What's with the posters here role playing as narcissist boomer parents saying bizarre invalidating unnecessary shit like "stop blaming your parents" to posts/posters with obvious trauma?I mean sincerely. Does role playing as your abusive parents help you cope with your own trauma? Is it the same spiteful urge to get a rise out of the few remaining marginally sane people here as the deranged cuck poster?
>>80129218The main core of my plan is to go back to college to get my doctorate, and after I finish my BA I'm going to work at residential inpatient treatment center. >I was only talking about interpersonal relationships.Oh, I knew what you meant. I still keep friends and stuff, but I usually wind up blowing up the friend groups because someone is turbo toxic and I can't stand that shit. So I wind up outing them to the entire group and everything implodes.It happened a few weeks ago too, one of my old time friend groups brought in some new people and one of them was an abusive narc, and I could feel their resentment. So I poked the beehive ever so slightly, and everyone got to see how much of an abuser they were. It also happens that normies find me interesting, because I'm weird and say interesting things. So I find myself at the center of attention, even though I dislike being the center of attention, and people who like being the center of attention always beef with me because they want to be the center of attention. Then they act a fool, and get disowned by the group.Story of my life, really.>I think that converted Narcissism can just look like thatTo be honest, it's quite difficult to tell the difference between narc and tism. I think that's why a lot of people here think they're aspies, when they're really just narcs. The same applies to BPD. They can all appear the same.>really due to your tism and that you cant do anything before giving up.I don't really buy into the "nothing can be done" ideology. It's just an excuse to give up because of the fear of failure.>so my way of bouncing backThis whole thing sounds like you're bouncing between extremes. If I were to offer some unsolicited advice, look for the middle ground. That's probably why you're so fond of detachment, because you go too deep too fast. Slow down and take it easy. Let things happen.You know?
>>80129548I'm very happy for you!!!!! I would also love to get a PhD, in my case in physics. Good luck. You going to a good uni by any chance? that's my current obsession. No luck for me though :/I'll try to feel my emptions and be more in touch with them. I'm currently taking it easy, letting things happen :)I'm detaching through life, like I'm narrating my life in third person and then I'll start narrating the narration and it will just spread out of control. Like I live like this 80% of the time and I'm always monologing in the form of narrating is speaking with others. Honestly I think it was a coping mechanism to Schizophrenia, since probably one of my worst memories is losing control of my monologed and being taken over by hostile voices and other personalities.
>>80127385Anyone saying the glowniggers want you to un-fuck your life and become a functional member of society has clearly never passed a high school level civics class, if even that. Normally if they agitate, they want you to do the exact opposite, that is blow up your shitty life so they can justify the next fiscal year's budget. This is really well-documented too since they tested it on muslims and more recently literal wiggers with only medically certified retards falling for it. So if you're still falling for it and allowing yourself to get groomed, then you're effectively too stupid to go outside without a tard wrangler.
>>80129683>You going to a good uni by any chance?Nah, maybe sometime down the line. Just a state college for now, though. I'll probably have to go to uni for my phd. >No luck for me thoughStart small. Go to a state college (or the equivalent where you're at) and get a really good GPA, makes it easier to get into a good uni.But, to be honest, the college you go to really doesn't matter. It's mostly just an ego satisfaction thing to be like "I'm better than everyone else!">like I'm narrating my life in third person and then I'll start narrating the narration and it will just spread out of control.It sounds like you lack a mediating force, you need more social interaction. You're trying to replace the social interaction with "fake interactions" with yourself. It won't work. You're going stir crazy from isolation.
>>80127204stop blaming your parents and take personal responsibility faggots
Fiji was once a beautiful Polynesian island nation populated by gorgeous dark Pacific Islander peoples who danced, sang and drank water. Then the fucking piece of shit retardonigasshole British brought hundreds of thousands of Indians to the islands to work as slaves and it resulted in the population becoming majority Indian or Indian mixed. The beautiful Fijians are now a minority on their own island to the rajneets and the Fijian ethnicity is dying out.the UK and Canada are getting what they deserve
>>80129925That actually saddens me tho. I find it funny that you basically agree with white nationalists about the importance of preserving groups of people but you take the side of globalists out of spite. You are a fucking retard
>>80129925skibidi ranjeet on god deadass ohio sigma
>>80129925Wait until you learn about the Caribbean Islands and Columbia to Puerto Rico. Or even Brazil
There is an Arabic saying.
Today I went to the gym, which I do occasionally. I happened to catch myself in the mirror once. I realized then how silly I look. Clearly my exercises were doing something - my chest and shoulders were quite broad - but instead of making me more attractive, it made me look like a cartoon character. I looked like I was 75% upper body. My head looked tiny on my shoulders. My giant gut and skinny arms were totally out of proportion to the rest of my body. I'm 5'10, which I had never thought of as short before, but I felt like a midget in the mirror. I realized how unlikely it was that any woman would find me attractive. It made going to the gym feel like a waste of time.
>>80128911that's why i wear baggy clothes
>>80128911just... train legs? and any part of your body thats underdeveloped more? are you retarded anon?
>>80128911Sounds like you're missing the secret ingredient of big black cock in your ass
>>80128999I've thought about it but I'm worried about adverse effects. Maybe if I could guarantee that taking steroids would get me a gf, then I'd feel differently, but it seems doubtful. Also, maybe it's silly, but I'm not sure I could be proud of my body if I knew I didn't put in much work to earn it.>>80129051I guess that could work for making my arms bigger, but it doesn't make my legs any longer or my head more proportionate.
