my face is androgynous and kind of attractive for a twink but weird-looking and ugly as a "girl" but i'm extremely dysphoric and can't boymode without having dark thoughts, but people irl hate trannies. i think i may end up committing suicide before i can get FFS next year.
basically same but no ffs scheduled & can't boymode bc socially transitioned. also no man clothing. oh well
>>37803055Youre not suicidal because youre a troon, youre a troon because youre suicidal. The healing begins with this realisation.
What's the point of getting smooth soft skin if you're going to make it ugly with cutting scars?
>>37801878cutting soft skin is more satisfying
it helped me deal with things and the blood was pretty and i thought i wanted scars. now im so-so about the scars i have and i lost most desire to cut more but ill probably do it again lol
>>37802359>>37802505I don't get you people if I had pretty soft feminine skin I would take care of it as best as possible not defile it with ugly scars
>>37801878cutting is fembrained
>>37801878it can be a habit from when out skin wasn’t so soft, and maybe the scars were only made before our skin got soft. also helps us stop feeling so bad
My gaydar is completely non-functional and unless someone is very obviously a flamer I assume all men are straight and the idea of gay relationships baffles me. How does masc4masc works?I can like, get the idea of how straight relationships work and lesbians are both girls and that kinda makes sense because girls are like soft and sensitive and emotional but likeHow does guylove work?
>Hideous Brown skin >Ugly>Non passing (1 year, 4 months hrt)>Ugly hair texture >Covered in scars Why even live, knowing I probably won't pass? I wish I didn't have any brown skin genetics. I'm going to isolate myself until I eventually pass or kms. Non passing trannies/perma manmoders like me should have the option, to kill ourselves. There's genuinely no point if I can't pass.
>>37804101everything you said is true but 1 year 4 months is too early to call it
Clear your bank account and mail me a check
>>37804117Is it though?? Seems like a long enough time to know.
>>37804118No.
Old >>37799547QOTT why is cheating so hot
>>37803267iif he doesn't know you have been cheating for 20 years he just doesn't care
>>37803280If he cared he'd stay hot and kinky for me but he doesn't take care of himself and is basically asexual so I fuck and fall in love with twinks. I have like at least 12-15 suitors in my DMs regularly right now and hundreds of grindr taps a week. I'm just annoyed i don't have the time or space i need to fuck more guys
>>37803301yeah exactly, and i'd feel the same way in a long ass relationships
>>37803313There are some twinks i really love. Why wouldn't all gays just fall in love with a twink desu. I think us gays are wired to what newer fresher hole as much as possible
>>37803351we're all wired to want something younger that makes us feel young again
What do you like the most in FtMs?Their tight juicy pink boipussies? Thir fertile wombs that beg to be impregnated? Their wide child-bearing hips? Their milkers?
>>37801513>whoring for attention from tranny hater
>>37801513can I eat your pussy while you call me a retard
I'd consider myself pretty breedable.https://unsee cc/album#aOwV1AEDjkEH
>>37799725Dirty blond is the hottest hair color. Then mousy brown
>>37801513this is pathetic even for you>>37801630you dont want to see his face
>The family of a young man who they say was raped have spoken of their devastation after charges were dropped against two men because he died before the trial could begin.>Aaron Bride, who was just 19 years old at the time, was allegedly sexually assaulted by two men near the GPO on O’Connell Street after he got separated from his friends while out socialising in the city centre on August 9, 2021. Two Eastern European men, who the Irish Mirror cannot identify for legal reasons, were arrested and charged with rape. The pair, who were released on bail, were finally set to go on trial later this year - after the case was adjourned late last year and earlier this year.>But tragically, Aaron, who identified as trans but used male pronouns, passed away in his sleep from a cardiac arrest at the age of 21 in July. His family’s heartache was compounded even further after being told the case would no longer be able to proceed as a result.link: https://www.dublinlive.ie/news/familys-heartache-charges-dropped-against-30240739
>>37803809They aren't raping actual women, so no one really cares. Gay rapes aren't really taken seriously, and here it's a tranny in the UK which is basically a meme.
>>37803878>UKGlad someone else on this board agrees that Dublin is in the UK!
Were they on drugs?Why did they have cardiac arrest at 21?
>>37803987They fucked off to the EU, yeah, but they're forever stuck on these cursed isles, and everyone here has to suck that shriveled British cock wether they want it or not.
>>37801334>the case would no longer be able to proceed as a result.wtf
Should I surgerymaxx and try to do what I can to make my face look better with plastic surgery and try to claim it as ffs or just kill myself
>>37802207mostly just have high cheekbones and I feel like they screw up the whole balance of my face. I was planning on getting ffs regardless because I do have an addams apple so I can hopefully include that
>>37802166Same I'm just embracing the femcel life. I don't want to become one of those uncanny BDD ladies who get addicted to plastic surgery so not going to get any since I pass without it.
