Spring fills me with hope edition
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Dear R9K,Very long day but hopefully they get shorter soon. 12-14 hour days are starting to get to me. I broke down and bought lunch to save time but now I feel sick. Gonna keep posting my diary posts because they make me feel better. Until my life completely turns around, I feel like r9k is my only real permanent friend that'll stick around. Hope you guys are doing goodAnon
Slush now dominating the scene.Feet still quite dry.Shash on the screen.Having confused the twoInterpretation and pareidolia.It could look almost pure white,Was it not for the-
>>76833073how can i be really alone if your love keeps me company<3 checkm8 atheists
For me, it's Coors Banquet.
>>76833952For me it's the highest ABV beer that's avaliable wherever I'm at
>>76833957How do they taste? I've had kratom drinks a couple times but can't get over that grassy taste.Also do you even feel anything from that? I like when Kratom gives you that really heavy relaxed feeling.
>>76833981These taste okay. But like with any kratom, alcohol, or weed beverage, you quickly forget how it tasted when you feel the effects. I'd say for the the effects are immediate relaxation and medium energy, then 2 hours later, gentle euphoria and high energy for like 5 hours. The only negative side effect I noticed is dry mouth and needing to drink lots of water, but compared to alcohol still very mild.
>>76833952this and guinness.ohhh man how much ive won and lost with a coors in my hand and stogie in the other.>>76833962i fucking hate you lol. Just drink rubbing alcohol at that point. No one drinks beer for the shitty high ABV IPAs that taste like feet KEK
>>76833952This time, it's Burboun and Twinings. Also that can't be the correct spelling of burbon can it :3P.S. ur shits w3ak
Do you ever lay down to sleep but you see a scary face in your head and wake yourself up?
his always in my head.
>>76833982ive seen voodoo nigger baby deformities in a half sleep state.
>>76833982I welcome it. Go ahead and try to scare me, brain. I will rekt within my mind anything you throw at me with sheer violence.
>>76833982Sometimes I'll start thinking like >it's quiet and dark I could be really scared right now if I let myselfand then start trying to imagine scary heads or something, but I always snap back and wonder why the fuck would I want to scare myself and think of something else.
What are we cooking for dinner honey?
>>76834379>"mulatto seed fertilizing your womb while I watch a BBC biologically claim you forever, sweetheart!"
>cookingYou're eating raw pork and eggs
>>76834397close but we need a pack of starving african cannibals to feast on her
>For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be savedeven if nothing is going on rn, get savedhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pSxegwiYLEQ
your people are in despairwhat message have you for them?
>>76830887These aren't my people, they are degenerates and traitors
>>76831272whoever your people are
polydorosbump
>>76830887The time of pretending is over. We are slaves to pedophiles and charlatans, and it is time to tear off the shackles and start rocking the boat. It's not yet the time for violence, but it is the time for disobedience. Become ungovernable.
>>76830887"Fuck it, we ball.">Declare war on Wales
Keep settling for small breasted "women"
>>76833263settling? retard, I'd rather date a flat chested cute wife rather than a boob abomination
>>76833543hooooooly shit anon, you won life for real, anti tranny autistic flat chested cuckquean gf? you're the luckiest man alive
If settle for any girl with a pulse at this point anon.
>>76834430>with a pulsewoah man, chill with those sky-high standards
>>76834435I think I am worth half a pulse at least.
How do I get a submissive, low-ish iq gf?I'm in my early 20s, successful, and fairly attractive.My problem is that I don't have any means available to me to meet girls like this.
>>76833676>Submissive>low iq So you want a woman who is easy to control then?
>>76833676iq matching i see
>>76833709dumb broads are easier to keep happy, and happy wife happy life.
>>76833709Sort of?I basically want a clingy pet gf to take care of.
>>76833709Wow, very intuitive.
What would be your response?"What, if some day or night a demon were to steal after you into your loneliest loneliness and say to you: 'This life as you now live it and have lived it, you will have to live once more and innumerable times more; and there will be nothing new in it, but every pain and every joy and every thought and sigh and everything unutterably small or great in your life will have to return to you, all in the same succession and sequence-even this spider and this moonlight between the trees, and even this moment and I myself. The eternal hourglass of existence is turned upside down again and again, and you with it, speck of dust!'No foids pls. You arent intelligent or wise enough to get Nietzsche.
>>76833273Kek, his disdain for an existence without torment was so large it binds anyone who takes his writings by heart to become a dismissive, scrunched asshole.The funniest thing is that those who take after his thinking also have a massive inferiority complex.
>>76833014Only a complete faggot would say that a life like that is good. The opposite of those are the other faggots who think death being the end is good too. I hate both.
