It's likely there are some on this board who were in special education, and I wonder from their perspective what it's like being dumber than the average person. How on earth did you continue to stay on the left side of the bell curve? Just what exactly makes you stupid compared to average people?
What went wrong with me to where the only boards that can interest me longer than others are this and v? I don't even like either of these places, like at all... Obviously I dont want to, but I can only be intrigued by the incels and losers wallowing in self pity, I guess like I also am
>>82539249>when I'm 25So you're not even 25 yet and you feel like this already?Ah, youth! It'll pass, anonYou've got this in the bag
>>82539259Feel like this already? You're saying its only gonna get worse aren't you. Im basically ignoring the second part of your post but I feel like you're trying to say that
>>82539314It's going to get worse, naturallyYou're a big boy now, you're not a kid anymoreMen are supposed to feel like shit all the time, it's our burden to bear
>>82539332I dont want to feel like shit all the time. I want to comply to my normalcy rituals more and more and be rewarded for it with a lovely partner I can live together with and forget all the evil and gangsters in the world with. And die childrenless.Nobody changes anyone right? So I feel like if I become a person I feel is worthy of dating I'll naturally attract the kind of person I want. Someone completely unlike me right now. Someone who doesnt fit this below >>82539076And yet I still keep gravitating and attracting the people who i dont really like... or at least thats what I wouldve said if I had made any deep new connections with people this year at all. Its been failure after failure and I often just feel disappointed in not having found the one yet. I know that here Im living in luxury for having a group of people I can talk to daily and I know the pain of not having that. But its just not something im satisfied with. Are my posts making sense at all anymore? I just just pulled an all nighters. I dont think im being coherent, I'm sorry
>>82539249>How?I stopped feeling so sorry for myself first of all. You sound very pathetic right now, not to bust your balls too much just trying to get you to realize this.
Where are you going, anons?Where are you headed?
Imagine sitting in the shade of this building and drinking peach ice tea. Where did everyone go?
>>82539238>>82539269if you reverse search the image it yields a site called similar worlds, which has a forum. it's pretty normal but it is related to an older forum called the experience project
>>82539296Doesn't seem like much. Glad you had fun, though.
>>82539269I live in kauwloon city
Reminds me of that mission is metal gear desu
>>82539396Ok but there are no cops there so go ham on your willy, m8. Really yoink n bother dat thing, ya?
i literally go out of my way to avoid interacting with shitskins yet all the moids who harass me in public are ugly niggers, they are like unskippable ads whenever you go outside in a big city as a dressed up woman. i feel nothing but disgust and hatred towards black moids. i have never seen an attractive nigger in my life. your skin looks disgusting and you should self-immolate. and why do they talk like that? african accents sound so retarded i could almost laugh if i wasn't scared they will turn into iryna's killer in seconds.
>>82539351by any chance are you also a shitskin?
>>82539362no thank god i'm white
Because mass media brainwashes us to think everything these wannabe nigga ghetto gangstas do is cool and edgy not cringe.
>>82539351you can't expect monkeys to act human
>>82539351Niggers think they can get away with anyhting including rape and murder
some fucking incel called "Bao Phuc Cao" was recording women showering right where I live, I genuinely already automatically disliked asian people and I swear this world is trying to make me outright racistthis is fucking humiliating, I masturbate in the fucking shower
>>82538198>you wouldnt hate brown peoplerelax chong bing wa, havent you seen how much the people here hate black and brown people? including you, who has to resort to the rape meme
>>82535963I'm in Brunswick can we shag love
>>82539391if you were literally anywhere else other than brunswick you'd have more chance
>>82537146as opposed to your shitty white masculinity white incel racebait?fuck off hypocrite.
>possibly a real, breathing womanoi m8 u want sum fuk
Is Bonnie and Clyde a male MORE of a male or female fantasy?
>>82539498female fantasy those ugly hoes want criminal chad
>>82539516This men just want a nice peaceful family. Women are so disgusting abusechadsexual whores.
>Parents taught me to play the long game, think long term, undertand the bigger picture>They set up a college fund, inheritance allocations, all kinds of stuff for my future>Naturally, I grew up as a guy who had big plans and who's careful about every step since I don't wanna fuck it up>Alas, the world changed too fast>Dad lost his job when I was in college, he took the money and arranged a loan for my tuition>Dad dies some time later>Mom got sick after dad died and needed money for surgery, and since I got my part of the inheritance way early, being over 18 when dad passed, I gave away almost all of it to herIt's kinda hard for me to think ahead now when so many things can just go wrong at the same time and it'll just take away everything you've worked for your whole lifeFeels like I'm starting from zero now, no support no nothingI don't know where I'm going with this, just wanted to vent a littleThey really put it in me to really focus on the future, think long and hard on my decisions, and this applies to me getting a gf/wife tooI *want* a woman to call my own, but knowing it can all fall apart just like that? It's heartbreaking
>>82539416My life's story is completely different but I feel the same way. I was raised to live modestly and responsibly, so I've always worked my ass off, saving as much as I can, building connections, all for it to repeatedly be torn away from me by random unforeseeable tragedies. I'm in the same position of trying to find a reason to get my shit together again after I lost my job, apartment, and my only friend committed suicide. Getting into lifting and fitness in general has helped me a little. I can't control the world around me but I can have agency over my own vessel, and thats somewhat comforting after you've experienced such catastrophically bad luck.
