I had my first relationship with a transgirl when i was 14Is that bad sign?
>>36669953sorry i mixed up the replies due to the other posti meant>>36669911how old were you>>36669882how old were they
>>36669966>how old were they21She tried to make me run away from home and move into her in exchange for sex, alcohol and inhalants buy sadly that never panned put
>>36670038You lucky piece of shitI was constantly searching for trans women to take me in since i was 14
>>36670277Why would you search for that
>>36670413I wanted a mommy gf to save me from my hellish life ;-;
Would pooning out have saved her?
No, she should get a refund for her jewish genetics.
>>36670325I could fix her Dunno who she is, but I can fix her
>>36670325Idk who she is. But lookswise she is fine. Obviously she would look better as a twink but that goes for everyone
anybody finger themselve and remove the shit physically?
>>36669767sometimes I finger my vagina to feel the poop next door (did you know girls could do this?)
>>36669767imagine not prepping
>>36669767yea
>>36669767I just insert a buttug until it comes out clean
>>36669767Sure, because it works
>be 20, and gay male>Chat up with a tf2 buddy whos Bi>We meetup months later.>Refused to suck his dick because of no listrine, only made out>Was entirely awkard / weird, never made eye contact with him.>A day later, he told me to look somewhere else because I couldn't talk to people.Was this the worst ever first time in this boards history? I met him off of this frengen.I still haven't found a relationship to this day after a year of this happening
>be me,16 and male>chat up a guy whos from my school, little bit fem but whatever, he just seemed gay>need my mom to help me pick him up>ask her to stop at walgreens cuz I needed lube>we proceed>I had lied to him and said I was straight but wanted to give it a try>take him up to my bedroom and fuck him in a few positions>get interrupted by my grandma yelling my name out>he freaks the hell out asking me if someone else was home and i didnt get what the big deal was>continue fucking him>couldnt cum>took him down to the loft and had him blow me while i watched anime>told me his jaw hurt but I didnt understand what he meant and told him to keep going anyway>never asked for his name>forget how he got home
>>36670321>> get interrupted by my grandma yelling my name outLmao everytimeI hate boomers
Love MTF trannies, hate anal. Wat do?
why do people assume the anal or vaginal sex is the only and best kind of sex??? lmao like imagine thinking that like one meal is the only food you can eat and nothing will ever compare.
>>36666147Gross lol
>>36665925Do what my bf did and find a straight MtF with a pussy.
>>36669567Yeah, anal is the worst. No wonder gays are crazy and do so much druggies.
>>36669567This posts makes me suicidal I'll never have a pussy and I'll never have a bf
>well you see, it's chud shit, I fell in love with a trans bitch, she's an autist, she wants to suck on my chud dick
>wake up>remember i'm cis>be happyGod is so good bros
>>36667014I am glad too
>wake up>shit>get out of bed
>>36669491anon nooo
>>36669491>wake up>shit>eat breakfast>get up
>>36666881>i'm cisfor now...
ok so im a binary trans woman and i have dysphoria and all that. but i also wonder how much of the negative feelings would go away after srs. i 100% know i want srs, and my dream is to live as a normal woman. but like in certain ways i think it would be kinda hot to be a guy with a pussy.never gonna take t or anything like that, probs gonna still present female in public, def gonna always consider myself a woman, probs gonna always love dressing feminine and feeling feminine. and def gonna get additional surgeries to feminize my body more. but like. what if im nb or something? i dont think im nb but like. i reject a lot of masculinity because it reminds me of my past, and i still have a physically male body so i feel like i have to be 100% feminine to counter that. and i truly love femininity and being feminine, its amazing. but i wonder how things will change after srs. is it possible i might open up to masculinity a lil bit since my anatomy will no longer be the concern that it is right now? right now im 100% a binary trans woman but i wonder if srs will make me a nb?anyway that sounds super degenerate and i cant believe i typed that. after i get srs im probs just gonna continue being a binary woman and be happy. but i hate to admit that the thought of being a guy with a vagina (and not dysphoric about having one, obv) sounds really hot
as for binders, im on the fence. i love my boobs, and i want to keep them forever. i do have some aesthetic issues with mine, they look kinda bogged so i wanna get a BA at some point in the future. binding sounds like it could be fun whenever i would be larping as a guy, but i dont wanna damage mine. i guess i would try binding if it had no way of fucking up my boobs
there are lots of ftms who want to be mtf but not many mtfs who want to be ftm
>>36670082>ftms who want to be mtfYeah, certainly. Generally they wanna be like Frank N Furter though, more like a transmisogynistic idea of a trans woman as a feminine male third-gender. Very few of them actually want to be a woman with a dick.>mtfs who want to be ftmI have seen this quite a bit actually, it's very common amongst lesbian/queer/dykey trans women. A lot of them are lowkey nonbinary but (often correctly) feel like they can't express that without sacrificing being treated as a woman. So they long for the embodiment of the transmasc dyke, who can be as butch and nonbinary as his heart desires while still fundamentally being accepted as a lesbian and a woman by the queer community. A smaller but still extant contingent longs for the faggotry they left behind when they transitioned, and (correctly) believes getting fucked by daddies is hotter when you're a boy. >>36668179You sound hot. I'm sorry you get more attention pretending to be ftm, it's fucked how pooners really are the most desired demographic in the trans community. Especially since the idea of a camab femboy who's such a hole that he willingly got his dick replaced with a pussy is extremely peak.
