day 2 of fatmaxxing.I remember why I started starving so badly in the first place.If I starve I dont have the brainpower there to truly process just how fucked my face is.
>>44820222face is so important desu i used to have a very honnish face and now im like ugly fat woman at worst and cute one at best
>>44822855Okay, then tell me about the gendered nature of the words “is,” “to,” and “the.” Three common words, three different parts of speech, and—according to you—none can be genderless. Go.
>>44822946"Is" forceful definitive verb masculine, "to" movement mechanical, masculine. "the" narcissistic feminine.
>>44820153Gr8 b8 m8. I rel8, str8 appreci8, and congratul8. I r8 this b8 an 8/8. Plz no h8 or ber8. Cre8 more, can't w8. We should convers8, my number is 88888888, ask for N8. No calls l8 or out of st8. If on a d8, ask K8 to loc8. Even with a full pl8, I always have time to communic8, so don't hesit8!
>>44823074This is fascinating, but purely your own personal vibes. I think you’d get different answers from different people, and a significant portion would say these words are simply genderless. So rather than saying “[a]ll words are gendered” as an absolute, you should probably just say “I experience all words through the lens of gender.”Also, let’s circle back on:>If you said English grammar specifically maybe.There is no known language where *all* words are gendered in the grammatical sense, period. It’s not unique to English, so don’t respond in bad faith like that please.
this world is not worth living in
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This is a good world to die in
I'm glad I have such a crippling, consuming fear of death and the lack of an afterlife that I couldn't rope no matter how miserable I was. I have to extend my time on this planet as much as conceivably possible.
I AM THE FEAR OF DEATHI AM THE GROWL OF THE WOUNDEDI AM THE CLAWS OF THE HUNTEDI WILL NOT STOPI WILL NOT HEELI WILL NOT BE BROKENI AM NOT WHAT I THINKI AM NOT WHAT I DOI AM COPESAND SUFFERING!!!
>>44823341tfw I don't have
>>44822752what changed
I don’t think this is female-brained it’s only a result of me being gay and wanting to collect images of hot guys. Aesthete brained
>>44822238Is it malebrained to despise Pinterest for locking so much of the internet's content behind identifying accounts and paywalls?
>>44823210Like half of the posts are just native advertising now, i.e. ads pretending like they're posts, pushed by pinterest itself.Also there's just so much ai slop.
>>44822247it was until SLOP MOUNTAINed
i wish i would be held and hugged to sleep even if for one night i just need to feel the warmth of another person instead of the cold air
>>44818370getting a hug a year would be lucky
>>44821396My condolences my euro-sibling. If it’s worth anything, i’m sending you all the digital hugs that i can fit through these wires.
>>44821337I also want to nap with you thnx
>>44821337Where in LA?
>>44821432well um thanks
>cis married gay, together for 16 years>never felt insecure at all>hit mid 30s >sudden bizarre insecurities hit me>2 years go by>I am now fucked up all the time I am fucked up by basically every other man I see, like vicious punches of envy. That guy is taller than me, that guy has a bigger dick, he's got a better beard, he's more beautiful, he's got something I don't and can't have. I feel like I'm not a complete person, like I didn't finish growing, it makes me feel worthless.This is a problem now because I sleep with my husband trying to be normal and loving, but look at him and he's perfect and the feeling that I don't deserve him is killing me
Hit the gym fagboy
>>44822987normal midlife crisis, hit the gym, get some hobbies and use the bandwidth from being an established adult to improve yourself a bit, which will raise your self esteem.
>>44823079I am kinda struggling with the hobbies, I stopped finding anything enjoyable a couple years ago, I join in and do stuff but nothing happens inside my body. I started working out, but how can I stop from feeling so bad inside?
>>44823115genuinely get therapy, these are issues you can 100% work through and normal, its a lot to try and worth through on an image board. also idk what your relationship is like but maybe opening up to your partner you haven't been feeling well could be good too
>>44823184That's fair, I'm on list for therapy already since April so I guess all I can do is wait
why do i have gay thoughts some days but feel completely opposed to them on others?i know i'm bi, i accepted that 2 decades ago, but the back and forth thoughts is weird, is it to do with shame or something?probably, cause doing gay adjacent things still makes me uncomfortable
>>44820294yeah bro i get out of bed every day to be "fuckable" awesome yippee hooray
>>44820935HaaahahahahaagahahhaahaShe thought women got treated normally in societyHyahahahahahahahahahhahahahahhaIncel -> mtf or ?