>>82539501Ain't life grand? No matter how many times you fall, you get back up eventuallyYou just have to, this indomitable human spirit beckons you so
>>82539517Absolutely. Its slow, but I just try to remember to be better than I was yesterday in some way, instead of worse. The only thing anyone can sustainably rely on is themselves.
Mike edition
>>82539189I'm a virgin male and technically speaking I never had a first love, only crushes, unrequited crushes and whatever. You already knew that though.
>>82539200Then what do you mean by getting "roughed up" if it wasn't about sex?
These replies make it impossible for narcissists to get help desu.A well meaning truth post gets full hate.It is true that Mike needs therapy for this relationship issue there is nothing wrong with that we all got issues and dude is all alone in he own head and even if Maria joins in that won't help.
To my ex spouse.i'm so sorry that I hurt you in a way I had no idea was hurtful. I shouldn't have done that and I feel sick about it. It was a stupid mistake and I took advantage of you. I shouldn't have ejaculated on your feet in your sleep. It was an incredibly selfish thing to do. I hope you're doing well. I know you want nothing to do with me anymore but I just hope you're doing well in New York. I've been simultaneously a wreck and doing well. I miss you a lot. Not in a romantic way, but you were my best friend at one point. It hurts me that I can't talk to you about whatever vidya i'm playing or how my day at work was. You would always listen. I know I wasn't always there for you when we were together and I was selfish in a lot of ways. I'm spiraling not being able to probably ever see you again. I'm trying my hardest making new friends and possibly starting another relationship. But you know how clingy I get and how easy it is for my feeling to get hurt. The stress from the divorce has led me to do some old habits. Got back into opiates and i've been drinking too much. Now that I don't feel guilty about doing that it it's easier to justify in my mind. I work, I go home, eat dinner, drink with Dad and then either go play vidya or go to sleep. I do that every single night. I just hope you're doing well. This'll be the first christmas i've ever been alone. That pains me so much. I miss who you were before you started taking testosterone. You changed as a person.
>>82539256The reply is right. Others should stop obsessing over Mike and mind their own business. He does just fine when others here are not twats towards him.
Is co(ffee)ck good for you?
>>82539461Imagine if moids piss out coffee instead of pee
>>82539436klein
>>82539463imagine using a moid's milk for your coffee haha its not like i want that or anything xd
>>82539436co(ffee)ck, spelled backwards, is kc(eeff)oc, which is funny, because before ive had my co(ffee)ck, i dont give kc(eeff)oc
>>82539492Warm and frothy moid milk...
>get mad at counterstrike>chimpout and slam mouse on table>mouse is now fucked>dont have the money to buy even a shitty new oneawesome, yippie, geat! i love being a neet and never having any fucking money! i love being unable to afford even the cheapest fucking junk imaginable!
>>82539500don't make me repeat myself in an original manner
>>82539512the issue isnt raging at the game, the issue was being a neet. youd know this if you read the entire post.
>>82539509i recently ate some food but i'm like literally on the brink of starvation if i don't eat again this week
>>82539521not the same thing, in the slighest.
>>82539520i know what you think the issue is but you're wrong. whatever i'm not being paid for this so i'm out
as a male being slightly overweight and average looking is a death sentence
>>82539387nigga 95% of the population is slightly overweight and average looking
>gripping the neckIt's kind of disturbing how women cum so hard from this little maneuver.
>>82538551That's AFTER thousands upon thousands of years of tribal warfare breeding that response into them.
>>82536306>It's kind of disturbing how women cum so hard from this little maneuver.Indeed. Foids are brainwashed with girlboss misandrist feminism, but they still want to be dominated, choked and deep-dicked by Chad.It's a shame that incels, including myself, will never get a chance to choke-fuck a foid and use her as a fuckpig cocksleeve.
one i meet on plenty of fish many years ago enjoyed it right as she came. was fucking strange to meone girl was watching me watch mma and wanted to experience a rear naked choke, i applied it (correctly) for less than a full second and she started to cry, granted she was so emotionally damaged since we were 7 and 8 years old, got together after not seeing her from 14-25 after she got a divorce and her brother told her i always wanted her so she hit me up, fucking she was a skitzo and worst thing to happenone of my long term ex's liked forearms pressed on either side but not full choke, also liked being pushed face down into the pillow. she was a kissless virgin asian girl but corrupted by pornalso the domination factor of thousands of years plays a part but porn took it to overdrive, kikes ruin everythingif anything it seems the less damaged a person is from childhood the likely hood is they dont like it, but that changes with porn addiction and many will end up liking it
>>82539316cant you just pay for it/ do it with a man
I don't want to choke women because I don't want to stop when I do fuck I would love to gouge out a woman's eyes and make her eat them and choke her and then cut her fingers off and make her eat them and then choke her and then cut her feet off and ram them into her womb and then choke her and stomp on her head and stomp on her fucking neck
I'm so motherfucking drunk right meow...
>>82539378you'd need to be about 10 years older for it to be interesting for me. I hope you find someone who can match your energy.
>>82538822How much do you drink? I never know whats enough
>>82539378I'll add you for no reason whatsoeverWhatcha planning on for dinner?>>82539284>all threevery dangerous combo
>>82539399>How much do you drink?It can range from 1 to 8 drinks, man.>I never know whats enoughNor do I, sometimes 1 or 2 will get me feeling good. Other times? Way more. Being lonely sux.
>>82539488For me 3 but im not getting really drunk.yes it can be bad. Wish for you to get better.Im going to drink now idk how much
how bad is it if i drink 2 monsters a day?
