>tfw thought im gonna skip work today but can't >wake up still feeling a lil drunk >chug down water>have a coffee n cig>make my bed>change into work clothes>need more coffee n cigs>I hate being alive>ready2go >time2leave
>have to do a phonecall for dad>do a phonecall for my cousin>one more is left but can do it for tomorrow >dad wants me to read a contract for a new client>after I had some sleeeep>can I hab some heart failure befor I wake up again>PLEASE>kinda wish I put my omamori's from the japan travel on a different wall>so I could look at them while laying in bed>please let me wake up during my vacay again
if you go to the corner of president st and nostrand ave in brooklyn theres a couple of guys who hang out there all afternoon & night and they sing motown all day while pouring shots for anyone who sits by. not sure where they get money but its a good time. just found out abt it last monday and im gonna go back next monday. good thing (sorta) that i dont live around there or i would just be there all the time. bring a folding chair if you dont wanna sit on the ground, bring something to pour if you look like you can afford it, and buy doreen a heineken from the deli on that corner if you want a joint to smoke. (doreen is the silver haired chick who talks to anyone.) say to her youre a friend of sammy.
>>82748558Dont people smoke cigarettes because they arent allowed to smoke weed?
>>82749585It sounds like you should switch to benzodiazipines and weed. Xanax is to liquor what dip is to cigarettes. As far as im aware they dont fuck up your central nervous system as much. Not to shill for bathtub alprazolam but its typically more legit than street opiates with fentanyl, maybe tell the doctor you need a higher dose. They prescribe it for alcoholism im pretty sure.
>just hab like 3 hours of sleep>doing n0thing really since im awake>im so fucking bored n annoyed>its friday tomorrow>there is n0thing to do on the weekend>fucking kill me already>I hate germany so much its unreal >>82750553take ur meds pills>>82751377yea it kinda started cause something like that around a decade ago
decide to check out tiktok for 2 seconds>all the content is mass produced goyslop for braindead retardsdo normies really?
>>82751121can we keep adding shit to this picture? it's so fucking funny.
>>82751369tiktok and r9k arent that different
>>82751121check the r9k catalog and consider the position you're judging from
think how much worse it's gonna get with the kikes running it
>>82751121The only time I go there is to fap to huge titted girls. You're using it wrong bro
I just jerked off and some of it shot in my mouth. IDK what to do, am I fucking gay now? This is how it starts, right?
I wish mine would shoot like that. Sometimes I'll taste the pre, or I'll cum and wait a few minutes, get horny and start again and eat some load. I will never have sex so I don't really consider myself having a sexuality
Now you have a second dose of aids
I masturbate 4 times a day, and when i try to not masturbate, i just fail, i cant focus. Porn gave me brain damage and conditioned me to consume porn to function.
>>82752106You gave up easy, fucking loser, zero argument.>will make up any excuse to justify your degenerate lifestyle.Wrong, you could just tell me why.
>>82752080All those that are... you know, hosted by a jewish platform?
>>82751609Save up money, a lot of money, then go into paid vacations somewhere you can connect with the nature for a long time. Don't bring technology, and if you have to, buy an old cellphone (without smart slop). You have to reset your dopaminergic receptors, it should take between 1-2 months. Thank me later.
>>82752142Is the internet a "jewish platform"? If so, get off, I've made amateur porn and uploaded it to a person on discord once, porn is just another version of music, theater, TV, sports, whatever to pleasure ourselves. you can look at the past
I do believe there needs to be some form of an outlet. If you are worth someone then be committed to her. If you are floating and need some release then I won't judge you. I personally use my mind and imagine it. That's enough for me to not use porn
Donald Trump has announced the new mandatory uniform for all current and future boymoders
>>82751428the thing is foids dont wear stuff like that >>82749914. its clocky and associated with ugly dysgenic boomerhons. If you wanna pass as a woman, wear typical woman's clothes.
>>82751793You need to speak to more women
>>82751793Also it depends on what country you are in.When i went Marbella, Spain, the women there were fully embracing their femininity. It made me realise how self hating British women are, they hate themselves and other women. Spanish women, professionally or causally, looked very feminine, and thats the style i like. Im very pretty, i like cute outfits, if i lived my life caring what others thought i wouldnt be alive now
>>82751439>complaining about bullies>why are you on fucking 4chanironic
>>82752121Yeah becuase porn is a part of this place, but you choose to be a cunt
the shit white girls do when they think nobody is watching
>>82751096>rubbing my anus and sniffing my finger is something that happens from time to time and I think most humans do itis this what gay guys do when they are preparing for a hookup?
>>82750015She's right about everything she said in that webm
>>82749963maybe shes a prostitute and checking that her asshole doesnt smell because she knows shes gonna do anal?
>>82749963but who is recording this and why?
>>82751534Probably an Indian documenting American life.