>>80128911I cheered when this fat fuck died idfc
>females in 2025 I think only a third world war would set things straight
>>80129930Huh? Retarded. If rape isnt justified then Murder is definitely never justified
>>80129983There are cases in which murder can be justified. You can murder someone in self defense, you can't rape someone in self defense
>>80129992WrongMurder inherently cant be justified
>>80129916Strange fetish desu
>>80129331>demoralized uninformed losers in 2025 can post their brain farts online>people actually believe this is what anyone really thinksanon i'm disappointed in you
Are you at a point in your life, where you just ignore all women and don't even try to look for a girlfriend?
>>80127251Yeah, nothing has ever worked>Inb4 KILL YOURSELF RETARD YOU WASTE OF OXYGEN YOU GENERIC FAILURE I HATE YOU DIE AAAAAAA
>>80128013Don't kill yourself but make sure you don't help any women for free.
>>80127251Since losing my virginity to an escort. Sex is really lame.>inb4 with condom doesn't countI say it does since I now know how warm is a pussy.
>>80127251Pretty much. I am not avoiding women because i'm an alpha stud that will give a woman everything in the world but i'm not a relationship guy. I dont want to care about your feelings, about your problems, I cant and wont give a woman anything as far as a relationship is concerned. I dont want kids, i'm broke as fuck. So i see no need to ever waste my time or a woman's time by trying to fuck her.
>>80127251I was at that point 10 years ago, I think I even transcended the idea of human relationships now
>I'd like to stop being a normal woman to be a fat ugly bearded lady with part of her arm glued onto her sewed up vaginaUnironically what compels completely ordinary women to do this? You can't say it's because of the myth of male supremacy because this one has been FTM for a while and you can't say it's because of autoandrophilia because she didn't even attempt to turn herself into a yaoi boy
Troons are not "ordinary" people.
>>80129761I'm surprised so few women do this. You mostly only see phalloplasty on full blown ftms who also look male from all the testosterone.I think bodymodding in general is cool. It's neat how they can give you a gigantic flaccid state dick like that too. Looks better than my shrunken when not in use dick.
>>80129761What do you think her husband's like?
I don't understand why any ftm would do this unless they had terrible dysphoria that would make them kill themselves otherwise. You are essentially removing your ability to feel sexual pleasure while on a hormone that gives you a high sex drive. >>80129994Probably also ftm. That or some fat soi Marvel faggot who respects women.
>>80130015She says she has no problem getting orgasms now.
>be me>maybe gay?>still in highschool>reasonably not disgusting looking>only one girl that takes interest in me and the most subpar person in the world>keeps trying to make plans with me and i feel like its either her or no onewhat should i do bros? tell her that i dont feel anything for her? or just keep doing whatever she says? Also she
>>80129958>i feel like it is only her or no one Ah, to be in high school again. If you're not a mega autist or mega weirdo, you won't be swimming in pussy left and right but it won't just be one woman. Give it time. If you're desperste then go for her but if you're not then let her down and go about your life
Grow with her instead of looking down upon her. You're also subpar
>>80130023i didnt mean to degrade her lol i just dont know any other word to describe her. I think its more of a situation where she thinks im cool or something but then shares zero common ground with me. Its a little cutie sometimes cuz she tries to replicate my mannerisms toward me but idk. Its just that i feel that we have no chemistry but she keeps persisting you konw????
>>80129996ok ok thank u thank u i think about what u say
The government just assassinated based knower. Rest in peace.
Wind by Akeboshi is a powerful song.
How does an 18 year old get this perfect body? Highschool must have been brutal.
>>80125619your a pedophile
>>80129077That's called photography skill.
>>80129339>pedophileYou change the meanings of words so you can destroy the name of someone. But stupid, this is a anonymous board, and this isnt a community like that existed in the year 1000. Fuck you.
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>>80129339Lmaothangr
>erm, hey anon, i'm 6'3do you engage?
>>80129059>>erm, hey anon, i'm 6'3that would be super hot if she were white. but i assume some negro would find her attractive so she'll be fine
>>80129059Yes because I'm 5'7". We can be height freaks together :)
>>80129059Death by snu snu..... OrIgInAl CoMmEnT
I engage. Much better than when your date lies about their height.https://i.4cdn.org/wsg/1737508515857378.webm
>>80129059She is such a qt. Would make her my secret lover and have 8 children with her without my future wife knowing.
I just wanna lie on my bed, read 4chan and watch YouTube all day
my gf makes me wear panties and all her female friends tease the fuck out of me for it
>>80128927lol I'm gonna be real, the panty thing was a shared kink that we both had before getting together. I framed it as a "forced" activity because that garners more horny anons to reply to my thread. then we get idiot 'femanons' like yourself raging at the slightest thing that triggers you too. Go take a bath, I can smell your period stink from behind my screen
>>80129856>I was just pretending to be retarded.k
>>80129867hornyposting always gets (You)s. Case in point, (You)
the head is not that good to make this worth it
>>80129915head in panties is so fucking hot
>this is what women wantIf you don't look like this then don't bother existing.
>>80129594womxn didnt draw this, a trans womxn did
>>80129594>drawn by a woman btwPost pic of her face then.
>>80129604Not a drawing either
Growing up non-white and Neurodivergent in the west is brutal. You're forced to see cute white girls every day but you never get to date any of them.
>>80127205>>80129593Looks like a gay boy
>>80129627Rude. How could you think that anon? You're telling me pic related isn't at least somewhat arousing to you?>>80129586A little vulgar... I hear this does happen occasionally though
>>80129675Her face looks pretty fucked up, im not fan. Do me a favor since you seem to like cosplay girls and look up hott ones that have great bodies and faces to really showcase the white race and hammer home your point more
This is so fucking pathetic.
>>80129746I think Emory is endearing but as you wish anon. What constitutes a great body to you? >>80129749Could've left out the swear word. Also elaborate anon.
