This world a lie. Your life is a lie. Every meaningful relationship you ever had is a lie. It is the easy way to believe that there is some higher meaning to your experiences with another human being and call it a "meaningful relationship." We are mammals first and foremost, creatures able to do anything to survive and maximize survival rate. It just so happened to be that our intelligence is what increased our survival rate, and thus we are cursed with this awareness. It is the same as our emotions. It just so happened to be that such emotions such as "love" exists because it simply allows us coexist easier. It is not anything special, meaningful, holy, nor beautiful. It is simply biologic.
>>85295050So homosexuality is Aryan
>>85295068I suppose it may be if homosexuality provides any ultimate biologic benefits. There is a reason why the romans believed the ideal relationship was between man and male-twink, with breedable female on the side to produce children after all. Pretty much all social structures exist because it provides us biologic benefits, and our emotions and interactions afterwards only result to perpetuate such structures. There isn't anything more meaningful than that and it would be wishful thinking otherwise.
>spent 20s learning programming>just as I leave uni job market goes to shit and getting a job became impossible>ok, I didn't really like programming anyway, I'll turn to multimedia which is what I enjoy doing>learned video editing, design, motion graphics and 3D only to realize that all these areas are just as dead as programmingwhen I was a teen I was depressed and hated doing anything, when I got to my 20s I locked in and spent almost 1 decade doing nothing but learning and practicing different things in order to get a job and attempt to fix my life, I just wanted to get the bare minimum of a job that I enjoy and isn't minimum wage.But it was all for nothing. no matter what I try I seem to always choose the wrong thing, I feel like a criminal or a drug addict, the things that I enjoy working on are all useless, now I'm alone, no job, no future, just another decade wasted studying useless things while the few people around me call me delusional, lazy or useless even though I've spend the last 4 year creating things every single day in blender, after effects and whatever other software I can get my hands on. I try to post often in social media and I get compliments on what I do but its still not enough to get accepted into the few job openings at this point I'm close to giving up, I dont want to start from 0 again and I don't want to spend my life in minimum wage hell, might as well just die now
I showered 2 days in a row, changed my over clothes 2 days in a row and also changed into sleep clothes at night, removed a whole trash bag of trash from off my bed, and I've been drinking some water, unsweetened tea and Gatorade. I'm feeling kinda better. Like maybe I could eventually start doing this stuff more, but I know I'm just gonna fall back again. I'm still wearing the same bra and panties as I've been wearing for the past couple of weeks(maybe almost month at this point idk). Disgusting ik. I actually admitted that to my boyfriend and he told me to stop trying to convince him to break up with me and stop trying to self-sabotage our relationship. Didn't realize I was doing that.
>>85294631Here *hug* for you, anon.
>>85294630Based, you sound like a good girlfriend. I hope to one day fall in love with someone sweet and loyal like you seem to be
>>85294636Aww thanks anon *hugs*
>>85294641I think that is bare minimum. But I hope you can find someone nice one day anon >>85294652You're welcome anon
Can't stop shaking
what am i supposed to do now that bbwchan is kill? if i dont see fat bitches ill die
>stufferdb>tumblr and twitter for when you want to interact with feedees>erome>spankbangThere's still plenty of places to get your fat bitch fix, bro
>>85293367they aren't into weight gain and stuffing though
>>85294466>stufferdbthat place has been stripmined years ago. only pros upload there anymore, and its in worse res than any other distro channel
nowadays i just go to feabie and goon to the local newsfeed. didn't even know bbwchan died but itll probably be back up eventually. ill miss the writing board the most
shit i didnt even know it was down. i havent really looked at anythign real in ages, im becomign more and more 3d pig disgusting as my stable diffusion mastery gets better and better.
A Star is Born EditionIt's Momcest Monday! You guys know what it is all about, share pictures, thoughts, and stories of your own lovely mom, MILFs, or any other family you fancy. Whether it's your sister, brother, dad, aunt, cousin, etc go ahead and post about them. Discussion of the biology, poIitics, and psychology of consanguinamory (consensual incest relationships) is encouraged. Cucks, cuckspamming, fetishspamming, simping, and schizophrenic spamming ARE NOT ALLOWED!Previous: >>85188262https://desuarchive.org/r9k/thread/85188262Story Library (needs updated): https://docs.google.com/document/d/e/2PACX-1vQd5IRmkPtsZPdaLoh6_NTjLj9RsEyEz-tI-nITar_cjgJGH5YLRu9Trja2-7lzA4lk-K7BZ_ByadkS/pub
>>85294045 Japanese pornography laws require that genitals in films (including animated works) and other forms of adult media (such as eroge, drawings, etc) be obscured. Article 175 of Penal Code (Act No.45 of 1907) still in effect today in Japan forbids any person and imprisons anyone who distributes, sells or displays in public an obscene document, drawing or other objects of such nature.
Had a fight with mom today, feels bad.
>>85294110stop punching mommy
>>85294110Did you win the fight?
>>85294110Use SONday to make it up to her
i'm so lonely it's unreal. it's starting to seem insane that some people have others who care about them all for free.
le romaniancel
>>85290822Am I beautiful in your eyes
>>85270926>Be lonely>Decide to talk to people>They just rattle of the stuff they saw in their feed, latest movie, latest headline, latest concert, latest netflix series>Feel more alone than before
>>85293676>interact with people>the conversation starts with surface level low-risk topics instead of abortion, past trauma and anti-natalism>get sad because im a big stupid faggot
>>85293676i relate so much. i'm so tired of talking about generic consumerist things with people. i want to skip over that phase and just ger to know them as people.
