I have trouble getting hard unless I think of hurting people and women
because women aren't people
Why does nobody talk about 9/11 gore? There were thousands of body parts, entrails, and melted hunks of flesh all over the streets.
>>85598670>9/11 was bad >also death to America it deserved another 50 9/11sWhy are inbred goatfuckers like this?
>>85594158there was very little actual rubble, most of ot turned to dust, thousands of tonnes of dust
>>85595886>>85597031Swords are nice. Believe in the power of friendship; what you imagine as death and violence is often in real terms the power of the people to change and to cut away from your unhappiness. The hell of rejection fondles you; accept regularly the need to embrace violence, and allow your feelings to manifest themselves.
>>85594586I was 8 years old, living on the west coast so when the news got out it was still early morning for us before school started. My parents didn't tell me anything about it beforehand but by the time I got there something was obviously off. Maybe by 2nd period I learned the whole story and I do remember some kids being picked up early or just never showing, but not a ton since we were far away. Mostly the teachers tried to keep everyone calm and maintain some sense of normalcy, even though a lot of kids were obviously panicking realizing the full impact. But for us they didn't show the news or anything in class just tried to keep us distracted and said a lot of prayers.I had a scout meeting after school that day too, which my dad lead, and while he made a moment to spotlight it and pray of course he mostly just tried to distract us so we wouldn't see too much or get overly distressed. Didn't stop several kids whose parents couldn't pick them up from just mourning on the couch or something the whole time though, whom we just left alone or tried to comfort. And all the teachers were on edge for at least 6 months after the fact. They did their all to try to make it easy for us but it only did so much.
Not a fucking thing has been invented since.
I'd rather be dead than work a job where I have to interact with people.
>>85598820Almost every job requires human interaction. You will likely have a boss and coworkers.
You should work in a morgue, then you only interact with dead people.
>>85598822I know. I wasn't meant for this world.>>85598824Gross.
>>85598824>You should work in a morgue, then you only interact with dead people.So you think a morgue has only 1 employee or outside people coming in for various reasons?
you're unworthy of this and you'll never be btw
>>85597242why does sex have to be so gross
>>85596264fugg that's not close to me
>>85598144Drat. I'll be thinking about this exchange next time I jerk off
>>85596227coitus was mentioned
>>85598543Same, could've gotten pumped by a moid fugg
Eating a bacon king in my new place
Bacon king
i really think all my problems are my fault. all my social anxiety is because i would constantly withdraw and never put myself out there. people in highschool tried their best to include me in things, but I always declined, made up a lie about something I had to do. I think people started hating me for it. I never made any friends in high school either cause I just had it in my head people didn't like me and wouldn't want to be my friend. so now I'm basically alone and I have no clue how to talk to people. I didn't even go to my prom either, spent that night building my PC at home. everyone went to prom, even the actual rejects, I was the only guy to stay home and I bet nobody even cared, I didn't have a date and I would of stood in a corner by myself the whole night. maybe it would of been different though, who knows.even now I'm causing all my problems, staying up until 5/6 in the morning, sleeping all day, never going outside, never interacting with other people. This is all caused by me but I don't know why I do it, it just comes naturally to me. idk how to explain to my parents either, they wouldn't understand anyway.
>>85598769yea if you are already seeing a professional you have to tell them stuff like this if you want help. otherwise it is pointless and you are wasting money.
>>85598783>it is pointless and you are wasting money.it feels a bit pointless. but I'm lucky, i have NDiS funding thankfully, so its all covered basically
>>85598787it can feel pointless, especially if you have a shit therapist. but if you hold something basic like that back it's kinda on you. i understand it's difficult though.
>>85598708>i was heavily bullied in HS by basically everyoneSo it's the chicken.>I just feel like I lost an important moment that maybe would of helped meNah, that's just nonsense drilled in from endless American high school movies and sitcoms. Realistically you probably wouldve been sitting inna corner wishing you were building that PC. I'm glad I never went to mine and I'm doing fine.>maybe something will change.....Why bank on maybe being kicked into action by.... something? As well doesn't rotting all day get boring? The psyche splitting stillness should serve to steer you towards change. Least it did for me inna rut at your age.>>85598769>words always get stuck in my throat iykwimWrite it down on paper n hand it to them ezpz so you get your thoughts down in an easier way and they can take them in without you tripping over your words. N then from there it'll flow more naturally (probably)
>>85598797she's a good therapist, again its fully on me. I just struggle talking about my problems with people in person. it feels embarrassing and like they are gonna use it against me...>>85598801>I'm glad I never went to mine and I'm doing fine.i mean im 50/50 some days I'm glad I never went, it would of been boring and I loved building my pc. but other days I kinda wish I did go, maybe I could of met someone new, maybe I could of made a friend or something who knows.>As well doesn't rotting all day get boring?no not really, sometimes I guess, i work nights so I naturally end up sleeping during the day and I always have something to do at night so at least I do something...>Write it down on paperthat's how I've done most of my explaining to her yk, I just have to work up the courage to give the note to her...