>>36670082I'm mtf who wants to be ftm :3
>>36670335>You sound hot. Thanks!>I'm sorry you get more attention pretending to be ftm, it's fucked how pooners really are the most desired demographic in the trans community. Heh idc. My life has been better as ftm femboy than cis femboy. It's nothing but a huge plus for me. I used to feel ashamed because I lied about being AFAB but I don't genuinely care anymore. Why should I feel bad about something that makes my life genuinely better?I literally live on god mode and I'm getting worshipped by people. I don't miss my dick or anything, I like having pussy way more. My SRS results looks great. My body is androgynous due to E (not high doses) and short hair fits me better anyways.I'm planning to get a top surgery soon, them people would literally all people will automatically assume I'm a real ftm.I don't even feel like I'm larping as ftm after this long period of time. I'm simply a AMAB ftm femboy who is pretending to be AFAB ftm femboy for better quality of life and I love every second of it :)
>I'm sexually attracted to the troons
>>36669977you sound like an awful person (as all right-wingers are)
i feel like they just assume i'm a lame cis guy that's probably on the average level of transphobia and i'm just weird and shy and i don't know how to talk to themi want to cuddle with them and push them around with one arm and bite their arms softly like a narcotizing chew toy :x
>>36669977Welcome to this community :3
that makes you GAY
>>36669977
QOTT: What are you currently struggling with?QOTT2: Is there anything you're hoping for?I am going homeless in a few days and a temporary place fell through my lap BUT another place messaged me yesterday evening asking to message them soon if it may be still available. It would be only for less than four weeks but better than hostels (which may run out of cheap beds and creeps may harass you).
>>36662900I've luckily gotten into a habit of going to doctors appointments with my gf so she can help me advocate for myself, I'm pretty bad at that by myself haha
>>36662154>What are you currently struggling with?I will never be able to transition and live the life I want. I will forever need to repress and I will die with a name that I have never felt more detached to. It sucks because I have always knew I should be the other gender since I was a child and I had no idea what transgender even means until my late teenage years and still felt dysphoric. I tried once to tell my mom about it, and she threatened to slaughter me.I am stuck in a place where being trans is punishable by death and I have no way of escaping it because my parents hold all my documents and don't let me use my bank account. I can't get a job because to them I am only a future wife and baby maker who needs to prepare. I am naturally masculine and this has caused my mom to try and forcibly take me to laser hair removal and even tried to get me on estrogen. can't leave the house without covering every single part of my hair and body because they are so religious so going outside makes me feel like a living caricature. I just wish I was a man. I wish I could be the man I wanted to be.I have no friends and no life. I am rotting away going to my university and going back home and dealing with getting yelled at every fucking day for not being feminine enough to my parents.The only escape is death. I don't have the tools to do it myself in a way that's certain, so I have nothing but to wait for the day to come where I get into an accident or something.>Is there anything you're hoping for?There is a sweet transgirl I've been talking to online and playing games with who lives far away and she makes me feel loved. She sees me as the man I want to be seen as. I wish she could be happy forever and she will forever be safe. I wish I could be with her. I wish I could hug her and spend my life with her.Sorry for the long vent. I have no one to talk to about this. I rarely express my emotions to anyone.
>>36666540I hope you'll get a plushie soon. It has an added mental benefit making you feel cuter! Continue going on. Stop self doubting and keep rejecting labels. Make your flesh feel comfortable.>>36666667That's very good. I wish I had someone like this to help. :( >>36666795Look into Rainbow Railroad. I hope you end up escaping and can take testosterone. You are a man trapped in a woman's body and you will get out. Never give up. Continue trying. Contact RR today. I believe they will be able to organise a rescue for you.Don't apologise. Keep venting however much you need. We are here for you.If I go missing I'm taking a break I've mentioned here >>36666061I am with you all in spirit, genuinely hoping you find the strength and endurance to push through. Better days await.
