shilling my shit
im sorry

https://soundcloud.com/user-839555189
>>50467845
music is emotions, same as painting. that's all I gotta say.

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>>50467845
>sculpture

>>50467845

Stop trolling and fuck off my thread you faggot. Get a life.

>>50467902
I like what you have so far, do you have any full songs or just demos?

>>50468209
no full songs

>>50462893
https://pastebin.com/0V35Lzjs

becquerel made something similar to this for 2017 and I noticed there wasn't one for 2019 yet. decided to make my own, you guys are welcome to follow along too. no images to go with but if anyone here wants to put together something then please do

>>50463173
I would use censors with black bars for the OP image. The thumbnail doesn't make it obvious and people might be overlooking the thread because of it.

Bumpadacious

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>>50462893
>"sub" in a previous thread begs me to own them, even wants me to findom them
>add them on Kik
>they spend the entire day messaging me about how excited they are and how much they hope it becomes a long-term arrangement
>fucks off *the next day* because an old dom contacted them

I fucking hate useless timewasters.

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This thread is a useless timewaster

>>50467121
I also like background noises like people talking and, just like you, vents

>>50466439
Music can be motivating at times although its not a deep thing to me. Most that say it is are edgelords. Doesn't make you an NPC if you like music though. Unless it's pop, rap, country and the like

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>>50466439
I like music for mood setting. If I want to think a certain way, I more or less force myself to listen to certain songs until I assume the mood of the song. Like I have certain artists for romantic moods, angry moods, so on. It makes it easier to feel emotions that don't line up with your situation.
I find that art and paintings work in a similar way too.

>>50466439
I only listen to music when I'm on drugs for the most part

>having enough of a personality you don't just listen to music to fill that hole
And you're saying we're the normalfags.

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>>50466874
Being completely honest, our relationship's backbone is the similarity we have to each other. Like I said before, I love her, and since she is similar to me, it would be reasonable to assume that she loves me. That fact alone has been the sort of "life support" for the relationship in the times when it got bad.

>>50467033
I can understand that... and that is one reason I don't deserve a waifu... I don't even fit anywhere 3d related because I am just too unlike anyone...

I know what you mean... I see 2d girls in 3d people... but with myself I know that to not be the case... that there is no anime girl I am like...

I am glad you have "life support" Leahposter... please don't lose it.. please don't let people deteriorate it... please don't find information that contradicts those similarities and thus gives the perfect evidence for why she would hate you as well...

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>>50463252
>Have you become more motivated since getting a waifu/husbando?
I've done my best to improve myself in all areas I have issues with. The biggest two being not having a job and a huge gut.
>Is your waifu/husbando a determined person?
I would say she is, or at least she wants to be. She gives the impression of someone that wants to do better things than what she's already doing and is actively working towards that.
>Does your waifu/husbando procrastinate?
Not at all. She's a diligent worker.
>Would thinking about you help them stay motivated?
I would like to imagine so.
>How would they feel if they failed to uphold a promise?
She would feel terrible honestly. She's someone that wants to be respected and she'll see this as a reason why she hasn't earned the respect that she wants.
>How would they feel if you failed to uphold a promise you made for them?
She would of course be disappointed. Though how disappointed depends on what was promised. That said she would be used to it as people tend to disappoint her quite a bit. This is more for the fact that she expects goodness out of them only to be attacked instead.
>How would your waifu/husbando react to being humiliated?
She would lock herself away for a bit hoping it would all blow over.

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>>50466779
>>loving a waifu requires loving yourself
It does for me. I have felt feelings for girls since the age of eight but I always felt like interacting with me would just make their life more difficult. Part of the reason I love Yuri is that I can see what I could offer her.
>>50466699
>waifuism is hell it is chasing someone who will never validate your feelings...
But is it truly hell if you do not regret it? for myself but the character is not confined to their media but have a substance to them. People often complain about so and so acting out of "character." Your thought exists and the character can be said to exist in the sense that they have characteristics that distinguish them. And your feelings are real because you are responding to these characteristics.