Do you mog your white girlfriends, brown femanon?
>>85598003Imagine taking her curry farts right to the face and your eyebrows getting singed off.
>>85598018My wife just quit/retired from ICU nursing after 8 years. Before she was hired, the average age of the nurse staff in her unit was around 50 years old. She was the first new grad they hired in over a decade. She's asian and her crew was mainly white and black ladies. The old black ladies perform some of the worst case with no regard for the patient or their families when they came to visit. They all had long nails out of nurse regulations and were just flat out cunts.My wife mogged them all btw
>>85598003No. The only friend I have who isn't white is japanese and if anything she mogs me.
>>85598003MOGGED by this British lady
>>85598772that is a long ass
what's the hikkis plan now that drawing, programming, 3d-modelling, writing, web-design and music is off the table
>>85596781>check twitter>same artists charging the same rates>some increased>a small portion decreasedanon, i...
>>85597704methinks that yer observashins aint all that wrong thare buddy, but i dun know nothin bout yer browsing habbits, but methinks that yer might do be seein they same peeps o'er and o'er agin.p'haps yu shud leeve ur suberrb or somfin. dunno.
>>85596006im gonna keep drawing and making art nigga. its probably one of the more reliable skills in the near future ironically, maybe not for money but its never been about that.
are you implying i made money from my hobbies before? now i just have more tools to make my hobby and visions reality. being creative is literally what seperates us from npcs
>>85598720>>85598757<3 Fellow Hobby Artists Unite!!! <3
>ocd is raping me to hell again>beretta calling from the desk drawerways to handle this feeling? dont have my next sesh of ERP therapy till early october. I can't kill myself because my extended family will be here over the next two days and it will soil the mood. please fucking help me i cant keep sedating myself to fall asleep and just to get through the day. the anon whose there who told me schizoaffective is like having a devil in every corner of your house, if you are out there, please give me some sage advice.
>>85598749What beretta I have a compact 92x
imagine being this mad
>>85597683i agree, i too seek out my philosophy from pussy obsessed incels, theyre far higher iq than /his/ and /lit/ and /pol/ combined
>>85597611>Kek, I was the one who reported you.
you WILL follow the rules.>>85597837>t. fag that got absolutely BTFO
>haha look guys jew propaganda it's funny when I say it repeatedly with capitals like on tiktokYour fat neck is built for a noose, faggot
Irrelevant catchphrases
Another typical weekend of weekenders shitting up /r9k/ more than usual. See you all Monday.
>>85598803>weekenders
With this, men became equal.
a gun doesn't change the size of your penis though
>>85598594>anon for gun rights>anon against gun rights>various driveby shitpostersWoaw dey glow fr
>>85597939Retard take OP. Equality is a false God. Like multicultural democracy and mercy to the merciless.
>>85597939>ubertiItalians are not white, btw.
>>85597948goes to rob women and children at gunpoint, then has the nerve to scream in agony over the weapon he deemed appropriate and fair to use. what a short and pointless life he had. imagine a world without sociopathic retards.
>elephant in the room never gets addressed>beat around the bush>well poisonersThese are spiritual Jews.
>bush in the room never gets addressed>>beat around the elephant>spiritual poisonersThese are well Jews.
>loves salmon/trout more than anything>loves honey in tea, oatmeal, yogurt>eats wildberries off the bushthoughts? do i need to put her down before she eats me?
Eat her (out) first
>>85598782>bear>doesn't mention thick bushanon
some white australian egirl foid that looked like belle delphine joked about raping me because i'm a pajeet once and i still think about it to this dayi'd let it happen. if only foids like this were in the US
If you don't poo in the loo I'm going to rape your anus with a plunger.
>>85598623i'm paki so i don't shit in the street. being a paki and being a pajeet are the same otherwise
>>85598632A self aware pajeet
>>85598669having afghanis move into my neighborhood after years of living here made me realize why europeans feel the way they do about us south asian swarthoids. overflowing dumpsters, constant yelling, people standing in the street in the middle of the street and acting like animals, it is awful. should nuke south asia desu
>>85598632pakjeet
