I wish I looked like thisI hate every single moment I live not looking like this and being safeI should probably start HRT but I'm already too old for anything to happenwhateverfuck life
how old is too old? I started hrt at 19 and i've been on for ab a year, and every tranny in a 10 mile radius is trying to hop on my shit as soon as they see me, realfoids are starting to hop on the wagon too now that I'm on antidepressants n shit
>>44257246Ally Sheedy mentioned
>>44257268probably mogs, giw. good for u. age matters a lot less than your specific appearance and it sounds like u lucked out
I really wish I could transition but there’s no point bc I was born into the ugliest group of humans on earth (hapas)
>>44256479same my parents literally should not have been allowed to breed>>44257098i used to have this problem. girls liked me when i was a kid before puberty had fully taken its toll, so i built up some insane honfidence that extended way past the period where i was still attractive. >>44257110 is right though, mens standards are low but not nonexistent so if u dont get catcalled then yeah sorrydo u take a lot of selfies? if u dont already, thatcould help u get better at seeing your face as it is if you mix up angles and focal lengths and stuff
>>44257418I feel like this is common among hapas, before puberty your dissonant features are less prominent and then as you age you get uglier and uglier. perhaps another reason why there are so many hapa trannies, they have a similarly traumatic puberty
>>44257418I dont take many selfies really, but whenever I am on camera it is like a 60% chance that I like how I look. if im caught off guard its over for me.Mostly get hit on by other trans women, theyfabs, and more common than I would have thought: cis lesbians who are yet to be comfortable with the idea of being with a Tgirl. also bisexual women who have never dated a cis woman are quite prevalent. I go to an arts college so skews the numbers im guessing.
>>44257488:( i wish i knew more non-youngshit hapa trannies. maybe it would make me feel less bad about myself. its survivorship bias obviously but i hate that there are so few and all of them are gigayoungshit uberpassoid porn stars it makes me wanna kill myself extra >>44257531bitch u are totally fine if u r getting hit on by CIS LESBIANS do u hear yourself. giwtwm. anyway 60% is way better than u think, most cis people arent that happy with their appearance, let alone trannies. itd be good for you to get comfortable seeing yourself cause u are clearly more attractive than youre aware of
>>44256479I'm a hapa
Why is it that in picrew threads and even in other “guess your letters” threads I get assumed to be either enby or ftm? I’m a cis twink. It’s not even like people are mean about it, they said I would be a soul passing ftm.
>>44257112Definitely gives ftm vibes. A lot of people guess ftm for me too but picrew options kinda suck. I look like a moid irl
>>44257330Yeah that’s true, they’re mostly catered toward afab cute features, I’m obviously male irl too. The very “cute” picrew options combined with how I dress makes that make senseThe reason it played on my mind more is that it’s happened in non-picrew threads as well.
>>44257349you mean you posted selfies and they thougjt you were ftm? or what
>>44257469No I don’t think anyone would make that mistake, I look like a man. People have sometimes told me I type like a ftm or that my choices in a fav characters thread made me seem like a passing ftm. Nothing against ftms, I wouldn’t have thought those things seemed any different for them than for cis guys but people still said that
>>44257501oh sorry i didnt read the reply above oops. thats interestign. i do get those vibes from the picrew, and the typing style a little bit too but ive been primed now so idk. in my limited experience ive seen much fewer cis men than any other demographic in those threads so people might be more likely to guess ftm because of that
This is the official flag of the Brazilian state of Espírito Santo. Sometimes meme'd for it's resemblance to the tranny flag.Post more flaggots!
lol at this excuse to post ES's flag
>>44256826the fag of cusco. what did the iberians do to america to have them make such faggy designs.
>be me, jobless hefab>dad has to get on his computer with me to apply to jobs>runs my resume through 4 different AIs like 10 times>mom is in the office on her computer>finally get to applying>we get to the ‘gender’ section>ohshitohfuckreptime.jpg>dad: “which one do you wanna choose”>wat?> “uhh male”>mom says nothing, dad says nothing, both still call me ‘she’What the fuck?
>>44257097he knows you're just using advanced job acquiring tactics in this advanced age
>>44257190I doubt it. I put ‘male’ + my preferred name on my applications and they still get denied.It might be the autism, but oh well.
>>44257097are u out to them? are u transitioning? if not it sounds like your dads just trying 2 be supportive without pushing it. like dropping a hint he knows somethings up and hes cool with it, but deliberately not doing anything different until you take the initiative and ask them to. my parents are like that, completely supportive but super hands-off cause they dont want to offend me or something lol
Is it bad to be a twinkhon instead of a passoid?
>>44257328oh wow thanks for sharing. i am on a similar dose but i mix oral and sublingual and i may finally be getting bloodwork this week. how do you feel now compared to then?
>>44257379I feel a lot better on the higher dose. Body changes feel like they've accelerated. I feel less irritable, and my downstairs has become a complete afterthought.