If there's one thing I like about America, it's how much nature they have. So many National Parks, so many forests, so much wildlife. If you're American, you're definitely lucky.
everybody have fun tonightEVERYBODY WANG CHUNG TONIGHT
>>82750556Everyone wants to have fun tonight
>>82750556Goofy looking bird
>>82750537I guess so but I thought most countries have a lot of nature too? Where are you from?
i can't stop fantasizing about sucking cock and getting fucked by cock. but men's bodies disgust me, as does mine. so i won't ever get to experience my fantasies in real life. and that's okay.i won't ever get heartbroken (or cockbroken). i won't ever catch an std. i won't ever be more disappointed by reality than i already am now. it's better this way, at least for now. current technology doesn't allow us to dna hybridize our way to everyone having perfect androgynous or gynomorphic bodies and faces. some people won't ever live to see that day when that's possible, possibly including me.so it's better to accept that some things aren't possible yet. hopefully humanity will realize how important it is to strive to make those things possible
>>82750934post that cute little ass of yours, brown boy
>>82742743I'm straight as fuck but that webm made my cock twitch. Look at that hog. Imagine choking on that while it spills its cummies down your throat.
some people are doomed from fulfilling their dreams
>>82750916>>82751925I gotta take a break from gay porn.It's too much..
>>82750045No they're making fun of the straight men that get angry at the women liking what they like.
Got a fun little true story I feel like some of you may relate to.Pic related.>be me>be 12 years old>spend my whole life growing up in small rural towns with populations ranging from 200-3,000>have to move far away for step dad's new work>huge city>large enough to be a state capital>end up in a private school>go from being one of the smartest in my class to feeling mentally challenged because all of the material was leagues beyond what we were studying back home>struggling to make friends>people think I sound funny because I have a southern accent>at the age where I'm starting to understand and struggle with concepts like self worthComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
yeah, funny innit. a tiniest thing can snowball in your mind and become a crippling obsession. kinda like the butterfly effectof course it means you were unstable to begin with
>>82752218Right. I imagine you would be hard pressed to find someone at that age who wasn't some degree of mentally unstable.
Anon. I'm gonna kiss you on the lips. Love. Brotherhood. Love.
>>82747993a guy who was a Scottish nhs nurse could tell i was freaking out and kissed me on the lips in a bar and it made me bust into tears from happiness and i instantly fell in love
>>82749719how cute! Are you two still together? tell me about it
This thread is gay as fuckk and i love it
I wish I was loved with genuine real pure love and I wish to love.
>>82747993i'm need of it
Do animals have souls? Or 3/5 of a soul?
>>82751562No one has soul but I'm trying to become vegetarian. I used to get mad at them/vegans when I was younger like many others. People hate how condescending they appear, but I think it's the right thing. I won't be a jerk about it though and would probably still eat meat if presented because it would be a complete waste otherwise.
I buried my dog an hour ago. It was horrifying.
>>82751562Animals can be wonderful but they don't have souls, only people do.
>>82752064sorry to hear that. RIP anons dog
>>82751562no. housecats are especially hylic and should be wiped out.
>be me, autistic chink preteen>finally riding what I called "the big bus" after many humiliating years on the shortbus and thinking it was fucking unfair>sit in back w/ other normcore preteens while the kindertots sit in the front>pent up rage at seeing other kids get to bring iPads and phones on which they play cool games, after constant parental refusal to do the same (chinktard parents who thought giving me an iPad would be the end of the world, long story: >>82740749)>"hey normie can I play Minecraft for just 1 minute?">no>"hey norman can I play Dragonvale for 30 seconds?">no>"hey nermal can I pls play geometry dash for 1 attempt?">no>meanwhile Joe Normal with whom I share a seat is calling me a whiny bitch>so what I do is pin Joe down and faux chloroform him w m/ my hand>Ms. Spic Gomez the driver: "ANON, SEET EEN DE FRRRONT!!!">nah>YESSSComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
Don't let it die pls no
>>82743785oh, you like buses?
>>82751114Damn that reminds me>be same chink in high school back to district>trying hard to be normal around the same people and put my chimpouts behind me>issue is i'm a 2nd gen chink and everyone I was trying to befriend was like 4th gen white Amerimutt fratbro/sorority girl>acted rly gay in HS fsr>also sometimes hung out w/ the nerdy Asian guys, but felt less like one of them since I was a bit behind in acads/ECs due to my MS chimpouts>this naturally led to plenty of bizarre instances of me not feeling normal since I wasn't a member of a country club, didn't have a beach house, never went anywhere winter break, or never went skiing>COVID... oh boy>long story short it was rough>began experiencing gender dysphoria>partly due to the closures and partly due to my dad being a worrywort, I ended up learning to drive ~1 yr late>to this day I don't have my own car, "my" car is my dad's beatup SUV>thus I always took the bus to school while others were getting parking spaces, and driving to each other's places to do senior assassin or whateverComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>82743785lets be friends add me bro (i'm a guy if it matters to you)barbaecu
>>82751850Contrary to popular belief I do have friends lol
Pic related. Sums up the left. You can't argue against this>Cheer Trump getting indicted 6 million times by the DOJ>Cry when some spic criminals get deported by DHSThey are hypocrites. Whatever suits them at the time. They love the system when it benefits then scream when it doesn't. They think they get to do whatever it takes to win, well you dont. Thats not how it works. This is why they are losers lol. Heil Trump.