Being born short as a man is like losing on a game show but youre forced to stay and watch the other players win all the prizes you always wanted but could never have, and having autism on top guarantees you will never win any prize ever
>>85295105Plenty of short men have successful, happy lives. Maybe the autism is what's throwing you off.
>>85295105short anons flock together after being accursed, and are the prey of the ever so rare bpdemon moids
This is still true btw
>>85292449A man's physical, mental, and financial peak is in his 30s.
>>85293702whatever you want to do nigga. The problem with you fuckers and op is you're still living trapped in that same school thinking only about the same small place you have experienced. You can literally do WHATEVER the fuck you want as long as you don't have obligations already.
>>85294252i kek'd way harder than i should have+1 respect anon, holy fuck
>>85292449I've seen barely anything so far. It keeps getting better.
>>85292449My life ended at 16. From 16 to 22 I spent the majority of my waking hours working towards or on a degree that was rugpulled overnight and now I'm unemployable. Now all I can do is just wait until I die.
Fantasy Freak Edition - Goblincock Tavern VoyeurPrevious thread: >>85210063 New thread for content and discussions related to the cuckson fetish and cuckson psychology. Fantasies, real experiences, and media related to the idea of serving as your mother's diligent cuckold slave, simping for your mother, and generally being submissive and subservient to her. Off-topic posting about other family members is not encouraged. Please refrain from tasteless spamming.Cucksons/Anons Survey:>What race and age are you?>What country do you live in?>What height are you?>What is your erect penis size/length?>(Optional) What is your job?>How did your mom give you your first cuckgasm?Questions about your mom:Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>85290055Unironically I feel India's problems would be solved in a decade if more of them were like you. If they first admitted they felt more comfortable observing sex and participating, then they could question why and acknowledge the hard truths of their inferior culture and do the work necessary to fix these issues.
>>85288732wish there were more porn or erotica of this
bumping csg
>>85292514best you'll get is mom x your hung bully
>>85290007what if the best friend and bully are the same person?
Things haven't gotten better
>>85295022is that you? you're handsome
Where's the shirt from I'm going to copy you
>>85295022Looking good. You would benefit a lot from thicker eyebrows. Minox that shit
>>85295059Gildan ultra cotton
how would you feel if someone did this to you
>>85294806i'm not allowed to kill myself because other people would unfortunately care and my body is a good slave when i don't have be to aware of it.
>>85294839You dont think other people would care if you got a lobotomy? One of the most frowned upon practices of the 20th century and you dont think theyd be upset?Retard. They are nearly equally as taboo
>>85294847if it was seemingly "against" my will, why would they care?
>>85293826I wana wtach/read hentai like this. Whats this genre called?
>>85293826if he wanted to treat me like a baby and look at my ass then he could just ask. The cutting limbs off and labotomising thing is very grim though.
is it good to you
Not as good for you as coffee
>>85294517https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2RZUuw5m6UM
why is your resolution so tiny?
>>85294517Your background looks like they're from an anime or visual novel
>>85294517Yeah its original
I cant believe no one talks about this imagine spending 4 fucking hours PERFECTING AND MOLDING YOUR APPEARANCE INTO A PERFECT Aesthetic THAT DOESNT RESEMBLE YOU AT ALL.MY NIGGA THATS A FUCKING MAGIC RITUAL.im not talking like shaping up your eye brows or some shit or shaving. IM TALKING ABOUT THE INSANE 4, HOUR RITUALS WOMEN DO IN BATHROOMS.THE MOST INSANE PART ABOUT THIS, IS THEY DONT EVEN STOP AFTER THE FIRST, IN THE MIDDLE OF THEIR SHIT THEYLL LITERALLY DO TOUCH UPS IN THE BATHROOM TO KEEP THE FACADE GOING.and we are the sex obsessed gender.... Ok
they don't do it for sex. they do it because women are expected to be beautiful and flawless.
>>85294943Nufoids really still think this kek
>>85294982i'm a dude and have sisters. they're decent people. we have talked about this before, because i was also curious why women do it. it makes sense when you look at media. things are shifting very recently, but most women shown on screens, in magazines, books, whathaveyou, have all been absolutely gorgeous for the majority of cinema history. used to be that an ugly man could get on the screen if he was a good actor, but women were pretty much required to be 10/10s. it's still engrained in their brains.
>>85294812I don't do makeup at all.
>>85294943LOL at this post.LMAO EVEN.that's why it's sociopathic.Because what you are saying is simply not true. A 4/10 woman could go outside without makeup and with oversized pj's and a big t shirt and still get hit on 100x more than a male.That ISNT enough for this sociopath gender though. THEY NEED TO MAXIMISE ALL PROFITS AT ALL TIMES.it's probably why otto weininger coined them as being the Jews of the genders.
How much of an advantage a big dick is?https://www.terk.nl/videos/terk_huge_cock_porn_19_08_30.mp4
>>85293726>I suggest just learning how to fuck properlyWell anon tell us some advice on fucking properly please
>>85294258Watch gattouz and manuel ferrara
>>85279478big penis doesn't mean anything if you aren't tall and handome. Big penis is such a cope, girls probably prefers the chad with a slightly below average penis who is a Cunnilingus master than a monster cock short ugly fuck
>>85279478Can we admit how posting about the importance of a big dick is kinda gay now?Like we all know it's important. Do you have a humilation fetish?
>>85292657Does not refute the point the poster before you made. Are you retarded?
I wanna bust a nut inside a fembot
>>85294945Im very anti drug, so that one is wrong
>>85294964If you're not smoking opium and getting syphilis from unwashed whores you have no right to call yourself a 19th century gentleman
>>85294797No I'm good, I'd rather not
>>85294974Old school gentlemen didnt cheat
>>85294997Shut your trap whore