>>76833014that would suckwouldn't it get boring
>>76833261they are pretty rude assholes who are self entitled too>>76833273tell me you never read nietzsche without telling me you never read nietzsche>>76833310still missing alot of points here and you sound like the one whose weak and projecting like a braying assin sum fuck u 2 niggas
>>76833014Idk. but the demons probably a faggot like you OP
>tfw the white race is dying outfeels bad man, we are the best race, asians aint shit
>>76834342Seems like ur projecting a little lol still doesn't change the fact you've never seen a female in person ywnbam you fat pooner
>>76833635Yeah, you'll probably see a lot of balkanisation on an international scale. Clashing groups just cannot live together and it's bound to split up especially with tensions continuing to grow. Social media seems to be redpilling a lot of normgroids on that topic recently. I'll browse twitter occasionally and sometimes its not too dissimilar from here.
>>76832910Japan and South Korea and Taiwan don't have open borders like Western Europe, USA, CAN, AUS NZ
>>76834401I love these lil japanese stock image people. That said, Japan is going full throttle on immigration. They're taking a lot of indians and SEAsians in particular. Which is a shame, i like the japanese and i dont want them to have to deal with what we have to currently.
>>76834416There's been a guy in the LDP saying that since the 1964 OlympicsIt's one guys job, they send him to raise money from a certain group of people. He has no authority and Japan keeps demographics like this year over year while one guy sends press releases and gets an all expense trip paid to the World Economic Forum by Klaus Schwab
Anyone currently on neetbux?How was the process of getting it?I applied for disability last year for schizo/bipolar. Theyre 90% down with my application. Ihave 3 hospitalizations since 2020. I cant deal with being around people. my social skills have declined badly and I can sense people think im an odd person. Im praying they accept my claim so i can relax and not have to rely on my mom to support me once this illness destroys my mind completely.Share your neetbux experiences and stories
>>76834119Autism.I'd rather just win the lottery this week.
>>76834124look into the law of attraction. quantum mechanics governs our world. you can attract anything you desire.
>>76834124get a lawyer, they almost always decline it the first time and almost always accept it after an appeal
>>76834200i don't think this has been working for... every incel ever
>>76834262I believe it works. I've had some incredible experiences with it. Having faith is the toughest most crucial part. Everybody struggles with believing they already have what they want. Look into Neville Goddard. He's the LOA OG from the Golden era of esotericism.
Is it gay that I like eating flowery scented merengue cookies and macarons?
>>76834250Even rocky mountain oysters?
>>76834254rocky mountain oysters is still food, who cares.
>>76834250>eating food is not ga-
>>76834294i really hope this is photoshopped
>>76834343https://www.youtube.com/watch?app=desktop&v=o5IF7po0tEg
gib me stuff to rub one out to nya :,3
>>76834095no.ywnbaw.die.
>>76834095you already posted something good enough.also stop typing like a faggot
>>76834095Why are you asking us for a personal porn reservoir? Porn is evil and interferes with your sexual programming and the frequencies you emit. Erotic imagery is a signal jammer and destroyed the frequencies your testicle emit. Same for the womb. You are supposed to insert your programming stick into a womb that's mastered their own sexual programming. Do not let the evil people jam your signals. It is not too late. You are responsible for manifesting the energy within a female womb for sacred energy and reproduce. Please don't do this. Very naughty of you. Have a good day.
>>76834322Shut da hell up nigga
>be watching jewtube like always>be watching cool novel on the side outside of jewtube>go to home page>see title and thumbnail for huge fucking spoilers for the novel Ive been reading. How the fuck does jewtube even dare show that shit to me when I never even looked it up on jewtube directly. I fucking hate google so fucking much. This pissed me off so much that I uninstalled their shit app and blocked the site. I vow to not go to jewtube ever again. Fuck those kikes.
>>76834267That sucks anon I'm sorry. What novel are you reading tho?
>>76834267learn about something called opsec my friend
>>76834267Too bad. Big tech is too integrated into modern life to ever avoid such things without going amish.
Every time I tell a woman I have schizophrenia it scares them away, three or four times so far, next time I am going to lie. What should I tell them I do to earn money instead of neetbuxx?
>>76833698Why lie?Just don't meet girls onlineEvery single guy I know who got committed said he got a lot of female attention there.
>>76833870Ive been to a group home once and each woman there was an outrageously insane elderly whale
>>76833698Schizos will go crazy and just stab you 200 times because they think you're a demon or some shit
Just say yih have a health condition. If they ask what it is just say its complicated or sumnBitches like a man that doesn't feel the need to explain himsf
>>76833698just stop hallucinating bro