>>44257379I should add that the most notable change on patches and spiro has been a reduction in muscle mass. I feel physically weaker and my upper arms have shrunk a lot.
>>44257411>>44257430nice im happy to hear that for you! did you get breast growth on your 2mg dose before?
>>44257475I did. My breasts started growing pretty quickly after starting E. I think growth has accelerated on my new dose, but most of what I have came from the low dose. I'm at the point where only baggy clothes help to hide them.
>chaser bi mtf repressor>now working on a mostly female officethis isn't going to end well...
I'm supposed to suppress my homosexual urges, so I don't end up a gayden.
>>44256021>act them outSounds like a skill issue.There's no act in being reasonably attracted to the superior sex. Just don't be retarded and center your entire personality around it like some fujopooner with her heckin' valid pronoun pins and "mlm" fagflags.Being attracted to women is a death sentence for your sanity anyway, might as well double up on the desire to live like a man and start dating one.
>>44256533Ramblings of a madman.
>>44256021>dignifiedYes there is? You just date a man, have sex and be happy. It's literally that simple.
>>44255979Is conforming to societal pressures the dignified option?
>>44257460It isn't even greater societal pressures. It's the pressure of a handful of faggot femreppers and asshurt trans retards spamming brainworms.
I wanted to be MtF until I realized I'm a chaser and I can't help but envision myself as what I'm attracted to because of years of my sexuality being exclusively AAP, I actually like being a cis girl… :(
>>44257444prove youre cisf
21f I have a girlfriend and she has a boyfriend. we are both unhappy but I feel like us getting together is a horrific car crash waiting to happen. We are essentially cheating on our partners at least emotionally, and spent a night out together which was so romantic where we got drunk danced to music in the streets (lcd soundsystem and stooges) cuddled each other, told our deepest and darkest secrets, and cuddled together in a sofachair we found on the side of the road as the sun came up. afterward we went back to mine and spooned and fell asleep.we haven’t know each other long, only a couple months, and we had a really intense beginning to our friendship, and I had thought I had gotten over that emotional turmoil, but now I'm not so sure. It definitely feels unhealthy, and I can see my dysfunctional brain feeding on this high, but it has to stop. She is the first best friend I have had, and I feel like we fucked it up and I haven’t even told my partner about this. I don’t think I can ever. I have no friends I can talk to this about either, because they don’t like her, or they will judge me for my infidelity, so I feel like I'm holding such a large weight on my chest all the time.
well, sounds like someone's having fun...
>>44256967seeing her soon, and I am so excited to see her because I love hanging with her, there is a part of me that is hoping for more of this but I feel like i should die for feeling like this I think im manic. I think I should just become an anchor and live my life secluded forever
>>44257075>I think I should just become an anchor and live my life secluded foreverNobody deserves that. If you trust your partner then you should let them know how you truly feel. I'm sure they'd understand. I think you also need to talk with her about all this.
>>44257267you are right. I should talk to my girlfriend about how I feel. I am quite unhappy in my current relationship, and as much as I love her as a person, I'm just not happy in the relationship as it stands, and havent been for a while, as I have expressed before to her. a couple months back, I told her that I wanted to break up, but we discussed it and stayed in the end. I feel like alot of the reason we are still together is sunk cost fallacy, and we have changed so much as people its hardly recognisable. I think the long distance hasn’t been easy for the past few years, even if now we are in the same city. I am hoping to have a more frank discussion with my friend too, because as much as this is all very fun, this can't last at all, and I want to keep her in my life, as she means so much to me. I cant stop thinking about what she said that night after I kissed her on the cheek "not on the lips, because that would ruin everything".
hello i am a transgendered girl who let a doctor snip her pp off and i wonder if there are boys who want to mate with people like me and how to find one
>>44256681some boys will say no performatively but behind closed doors they dont actually care. for men, hole is hole. as for where to find one? idk tinder or smth
>>44257111so i just ask one that looks cute?
No. Lots of men will say yes performatively so they look good as an "ally" or "good chaser," but in the end the vast majority find it absolutely disgusting.
My childhood best friend transitioned and named herself Liu Ruyan, she laced my estrogen and killed me to take my place in the polycule. Now that I've been reborn one day before my shot, I will uncover her betrayal and write a google doc on her.
>>44253284the book blurbs when im high and they drag my ass to barnes and noble
>>44253284Damn, Webtoons titles are getting crazy
>>44254535kek
>>44253435>>44254535Kek
i love your threads ukrsiberian
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>>44256534Futon prove me wrong
I am insecure because I am a pooner with a sissy fetish
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The guy I'm seeing wants to experiment with being a top instead of a bottom. Problem is I have a small hemorrhoid and he has a big dick. Any tips for naturally getting rid of hemorrhoids/preparing to take BBC in the ass?
