this is an update to this post >>43393867Had a conversation with my wife. Went about as well as could reasonably be expected, and yet it was still easily one of the top ten worst fucking moments of my life. I couldn't sleep at all, so I just spent the night organizing my thoughts and figuring out exactly what I wanted to say. When she woke up and came to the kitchen, she pretty much instantly knew something serious was up. I asked her to sit, and then I told her point blank that I wanted a divorce. She wasn't surprised in the least. I thought I had done a good job keeping my slow descent into madness under wraps, but then again, she has always been a very bright woman. She asked me what she had done wrong and said we could go to couples counseling to fix whatever was wrong.This was the hardest part of the conversation. I've known this woman for over a decade. She is the mother of my children, and while I may not have romantic or sexual love for her, I do love her. She has been my closest friend ever since Mikey moved away. Part of me wanted to agree. to just say sure and continue lying both to myself and to her. But I knew that was just going to be a repeat of past mistakes, and that in 10 more years we'd end up in the same place, only with more resentment, more pain, and a pair of daughters raised in a home without love. So I ripped off the bandaid. I told her that divorce was the only option and that marriage counseling wouldn't work because I was gay. That, of course, raised some very fair questions. "We've had sex before, and you had no issues then!" I have a Viagra prescription. "Have you ever cheated on me?" no, but I once downloaded Grindr before chickening out after 15 minutes and deleting it, and the guilt has haunted me for years. and the most difficult question, "Did you really never love me?" (continued)
>>43408051men who get off on being manly and use women to validate their ego
>>43401181You're genuinely just evil and should kill yourself. This isn't an oopsie. This is willful malevolence. You don't deserve to live.
>>43404939Holy narcissist. Just stay away retard. You don't get to be in their lives anymore. Not after this.
>>43401191>Call up MikeyThe delusional narcissist ruined three people's lives, complicated countless others for a booty call that won't even remember him or reciprocate. This is insane larping
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do any other tranners else feel that if they were more conventionally attractive pre-transition, they wouldn't have trooned out? like, i was a 5'8 sub5 incel pretrans, but i think that if i were 6ft and goodlooking, i wouldn't have trooned out. does this make me faketrans?
>>43403030>do any other tranners else feel that if they were more conventionally attractive pre-transition, they wouldn't have trooned out?no>6ft and goodlookingit makes it worse in some ways
>>43403030having more reasons to rep is not helping me so no
>>43403030No i was a cutie and still wanted to do this shit to myself
>>43403030No I trooned out because I always jealous of gigatwinks, and I saw this as one action in a series of actions to try and steal what the gigatwink naturally has.
>>43403030i was like the converse of that, yeah. if i had been less attractive as a guy, i probably would have had less of a life, found this place earlier, and trooned earlier, but it was easier to rep since i had a fair chance as a man
>make thread on /tttt/>2 hours later >no replies>7 hours later>1 reply>"you’re retarded">14 hours later>1 reply (already read)>This thread has been archived.
>>43408464you're tarded
thread is moving so fast no one will see that I'm gay
>>43410380this nigga is gay and retarded
>>43408464I just wanna flirt with mutt trannies but your time zones are not approved by the crown :(
>>43410380this is your gay fathers. we knew.
Jewish women are why you think you are "transgender". You have a weak mind, and got infected with a parasitic mind virus.
>>43410052huh?
>>43404497I don't like basedjak it's ugly. >it's ironicIt's ugly.
>>43410347transgenderism is ugly
>>43410361Go to bed sweaty.
>>43410372I will, soon.
punching boymoders in the face should be de-normalized, frowned upon, and perhaps made illegal
>>43410010Nobody does that. Punching people is illegal regardless of their gender, your can file a report
>>43410010A broken nose looks cute tho :3
>>43410010normalize, smile upon, and legally enshrine kicking boymoders in their shins (repeatedly)
>>43410010what about punching in the tummy?repeated punches in boymoder tummy while both wrists are held above head?
What would you do if this happened to you, including surgeries to look younger and perfecty passable.