>>44820294You just described what transbians loooooveThey DIG that twinkyhon boygirl whatever thing
>>44821100that's also not the reason cis women get out of bed vroprojection or ?
>>44818487Wife
What caused your gay awakening?
Bailey Jay
>>44819611are you a furry now
>>44819625that one comic of marty in a dress who gets passed around and fucked was so hot it literally made me troon in the mid 2010s
>>44817528me and my friend fucked when we were 11
>>44822054that's not gay
anyone know if estrogen will help me to stop liking bnwo fetish hentai. when i used to like sissy hypno stuff i would always see bbc and bnwo shit and for years i thought it was weird and gross and just not really my thing until like the past year i got really into it mostly for the whole "pussyfree whiteboy feminized taking bbc now cus he cant compete with black men" but recently ive been getting into the cuck stuff and now im scared. its only the weird fantasy hentai stuff too, never real life unless its sum sissy/tranny hitting their balls with a black dildo but i see real black dick and i feel nothing. i dont see black guys irl an think "woah walking bbc" like it doesnt even come to my mind. i think it all just stems back to me enjoying feminization and corruption fetish stuff at a young age and always having to find some new shit to get off to.and btw no ive never hated black people or have been worried about whites being replaced or something idc abt any of that shit at all.
>>44822166you should feminise yourself for the bnwo!
The bibisi...
>>44822166It will make you less horny, which means it should be consequently consumed less.
>>44823076i love the bibisii serve the bibisii die for the bibisi
Is it a sin that I started to tell strangers that I have a husband when they ask me a question? In reality I am a touch starved tranny actually…
you will burn in hell for this
>>44822928If you're that touch starved why do you push people away
>>44823112Well there is a boy I like. I’m also not pushing people away it just makes me seem cooler if the cashier asks me something and I say it’s for my husband.
>>44823134colder*
i am a lonely straight cis man. i wish i had a gf. would any trans girl here want to be my gf? post your discord if so
>>44821593Stop spamming your shitty threads and go back to /soc/ you demon
>>44821593Describe yourself and your ideal partner.
>>44821754i am the table, slut.
where do you live?
>>44823094...that probably sounded much cooler in your head.
Realistically speaking, would it cure my AGP if I got on HRT?I wish I could look like picrel
>>44822485>>44822875You will always be a porn addicted tranny. The thing with HRT is trying to achieve some gender euphoria
>>44822875Depression: could help, depends on the causes of itPorn addiction: E can reduce libido so it may help in that sense, though addiction can be more complicated than that
>>44822904>>44822913So like what is the solution then
>>44823072Talk to a therapist and figure yourself out
>>44823072>what is the solution thenThere is no "solution" because there is no problem.If you're feeling depressed and/or too horny, you could go to a psychiatrist and take medication for it (SSRI reduce libido)
Do sneeds really accuse everyone they don't like of rape?People on the 4tran reddits keep saying "ohh my friend got accused of rape by a sneed" and theres that hot allostatic load blogpost. I've never really been around sneeds before so idk if they are really like that or rapehons and rapidans are just saying they're falsely accused
>>44822953It's a woman's first line of offense
>>44822925There are so many rapehons but we are supposed to coddle them and not talk about it beause muh "optics"
>>44822953Cringey agps who you'd see on the streets of Portland wearing a collar and a dog tail
>>44822986I can't tell who the rapehons are anymore because they all accuse each other of being rapehonsMaybe its a good thing I don't associate with trannies
>>44823052It's a case of the diddler calling the molester a rapist
How likely am i to have autism if i am trans and possibly have adhd or cognitive disengagement syndrome. I have trouble holding attention and easily get overwhelmed. I'm also shy and have trouble with eye contact.
>>44822720omg are you george floyd
>>44822736Nah not gonna attempt suicide i'd rather just succeed when there's no way out
>>44822860Sorry I meant 40% likely to have autism.
>>44822882Oh ok thought it was a "41%" joke. Thanks for the input.
>>44822890I'm sorry if I made you feel bad.
"I want to be a submissive little sex toy and be really small and cute and adorable and have huge tits and act like a child. aka I want to be feminine"what the fuck is wrong with 98% of all women??
>>44822849if only video games relied on human capabilities that has been with us since before we were sentient
>>44822414Morons will actually say this and believe it's true, kek.The most useless doctors I have had have always been women.
>>44822623Wrong! We were bioengineered to create internet forums and argue on them AS GOD INTENDED! It is laced throughout our DNA! /Joke
>>44823046im going to create a program to selectively breed the strongest speedrunner gamer baby to test this theory
>>44822376The unfortunate reality is that it's unironically internalized misogyny.