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Safety bumping with a Leah.

Why do you blame jews lol

Blame white women for being so damn easily brainwashed.

>>50468150
Porn is literally the ones willing to advertise here. Try to find Hiro some different advertisers to keep this site running if you don't like it. His reason for the 4chan and 4channel split was to get advertisers that aren't porn for 4channel.

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>>50468150
>year of our Lord 2019 + 0
>not having adblock

>>50468172
Used to see J-List ads all the time.

>>50468201
Guess what they also used to advertise here? Anime porn, dildos, and used panties for sale.

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>>50467896
no, that's an invasion of privacy and i feel bad

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>>50467896

>Be chilling in a discord I popped into months ago.
>Talk to this one person, they seem cute at first.
>We become friends and slowly he starts filling in the details about himself.
>Guy is one of those trans girls and super shy & socially awkward.
>Constantly needs attention whenever possible and sometimes vanishes without a reason.
>Every time they come back it's cause they met people that they didn't like so instead of just removing them they would run away and let it sort itself.
>Can't go meet people at will, they have to be come to first.
>They live with their parents & all that since underage.
>9/10 times they're either MIA or there but quiet
>They're literally afraid to meet people online and just talk with them.

I feel bad for him honestly, he's gonna grow up a social outcast.

>>50467111
if you knew the future with 100% certainty you would win the lottery and buy a mail bride, retard.

>>50467272
I do enjoy rock climbing a lot, but every time I go to a gym and see all the fucking normals and cute girls with chads I just want to hang myself
There's no escaping reality no matter how hard I try

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Thinking girls are the most important part of life

>>50467317
Thats just something uncontrollable,like having to shit. Either go during off hours or accept it.

>>50467111
You seriously place to much value in women lad

you're just ugly it's okay.

>>50468088
hello r/greentext.
you're all faggots.

I'm not from r/greentext

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Based mindless greentext poster.

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>>50468088
I know you're going to just post this on reddit but this did make me chuckle for 2 seconds

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can i get in the screenshot

This isn't true, /r9k/ is a great board.
you just have to have a strong sense of self to enjoy it.

>>50467464
>>50467484
>implying he isn't unironically right

It is either this or no human contact at all

>>50467045

I do all of those things and still no gf. Fuck off.

>>50467045
People are insufferable banal faggots. I want to blow my brains out listening to them about anything but technical things. Yea, I can talk straight work fine, but then they start talking about funkopops, politics, philosophy or their hot take on anything but cape shit and other gay infantile drivel.

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>>50467843
My want to be a woman is based in nearly every aspect of my life, much more than just a romantic lense, and much more than just a disgust of my sex's normal gender.
I said I don't like men or anything about being a man because I don't like it when I feel masculine. I like it when I feel feminine, and I've found this out throughout my life by experimenting with my identity.
Before I started hormones, I had this thought stuck in my head that, I must just not be being a guy right, like I'm doing something wrong. I must have believed all this shit I read here, wether I want to admit it or not.
So I tried to be very masculine, and I fucking hated it, much worse than the life of androgyny I had before. Then I had a few experiences embracing femininity that felt so exhilarating and natural.
Once I started transitioning, and embracing femininity into every aspect of my life, I saw how much of an improvement it was.
This is true for me, maybe it could be for you, maybe not, but the only way to find out is to at the very least explore the topic mentally, or engage in discussions like this.

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>>50467658
Being gay isn't a gene you inherit, and even so they can still reproduce, just not with each other, but that's hardly an argument.
People who use contraceptives probably won't reproduce, some people just can't reproduce at all, there's nothing wrong or unnatural about that.
Just because most life tends to reproduce doesn't mean you have to.
I mean fuck look at half of the 30+ y/o virgins on this board.

>>50467658
i've always disproved this point.

It serves a huge benefit in reproductive fitness.

