don't need to keep a calendar or keep track.>this conceptit's not a concept, it's the truth. Every single person on earth (cis, trans, male, female, etc) when they say "I had sex 3 times last night" they absolutely mean that the male came 3 times.>how it ends for me more often than I'd like to admitHave him finger you and finish you off. Just be creative. It sounds to me that you're restricting yourself too much. Restrictions are for pre-ops.>mirrorComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>44255959>>44256218where is picrel from
what happens when a boymoder kisses another boymoder
>>44257622Gay sex (male)
>>44257622How hot are they?
>>44257622They form a codependent bond and spiral into a brainworm fueled double suicide.
>>44258878>they form a codependent bondgiwtwmcould do without the suicide tho. does it have to end that way?
>>44258883Heroin taking bolshevik lesbian!
> My sexual fantasies about getting into a car accident has only increased ever since I got in one again the other day. I want to be driving and feel the adrenaline hit as I swerve off the road and have a gorgeous girl (specifically st4t) in the car as it happens. I want her to be uninjured and take in the sight if whatever aftermath there is for me. Wat dat mean?
>>44258829Kys
>>44258829idk but sounds very strange and oddly specificmalebrained tho ygmi
>>44258895Let a guy live
>>44258899Oddly specific because I was in the same situation a few days ago as well as having deep rooted trauma in car accidents as a whole. Glad to know I’ll make it though, thanks o7
Should I stop anorexiamaxing? I’m tired all the time and sleep 12 hours a day and physically exhausted doing nothing. I can’t focus, but I lost 25 pounds in a single month and am actually starting to like how my body looks. If I go for another 2 months I eat normally again I think once my bmi goes down to 16.
>>44257248>I hate myselfThen nothing is going to helpYou'll be an exhausted off-putting stinky pitiable sack of whining and unearned confidence on matters of beauty and everyone will treat you like it
>>44257803Don’t be mean to me
>>44257248even if you do get to 16 bmi with low restriction you're just gonna end up with health issues and not be able to stay thereit takes a lot of patience but the best way to lose weight is in fact high res at a 300-600 deficit consistently for a very long time with none of that b/p lax/diuretic bs then you can all the severe risk factorst. 14.5 bmi tranny
>>44258354>14.5 bmiPost pic of arm
>>44258593