>>37802510high cheekbones are one of the traits that are desirable in like anyone of any gender lol i'm having trouble picturing how they could make you ugly. are you sure you're not BDD? generally high cheekbones are seen as more feminine, cis women typically have a wider/rounder cheekbone area and a slimmer jaw.
>>37802626idk, maybe I am just bpd and it's all in my head which wouldn't be super surprising since I have an adhd diagnosis from ages ago when I was a child
>>37802214>transbianMen that have sex with men communityFTFY
>find out bf cheated on me with a cis girl>he comes home>confront him>tie him up>rape him for hours without any lubeShow these pathetic chasers your place girls. I made him my bitch today.
>>37802616>plot twist: he enjoyed it, finally tricked you into topping him
This post was written by a man
>>37802616
Will you really let this happen? Instead of becoming the man you were always meant to be? Why?
>>37803533I don't want to look like those fucked up pooners. That even other ftms make fun of. I don't want to be bald or full of acne. No fucking thanks.Better to be a tomboy.
>>37799869>>37800759Seems comfy.>>37803646You could take finnastride with your TV and prevent the balding just like cis men worried about that stuff do
>>37803698I can't be a biological man so what's the point.
>>37803933Have you heard the saying "don't let perfect be the enemy of good"Basically it's about having a growth mindset. And realizing that if you prefer to be a guy and have masculine body you can still have an improvement over your current body by taking hormones even if you cant have the perfect result of being cis. This is the trap so many trans people seem to fall into
>>37803933I'm >>37797225 and being a guy is more than just being a cis man. The ultimate goal is to feel personally comfortable. You don't need to be accepted as a 'biological' man to be a man.
kek 'toss don't miss
>>37803023>>37803260I think it's a reference to Nick Fuentes from early 2020 when he openly went on a date with some Australian catboy.
>>37803260>right nowI hate the Trump tourists and boomer conservatives that ruined /pol/ in 2016. They blame woke culture, feminism and trans people for jewish subversion and kike propaganda.
>>37802813does stonetoss not understand subtlety?
>>37804000You can’t be subtle on the internet or people just won’t get it.
>>37804000He can't be subtle because if he was his audience wouldn't get it.
>be 6 and a half stone mtf>see a picture of a curvy woman and get depressed >tell myself that cis women WISH they could be as skinny as me and that “curvy” women are the ones coping not me>feel happy again
>>37802531Troons pass better when theyre skinny. The weight doesnt distribute in the same way. No one will post examples of fat passoids to refute what im saying, theyll just autistically shriek because theyre fat and want to believe it helps them pass.
>>37804016Can confirm.I got fat because delusional trannies told me fat would distribute femininely and they lied. Being thin is female coded and high status coded in america.
Crossdressing from age 10 gave me dysphoria in my late 20s as someone with 0 predisposition for tranninessI would jerk off in front of the mirror with my sisters clothes At 15 my bears made me look awfulAfter that I began overly fixating on masculinization and my increasingly poorer ability to crossdress This reached its apogee with the complete destruction of any femininity and cuteness at around 29 years oldThen my mind could barely tolerate how my sexual expectations had made fixate on these traits with my new appearance of an ugly old maleSo now I am one of you even though I don’t resonate in any way with the trans experience and see myself as a man I have to brainwash myself to be trans and accept a female identity now all because I liked to jerk off in front of the mirrorComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>37803173No ones fault but your own. It all ends when you decide.
>>37803173>I am trans now
>>37803173you could always just kysyou did all that to yourself the resources were out there to helpand no you arent one of anything except yourself
I can take drugs to make myself into a woman but there's nothing to make my brown skin white
you've clearly never been to asia if you don't already bleach your skin on the regular...
>>37803206literally just use soap dude
>>37803206Skin whitening has literally been around longer than gender affirming care
>>37803206embrace it
>>37803206It's ok, every transgirl is a nigger to me
>nyc twinkhon>at 59 street in bay ridge>while standing notice person like a quarter shorter than my height (probably 5'0 or shorter because I'm like 5'7)>hair that goes over the eyes, mask covering face, and they're holding a mini blahaj>realize that I'm looking at some kind of tranny>shoot my shot when we both get on the train and autistically babble out a string of words>"hey... i know what you are... no offense or anything">they look at me, chuckle awkwardly and then feverishly return back to their phone, typing on discord>I'm too awkward to continue so I just kind of stand there until we both get off at the same stop and part waysI should have said something normal like "hey, whats up, I like your shark" I hate being a dumb troon
>>37803808ew if someone said this to me lmao wtfwaste of 5'7
>>37803834kys
>>37803850i know what you areretarded
>>37803880dude i tried to be funny but I said it like really seriously I think I scared them fuck my stupid social anxiety
>>37803909It’s ok, you did the right thing, it takes practice to get past the anxiety. next time it’ll be easier and you’ll say something less retarded.