>>43410014sure it is, nona :)
>>43410000If such surgeries did exist and I underwent them I would coom so fucking hard
>>43410000I literally have agp and I barely have the mental fortitude to deal with the occasional dumbass teenager online no shot I do that all day every daySurgeries would be tempting though
>>43410000i already learned all of this except cheerleading and ballet. both of which are just kind of weird. do i do them after surgeries, or before? i'd be just sitting around for like 8 hours of this every day. i'd be happy though ig because free surgeries with like no effort.
>>43410000I wouldn't want to attend a school for teenage girls.
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>>43410186I mean I was here in my physical prime too. I'd like to cope with it, yes. Cooming to porn/self-inserting doesn't work that well anymore >>43410200Okay then how to you cope with evolving past your physical attrictiveness (aka prime)
>>43410152it was my fault for repressingmy fault for shutting down the conversation that could have gotten me on estrogen when I was 15when I finally came out in my 30s, I decided the priority was the mental effects. I may never pass, but I can at least feel like me.and then the physical effects started appearing. Nothing earthshattering, but with a little ffs I might just pass
>>43410291This is not a tranny thread + you're a lateshit AGP ogrehon
By doing everything to stop aging, it will only get worse unless you act now.
>>43410305>stop aging
When I look feminine I feel heavenly, but underneath, I know it's a reward pathway hacked out of my brain's instinct to find a healthy woman to mate. Mirrors
>>43410094sick thread nigga
>>43410094What?
>>43410102ooo oo aa aa
i fucking hate mtg nerds
>>43410094how are you so smart
i hate and envy all women because i want to be like them and never will
jealousy is all i feel nowadays
I am tired of my AGP. I am tired of getting horny from thinking about transitioning. Why can't I have a normal sexuality?Pic related, I live through them vicariously
>>43408941Your body knows where to get pleasure. Habits dig deeper and deeper.
>>43408941I don't see a problem with it. Getting horny is a good thing?
should men ever tell women that they're queer, especially significant others?
>>43407644why are women so cruel bros???
>>43407644Absolutely true.Is it the same, for the opposite?Do straight men get repulsed by finding out their partner also likes women? Or do they think "fuck yes, possibility of 3-way!"This is like a side-channel reading of female true nature."Toxic Masculinity" has been touted so much by feminist ideology, that it has entered the public vernacular.Whereas, the term "Toxic Femininity", an equally real phenomenon, is not used.Interesting, eh?
>>43407974genetic brain damage
>>43410148interdesting
women are the source of homophobia
i'm playing with my breast buds rn
>>43408664If I'm playing with my cock rn it's not uniquely exciting in a way that is validating to me. You don't bother posting about it unless you want to garner support and external validation.
>>43408702sometimes i post in hornygen when i masturbate it's not a big deal
>>43407024It is quite nice isn't it
>>43407024Are you also playing with your ass??
>>43408741yep. but when i rub them for too long, they get all sore and stuff, not fun...
It’s not okay to be gay and never will be.
what if i take estrogen, does that fix the problem?
Good thing a homosexual is a homosexual no matter what drugs they takeand a bisexual is a bisexual, even he becomes a transbian later
>>43410111only if you’re cute
>>43410116should ugly gays just not bother with estrogen?
>>43410111yeswlw = perfectly normal and beautifulmlw = perfectly normal and beautifulmlm = disgusting and abhorrent, proven by the character of all those who partake in this
>more attractive than my bfhow does one cope with this?
Don't you like feeling wanted?
>>43408729https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nt2MIlTPogg&list=RDNt2MIlTPogg&start_radio=1
>>43410139I worry about my kids not being physically optimal, depending on who's sperm we use.
>>43408729Short necos have no reason to live
i am insanely obsessed with black trans women. i look at them all day. i follow their accounts. i harass them on discord constantly. i am obsessed. i am a white nonbinary twink and i just cant stop thinking about cute ebony trans woman thighs. and injecting her with estrogen.
kino is so based
>>43405251coalburning if it was BASED
>>43405251i think a lot about black trans women being kinda mean to me and treating me as her little inferior no life white neet femcel. like she knows she has me in the palm of her hand because of how much of a loser i am. unfortunately i have not been able to fulfill this fantasy...
>>43405473i am on hrt yes