>>36662154>q1A neurological disorder making it impossible to work, even a desk job from home. I can't get disability money because I live with my transphobic parents, but if I didn't I'd be homeless while being unable to work and probably unable to fill out the benefits form. I'll probably never be able to afford ffs or srs, and when my parents die I'll be homeless anyway. Also much too ugly to use sex to get somewhere to stay. Even if I were normal and healthy tomorrow, I've never had a real job and am unemployable, in addition to being clocky>q2Mostly that I get hit by a falling airplane and make the news while dying relatively quickly and painlessly
>>36662307Aloe Vera insides + water, in the blender, drink it up daily with a empty stomach (after waking up) This helped me so much with stomach pain, but you should still see a doctor and treat it with medicine
Thread for voice recordings and voice training. Rate others when you post. Suggested reading:In Celebration of Meby Rainer Maria RilkeI am so afraid of people's words.They describe so distinctly everything:And this they call dog and that they call house,here the start and there the end.I worry about their mockery with words,they know everything, what will be, what was;no mountain is still miraculous;and their house and yard lead right up to God.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>36669743it sounds a little too roboticlike the tone stays the same too much and then drops into male range oddly but not too often I appreciate you reading it with emphasis though
>>36669781ty for feedbackhttps://voca.ro/1csH8dYiyxvQ
https://voca.ro/1hf7d2VMTWEH attempt 2
>>36669876IMO the lisp is not in your way, what is is there is a pitch threshold that your voice is not breaking and it's all you need to pass. Try to hit those high notes.>>36669809This makes sense. Here is another take.https://voca.ro/175sXxhlAAQB
>>36670210i believe it is pronounced blan-card
would a cis girl help a guy become an hrt femboy?
There's probably at least one woman into that.
>>36669292thats reassuring ^~^
In Which I Attempt to Ameliorate My Anger Via Application of Alluring Arthropod Art Editionprevious: >>36585521Goal of the thread: Perform an abbreviated bout of cardio, terminated by basic stretches.Daily goals can be repeated. Remember to keep score, it can only go up!>What is this thread for?Getting better is hard, and sucks. A lot. It does not get easier doing it alone.Share resources and experiences with combating depression, anxiety, personal issues, achieving or maintaining a healthy weight, etc.>Why is this thread /lgbt/?Struggles with mental and physical health are an indisputable part of /lgbt/ life, be it from dysphoria, social pressure, heartbreak, or just unfortunate lifestyle choices.>Notes to consider:Please be civil. Shame is your greatest enemy in fighting urges of self abuse (be it sh, drugs, or just self deprecation). Relapsing into bad and unhealthy habits is to be expected, the goal is to increase the average amount of time it takes between relapses. Any improvement is a victory no matter how small. Your worth and right to get better are non-negotiable. And most importantly:WE ARE NOT THERAPISTS, WE DON'T REPLACE MEDICATION>Note on adviceComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>36623162unfortunately it seems everybody on this board (but me) is a porn addict. what a shame.
a home cooked meal feels like an accomplishment sometimes. Even though it was simple to make. I wish I had a coffee though. And sex.
Bump. Many of my plans for today were quashed after I tripped on my exercise bike, injuring my ankle slightly, and rending my shirt greatly...
>>36664801I also am in dire need of a weekend. Ah, soon I'll have a vacation for a bit..>>36668787Sorry to hear, frien. What kinda shirt was it, a normal tee, or maybe one you are fond of? I have a lot of clothes I find more or less disposable and some select ones near and dear.
>>36666896coffee and sex sounds so fucking good right now
What kind of brainworms is it if you would never want to use your penis in a sex act (unless it was something super passive like it being rubbed through clothing) but you also don't want SRS and wouldn't even press a magic get a real vagina button? Like it's not just a submissive/bottom thing because I'd be perfectly down to try using a strap-on
I am a cis man taking estrogen, I am a cis man taking estrogen, I don't belong here anymore, I don't belong in this shitty community anymore, I need to take hrt for life. >"I had testicular cancer and that's why my balls had to be removed, I take estrogen to prevent more cancer from forming in my body since I'm sensitive to testosterone, I take hrt for my own medical health"That will be my excuse, I hate being part of a community full of degenerate pedos.
>>36669976It's like a bulletin board
jannies too busy gooning to BNWO porn to clean the fucking board lately
>>36670101huh? wtf?
>>36670131hot
>>36670195kill yourself tourist