>>50467843
you quoted me so somehow i'm throwing myself into this fistfight.

the gender spectrum and the political spectrum work in similar fashions? is it because they're both a spectrum? What kind of parallels have you two fucks been drawing idk i'm not gonna dive into that.

Exactly what role can I serve in this discussion? I'd love to assist but I can't understand what either of you are arguing about. I know I was quoted but I don't know why either.

>>50467970
hello.
I identify a lot with femininity and was living as a woman for a while until I had a mental breakdown and stopped.

What is your opinion on the fact that a lot of people out there in the world, don't consider yourself to be truly your gender that you feel you deserve to be?

You will never be 100% female in a lot of people's eyes, and therefore you will not be treated like one or allowed the same female spaces. In fact, you are locked out of a lot of potential relationships with most normal people because they see you as less-than-human simply because of you're a complicated gender situation? The way you present yourself and how nicely you look is the whole reason as to why people respect you at all. You have to look 100% perfect otherwise you would be shot dead in the street. How do you cope with that?

What does your foresight tell you that even though you feel like you're a woman, absolutely everything you do must be done in the dark in order to feel like a real woman because nobody else truly agrees that you are a woman?

How have you prepared yourself for a life of complete emotional isolation?

>>50457605
Some top shelf /pol/ bait, m8

>>50467622
It means she sees you a friend

>>50467868
Honestly it's either giving it a shot or just orbiting her until she gets a boyfriend. If she rejects you, dont take it so seriously and move on man or just stay friends if you really don't care about getting cucked.

>>50467903
REEEEEE.... I explicitly told her I don't believe guys and chicks can be friends

Sounds like you are her gay best friend and never will be anything more. If you stay there you are 100% agreeing to the friendzone and nothing more. If you cut contact it means you aren't a pathetic beta piece of shit.

>>50467978

>>50468026
Like I said .. I haven't known her long. Im thinking I'll just be cold or blunt and if she stays around then I will persue if not then fuck it

>>50466273
>where
Burgerland of course- during 1960s when the mad men era of advertising started targeting the youth.

https://youtu.be/UKUZ42T9diU

dont mind the laugh tracks what he says is actually on point.

>>50466179
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4CC5N1_bZsQ
notice the point at which the rock begins to slide downhill

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>>50466179
>16 year old

Imagine coming out of your room telling your parents that you have to go to the hospital because you fucking broke your ass with too much dick.

>>50467119
>men copying violent porn on women causes the woman to be badly injured
>clearly this is womens rights at fault
imagine being so fucking retarded yet so blissfully unaware how retarded you are

>>50468040
>Women letting Chad triple fuck their asshole

Yes the sexual revolution did this

>>50467512
hahaha i will have to work 10+ years just to pay off loans for med school

>>50467450
brown as in indian. we are despised by all race of women

>>50467942
Well you'll fit right into computer science then

>>50467512
this.
medicine is all about sickness and that shit is horrible.

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>>50467921
Not true faggot. If you go 300k into debt which is a high end estimate. And you don't specialize in meme medicine like internal, family med, psych, or pediatric (aka brainlet medicine) you'll be making bucu bucks right out of residency.

Ortho surg makes an average of almost 500k a year. Live simple, repay aggressively, and that debt is gone in >5 years.

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>>50464247
when i lost my virginity to one 19 months ago
she ghosted me 16 months ago and i haven't had sex since, it's been driving me crazy and i have been lusting for another fat girl to cum inside of and cuddle ever since

>>50464323
I don't necessarily like them in particular. They like me and I'm desperate as fuck.
They romanticize skinniness or something.

>>50464247
when i realized they were the only ones that would fuck me

>>50464247
'cuz dem hungry bitches got da cake in da pan, ya dig?

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>BBW fetish
>Fap to fat girls daily
>Have fucked multiple fat women
>Realize I hate their weak, soft personalities and lack of self control
>Bash, insult, and belittle fatties every chance I get online
>Still fuck them when I can