>>82751834Trump is philosemitic. "Heil" would be nonsense if applied to Trump, so it is by context an affirmation of Nazism with Trump added to signal unity in a particular respect, this being opposition to "leftists." It would be similar to a leftist jokingly using comrade in reference to Biden/Democrats/Progressives, not because any of them are socialist, but because it signals a certain unity in some way (against "fascists" or "reactionaries" that are worse).Now OP could be a boomertard simpleton but it is pretty unlikely.
>>82749134The problem with threads like these is that nobody is ever serious and if someone is ever serious then it's just them being highly dysfunctional and mentally ill, doesn't matter what direction they choose. I have seen these circular arguements for an entire decade now and they never go anywhere. Both sides are just regurgitating the same exact stupid shit over and over and if you take a step outside, nobody gives a fuck at all and all the normal people are actually hoping muh left and muh right kill each other so we can get some peace and quiet.
>>82749440>stormed the capitolthe public meandered through public property taking pictures of bannisters and chandeliers. quit being so dramatic.
>>82751974>nazis supporting zionists>communists supporting capitalistsgreat strategies, the US is definitely not going to lose to China
>>82752176Yep, politics are now an absurdist joke.
Maybe I shouldn't be asking this from this shit hole (I am female and been here a decade) but I am insecure that my boyfriend will leave me if I do something wrong (don't feel like asking him) so I am curious how often should I pretend to enjoy sex
>>82751325that's not a joke
>>82751308Being butt hurt about trips is also super autistic and cringe. You have some unwritten rule and I'm not following it and so you're sperging out over it. That or jealousy in some case and the projection that I get more attention or some shit because I have a trip. It's weird shit
>>82751178I have no idea and don't want to ask it is still new
>>82751374>tripfag schizo seethingLmfao
>>82751313That is because your iq is double digits
Greetings, anon! It's the middle of the week already!Have u been taking it easy this week?I hope u have!
>>82749762>My sleep is horribly messed up again but I'm not too worried. I'll snack on a nice cheese pastry I got yesterday.will u go back 2 sleep?>Still trying to find a good cheese for it.what kind of cheese is best 4 a grilled cheese?>The last one took me a few hours, so probably about the same. Although I have even less to write about these.will u b okay if u write less?>>82750080r u gonna look 4 a new job? Sleeping is nise 2. That way u can take it easy!>>82750100ur cat has beautiful eyes>>82750146how r u taking it easy?
>>82750437>ur cat has beautiful eyesThanks.I been taking care of them well and mih mih is the most calm and relaxed cat of the twoThere's something I have been thinking aboutWill the world get worse or get better?Ever since the pandemic happened, everything got worse than already was, the job market, the economy, the society, the isolationI though the future was supposed to be much better, not worse than the pastI feel extremely ashamed that I'm already 30 and I never got a job or a decent job, I don't feel like it's my fault, I did tried my best and I did applied to more jobs than I can I remember, but unfortunately, they keep ghosting me and I did give upIt's even worse when you can't drive because it means I have to depend on public transportation and they suckComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>82750080>this whole year has just been depressing.Hopefully the next one will be better for you. >>82750437>will u go back 2 sleep?In a few hours, yes. I'm gonna have to write today off as a half day or something.>what kind of cheese is best 4 a grilled cheese?The kind that melts well. I've heard Kraft singles are good for that I'm not sure I want to put those in my body...>will u b okay if u write less?It's 750 words minimum, so basically nothing. Unfortunately I'm too concise and take too much pride in my work for my own good, so hitting any kind of word count is a Herculean task that takes far longer than it needs to. It's not due for a while but I want to get it out of the way.>>82750631>Will the world get worse or get better?I believe these things are cyclical. Things will get worse until they get better. Whether that better happens in our lifetime is a mystery.
>>82751241>I believe these things are cyclical. Things will get worse until they get better. Whether that better happens in our lifetime is a mystery.I hope the better happens sooner than later, the world used to be much better past, I refuse to believe it will only get worse from now onAlso, I don't want to die soon, I want to live as long as possible and still be healthy, but I don't want the future to only get worse and worse, I genuinely want the future to be better, not just for America, I want the entire world to betterI still want to see flying cars one day
>>82750631>Will the world get worse or get better?I don't knowi hope it'll get better>>82751241>In a few hours, yes. I'm gonna have to write today off as a half day or something.well at least u've done something!>The kind that melts well. I've heard Kraft singles are good for that I'm not sure I want to put those in my body...pretty sure mozzarella melts the best...but idk, i'm not a cheese expert haha>It's 750 words minimum, so basically nothing. Unfortunately I'm too concise and take too much pride in my work for my own good, so hitting any kind of word count is a Herculean task that takes far longer than it needs to. It's not due for a while but I want to get it out of the way.did u manage 2 make any progress on it?
